Saturday, September 30, 2006
it's exercise day for Princess Maddy...
went to east coast park with hosea, rayvin, livia, bel and regina... the girls went jogging... we jog from East Coast Lagoon to Marine Cove there... haha... then run back... cool huh? for me it's a big achievement cause i'm not a long distance runner... a sprinter but not long distance... the guys practise their flips... then we went to Lagoon to eat supper... hahah
came home at about 12... then went to take a cold bath... feel so refreshing now... i change a new shampoo... hope that it will make my hair better... my hair is like some hay now.... frizzy and dry... sighs... hahah
it's saturday already... wheee~
hahaha... going for the science and faith seminar... haha... so cool... can't wait... then there will be bible quiz... like seriously i didn't prepare... i got to know only on thursday... hahah... come what may lor... hahah... God will provide me with the knowledge i need... haha
feeling very tired now... will go bed after i finish my dance ministry stuff and Gift of Love stuff...
~princess madeline running away~
p.s: sometimes i don't wish to tell you the truth, what's really on my heart... so i made you believe something that is not true about me...
went to east coast park with hosea, rayvin, livia, bel and regina... the girls went jogging... we jog from East Coast Lagoon to Marine Cove there... haha... then run back... cool huh? for me it's a big achievement cause i'm not a long distance runner... a sprinter but not long distance... the guys practise their flips... then we went to Lagoon to eat supper... hahah
came home at about 12... then went to take a cold bath... feel so refreshing now... i change a new shampoo... hope that it will make my hair better... my hair is like some hay now.... frizzy and dry... sighs... hahah
it's saturday already... wheee~
hahaha... going for the science and faith seminar... haha... so cool... can't wait... then there will be bible quiz... like seriously i didn't prepare... i got to know only on thursday... hahah... come what may lor... hahah... God will provide me with the knowledge i need... haha
feeling very tired now... will go bed after i finish my dance ministry stuff and Gift of Love stuff...
~princess madeline running away~
p.s: sometimes i don't wish to tell you the truth, what's really on my heart... so i made you believe something that is not true about me...
XOXO
Friday, September 29, 2006
i've never seen any mother as ________ as my mother!
aiyo... all the things that she do... i wonder is she really my mother... sigh... must fight with me over a dvd... i'm like *roll eyes*... i took it first lor... must wait for your turn one lor... just come into my room when i was watching it half-way and say she wants to watch the disc now so i MUST give it to her... then she gave some stupid excuse that i need to sleep early cause "i'm working tmr"... i'm like ....
i can't believe that i have to help my mum tie her hair... not that she's handicap or something... then scold me when i tie too high or too low... too loose or too tight... i'm like "you got hands right? tie yourself lah!" ... so irritating you know... then fight with me over dvd... then boss me around just because she don't know how to do things on her own... don't know how to use the remote control so she will shout at me and scold me just to make me help her... she didn't even tell me what she wants me to do... all she say was "you stupid ah? huh? stupid girl!".... you think i'm god huh? can read your mind? or you think that i'm prof X...
make me iron her uniform when she's late and i've got more important things to do... force me to teach my brother and push the blame on me when my brother fail his exams... make it sound like as if i MADE him fail his exams.. like please lah... he sons don't even want to study lor... please don't make me waste my time on them can? i wasted my N level teaching matthew... end up he drop out of school... waste my O level teaching marcus and yet he didn't do the assignments i gave him... and he failed... and i got blamed... then during my Poly exams, i need to teach him and HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF... it's not my fault! how can you blame me?
i can do better in school if you let me have my time to study... all i need is support from you... but i never got it... i did EVERYTHING that she wants me to do...
1.good student: CHECK ( O level L1R5= 16) i didn't cause trouble.... teachers never complain to my parents about anything bad... their mouths are filled with praise report for me...
2.good daughter: CHECK! i listen to everything she say... obey it... wear what she buys... eat what she choose...
3.do housework:CHECK
4.tutor my brothers:CHECK
5.take care of the household:CHECK ( took care of my brothers at the age of 9... learn how to take care of a newborn baby at the age of 10... teach my brothers their homework at the age of 11... i take care of ALL sick people at home... i cook for them, wash the clothes, clean the house, bring them to school, check their homework etc etc)
i did all the above before the age of 14... while many girls out there are enjoying their PRECIOUS TEENAGE YEARS enjoying themselves, i'm force to grow up... to a age where i don't belong to... many people calls me aunty... i don't blame them... i think like one... from a young girl, i was forced to grow up into a mother ... to take care of everyone... is it fair???
i did all that... and what i get??? nothing but scoldings and blames... comments like "lazy", "stupid".... i practically gave up my life to take care of my family... what else do you all want??? i don't know what else do you guys want from me... i tried my best... my very best...
all you can see is the smile on my face... what about my bleeding heart? can you see that? you guys will not be able to feel how i feel...
when you get hurt, my heart bleed for you... when i cry, how do you feel?
i'm just like any other ordinary girl who get hurts and need a shoulder...
~princess madeline crying alone~
p.s: can you hear me calling out your name? listen carefully... in the midst of the noise, you will hear my voice... sarang heyo
aiyo... all the things that she do... i wonder is she really my mother... sigh... must fight with me over a dvd... i'm like *roll eyes*... i took it first lor... must wait for your turn one lor... just come into my room when i was watching it half-way and say she wants to watch the disc now so i MUST give it to her... then she gave some stupid excuse that i need to sleep early cause "i'm working tmr"... i'm like ....
i can't believe that i have to help my mum tie her hair... not that she's handicap or something... then scold me when i tie too high or too low... too loose or too tight... i'm like "you got hands right? tie yourself lah!" ... so irritating you know... then fight with me over dvd... then boss me around just because she don't know how to do things on her own... don't know how to use the remote control so she will shout at me and scold me just to make me help her... she didn't even tell me what she wants me to do... all she say was "you stupid ah? huh? stupid girl!".... you think i'm god huh? can read your mind? or you think that i'm prof X...
make me iron her uniform when she's late and i've got more important things to do... force me to teach my brother and push the blame on me when my brother fail his exams... make it sound like as if i MADE him fail his exams.. like please lah... he sons don't even want to study lor... please don't make me waste my time on them can? i wasted my N level teaching matthew... end up he drop out of school... waste my O level teaching marcus and yet he didn't do the assignments i gave him... and he failed... and i got blamed... then during my Poly exams, i need to teach him and HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF... it's not my fault! how can you blame me?
i can do better in school if you let me have my time to study... all i need is support from you... but i never got it... i did EVERYTHING that she wants me to do...
1.good student: CHECK ( O level L1R5= 16) i didn't cause trouble.... teachers never complain to my parents about anything bad... their mouths are filled with praise report for me...
2.good daughter: CHECK! i listen to everything she say... obey it... wear what she buys... eat what she choose...
3.do housework:CHECK
4.tutor my brothers:CHECK
5.take care of the household:CHECK ( took care of my brothers at the age of 9... learn how to take care of a newborn baby at the age of 10... teach my brothers their homework at the age of 11... i take care of ALL sick people at home... i cook for them, wash the clothes, clean the house, bring them to school, check their homework etc etc)
i did all the above before the age of 14... while many girls out there are enjoying their PRECIOUS TEENAGE YEARS enjoying themselves, i'm force to grow up... to a age where i don't belong to... many people calls me aunty... i don't blame them... i think like one... from a young girl, i was forced to grow up into a mother ... to take care of everyone... is it fair???
i did all that... and what i get??? nothing but scoldings and blames... comments like "lazy", "stupid".... i practically gave up my life to take care of my family... what else do you all want??? i don't know what else do you guys want from me... i tried my best... my very best...
all you can see is the smile on my face... what about my bleeding heart? can you see that? you guys will not be able to feel how i feel...
when you get hurt, my heart bleed for you... when i cry, how do you feel?
i'm just like any other ordinary girl who get hurts and need a shoulder...
~princess madeline crying alone~
p.s: can you hear me calling out your name? listen carefully... in the midst of the noise, you will hear my voice... sarang heyo
XOXO
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Princess maddy is sick...
got food poisoning... maybe it's the food i ate at East Coast Lagoon yesterday... i went to Lagoon with my cell group to have dinner... we ate a lot of stuff... and talk a lot too... i had a great time... but i guess i over eaten, so i have to suffer... haha
didn't go to Andrew and Grace Home yesterday but instead i went to church to meet Pastor Mark and Michelle Guna... we laugh a lot in the office because of isaac and joel ooi and all the things that we talk about... then we went to the pastor resource room to watch the video on Andrew and Grace Home on Get Real on Channel News Asia... i think it's really good... get to know more about the home and stuff... after that we went to Lagoon and stay there till about 10pm then we walk back to church to take a bus home... we missed 2 bus12... and then we saw like Rachael, Isaac, Joel Ooi, Shenna, Joash, Hosea, Jozzie and Gaius at the bus stop... they were going to Sempang to have supper... then they took bus10... only me and livia left at the bus stop... we saw like a lot a lot of snails near the bus stop at the fence area... we spotted baby snail, adultery snails, couple snails, "pregnant" snail... hahha... then my crazy cell leader Livia said that she will bring salt the next time and she will try it on the snails and see if the snails will die a not... sadistic girl...
finally after a long long while, bus12 came... hurray! hahah... we went up the bus and it was a lil' crowded... then we saw Joel Chew (Fatty Chew)... then i saw him and pointed at him and said "look who's there, it's Fatty Chew"... hahah... i also saw melissa soo... my secondary school best friend... she still look the same but prettier... hahah...
by the time i reached home it's already like 10 plus 11... then i saw my brother Marcus playing Final Fantasy 10(FF10)... so i sat down and watch him play... hahah... till about 12....hahah... then i decided not to blog cause i was too tired... hahah
woke up at about 5am... had bad bad diarrhea... kept running towards the toilet... so i decided not to go work... how to work like that? so i stayed at home... i watched Rain's new drama... it's called "a love to kill"... i'm at episode 9 already... heehee... total 16 episodes if i'm not wrong... hahah... it's so nice... Rain is so cool and so sweet in the show... i love to see him in the boxing ring and in the suit acting as the lead actress' body guard... he's body is like freakin' HOT! and like all the punches and kicks that he did, SO COOL!!! *sizzle sizzle*
hahah... i'm gonna go eat my dinner now... will blog again tomorrow night... love ya peeps...
~princess madeline love you, my hero~
p.s: can't you see the words that is written in my eyes? let me tell you what is it...i love you
got food poisoning... maybe it's the food i ate at East Coast Lagoon yesterday... i went to Lagoon with my cell group to have dinner... we ate a lot of stuff... and talk a lot too... i had a great time... but i guess i over eaten, so i have to suffer... haha
didn't go to Andrew and Grace Home yesterday but instead i went to church to meet Pastor Mark and Michelle Guna... we laugh a lot in the office because of isaac and joel ooi and all the things that we talk about... then we went to the pastor resource room to watch the video on Andrew and Grace Home on Get Real on Channel News Asia... i think it's really good... get to know more about the home and stuff... after that we went to Lagoon and stay there till about 10pm then we walk back to church to take a bus home... we missed 2 bus12... and then we saw like Rachael, Isaac, Joel Ooi, Shenna, Joash, Hosea, Jozzie and Gaius at the bus stop... they were going to Sempang to have supper... then they took bus10... only me and livia left at the bus stop... we saw like a lot a lot of snails near the bus stop at the fence area... we spotted baby snail, adultery snails, couple snails, "pregnant" snail... hahha... then my crazy cell leader Livia said that she will bring salt the next time and she will try it on the snails and see if the snails will die a not... sadistic girl...
finally after a long long while, bus12 came... hurray! hahah... we went up the bus and it was a lil' crowded... then we saw Joel Chew (Fatty Chew)... then i saw him and pointed at him and said "look who's there, it's Fatty Chew"... hahah... i also saw melissa soo... my secondary school best friend... she still look the same but prettier... hahah...
by the time i reached home it's already like 10 plus 11... then i saw my brother Marcus playing Final Fantasy 10(FF10)... so i sat down and watch him play... hahah... till about 12....hahah... then i decided not to blog cause i was too tired... hahah
woke up at about 5am... had bad bad diarrhea... kept running towards the toilet... so i decided not to go work... how to work like that? so i stayed at home... i watched Rain's new drama... it's called "a love to kill"... i'm at episode 9 already... heehee... total 16 episodes if i'm not wrong... hahah... it's so nice... Rain is so cool and so sweet in the show... i love to see him in the boxing ring and in the suit acting as the lead actress' body guard... he's body is like freakin' HOT! and like all the punches and kicks that he did, SO COOL!!! *sizzle sizzle*
hahah... i'm gonna go eat my dinner now... will blog again tomorrow night... love ya peeps...
~princess madeline love you, my hero~
p.s: can't you see the words that is written in my eyes? let me tell you what is it...i love you
XOXO
Monday, September 25, 2006
hmmm... somehow in the midst of my busy-ness, i manage to think a lot... lots of thoughts running through my head... time seem to fly pass me today... but today was fun and nice... laugh a lot, drank a lot of milo... hahah... and my collegue bought me a stuffed-toy puppy... heehee... it's so cute... love it... thanks Irin!!!
just a thought...
so many times i got jealous of girls with manicure, pedicure, nice hair, nice handbags, nice clothes, nice shoes, nice house, nice car... they owned all the known and unknown luxuries of life... so many times i wish i was just like one of them... like many will say "living THE life"... because i don't have it in my life, it motivates me to work so hard and study so hard just to make sure i will MAKE BIG BUCKS in the future... so that i can buy expensive sports car, live in big executive condo and have all the LV, GUCCI, PRADA... but it suddenly strike me that i don't need to have all that...
since young, my dad brain-wash me that "it's important to be rich in knowledge"... not rich in material wealth... and then i thought to myself "be rich spiritually"... i don't mind just driving a Nissan and living in HDB as long as i'm doing God's will... i will continue to work hard, to earn big bucks so that i can give it to help build God's Kingdom... after all luxury goods are not a need by a WANT...
now i'm just having mix feelings... so so many crazy thoughts running inside me... i think i will just go crazy...
~princess madeline and her new stuffed puppy~
p.s: if you were here right beside me, i won't feel so lonely and unloved...
i love you
vcxzh
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wbsqp
meozt
avxdr
just a thought...
so many times i got jealous of girls with manicure, pedicure, nice hair, nice handbags, nice clothes, nice shoes, nice house, nice car... they owned all the known and unknown luxuries of life... so many times i wish i was just like one of them... like many will say "living THE life"... because i don't have it in my life, it motivates me to work so hard and study so hard just to make sure i will MAKE BIG BUCKS in the future... so that i can buy expensive sports car, live in big executive condo and have all the LV, GUCCI, PRADA... but it suddenly strike me that i don't need to have all that...
since young, my dad brain-wash me that "it's important to be rich in knowledge"... not rich in material wealth... and then i thought to myself "be rich spiritually"... i don't mind just driving a Nissan and living in HDB as long as i'm doing God's will... i will continue to work hard, to earn big bucks so that i can give it to help build God's Kingdom... after all luxury goods are not a need by a WANT...
now i'm just having mix feelings... so so many crazy thoughts running inside me... i think i will just go crazy...
~princess madeline and her new stuffed puppy~
p.s: if you were here right beside me, i won't feel so lonely and unloved...
i love you
vcxzh
eyuod
wbsqp
meozt
avxdr
XOXO
Sunday, September 24, 2006
today was a bad bad day... emo me...
i'm not gonna blog about it cause it will only make me depressed... want to know what is it about... simple... dance,friends and parents...
tough but i will get through it... i know i can with the help from God!
SHOUTOUT
to Isaac,Jozzie,Bel,Coral,Mish,Michelle Lam,Regina,Livia:
thank you for always supporting me and encouraging me... always cheering me up with a hug or smile and yup showing me what true friendship is... just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU!
~princess madeline give herself a hug~
p.s: sometimes it's so tiring to be caught in the middle... you are forced to make decision that WILL hurt you... like it or not... you still have to choose...
if only you know that i love you and that everything you said is recorded in my mind...
i'm not gonna blog about it cause it will only make me depressed... want to know what is it about... simple... dance,friends and parents...
tough but i will get through it... i know i can with the help from God!
SHOUTOUT
to Isaac,Jozzie,Bel,Coral,Mish,Michelle Lam,Regina,Livia:
thank you for always supporting me and encouraging me... always cheering me up with a hug or smile and yup showing me what true friendship is... just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU!
~princess madeline give herself a hug~
p.s: sometimes it's so tiring to be caught in the middle... you are forced to make decision that WILL hurt you... like it or not... you still have to choose...
if only you know that i love you and that everything you said is recorded in my mind...
XOXO
hi hi everyone!
it's 1am in the morning... whoo hoo... i'm like feeling so high... hahaha... i'm nuts... and worst, i ate chocolate(chan long's chocolate)... hehee... i'm gonna be so high on cocoa... hahah... lalalala
i feel like a pig but i'm still tired... hahah... i slept at about 4am ... and at 11 plus, my granny woke me up... i'm like....*snore snore* ah!!! i wanna sleep.... hahaha... went online, ate my lunch and slack all the way till about 5pm when i make my way down to church...
had prayer and YA service... worship was AWESOME! Pastor Mark's sermon was good good good!!! manage your finance or your finance will manage you... learn real cool stuff about finance... oh, Michael and Steven came back to church!!! Praise God... i'm so so glad... i miss Michael so so much lah... i'm glad that he came back and i pray that he will stay on... only Peiting and me came from my cell... we ate Macs for dinner but because of some complication with the order, my McChicken meal was not ordered... so i had no dinner but bertrand was so sweet that he gave me his double cheese burger... so i ate the burger and yea followship and chatted...
then we left at about 11.15pm... went to the bus stop and waited for bus 12... aiyo, Joel Chew and Rayvin didn't even wait for Aiken,Michelle Lam and me to go back with them lah... so they left first and the rest went back after that... we waited for like 30mins plus and one stupid bus 12 came... it's so so crowded but there were still some space at the back... i'm like........*toot*
hahaha... so we decided to take a cab... oh oh, we kinda left our dearest Ying Chuan behind... haha... but he came to the bus stop to look for us after a while... so he took the cab with us... hahah... that's all for today... till tomorrow~
SHOUTOUTS
hey aikey baby: you know our cheer "U.G.L.Y ....." hahah
hey isaac:YOU'RE THE BEST!!!! <3
hey bertrand: thank you so much... you're so sweet... tall, physics expert.... etc etc
hey Vanessa: you did great during worship... WELL DONe *hugs*
hey chan long: you drugged the chocolate didn't you??? you're the best stalker ever!!!
hey lampy: i love you k.. when you feel emo or whatever you can come and look for me also k... you know the number to dial... 1800-madeline
~princess madeline love be with you~
p.s: i sat there alone, staring out of the window... confused and lost... without you
it's 1am in the morning... whoo hoo... i'm like feeling so high... hahaha... i'm nuts... and worst, i ate chocolate(chan long's chocolate)... hehee... i'm gonna be so high on cocoa... hahah... lalalala
i feel like a pig but i'm still tired... hahah... i slept at about 4am ... and at 11 plus, my granny woke me up... i'm like....*snore snore* ah!!! i wanna sleep.... hahaha... went online, ate my lunch and slack all the way till about 5pm when i make my way down to church...
had prayer and YA service... worship was AWESOME! Pastor Mark's sermon was good good good!!! manage your finance or your finance will manage you... learn real cool stuff about finance... oh, Michael and Steven came back to church!!! Praise God... i'm so so glad... i miss Michael so so much lah... i'm glad that he came back and i pray that he will stay on... only Peiting and me came from my cell... we ate Macs for dinner but because of some complication with the order, my McChicken meal was not ordered... so i had no dinner but bertrand was so sweet that he gave me his double cheese burger... so i ate the burger and yea followship and chatted...
then we left at about 11.15pm... went to the bus stop and waited for bus 12... aiyo, Joel Chew and Rayvin didn't even wait for Aiken,Michelle Lam and me to go back with them lah... so they left first and the rest went back after that... we waited for like 30mins plus and one stupid bus 12 came... it's so so crowded but there were still some space at the back... i'm like........*toot*
hahaha... so we decided to take a cab... oh oh, we kinda left our dearest Ying Chuan behind... haha... but he came to the bus stop to look for us after a while... so he took the cab with us... hahah... that's all for today... till tomorrow~
SHOUTOUTS
hey aikey baby: you know our cheer "U.G.L.Y ....." hahah
hey isaac:YOU'RE THE BEST!!!! <3
hey bertrand: thank you so much... you're so sweet... tall, physics expert.... etc etc
hey Vanessa: you did great during worship... WELL DONe *hugs*
hey chan long: you drugged the chocolate didn't you??? you're the best stalker ever!!!
hey lampy: i love you k.. when you feel emo or whatever you can come and look for me also k... you know the number to dial... 1800-madeline
~princess madeline love be with you~
p.s: i sat there alone, staring out of the window... confused and lost... without you
XOXO
Saturday, September 23, 2006
hello everyone...*wave wave*
it's friday... yippy!!! *clap clap*hahah... today is a draggy day... lots of things happened... happy stuff and not so happy stuff... but i'm glad that it still kinda ended well... with God on my side, who can be against me? hahaha...i'm awake at this super late hour... 2.45am! doing facial mask... hahah... my mum forced me to do it... hahah... what a mum.... so i have to stay awake till it's done...hahah
just wanna keep this thingy short...
SHOUTOUTS~
Chan Long: thank you so so much for the chocolate! i love it... really really appreciate it a lot... you really made my day... you're not only my no.1 stalker and spy but also a sweet sweet friend... *hugs & kisses*
Isaac: hey farty! sorry for not being able to go for your birthday thingy... just wanna let you know that you're just so awesome and i'm glad i have a friend like you!
Coral: hi hi hi~~~ i love you a lot, a lot... and i know somewhat the things that you're going through... but just continue to believe that God have the BEST plans for us... to prosper and not short-change us... love<3
Michelle Lam: hey LUMPY!!!! you're just so funny lah... i really treasure this friendship that we have and i pray that we will continue to be closer and closer!!! heehee<3
Dawn:hello hello... i've been tagged by you ... hahah...here it goes...*smiles*
QUIZ FROM DAWN
Skin colour: kinda tanned...
Hair colour: Black with faded copper highlights
Clothes colour: grey t-shirt and maroon top... that's so off
Wardrobe colour: stripped grey(as in the cupboard itself right?)
Seven memorable things this month:
(1) Work
(2) Exam results
(3) Dance
(4) The passing on of...
(5) Project Superstar
(6) Church
(7) Passion for God's Word
Six people you talked face to face this week:
(1) My Daddy
(2) My Mummy
(3) My Brother,Matthew
(4) My Granny
(5) People at my work place
(6) The youths...CFC
Five things you bought recently:
(1) cherry brooch
(2) Pau???
(3) Food???
(4) Drinks???
(5) groccery???
Three people you want to talk to now but can't:
(1) someone close to my heart
(2) My secondary school friends
(3) My secondary school teachers
Two things on your mind now:
(1) that someone
(2) sleep~~~
Do i have to tag anyone? (1) Coral (2) Jozzie (3) Aiken [this is lame]
it's friday... yippy!!! *clap clap*hahah... today is a draggy day... lots of things happened... happy stuff and not so happy stuff... but i'm glad that it still kinda ended well... with God on my side, who can be against me? hahaha...i'm awake at this super late hour... 2.45am! doing facial mask... hahah... my mum forced me to do it... hahah... what a mum.... so i have to stay awake till it's done...hahah
just wanna keep this thingy short...
SHOUTOUTS~
Chan Long: thank you so so much for the chocolate! i love it... really really appreciate it a lot... you really made my day... you're not only my no.1 stalker and spy but also a sweet sweet friend... *hugs & kisses*
Isaac: hey farty! sorry for not being able to go for your birthday thingy... just wanna let you know that you're just so awesome and i'm glad i have a friend like you!
Coral: hi hi hi~~~ i love you a lot, a lot... and i know somewhat the things that you're going through... but just continue to believe that God have the BEST plans for us... to prosper and not short-change us... love<3
Michelle Lam: hey LUMPY!!!! you're just so funny lah... i really treasure this friendship that we have and i pray that we will continue to be closer and closer!!! heehee<3
Dawn:hello hello... i've been tagged by you ... hahah...here it goes...*smiles*
QUIZ FROM DAWN
Skin colour: kinda tanned...
Hair colour: Black with faded copper highlights
Clothes colour: grey t-shirt and maroon top... that's so off
Wardrobe colour: stripped grey(as in the cupboard itself right?)
Seven memorable things this month:
(1) Work
(2) Exam results
(3) Dance
(4) The passing on of...
(5) Project Superstar
(6) Church
(7) Passion for God's Word
Six people you talked face to face this week:
(1) My Daddy
(2) My Mummy
(3) My Brother,Matthew
(4) My Granny
(5) People at my work place
(6) The youths...CFC
Five things you bought recently:
(1) cherry brooch
(2) Pau???
(3) Food???
(4) Drinks???
(5) groccery???
Three people you want to talk to now but can't:
(1) someone close to my heart
(2) My secondary school friends
(3) My secondary school teachers
Two things on your mind now:
(1) that someone
(2) sleep~~~
Do i have to tag anyone? (1) Coral (2) Jozzie (3) Aiken [this is lame]
XOXO
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i feel gastritis coming again...
sighs... now food really puts me off... have been fasting from 8-6 for 2 days and my stomach is acting wierdly.... and i stupidly drank milk with an empty stomach just now... bleah~ just ate my granny's fried rice... hope that it will make things better...
now i'm surrounded by nuclear bombs that can explode anytime soon... MY PARENTS... sighs... i'm just a kid living in war zone.... fear everyday... never know what is to come and what tomorrow brings... why can't i be like any other normal and ordinary kid who live in peaceful and harmonious homes... on MY PARENTS agenda :1. FIGHT, 2. FIGHT, 3. FIGHT.... sighs.... forget about them... i just pretend that they don't exist... that's the best way in times of war especially when you're surrounded by them... don't move and just play on... the stupidest thing to do is to say something... or worst argue...
nevermind... next on the list..... *drum roll* the seminar.... it was good good good... i give it 5*.... awesome revelation and stufff.... really really cool... today is so funny cause i was sitting beside 2 jokers... Hosea and Rayvin... they are so nonsense... cause we talked about anti-christ and stuff ... then Hosea said"maybe i am the anti-christ..." and i just responded by *roll eyes*... then he added "maybe Justin Timberlake is the anti-christ... or rain!".... then i'm like "NO WAY!!!"... and Rayvin the goon-do said "maybe Mickey Mouse is the anti-christ ..." what nonsense... hahha...
yea yea... it's friday tomorrow... wheee~
it's dress down day and it marks the end of work... hahahha... rest time i guess... hahah... tomorrow night will just be so awesome...then saturday will just be a power-packed day... whooo hooo.... i'm like so on fire for God... passion for God's word... oh oh, i finish book of Daniel too... seriously God's word is just so amazing... so cool... a lot of things to learn... and things to discover... i can't wait for more and more of God!
oh, there's this wierd guy(ah beng) who added me on MSN and he's like chatting with me and stuff... and he say "maybe i like you" .... i'm like stunned!!!! *eyes wide opened* i barely know him... don't know his age and stuff... then he ask "what type of guy you like?"... in my mind, "definately not you... ah beng.... yucks..." hahahha... then he ask"can i jio you?" (for those who don't understand "ah beng" language... it means "can i chase you?"... i'm like....... NO!... hahha...
like God why can't i attract Godly man... why wierd people.... mats.... ah bengs... i'm like aiyo... attract uncles... aiyo...... what's wrong with me? sighs....
i will just go to bed... knock out in 3,2,1...*snore snore*
~princess madeline prays for you~
p.s: i wish that i could hug you and help to make you feel better... when you hurt, i hurt too... just wanna let you know that i care for you and i just love you so so much...
sighs... now food really puts me off... have been fasting from 8-6 for 2 days and my stomach is acting wierdly.... and i stupidly drank milk with an empty stomach just now... bleah~ just ate my granny's fried rice... hope that it will make things better...
now i'm surrounded by nuclear bombs that can explode anytime soon... MY PARENTS... sighs... i'm just a kid living in war zone.... fear everyday... never know what is to come and what tomorrow brings... why can't i be like any other normal and ordinary kid who live in peaceful and harmonious homes... on MY PARENTS agenda :1. FIGHT, 2. FIGHT, 3. FIGHT.... sighs.... forget about them... i just pretend that they don't exist... that's the best way in times of war especially when you're surrounded by them... don't move and just play on... the stupidest thing to do is to say something... or worst argue...
nevermind... next on the list..... *drum roll* the seminar.... it was good good good... i give it 5*.... awesome revelation and stufff.... really really cool... today is so funny cause i was sitting beside 2 jokers... Hosea and Rayvin... they are so nonsense... cause we talked about anti-christ and stuff ... then Hosea said"maybe i am the anti-christ..." and i just responded by *roll eyes*... then he added "maybe Justin Timberlake is the anti-christ... or rain!".... then i'm like "NO WAY!!!"... and Rayvin the goon-do said "maybe Mickey Mouse is the anti-christ ..." what nonsense... hahha...
yea yea... it's friday tomorrow... wheee~
it's dress down day and it marks the end of work... hahahha... rest time i guess... hahah... tomorrow night will just be so awesome...then saturday will just be a power-packed day... whooo hooo.... i'm like so on fire for God... passion for God's word... oh oh, i finish book of Daniel too... seriously God's word is just so amazing... so cool... a lot of things to learn... and things to discover... i can't wait for more and more of God!
oh, there's this wierd guy(ah beng) who added me on MSN and he's like chatting with me and stuff... and he say "maybe i like you" .... i'm like stunned!!!! *eyes wide opened* i barely know him... don't know his age and stuff... then he ask "what type of guy you like?"... in my mind, "definately not you... ah beng.... yucks..." hahahha... then he ask"can i jio you?" (for those who don't understand "ah beng" language... it means "can i chase you?"... i'm like....... NO!... hahha...
like God why can't i attract Godly man... why wierd people.... mats.... ah bengs... i'm like aiyo... attract uncles... aiyo...... what's wrong with me? sighs....
i will just go to bed... knock out in 3,2,1...*snore snore*
~princess madeline prays for you~
p.s: i wish that i could hug you and help to make you feel better... when you hurt, i hurt too... just wanna let you know that i care for you and i just love you so so much...
XOXO
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
i guess i didn't blog yesterday night... lol... after the seminar, i was so tired so i went straight to bed after praying... hahah... for the past 2 nights, the seminar have been so so awesome!
i manage to wake up this morning and eat breakfast and stuff... i feel so so much better today... hahah... kinda tired and all but still energised!!! went to work, got lots of stuff to do... hahah... i don't understand why people want to be accountants? i'm like..... it's so stressful and the work load is NEVER ENDING!!! like seriously... before you even finish like accounts for June, July accounts will come... then like Aug and Sep... then Oct... hahah... so overwhelming man... maybe i'm just not suitable for that kinda job for long term... i mean i can survive... but i won't enjoy... it will be a job and not career... but still, i love the people there... so fun...
today i read the whole book of Revelation as told by Rev. Westlake... hahha... finish it within 1 hour... i fasted my lunch to pray for people... and read the Bible... haha... then my friend John, he bought us some chicken puff thingy... and we ate it at 6pm... how sweet of them to wait till my fasting is over... hahah...
ok but i think it sound wierd cause like many ladies in the office often ask me who i think is good-looking /cute in the office... and i'm like........ NONE!!! hahah... then they will say that my expectations are TOO HIGH... lol... ok, they are nice people but not my type i guess... ok ok, if i were to choose, i will choose Jason... ok this guy, he's body is ok... but love his height and skin colour... he's tall, toned and tanned... gentleman, courteous and yea... hahah... but the guys in my office are like how old? like HELLO , I'M 18 YEARS OLD... they probably are like at least 8 years older than me... ahahha... so UNCLE... AJISI!!!
my type of guy... hmmm... KOREAN? or look Korean? hot bod(toned, not to muscular)... not too short (at least 1.6m)... big eyes/ small eyes doesn't matter...
MUST HAVE:
1.mind blowing mega watt smile
2.sweet tooth
3.passion for dance
HE HAVE TO LOVE:
1.God
2.His family
3.ME!!!
4.My family
5.My friends....
HE MUST BE:
1.thoughtful
2.caring
3.brave
4.gentleman-ly
5.romantic
hahha... ok, i think i'm asking too much... lol... just get me RAIN.... goodness... hahah... *faint faint* hahah... i don't why am i so crazy over Korean boys... hahah... shucks man... should have taken that cute Korean guy's number when i was in Korea... hahha... nevermind, i will learn korean and go back to Korea... perhaps Rain will fall in love with me... muahahahah... a perfect multi-lingual girl, sweet and lovely, totally cute etc etc etc....
hahah... i'm nuts... lalala....ok it's like 11.45pm... so i better go off ... nights people...
~princess madeline can't stop looking at you~
p.s: you know i can't smile without you... nothing's gonna change my love for you!
i manage to wake up this morning and eat breakfast and stuff... i feel so so much better today... hahah... kinda tired and all but still energised!!! went to work, got lots of stuff to do... hahah... i don't understand why people want to be accountants? i'm like..... it's so stressful and the work load is NEVER ENDING!!! like seriously... before you even finish like accounts for June, July accounts will come... then like Aug and Sep... then Oct... hahah... so overwhelming man... maybe i'm just not suitable for that kinda job for long term... i mean i can survive... but i won't enjoy... it will be a job and not career... but still, i love the people there... so fun...
today i read the whole book of Revelation as told by Rev. Westlake... hahha... finish it within 1 hour... i fasted my lunch to pray for people... and read the Bible... haha... then my friend John, he bought us some chicken puff thingy... and we ate it at 6pm... how sweet of them to wait till my fasting is over... hahah...
ok but i think it sound wierd cause like many ladies in the office often ask me who i think is good-looking /cute in the office... and i'm like........ NONE!!! hahah... then they will say that my expectations are TOO HIGH... lol... ok, they are nice people but not my type i guess... ok ok, if i were to choose, i will choose Jason... ok this guy, he's body is ok... but love his height and skin colour... he's tall, toned and tanned... gentleman, courteous and yea... hahah... but the guys in my office are like how old? like HELLO , I'M 18 YEARS OLD... they probably are like at least 8 years older than me... ahahha... so UNCLE... AJISI!!!
my type of guy... hmmm... KOREAN? or look Korean? hot bod(toned, not to muscular)... not too short (at least 1.6m)... big eyes/ small eyes doesn't matter...
MUST HAVE:
1.mind blowing mega watt smile
2.sweet tooth
3.passion for dance
HE HAVE TO LOVE:
1.God
2.His family
3.ME!!!
4.My family
5.My friends....
HE MUST BE:
1.thoughtful
2.caring
3.brave
4.gentleman-ly
5.romantic
hahha... ok, i think i'm asking too much... lol... just get me RAIN.... goodness... hahah... *faint faint* hahah... i don't why am i so crazy over Korean boys... hahah... shucks man... should have taken that cute Korean guy's number when i was in Korea... hahha... nevermind, i will learn korean and go back to Korea... perhaps Rain will fall in love with me... muahahahah... a perfect multi-lingual girl, sweet and lovely, totally cute etc etc etc....
hahah... i'm nuts... lalala....ok it's like 11.45pm... so i better go off ... nights people...
~princess madeline can't stop looking at you~
p.s: you know i can't smile without you... nothing's gonna change my love for you!
XOXO
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
hey peeps, sorry for not blogging yesterday... was so sick yesterday... on my way to work, i sleep while standing on the mrt... cool huh? but seriously i was so tired and i still went to work... my flu kinda got worst at work... almost died...
but Rain kinda keep me going... cause Hosea lend me his new Rain CD and i was listening to it the WHOLE time at work... then during lunch break, i watch the DVD... and like Rain is so so HOT~ sizzle sizzle... ahhha... and my friend thought that i was watching some RA show cause she saw Rain took of his shirt... and i'm like *row eyes*... and i said that it's not some RA show... it's RAIN!!!! heehee... oh my gosh... he's so so HOT~
i kinda pull through till 6pm... Praise God for that... went to Bedok Interchange to get some stuff... then i got home and ate my dinner and went to bed...
don't know why but i can't seem to sleep...so i flip and i flip... until i fall asleep... then i woke up again at 2am... like goodness.... so i stare at space... till i fall asleep again... and then it happened AGAIN! i woke up at 5 am... so i force myself to get some sleep... and i fell asleep... and woke up at 11plus...
i just finish watching a movie "Friends with money"... it's so boring.... LoL... bad choice.. haha... had my lunch and i'm feeling much much better after "sleeping"... haha... it's 1:50pm now... so i guess i will go and bathe... practise dance a lil' then prepare to go to church for a seminar...
i will blog again tonight... but in the mean time "STAY TUNED"... haha
~princess madeline loves prince charming~
p.s: i know that you'll never find my blog and you'll never see this post... but i just wanna say "i love you"... sarang heyo~
but Rain kinda keep me going... cause Hosea lend me his new Rain CD and i was listening to it the WHOLE time at work... then during lunch break, i watch the DVD... and like Rain is so so HOT~ sizzle sizzle... ahhha... and my friend thought that i was watching some RA show cause she saw Rain took of his shirt... and i'm like *row eyes*... and i said that it's not some RA show... it's RAIN!!!! heehee... oh my gosh... he's so so HOT~
i kinda pull through till 6pm... Praise God for that... went to Bedok Interchange to get some stuff... then i got home and ate my dinner and went to bed...
don't know why but i can't seem to sleep...so i flip and i flip... until i fall asleep... then i woke up again at 2am... like goodness.... so i stare at space... till i fall asleep again... and then it happened AGAIN! i woke up at 5 am... so i force myself to get some sleep... and i fell asleep... and woke up at 11plus...
i just finish watching a movie "Friends with money"... it's so boring.... LoL... bad choice.. haha... had my lunch and i'm feeling much much better after "sleeping"... haha... it's 1:50pm now... so i guess i will go and bathe... practise dance a lil' then prepare to go to church for a seminar...
i will blog again tonight... but in the mean time "STAY TUNED"... haha
~princess madeline loves prince charming~
p.s: i know that you'll never find my blog and you'll never see this post... but i just wanna say "i love you"... sarang heyo~
XOXO
Sunday, September 17, 2006
sick..........bleah
feel so crappy now... have like bad bad cramps... fever, flu, cough, sore throat... back ache.... arms are aching... sighs... and i have to work tomorrow... and my supervisor won't be around so i kinda have to do all the stuff... sighs... another day at work...
dance was good but tiring... throughout dance, i felt like fainting and got breathless very very easily... but still, i tried my best to dance... to learn and remember it... i may not be the best but i'm willing to try...
i will sleep pretty soon... i can't take it anymore...snore snore...
shoutout to C.O.T.S: i remember that today is the 17... i don't mean to abandon you guys... you guys may hate me for that... for choosing dance over you all... i apologise that so many times, i choose dance over you all... every sunday afternoon, i will not join you all for movies but go for meeting... i'm sorry...
~princess madeline love you my prince~
p.s: if only you know how much i love you... if only you know you meant a world to me...
feel so crappy now... have like bad bad cramps... fever, flu, cough, sore throat... back ache.... arms are aching... sighs... and i have to work tomorrow... and my supervisor won't be around so i kinda have to do all the stuff... sighs... another day at work...
dance was good but tiring... throughout dance, i felt like fainting and got breathless very very easily... but still, i tried my best to dance... to learn and remember it... i may not be the best but i'm willing to try...
i will sleep pretty soon... i can't take it anymore...snore snore...
shoutout to C.O.T.S: i remember that today is the 17... i don't mean to abandon you guys... you guys may hate me for that... for choosing dance over you all... i apologise that so many times, i choose dance over you all... every sunday afternoon, i will not join you all for movies but go for meeting... i'm sorry...
~princess madeline love you my prince~
p.s: if only you know how much i love you... if only you know you meant a world to me...
XOXO
hello hello everyone!!!
it's like 2.37am... hahah... sunday morning... i guess all of you will be thinking what in the world am i doing at this time besides sleeping right? hahah... i just finish preparing for C.E tomorrow... i'm teaching so yea... hahahha... i hope they come tmr... haha.. maybe no one will turn up for class... lol...
i'm kinda scared actually... hahha... i'm not really a public speaker... hahah... i'm like getting attacks by the devil now... my throat feels bad and stuff.. everytime when i'm about to do something "great" for God, satan will always try to attack me... discourage me and injure me... like for Gift of Love, Serenade, Asian Idol and Fusion... i will either injure myself, fall sick or just like mind went blank kinda thing... but once someone told me, satan only attack those who are significant in the Kingdom of God and i believe what i'm about to do will bring so much damage to satan so he have to stop me. but i tell myself that i'm not gonna let satan win...
i will continue to pray that God will heal me and that He will give me so much wisdom and knowledge... today was fun... we had a garage sale to sell clothes to raise funds for the Karens Mission... and i was in-charged... many people came over and bought some stuff and we made quite a fair bit... Pastor Mark was so happy... heehee... that's good... then during YA service, we had so much fun playing games... heehee... Hosea did some freaky wormy moves and addy is just so powerful... livia is so cute *wave tick,wave tick*... hahah... and the rest are just so awesome... hahah... Pastor Mark's sharing was awesome...
then we went to Beer Garden for dinner... little did we know, it was already 11pm... hahahha... so we ate, we chat, Peiting got scared... because of those stupid stray cats lah.. that Peiting ah... kept giving me a shock ... hahah... then i went with Aikey, Joseph and Joash to take bus home... bus 12 came first so aikey, me and joash left... goodness lah... joash was seriously pissing aikey off... hahha... pooor aikey baby...
i reached home and war part 2.. well, it's my parents... if you saw my MSN nick, it says "this means WAR"... it refers to the war at home... MY PARENTS... sighs... what can i say about them... well, as usual, part of the routine, Madeline will get bombed... so like ..... aiya, whatever lah... since you hate me, you bomb me lah...
hahah... my family is just so complicated and drama... it's like some family story from a drama rama tv show lah... long story man... if i were to tell you my story, it will be like Madeline's Life Story Part 1 - 1,000,000...(that's million, if you can't count) like goodness... i will beat Harry Potter with all the books and films cause mine is more exciting and interesting cause IT'S REAL!
if my life story ever becomes a serial drama, it will be longer than those typical HongKong or Taiwanese old grandma shows like a never ending generation show... like 1,000 episodes... hahah... it will also be more popular than those Korean Drama cause mine is like way cool, sassy, sweet, spicy and feisty...(just that the actors and actresses are not so good-looking)
but whatever lah... hahha... oh no, i kinda got carried away... it's 3.08am... hahah... i better go to bed now... nights! love you all... every single one of you...
some thoughts from a cool piece of paper....
1.Man's ways leads to a hopeless end but God's ways leads to endless hope.
2."pray" is the 4 letter word that you can say anywhere.
3. suffering from truth decay? brush up on your Bible!
~princess maddy love the way you are... so unique and true~
p.s: i just wanna be close to you...
it's like 2.37am... hahah... sunday morning... i guess all of you will be thinking what in the world am i doing at this time besides sleeping right? hahah... i just finish preparing for C.E tomorrow... i'm teaching so yea... hahahha... i hope they come tmr... haha.. maybe no one will turn up for class... lol...
i'm kinda scared actually... hahha... i'm not really a public speaker... hahah... i'm like getting attacks by the devil now... my throat feels bad and stuff.. everytime when i'm about to do something "great" for God, satan will always try to attack me... discourage me and injure me... like for Gift of Love, Serenade, Asian Idol and Fusion... i will either injure myself, fall sick or just like mind went blank kinda thing... but once someone told me, satan only attack those who are significant in the Kingdom of God and i believe what i'm about to do will bring so much damage to satan so he have to stop me. but i tell myself that i'm not gonna let satan win...
i will continue to pray that God will heal me and that He will give me so much wisdom and knowledge... today was fun... we had a garage sale to sell clothes to raise funds for the Karens Mission... and i was in-charged... many people came over and bought some stuff and we made quite a fair bit... Pastor Mark was so happy... heehee... that's good... then during YA service, we had so much fun playing games... heehee... Hosea did some freaky wormy moves and addy is just so powerful... livia is so cute *wave tick,wave tick*... hahah... and the rest are just so awesome... hahah... Pastor Mark's sharing was awesome...
then we went to Beer Garden for dinner... little did we know, it was already 11pm... hahahha... so we ate, we chat, Peiting got scared... because of those stupid stray cats lah.. that Peiting ah... kept giving me a shock ... hahah... then i went with Aikey, Joseph and Joash to take bus home... bus 12 came first so aikey, me and joash left... goodness lah... joash was seriously pissing aikey off... hahha... pooor aikey baby...
i reached home and war part 2.. well, it's my parents... if you saw my MSN nick, it says "this means WAR"... it refers to the war at home... MY PARENTS... sighs... what can i say about them... well, as usual, part of the routine, Madeline will get bombed... so like ..... aiya, whatever lah... since you hate me, you bomb me lah...
hahah... my family is just so complicated and drama... it's like some family story from a drama rama tv show lah... long story man... if i were to tell you my story, it will be like Madeline's Life Story Part 1 - 1,000,000...(that's million, if you can't count) like goodness... i will beat Harry Potter with all the books and films cause mine is more exciting and interesting cause IT'S REAL!
if my life story ever becomes a serial drama, it will be longer than those typical HongKong or Taiwanese old grandma shows like a never ending generation show... like 1,000 episodes... hahah... it will also be more popular than those Korean Drama cause mine is like way cool, sassy, sweet, spicy and feisty...(just that the actors and actresses are not so good-looking)
but whatever lah... hahha... oh no, i kinda got carried away... it's 3.08am... hahah... i better go to bed now... nights! love you all... every single one of you...
some thoughts from a cool piece of paper....
1.Man's ways leads to a hopeless end but God's ways leads to endless hope.
2."pray" is the 4 letter word that you can say anywhere.
3. suffering from truth decay? brush up on your Bible!
~princess maddy love the way you are... so unique and true~
p.s: i just wanna be close to you...
XOXO
Friday, September 15, 2006
today was slightly more slack... have less things to do... lots of mailing today... lots of printing to do... and updating and all... tired and sleepy... it rained almost the whole day... mega rainy day... it was so freaking cold... we went to Amoy Food Centre to have lunch... i ate porridge and black seseme paste... heehee..
after lunch, i continue working and all... then i finally finish everything at 6pm again... heehee... then Roland sent me to Siglap area... then i took bus 12 home... then i met Dawn on the bus... heehee... she's was going to meet some of the music team people to go to Pastor Mark's place for BBQ to celebrate Rach's birthday...
what should i do tomorrow??? i don't really know what to plan for tomorrow... feels kinda empty... hahah... my dad is like watching incredible tales(chinese ver.) on channel U... i just stare at my screen... hhha... he calls me a "chicken" lah... aiyo... i admit that i'm scared of such "ghost" stories...
i'm feeling pretty tired... so i will go to bed soon... love you peeps
~princess madeline kiss you good night~
p.s: as i see you walk away, i can't help but admit that i'm no longer significant in your life.
all the good times and bad times, stress time and peaceful time.. times that we spend together...
although it might mean nothing to you, but to me, it's the happiest days of my life.
with you around, there will not be any frown.
maybe you can't remember what we did together, but for me, every single second and every image of you are still fresh in my mind.
now i can barely see myself in your eyes.
all i can see are images of younger and prettier girls.
all i can say is that you're such a heartbreaker, you might not see it cause you're too insensative.
i just wanna ask a simple question.... have you ever liked me? or have a special feeling for me?
after lunch, i continue working and all... then i finally finish everything at 6pm again... heehee... then Roland sent me to Siglap area... then i took bus 12 home... then i met Dawn on the bus... heehee... she's was going to meet some of the music team people to go to Pastor Mark's place for BBQ to celebrate Rach's birthday...
what should i do tomorrow??? i don't really know what to plan for tomorrow... feels kinda empty... hahah... my dad is like watching incredible tales(chinese ver.) on channel U... i just stare at my screen... hhha... he calls me a "chicken" lah... aiyo... i admit that i'm scared of such "ghost" stories...
i'm feeling pretty tired... so i will go to bed soon... love you peeps
~princess madeline kiss you good night~
p.s: as i see you walk away, i can't help but admit that i'm no longer significant in your life.
all the good times and bad times, stress time and peaceful time.. times that we spend together...
although it might mean nothing to you, but to me, it's the happiest days of my life.
with you around, there will not be any frown.
maybe you can't remember what we did together, but for me, every single second and every image of you are still fresh in my mind.
now i can barely see myself in your eyes.
all i can see are images of younger and prettier girls.
all i can say is that you're such a heartbreaker, you might not see it cause you're too insensative.
i just wanna ask a simple question.... have you ever liked me? or have a special feeling for me?
XOXO
Thursday, September 14, 2006
it's a tough life... work was fun but stressful... like seriously... it's fun because the people there are really nice, friendly and like VERY NICE!!! heehee... stressful because there's so many things to be done in just ONE day... like tonnes of work to do... and it's kinda driving me nuts...
this morning, Irin brought her ring and showed it to us... btw, if i ever mention to you about a colleague who is only 22 and married... that's her, Irin!!! she's really funny and nice to be with... a crazy mega Korean drama fan... as i was saying, she showed us her ring cause my superior, Weiting... she's kinda getting engaged with her boyfriend... so she's like looking around for nice ring designs... it's like awwww... they are all getting married and engaged and all... oh oh, i think another lady from my office called Evelyn, she's also 20 plus and getting married soon... i'm like when will it be my turn... like although i'm only 18 but.... sighs...
didn't go dinner with the girls today... felt super tired and all... work is really killing me...
shoutout to C.O.T.S: i hope you guys will try to understand me... i'm really tired... so sorry
shoutout to Carey: hey babe, it's been such a long time since we last chat... hope that you're doing good..
shoutout to isaac: hey yi jie, did you pass all your subjects? hope that you did well...
shoutout to Aikey baby: you're so gorgeous and i think you will always be...
shoutout to Jozzie: surprised? just wanna say that hope that you've been studying hard for your prelims... all the best for all your papers... JIA YOU!
shoutout to ADDY: hey sweets, be confident of yourself k... you're more than who you think you are... and i just wanna say i love you a lot...
shoutout to Michelle Guna: i 5683 you... heehee.. *cheeky*
shoutout to meimei: you're so random and i love it...heehee...*hugs*
shoutout to shenna: hey baby-kin, how's school and all? good? i'm still around and if you need me, we're just an sms, a phone call or an email away...
shoutout to Bel: hope that you're still surviving with work... heehee... i feel you sista!
shoutout to Sarah.L: hope that you're still doing ok... i miss you... somehow... haha
shoutout to Vanessa: VANESSA!!! heehee... you're so sweet and lovely... if i'm a guy, i will fall for you...
shoutout to ChanLong: hi there my stalker! you're not a good spy cause i'm better than you...heehee...
shoutout to my cellgroup: hello babies... just wanna say that i really treasure the time we spend together and hope that you guys are coping well with school and homework...
shoutout to the rest of the world: princess maddy loves you all~
~princess madeline~
p.s: you... doing that thing you do... breaking my heart into a million pieces... like you always do...
this morning, Irin brought her ring and showed it to us... btw, if i ever mention to you about a colleague who is only 22 and married... that's her, Irin!!! she's really funny and nice to be with... a crazy mega Korean drama fan... as i was saying, she showed us her ring cause my superior, Weiting... she's kinda getting engaged with her boyfriend... so she's like looking around for nice ring designs... it's like awwww... they are all getting married and engaged and all... oh oh, i think another lady from my office called Evelyn, she's also 20 plus and getting married soon... i'm like when will it be my turn... like although i'm only 18 but.... sighs...
didn't go dinner with the girls today... felt super tired and all... work is really killing me...
shoutout to C.O.T.S: i hope you guys will try to understand me... i'm really tired... so sorry
shoutout to Carey: hey babe, it's been such a long time since we last chat... hope that you're doing good..
shoutout to isaac: hey yi jie, did you pass all your subjects? hope that you did well...
shoutout to Aikey baby: you're so gorgeous and i think you will always be...
shoutout to Jozzie: surprised? just wanna say that hope that you've been studying hard for your prelims... all the best for all your papers... JIA YOU!
shoutout to ADDY: hey sweets, be confident of yourself k... you're more than who you think you are... and i just wanna say i love you a lot...
shoutout to Michelle Guna: i 5683 you... heehee.. *cheeky*
shoutout to meimei: you're so random and i love it...heehee...*hugs*
shoutout to shenna: hey baby-kin, how's school and all? good? i'm still around and if you need me, we're just an sms, a phone call or an email away...
shoutout to Bel: hope that you're still surviving with work... heehee... i feel you sista!
shoutout to Sarah.L: hope that you're still doing ok... i miss you... somehow... haha
shoutout to Vanessa: VANESSA!!! heehee... you're so sweet and lovely... if i'm a guy, i will fall for you...
shoutout to ChanLong: hi there my stalker! you're not a good spy cause i'm better than you...heehee...
shoutout to my cellgroup: hello babies... just wanna say that i really treasure the time we spend together and hope that you guys are coping well with school and homework...
shoutout to the rest of the world: princess maddy loves you all~
~princess madeline
p.s: you... doing that thing you do... breaking my heart into a million pieces... like you always do...
XOXO
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
hi guys... today was busy as well... hmmm, a thought... i never knew how strong i am... ok, maybe not physically, but emotionally and like mentally wise... haha... will-power??? nope... God's strength....
i'm so sleepy now... hahha... just went dinner with Bel at Simpang... heehee... i ate a lot today... hahah... feel so fat lah... hahah... then my P5 brother, Marcus said that i look like Kim Samsoon... the girl from My Lovely Samsoon... fat and old and fair... lol... hahah... i don't mind being her though... hahah... cause she's not pretty and yet she have a cute and good-looking boyfriend...heehee... rich, young and good-looking... heehee... cuteness... i want a KOREAN BOY!!! heehee...
maddy's gonna go to bed now... hugs
~princess madeline love chocolates and pastries~
p.s: i need someone who can bring sweetness and happiness into my life. an everlasting taste of pure joy... with you around, everything seem so beautiful...
i'm so sleepy now... hahha... just went dinner with Bel at Simpang... heehee... i ate a lot today... hahah... feel so fat lah... hahah... then my P5 brother, Marcus said that i look like Kim Samsoon... the girl from My Lovely Samsoon... fat and old and fair... lol... hahah... i don't mind being her though... hahah... cause she's not pretty and yet she have a cute and good-looking boyfriend...heehee... rich, young and good-looking... heehee... cuteness... i want a KOREAN BOY!!! heehee...
maddy's gonna go to bed now... hugs
~princess madeline love chocolates and pastries~
p.s: i need someone who can bring sweetness and happiness into my life. an everlasting taste of pure joy... with you around, everything seem so beautiful...
XOXO
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
after meeting, it's busy busy busy... got to do some GST thingy for the month of July and Aug for ALL the insurance companies in singapore... freaking a lot lah... hahah... i wanted to die lah... almost pull out ALL my hair....
i guess tomorrow will be busy too... sighs... my job is not that easy after all... freaking busy and confusing and all... sighs...
everyday after work, i will be like dead tired... but.... aiya... oh oh... i went to Andrew & Grace Home just now with Michelle... no one knew who we were... like some wierd strangers from outer space... it was a good exposure... my heart just break for the girls there... if only they know how much God love them and how much they are worth...
i really pray that i can go to karens... i really really wanna go...
~princess madeline busy busy bee~
p.s: story of love... all i want is you... will you be my motivation? my pillar of support? i don't know why but i really need you... somehow you can bring the happiness in to my life... and then when you kinda creep away, you brought it out again...
the last thing i need from a friend is betrayal... but if you guys are meant for each other... then all the best... you guys have my blessing... it's hard to let you go but i can do it... i'm strong... hope that i won't grow too strong inside till i become cold and heartless...
i guess tomorrow will be busy too... sighs... my job is not that easy after all... freaking busy and confusing and all... sighs...
everyday after work, i will be like dead tired... but.... aiya... oh oh... i went to Andrew & Grace Home just now with Michelle... no one knew who we were... like some wierd strangers from outer space... it was a good exposure... my heart just break for the girls there... if only they know how much God love them and how much they are worth...
i really pray that i can go to karens... i really really wanna go...
~princess madeline busy busy bee~
p.s: story of love... all i want is you... will you be my motivation? my pillar of support? i don't know why but i really need you... somehow you can bring the happiness in to my life... and then when you kinda creep away, you brought it out again...
the last thing i need from a friend is betrayal... but if you guys are meant for each other... then all the best... you guys have my blessing... it's hard to let you go but i can do it... i'm strong... hope that i won't grow too strong inside till i become cold and heartless...
XOXO
it's 9.23am and i'm in the office... all the staffs are in the meeting with my boss... so me and my friend Shi Shi are left out cause we are temp staffs... and temp staffs don't need to go for the meeting... we just need to sit at our cubical and answer the phone for the receptionist... haha...
i'm so bored... Shi Shi says that sometimes the meeting can be until like 10 plus... and i'm like jaw drop... so i don't have anything to do till they finish meeting... at least ShiShi have yesterday's work to do... i'm like... done!
oh, i forgot to bring my handphone out today... so dumb right? sighs... the day without my most important gadget... my handphone... somemore i need to meet michelle guna after work to got to Andrew and Grace Home for chapel... but thank God bel was online and i asked her to help me sms michelle... "thanks bel!"
ok, i'm seriously bored.... what am i suppose to do? actually i can't really surf the net lah... so yea... hahahha..
that's all for now... will blog again tonight...
i'm so bored... Shi Shi says that sometimes the meeting can be until like 10 plus... and i'm like jaw drop... so i don't have anything to do till they finish meeting... at least ShiShi have yesterday's work to do... i'm like... done!
oh, i forgot to bring my handphone out today... so dumb right? sighs... the day without my most important gadget... my handphone... somemore i need to meet michelle guna after work to got to Andrew and Grace Home for chapel... but thank God bel was online and i asked her to help me sms michelle... "thanks bel!"
ok, i'm seriously bored.... what am i suppose to do? actually i can't really surf the net lah... so yea... hahahha..
that's all for now... will blog again tonight...
XOXO
Monday, September 11, 2006
tired........
work was hectic... like crazily busy... i was lost while taking 608 at my work place... sighs... instead of going bedok interchange, it went Bukit Timah... so i quickly got off at Chinatown... sighs... felt so tired and hungry and lost... decided to eat dinner with C.O.T.S , vanessa and peachy... ate at east coast kenny's... it was so expensive and i had to borrow money from mishuelle... haha... ate till we almost died... the whole time, they were disturbing me with my name and all lah... no comments... haha...
after eating, we walk to the busstop at St Patrick there... took bus 10 home... TV Mobile was showing American Next Top Model... and i think some of them are so pretty and gorgeous... haha... wanted to rush home and watch it.... but my cheee-na parents and 2 younger brother wanted to watch channel U... mummy borrowed vcd from her friend again... some Korean show in Bali ... ahhaa... i want to watch... heehee... but have to work... too tired to even watch now lah... sighs...
well, gotta go now... sweet dreams... my msn got some problem... so i didn't go online...
~princess madeline need a hug from ________~
p.s: i'm not your toy... i want you to love me... not play with me...
work was hectic... like crazily busy... i was lost while taking 608 at my work place... sighs... instead of going bedok interchange, it went Bukit Timah... so i quickly got off at Chinatown... sighs... felt so tired and hungry and lost... decided to eat dinner with C.O.T.S , vanessa and peachy... ate at east coast kenny's... it was so expensive and i had to borrow money from mishuelle... haha... ate till we almost died... the whole time, they were disturbing me with my name and all lah... no comments... haha...
after eating, we walk to the busstop at St Patrick there... took bus 10 home... TV Mobile was showing American Next Top Model... and i think some of them are so pretty and gorgeous... haha... wanted to rush home and watch it.... but my cheee-na parents and 2 younger brother wanted to watch channel U... mummy borrowed vcd from her friend again... some Korean show in Bali ... ahhaa... i want to watch... heehee... but have to work... too tired to even watch now lah... sighs...
well, gotta go now... sweet dreams... my msn got some problem... so i didn't go online...
~princess madeline need a hug from ________~
p.s: i'm not your toy... i want you to love me... not play with me...
XOXO
Sunday, September 10, 2006
today was wierd... feels empty...
went lunch with Vanessa, Coral, Mishuelle, May, Michelle and Lucas... cause no one from my cell went for lunch... they all went back... so yea... then i bought a chocolate muffin from the bakery next to Beer Garden... oh my gosh... it's so so good... can faint ah... hahah... all the cakes and pastries are so good...
back in church... they went to watch High School Musical... i wanted to watch but could not cause i have to go for dance ministry meeting... so yea... the meeting ended at about 4 plus... then we went to mop the BASC Hall... Rayvin, Hosea and me... haha...then Hosea made me sing for them... hahah... it feels wierd but i still sang... haha... hosea said that my voice is suitable for MANDO-POP... hahah... i'm like.........no comments...
after that, we went PP's PastaMania for dinner... like almost 20 people... hahah... to kinda celebrate Vanessa's birthday... then after dinner, we went to walk around ... went to Topshop etc... then decided to eat ice-cream... heehee.. the ice-creams are yummy.... i love the peanut butter.... heehee... nice nice... then we went home at about 9 plus 10... took bus 12... had fun at PP...heehee
sighs.... work tomorrow... i think it's gonna be like freaking busy tomorrow ... so yea... haha... JIA YOU maddy!!!!!! heehee...
~princess madeline love KOREA~
p.s: I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
went lunch with Vanessa, Coral, Mishuelle, May, Michelle and Lucas... cause no one from my cell went for lunch... they all went back... so yea... then i bought a chocolate muffin from the bakery next to Beer Garden... oh my gosh... it's so so good... can faint ah... hahah... all the cakes and pastries are so good...
back in church... they went to watch High School Musical... i wanted to watch but could not cause i have to go for dance ministry meeting... so yea... the meeting ended at about 4 plus... then we went to mop the BASC Hall... Rayvin, Hosea and me... haha...then Hosea made me sing for them... hahah... it feels wierd but i still sang... haha... hosea said that my voice is suitable for MANDO-POP... hahah... i'm like.........no comments...
after that, we went PP's PastaMania for dinner... like almost 20 people... hahah... to kinda celebrate Vanessa's birthday... then after dinner, we went to walk around ... went to Topshop etc... then decided to eat ice-cream... heehee.. the ice-creams are yummy.... i love the peanut butter.... heehee... nice nice... then we went home at about 9 plus 10... took bus 12... had fun at PP...heehee
sighs.... work tomorrow... i think it's gonna be like freaking busy tomorrow ... so yea... haha... JIA YOU maddy!!!!!! heehee...
~princess madeline love KOREA~
p.s: I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
XOXO
~In loving memories of Brandon~
a sweet and thoughtful guy who love God, love the Word and love People...
a fun and joyful guy
a guy that impacted Princess Madeline's life....
just wanna say that the lost of Brandon is a HUGE shock to me... he's a really sweet guy... someone who love others for who they really are... he's the only one who will call me Princess and Tinklebell... someone who writes poems and send encouraging emails... he's just so amazing and i'm believe that he's now in Heaven with Jesus... in his eternal house with no pain and suffering...
PROJECT SUPERSTAR
it was not too good... i didn't get in though... hahah... there were like multitudes of Ah Lians and Ah Bengs .... i'm like dying there... the language they use, all the smoking, shouting and laughing so loudly... i didn't sleep very much... so i'm feeling super tired now...
i might join next week's second audition... haha... not sure.... it's my passion for singing...
i can roughly imagine what will happen tomorrow... gotta go now... have to wake up at like 7am and it's already 1 plus... so yup... sweet dreams lovelies...
~princess madeline wanna be a star~
p.s: some guys are just so disgusting and irritating... not much vocabulary can be used to describe them... they are just so............... stop treating people differently lah.... what is so attractive aboout younger girls? they all will grow old and ugly one day what? the worst thing, you don't even know it when you are doing it... i don't wanna be popular, i just wanna be myself...
a sweet and thoughtful guy who love God, love the Word and love People...
a fun and joyful guy
a guy that impacted Princess Madeline's life....
just wanna say that the lost of Brandon is a HUGE shock to me... he's a really sweet guy... someone who love others for who they really are... he's the only one who will call me Princess and Tinklebell... someone who writes poems and send encouraging emails... he's just so amazing and i'm believe that he's now in Heaven with Jesus... in his eternal house with no pain and suffering...
PROJECT SUPERSTAR
it was not too good... i didn't get in though... hahah... there were like multitudes of Ah Lians and Ah Bengs .... i'm like dying there... the language they use, all the smoking, shouting and laughing so loudly... i didn't sleep very much... so i'm feeling super tired now...
i might join next week's second audition... haha... not sure.... it's my passion for singing...
i can roughly imagine what will happen tomorrow... gotta go now... have to wake up at like 7am and it's already 1 plus... so yup... sweet dreams lovelies...
~princess madeline wanna be a star~
p.s: some guys are just so disgusting and irritating... not much vocabulary can be used to describe them... they are just so............... stop treating people differently lah.... what is so attractive aboout younger girls? they all will grow old and ugly one day what? the worst thing, you don't even know it when you are doing it... i don't wanna be popular, i just wanna be myself...
XOXO
Thursday, September 07, 2006
work is madness today.... so many things to do... made 2 trips down to the bank.... loads of cheques and receipts and all.... goodness... met Michelle Lam, Lorraine and Ben Leung for dinner at PP... had so much fun... heehee...i can't wait for tmr to pass so fast..
tired tired.... i will sleep soon... it's 11:05 already...
~princess madeline is sleepy~
p.s: i love you <3
here's the quiz:
name 24 people at the top of your head:
1. Coral
2. Michelle Lam
3. Mishuelle
4. May
5. Elaine Wee
6. Michelle Guna
7. Mei Mei
8. Carey
9. Vicky
10. Livia
11. Ziqi
12. Adeline Bong
13. PeiTing
14. Adeline Lee(addy)
15. Shenna
16. Lorraine
17. Roland
18. Chellie
19. Vanessa Tan
20. Sarah Lin
21. Hosea
22. Pastor Mark
23. Aunty Ayelan
24. Faithe
now for the questions:
1. is 9 single? (vicky) Yup
2.would u date 20? (Sarah Lin) if i'm a guy, of course
3.is 17 a guy or girl? (Roland) guy
4.has 15 and 2 ever dated? (shenna, michelle lam) NO WAY
5.are you older/younger than 3? (Mishuelle) younger...
6.have you ever seen 7 naked? (MeiMei) NO WAY
7.where does 19 live? (Vanessa) near my house... Kew Drive there
8.when was the last time you saw 12? (Adeline Bong) Last sunday
9. ever watched a movie with 5? (Elaine) nope
10. how tall is 23? (Aunty Ayelan) average i think...
11. do you love 16? (Lorraine) Yea... she's so nice
12. do you go to the same school as 14? (Adeline Lee) nope
13. have u ever had classes with 11? (Ziqi) yup. sec 1&2
14. where was 21 born? (Hosea) Should be Batam
15. have you ever hugged 18? (Chellie) Yup
16. what's 8's middle name? (Carey) don't know
17. is 13 a nice person? (Peiting) yup
18. Would u rather 1 die, or you die? (coral) Neither, please!
19. is 4 older than u? (May) yup
20. would u kiss 24? (Faithe) Nope
21. have u ever swum with 16? (Lorraine) Nope
22. when's 10's birthday? (Livia) 8 October
23. have u ever been to a party with 19 or 17? (Vanessa, Roland) ermmm. can't rmb
24. are 22 and 24 good friends? (Pastor Mark, Faithe) They are father and daughter
25. will 3 and 7 make a good couple? (Mishuelle, MeiMei)................
26. has 15 ever given u a birthday present? (Shenna) nope
27. how long have u known 13? (Peiting) about 3 yrs...
28. if 5 and 19 were drowning, who would u save? (Elaine, Vanessa) I'll drown first
29. will 2 be willing to kiss 6? (MichelleLam, Michelle Guna) I dunno.
30.pass this on to 3, 4, 7, 16, 18, 22, 23.
Mishuelle, May, MeiMei, Lorraine, Chellie, Pastor Mark, Aunty Ayelan
tired tired.... i will sleep soon... it's 11:05 already...
~princess madeline is sleepy~
p.s: i love you <3
here's the quiz:
name 24 people at the top of your head:
1. Coral
2. Michelle Lam
3. Mishuelle
4. May
5. Elaine Wee
6. Michelle Guna
7. Mei Mei
8. Carey
9. Vicky
10. Livia
11. Ziqi
12. Adeline Bong
13. PeiTing
14. Adeline Lee(addy)
15. Shenna
16. Lorraine
17. Roland
18. Chellie
19. Vanessa Tan
20. Sarah Lin
21. Hosea
22. Pastor Mark
23. Aunty Ayelan
24. Faithe
now for the questions:
1. is 9 single? (vicky) Yup
2.would u date 20? (Sarah Lin) if i'm a guy, of course
3.is 17 a guy or girl? (Roland) guy
4.has 15 and 2 ever dated? (shenna, michelle lam) NO WAY
5.are you older/younger than 3? (Mishuelle) younger...
6.have you ever seen 7 naked? (MeiMei) NO WAY
7.where does 19 live? (Vanessa) near my house... Kew Drive there
8.when was the last time you saw 12? (Adeline Bong) Last sunday
9. ever watched a movie with 5? (Elaine) nope
10. how tall is 23? (Aunty Ayelan) average i think...
11. do you love 16? (Lorraine) Yea... she's so nice
12. do you go to the same school as 14? (Adeline Lee) nope
13. have u ever had classes with 11? (Ziqi) yup. sec 1&2
14. where was 21 born? (Hosea) Should be Batam
15. have you ever hugged 18? (Chellie) Yup
16. what's 8's middle name? (Carey) don't know
17. is 13 a nice person? (Peiting) yup
18. Would u rather 1 die, or you die? (coral) Neither, please!
19. is 4 older than u? (May) yup
20. would u kiss 24? (Faithe) Nope
21. have u ever swum with 16? (Lorraine) Nope
22. when's 10's birthday? (Livia) 8 October
23. have u ever been to a party with 19 or 17? (Vanessa, Roland) ermmm. can't rmb
24. are 22 and 24 good friends? (Pastor Mark, Faithe) They are father and daughter
25. will 3 and 7 make a good couple? (Mishuelle, MeiMei)................
26. has 15 ever given u a birthday present? (Shenna) nope
27. how long have u known 13? (Peiting) about 3 yrs...
28. if 5 and 19 were drowning, who would u save? (Elaine, Vanessa) I'll drown first
29. will 2 be willing to kiss 6? (MichelleLam, Michelle Guna) I dunno.
30.pass this on to 3, 4, 7, 16, 18, 22, 23.
Mishuelle, May, MeiMei, Lorraine, Chellie, Pastor Mark, Aunty Ayelan
XOXO
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
today is my first day at work... it's ok but confusing and stress at the same time... accounting is not fun but it's really a learn and learn thingy... all the cheques, the receipts, bank statements etc.... i'm like overwhelmed by all the documents and filing... hahah... but time seems to pass like super fast...
i went to Amoy Hawker Centre for lunch with the ladies from my office( i am the youngest in the company )... after eating, we had time to go do a lil shopping... i saw ernest while crossing the road but i guess he could not recognise me... i saw this super cool shop that customise shoes... from canvas shoes, to heels and wedges... hahah... cool huh? some of the designs are really nice, unique and cute... heehee... but it's kinda costly and it takes one month for it to be customised... hahah... suddenly, we realised that we're gonna be late cause the lunch break is ending... we all ran back to our office and we were kinda early... haha... the we got back to work... time flies and it was about 4 plus... we kinda had tea break at the pantry... lol... someone bought ice-cream so we ate it and potato chips too... after eating, we went back to work... then it was 6pm... so i left office and went home...
i decided to alight at Bedok Interchange and take 229 home... i was too tired to walk from Tanah Merah... so yea... i saw Chan Long at the bus 69 queue... haha... as usual, we always think that we are stalking each other... hahha... i'm the no.1 stalker/spy lah... hahah...lol... when i reach home, i was so hungry... quickly ate my dinner and watch tv...
it's gonna be Thursday tomorrow... then Friday which is the queue for Project Superstar day... then saturday which is the audition day... so so fast huh? goodness... i can't wait for time to pass so fast in the office... heehee...
oh, if you read my posts like a few weeks or months ago... i blog about missions... and yup there will be mission to Karens from 19-24th Dec... and i really pray that i can go... i asked my dad and he said "Keep In View"... i believe my dad will allow but it's MY MOM!!! she's the ultimate stage or the final stage in any games... hahah... the KING!!! very hard to win but it's still possible to win one lah... hahah... i really really pray that i can go for missions... it's really my dream and it's like... i won't be going for YA Planetshakers Camp so like i want to go for missions at least... i really wanna see God move... and i really pray that my parents will stand in agreement with me and have the same vision as me...
alright... i will stop here...it's almost 9pm now... i plan to sleep early today... haha... love you all
~princess madeline's first day at work~
p.s: it will be so nice to grow old with you... i just wanna grow old with you...
i went to Amoy Hawker Centre for lunch with the ladies from my office( i am the youngest in the company )... after eating, we had time to go do a lil shopping... i saw ernest while crossing the road but i guess he could not recognise me... i saw this super cool shop that customise shoes... from canvas shoes, to heels and wedges... hahah... cool huh? some of the designs are really nice, unique and cute... heehee... but it's kinda costly and it takes one month for it to be customised... hahah... suddenly, we realised that we're gonna be late cause the lunch break is ending... we all ran back to our office and we were kinda early... haha... the we got back to work... time flies and it was about 4 plus... we kinda had tea break at the pantry... lol... someone bought ice-cream so we ate it and potato chips too... after eating, we went back to work... then it was 6pm... so i left office and went home...
i decided to alight at Bedok Interchange and take 229 home... i was too tired to walk from Tanah Merah... so yea... i saw Chan Long at the bus 69 queue... haha... as usual, we always think that we are stalking each other... hahha... i'm the no.1 stalker/spy lah... hahah...lol... when i reach home, i was so hungry... quickly ate my dinner and watch tv...
it's gonna be Thursday tomorrow... then Friday which is the queue for Project Superstar day... then saturday which is the audition day... so so fast huh? goodness... i can't wait for time to pass so fast in the office... heehee...
oh, if you read my posts like a few weeks or months ago... i blog about missions... and yup there will be mission to Karens from 19-24th Dec... and i really pray that i can go... i asked my dad and he said "Keep In View"... i believe my dad will allow but it's MY MOM!!! she's the ultimate stage or the final stage in any games... hahah... the KING!!! very hard to win but it's still possible to win one lah... hahah... i really really pray that i can go for missions... it's really my dream and it's like... i won't be going for YA Planetshakers Camp so like i want to go for missions at least... i really wanna see God move... and i really pray that my parents will stand in agreement with me and have the same vision as me...
alright... i will stop here...it's almost 9pm now... i plan to sleep early today... haha... love you all
~princess madeline's first day at work~
p.s: it will be so nice to grow old with you... i just wanna grow old with you...
XOXO
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
who am i, that the Lord of all the earth will care to know my name, will care to feel my hurt.
who am i, that the bright and morning star, will choose to light the way for my ever-wondering heart.
i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow. a wave toss in the ocean, a vapour in the wind. still you hear me when i'm calling, Lord You catch me when i'm falling and You told me who i am......
i am Yours.....
I survived! Madeline Xiong is more than a conqueror.
i could not sleeep... stay so awake for the whole night... toss and turn and prayed... i just can't sleep... so i decided to drown my sorrow by watching dvd. i watched "My Lovely Samsoon"... i like it... even after watching it for a few hours, i was still so so awake... never in my life i was so awake... if you ask those who have sleepover with me, they will say that i will never survive till 4am... but i was awake till 11am.... cool huh? Madeline's record!!! oh oh... one more shocking thing... i finish the whole series of "My Lovely Samsoon".... hahah... a total of 16 episodes... hahah... i finish it all in one night... hahahaha.... i didn't sleep.... hahah
hahah... then after the show, my Korean improved... hahha... i tried speaking in Korean and i think i sound like them... ahaha... i can't wait to learn Korean... heehee... maybe i can pass off as a Korean... hahah...
oh oh... i will be working at Roland's company from tomorrow onwards... no longer working as a promoter... i think it will be better for me...
back to what i did today.... ermmm... i left house at about 6:15pm... went to meet Michelle Guna to go to Andrew&Grace Home... but we went the wrong gate so we were late... so we didn't go for chapel cause there wasn't anyone in the office who can help us open the door... so we went back to church... and we played CashFlow again... oh my... i love the game... heehee... left church at about 11 plus.... Roland send me back ....
i will end here... have to sleep and wake up early for work.... JIA YOU MADDY.... YOU CAN DO IT...
here's a shoutout:
to all those who cares: thank you guys... i'm feeling much much better now... love you all~
PROJECT SUPERSTAR
for those who don't know, i will be joining Project Superstar... it's this saturday at Toa Payoh Hub... audition starts at 9am... i will queue overnight at Toa Payoh, hoping to be the first few to sing and quickly leave for YA... so those who wanna come and support, i'm not sure what time i will be at Toa Payoh but i will be working on that day... end work at 6pm... so we can meet for dinner...
~princess madeline loves her korean boy~
p.s: i can't help falling in love with you
who am i, that the bright and morning star, will choose to light the way for my ever-wondering heart.
i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow. a wave toss in the ocean, a vapour in the wind. still you hear me when i'm calling, Lord You catch me when i'm falling and You told me who i am......
i am Yours.....
I survived! Madeline Xiong is more than a conqueror.
i could not sleeep... stay so awake for the whole night... toss and turn and prayed... i just can't sleep... so i decided to drown my sorrow by watching dvd. i watched "My Lovely Samsoon"... i like it... even after watching it for a few hours, i was still so so awake... never in my life i was so awake... if you ask those who have sleepover with me, they will say that i will never survive till 4am... but i was awake till 11am.... cool huh? Madeline's record!!! oh oh... one more shocking thing... i finish the whole series of "My Lovely Samsoon".... hahah... a total of 16 episodes... hahah... i finish it all in one night... hahahaha.... i didn't sleep.... hahah
hahah... then after the show, my Korean improved... hahha... i tried speaking in Korean and i think i sound like them... ahaha... i can't wait to learn Korean... heehee... maybe i can pass off as a Korean... hahah...
oh oh... i will be working at Roland's company from tomorrow onwards... no longer working as a promoter... i think it will be better for me...
back to what i did today.... ermmm... i left house at about 6:15pm... went to meet Michelle Guna to go to Andrew&Grace Home... but we went the wrong gate so we were late... so we didn't go for chapel cause there wasn't anyone in the office who can help us open the door... so we went back to church... and we played CashFlow again... oh my... i love the game... heehee... left church at about 11 plus.... Roland send me back ....
i will end here... have to sleep and wake up early for work.... JIA YOU MADDY.... YOU CAN DO IT...
here's a shoutout:
to all those who cares: thank you guys... i'm feeling much much better now... love you all~
PROJECT SUPERSTAR
for those who don't know, i will be joining Project Superstar... it's this saturday at Toa Payoh Hub... audition starts at 9am... i will queue overnight at Toa Payoh, hoping to be the first few to sing and quickly leave for YA... so those who wanna come and support, i'm not sure what time i will be at Toa Payoh but i will be working on that day... end work at 6pm... so we can meet for dinner...
~princess madeline loves her korean boy~
p.s: i can't help falling in love with you
XOXO
Monday, September 04, 2006
JESUS, WHERE'S HOPE WHEN I NEED IT?
WHERE'S THE BREAKTHROUGH?
WHERE'S THE VICTORY?
WHERE'S THE FREEDOM?
WHERE ARE YOU?????????????
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I'M CRYING IN THE SILENCE ???
i just wanna tell you that i'm so tired. so tired.
i've tried my best to be the best. in school. at home. in church.
i can't take it anymore. no more.
i'm so sick of fighting the world.
i'm just too tired.
i just want to end this all...........
putting an end to everything............
WHERE'S THE BREAKTHROUGH?
WHERE'S THE VICTORY?
WHERE'S THE FREEDOM?
WHERE ARE YOU?????????????
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I'M CRYING IN THE SILENCE ???
i just wanna tell you that i'm so tired. so tired.
i've tried my best to be the best. in school. at home. in church.
i can't take it anymore. no more.
i'm so sick of fighting the world.
i'm just too tired.
i just want to end this all...........
putting an end to everything............
XOXO
DANCE IS A WAY I RELEASE STRESS, ANGER AND FRUSTRATION...
DANCE MY TEARS AWAY,
DANCE MY SADNESS AWAY...
my arms are aching like mad... and my dear Regina will "feel" me... haha.... thanks to all the "wacking"... it's a new move... ermmm... according to Hosea, it's a form of Ghetto... ermmm... it's cool but very very tiring....
i have to admit that i'm not a born dancer nor a good dancer... i suck at dancing but it's my PASSION... it's what i love to do... so what i can't dance ? i'm willing to learn and to work hard... i will work hard and not give up till i get it...
oh, just a update... i'm not starting work tmr... i will only start after Project Superstar... i guess God really knows how to plan... He knows that i have to go "Andrew&Grace Home", have to join Project Superstar, have to plan for Dance Fellowship... just so busy with all the things to do but He plan it in such a way that i will finish all my to-do things and then start work...
so Praise God.... ermmm... after studio, Isaac, Peachy,Michelle, Regina and me went to Mishuelle's house to chill out... hahah... we had fun playing bluff... like goodness... the game like only revolve around Peachy, Isaac and Regina lah... hahah... but it was good... we left Mish's place at about 12am... then took a bus home...
i think i will go to bed soon... feel so tired... after all the "wacking".... sweet dreams...
~princess madeline and her aching body~
p.s: i just have to lie to myself, saying that i'm not good enough for you...
i have to tell myself that you love someone and the person is not me...
i have to force myself to stop loving you... but do you know it's just so hard?
do you know that i'm so madly in love with you?
i'm not as materialistic as you think?
not as strong as you think?
i'm not smart, not pretty, not slim, not popular, not rich, not appealing...
but i'm just a girl who loves you so much...
XOXO
Sunday, September 03, 2006
WILL YOU BE MY CUTE, SWEET & HOT KOREAN BOY?
it's sunday already !!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna start work the next day..... and Project Superstar is coming up in like few days... like on saturday.... it's so fast...
oh, coral and family went China on saturday... how fun...
YA was really fun... enjoyed myself... we played this board game call CashFlow... it teaches you how to manage your money... teach you how to invest in stock and shares... buy houses... have kids and all that and learn how to pay off your debts etc... it's really fun... hahah... i wanna play that game again...
i'm gonna go to Block 12 with Michelle Guna and the rest after sunday service... and yup.... i'm feelin' so tired now... so i think i better go to bed soon... it's already 1:24am.....
~princess madeline signing off~
p.s: i love you, do you know that ? what will you say to that ?
XOXO
Saturday, September 02, 2006
hello everyone....
I GOT THE JOB! heehee... as some promoter for hair and body care products at TM Watsons... the pay is ok but i hope that my working hours will be from 11-7... like that i can have more time for myself and my friends etc...
after the interview, i went to meet May and Mish since May wanted to get her tops from Zara... so yup, we went shopping... May and Mish bought stuffs from Zara... i saw this halter black dress which i'm so in love with .... but i don't have the money... it's $99... i think my parents will kill me if i buy that dress... sighs... then i saw this really nice top, and it's $75... i'm like.... freak!!!
i love ZARA... and i need money.... desperately need money.... it's been so freaking long since i last went shopping lah... argh.... i need to shop... i'm waiting to collect my pay after my part-time job then go MEGA SHOPPING SPREE....... all the long i've been controlling when my friends buy stuff, this time round, madeline is gonna unleash her shopping skills... i'm gonna get clothes, shoes, bags, jackets and accessories... muahahaha... i just can't wait man.... gosh....
after shopping, we took bus 14 back... i went church for Pentacost while May went to her tutor's place for dinner and Mish went home... after pentacost, Rayvin, Hosea, Joash and me went to Beer Garden for dinner... we all had fun... telling stories and stuff... haha... Rayvin and Hosea are gonna start their intensive dance training ... lol... then we left Beer and went to the bus stop... because we were so into talking, we miss 2 buses... and all we did is to laugh and laugh... so retarded... but yeah...
RANDOM THOUGHT! i can't wait for YA tmr... it's gonna be so fun... CASINO-style.... what am i gonna wear to look like a "tai-tai"... then Hosea and Rayvin are gonna wear suits i think.... heehee.... don't know why, i got a fetish for guys in suits... heehee... they naturally attracts me... especially those young executives.... heehee... rich, young, smart and good-looking... hahha... ok back to what i wanna say... at the bus stop, i became so freaking bimbo that i told Hosea, Rayvin and Joash about Devil Wears Prada... and all the walk in wardrobe and all... and i think i got a bit carried away... then bus 14 came and we took it... and we saw sarah... she took that bus too... heehee...
i think i won't be watching dvd tonight.... i guess i'm just too tired.... love you all, beautiful people...
~princess madeline smiles~
p.s: will you be my korean boy? heehee... i just love your smiles...
I GOT THE JOB! heehee... as some promoter for hair and body care products at TM Watsons... the pay is ok but i hope that my working hours will be from 11-7... like that i can have more time for myself and my friends etc...
after the interview, i went to meet May and Mish since May wanted to get her tops from Zara... so yup, we went shopping... May and Mish bought stuffs from Zara... i saw this halter black dress which i'm so in love with .... but i don't have the money... it's $99... i think my parents will kill me if i buy that dress... sighs... then i saw this really nice top, and it's $75... i'm like.... freak!!!
i love ZARA... and i need money.... desperately need money.... it's been so freaking long since i last went shopping lah... argh.... i need to shop... i'm waiting to collect my pay after my part-time job then go MEGA SHOPPING SPREE....... all the long i've been controlling when my friends buy stuff, this time round, madeline is gonna unleash her shopping skills... i'm gonna get clothes, shoes, bags, jackets and accessories... muahahaha... i just can't wait man.... gosh....
after shopping, we took bus 14 back... i went church for Pentacost while May went to her tutor's place for dinner and Mish went home... after pentacost, Rayvin, Hosea, Joash and me went to Beer Garden for dinner... we all had fun... telling stories and stuff... haha... Rayvin and Hosea are gonna start their intensive dance training ... lol... then we left Beer and went to the bus stop... because we were so into talking, we miss 2 buses... and all we did is to laugh and laugh... so retarded... but yeah...
RANDOM THOUGHT! i can't wait for YA tmr... it's gonna be so fun... CASINO-style.... what am i gonna wear to look like a "tai-tai"... then Hosea and Rayvin are gonna wear suits i think.... heehee.... don't know why, i got a fetish for guys in suits... heehee... they naturally attracts me... especially those young executives.... heehee... rich, young, smart and good-looking... hahha... ok back to what i wanna say... at the bus stop, i became so freaking bimbo that i told Hosea, Rayvin and Joash about Devil Wears Prada... and all the walk in wardrobe and all... and i think i got a bit carried away... then bus 14 came and we took it... and we saw sarah... she took that bus too... heehee...
i think i won't be watching dvd tonight.... i guess i'm just too tired.... love you all, beautiful people...
~princess madeline smiles~
p.s: will you be my korean boy? heehee... i just love your smiles...
XOXO
Friday, September 01, 2006
hello everyone....
oh my gosh... Devil Wears Prada is so good... i love it... the life of a fashion magazine professionals... like woohooo.... look at all the clothes, coats, heels, boots, bags and accessories... like goodness... going to work everyday looking unique and gorgeous... i'm like *drool drool* in the cinema... it's really a job millions of girls are willing to die for... you not only earn a lot, you get a lot of free stuff like Gucci, Prada, D&G for FREE....
i'm so motivated to live a life like that... a rich life... don't have to worry about money etc... but have more than enough to buy stuff to pamper myself.... wah !!! i wanna get my dream car, Mercs SLK convertable... my dream wardrobe filled with mountains of clothes, accessories and shoes and bags and all... i saw this bag from Loewe, and it cost like major a BOMB... like at least $3,000 for one "normal" bag... i love it lah... but i guess i just have to WORK HARD AND EARN BIG BUCKS!!!
hmmm... well, i guess it's back to reality but i will work hard so that my kids will not have to suffer in the future... i want my kids to live like prince and princess... fortunate kids.... unlike me...
finally my exams are over!!! hurray!!! cheer cheer..... i'm gonna go for an interview tmr... hope that the boss is as nice as i think she is... and hope that the work is quite slack... hahahha...
my daddy bought DVD for me again... i'm gonna watch some disc later... so love ya peeps...
shoutout:
to carey: hey sweetheart, i haven't collect it from mei mei yet... will do so either on saturday or sunday... heehhee... i wonder what is it....
to vaness: aiyo vaness... relax lah... what make you so sure that rain likes you... like please... if you don't have a mirror, i will get you one... hahha... just joking... i still love you... and i don't fight with people i love over stupid guys.. i'm the nice one...
to coral: thank you for tolerating my rubbish... hahha... i love you....
~princess madeline strolling down the road in Paris~
p.s: if i was a rich girl... all i want is your love that is more precious than gold and diamonds...
oh my gosh... Devil Wears Prada is so good... i love it... the life of a fashion magazine professionals... like woohooo.... look at all the clothes, coats, heels, boots, bags and accessories... like goodness... going to work everyday looking unique and gorgeous... i'm like *drool drool* in the cinema... it's really a job millions of girls are willing to die for... you not only earn a lot, you get a lot of free stuff like Gucci, Prada, D&G for FREE....
i'm so motivated to live a life like that... a rich life... don't have to worry about money etc... but have more than enough to buy stuff to pamper myself.... wah !!! i wanna get my dream car, Mercs SLK convertable... my dream wardrobe filled with mountains of clothes, accessories and shoes and bags and all... i saw this bag from Loewe, and it cost like major a BOMB... like at least $3,000 for one "normal" bag... i love it lah... but i guess i just have to WORK HARD AND EARN BIG BUCKS!!!
hmmm... well, i guess it's back to reality but i will work hard so that my kids will not have to suffer in the future... i want my kids to live like prince and princess... fortunate kids.... unlike me...
finally my exams are over!!! hurray!!! cheer cheer..... i'm gonna go for an interview tmr... hope that the boss is as nice as i think she is... and hope that the work is quite slack... hahahha...
my daddy bought DVD for me again... i'm gonna watch some disc later... so love ya peeps...
shoutout:
to carey: hey sweetheart, i haven't collect it from mei mei yet... will do so either on saturday or sunday... heehhee... i wonder what is it....
to vaness: aiyo vaness... relax lah... what make you so sure that rain likes you... like please... if you don't have a mirror, i will get you one... hahha... just joking... i still love you... and i don't fight with people i love over stupid guys.. i'm the nice one...
to coral: thank you for tolerating my rubbish... hahha... i love you....
~princess madeline strolling down the road in Paris~
p.s: if i was a rich girl... all i want is your love that is more precious than gold and diamonds...
XOXO