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Madeline Xiong (Maddy)
Kuma Miyuki
Tower of Strength
Born on 21/12/1988
Graduated from TP HTM
Currently working at Citadines Mt Sophia
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I want to be a awesome dancer.
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An airstewrdess.
A Missionary.
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006


KOREAN LOVER
i'm like so crazy about Korea... muahahah... and i love rain.... wheeee~
i am Mrs Rain... heehee... my rain hottie boy.... woohooo....

today's econs is so so screwed up lah... like "oh no"... i think i easily lost 10 marks lah... sob sob... aiya.... my Intro HT and Econs so............ sighs..... now RHT..... hahahha... ok lah... i just do my best and God will do the rest... i've got a revelation from Kenneth... i don't have to study every single thing for RHT... like so many freaking chapters are out... i'm like "really? oh my... YES!!!!"
muahahha... what a day... oh, crazy vaness came to tell me that Rain is her husband... since like 8 Nov 2000... i'm like "whatever".... hahahah... that crazy under-age girl... WATERMELON!!! Rain is MINE!!! *green with envy*

i think i will burn some midnight oil to study for RHT... after tomorrow, it's FREEDOM! i can't wait....oh... i will be going back to KC to visit my teachers... i miss KC so much... heehee... i'm looking forward to tomorrow... heehee...

here's some shout outs:
to isaac: hey yi jie, you promise to buy Korea for me... i will rmb that... hahah
to vaness: hey watermelon, stop living in fantasy lah... Rain loves me lor... you under-age girl...
to shenna: hey babe, i love you....
to melissa mei mei: i love random-ness... i love my mei mei...

*maddy love everyone*

~princess madeline skipping around her bedroom~

p.s: you're like a dream come true....


XOXO


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

hello everyone...
i'm like so freaking tired and sick... tomorrow is Econs and thursday is Research HT.... i think i will just faint and die lah... cannot take this anymore.... hate HTM.... aiyo..........................

sighs.... then after exams is the holidays and i will start work like next monday... i will be working for like 7 weeks... from Monday to Friday... either from 12-8pm or 1-9pm... then after holiday.... it's school again... sighs.... what a life...

oh, i'm watching "my lovely samsoon" again... oh my gosh, it's so funny lah.... i laugh and laugh... hahaha... i love it lah... i love korean dramas... heehee... all the cuties...

i visited this website called Asian Hunks... there are pictures of "hunks" from asia lah... like japan, singapore, taiwan, hongkong and of course Koreans... the Koreans are so cute lah...heehee... so many good-looking ones... then feeling curious, i went to look at the other countries lah... like goodness... so many "yucks" kinda guys lah... hahah... i wonder why are they even on the "hunks" list...

oh, i saw this Chee-na channel U magazine with GOONG's picture on the coverpage... i'm like *blink blink* .... i quickly bought one copy... heehee... wah!!! i quickly open to that page on the article ... wah!!! they have a A4 size poster lah... i love it... heehee... oh, they were comparing F4's Meteor Garden to Goong... i think Goong will be better lah... cause both have like Part 2... so they were saying that they hope Goong's part 2 will be better than Meteor Garden's part 2... it will be better... heehee... i have faith in the Koreans... muahahha...

i was telling my brother, matthew that i'm gonna learn korean after i graduate lah... then he also want to learn lah... he thinks that he looks very korean so he wanna like lie to people next time...lol... so retarded lah...
gotta go now...

~princess madeline love koreans~

p.s: if only my prince can come with a dress and glass slipper and take me away from the place i'm living in... bring me to your palace and hold me tightly in your arms...


XOXO


Monday, August 28, 2006

PERHAPS LOVE
I WON'T LOSE HOPE... I WILL BE WAITING PATIENTLY....

went to church to study today... was not really productive... felt super drained and tired... feel like as if nothing went into my head... now i really need God's supernatural intervention... haha

now i'm watching "My Lovely Samsoon" on channel U... it's good... very nice and funny... heehee... the lead actor is cute lah... heehee... it's such a 21st century Cinderella story... hotness... heehee... i'm like so.... awww... heehee....

i just feel so whatever about my dad... he's like so freaking wierd... irritating freak!!! ah......... i think i'm going crazy at home... all the unsound people, esp my parents... argh....... they are really forcing me to the limit lah... aiyo.... i feel like killing myself lah..... why are my parents like that ?
when i was in church, we were talking about like wedding and crying lah... and i said, if i cry, it would be tears of PURE JOY... the freedom that i get from my parents... like woohooo.... freedom at last...
all i want is a little bit of my parents' love... why can't i have it ? i am also my parents' child, why can't they love me the way they love my brothers ? this is so unfair...

nevermind... i will love myself and that should be enough... even if people don't love me, i will still love myself and i know God loves me too... so yup, that should be enough...
sweet dreams peeps...

~princess madeline will stay strong~

p.s: because i open my heart to love others, i became vulnerable to heartbreak and heartaches...


XOXO


Sunday, August 27, 2006


MY "BABY" MALCOLM.... MY CHAMPION.... (the one on the right)
hello everybody...
today is my youngest brother Malcolm's sports day... he's only 5 yrs old... i love him lah... oh, he ran and got bronze (3rd place)... but in my heart, he's a champion... he's so cute and adorable lah... he's growing up so fast... i still remember the changing diapers day and bathing him days... i miss holding him in my arms and playing with him... now he's in K1, soon Primary 1 and then P6.... can you imagine, when i'm 25 yrs old, he's only doing his PSLE... goodness...

i'm so tired lah......... had a long and tiring week... but God really strengthen me... i studied Intro HT today and i will continue studying tomorrow in church....... YAWN YAWN...

i'm gonna focus so much more on God now... no longer on relationship... i'm wanna be more Christ-like... someone who love people as they really are... whether good or bad, friendly or hostile, i will try my best to love people... because i know how much it hurts to be rejected so i want to help others feel more loved... like how Jesus loved the sinners, we are so undeserving and yet He loved us so much...

~The Heavenly King's daughter, an anointed woman~

p.s: i've got the joy,
i've got the peace of mind...
got the faith in the Holy Ghost that fills me everyday...
i've got the life,
i've got the melody...
i've got the Word,
the Word of God that sets me free...


XOXO



MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE ! ! !
hello everyone...
it's like so GIRL POWER yesterday... haha.. like the whole "p.s" thingy... hahha... ok, i've gotta say again that the resume thingy is rather random and retarded... hahah...

i met Regina for lunch today... had Yong Tau Foo... totally love it ... then after lunch, i went back to church... ok, i tried studying Econs... and i didn't finish cause i was dead tired... slack in the youth room with Regina and Isaac... Service was awesome... especially Praise and Worship... it was power-packed... then we had Macs for dinner... heehe... anyway... today YA celebrated Adeline Lee aka ADDY and Chellie's birthday...

now, i'm at home.... just finish watching MONSTER HOUSE with my daddy... lol... it's quite funny.. interesting... hahah

hmmm... i guess i'm not in the mood to blog today... hahha... no sense of humour etc... haha... so i will stop here ... sweet dreams lovelies...

here's some shout outs...

to Isaac: stop making fun of me and chinese orchestra can ? aiyo... everyone have their past... besides, i only join the Orientation k.. hahha
to Aikey: you're my DIVA friend... hahha... it's been a real pleasure getting to know you...
to Carey: hey sweetheart, the moment i woke up on Saturday morning i thought of you... the results are ok right ? hope you're not disappointed or anything... i believe you did your best and i'm proud of you...
to ADDY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY sweetie... love ya lots...

~Her Royal Highness Princess Madeline~

p.s: i hope that you can see beyond my face
and look straight into my heart...
because you will see your name there
and you will see who i am truely...


XOXO


Saturday, August 26, 2006

I'M FEELING .......................... CAPS LOCK TODAY!
rather random... just feel like typing everything in CAPS...
it was a bad day i guess... after last night's horrible horrible incident... my heart shattered into millions of tiny bits... i love someone until it hurts so much... Mother Theresa once said, "when you love someone until it hurts, there will not be hurt anymore but only LOVE"... like CRAP! WHAT RUBBISH...
my exam paper was like screwed i guess... my mind went BLANK..... total mental block! so if i pass, i will have to thank God for His supernatural help... i misplaced my wallet but i found it after that... feel so CLUMSY
went church after that, i packed Macs to church... studied Research Hospitality & Tourism... so so tired... i didn't even rest lah... until Coral, Mishuelle and Vanessa came... rest a lil' here and there... watched STUART ! so lame lah... then i could not study anymore... my mind is just too exhusted... so i rest and slack...

the girls as usual sat at the porch and chit chat... Coral, May, Mishuelle and me... and everyone can guess the topic... i bet Aikey darling knows the answer...
YES! it's RELATIONSHIP... SCENE 3000, TAKE 100 million, ACTION !!!

shout out to the girls: you girls made me feel better... love you loads
shout out to Aikey: you're my "relationship" prayer partner... and you're gorgeous!
shout out to Issac: you didn't throw away yesterday's chicken rice! it's attracting flies!!!

didn't go Sempang with the rest cause Daddy said that Granny cooked prawn mee... so i went home and cook prawn mee... it was yummy cause i cook it...

i was bored so i did my resume.. check it out...

---------------------------------
XIONG NONGYING MADELINE
Qualifications:
"baby"-sitter (from new-born babies to ageing elderly),
maid (graduate with Honors from University of Domestic Helpers aka UDH),
medic/doctor/nurse (certified pass with flying colours),
tutor (from pre-pre-pre nursery to O level),
cook ( rated 5* with A for hygiene)

a 5 in 1 SLAVE MACHINE !
GET IT FOR FREE !!!
NO TERMS AND CONDITIONS APPLY
FOR MORE INFO pls call 1800-slave-for-you
-------------------------------

that was for fun and laughter, peace and joy... but it allows me to express how i feel as a "daughter" (or rather slave) in my family...
PEACE OUT~ gonna study econs tmr...

~princess madeline is gonna make it BIG in life~

p.s: i will do so well in life that all you stupid boys who dumped me will regret so badly that you will want to kill yourself NOW! it's your loss, not mine...


XOXO


Thursday, August 24, 2006


hi hi everyone!
it's my exams tmr... like how exciting lah... hahah... goodness! but i'm like quite nervous cause i don't wanna retake any subject... so i pray that i pass my exams... every paper lah... i feel like as if i never studied for it ... but in fact i did, i spent a total of almost 15 hours throughout 3 days to study for OB... so i pray that i done well...
oh, i went popeyes today!!! for dinner... yummy yum yum ... Coral, Michelle Lam, Mishuelle, Lorraine and her friend... after eating, we went to the viewing tower to sit down and chit chat... it was fun ... had a great time there with all the pretty sweethearts... i could not stop disturbing Mish with*ehemmm* cause she started disturbing me because of my top... it's like black and white strips... so Mish say that i'm from prison and all lah... like she had so much fun dissing me lah... so i counter attack her with *ehemmm*...
oh, one thing that i realise... we never fail to talk about guys and like relationship... like so desperate... but seriously we're so tired of asking God to send us someone... now i feel that it's time that we HAVE one...
like for me... i just need someone who is willing to listen to me, spend time with me, love me and just be there for me... always encouraging me and supporting me... someone who is willing to hold my hand and never let go... someone who will hug me and not feel shy about it... someone who will tell me how much he love me without being told to do so... someone who gets me chocolate or roses for me just because he loves me... like awww... BUT i'm still waiting for the special HIM to come... i'm still waiting so God pls remember to send him to me... hmmm... gonna get all emo now... hahha... no lah but i really hope that God will send him to me soon...
i wanna learn BALLET! ok, i'm like seriously old and stiff lah... but i just wanna learn... heehee... it's my childhood dream to learn ballet... i don't blame my parents for not sending me for such classes cause they can't afford but i just wanna fulfil my dream of learning ballet and one day dance on stage... i think if i want to learn, i have to like lose weight lah... i'm like so fat now... where got ballerinas so fat one? hahah... or else my leotard will explode or something... hahah...
ok, i will stop here... love you peeps...

~princess madeline kiss you goodnight~

p.s: i miss you... hope that you'll think of me when you're away...


XOXO



EYE CANDIES !!!!
PRINCE SHIN AND PRINCE YUL

hello everyone, it's like 1:34am and i just realised that i haven't blog about today... what was i even thinking ? hhaha... before this i was actually looking through some GOONG pictures etc... and i guess my eyes were glued on that page since like after dinner... ahhaha...
today was like study study... i woke up at 1pm after a super long dream... then i quickly rush down to church to study... ate 2 BBQ chicken pau for brunch... hahah... but it was filling ... hahah... then more and more people came... some came for the YM prayer thingy while others just simply hit the books... poor aikey tried so hard to stay awake and read his literature book The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan... haha... Issac spent the whole afternoon studying only less than 1 chapter of Research for Communication(Media)... totally hate that subject man...
coral rebonded her hair and she look so good... then i heard the amount of money she and her mum spent on their hair today is like "wow!"... ahhaha... but both of them look good with the new hair style...
oh, the C.O.T.S had a mini chit chat session just now at the porch of the church... hahah... it was rather fun... lol... i left at about 9 ... felt so tired lah...
gtg peeps... sweet dreams

~princess madeline and her prince~

p.s: i'm so deeply in love with you, my prince


XOXO


Tuesday, August 22, 2006


today is a fun day... i woke up at like 11plus and quickly bathe and eat my lunch then go down to church to study for my exams on friday... i reach church at about 12 plus then i studied non-stop till like 4 plus 5... at about 4, Kor Kor Shaun came to church and he saw like super bored... so we talk about last year when i will be studying for my O level and everyday without fail we'll go for jamming and prayer... suddenly, Kor Kor thought of calling Hosea and ask him to come down to church to jam...
after a while, Hosea reached church and we started jamming... Joseph just joined in so we're like "ok lor"... we had so so much fun... On the drums we have Kor Kor Shaun and Joseph (they took turns) , on the keys we have Joseph , guitar is Hosea and the singers are me and hosea... got a lot of funny and candid moments... i miss the old times and i hope that we can do that more often.. heehee..
after jamming, i went down to the youthroom and quite a lot of people were there... then we had like so many "dissing" moments... cause Aiken was making fun of Gaius' new hair style... it was like madness laughing... Peachy's laughter is just crazy... hahah...
then i left and went home... just finish eating dinner... feelin' so full and bloated... i think i will be watching "click" tonight... heehee...
*hugs and kisses*

~princess madeline love her prince~

p.s: i love your smile,
baby you're my sugar rush...
you're the sweetest thing i've ever tasted...


XOXO


Monday, August 21, 2006

hello hello everyone!
i slept like 4 plus this morning... was chatting with Carey online till like 3am... we had a ball of a time... heehee... i woke up at like 11 plus to accompany my granny to the hospital for check-up... we waited like forever till it's our turn... freezing! there were some cute NUS medicine students on attachment.. heehee... there's this cute one who is attached to my granny's doctor.. he's name is Terrence Tan... heehee... cuteness! hahah... i think he got a flu so the doctor ask the nurse to get Terrence a mask... hahha... then he quietly put on the mask and i can see that he acutally smile behind the mask... heehee... so cute lah... then he adjust his specs... then he stood in front of me and stare at me...until the doctor ask him to "snap out of it" and follow him to check on my granny... haha...
then i went to East point to get some food... i didn't eat anything since last night's Macs... so i was rather hungry... haha... my granny took a cab home first cause she have to pick Malcolm up from school... so i took bus 38 home on my own...
daddy and mummy came home like super early today... they came back at 6pm... then as usual, they nag and nag.... i shall not complain to you guys what they made me do... but i guess i'll just bite the bullet...
after dinner, i went to revise with Marcus cause he have a maths paper tmr... so yeah... now it's 11:14pm so i will go and read my 17 magazine (look at cute guys) and then go watch 1 korean movie... then do QT and sleep... then go down to church to study...
love you all~

~princess madeline kiss my prince goodnight~

p.s: where are you, my prince?
when you turn around, you will find me...
i will never leave you...
always caring and smiling for you


XOXO




i apologise for not blogging for like 4 days... hahah... i've been so crazy about GOONG ! i love it, love it... it's the best few shows i've ever watched... it's so funny and so sweet... it's like awwww... i just simply love the show... love it ...i'm gonna watch it again and again...
ok, i'm lazy.. hahha... too lazy to blog about the past 4 days and what happened today... just feel so tired and sleepy and sick... so i won't blog... i hope you guys will understand...
love you beautiful people~

~hugs and kisses from princess madeline~

p.s: I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please,Give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one,
That you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now,Before I fall in love


XOXO


Thursday, August 17, 2006



PRINCESS MADDY says HI!!!
heehee... well, actually i didn't wanna go to school today cause i was feelin' kinda sick... got very bad tummyache... but i still force myself out of bed cause i need to pass Fiona the survey findings for Comm Skills... and it's also the last tutorial for econs... so, i fought with the bed monster and i won...hahah
i left school after econs... then i went to KFC to get lunch... you must be wondering why did i still eat KFC even when i have tummyache... hahha... well, i don't know... hahah... just craving! haha... the moment i step out of KFC, i saw like a crowd outside Giant... so i went to take a look lah (so kaypoh)... it's like some FRUITS SALE... then i saw this big board saying THAILAND LONGGANS 100g for $0.18.... i'm like *eyes opened wide* ... i love longgans so i went and got some... goodness... it was war man... all the uncles and aunties fighting with me... i'm like ignoring them and listen to my i-pod while picking the Longgans... then suddenly, this uncle threw the longgan branch at me... then this aunty threw some longgans at me... i'm like in the state of SHOCK! so violent ... hahah... FINALLY i got about 600g for about $1.20... hahah... then i went home...
after lunch, i watch my korean dvd GOONG aka PRINCESS HOUR ... i love it! like omg... it's so funny and so nice... i love it, love it, love it... heehee... i'm gonna watch somemore disc tonight... heehee... I LOVE IT ! heeheee....
now, i'm like multi-tasking... i'm eating my dinner, watching tv and blogging at the same time... PRO right ? hahah...
gotta go now... love~

~dreamy princess madeline~

p.s: ROYALTY !


XOXO



hello everyone !
well, today is a good day.. felt super hyper and happy for no reason... i got back my BCS marks... it's a C+ , C+ and A ... not too bad i think... i told Chan Long that it's at least better than D... he hope that i could get at least a B... but well, i'm contented as long as i pass and don't have to retake this subject cause it sucks...
Chan Long thinks that i'm a stalker/spy ... hahah... cause i always see him in school and he doesn't see me... hahha... let's just say that i have better eye sight... well, he's kinda blur too... like today, i walk pass him at the enterance of Business school, he didn't see me... hahha... well, i'm just more observant...
after BCS, i went to church to meet Coral... then she left to go for YM prayer meeting... feelin' bored, i went to look for a book in the youth room to read... then this book " what hollywood won't tell you about sex, love and dating"... i think it's quite a good book cause it talks about Godly relationship with Biblical principles... so i think it's good... i read almost half the book when shenna and jarrold came...
we started playing UNO... hahha... then jozzie came and wanted to join in... jarrold left for some stuff and jozzie took over... hahah... shenna and me gang up against jozzie... we tried means and ways to prevent jozzie from winning... hahah...*evil grin* then coral came down and we left for Suntec...
for once, bimbo mish was early... hahha... and so May, Coral, Michelle, Mishuelle and me made our way to Kenny Rogers ... i think Kenny Rogers had become the Circle of Trust (C.O.T.S) fav. hang out place or something... hahah... Elaine came when we were about to finish our food... hahah... then as usual, we will share secrets and stuff... we did the ice thingy AGAIN ! we put ice into the Snapple bottle then add salt to make it super cold ... it's like a ritual; everytime we come to Kenny Rogers, we will do it...
then May left and the rest went to Esplanade... i saw my classmate Kenneth working at Wu Zhao Pai.. then we found a "nice" spot and sat down and talk... Mish was so freaked out by insects esp cockroaches... hahha... she scream and scream...hahah...
we left at about 11pm... then took bus 10 home... TV Mobile was showing Project Runway so the girls' eyes are glued on the TV... i got home pretty fast and then quite bathe and change... i think i will try to sleep early tonight... No Goong for me tonight...

~princess madeline seal the promise with a kiss~

p.s: i love you because you make me feel so special... pls remember what you'd promise me...


XOXO


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

hmmm... i haven't blog for 1 day ? well, i was actually intending to blog last night but i was too tired after watching my vcd... i finally finish watching the whole show today... it's a very nice show... good storyline, good actors and actresses... but it's has a sad ending... it's very sad... i cried throughout the show... almost every disc i watch, i cry... i guess i just have to let the sadness out of my heart... i guess there's just too much sadness in me that i didn't voice out and i kept bottling up... so watching this show helps me to relieve my sadness...
i don't want my life to be like the show... but it scares me as there's so much similarities... the lead actor and actress didn't get together in the end... they died like romeo and juliet... love is just so powerful...
school was ok this week... i guess.... this gonna be exams soon... then holidays... i guess i will be working for the whole holidays a total of 7 weeks... my mum is kinda helping me to look for part-time job in the beauty and make-up industry...
so i won't be coming to church for the 7 weeks or so... cause the sales industry don't permit me to have weekend off... i will have to work every single day... so i guess, no young adult service, no main service, no cell time, no dance, no Gift of Love for me for the 7 weeks... hmmm... 7 weeks is 49 days... that's quite long right ? hahha... ok, i'm so not good at comforting myself... hahah... i will have to give up on a lot of things if i work... for one MY MINISTRIES !!! it's my life... but if i don't work, my parents will scream at me and nag at me and i won't be allowed to go to church... so i must as well go to work so that i can earn money and buy myself something...
it's been like almost half a year since i last went shopping for clothes(not formals)... i need to reward myself for being so good...haha... i decided to earn money on my own and don't depend on my parents (those self-centred creatures)... i've got so much things that i want to buy, like clothes, shoes, bags, jackets and so so many more... so i must earn a lot of money...
i pray that i will get to go for the year end mission trip... i will do anything just to go... i pray that my parents will release me ... it will be my birthday wish... i don't want any presents, i just want to go for mission... i want to spend my birthday meaningfully, i wanna spend christmas blessing others... since i can't go for YA camp because of school, i pray that God will allow me to go for missions ... if not, i will be very very sad... i didn't go for church camp because of school, now YA camp also cannot...
I HATE POLY !!! it sucks man... the work is like freaking a lot... the people stinks... the holiday period sucks... it's just not fair... i wanna go ..............
i just need a break... a break from everything... God just take me away...... pls.... take me away...

~princess madeline crying ~

p.s: i love you, even if you love someone else ...
silently i wait for you, just wanna see your smile...
i'm also human, i also have feelings...
why does it hurt so much when i started loving you?


XOXO


Sunday, August 13, 2006

today is a sleepy day... only me, dawn, danellia and charmaine went for C.E class... it was quite expected for me cause last night we went home late... but ......... hahah... we had lesson for about 15-20 mins... then we spend some time talking about Gift of Love... Hosea came to our class after his class ended... so he join in to our conversation... we all chat for a while then went up for service...
service was good... thank God that i stayed awake... hahha... then after service, i went to Beer Garden for lunch with my cell group... Christy joined my cell group and we have this buddy system thingy cause we all have problems doing our QT... hahha... but we'll all work together...
after lunch, i went to the youth room and fell asleep... the rest went to watch Tokyo Drift while i was sleeping... hahha... i slept till about 5 plus despite the noise that some of the youths made...
after sleeping, i decided to go up to the office to look for the people... then we sat down outside Pastor Raymond's cubicle and like chit chat ... it was so like random... then Coral and Mish had a "cat fight"... so crazy lah... then they decided to go to Parkway to eat...
At first i was feelin' emo and stuff, so i didn't go with coral and gang .. then i went to Studio with Ben Choo... Regina and shenna was there so we chit chat... lalalal... then we left at about 8 plus to go to Parkway to meet coral and gang... we had fun and all... then we went home...
i think i will watch some vcd before i sleep tonight... sweet dreams peeps...

~i am a PRINCESS~

p.s: i think i'm still in love with you...
i don't wanna leave you out of my life,
because you're still a part of me...
i know i have to let you go,
but something in me just don't wanna do so...
i'm so in love with you...................


XOXO



Gift of Love was awesome.... it's a fruitful time spent... reaching out to people, talking to them and listening to what they have to say... actually me and michelle are suppose to go free & easy but coral's group was having some problem with Hokkien so they request that i should go up and help them... we spent slightly more than 1 hours talking to 2 different family... hearing all the stories makes me feel so sad... but all we can do is to bless them with gifts and show them the love...
after GOL, we went to katong to eat Boon Tong Kee chicken rice... it was nice and the fellowship was great...after eating, we went back to church to slack and rest then we go down to the expo...
all i can say is that, today was quite a good day... gotta go to bed now since it's already 2am and i have to wake up by about 7plus... so i only have like less than 5 hours... love ya ~

~princess madeline hugs~

p.s: my God is big, so strong, so mighty...


XOXO


Saturday, August 12, 2006

finally BCS is over... yippy!!! hahah...
today's special service is really so so amazing... Pastor Ezekiel talk about the "Glory Dust" and we seriously saw the "glitter" falling on us...

fine... my bloody father is nagging like some stupid *toot*
gotta go now....

~sweet dreams~

p.s: can't wait for Gift of love


XOXO


Friday, August 11, 2006

hello everyone... i'm like so tired recently... so many things happening at the same time... so i don't really have the time to blog in detail... but i describe briefly....here goes:

Tuesday 8/8/06
As usual, there's school... oh, Comm Skills test... i hope that i will score high marks... hmmm, what else... oh, there's a National Day prayer in Kallang Indoor Stadium ... it's good ... then i went to Pastor Mark's place Sunhaven to have a stayover with Issac, Emmanuel, Joel.o, Joel.c, jozzie, coral, elaine, mishuelle, sarah lin, regina, shaun, Gaius....
Coral, elaine, mish and me went swimming at 1 or 2 am... hahha... it's FREEZING !!! hahha ... then Gaius, shaun,Joel.o and jozzie came down to join us... then we soak in the water till 4 plus... after we all bathe, it's already 5 plus... the rest of the peeps are already asleep... they were sleeping at the living rooom so joel.o, mish , coral and me conquered the kitchen... hahha.. we started by talking etc then i got really tired so i slept... the next morning i found out that peachy(joel.o) also fell alseep ...hahah...

Wednesday 9/8/06
joel.c and shaun went to sempang to get breakfast for the rest who survived.. hahah... we stay around, played games and all... it's really fun... i learn how to play Cluedo and Risk... so cool lah... Joel.C, emmanuel , mish and me played... so so fun... hahah... we played till 5:30pm then we went to the airport to welcome Lorraine back ... now she looks so similar to Rach from the back... haha... then we wanted to eat Popeyes but the frying machine broke down so there's no fried chicken... and so, we went BK instead... we saw shenna there studying... we left around 9 plus 10 and i reached home like 11 plus... so my day ended like that...

Thursday 10/8/06
i had school ....... i left after econs ... went to church to study BCS... then went to Andrew and Grace Home .... it was a fruitful trip... and i'm just so excited for Gift of Love and missions... i pray that i can go... if i can go, i will be celebrating my birthday and christmas overseas... how cool can that get ? my first birthday overseas... heehee... ok... now it's like 2:24am ... and i'm still watching dvd....
rest well peeps... love~

~princess madeline thinking of you~

p.s: sorry, i love you...........


XOXO


Monday, August 07, 2006

I'm feeling so blue,
crying over you...
I'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears...
So done with wishing,
you were still here...
I'm so sick of love songs,
so sad and slow...


Because you have a special place in my heart;
it hurts when i have to let you go...
It's all me and my silly brain from the start...
I can blame no one for all that i'm feeling now...


Reality is cruel...
Reality is that i'm never good enough for anyone....

~i'm just lying to myself~


XOXO


Sunday, August 06, 2006

i woke up feelin' lost in time... i could not remember things that i do or say... i didn't rmb if my brother came home, i didn't rmb him talking to me and worst, i didn't rmb myself replying him...hahha... i seriously cam't rmb anything at all... hahah... feel like as if i've been in coma for so long and not know what happened... hahah
then i went to church for C.E and then service... felt a lil' emo... hahah... then i went for lunch with the KC girls because no one from my cell came except Livia who is the cell leader... but she left early cause she was not feeling well... then i felt sad lah... cause i'm already emo then i'm like left alone like that... so i was rather sad lah... but nevermind.. Brina is so cute lah... but a lil' naughty... hahah... then we went for meeting after lunch... discuss about dance ministry and all the stuff... it was a good and fun time... then we clean up BASC and they(hosea and gang) left for studio... i stayed in the youthroom with the KC girls and shenna and bel and the rest of the youths lah... then i felt emo again so i talk to bel and stuff and she prayed for me and i felt much much better...
by the time we reach studio, me and shenna felt very left out... cause Hosea, Rayvin, Joel.c, vicky and mei mei are like doing their own stuff and the whole up-rock thingy... and the thing is that shenna and me don't know how to do it so we just sat with the KC girls ... i felt so left out because Hosea and gang is like so exclusive lah... like the PRO dancers group/clique... but i encouraged shenna to go over and like join them lah... but we still feel left out and we went back to the KC clique... sighs... actually i was a lil' angry but i'm ok now... hahha... we left early cause i just feel like as if i'm wasting my time in studio not dancing and making the KC girls wait for me to go for dinner... so i ask them to go for dinner so we left studio... i kinda didn't say goodbye to some of them... but ....... whatever lah...
we went Sempang for dinner... it was funny and "entertaining" time... hahah... then Coral and i walk home at about 10... we talk and spend time together... and it was good... hahah...
i think i will stop here and go watch some movies before sleeping...bye bye... nights

~princess madeline smiles~

p.s: looks like as if we belong to different world... but you never fails to put a smile on my face after every frown you placed...


XOXO


Saturday, August 05, 2006

i love the beach... it's so fun... had a great time today... we only left church at 3 plus ... when we reach East Coast, we started building sandcastle.. hahah... we decided to 'compete' with this group of JC students who are building this gigantic sandcastle lah... but we obviously is not as good as them lah... they are like professionals... haha... in the end, our sandcastle looks like a poo poo... hahah... then i decided to play with water guns... heehee... had so so much fun... running after people and shooting water at them... haha...
then we played captain's ball... haha... it was a friendly match lah... hahha... so yup... then we quickly wash up and stuff... then we make our way down to Lagoon to eat... we ordered Stingray and oyster omelet...but we feel so cheated lah... hahah...the portion is so small and it cost so much... hahah... then we walk back to church from Lagoon... feel so full... muahaha...
We watched Mindhunters... like goodness... i was freaked out throughout the whole show lah... i don't like the show at all... it's so gruesome... hate it lah... the show ended at about 10 and we left church at 10 plus... waited for bus 12 but it was too packed so the bus uncle told us to wait for the next one... so we waited ... then there is this wierd old man who came down from bus 14 , he stood in front of me .. then he looked at Joash and his "tatoo" hand and mumble to himself lah... i was so so freaked out by him... then Michelle Lam kept pulling my t-shirt... i'm like... AH!!!!haha... then the wierd man went up the next bus 12 lah... i was so so afraid to go up the bus but since hosea and the rest went up already, i just go lor... then after Hosea alighted, Rayvin and the rest decided to go to the upper deck and then the wierd uncle walked towards me lah... then he stare at me , stare and stare lah... then he came closer and closer... i'm like OH MY GOSH!!! but THANK GOD he alighted the stop before mine... hahah... today is such a trumatised day for me... first the stuppid movie then now the mad man...
gotta go to bed already lah... feel so so tired after such a long day... love ya all...

~princess madeline was saved by her prince~

p.s: thank you for saving me and protecting me, my prince charming


XOXO



it's been a tiring week for me... lots of last minute things to do for projects, reports and assignments to do... sighs... but now it's over... and it's SATURDAY... heehee... i can't wait to go to the beach... yeah yeah...

3/8/2006 (thursday)
i went to church after school to meet Coral and Mishuelle to go to Cartel with the teachers from BASC... we ate so much stuff... like seriously a lot... the bill is like $240 like that... although there's 10 people lah... so i think it's a little expensive... we made so much noise and had so much fun... i love the teachers... like Aunty Linda, Aunty Pat, Aunty Bing Xiang, Aunty Rosline, Aunty Shirely, Aunty Carol and the aunty who is the cook for BASC... they are all so funny and nice... after a hearty dinner, we went to HAGEN DAZZ.. it's like WOW... my 2 fav. restuarant all in one day... then we ordered chocolate fondue and ice-creams... it's so yummy... i ate my Macademia Nut ice-cream... i love it... Aunty Linda likes macademia nuts too... heehee... oh ya, that Coral and Mishuelle so naughty lah ... keep telling the Aunties that i'm getting married... Laugh Out Loud... then Aunty Pat thinks that the 3 of us will have Caucassian boyfriends... hahah... then as usual, Mish and Coral will make fun of me... hahah
after ice-cream, coral and i walk back to church cause we're too full... our stomach bloat as if we're pregnant... hahah... feel so fat... hahaha... then we went up to hall 3A and saw Joel Ooi's friend... the emo/punk look with Paul Twohill's hair... hhaha... i heard that he's good with drums... hahah... then Vanessa came to church with the car to bring us to Senpang... Jozzie tags along... quite a number of us were at Sempang... we left after eating... Vanessa drove me home... heehee...
then my dearest grace sms me to tell me to do project... i'm like *burst into tears*... i wanna sleep... i'm like so tired and burnt out... but i quickly finish it and go to bed...

4/8/2006(Friday)
i went to school... the Intro HT test was ok... hahah... but i think i have quite a number of mistakes... sighs... OB lecture was fun cause we did some like "personality test" but it's a test on how you handle conflict... and i'm a teddy bear... hahah... my lecturer says that those who fall in the teddy bear category are good partners in life... heehee... out of the many people from my lecture group, only 6 girls including me and 1 boy who are teddy bears... so cool huh... hahah... i left after lecture and rush to church to meet Coral, May, Vanessa, Michelle and the rest to go for Festival of Praise... we ate KFC at kallang and took 608 to the stadium... i almost died on 608... the bus is like swinging from side to side... hahahha.... Festival of Praise was AWESOME... the praise and worship was good and the Word is AWESOME... oh, the preacher is from Argentina so he got that slang thing... hahaha... FOP end at about 10:20pm then we walk to the bus stop to take a bus home... so tired... i'm meeting Michelle in church at 11 plus ... so i better sleep early and have enough rest so that i can have fun at the BEACH PARTY...heehee...
*hugs and kisses to all*

~princess madeline kiss you goodnight at 1am~

p.s: i can't help falling in love with you...


XOXO


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

BEACH PARTY
if you are a Young Adult who is above 17 years old...
if you love the SUN and SAND and SEA...
& born to have FUN, FUN and MORE FUN...

you have to come down to East Coast Park this saturady to enjoy yourself and have a ball of a time...
it's old school style... ball games, building sand castles and pulling out all your water guns and have a splashing good time !!!

for more details, pls feel free to sms me at 97717261...

ok... done with the advertisement about the Beach Party... hahah... Bel asked me to promote the party on my blog ... so yup ... hahah... you guys have to come... it's gonna be so so AWESOME that you don't wanna miss it... after the party there will be more events lined up for YOU GUYS...

today is a sneeze sneeze day for me... haha... have been sneezing randomly for the whole day... it's so annoying... hahha... school end early today so i ate lunch with Sheena, Grace and Monica at Mensa then i left for church... while waiting for Michelle to come for the meeting, i randomly picked up a book to read and it was quite good... haha... Michelle came and we started sorting out the canned food for Gift of Love... the YM leaders were in church cause they have a prayer meeting... after packing for a while, Michelle, Chellie and me started talking ... hahha... talking about lots of things... hahah... and Berty came to join us in the Youth Room... and he made me realised that men are really from MARS and women are from VENUS... hahah... then Chellie left to go shopping... heehee... then i sat down with Michelle and started talking about more personal stuff... and we both had so much fun, sharing with one another... heehee... then Addy came because Michelle planned to go jogging with Addy... so cute lah... hahah... so i went home after that... heehee.. i just finish my Intro HT report and hope that i will be able to chill out tonight and go to bed early...
gotta go and watch Singapore Idol now... bye bye... oh but before that, let's see some shout outs...

Shout out to Michelle: I LOVE YOU!!! i had fun talking to you and i hope to do that again soon...
Shout Out to Addy: you're not ignored and never will because i love you... hugs and kisses to my sweet sweet addy...
Shout out to Bel: i can't wait for saturday...
Shout out to Coral: although i don't know what you're going through and i don't know how to comfort you... but i just wanna let you know that i care and i love you so much... thanks for being there for me when i need someone...
Shout out to Chan Long: although we didn't meet 3 times in a row, but we still have an appointment to eat lunch together... now it's your turn to SENSE my presence... heehee

~princess madeline loves you ALL~

p.s: Beauty is how you feel inside, and it reflects in your eyes...
In other words please be true; in other words, i love you


XOXO


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

it's 12:45 midnight... i just finish doing my econs newspaper articles... going to bed soon... but before that, i just wanna blog about today... hmmm... this morning during Comm Skills, i felt so stressed out ... then i sms Chan Long and he encouraged me and gave me advice...
shout out to Chan Long: this is my 2nd time publishing your name on my blog... just wanna say a BIG thank you and that you are really very nice
i pass my BCS Excel test... although i just pass like 17.5/30 ... i still thank God for that... at least i didn't fail... many people got like 20 plus... Kenneth got full marks... Grace and Sheena got 29 each... i'm like.... lousy lousy... sighs ... but nevermind...
after BCS, we stayed back for a while to do RHT SPSS... and then i was still too early to meet Bel and the rest for movies ... so i went to Times bookshop at TM to read some novels and books... i really love reading... but ever since poly, i don't have quality time for reading and for leisure... hahah... i miss reading lah...
then i met the rest who are , Bel, Livia, Hosea and his friend Pearly, Berty, Joel.C and coral... LAKE HOUSE IS NICE !!!! although the story is a little complicated and livia didn't really understand, i still like it ... heeheehee... and the ending is nice ... the sad parts of the stories i almost cried k... hahah... but it's a happy ending ... so yippy ... hahha
then we went foodcourt to chat and eat fruits... then we went home... when i'm in the bus, i turned EMO... hahah... then i quickly rush home to do my econs ... so that tmr i can go for my meeting in the afternoon... i can't wait for the projects to end... by next week it will end ... which means exams are coming... sighs... i've yet to study... oh, i still have Intro HT's report to do and class test to study... thursday is Econs presentation...
i can't wait for weekend... this week YA, we are going to the beach... it's gonna be a time for fun in the sun... i'm gonna soak up the sun... and have so much fun... i can't wait.... 3 more days to weekend... count down...

~princess madeline kiss her prince on his cheek~

p.s: you promise me to smile because your smile is the reason of me smiling... i love you so so much ...


XOXO



today is a nice day for sleeping... but i HAVE to go to school ... it's such a chore... argh... first lesson RHT, i didn't even understand a thing about that subject lah... all the stats and stuff... i don't understand and don't get it...... i hate it....
then lunch... at tom yum soup with rice... yummy... then Comm Skills tutorial... boring ... feeling EMO in the middle of class... so i started doodling on my book instead of writing down answers... i don't know why but i can't stop doodling... just draw and draw whatever that's on my mind... just letting all the feelings inside of me out... on to the papers... letting my hands do all the talking...
then i skipped lecture cause of some Private & Confidential stuff to attend to... then i went TM to meet Mishuelle first... chatted for a while and we saw Jac from KC then she came over and said hi... she was waiting for Becky Tess... then they left to watch Lake House... then Mr Jozzie and Joel.C came and we went to watch Dragon Tiger Gate...
i think the movie is not bad... nice nice... i like it when they fight... they are like so Gangster but i LIKE ... heehee... my dad told me that the comic is like first published when he's like primary school which is like 30 plus years ago... like goodness... he can even remember the names and the stories ... hahah
then we went Long John to eat ... Aiken, Ben Choo, Rach and Issac came to meet us... then after eating we went to the carpark area to sit and talk ... JOzzie and Aiken are like singing ... then Joel acted innocent but sat there mouthing the lyrics... hahah ... boys went mad... hahah
i went home ............ now feelin' like *toot*... hahah ... i need my sleep... like 15 hours or something ... i wanna sleep... kill myself lah ... hate school ... hate school .... there's Excel test tmr somemore .... i hate it ..... i'm going insane...

~princess madeline lost~

p.s: lost in You alone, is where i wanna be to hear Your voice. Softly in my ears, You whisper words to me that i am Yours. Can't live a day without Your presence, closer to You i wanna be. My soul cries out for more of You, my Lord, my portion and hope. I close my eyes and feel You near, there's nobody else that can take Your place in my heart...


XOXO