just a second to hold you tight.
hoping that this would last forever,
knowing that it's now or never.
can't seem to find the way out,
of this maze and all about.
don't think forever is long enough,
as the clock tick so fast.
the stories, the tales are the same old.
too boring, too long just stop would you.
deep in the night,
what can seem so right,
without you by my side.
''Do you know what is the nicest thing in the evening? It is to come back and see you smiling!''
It's guests like this who make me feel happy and glad to be in the industry... even though you don't always get that, but it's a very precious thing for me personally...
because of my work, long and bizzare working hours, my face are beginning to show signs of lack of sleep and rest... well, even my body is starting the protest already... mummy was very concern and she was trying to brainwash me into doing a daily skincare routine...
at first i was like ''yeah yeah, whatever'', until she had to end it all with a punch line... mummy said ''your entire life is dependent on your face okay''... it smacked me in the face, heart and head...
suddenly, all my qualifications, my talents and skills becomes nothing...
of course, i know it's all a lie...
---change topic---
saturday at Young Adults, we heard a message called The Warrior... it's kinda like a whole manhood series kinda thing... one thing about Pastor Craig is he really make woman sound like bimbos... argh
not all females are like manicured, waxed and glossed up in heels okay?
i'm a warrior too...
even if i need to fight in a dress and heels, i will :)
I lay down my crowns.
Standing bare, stripped to skin,
without my own esteem.
What could I hope,
but Your mercy that is new each dawn.
Searching for Your love,
one that I've longed for.
Putting behind my scars and past,
I ask and seek to be made new.
For You are faithful,
and because Your faithfulness prevails,
I can sing Your praises,
dance in freedom and laugh with overflowing joy.
King of kings,
Prince of peace,
Your daughter have returned to her place,
of becoming a warrior for your cause...
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Madeline misses Ifty and can't wait to see him in a few hours time...
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just wanted to post some photos that have been dated some time back... kinda got carried away from working and working daily... i kinda forgot how it feels to be singing and dancing... sometimes i even forget the way to church and the way home...
it's strange but yeah... sometimes it's just me to put in so much effort into things that i love... family, friends, work etc etc... but sometimes it just doesn't give you as much as you expected...
i don't wanna be disappointed anymore... trusting and believing in nothing...
i will still smile, i will still brave the storm...
but i don't want to do it alone...
some say that i'm too serious, while others say that i'm too playful...
but i would dare to say that i work hard at everything...
wanting to please others, wanting to leave a good impression...
just doing my best and not screw up...
i just need to run away...
안녕하세요, 저는maddy입니다!
나는고독해요해요!
Translation: Hello, my name is maddy. I'm feeling lonely.
hahahhaa... well, it's my off day and i've spend hours in front of my laptop watching Boys Before Flowers and receiving songs from QiaoFei... what a day... when i was all ready to rot and die on my bed with my laptop running, Coral dearie called...
thank God! haha...
after watching so much korean drama, maddy is gonna try and pick up korean... omg..... hahaha... it's so much tougher than japanese, you know... sigh... but for Oppa! it's all worth it... hahaha... just kidding!
i've been very interested in languages so i just wanna learn more and know more... anyways, i'll be on training for 2 days... my plan after my training is to go hunt for my SS501 cds/dvds... and to buy some self-help korean books... haha...
have i mentioned that SUMMER is here? it's already june and singapore is heating up like a pancake... speaking about pancake, i wanna learn how to make Hot Cakes! hahaha... rather random but those who watch BBF will understand why...
anyways, gotta go get ready for dinner with the girls! bye bye
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