these pictures reminded me of how fortunate i truly am... with awesome friends in my life... with great leaders who are supporting me all the way... with powerful mentor watching over me... i thank God for all of that...
this week have been rather crazy for me... and i guess for many others...
1) Yuan Xiang had left to be with the Lord and i believe that even though she is no longer here with us but i know that God is using this chance for us to reach out to her family and friends who have yet to know God... i believe that she is safe with Jesus...
2) My parents have stopped giving me pocket money... for about 3 weeks already... my pay from March have already been dried up... now i can't withdraw money from the bank cause i don't even have $20 inside... it's really crazy not having a cent to spend... i guess i will have to eat only at home... i pray that my April pay will come soon... so that i can at least have some money to eat and pay for transport...
3) My brother have been acting retarded just to get out of NS... he's really an idiot lah... it's not that i look down on him but seriously, NS is not a big deal... he is just too weak to go through what normal people go through... still wanna talk about being punk, being gangster and being fierce... he can't even stand the fact of going NS...
being sick now doesn't help in the situation... my immune is down and all the doctor can do is to give me loads of antibiotics to bring up my immune level... i will pray and i will rest... but satan never stop attacking... i will choose to believe and use the authority that is given by God to fight against satan...
anyways, there is something that is still bothering me a lot... the fact that i need a partner... yes, i know i know... things often trigger me off to think about it... today my classmate's boyfriend came to class today to surprise her with a birthday cake... because he is going overseas tomorrow, so he can't celebrate it with her on the actual day...
it's kinda random but still sweet... and i saw another classmate with her boyfriend on my way to school this morning too... i mean... it is normal to see couples around but it just cause a tick in me...
hahah... must be the 'sickness' that cause me to be whiny... haha... CHEER UP MADDY CHAN!!! mine will come, and when he does, he will be the BEST! like what meredith say, the bus that you're waiting for will come... don't be quick to hop onto anyone because you won't know where it will bring you to... wait for it, it will come... it's just not time yet...
so.... i will be HAPPY ^__^ i must stay strong for myself, for God, for my friends... because i know that even though i'm alone, i must be strong... i will not fear guys who hate me because i'm strong... i will not stay as a damsel in destress cause i will rise up and be that warrior princess that God had called me to be...
i will await the prince to come...