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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

today is so crazy ... first some guy that i don't know want me to be his "stead" ... he's like a liar or something ... lie about his real age , school and even his religion ... he's only 15/16 ... what the hell ... hahah... i'll never go for younger guys ... NEVER !!! and i'll only go for Christian guys ... he's like some ah beng lah ... so not my cup of tea ... and of course i reject him lah ...it's craziness ... hahah ... then we had BCS Lab lesson ... i fell asleep while the tutor is talking ... lol ... ahboon was so emo today ... kept so quiet , i hope that he's really ok ..*smile* then after BCS , i rush down to studio for dance ... oh ya , i forgot to bring my wallet to school today ! like so dumb right ? feel so bimbotic ... nevermind ... so i had to borrow money from sheena ... today's studio is so small ... and we all had to squeeze into it and dance ... lol ! but ya , we manage to dance and stuff ... i did quite a lot of crumping ... my back and tummy is aching like crazy ...then i went home early cause i was really tired !!! i guess i should sleep soon ...knock out in 3 , 2 , 1 ...

snore snore snore

*I WANT A BOYFRIEND(I'M SO SICK OF LOVE SONG)

XOXO

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hey just wanna share a short story with you all !

A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in & out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman & said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there & down the alley & it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay." The policeman looked down at the little boy & said, "You go down the street to that big white house & you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, & they will let you in."

So he did. He walked up the steps & knocked on the door, & a lady answered. He looked up & said, "John 3:16." The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in & she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, & she went off. The boy sat there for a while & thought to himself: John 3:16 ... I don't understand it, but it sure makes a cold boy warm. Later she came back & asked him "Are you hungry?" He said, "Well, just a little. I haven't eaten in a couple of days, & I guess I could stand a little bit of food." The lady took him in the kitchen & sat him down to a table full of wonderful food. He ate & ate until he couldn't eat any more. Then he thought to himself: John 3:16 ... Boy, I sure don't understand it but it sure makes a hungry boy full.

She took him upstairs to a bathroom to a huge bathtub filled with warm water, & he sat there & soaked for a while. As he soaked, he thought to himself: John 3:16... I sure don't understand it, but it sure makes a dirty boy clean. You know, I've not had a bath, a real bath, in my whole life. The only bath I ever had was when I stood in front of that big old fire hydrant as they flushed it out. The lady came in & got him. She took him to a room, tucked him into a big old feather bed, pulled the covers up around his neck, kissed him goodnight & turned out the lights. As he lay in the darkness & looked out the window at the snow coming down on that cold night, he thought to himself: John 3:16 ... I don't understand it but it sure makes a tired boy rested.

The next morning the lady came back up & took him down again to that same big table full of food. After he ate, she took him back to that same big old split bottom rocker in front of the fireplace & picked up a big old Bible. She sat down in front of him & looked into his young face & said, "Do you understand John 3:16?" she asked gently. He replied, "No, Ma'am, I don't. The first time I ever heard it was last night when the policeman told me to use it." She opened the Bible to John 3:16 & began to explain to him about Jesus. Right there, in front of that big old fireplace, he gave his heart & life to Jesus. He sat there & thought: John 3:16 I don't understand it, but it sure makes a lost boy feel safe.

You know, I have to confess I don't understand it either, how God was willing to send His Son to die for me, & how Jesus would agree to do such a thing. I don't understand the agony of the Father & every angel in heaven as they watched Jesus suffer & die. I don't understand the intense love for ME that kept Jesus on the cross till the end. I don't understand it, but it sure does make life worth living. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father." Pass this on only if you mean it. I do Love God. He is my source of existence ... He keeps me functioning each & every day.

*You are my light and salvation , whom shall i fear*

XOXO

Monday, May 29, 2006

A SEASON FOR LOVE !
hahaha .... hmmm ... don't know why , there's so many couples around ... esp in poly , they are everywhere ... holding hands etc ... i can't take it ... it so sad for a lonely girl like me to see such a thing ... hahah ... it might sound funny or wierd but i just can't wait to have a boyfriend and get married ... LoL ...

oh , i stayed up till 5am to watch my korean vcd "little bride" ... i finish watching it already ! yippy !!! it's so nice ... hee hee ...

now feel so tired and sleepy ... *yawn yawn* gotta go ...

*singing a love song to the Lord

XOXO

Saturday, May 27, 2006

hey guys ! wow , today is crazy crazy ! got dance practise and ya ... so so tiring ... let's talk about school ! today is CCN Day and we earn $140 +++ ... cool huh ? hahah ... totally love econs lah ... we've learnt so much while selling curry puffs and malt candy ... all the demand and supply , the increase and decrease in price and all ... so fun lah ... hahah ... our econs tutors must be very proud of us ... hahah ... my throat is killing me lah ... i kept shouting and shouting to promote the stall ... hahha ... saw lots of people there ... issac , jac guna , phyllis , melissa tan , sheralyn ,li jun and many more ... hahah ... then after CCN Day , i rush down to church for dance ... haha ... i reach quite early so i decided to take a nap ... hahah ... livia came to join me after her interview with NIE ... mishuelle came after work also ... hahah ... the 3 of us fell asleep in the youth room ...*snore snore* hahahah ...then we went up to the office to have meeting and then ate our dinner at about 9 plus ... start dancing , practice crumping ! i totally suck at crumping lah ... i can control my chest and hips at the same time with my arms also ... lol ... i look so stupid and retarded crumping lah ... vicky is so pro ! coral and livia too ... mishuelle have her own diva style to her own crumping ... i'm like a block to wood shaking ... lol ... hahah ... but i continue to tell myself , NOT TO GIVE UP ! Jia You !!! hahah ... so i shall continue to train harder ... can't wait for serenade !!! so cool ! hee hee ...oh , we sto dancing at about 11... then we played games at BASC Hall ... we played "catching" and "eagle and the hen" ... so funny lah ... joseph always the catcher ... hahah ... poor thing ... we all left church at about 12 midnight ... and yup , i'm home .. my dad was watching Scary Movie 4 , so i sat down beside him and watch ... it's very stupid and sick lah ... ahhaha ... i think i should sleep early ... gotta go now ...*hugs to all*

*Rain~ Sad tango

XOXO

Thursday, May 25, 2006

hello everyone ... how's your day ? good ? mine's not too good ... i guess mainly because of school ... i can't wait to dance tomorrow .. hee hee ... feel so tired and sick now ... i don't know if i will be able to go school tomorrow ... i need a good rest ... haven't been sleeping well for the past one month already , since school started ... i've never felt so tired before ... suddenly feel so drained and so wash-out ... i really need God's fountain of life to fill me up ... tomorrow is CCN Day ... also known as Campus Care Network Day ! my class set up a stall selling curry puffs and malt candies ... *yummy* hee hee ... i hope that we'll be able to raise money to help the needy students ... just wanna say to shenna : JIA YOU !!! LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH !

we are called to be more than conquerors ... and we can do it !

*i stand, with arms high and heart abandon, in all of the one who gave it all. I stand, my soul longs to You surrender all i am is Yours...standing in awe of your glory

XOXO

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

hello everyone ! WOW ! it's been such a long time since my last entry ! FINALLY !!! i got my laptop , so i don't have to fight with anyone for it ... muahahaha ... ya ya ya ... i'm so happy ... today is such a long day ... school ended at 5 pm then i rush down to church for dance practice !it was AWESOME !!! i totally love dancing ! although sometimes it's like so hard to remember all the steps , but nothing is impossible yup ? hee hee ... i learn crumping today and also the new RnB routine ! coolness !!!i love to dance !!! hahaha ... my legs are now super tired ! back aching (due to crumping) , and got blisters all over my sole ... sob sob .. but i'll never stop dancing ... i can't wait for serenade !!! gonna perform and bring glory to God ! oh , today there were many students doing some campus crusade , giving out Da Vinci Code magazine ... its a christian magazine and i think it's really good ... i feel that this genenration is really the CHOOSEN GENERATION to rise up and bring the harvest in ... i pray that God will ove so strongly during SonicFest and Serenade ... continue to pray for Serenade com and dance com ya ? we need the wisdom from the Holy spirit and we need God to direct us ...

*history maker~ bring the message to the world !

XOXO

Friday, May 12, 2006

today is really .... hmmm ... bad ... like my family problems and stuff ... whatever lah ... i guess i just leave everything to God lah ... God is the only one who can solve this crazy and out of mind problem ... people ask me whether i'm afraid , scared or like depressed about this family issue ... well , my answer is NOPE ! this issue is beyond my control , i just do my job and leave the rest to God ... "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding" ... God ways are higher than ours so He get to see the BIG picture ... "seek first the Kingdom of God" ... i just pray that whatever i do , i will glorify God and please Him ...

*Amazing love , how can it be , that You my king will die for me. Amazing love , i know it's true , it's my joy to honor you. In all i do , i honor You !*

XOXO

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

hello everybody ! hahah ... i'm in a lab having lesson now ... Laugh out Loud ... it's super boring ... guess what BCS = Business Computing skills ... hate computers man ... haha ... the teacher is so fierce ... hahha ... well , it's been a long time since i last blog ... too tired and busy ! lalalala ... hmmmm ltes talk about last saturday's YA service !

6/5/06
we had YA service and as a opening , we are suppose to "Get Married" ... shock to see that ? haha ... actually we're suppose to pick a piece of paper with someone's name on it ... a girl is to take a guy's name and guy pick girl ... guess who i got ? it's Hosea ... haha ... it's really funny ... but i guess whoever marries hosea will be super fortunate lah ... he's so cute , hot and clever and talented ... he's like close to perfection ! WOW ! hahha ... i won't mind marrying him , man .. hahah ...hmmm , then as usual , we watch the Search for intimacy video ... and yup , that's all for saturady ...

7/5/06
It's Matthew's(my dumb brother) birthday !!! we had a guest speaker Rev. Jeremiah for our sunday service ... it was really good ! *smiles* after lunch , we slack in youth room ... cause the BASC Hall is locked so we can't dance and many of the leaders are at meetings ... so we just slack there till about 5 plus then we went to studio ... oh oh , i've learnt the "Milking" routine already ... so cool lah ... i learnt it with livia by Hosea ... *hee hee* ... so cool lah ... the whole dynamics and stuff ... haha ... i've still gotta practice hard ... Jia You !!!

8/5/06
after dancing yesterday , my whole body ache !!! super badly ... haha ... my back and arms and legs are like tearing apart ... haha ... today we're gonna celebrate Rayvin's birthday at Suntec City's kenny rogers ... the food is yummy ... we had so much fun ... people there : joash , joel ooi , ben choo , joseph , issac , mishuelle , coral , gaius , regina , bertrand and me ... Livia didn't go cause she's not feeling well ... so sad ... mish , coral and me got Rayvin a red and black polo tee from top man ... (red &black) hahaha ... we went home quite late ah ... hahaha ... hanged around at Suntec's Sky Garden ... sit down and talk then we realise that our dearest YM got exams the next day and many got sch , so we left ... it was a really fun day ...

9/5/06
woke up , super tired ... slept at 1 plus 2 last night ... *yawns* gotta do so many projects lah ... do until i'm super blur ... can't remember who's in my group ... all the projects for the different subjects are done at the same time ; so i'm like blur blur ... haha ... tired tired !!!

XOXO