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ABOUT ME

Madeline Xiong (Maddy)
Kuma Miyuki
Tower of Strength
Born on 21/12/1988
Graduated from TP HTM
Currently working at Citadines Mt Sophia
LOVE GOD
LOVE DANCE
LOVE SINGING
LOVE L.A UNIT
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I want to be a awesome dancer.
A super annointed singer.
An airstewrdess.
A Missionary.
A woman mightily used by God.
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Saturday, September 29, 2007


*scene 1*
as you walk into the lavish pink bedroom like you always do,
walking along the huge curtains that seem to be ever so protective...
you sense something different...
something is coming your way...
something so mysterious,
something that is locked and sealed and kept away...
as you turn around to scan the room once more,
something caught your eyes...
the picture...
the picture of a beautiful lass...
you walk closer to see in detail,
the perfection and amazing work of the creator...
eyes so bright that you see the heart,
face so flawless like the winter snow...
*scene 2*
a sudden loud bang and crash,
a sudden twist of fate...
life was turned around and places are switched...
you manage to crawl out of the rumbles,
dusting everything off your expensive robe...
feeling glad that you manage to survive the fall..
but everything that used to be around was no more...
the beautiful maiden...
buried in broken cement blocks...
she's dead from that moment it all came down...
*scene 3*
some years later, you walk pass that place...
that very same place you saw the picture...
the very place you fell in love with her...
bittersweet memories return...
now that she's gone,
and you're all alone...
you don't know...
so hopeless, so helpless...
as you look up that night sky,
the twinkle of the stars seem to tell you something...
walk on, my love... just walk on...
that assurance rings in your ears,
as you walk down the road filled with mist and love...


XOXO


Friday, September 28, 2007

MY GOOD LOOKING SWEETHEART,
MALCOLM XIONG






this boy is gonna grow up and be totally good looking...
this morning when i was going to work on the MRT, i didn't feel tired at all... God kept me so so awake to reveal something to me... somehow i manage to get a seat and right infront of me were 3 ladies...
the first lady on the left... a probably late 40s, early 50s ladies whose body got very bad burnt marks... maybe not burnt but very bad skin... like it's raw pale pink flesh... even on her face and all...
the middle lady is about late 20s... with a huge scar on her ankle...
the lady on the right is about late 30s, early 40s... she looks like a really rich taitai with all the bling blings but something caught my eye when God asked me to look at her legs... i was so so shock... cause her right calf is much smaller than her left calf... it's not the normal type of big and small but it's the mal-growth type...
then my heart broke for the 3 of them...
*note that they don't know one another and they didn't sit side by side*
then God asked me, "if you were anyone of them, would you still love me?"
what a question... i thought real hard for once... like throughout the YA Cell Cost of Discipleship book, i didn't think so hard before answering any of the questions... but this question that God asked me... really caught me off guard...
i start to question myself... my faith in God... my love for Him... it will mean that i can't dance for Him... and i will have a whole load more of esteem issues to deal with... but i have full confidence that no matter what happen, i will still follow God... it might sound like a "yeah yeah, right" thing but i'm so so serious... no matter what, i will follow Him...
anyways, work is interesting today... and work is really good lah, even when it's tiring... i just find it a joy to be all cheery at work when people are just so depressed and emo and stressed... so it's good =)
3 more weeks and it's sentosa time... i'm worried about my accounting results and my new semester modules... it's scary now when i think about my future... cause Karen knows like super a lot of Logistics big shots... and they started to offer her a job after diploma already...
let's see... starting pay is $2,500/month... every 3 months get 1 month bonus... thus per month, you get $3,300 +++... that's good right? that's not all... she will get to travel 5 times/year for business... business class SIA tickets, 5* hotel stay etc etc... and all expenses paid for...
so good right? but that silly girl rejected that offer... that bimbo
anyways, yes... i'm scared cause i don't know any like hospitality big shot... the only 3 things i have with me is my personality, my experience and my teachable spirit...
all i can say now is, my life is in Your hands Lord
p.s: thanks aikey love for the note that is stuck to the door... it really cheers me up =)


XOXO


Thursday, September 27, 2007

i hope to see more sunshine than rain


work can potentially kill... i'm so tired after work every single day... although i work my butt and brains off but i enjoyed working with Alan and Karen (who is my crazy work buddy)...
karen is such a fun friend... she can give you a whole list of nicknames she calls me... like wu gui (tortise) and zhi ma (seseme)... hahaha... she keeps me so awake throughout the day and i tell you, she is simply insane...
cause we wanted to go lunch today and then we meet Alan who happen to come back from lunch... so Alan being so nice asked for our hp no. so that he can give us a call and we can all go for lunch together...
and that bimbo karen thought that Alan was trying to like chase us... like woo us... hahaha... what a bimbo... so in the end, karen gave her no. and i took down Alan's... somehow, Karen always call Alan, Ben... how wierd... and then she will laugh and laugh when i tell her that it's alan and not ben...
so bizzare...
i totally enjoyed train rides home; thanks to Karen... today our topic was obviously Alan... hahaha... so i was trying to brainwash that bimbo because she was going on and on about alan's outward appearance... so i told her that looks don't matter as long as he is a nice guy...
then i went on to say that actually Alan's body is quite hot... ahhaha... he's like tall... ermmm... i'm like at his shoulder... and his body is all tonned... not big but tonned... and i told Karen about my fetish for sexy backs... like literally backs that are really sexy...
and then that bimbo karen concluded that i like Alan -_-'''
i truely love them all... and i'm gonna miss them when i leave Birkart =(
ok, i'm gonna go to bed like real soon...
sweet dreams, my love


XOXO


Wednesday, September 26, 2007

HERE'S THE SHOUTOUT
IN NO ORDER




ISAAC- thank you for always being there to wake me up and allow me to refocus on my "dead" dreams... i really thank God for you and it's been a great 2 years of knowing you... isaac, you're awesome =)



JARROLD- hey there my dragonball! you're so so cute and definately very good looking... continue to love your course and follow your dreams... i'm still looking forward to watch anime that you produce =)



AIKEN- hey my ever-so-sexy aikey-licious... you're gonna do well for Os, just work at the same pace and focus on God (not trying to sound like all holy) but it will change your perspective of exams and even life =) hang in there dear




JOEL OOI- hey, just realised i never take a 1-1 picture with you... but it's ok... hahaha... you're such a joker who always make me laugh... i will always rmb your body modification wing jokes... i'm always looking forward to meet you because i know i will have a great time hanging out with you... you're such an encouragement =)


L.A BOYS- i love you all... every single one... no more, no less... thank God for all of you and i really love serving with you... all the best for your exams... MUMMY LOVES YOU <3>


CORAL- it's been amazing getting to know you better... even though i know you since sec 3 because of Lit and Geog class... i thank God that you and the rest of the KC gang brought me to Synergise (planetshakers)... if not for that, i won't be a christian etc etc etc etc... you're so awesome... as a leader, a friend... i love you many many worzzzz

SHENNA- hey sexy lady, i know that you're like studying really hard for Os... jia you jia you dear... remember to sleep normally at night and take short naps and not go into hibernation mode in the afternoon k... maddy will be waiting for you to go groccery shopping and dinner cooking =)

ADDY- i love you, i love you, i love you... you're always more than good... you're awesome and such a sweet heart... thank you for your lil' actions of love, it means a lot a lot to me =) *hugs*


BEN- hey there rockstar, i know this is your fav. picture with me... of course, we are both looking fine... really enjoy hanging out with you and the rest... continue to stay awesome MR BOO BOO...

MEI MEI- hey love, you're always my role model in dance... always there to encourage me and spur me on... the reason besides going for dance and serving God is YOU! i love you sweetheart... you're precious

GRACE- hey dear, of course i won't forget about you... i won't over use the "i love you" but just wanna let you know that i'm glad we are back to the old days (like 2 years back? before YM & YA exist)... *hugs* all the best for Os


GAIUS- my glamourous gorgeous sexy butt shaking boy... although you always attemp to kill me and injure me but i just wanna say you're still very much irreplaceable in my heart... maddy loves you


YING CHUAN- eh, chicken backside... ahhahaha... thank God for you in L.A Unit... now that you're back, i can relax already... muahhahah *slacker mode* no lah... just wanna say that you're encouraging (at times) and i really appreciate everything =)

JAMES/FANG XIAN/KENNETH (almost the whole of Gabsy cell)- hey hey hey good looking ones, i really must say that i love talking to you all... you guys are so so special and i really like spending time joking with you all, playing wierd games and come up with wierd cheesy pick up lines... you guys are awesome...

BEL- hey there OATMEAL, MAC NUT love you... more korean movies/dramas??? you're so awesome and talented... go go go, BEL~ *your personal cheerleader*

MARCUS GOH- pinky & the brain, pinky & the brain... one is a genius, the other is insane... thank you for being my bimbo moment solution... hee... it's pinky, pinky and the brain =)

JOSSIE- tiger! all the best for your A level... jia you jia you

SULYNN- i know you love me, i love you want me... hee... you're so so dear to me...

VANESSA/SARAH LIN/MICHELLE GUNA/RACH GUNA- all you powerful women of God... you guys have always been my inspiration... i salute you all... maddy loves you all =)


XOXO



i found this picture on DEVIANT ART... and it's so so funny... it's time to get goofy =D


anyways, i bought my long awaited Haagen Daz ice cream and it was so so yummy... i'm gonna like control my eating so that i won't grow any fatter...

so my Mid Autum Festival is spent with friends at Gelare over ice cream =) i enjoyed every minute of it

work is cool... alan is such a nice guy... hahaha... he's just some normal chinese boy (23 years old) from SIM doing his Accounting degree... he's so funnily cute cause that poor boy was so so stressed... so he called me and i look at him then he started explaining what he is doing to me... i gave him that confused look then he smiled and i talked to him for a while before i had to go back to work...

not that i'm in love with him or anything but Christian guys really have to up their standards cause the world is improving too... i will never be unequally yoked =)

after work, i rush down for L.A prayer...

after prayer, Bel bought me KFC *yeah* and then we ate and watched some korean movie... the guy is so so so so so so goodlooking... but a lil' too fair and pale looking... hee... well, it's a love story... so all that awww and sighs and ohhhh

i love the girl time together -

it's gonna be another day at work tomorrow but i'm thankful that i got a job =)



XOXO


Tuesday, September 25, 2007



i saw Paris Hilton's MTV on aiken's blog... she is so so so so so so so HOT

i need 1 million sessions of liposuction and lots of gym to get into her size...
never stop dreaming



XOXO





it's gonna be ice cream... i'm gonna go eat ice cream =)



i just finish eating granny's handmade noodles (mee hoon kueh)... it's so so so yummy =)


the mooncake that my lil' brother made... so cute right?




i'm looking forward to school start... kinda sick of my life @ clementi =(
3 more weeks to school reopen...
3 more weeks to Life @ Sentosa...


XOXO


Monday, September 24, 2007

Something inside of me makes me move
When i hear the groove


~tiring day at work...
still praising and thanking Him for everything...

~hairspray songs never fails to make me smile
brighten my gloomy day

~i'm quite worried for my accounting supp paper results

~my lovely friends, we need to meet up this week k?
i need you all



i promise to do a shoutout soon... gonna go to bed soon =)
craving for haagen daz macademia nut ice cream


XOXO


Sunday, September 23, 2007

dance dance dance

sometimes it's it's hard to put it down in words... to truely explain how i feel and what i think about someone or something...
today when Pastor Johnathan talk about like your names and its meaning... then i though of mine... Madeline means TOWER OF STRENGTH... it might be good and bad, i guess...
many or actually SOME people say that maddy very nu qiang ren (strong/independent woman)... is it my choice that i'm like that? do you know what contribute to the "nu qiang ren" part of me?
do you know i had to rise up to be the mother of the family when i was only P4? that's like 10 years old... when many of you are still watching My Little Pony and Power Rangers... is that my choice? i was forced to do that...
and SOME say that i "act tough" and "act strong"... like hello, if i don't feel like sitting down in a bus or mrt doesn't mean that i'm acting strong... don't push your stupid EGO male thing and make it sound like it's my fault k?
the bad part about being "strong" is when i start to hate whiney girls... i find them so irritating and annoying... they are actually so so blessed and they are complaining... complaining about their parents, their school, their body, their everything...
therefore i come to a conclusion... GUYS DON'T LIKE STRONG GIRLS... therefore i can carefully plan my single life of serving God... i know it's been always my dream to have a boyfriend someday... someone who will love me, be there for me and encourage me...
i will continue to keep that part of my life in fantasy mode... thinking that one day, a Troy Bolton will sweep me off my feet with a killer song and dance item...
for ministries... i'm just doing my best... trying not to have SEDITION in it... sometimes subconsciously i MIGHT do it... so really have to watch... seriously, YOU have better things to do than to swamp around someone...
i don't want to see a whole ministry go down the drain... i listen to what you guys have said... ask me to rise up when you guys are gone for your stupid 2 years... call me QUEEN ESTHER... then when you guys are back, you guys tell me "queen esther have to step down because the men is back in the house"...
so who can tell me my status now? i even feel wierd talking infront of everyone now... i don't even know who am i? i can't just shut up because it's so obvious that the ministry is going down if we don't pluck the weeds...
people might hate me when they experience the Wrath of Maddy... but i'm doing this because i'm bringing in God's standards...
don't know what's going on
just wanna dance


XOXO


Friday, September 21, 2007

GOOD MORNING AGAIN =)



i'm like blogging in the office now... how exciting huh? hahah... cause i'm at the cold warehouse doing some work so i kinda like use MSN and blog... listening to 98.7 is super funny...

i can't wait for dance after work and also ISAAC's birthday party... and also our
AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL-CFC STYLE stayover



dance dance dance


XOXO


Thursday, September 20, 2007


Good Morning Singapore!
in a few minutes, it will be friday! i'm so so glad... weekends are coming
*i can hear the bells*
anyways, a brief summary of what happen today
1) went for my accounting paper
not too bad
2) Shopping Spree -
1 dress from Forever 21
2 tops from Topshop
1 top from Dorothy Perkins
1 Cardigan from This Fashion
1 black pants from Joop
1 black 3/4 for dance
1 bikini
1 necklace from Diva
1 nail polish from The Face Shop
1 heels from Tinklebelle
1 flats from Tinklebelle
guess how much i spend in total???
only $200 for all that items
it's a very interesting day... the part i love most is to sit in Suntec DJ booth with Isaac and his friend (i don't know his name)... it's so so fun... watch like the fountain shows like 3 times... but it's still cool... i love water fountains
i used to think if my boyfriend propose to me in a water fountain would be cool and very very romantic... until i saw little naked children running around the fountain at Bugis... *faints*
Everybody says that a guy who's such a gem won't look my way,
Everybody warns that he won't like what he'll see...
But i know that he'll look inside of me...


XOXO


Wednesday, September 19, 2007

my 600th blog post!
i'm amazed!


hello world, i have to say that i really thank God for such a nice lecturer... if you hear me saying it, hear it again... i have the nicest lecturer in the whole world =)

thank you, Mr Lim


anyways, ACCOUNTING tomorrow... i'm quite scared... will go study after i have my dinner...

here's something interesting from James' blog =)

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.) Whatever: Is a women's way of saying *%$# YOU!

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's response refer to #3.





running away never work because they are always there in front of your face...
can't act like you don't care or it's ok because i'm not a Emmy actress...
i've come so far, gone through so much... i can't give up...

lookingforwardtoeverytomorrow


XOXO


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MEIMEI DEAR =)
19/09/07



things that happened:
1) went to work (neutral)
2) major chaos =(
3) learn new billing stuff =)
4) Mandy said that i'm a real efficient worker =)
5) didn't get my pay =(
6) went for meimei's birthday dinner =)
7) shop for dance costume =)
8) look really fat in it =(
8) bus ride with shenna, sarah, nelson and sean =)

that's all about today and how i feel towards today... till tomorrow...



the race of life... cows, humans and the unsounded (gaius)
~~~~~~~~~


gaius and his new girlfriend, Ms Marilyn Moo

~~~~~~~~~




the mut, the emo kid and the nerd love COWS =)


XOXO


Monday, September 17, 2007

ALL THAT JAZZ



went for lecture this morning... thanks to sarah lin, i manage to answer all of my accounting lecturer's questions... so she was kinda shock that i fail... so i kinda like explain to her and she really encouraged me...

after lecture, i walked out and saw 2 of my favourite HTM lecturers... feeling ashamed as i failed accounting, i walk past them then they were like,"eh don't remember us liao ah?"... then i chat with them for a while before i run to the toilet... hahahha

then i went to church to do some past year papers... i'm still like quite blur lah... but better now i think... after studying, we played charades... super funny

then went to town... ate @ BK, walk around the whole Orchard Road... then took the MRT home... it was so fun to go out on a monday... kinda like boost the whole week... i think this week will pass very very fast because it's eventful...

tuesday: work, dinner, home (get pay)
wednesday: work, cell, study
thursday: accounting supp paper, shopping alone (venue undecided)
friday: work, dance, isaac's party, overnight
saturday: gift of love, service
sunday: service, slack, dance, slack




you are the music in me


XOXO



c.r.a.m.p.s
*faint & lay unconscious*



things on my mind right now:
1) my accounting supp paper =(
2) my pay!
3) dance routines...

think happy thoughts maddy! don't stress, don't stress...
think High School Musical...
think Hairspray...


didn't really have appetite for the past few days... have been eating quite little... not dieting but just don't feel like eating... i have to admit that i do think that i'm fat... not base on God's standards but the standard of the world and the media...

i feel wierd answering May when she ask me if i want to be a air stewardess yesterday during dinner... for the first time my confidence just plunged down...





i am who God say i am


XOXO


Saturday, September 15, 2007

when you think that all they had was pure glamour...
think again
behind all those skin,
i saw hearts that are plagued by darkness...

i just choose to be who i really am...

the girl who was innocent and pure,
with passion for God, for dance, for music...
i'll always remember to love,
because You taught me how...



these few days have been really wierd for me... not PMSing lah... things just happen and i'm taking it all to God... so it's cool...

both YM and YA services are really cool... i love P&W... anyways, Gabsy dear approached me and ask me to be in the YA Camp Logistics Comm with him and Rayman (aka Sheila)... muahhahaha... i'm so excited!

it's crazy cause people just start to dance and krump after service... meredith got me all hyper and so i started dancing and do wierd stuff with her... it's so funny... and as usual, gabsy will dance when no one else sees... gaius and aiken was happily krumping at the sound booth...

*jaw drop* it's 1 plus already!!! i better run to bed like now... busy busy day tmr...




You are the music in me


XOXO


Wednesday, September 12, 2007


another Maddy's production
hello everyone =)
today is such a killer day at work... my mentor is on MC so i had to do everything on my own... it was tough but i got to learn a lot more and i got to be more exposed to clients... which is good =)
today a intern from TP LOM came for her internship... manage to make friends... somehow God manage to use me to impact a few lives at work today...
1) i help Wendy clean her wound
2) i shared about Christ and church with Hazel
3) i talk to Karen about God
it's good isn't it???
well, now it's for something that is not too good... i got my exam results during work just now... i pass all but accounting... the one that i struggle with... but it's gonna be ok, i think... i'm believing that i will pass my sup paper... somehow
my exam is next monday... so i won't be working on that day... i think i might go shopping just to enjoy my day out...
sweet dreams everyone...
love you all


XOXO


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

now it's raining more than ever... maybe it's just clementi
work was ok... super tired... then i met Roland for discipleship session... awesome awesome time... then i took MRT home... i overslept and thus alighted at Simei... haahha
just finished my dinner and all is good =)
it's quite fast huh? tmr will be mid week... i think tmr will pass quite fast cause after work i will have L.A Prayer and then Cell... it will be like super tiring but it will be good...
then thursday... my exam results will be out... then friday will be music sharing...
wouldn't it be nice if the world was chocolate =)


XOXO


Monday, September 10, 2007

he puts a smile on my face...



today started quite good... then it started rainy and it became a bit emo... the whole "walking in the rain" moment... but it's good... in the morning, there isn't much work... so i spend 3 hours stoning... ahhahah... then LUNCH TIME!!!

things start to come in after lunch... goodness... i manage to finish everything ONCE AGAIN... ahhaha... i took mrt back cause K.O... hahahah

i think this week will be great with or without Murphey listening...


*skip away*


XOXO


Sunday, September 09, 2007

feels like as if i've been running for a long time...
feels like as if i've ran a long distance...
but the truth is there's no road in front...
i'm just jogging on the spot...



i hate the feeling... i want to do so much more... but who will give me the chance... so many people get the offers and so many people get chosen by higher people... and i'm still here...

it feels like as if i'm not good enough for anything... i mean, yea God have a plan... i never doubt that... but i wanna do more... more than just a normal breathing human being that take up space on earth...

i don't want

i just feel so so negative now... trying to hard to tell myself to praise no matter what... even when people thinks that i'm invisible or people who are TASK-FRIENDS to me... when they need people, they will look for me and i get things done for them... but after everything, i got ditched and chuck aside...

i hate it

i used to have so much dream... dream to build the kingdom of God... to raise young men who are willing to serve God whole heartly and be the true salt and light... to encourage young ladies and help them through the dark ages, touching their lives and being a big sister to them...

to break the mediocracy and "curse" of CFC... being labelled as LAZY, DESTROYING, IRRESPONSIBLE & HAVE NO SELF CONTROL...

i won't throw a fit and go on a strike or start a riot... i will do what is asked of me... if they don't allow me to grow and spread my wings... fine... it shall be that way then...

if you're thinking that i want the fame and popularity, YOU'RE SO WRONG... i'm just a girl who is sick of the CFC now... we can be so much more than who we are now... there's so much talent, so much potential but how can they shine when people are not given a chance...

if you continue to use the same old people, they will burn out and the "waiting ones" will just be tired and will soon leave the race... if making people waiting is a technic or a strategy, then carry on...




i will rise to be Your hand and feet
in the darkest place, i will be Your light


XOXO




i did this using POWERPOINT... cool eh? thanks to Berty, who so kindly set up a class just to teach this awesome revelationery skills... so people, watch out for more works by maddy with her not so creative brains...
haha... ok, actually i'm not that cheerful and happy like now... trying to add more smiley face and "haha" into my MSN convo... i don't know what happen and don't know how to react... i'm just like... speechless
it still hurt like mad
i don't know who else to turn to but God... i'm so tired of explain the whole story to people time and time again... either they forget or because they walkout of my life and new people enter...


XOXO


Saturday, September 08, 2007


i love this wooden effiel tower...
saw it at Suntec City and i really wanted to buy it and fix it...
but Dad decided that it's not neccessary and so we didn't buy it...
if a guy were to buy it, fix it up, place a ring on the top of the tower and give it to me...
I WILL MARRY HIM =D


XOXO


Friday, September 07, 2007

WU ZUN'S NEW DRAMA =)



due my efficiency and the mercy of Mr Seah (one of my client), i manage to like finish my work way before i end work... so i started stoning and like stare at my desktop screen cause we are not allowed to go online or surf any websites...

anyways, i think i caught a flu... thus resulting in super bad headache and fever... sigh
that explains why i'm at home now and not at Pentacost...

finally 1 week of work is over... 1 down, 6 more to go... i've already started to target at some clothes i'm gonna buy when i get my pay... muahhaha... i just can't wait till i get the money...


i'm just a girl waiting for a chance to shine...


XOXO


Thursday, September 06, 2007

===THE ADVENTURE OF TORTO===
as you can see, i had lots of things to do... a whole stack on the table... irritating obsessive clients calls every minute... bug bug bug... tired but it's cool...
went to meet mum and dad after work... went to Suntec City for groccery shopping... some random thoughs went through my tiny brain...
it would be nice to go groccery shopping with my "husband" and the stock up yummy food and stuff at home... hahhaha... wierd and random huh? hahaha
i hate it when my parents fight... fear engulf me... the fear that next time my marriage will be like that... although there's God in the equation but being their daughter i naturally have their "bad" DNA... sigh
anyways, i went home, had my dinner =D yummy
i'm looking forward to tomorrow because when friday comes, weekends will soon follow after...
i'm a happy kid
i don't know what to say...


XOXO


Tuesday, September 04, 2007

DAY 2 @ WORK


the desktop, the telephone, the papers... my job
loads and loads of goods coming in and going out...
it's a busy day but i thank God for everything... my "mentor" is on leave so i have to deal with everything on my own... it's only my 2nd day... but it's ok lah... the office people are quite nice... alan a UniSIM student, Hazel, Wendy and Mandy(Aunty Lilian's assistant)...
well, i kinda got 1 order wrong, so the uncle who is suppose to prepare the things for the client kinda got angry with me... true, it's my fault... but please do understand that i'm only there for 2 days... i'm not giving excuse... besides, who doesn't make mistakes...
i did my best to finish every job and to be very very careful... hazel and mandy can agree to that... but that uncle was so mean to me... sigh
anyways, my "mentor" is gonna come back tmr... so things will be ok again... i slept through my journey there and back... 2 hours each... imagine my butt burning... hahahha...
after working, i feel that time pass like sper duper fast... i just can't wait to get the money and stop working... it's all for the money...
the memories slowly fade away
dead tired


XOXO


Monday, September 03, 2007

Your Hidden Talent


Here is the analysis:
The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.


The five-question personality test

Here is the analysis:

- Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
- You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
- No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
- You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
- You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.


Psychological Test

Here is the analysis:

- You are easy to understand.
- How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: peak.
- You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is big.
- Glass means fragile personality.
- You are also down-to-earth.
- You are an opportunist.
- Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.


XOXO



FIRST DAY @ WORK



the workload is quite heavy... lots and lots of things to do... but thank God that time pass super fast...

guess how long i take to get to my work place?

2 hours

i used the bus ride to read my book, sleep and just spend some "alone" time with myself...


the long and lonely bus ride
i'm a happy girl
pretend to sleep =D
anyways, i happen to hear from news that the Malaysian government will fine those taxi drivers who don't wear white shirt and white socks...
how ridiculous??? why not spend more time implementing law to control the chaos in the states... why spend time catching taxi uncles? are you dumb or dumb? what the heck are you people doing??? wasting money, wasting resources...
now, SIA & Temasek Holdings will be buying over more shares from China Airlines... i think it's cool... i really think that SIA & Temasek Holdings are reallypowerful... tsk tsk
i also found out that sleeping at least 7 - 8 hours will help in slimming... so cool right??? but how is that possible in Singapore? maybe in country side of US, Australia or New Zealand...
MORE ABOUT MYSELF

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
that's all for now...
you can try to stop my dancing feet,
but i just cannot stand still,
cause the world keep spinning round and round,
and my heart keep in time with the speed of sound,
i was lost till i heard the drums and find my way...
you can't stop the beat


XOXO



Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

haha

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

that's very true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

i will know only when God tells me so

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

i hate wasting time

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

that's super true

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

true true... that's why i'm still clueless

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

true...

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

super duper true... that's why i need Jesus in my life

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i'm not really confident =) mood swings? i change with the environment... if people are emo, i will be hyper...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


XOXO


Sunday, September 02, 2007


WHERE'S THE BRAIN???
i'm so so tired after a whole long week... but i'm glad that i went for dance... it's been so so long since i last danced... there's a Mid Autum Festival @ Joo Chiat coming up, so we are performing for the CC...
there's gonna be more new routines and it's gonna be longer than our usual dance... this will only mean that we will have to stretch ourselves and put in more effort... this will require sweat, tears, time...
so, i will have to go for dance every sunday evening and no hangout with Isaac and Coral and gang... this will mean a lot to me... being so used to going out and just chilling before a whole week of *toot*... but it's ok =)
i love you guys but i want to dance for God and be better
work is gonna start tmr... i pray that it's gonna be good and i will gain favour =)
ok, special prayer request... my dearest son, SUNNY is gonna take his N level tmr and he's having high fever and very sick... please pray for him k
that's all for now...
you can't stop the beat


XOXO



i need someone who can cheer me up with a dance




it's feels like prom in the states...
people dancing in the dancefloor,
and you're just sitting at the side...

you know you wanna dance,
you know you wanna groove...
but who will do it with you?


are you game enough to dance with me?



anyways, i love hairspray... it still makes me smile =)
cheer up songs, dancey beats, happy voices


XOXO


Saturday, September 01, 2007


it's been a few days since i last blogged...
well, partly because i was too tired and i want to spend more time with God before i jump into bed...
lots of things happen, lots of things went through my mind... many times it just leave me clueless and helpless... sometimes people don't care, sometimes people don't know... i don't wanna tell... not that i'm sucking it all up... but i don't even know what i'm going through or what needs to be done...
i'm just doing my best... but trying to be fake and all...
but rather than bitchy or whining about something,
i'd rather be the one who smiles and encourage...
even though it hurts like mad
i need a dose of hairspray songs... think HAPPY maddy...
HAPPY THOUGHTS


XOXO