Friday, November 30, 2007
you are they so cute?
ARASHI~ (aiba, matsumoto, nino, ohno, sakurai)
aiba, ohno, matsumoto
ARASHI~ (aiba, matsumoto, nino, ohno, sakurai)
Aiba & Sakurai
aiba, ohno, matsumoto
nino
ikuta toma
oguri shun
yamapi
i love them all... so gorgeous ne
*drool*
XOXO
Thursday, November 29, 2007
when the fever rages...
and my throat still hurts like mad...
school is still the same... more work will be coming up soon... i kinda started on my report already, so that i won't have to rush last min work after YA camp...
YES, YA CAMP!
3 more weeks to go
i'm looking forward to camp and my holidays...
staying close to the one and only faithful God
time will tell if love is true or not
and my throat still hurts like mad...
school is still the same... more work will be coming up soon... i kinda started on my report already, so that i won't have to rush last min work after YA camp...
YES, YA CAMP!
3 more weeks to go
i'm looking forward to camp and my holidays...
staying close to the one and only faithful God
time will tell if love is true or not
XOXO
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
what is the worst thing that can happen to a singer or performer on the day of audition?
it is to lose your voice...
i woke up with a super bad sore throat, can't even speak properly and what more... to sing... well, seriously speaking i was really demoralised... sore throat, can't reach the key for my song, haven't practise my dance like properly... didn't try and think about what are the possible question they will ask me...
but i choose to praise God and believe if He open the door for me, no one can ever close it...
and so i went and meet aiken... we both got seperated due to the morning office crowd on the MRT... we got to Raffles Place and then took a cab to Great Eastern Centre with was a 5 mins cab ride which cause us $5.40... it was daylight robbery... tsk~
then we arrived at the audition registration place and found out that we are actually the first few to arrive... so Aiken was no. 8 while i'm no. 9... so we did all the admin stuff and then sat down and waited for our turn...
we decided to be friendly and started talking to other contestants... and they are actually quite nice =) so we talk and talk as if we were like already friends and stuff... Tan Kheng Hua is so nice to us, she kept coming and then talking to us... another lady producer is also very nice, she came and talk to me and try to calm me down... hahaha...
then after aiken got called into the audition room, i waited outside the Holding Area for my turn and then 2 NYP media students came and interview me and stuff... make me do things like "sing Happy Birthday with a sad tone and sad facial expression"... hahaha... i did it, they record it down and MAN, I'M GONNA BE FAMOUS... hahaha... no lah...
then it was my turn... i went in, introduce myself infront of 5 male judges... The composer, the choreographer, the director, the playwriter and the stage set designer... then i was told to sing the song... and then after i finish, the composer told me to look at him, eye to eye and then with all the emotions i have to re-sing the song AGAIN... i was like "what?"... it was quite awkward but really cool... so i sang Journey by Corrinne May... i did the verse then moved on to the chorus part... and before i reached the chorus part, he suddenly just say "ok, now build on the story... put in more emotions, more emotions..."
ahhaha... i almost burst out laughing... hahah.. but i finish the song and he was like "ok, great..."... i could have died on the spot... to sing with my throat like that, i have to say that it's really God helping me... hahaha
then was the dance part... and so i did my dance to Apologise by One republic... and guess what? i forgot the back part of my routine then i started freestyling until the end of the chorus... hahahha
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goodness... panic like mad lah obviously...
then after the dance, it was the question part... Lim Yu Beng, the director ask me this "tell me what makes you really happy or what really pisses you off big time..."
it's such a good question... and then i choose to talk about how parents don't understand youths and always stereotyping and controlling and having like all sorts of miscommunication stuff... and i have to link it to my life... so yeah
then it was the end............ hahaha... mine compared to the many others is considered very easy and stuff... i know aiken have to like introduce himself without speaking and then isaac have to sing and play with his vocal ranges and all...
hahah... i don't know whether it's a good or bad thing...
so after i come out, we continue to talk to the other contestants and as we were about to leave, the It's My Life camera man just told me and aiken to stop and then like walk pass the Great Eastern huge ass wall paper and he wanted to video it down... hahaha
then after it was done, we moved on and then there was a Jason guy who's like some actor/commercial spokesperson/i don't know what... he stopped us and started talking to us... and seriously, he speak non-stop for like super long... i think for 1 hour or so? me and aiken and another girl were just sitting there and listening to him speak...
well, it's really interesting but it's WAY TOO LONG! hahaha... so we sat there and listen until Isaac came at about 11 plus after his lessons... so me and aiken decided to escape Mr Talk-non-stop Jason and go down to the Registration area to wait for isaac...
then we were approached by the NYP students again... to do a whole, Hi i'm _____ (one by one) then say "we're auditioning for It's My Life" (together)...it's so Hi-5... if you get what i mean... hahaha
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we waited for isaac like super long... then after decades of waiting, aiken and i decided to go up to the waiting area to see if Isaac is out... then we saw Isaac stuck with Jason... muahahaha... and so we went and accompany him and once again listen to Mr Jason who continue to talk non-stop... hahaha
we only manage to escape after like almost 20 mins or something... then we went to the Registration place to like chat and we saw Alicia aka Kimchi! hahhaa... suddenly the nice lady producer walked towards us with 2 PR person from Great Eastern and wanted to interview us... hahah.. so we talk and all... gave our contacts and then took a picture with the "it's my life" poster for them... hahaha...
SERIOUSLY, WE ARE BECOMING FAMOUS... it's just us... then aiken said "well, we're preparing for stardom... all the interview, video and pictures..." hahahha... then isaac had to go back for lessons while aiken and i walk to some building opposite old Caltex House and ate lunch before heading home...
we were seriously super tired... ahhaha... we fell asleep on the MRT and really like KO... hahah... when i reach home, i realise that i'm actually running a temperature... so i thought that resting for a few hours will help then i will go down to church for prayer and cell...
but apparently my throat became worst and my fever never came down... so i spend the whole afternoon in my room, resting and watching random videos of Arashi and japanese boys... hahahah... which is like super rare cause i will never stay in my room in the afternoon... hahah... but i just like wrap myself in thick blanket and hugged my teddy while watching the videos...
so in the end, i didn't go down to church...
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i'm just so excited about future... i mean, although i look like as if i know where i'm heading in life but seriously i got no clue man... yes i wanted to be an air stewardess and i will still try to get into the airlines industry but at the same time, i wanna be in the media... because i really love dancing and singing and i really want to try to experience acting...
well, like what Roland told me... just persevere and don't give up... whatever career, whatever job opportunity will be decided by God and if he open the door for me, no man can ever close it...
i somewhat hope that i get into the 10 cast... hee... i mean it will be a good platform to experience something new and somemore i love love musicals so this will be a great opportunity...
it is to lose your voice...
i woke up with a super bad sore throat, can't even speak properly and what more... to sing... well, seriously speaking i was really demoralised... sore throat, can't reach the key for my song, haven't practise my dance like properly... didn't try and think about what are the possible question they will ask me...
but i choose to praise God and believe if He open the door for me, no one can ever close it...
and so i went and meet aiken... we both got seperated due to the morning office crowd on the MRT... we got to Raffles Place and then took a cab to Great Eastern Centre with was a 5 mins cab ride which cause us $5.40... it was daylight robbery... tsk~
then we arrived at the audition registration place and found out that we are actually the first few to arrive... so Aiken was no. 8 while i'm no. 9... so we did all the admin stuff and then sat down and waited for our turn...
we decided to be friendly and started talking to other contestants... and they are actually quite nice =) so we talk and talk as if we were like already friends and stuff... Tan Kheng Hua is so nice to us, she kept coming and then talking to us... another lady producer is also very nice, she came and talk to me and try to calm me down... hahaha...
then after aiken got called into the audition room, i waited outside the Holding Area for my turn and then 2 NYP media students came and interview me and stuff... make me do things like "sing Happy Birthday with a sad tone and sad facial expression"... hahaha... i did it, they record it down and MAN, I'M GONNA BE FAMOUS... hahaha... no lah...
then it was my turn... i went in, introduce myself infront of 5 male judges... The composer, the choreographer, the director, the playwriter and the stage set designer... then i was told to sing the song... and then after i finish, the composer told me to look at him, eye to eye and then with all the emotions i have to re-sing the song AGAIN... i was like "what?"... it was quite awkward but really cool... so i sang Journey by Corrinne May... i did the verse then moved on to the chorus part... and before i reached the chorus part, he suddenly just say "ok, now build on the story... put in more emotions, more emotions..."
ahhaha... i almost burst out laughing... hahah.. but i finish the song and he was like "ok, great..."... i could have died on the spot... to sing with my throat like that, i have to say that it's really God helping me... hahaha
then was the dance part... and so i did my dance to Apologise by One republic... and guess what? i forgot the back part of my routine then i started freestyling until the end of the chorus... hahahha
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
goodness... panic like mad lah obviously...
then after the dance, it was the question part... Lim Yu Beng, the director ask me this "tell me what makes you really happy or what really pisses you off big time..."
it's such a good question... and then i choose to talk about how parents don't understand youths and always stereotyping and controlling and having like all sorts of miscommunication stuff... and i have to link it to my life... so yeah
then it was the end............ hahaha... mine compared to the many others is considered very easy and stuff... i know aiken have to like introduce himself without speaking and then isaac have to sing and play with his vocal ranges and all...
hahah... i don't know whether it's a good or bad thing...
so after i come out, we continue to talk to the other contestants and as we were about to leave, the It's My Life camera man just told me and aiken to stop and then like walk pass the Great Eastern huge ass wall paper and he wanted to video it down... hahaha
then after it was done, we moved on and then there was a Jason guy who's like some actor/commercial spokesperson/i don't know what... he stopped us and started talking to us... and seriously, he speak non-stop for like super long... i think for 1 hour or so? me and aiken and another girl were just sitting there and listening to him speak...
well, it's really interesting but it's WAY TOO LONG! hahaha... so we sat there and listen until Isaac came at about 11 plus after his lessons... so me and aiken decided to escape Mr Talk-non-stop Jason and go down to the Registration area to wait for isaac...
then we were approached by the NYP students again... to do a whole, Hi i'm _____ (one by one) then say "we're auditioning for It's My Life" (together)...it's so Hi-5... if you get what i mean... hahaha
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we waited for isaac like super long... then after decades of waiting, aiken and i decided to go up to the waiting area to see if Isaac is out... then we saw Isaac stuck with Jason... muahahaha... and so we went and accompany him and once again listen to Mr Jason who continue to talk non-stop... hahaha
we only manage to escape after like almost 20 mins or something... then we went to the Registration place to like chat and we saw Alicia aka Kimchi! hahhaa... suddenly the nice lady producer walked towards us with 2 PR person from Great Eastern and wanted to interview us... hahah.. so we talk and all... gave our contacts and then took a picture with the "it's my life" poster for them... hahaha...
SERIOUSLY, WE ARE BECOMING FAMOUS... it's just us... then aiken said "well, we're preparing for stardom... all the interview, video and pictures..." hahahha... then isaac had to go back for lessons while aiken and i walk to some building opposite old Caltex House and ate lunch before heading home...
we were seriously super tired... ahhaha... we fell asleep on the MRT and really like KO... hahah... when i reach home, i realise that i'm actually running a temperature... so i thought that resting for a few hours will help then i will go down to church for prayer and cell...
but apparently my throat became worst and my fever never came down... so i spend the whole afternoon in my room, resting and watching random videos of Arashi and japanese boys... hahahah... which is like super rare cause i will never stay in my room in the afternoon... hahah... but i just like wrap myself in thick blanket and hugged my teddy while watching the videos...
so in the end, i didn't go down to church...
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i'm just so excited about future... i mean, although i look like as if i know where i'm heading in life but seriously i got no clue man... yes i wanted to be an air stewardess and i will still try to get into the airlines industry but at the same time, i wanna be in the media... because i really love dancing and singing and i really want to try to experience acting...
well, like what Roland told me... just persevere and don't give up... whatever career, whatever job opportunity will be decided by God and if he open the door for me, no man can ever close it...
i somewhat hope that i get into the 10 cast... hee... i mean it will be a good platform to experience something new and somemore i love love musicals so this will be a great opportunity...
XOXO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN CHOO!!!
yet another happy kiddo... haha... it's a tiring but fun day... and i'm looking forward for many more to come...
It's My Life audition.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! faints... i will do my best =)
ok ok, i'm gonna go to bed already... meeting aiken early tmr... nights
yet another happy kiddo... haha... it's a tiring but fun day... and i'm looking forward for many more to come...
It's My Life audition.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! faints... i will do my best =)
ok ok, i'm gonna go to bed already... meeting aiken early tmr... nights
XOXO
Monday, November 26, 2007
happily skipping along~ because i have a BIG God who loves me and heals my broken heart, i'm able to move along fine and maybe even stronger... i'm glad that everything that suppose to happen, happened... i will not hate, i will not grow bitter, i will learn to love and encourage...
i will not look down on myself and hate myself cause if i do that, it will only means that i look down on God as the creator... i believe that God have a lot installed for me and many plans to mould me into the woman i'm suppose to be...
i won't mind where God put me, as a leader, maybe comm or just a normal member... as long as i'm useful in the Kingdom of God, i will be more than glad to serve and bring joy...
whether on stage shining for God or backstage doing the manual jobs that people usually won't do or just be the big sister to girls who need some love and encouragement...
no matter what, i will praise Him... on the mountain, in the valley, on cloud nine and deep in the cold ocean... because i know He is always there for me...
anyways, this sunday is my childhood friend's wedding... it's been ages since we last met and i got invited lah... it's so wierd lah... hahah... i feel wierd when i hear about my peers getting married and getting pregnant... i mean, it MIGHT not be like a real glamorous thing... but it's like like like like......... hahah... wierd
i remember Vaness was telling me like how she can't wait to get married and have children... ahhaha... i'm just like "eh?" *stare*... ahhaha... i don't even have someone in mind, or someone who fancy me how to think about getting married.... hahahha
well actually i do have someone in mind... but i won't say a word but i will quietly be praying for you... no matter what i want you to have the best from God too =)
=)
XOXO
Saturday, November 24, 2007
OHAYO MINNA SAN!!!!
whee~~~ i'm like blogging now in Koinonia room before prayer... while, like what i say in my previous post (Teck Chun's voice ringing in my head "eh, why your blog so emo one huh?")... hahah... i will be positive ne...
emi emi emi =D
anyways, i thank God for meredith and her collection of Japanese stuff... it's been keeping me very happy and positive... all the happy songs and funny cute dance... and of course the good looking guys... *drool*
i love love Arashi and NewS... gorgeous boys, cute dance steps and happy songs... it's the 3-in-1 combo!!!
sugoi ne! ho ho ho
ok, i'm gonna go watch my jap show le...
ja mata
XOXO
Thursday, November 22, 2007
once upon a time, i was told a story.
a story not told by my parents, perhaps a fairytale or some sort.
i don't even think it's true
every story has a princess who will be saved by a prince charming.
and of course, they will love happily ever after.
does it even exist?
however, there's a princess who is lost.
she's lost in the midst of all the fairytale stories.
what a mess
her goal is to look for the prince that is meant for her story.
but chances seem so low as she continue to move from one story to another.
what was she thinking?
i'm moving on... i'm still doing good... and i will try not to post anymore emo post... that's all for now...
a story not told by my parents, perhaps a fairytale or some sort.
i don't even think it's true
every story has a princess who will be saved by a prince charming.
and of course, they will love happily ever after.
does it even exist?
however, there's a princess who is lost.
she's lost in the midst of all the fairytale stories.
what a mess
her goal is to look for the prince that is meant for her story.
but chances seem so low as she continue to move from one story to another.
what was she thinking?
i'm moving on... i'm still doing good... and i will try not to post anymore emo post... that's all for now...
XOXO
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
wahhhh... i kinda like the movie by Jay Zhou, "Secret"... it's like quite interesting lah... ahahhah... nice nice...
i love jay's blur blur look... hahahahahhahaha
anyways, i've learnt to let go... or maybe not learn but perhaps forced to let go and move on... because my heart had grew cold and numb towards pain and danger... i don't wanna be hurt anymore, i don't wanna go through what i've been through a million times again...
i'm leaving my past behind and moving on... towards my cute japanese boys... i'd rather fall in love with someone who can never hurt me...
i fear love, i fear relationship, i fear rejection...
so just leave me alone
i'm used to living alone where people just ignores me
maybe it's better that way...
smiles and walk away
never will you see me the way i am
i love jay's blur blur look... hahahahahhahaha
anyways, i've learnt to let go... or maybe not learn but perhaps forced to let go and move on... because my heart had grew cold and numb towards pain and danger... i don't wanna be hurt anymore, i don't wanna go through what i've been through a million times again...
i'm leaving my past behind and moving on... towards my cute japanese boys... i'd rather fall in love with someone who can never hurt me...
i fear love, i fear relationship, i fear rejection...
so just leave me alone
i'm used to living alone where people just ignores me
maybe it's better that way...
smiles and walk away
never will you see me the way i am
XOXO
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
many times people wish and hope that dreams are real...
some believe that dreams do come true...
well, i don't know if mine will ever be... i dreamt of you last night... it was a pleasant surprise, i guess...
in my dreams we were having fun,
walking around and enjoying ourselves...
holding hands
haha... what a joke, maddy...
stop kidding yourself...
some believe that dreams do come true...
well, i don't know if mine will ever be... i dreamt of you last night... it was a pleasant surprise, i guess...
in my dreams we were having fun,
walking around and enjoying ourselves...
holding hands
haha... what a joke, maddy...
stop kidding yourself...
XOXO
in love with cute korean/japanese/taiwanese boys
whee~
names of japanese hotties:
matsumoto jun
oguri shun
ikuta toma
*drool*
school is ok... feel super duper sleepy... hahaha... i got to finish my research by tonight then go to school and print it out tomorrow...
OooOo bloop bloop oOooO
My week:
wednesday- cell @ Bel's house after school...
thursday- end school early, go home study for Ticketing test...
friday- finish Ticketing test and study for Accounting test...
saturday- accounting test, YA service
sunday- service, lunch, dance, leaders dinner/meeting
busy busy, test test test...
gambatte miyuki san
XOXO
Monday, November 19, 2007
i'm feeling much much better already
domo arigato minna san... i made you all worried, honto gomennasai ...
i specially want to thank FangXian for calling me and talking to me over the phone... although i would never expect Fangxian to call and be so concern about me but i really thank God that she did...
just that 1 hour plus on the phone with her really makes me so happy...
THANK YOU, FANGXIAN...
and also Clement... who never fail to read my blog and always caring for me... just want to say THANK YOU...
daijobu daijobu, it's gonna be alright =)
watashi mo tsuyoi zasso desu...
domo arigato minna san... i made you all worried, honto gomennasai ...
i specially want to thank FangXian for calling me and talking to me over the phone... although i would never expect Fangxian to call and be so concern about me but i really thank God that she did...
just that 1 hour plus on the phone with her really makes me so happy...
THANK YOU, FANGXIAN...
and also Clement... who never fail to read my blog and always caring for me... just want to say THANK YOU...
daijobu daijobu, it's gonna be alright =)
watashi mo tsuyoi zasso desu...
XOXO
i don't want to post something that's emo... but
sigh
anyways, thanks to okasan, the queen, i woke up at 9 am (having only 3 hours of sleep)... that baka woke me up because her tv remote control is faulty... like hello, baka desuka? i'm like sleeping leh... then she threw a fit and scolded me...
what a nice way to start the morning eh...
then i receive a call... well, all i can say is that, i've bet my life on his salvation and his life already... this means, if he screws up, i will die with him... but time and time again, he disappoint me... make me mad, make me sad and even depressed...
thanks to him, i had to talk to okasan... then i returned the call... things seems to be ok... but guess who cleared the sh!t that was left behind? who is one that got hurt by all these stupid actions?
no one cares about how you feel... as long as you get things done for them... according to their timing, their style, their way, their rule... i feel like as if i'm a slave to the royal family... a family full of screwed up people... people who are borned to torture slaves like me...
oh, go on and say that i'm adopted or unwanted... cause it doesn't affect me anymore... i think their mission, vision is to torture me and see me fall and become like one of them...
can someone tell me how long must i stay with them till someone can come and take me away? can someone say something?
i hate the times i have to hide in the toilet to cry alone... i hate the times i have to force myself to bow down to them... to bear the insults and accusations...
do you know that i'm struggling to breathe?
just to stay alive...
sigh
anyways, thanks to okasan, the queen, i woke up at 9 am (having only 3 hours of sleep)... that baka woke me up because her tv remote control is faulty... like hello, baka desuka? i'm like sleeping leh... then she threw a fit and scolded me...
what a nice way to start the morning eh...
then i receive a call... well, all i can say is that, i've bet my life on his salvation and his life already... this means, if he screws up, i will die with him... but time and time again, he disappoint me... make me mad, make me sad and even depressed...
thanks to him, i had to talk to okasan... then i returned the call... things seems to be ok... but guess who cleared the sh!t that was left behind? who is one that got hurt by all these stupid actions?
no one cares about how you feel... as long as you get things done for them... according to their timing, their style, their way, their rule... i feel like as if i'm a slave to the royal family... a family full of screwed up people... people who are borned to torture slaves like me...
oh, go on and say that i'm adopted or unwanted... cause it doesn't affect me anymore... i think their mission, vision is to torture me and see me fall and become like one of them...
can someone tell me how long must i stay with them till someone can come and take me away? can someone say something?
i hate the times i have to hide in the toilet to cry alone... i hate the times i have to force myself to bow down to them... to bear the insults and accusations...
do you know that i'm struggling to breathe?
just to stay alive...
XOXO
it's almost 6am and i'm wide awake... don't even bother to ask me why...
i'm just getting wierder and wierder... don't really feel like talking to people and stuff but i always force myself so that i won't be emo or whatnots... now, the things i used to like and enjoy seem so ridiculous...
my past, my history just sounds like a huge joke... millions and millions of mistakes... billions and billions of pit falls... trillions of heartache...
i'm trying so hard to forget and to be a "new" me... someone different... but i can't...
in the past, i believe that only if i'm prettier or slimmer, people will notice me and then take care of me... so if i become prettier, regardless what i do, it will be worth it... this lead to slimming pills, medicine given by doctors and make other wierd methods of slimming...
the hunger for love and acceptance...
i promised Sarah Lin and God long time ago... probably about 3 years ago that i will stop taking pills and start loving myself... but just a few hours ago, i wanted to go back to consuming the pills...
i want to do for a haircut or something... just to look prettier and physically more attractive... i know this sound stupid but do you know what my heart have gone through? you naturally become an outcast of you're not goodlooking... it's reality, it's a fact...
i just want to be loved... is it so hard? why must human be so superficial? i don't understand... i just simply don't...
i hate the bias treatment... i hate it... i hate it...
hanazawa rui...
i'm just getting wierder and wierder... don't really feel like talking to people and stuff but i always force myself so that i won't be emo or whatnots... now, the things i used to like and enjoy seem so ridiculous...
my past, my history just sounds like a huge joke... millions and millions of mistakes... billions and billions of pit falls... trillions of heartache...
i'm trying so hard to forget and to be a "new" me... someone different... but i can't...
in the past, i believe that only if i'm prettier or slimmer, people will notice me and then take care of me... so if i become prettier, regardless what i do, it will be worth it... this lead to slimming pills, medicine given by doctors and make other wierd methods of slimming...
the hunger for love and acceptance...
i promised Sarah Lin and God long time ago... probably about 3 years ago that i will stop taking pills and start loving myself... but just a few hours ago, i wanted to go back to consuming the pills...
i want to do for a haircut or something... just to look prettier and physically more attractive... i know this sound stupid but do you know what my heart have gone through? you naturally become an outcast of you're not goodlooking... it's reality, it's a fact...
i just want to be loved... is it so hard? why must human be so superficial? i don't understand... i just simply don't...
i hate the bias treatment... i hate it... i hate it...
hanazawa rui...
XOXO
happiness
sadness
emotion-less
i still wonder if it's good or bad... well, whatever it is, i believe that i will be made stronger in this new season of my life... a deeper level, a higher calling and a greater responsibility...
praising and worshipping Him no matter what because He is a holy God who is worthy of everything...
XOXO
Saturday, November 17, 2007
VICTORIA SECRETS ANGELS~ kirei ne...
ano, OHAYO minna san *wave wave*
thanks to my wierd parents, i have to wake up early in the morning to go down to Marcus' school for some secondary 1 PSLE thingy briefing... like as if i'm otosan... tsk... baka desu
anyways, yup i went.. despite only sleeping for a few hours... and then came home... feeling very sick cause of jidai... so i spend the rest of my time surfing the net and i found this article on the VS angels... wahhhh...
seiteki
they look so good... i'm just a bloob of fats... lose weight, lose weight... gambatte, miyuki san... shosho anata kokoi kirei desu ne... hai, gambatte gambatte!
kirei kirei... watashi mo........ busu....... =(
anyways, last night was lots of fun... i really enjoyed myself with tomodachi ne... arigato tomodachi!!!
ahhh.... i'm so crazy about korean, japanese and taiwanese cute guys.... *drool drool* well, only shenna dear knows the real reason why i love those boys... haha... kawaii shounen... hee
mune itsu ichigo ichie?
ueito
XOXO
Friday, November 16, 2007
until my dying daysi thank God for friends.... hahhaa...friends who will make my life so fun and interesting... after we break camp, i met Coral and Joel Ooi for dinner... we wanted to go like simpang or Boon Tong Kee but... in the end... we choose KFC... hahha
after KFC, we went to starbucks for coffee and it was so fun like talking about our childhood... listening to the different past and how joel injure himself makes me laugh like mad...
after that, joel decided to invest in the cab industry and chose to boost the economy of the cabbies... and so he sent both coral and myself home...
school school school
it's all gonna be alright! i know it will be...
XOXO
Thursday, November 15, 2007
GOOD MORNING, WORLD~
the rest of L.A Unit had left for their morning physical training... running from church to marine cove... i feel quite bad not joining them... thanks to stupid school... and irritating changing of timetable... if not, my lesson for today will be like short... i end at 1pm (supposedly) but now it's 4pm....
sigh
hate school.... boohoo... hahah... ok, i'm like so retarded cause i'm like half sleepy, and half awake... hahaha... you know that kinda state? hahah... yeah... not enough sleep obviously, with kids snoring, flipping around and ying chuan clearing his throat every 5-10 mins... hahhaha
oh well, this is CAMP! hahaha... argh... hate school... 4 hours of accounting in the morning is like *POW*
but nevermind... *pat myself on the back*
anyways, the current drama i'm watching now is Hana Yori Dango (Japan), which is known as Meteor Garden in Taiwanese context... i'm only at episode 2... hahaha... thanks to my busy schedule; but i still need some sanity in my life (thank God for drama series)... hahha
i will blog again after we break camp tonight =)
the reason to stay....
the rest of L.A Unit had left for their morning physical training... running from church to marine cove... i feel quite bad not joining them... thanks to stupid school... and irritating changing of timetable... if not, my lesson for today will be like short... i end at 1pm (supposedly) but now it's 4pm....
sigh
hate school.... boohoo... hahah... ok, i'm like so retarded cause i'm like half sleepy, and half awake... hahaha... you know that kinda state? hahah... yeah... not enough sleep obviously, with kids snoring, flipping around and ying chuan clearing his throat every 5-10 mins... hahhaha
oh well, this is CAMP! hahaha... argh... hate school... 4 hours of accounting in the morning is like *POW*
but nevermind... *pat myself on the back*
anyways, the current drama i'm watching now is Hana Yori Dango (Japan), which is known as Meteor Garden in Taiwanese context... i'm only at episode 2... hahaha... thanks to my busy schedule; but i still need some sanity in my life (thank God for drama series)... hahha
i will blog again after we break camp tonight =)
the reason to stay....
XOXO
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
hello hello everyone,
i'm like blogging during L.A Camp... no lah... i'm online doing my stupid project... but i got bored so i decided to blog... hahahha...
anyways, yup... in camp, quite bored cause as usual i'm leftout and the same person disappointed me... i will not say who but ya... (just stop focusing on young pretty girls k... it's really quite sickening)
well, for people who are less significant and less impressive... we'll just have to work hard and believe that God sees the heart and not the face...
well, i think i better get back to work!
good night world *fade away*
i'm like blogging during L.A Camp... no lah... i'm online doing my stupid project... but i got bored so i decided to blog... hahahha...
anyways, yup... in camp, quite bored cause as usual i'm leftout and the same person disappointed me... i will not say who but ya... (just stop focusing on young pretty girls k... it's really quite sickening)
well, for people who are less significant and less impressive... we'll just have to work hard and believe that God sees the heart and not the face...
well, i think i better get back to work!
good night world *fade away*
XOXO
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
XOXO
today is a super duper tiring day... went to school for lecture and fell asleep... thanks to the eco-tourism video... hahha... the sound of nature brings serenity... hahahah... i was paying attention k... but i KOed the last 5 mins... hee
then had my group presentation... it was ok lah... while going to cityhall for cell group, i met Aiken on the mrt... we manage to like chat and stuff... when i reach cityhall, i was like almost 1 hour early, so i decided to walk to Suntec to get some brouchure for my project...
when i was walking towards the Tourist Centre beside the Duck Tour Desk, i decided to pretend to be a tourist/non-local so that it won't be so wierd... hahahha... and i manage to fake it! lol with my wierd non-singaporean english and slang... LOL... i love posing as tourist just to test service providers on their standard =D
then i walk back to Raffles City for cell... WE FINALLY FINISH OUR COST OF DISCIPLESHIP!!! hooray
after that, we met Meimei, Vicky and Sean lee... then the sisters and bel went for ice cream while Sean and me made our way home... then we saw Dawn, Dickson and their classmate on the bus =)
reached home, eat dinner and slack... hahaha... shucks man... i need to do my work le... hahahha... bye bye world, i will upload some more pictures soon...
i need to lose 10 kg... *faints*
i hate fats...
disgusting flesh...
feel like cutting them off...
yucky... get away from me...
hey mr plastic surgeon
XOXO
Monday, November 12, 2007
simple or empty?
i think i'm falling sick... sigh... this week is killer lah... report due, presentation, assignment meeting, L.A Camp, cell group... although today is only MONDAY but i'm feeling tired already...
somehow i wish school will end soon... i need a break, a holiday... i'm so so so looking forward to YA Camp and somehow my birthday and Christmas cause there's no school... haha... my birthday................... haha...
5 more weeks to YA Camp!!! woots
ok, i've gotta go already... need to finish doing my powerpoint slides...
note: Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised... let those who have eyes see, let those who have ears hear; so that you won't be foolish anymore...
XOXO
Sunday, November 11, 2007
many times God moves in miraculous ways,
so many times i will never ever understand as a human being...
His thoughts and ways are much higher than mine,
His plans are bigger and better of course...
so times i hurts to go God's way, but odedience will bring me far...
things i would never do,
words i would never say,
decisions i would never make...
though it hurts seeing what i see,
i will still move on...
i will continue to grow and be awesome and crazy for God...
whatever ministries He call me out of,
i will leave...
even though i still can't see my path,
well i guess i will walk with faith and believe...
~~~~~~~~~
as i lay awake at 1am...
i don't know what other plans God will have...
all i can say is "it's well with my soul"
i hate it when people don't appreciate what i've done for them...
i hate it when they think that it's suppose to be my job...
i hate chauvanist
i'm glad that Jesus is not...
XOXO
things are not good but God is...
i'm so so glad God is a good God who love, cares and feel for His children... whatever is to come, i will take it and learn and grow with it...
praising & worshipping
i'm so so glad God is a good God who love, cares and feel for His children... whatever is to come, i will take it and learn and grow with it...
praising & worshipping
XOXO
Thursday, November 08, 2007
our very own pre-depavali "celebration"
we went down to vanessa's place and it was so much fun... seriously awesome... firstly we watched some taiwanese variety show and it was quite ok lah... then Transformers... i fell asleep for a while... hahhaa... that's like my 3rd or 4th time watching it... LOL
then we went to the playground and got scolded by some random neighbour... then we send May and Nelson home... the people left: Coral, Isaac, Joel Ooi, Michelle Lam, Shenna and me went to the playground near my house...
then it started to rain... we waited for like super long for a cab... all the cabs just disappear... tsk~ stupid...
i slept all the way till afternoon then woke up and do my report... and send it to my groupmates... now i just have to wait for them to send me the other subject's project on sunday...
till the next time~
we went down to vanessa's place and it was so much fun... seriously awesome... firstly we watched some taiwanese variety show and it was quite ok lah... then Transformers... i fell asleep for a while... hahhaa... that's like my 3rd or 4th time watching it... LOL
then we went to the playground and got scolded by some random neighbour... then we send May and Nelson home... the people left: Coral, Isaac, Joel Ooi, Michelle Lam, Shenna and me went to the playground near my house...
then it started to rain... we waited for like super long for a cab... all the cabs just disappear... tsk~ stupid...
i slept all the way till afternoon then woke up and do my report... and send it to my groupmates... now i just have to wait for them to send me the other subject's project on sunday...
till the next time~
XOXO
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Girls Night Out (photos)
The journey started with a bunch of crazy girls and their awesome cell leader =)
First stop: Marina South Steamboat
taking pictures along the way (essential)
We could potentially walk home =D
Then finally we went up the bus which took us to the mrt station... then we decided to go eat Macs Ice cream...
so we waited for a bus to take us to Marina Sq... but all of the buses go to Shenton way... so we decided to walk from Shenton way to somewhere with Macs
and obviously the bus took super long to come... but we finally reached Shenton Way and started navigating our way around...
Then we saw this... Biman, Bangadlesh Airlines and decided to take a picture with it =D
we continue walking and walking... and also taking pictures along the way...
Then we saw glittery roads... which was quite cool =D
we saw like a whole row of wedding/bridal shops lah... i think we are at Tanjong Pagar or someting... finally we saw a sign which says Chinatown... and we almost died... ahhaha
so i took out a map from my bag and start to see how we can walk back to Raffles Place
coral and one of my touristsy brouchure...
The journey started with a bunch of crazy girls and their awesome cell leader =)
First stop: Marina South Steamboat
Then we decided to walk a lil'...
taking pictures along the way (essential)
We could potentially walk home =D
Then finally we went up the bus which took us to the mrt station... then we decided to go eat Macs Ice cream...
so we waited for a bus to take us to Marina Sq... but all of the buses go to Shenton way... so we decided to walk from Shenton way to somewhere with Macs
and obviously the bus took super long to come... but we finally reached Shenton Way and started navigating our way around...
Then we saw this... Biman, Bangadlesh Airlines and decided to take a picture with it =D
we continue walking and walking... and also taking pictures along the way...
Then we saw glittery roads... which was quite cool =D
we saw like a whole row of wedding/bridal shops lah... i think we are at Tanjong Pagar or someting... finally we saw a sign which says Chinatown... and we almost died... ahhaha
so i took out a map from my bag and start to see how we can walk back to Raffles Place
coral and one of my touristsy brouchure...and so we started walking again...
then we found a unknown toilet somewhere... ahhaha
Then we saw a fountain place in the midst of all the buildings... Spring of Happiness... we sure are happy kids...
after 2 whole hours of walking from Shenton Way to Tanjong Pagar to Chinatown, we finally reach a Macs near Collyer Quay... Thank God
we left Macs at 11:30pm... and walked to Fullerton
after attempts of waiting for cabs, we decided to go back to our most reliable mode of transport... THE SBS BUS...
it's like the most memorable and fun day since a long long time ago...
thank you girls for making it so so fun, i love you all loads
XOXO
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
awesome day
Fieldtrip to Clarke Quay =)
Dinner with the girls =) =) =)
i had so so so much fun with the girls and vanessa... it was great dinner, great company and great exploring time =)
The ever so awesome Fullerton Hotel *bows down*
goodnight world
XOXO