Wednesday, January 31, 2007
$ money matters $
hello hello everyone... today is a brain-dead day... my tiny brain is malfunctioning.. the moment i got home only, my parents fight fight fight... because of money...
money money money... one of the reason why i didn't go to movies with the peeps is because of money... i don't wanna take money from my parents and spend it on leisure while my parents have to work so hard...
i'm not as fortunate as the rest... get to shop like every week... or like enjoy all types of leisure and expensive food... well, i just have to spend all my money wisely...
anyways... i was teaching my brother malcolm chinese... hahah... he's so funny lah... i love spending time with him... i hope that we won't drift apart like matthew and marcus... i also viewed all my past friendster testimonals... it's like... all my friends... those that i haven't speak to for so so long... and also my brother, Matthew's testimonial for me... from time to time... it gets harsher and harsher... oh well... people change
maddy is wonder woman... hahaha... i'm gonna be awesome... i know... once i unleash my potential... i can reach the stars... i can achieve everything God have planned for me... like what the channel 8 show 'The Peak' says
"the more you fear, you will start to slow down or even stop... but if you just continue to ride faster and faster, you will not fear anything and you will realise that you've moved on"
that's all for today... here's some pictures of me... when i'm small of course... *sorry for the blur pictures*
~princess maddy going stronger and stronger~
p.s: why did i dream of you? how random
cute lil' maddy...
i'm a happy child... and i will always be :)
i love soft toys... roll around
hello hello everyone... today is a brain-dead day... my tiny brain is malfunctioning.. the moment i got home only, my parents fight fight fight... because of money...
money money money... one of the reason why i didn't go to movies with the peeps is because of money... i don't wanna take money from my parents and spend it on leisure while my parents have to work so hard...
i'm not as fortunate as the rest... get to shop like every week... or like enjoy all types of leisure and expensive food... well, i just have to spend all my money wisely...
anyways... i was teaching my brother malcolm chinese... hahah... he's so funny lah... i love spending time with him... i hope that we won't drift apart like matthew and marcus... i also viewed all my past friendster testimonals... it's like... all my friends... those that i haven't speak to for so so long... and also my brother, Matthew's testimonial for me... from time to time... it gets harsher and harsher... oh well... people change
maddy is wonder woman... hahaha... i'm gonna be awesome... i know... once i unleash my potential... i can reach the stars... i can achieve everything God have planned for me... like what the channel 8 show 'The Peak' says
"the more you fear, you will start to slow down or even stop... but if you just continue to ride faster and faster, you will not fear anything and you will realise that you've moved on"
that's all for today... here's some pictures of me... when i'm small of course... *sorry for the blur pictures*
~princess maddy going stronger and stronger~
p.s: why did i dream of you? how random
cute lil' maddy...
i'm a happy child... and i will always be :)
i love soft toys... roll aroundXOXO
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
campaign for real beauty
reason behind why true beauty becomes distorted...
photoshop...
materialism...
plastic surgery...
make-up...
do you know that 1 out of 5 girls consider plastic sugery?
how do you feel when you hear that or read about it?
the articles on the website for campaign for real beauty are really good... girls that lack of confidence, lack of self-esteem... those who think that they are useless because of some disorder or learning disabilities... those who think that they are ugly because they have scars or they look funny... but they all manage to pull through and became what i call true gorgeous girls...
it's not the skinny or tall or pretty that are attractive... BUT those who are confident, who love themselves... those who doesn't damage their bodies just to look pretty...
"love yourself, because you are beautiful"
alrighty... it's only monday but already drained all my energy for the week... i'm like drained by all the work... went to school from 9 to 6... it's so so tiring... maddy is dying lah... asking for strength from the Lord...
my whole body is aching like mad.... from my neck, all the way to my toes... goodness...
PAIN
~princess maddy love prince malcolm~
p.s: the love for you is gone...
reason behind why true beauty becomes distorted...
photoshop...
materialism...
plastic surgery...
make-up...
do you know that 1 out of 5 girls consider plastic sugery?
how do you feel when you hear that or read about it?
the articles on the website for campaign for real beauty are really good... girls that lack of confidence, lack of self-esteem... those who think that they are useless because of some disorder or learning disabilities... those who think that they are ugly because they have scars or they look funny... but they all manage to pull through and became what i call true gorgeous girls...
it's not the skinny or tall or pretty that are attractive... BUT those who are confident, who love themselves... those who doesn't damage their bodies just to look pretty...
"love yourself, because you are beautiful"
alrighty... it's only monday but already drained all my energy for the week... i'm like drained by all the work... went to school from 9 to 6... it's so so tiring... maddy is dying lah... asking for strength from the Lord...
my whole body is aching like mad.... from my neck, all the way to my toes... goodness...
PAIN
~princess maddy love prince malcolm~
p.s: the love for you is gone...
me and my lil' brother, Malcolm... he's gonna be so gorgeous
daddy and mummy say that malcolm is a "mini-me"... heehe
XOXO
Monday, January 29, 2007
the garment of PRAISE
today is so so awesome... Pastor Jonathan is the BOMB... he's so funny and so genuine... so sincerce and i guess the adults are touched as well... this is the first time the adults were so enthu during service... oh, Steffi is my new cell girl :)
we went to KFC for lunch... it was awesome.... *so delicious*
then we went back for dance... the girls have physical conditioning... we are like dying from the jumping jacks... the abs workout... and then there was a short free time... coral and the rest were talking to Stacey and Addy while Regina, Meimei and me decided to do something real random and retarded... hahah... just to entertain ourselves...
Regina and Ian and Nelson sweep BASC while me and Gaius mop the place up... and those people... they abandon me and Gaius lah... we are nice enough to mop the place and they just left and went to SPC... not a single one waited for us... how heartless
we went to the rooftop and Hosea shared his experience at Rain's JYP audtion... hahah... super funny... Rayvin shared and it's good... then we worship and prayed for a short while cause it's raining... we went to studio and continue to do some physical training...
work those muscles and lose those fats
it's really tiring for me because i'm still a lil' sick (just unknown)... and then i haven't been resting enough... just really pushing the limit i guess... and like dance and all... but it was good lah... like that can serve God and lose weight in a healthy way... hahah...
i wanna lose at least 5kg by June... then another 5kg and more by dec... so in Dec especially during Christmas, maddy will be on her way to becoming a hot babe... wooohooo
i wanna be slim again..... argh........ can't help it... people are getting more and more... realistic... valentines day is coming soon and maddy is date-less.... oh who cares... screw those couples... hhahha... mind my language but who cares about them lah... they won't even understand... all the heartbreaks... especially those popular people or those who are like their first partner is their "life" partner... whatever
something i kinda realise:
check list for the perfect girl:
big boobs
toned, round ass
skinny/toned legs
mismerising eyes
killer smile
hot devil's body
smart and witty/bimbotic
small and tiny/tall and lengthy
nice diva hair
good taste for fashion
alluring perfume
uses branded stuff... nothing cheapo
live like a princess... or maybe a queen
i'm just like "sorry but i don't fall in ANY of the above category..."
it's ok if i'm left on the shelve or whatever cause i don't need a knight to make me feel loved... all i need is Jesus
~princess maddy loves to be on her own at times~
p.s: champions train, losers complain
i'm not emo or depressed, so shut your mouth
today is so so awesome... Pastor Jonathan is the BOMB... he's so funny and so genuine... so sincerce and i guess the adults are touched as well... this is the first time the adults were so enthu during service... oh, Steffi is my new cell girl :)
we went to KFC for lunch... it was awesome.... *so delicious*
then we went back for dance... the girls have physical conditioning... we are like dying from the jumping jacks... the abs workout... and then there was a short free time... coral and the rest were talking to Stacey and Addy while Regina, Meimei and me decided to do something real random and retarded... hahah... just to entertain ourselves...
Regina and Ian and Nelson sweep BASC while me and Gaius mop the place up... and those people... they abandon me and Gaius lah... we are nice enough to mop the place and they just left and went to SPC... not a single one waited for us... how heartless
we went to the rooftop and Hosea shared his experience at Rain's JYP audtion... hahah... super funny... Rayvin shared and it's good... then we worship and prayed for a short while cause it's raining... we went to studio and continue to do some physical training...
work those muscles and lose those fats
it's really tiring for me because i'm still a lil' sick (just unknown)... and then i haven't been resting enough... just really pushing the limit i guess... and like dance and all... but it was good lah... like that can serve God and lose weight in a healthy way... hahah...
i wanna lose at least 5kg by June... then another 5kg and more by dec... so in Dec especially during Christmas, maddy will be on her way to becoming a hot babe... wooohooo
i wanna be slim again..... argh........ can't help it... people are getting more and more... realistic... valentines day is coming soon and maddy is date-less.... oh who cares... screw those couples... hhahha... mind my language but who cares about them lah... they won't even understand... all the heartbreaks... especially those popular people or those who are like their first partner is their "life" partner... whatever
something i kinda realise:
check list for the perfect girl:
big boobs
toned, round ass
skinny/toned legs
mismerising eyes
killer smile
hot devil's body
smart and witty/bimbotic
small and tiny/tall and lengthy
nice diva hair
good taste for fashion
alluring perfume
uses branded stuff... nothing cheapo
live like a princess... or maybe a queen
i'm just like "sorry but i don't fall in ANY of the above category..."
it's ok if i'm left on the shelve or whatever cause i don't need a knight to make me feel loved... all i need is Jesus
~princess maddy loves to be on her own at times~
p.s: champions train, losers complain
i'm not emo or depressed, so shut your mouth
XOXO
Sunday, January 28, 2007
SPIRITUAL TENACITY
just asking God for that tenacity... that tenacity to go on with life... run this race with the COACH and trusting Him, training hard and have faith... though the training can be tough and ridiculous at times but just realising that God have the best plans in mind for us...
service was really good... worship and even the altar call... God spoke so so clearly... and thank God that He is still willing to love me and what more, speak to me... i just pray that i will never lose my spiritual ears... i wanna hear from God all the time... like the sheep and shepherd... the sheep recognises the shepherd's voice...
i'm just like watching tv... some HongKong SARS show thingy... it's pretty cool... and it kinda remind me of how vunerable we humans can be... just one tiny bacteria can kill so many people... and it's like our life can end so easily, and like what Rach shared as part of her sermon was "what can you present to God when you meet Him?"... like some people can be really awesome and when they get to heaven, they can present their crowns to God...
and like if you were to die and meet God, what can you present to Him?
i pray that i will have crowns to place at the feet of God's throne... and i will have precious stones and gold on my hands when God place the fire on my hands... most of all, make an impact in the lives of others... to be the best that i can ever be...
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: You're the God who holds me by the hand
just asking God for that tenacity... that tenacity to go on with life... run this race with the COACH and trusting Him, training hard and have faith... though the training can be tough and ridiculous at times but just realising that God have the best plans in mind for us...
service was really good... worship and even the altar call... God spoke so so clearly... and thank God that He is still willing to love me and what more, speak to me... i just pray that i will never lose my spiritual ears... i wanna hear from God all the time... like the sheep and shepherd... the sheep recognises the shepherd's voice...
i'm just like watching tv... some HongKong SARS show thingy... it's pretty cool... and it kinda remind me of how vunerable we humans can be... just one tiny bacteria can kill so many people... and it's like our life can end so easily, and like what Rach shared as part of her sermon was "what can you present to God when you meet Him?"... like some people can be really awesome and when they get to heaven, they can present their crowns to God...
and like if you were to die and meet God, what can you present to Him?
i pray that i will have crowns to place at the feet of God's throne... and i will have precious stones and gold on my hands when God place the fire on my hands... most of all, make an impact in the lives of others... to be the best that i can ever be...
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: You're the God who holds me by the hand
XOXO
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Thank God It's Friday!!!
whee~~~ another week closer to freedom... school was crazy crazy crazy... i went for the Service Ambassador interview... it's a 2 by 2 interview... so me and Krish went in together... it was ok lah... hahha... i'm like not really passionate about it or like "die die must get in" kind...
anyways, F&B lecture was mega crazy... all the french names of Red & White wine... all the regions and places and all... goodness... can serious kill all your brain cells leh... hahahah
after lecture, i went down to church and kinda try to do some F&B work... did a little then soon all the music people came and we ate some snacks from SPC then we went up... being as clumsy as whatever, i bang my head against the corner of the door... it swing open and hit my head... what a clumsy person...
then i went for music meeting/sharing... it was really good... excellent!!!
tomorrow is saturday... but somehow it feels wierd... like the rest i have is never enough... life for me now is rather intense... goodness... anyways, many things happened and i don't intend to blog about it... i'm just like 'whatever'... hahah...
i'm gonna go and do my stuff now... and try to sleep early cause i have L.A Unit meeting tomorrow at 11am... tiring but we have run the race... of course not alone but with God :)
~princess maddy grabs her pillow~
p.s: my hopeful future...
being an air stewardess,
holding on to God's word,
flying from countries to countries,
thinking of my husband...
if only it could happen NOW!
whee~~~ another week closer to freedom... school was crazy crazy crazy... i went for the Service Ambassador interview... it's a 2 by 2 interview... so me and Krish went in together... it was ok lah... hahha... i'm like not really passionate about it or like "die die must get in" kind...
anyways, F&B lecture was mega crazy... all the french names of Red & White wine... all the regions and places and all... goodness... can serious kill all your brain cells leh... hahahah
after lecture, i went down to church and kinda try to do some F&B work... did a little then soon all the music people came and we ate some snacks from SPC then we went up... being as clumsy as whatever, i bang my head against the corner of the door... it swing open and hit my head... what a clumsy person...
then i went for music meeting/sharing... it was really good... excellent!!!
tomorrow is saturday... but somehow it feels wierd... like the rest i have is never enough... life for me now is rather intense... goodness... anyways, many things happened and i don't intend to blog about it... i'm just like 'whatever'... hahah...
i'm gonna go and do my stuff now... and try to sleep early cause i have L.A Unit meeting tomorrow at 11am... tiring but we have run the race... of course not alone but with God :)
~princess maddy grabs her pillow~
p.s: my hopeful future...
being an air stewardess,
holding on to God's word,
flying from countries to countries,
thinking of my husband...
if only it could happen NOW!
XOXO
Friday, January 26, 2007
as white as snow...
that kinda describe my face colour... i just woke up from a nap... kinda feel too sick at about 6pm, so i went to take a nap... well, i didn't feel any better... the moment i woke up, i went to the toilet and saw my pale face... goodness, i look like a ghost lah... my face is like seriously white... lighter than my pale pink t-shirt...
i'm like eating dinner now... feel kinda wierd and like everything seems loud and noisy...
after eating, i still gotta do my F&B research etc etc... oh my.... work work work... gotta go now... it's friday tomorrow so REJOICE !
~princess maddy falls asleep~
p.s: black is black, white is white... i don't like grey
that kinda describe my face colour... i just woke up from a nap... kinda feel too sick at about 6pm, so i went to take a nap... well, i didn't feel any better... the moment i woke up, i went to the toilet and saw my pale face... goodness, i look like a ghost lah... my face is like seriously white... lighter than my pale pink t-shirt...
i'm like eating dinner now... feel kinda wierd and like everything seems loud and noisy...
after eating, i still gotta do my F&B research etc etc... oh my.... work work work... gotta go now... it's friday tomorrow so REJOICE !
~princess maddy falls asleep~
p.s: black is black, white is white... i don't like grey
XOXO
let it snow...
let it snow...
let it snow...
before anyone else tells me that it's the wrong song for the wrong season, i think i better stop... hahah... why 'let it snow'? firstly, i miss the snowy scene in Korea... makes me wanna go Korea even more... then Carey is going to Paris... and there's snow...
last but never the least, your dearest Princess Maddy is freezing in the library... yes yes yes... library = geek... alright, i admit that i'm a geek lah... i just finish my part for my Econs project so i'm like taking time off to blog and kinda let my mind rest... i'm like feeling super sleeping... the doctor lied to me lah... he say the flu medicine doesn't make me feel drowsy... no wonder yesterday he said something like "this can make you sleep tonight"....
diao -.-
hahah... anyways... i'm seriously freezing... feel like as if i'm dying or something... still got so much things to do... work seem never ending... my oh my...
i'm so not prepared for sociology... didn't really study yesterday cause i was sick and i can't really concentrate... and before that, there were so many projects deadline to rush... so i didn't study... i'm so dead... God, you really have to help me through my sociology paper
boohoohooo... i just wanna sleep... so hopefully i will be able to do my sociology paper, then i'll home and do stuff....
here's my things to do for TODAY:
1) do my F&B research
2) do psychology tutorial
3) do Comm Skills
4) revise psychology
5) watch TV...
i'm so addicted to serial drama now... hahah... especially the 9pm Channel 8 "The Peak"... and the 10pm Channel U "war & beauty".... it's so nice lah... hahhah
anyways, i wanna go take a nap / continue to study sociology...
~princess maddy shivers~
projects + tests + exams + reports + assignments + tutorials = poly life = living hell
let it snow...
let it snow...
before anyone else tells me that it's the wrong song for the wrong season, i think i better stop... hahah... why 'let it snow'? firstly, i miss the snowy scene in Korea... makes me wanna go Korea even more... then Carey is going to Paris... and there's snow...
last but never the least, your dearest Princess Maddy is freezing in the library... yes yes yes... library = geek... alright, i admit that i'm a geek lah... i just finish my part for my Econs project so i'm like taking time off to blog and kinda let my mind rest... i'm like feeling super sleeping... the doctor lied to me lah... he say the flu medicine doesn't make me feel drowsy... no wonder yesterday he said something like "this can make you sleep tonight"....
diao -.-
hahah... anyways... i'm seriously freezing... feel like as if i'm dying or something... still got so much things to do... work seem never ending... my oh my...
i'm so not prepared for sociology... didn't really study yesterday cause i was sick and i can't really concentrate... and before that, there were so many projects deadline to rush... so i didn't study... i'm so dead... God, you really have to help me through my sociology paper
boohoohooo... i just wanna sleep... so hopefully i will be able to do my sociology paper, then i'll home and do stuff....
here's my things to do for TODAY:
1) do my F&B research
2) do psychology tutorial
3) do Comm Skills
4) revise psychology
5) watch TV...
i'm so addicted to serial drama now... hahah... especially the 9pm Channel 8 "The Peak"... and the 10pm Channel U "war & beauty".... it's so nice lah... hahhah
anyways, i wanna go take a nap / continue to study sociology...
~princess maddy shivers~
projects + tests + exams + reports + assignments + tutorials = poly life = living hell
XOXO
Thursday, January 25, 2007
maddy is ill
went to school this morning for Sociology lecture at 10... then did Econs research for my project then go to IMH for field trip... OMG!!!! i finally met my eye candy... he's grace's psychology classmate... i'm like *gaw drop*... cause me and grace are getting to the bus area and we met him then he was quite friendly and like "why not lets go together?"... i was like *yes*
he's really nice and funny... got a killer smile lah... everytime i look at him, he will smile and all... i'm like melt... hahahah... so during the IMH tour, melissa, Ruiyin, Krish, me and my eye candy & his friend went together... Emily andGrace kinda got sepearted from us... i can't stop looking at my eye candy lah... goodness... super cute can... tall, tanned, got a sense of humour, killer smile and super good-looking...
BUT!
i think he got a girlfriend... and he's born in 1989... shucks man... i don't go for younger boys...
anyways, the trip was good... get to see a lot of new things... like the wards, the rehab centres etc... and also have a talk on the different mental problems... it's really eye opening...
after the trip, i went home and my dearest Joash darling was worried about his "bubble" problem... so i made a trip down to church to see what can i do to help him... in the end, the "bubble" is actually acne... hahah... that dirty boy... so i help him clean the wound... then i get to talk to Pastor Mark for a while... i talk to him about IMH... about me going to Sentosa at the end of the year... then also about my internship to be a cabin crew...
apparently Pastor Mark supports me in being a cabin crew... he also said that if i'm really interested, he can arrange for me to speak to one of the church member who is a senior stewardess... cool huh?
went to the doctor... got some medicine... the doctor is so funny lah... he wants to give me a MC so that i don't need to go school but i rejected cause i have test tmr... then he was like "tsk tsk"... hahaha... in the past, when i have very bad gastritis, he refuse to give me MC... now he wants to give me MC... hahah... wierd
anyways, i'm busy studying for my sociology test... see you all :)
~princess maddy pop some antibiotics~
p.s: i'll be your friend forever, don't forget
went to school this morning for Sociology lecture at 10... then did Econs research for my project then go to IMH for field trip... OMG!!!! i finally met my eye candy... he's grace's psychology classmate... i'm like *gaw drop*... cause me and grace are getting to the bus area and we met him then he was quite friendly and like "why not lets go together?"... i was like *yes*
he's really nice and funny... got a killer smile lah... everytime i look at him, he will smile and all... i'm like melt... hahahah... so during the IMH tour, melissa, Ruiyin, Krish, me and my eye candy & his friend went together... Emily andGrace kinda got sepearted from us... i can't stop looking at my eye candy lah... goodness... super cute can... tall, tanned, got a sense of humour, killer smile and super good-looking...
BUT!
i think he got a girlfriend... and he's born in 1989... shucks man... i don't go for younger boys...
anyways, the trip was good... get to see a lot of new things... like the wards, the rehab centres etc... and also have a talk on the different mental problems... it's really eye opening...
after the trip, i went home and my dearest Joash darling was worried about his "bubble" problem... so i made a trip down to church to see what can i do to help him... in the end, the "bubble" is actually acne... hahah... that dirty boy... so i help him clean the wound... then i get to talk to Pastor Mark for a while... i talk to him about IMH... about me going to Sentosa at the end of the year... then also about my internship to be a cabin crew...
apparently Pastor Mark supports me in being a cabin crew... he also said that if i'm really interested, he can arrange for me to speak to one of the church member who is a senior stewardess... cool huh?
went to the doctor... got some medicine... the doctor is so funny lah... he wants to give me a MC so that i don't need to go school but i rejected cause i have test tmr... then he was like "tsk tsk"... hahaha... in the past, when i have very bad gastritis, he refuse to give me MC... now he wants to give me MC... hahah... wierd
anyways, i'm busy studying for my sociology test... see you all :)
~princess maddy pop some antibiotics~
p.s: i'll be your friend forever, don't forget
XOXO
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
girl with style & substance
more like girl with flu... ahhaha... major sneezing frenzy... i feel my body breaking down again... not enough sleep, heavy work load, high level of stress and pressure... 5 more weeks and my exams will be over and it's freedom...
here's my busy plan:
24/1 - IMH field trip
25/1 - Sociology Test
29/1 - MarcoEcons project submission
30/1 - Comm Skills Exams
- MacroEcons Presentation
03/2 - Psychology Test
05/2 - F&B project submission
Exam:
26/2 - POM
27/2 - Marketing
28/2 - F&B
- MacroEcons
FREEDOM!!!
actually not lah... i will be working during my March and April holiday... maybe at Coriander Leaf, a restuarant... or at Escape Theme Park with my cousin...
anyone got job offer can let me know ya? kinda need money... so yup...
anyways, i was watching the channel 8 new show with Campus Superstars... it's quite good...
materialism...
i guess for most people struggle with that... for me, i'm not very wealthy... i always wanted a big house, big car, maids to serve me, lots of pocket money... have branded bags, branded clothes, shoes etc... get new phones... live like a princess
but i don't think i will go to the stage of being a social escort to support my shopping and material needs... it's just too much... we must all learn to be humble and treasure what you have... i mean like... being from KC, all the girls there are like flithy rich... father owns big companies, father is CEO of this this this... lives at landed properties... have big cars... maids to serve them... well, i do get jealous and stuff... like i always ask, "why can't i study overseas?", "why can't i have my own car?".... why why why
that's why i've learn to lean on my own success... not based on the wealth from my parents... i will work hard in the future and earn my own money :)
anyways... like there's this whole thing about "what blog is about"... i mean, my blog is MINE... i will blog about what i like... no one should comment on it... you wanna read then read... you wanna comment? keep it to yourself... whatever
* this is not pointing at anyone in specific*
~princess maddy made of sugar & spice~
p.s: feel the rhythm and shine
more like girl with flu... ahhaha... major sneezing frenzy... i feel my body breaking down again... not enough sleep, heavy work load, high level of stress and pressure... 5 more weeks and my exams will be over and it's freedom...
here's my busy plan:
24/1 - IMH field trip
25/1 - Sociology Test
29/1 - MarcoEcons project submission
30/1 - Comm Skills Exams
- MacroEcons Presentation
03/2 - Psychology Test
05/2 - F&B project submission
Exam:
26/2 - POM
27/2 - Marketing
28/2 - F&B
- MacroEcons
FREEDOM!!!
actually not lah... i will be working during my March and April holiday... maybe at Coriander Leaf, a restuarant... or at Escape Theme Park with my cousin...
anyone got job offer can let me know ya? kinda need money... so yup...
anyways, i was watching the channel 8 new show with Campus Superstars... it's quite good...
materialism...
i guess for most people struggle with that... for me, i'm not very wealthy... i always wanted a big house, big car, maids to serve me, lots of pocket money... have branded bags, branded clothes, shoes etc... get new phones... live like a princess
but i don't think i will go to the stage of being a social escort to support my shopping and material needs... it's just too much... we must all learn to be humble and treasure what you have... i mean like... being from KC, all the girls there are like flithy rich... father owns big companies, father is CEO of this this this... lives at landed properties... have big cars... maids to serve them... well, i do get jealous and stuff... like i always ask, "why can't i study overseas?", "why can't i have my own car?".... why why why
that's why i've learn to lean on my own success... not based on the wealth from my parents... i will work hard in the future and earn my own money :)
anyways... like there's this whole thing about "what blog is about"... i mean, my blog is MINE... i will blog about what i like... no one should comment on it... you wanna read then read... you wanna comment? keep it to yourself... whatever
* this is not pointing at anyone in specific*
~princess maddy made of sugar & spice~
p.s: feel the rhythm and shine
XOXO
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
so sick of school
argh....
fly away, fly away
school is getting from bad to worst... i meant the friends are cool... but it just tires me out... draining every single ounce of my energy... i think i said this before but... i never hated sch as much as now... goodness...
maddy wanna roll around.... *rollie pollie ollie*
please let it stop some how...
~princess maddy don't wanna go through depression again~
p.s: give me wings & i'll fly
argh....
fly away, fly away
school is getting from bad to worst... i meant the friends are cool... but it just tires me out... draining every single ounce of my energy... i think i said this before but... i never hated sch as much as now... goodness...
maddy wanna roll around.... *rollie pollie ollie*
please let it stop some how...
~princess maddy don't wanna go through depression again~
p.s: give me wings & i'll fly
XOXO
Monday, January 22, 2007
Rain Rain go away... come again another day...
it's so sad... boohooohooo... maddy doesn't get to see Rain... oh wells.... whatever lah... it's like i now longer bother about the things i can't get... like i can't go for the concert, can't see him at the airport... can't do this, can't do that... i mean like why focus on the things you can do or you can get... just focus on what you can do... like what is really achievable and realistic...
hahah... REALISTIC... this word have been missing from my dictionary for quite some time already... what's real? what's true? i can't tell apart... feel misplaced and don't know what to do... can't even explain how i truely feel... feel like crying but there's no tears...
have my heart harden???
i'd rather be the girl who smiles, cries and be nice... now, it's like "who am i"... i barely know myself... losing myself to my work, to all the things that control me...
parents continue to quarrell... fight fight fight... matthew continues to be that way... what can i say? how can i choose which family i belong to?
i'm just holding on to the book of Job... God's promise to me... that one day, all trials will stop and He will speak... then i will increase my influence and bring people to God and then God continue to pour out His blessings...
i don't wanna isolate myself and be all emo and stuff... at the same time i don't wanna be fake... i just wanna do what i want... i just want to have time to do things that i like...
i wanna read all the books that i can find... whether Christian books or not...
i wanna dance everyday... dance till i feel so tired...
i wanna serve in church everyday... wanna play with the kids from BASC playground in the morning then do stuff in the afternoon...
i wanna work out and lose weight...
all i need is TIME...
~princess maddy wanna cry~
p.s: come Holy Spirit, come make me strong... come make me who You want me to be...
it's so sad... boohooohooo... maddy doesn't get to see Rain... oh wells.... whatever lah... it's like i now longer bother about the things i can't get... like i can't go for the concert, can't see him at the airport... can't do this, can't do that... i mean like why focus on the things you can do or you can get... just focus on what you can do... like what is really achievable and realistic...
hahah... REALISTIC... this word have been missing from my dictionary for quite some time already... what's real? what's true? i can't tell apart... feel misplaced and don't know what to do... can't even explain how i truely feel... feel like crying but there's no tears...
have my heart harden???
i'd rather be the girl who smiles, cries and be nice... now, it's like "who am i"... i barely know myself... losing myself to my work, to all the things that control me...
parents continue to quarrell... fight fight fight... matthew continues to be that way... what can i say? how can i choose which family i belong to?
i'm just holding on to the book of Job... God's promise to me... that one day, all trials will stop and He will speak... then i will increase my influence and bring people to God and then God continue to pour out His blessings...
i don't wanna isolate myself and be all emo and stuff... at the same time i don't wanna be fake... i just wanna do what i want... i just want to have time to do things that i like...
i wanna read all the books that i can find... whether Christian books or not...
i wanna dance everyday... dance till i feel so tired...
i wanna serve in church everyday... wanna play with the kids from BASC playground in the morning then do stuff in the afternoon...
i wanna work out and lose weight...
all i need is TIME...
~princess maddy wanna cry~
p.s: come Holy Spirit, come make me strong... come make me who You want me to be...
XOXO
Sunday, January 21, 2007
~ FUSION RALLY ~
today i went to TM to meet my cell... actually i'm suppose to meet them at 2pm... but i was really late... cause i was still at home and haven't bathe at 1:43pm... hahah... they ate at Pasta Mania and i didn't feel like eating pasta so i went to Shilin and bought a XXL Cripsy Chicken... hahah
then Bel came in a cab to come and pick me and we went to Victory Family Centre... cause me and bel are suppose to "pimp a pastor" Pastor Linsey from Faith Assembly... we need to do her hair and her make-up... so yup... it was pretty cool... the Regina came with Roland and Ying Chuan they all... and we grab her to help us with Pastor Linsey's hair... hahha
Fusion was really crazy... before the service started, there were games to bond the different churches... kinda like ice breakers... the Praise... then Pimp My Pastor... then worship then the Word... Pastor Chris Long is just so so awesome... so good with jokes... amazing amazing pastor... hahah... i can't believe that he's a senior pastor now... hahah... still as crazy as ever... hahah
after Fusion, my cell and bel went to TM for dinner... they ate at the foodcourt so i bought Long John Silver and ate at the foodcourt... hahah... ate dinner and went home... will stop here, got to finish some work... so yup :)
~Princess Maddy want to see Rain~
p.s: book of Job
today i went to TM to meet my cell... actually i'm suppose to meet them at 2pm... but i was really late... cause i was still at home and haven't bathe at 1:43pm... hahah... they ate at Pasta Mania and i didn't feel like eating pasta so i went to Shilin and bought a XXL Cripsy Chicken... hahah
then Bel came in a cab to come and pick me and we went to Victory Family Centre... cause me and bel are suppose to "pimp a pastor" Pastor Linsey from Faith Assembly... we need to do her hair and her make-up... so yup... it was pretty cool... the Regina came with Roland and Ying Chuan they all... and we grab her to help us with Pastor Linsey's hair... hahha
Fusion was really crazy... before the service started, there were games to bond the different churches... kinda like ice breakers... the Praise... then Pimp My Pastor... then worship then the Word... Pastor Chris Long is just so so awesome... so good with jokes... amazing amazing pastor... hahah... i can't believe that he's a senior pastor now... hahah... still as crazy as ever... hahah
after Fusion, my cell and bel went to TM for dinner... they ate at the foodcourt so i bought Long John Silver and ate at the foodcourt... hahah... ate dinner and went home... will stop here, got to finish some work... so yup :)
~Princess Maddy want to see Rain~
p.s: book of Job
XOXO
Saturday, January 20, 2007
ALL PROFESSIONAL :)
i'm too tired to blog today... so here's some pictures :)
Just having fun! (left to right: grace, me, monica, qiao fei, fiona, syarila)
i'm too tired to blog today... so here's some pictures :)
Just having fun! (left to right: grace, me, monica, qiao fei, fiona, syarila)
HTM professionals... (left to right: grace, me, monica, qiao fei, fiona, syarila)
the awesome three-some :) [me, grace and monica]
me and mon mon... with grace in the background and qiao fei's hand on my shoulder :)
the awesome three-some again... in our kawaii pose :p
XOXO
Friday, January 19, 2007
maddy is sad :(
i didn't get to go to the airport and see Rain...
and i can't go to his concert because it's too expensive...
I HATE IT................. ARGH
why can't i have the money to pay for the ticket?
sigh.... anyways, today is TP Open House and i'm the business guide... i brought like several groups of students around Business School... it's the first time i feel so patriotic... hahha... and the first time i love HTM so much and am proud to be a HTM student...
anyways, i was suppose to have a sociology group consultation at 3pm but then because of the tutor's incompetence, my group which is the last group can't have our consultation... one of my group mate was really angry... she was all emotional and frustrated and all... oh well... then she kinda showed signs of attitude problem during psychology class which was after that... i'm like chill lah... hahhaha
after school, i went to meet my parents... then walk around Raffles City and Marina Sq... didn't buy anything but it's kinda through all this little outings that i grown closer to them... and somehow, my parents always don't agree... like my mum and i are totally opposite of each other... me and my dad are very similar... but sometimes being similar isn't too good too... but at least my daddy knows me pretty well :) i'm a daddy's girl..
anyways, being my mum... a total fashion cum beauty consultant will always judge my outer appearance... like from my hair to my face to my clothes and even my shoes... like if i have a pimple, she will nag... when i put on weight, she will nag... when i suntan and get burnt, she will ask me to out on whitening cream... diao -_-
hahah... so my mum was commenting about my hair looking like weeds... and becaue of all the different camps, i got quite a lot of bites on my legs and hands... so she nag at me because of the bites marks... seriously no comments lah... hahah
my dad and i do not put a lot of time into dressing up and looking good because we feel that what's inside us is more important... but for my mum.... IT'S DIFFERENT... hahah
so yup... i'm seriously feeling super tired now... and i'm gonna go to bed soon... will blog again tomorrow after music meeting :)
~princess maddy says sarang heyo~
p.s: hey there Mr Stalker :)
i didn't get to go to the airport and see Rain...
and i can't go to his concert because it's too expensive...
I HATE IT................. ARGH
why can't i have the money to pay for the ticket?
sigh.... anyways, today is TP Open House and i'm the business guide... i brought like several groups of students around Business School... it's the first time i feel so patriotic... hahha... and the first time i love HTM so much and am proud to be a HTM student...
anyways, i was suppose to have a sociology group consultation at 3pm but then because of the tutor's incompetence, my group which is the last group can't have our consultation... one of my group mate was really angry... she was all emotional and frustrated and all... oh well... then she kinda showed signs of attitude problem during psychology class which was after that... i'm like chill lah... hahhaha
after school, i went to meet my parents... then walk around Raffles City and Marina Sq... didn't buy anything but it's kinda through all this little outings that i grown closer to them... and somehow, my parents always don't agree... like my mum and i are totally opposite of each other... me and my dad are very similar... but sometimes being similar isn't too good too... but at least my daddy knows me pretty well :) i'm a daddy's girl..
anyways, being my mum... a total fashion cum beauty consultant will always judge my outer appearance... like from my hair to my face to my clothes and even my shoes... like if i have a pimple, she will nag... when i put on weight, she will nag... when i suntan and get burnt, she will ask me to out on whitening cream... diao -_-
hahah... so my mum was commenting about my hair looking like weeds... and becaue of all the different camps, i got quite a lot of bites on my legs and hands... so she nag at me because of the bites marks... seriously no comments lah... hahah
my dad and i do not put a lot of time into dressing up and looking good because we feel that what's inside us is more important... but for my mum.... IT'S DIFFERENT... hahah
so yup... i'm seriously feeling super tired now... and i'm gonna go to bed soon... will blog again tomorrow after music meeting :)
~princess maddy says sarang heyo~
p.s: hey there Mr Stalker :)
XOXO
Thursday, January 18, 2007
ouch, that hurt!
i accidentally sprain my neck while i was sleeping... so when i woke up this morning, i could not turn my head over... the left side of my ear all the way down to my shoulder hurt like mad... it was seriously painful... don't know how that happened but i just pray that God will take it away...
anyways, today is a tiring day... got lots of things to do... busy busy busy... manage to email my korean friend... and like kinda write down what i need to do... it's just so so confusing when you have so many things to do... so yup...
*maddy is multi-tasking*
lots of things i wanna write about... hmmm... oh, my school have this "crane for grain" project... for every paper crane fold, one bowl of rice will be given to the needy... so over the past few days, my classmates and i have been folding paper cranes like mad... hahah... see HTM students are so so helpful and nice right? hahah
so yup... and TOMORROW IS TP OPEN HOUSE !!! from the 18th-20th... and i'm on Business Guide duty tomorrow... heehee... after duty, i will have sociology consultation... then psychology tutorial then sociology lecture... busy busy... then after that, i will go down to Raffles City and look for my parents... i feel like buying somemore formal wear... like more shirts and pants... so yup...
busy busy busy... i need some sleep... *snore snore*... pile up, continue to pile up...
friday i will have my marketing presentation... haha... so i guess i will be wearing my formal suit for music prac after that... cause after presentation is F&B tutorial... then my group will have to meet and discuss our POM project presentation which is on Monday... hahah... busy busy...
anyways, last night... Ying Chuan, the head of L.A Unit decided to promote me as the head of Admin for L.A Unit... muahahah... how random... hahahaha... but promotion also means more responsibility and more work lah... so he told me a whole lot of stuff... hahah... then ya... and we got bored... so we have a emo-con competition... hahaha... competing who have more emo-con... hahha... so funny lah...
anyways, i have to run off and do my work now... see you all :)
~princess maddy wants to shine Jesus' light~
p.s: God cleanse me from the inside out...
i accidentally sprain my neck while i was sleeping... so when i woke up this morning, i could not turn my head over... the left side of my ear all the way down to my shoulder hurt like mad... it was seriously painful... don't know how that happened but i just pray that God will take it away...
anyways, today is a tiring day... got lots of things to do... busy busy busy... manage to email my korean friend... and like kinda write down what i need to do... it's just so so confusing when you have so many things to do... so yup...
*maddy is multi-tasking*
lots of things i wanna write about... hmmm... oh, my school have this "crane for grain" project... for every paper crane fold, one bowl of rice will be given to the needy... so over the past few days, my classmates and i have been folding paper cranes like mad... hahah... see HTM students are so so helpful and nice right? hahah
so yup... and TOMORROW IS TP OPEN HOUSE !!! from the 18th-20th... and i'm on Business Guide duty tomorrow... heehee... after duty, i will have sociology consultation... then psychology tutorial then sociology lecture... busy busy... then after that, i will go down to Raffles City and look for my parents... i feel like buying somemore formal wear... like more shirts and pants... so yup...
busy busy busy... i need some sleep... *snore snore*... pile up, continue to pile up...
friday i will have my marketing presentation... haha... so i guess i will be wearing my formal suit for music prac after that... cause after presentation is F&B tutorial... then my group will have to meet and discuss our POM project presentation which is on Monday... hahah... busy busy...
anyways, last night... Ying Chuan, the head of L.A Unit decided to promote me as the head of Admin for L.A Unit... muahahah... how random... hahahaha... but promotion also means more responsibility and more work lah... so he told me a whole lot of stuff... hahah... then ya... and we got bored... so we have a emo-con competition... hahaha... competing who have more emo-con... hahha... so funny lah...
anyways, i have to run off and do my work now... see you all :)
~princess maddy wants to shine Jesus' light~
p.s: God cleanse me from the inside out...
XOXO
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Day out with mom and dad...
Today I went to school and etc etc... nothing much happen in school except the fact that my stupid Comm Skills teacher, Ms Debbie Lee continues to sit there and do nothing... one thing about her, she likes to cut into people's presentation... like when some one is presenting, and she will cut in with her own ridiculous ideas... like always... seriously feel like slapping her one... hahah
SHOPPING PART 1
Alright, after school, I went to meet my mummy and went to VIVO City with her... it was not too crowded, so thank God... I seriously hate crowds... especially when everyone is pushing you around... we spend like 1 hour plus at ZARA... hahah... super funny... then we move on to Topshop... nothing much there... then my daddy came, so we went to Food Republic and ate our dinner... all 3 of us ate Korean food... hahah... super filling...
SHOPPING PART 2
So after dinner, we continue shopping... hahah... we went to Forever 21 and I didn't see anything that I like, so we move on to Levi... the jeans there are seriously expensive even with the sale... so I went to Pull & Bear... OMG!!! I saw like a cute sales guy... super cute one... like major cute... I've never seen such a cute Singaporean before... and my mummy knows this lady from there and we began to chat...
IN THE CHANGING ROOM...
hahah... he's like seriously cute... a very naughty and cheeky mummy's boy look... muahahha...
anyways, here's a list of what i bought...
1 ZARA Luxury Jeans
1 Pull & Bear Princess Top
1 Pull & Bear Sicko Jeans
1 Sicko 19 sneakers
the jeans are really cheap... in totally, i spend about $140... ok lah, not me but my daddy lah... he paid for everything... so i need to buy 1 more top and heels... muahaha... i love going out with my daddy and mummy... just the 3 of us... it's great sometimes to feel like the only child... especially being the oldest and most deserted child ... hahah
so yup... got lots of work to do... but sometimes you know when there's so many work to do, you just feel kinda lost... so i'm feeling lost now... haha... but after a while, when my brain is functioning at 100% i will go and do my work... hahah
oh oh... i want to have a baby/kid.... hahahha... cause my parents and i were at Zara Kids shopping for clothes for my P6 cousin and 3 yrs old god-sister... and the clothes in Zara Kids are so so cute lah... if i'm a mum, and i have a daughter... i will buy the whole shop for my daughter... hahah... the clothes there are so so cute and sweet looking... hahaha...
alright... i'm going crazy.... anyways, i think that the american idol commercial is SUPER CUTE... i love simon and the host lah... so so cute
~princess myung dan sarang haminda~
p.s: buckle up & take off
Today I went to school and etc etc... nothing much happen in school except the fact that my stupid Comm Skills teacher, Ms Debbie Lee continues to sit there and do nothing... one thing about her, she likes to cut into people's presentation... like when some one is presenting, and she will cut in with her own ridiculous ideas... like always... seriously feel like slapping her one... hahah
SHOPPING PART 1
Alright, after school, I went to meet my mummy and went to VIVO City with her... it was not too crowded, so thank God... I seriously hate crowds... especially when everyone is pushing you around... we spend like 1 hour plus at ZARA... hahah... super funny... then we move on to Topshop... nothing much there... then my daddy came, so we went to Food Republic and ate our dinner... all 3 of us ate Korean food... hahah... super filling...
SHOPPING PART 2
So after dinner, we continue shopping... hahah... we went to Forever 21 and I didn't see anything that I like, so we move on to Levi... the jeans there are seriously expensive even with the sale... so I went to Pull & Bear... OMG!!! I saw like a cute sales guy... super cute one... like major cute... I've never seen such a cute Singaporean before... and my mummy knows this lady from there and we began to chat...
IN THE CHANGING ROOM...
hahah... he's like seriously cute... a very naughty and cheeky mummy's boy look... muahahha...
anyways, here's a list of what i bought...
1 ZARA Luxury Jeans
1 Pull & Bear Princess Top
1 Pull & Bear Sicko Jeans
1 Sicko 19 sneakers
the jeans are really cheap... in totally, i spend about $140... ok lah, not me but my daddy lah... he paid for everything... so i need to buy 1 more top and heels... muahaha... i love going out with my daddy and mummy... just the 3 of us... it's great sometimes to feel like the only child... especially being the oldest and most deserted child ... hahah
so yup... got lots of work to do... but sometimes you know when there's so many work to do, you just feel kinda lost... so i'm feeling lost now... haha... but after a while, when my brain is functioning at 100% i will go and do my work... hahah
oh oh... i want to have a baby/kid.... hahahha... cause my parents and i were at Zara Kids shopping for clothes for my P6 cousin and 3 yrs old god-sister... and the clothes in Zara Kids are so so cute lah... if i'm a mum, and i have a daughter... i will buy the whole shop for my daughter... hahah... the clothes there are so so cute and sweet looking... hahaha...
alright... i'm going crazy.... anyways, i think that the american idol commercial is SUPER CUTE... i love simon and the host lah... so so cute
~princess myung dan sarang haminda~
p.s: buckle up & take off
XOXO
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
MY RAIN IS SO SO AWESOME :)
Rain got injured during his first concert in HongKong... he fell off the stage into this 1.83m "hole"... he injure his left arm and all... but then he got up and carry on dancing... it's so awesome right? he only got to the hospital much later after the concert... he stayed in the hospital for X ray etc etc and only got back to his hotel at about 2am... the worst thing, Rain have a concert on the next day... he barely slept and went on stage to dance again... that boy... so so awesome right?
goodness lah... i bought a chinese newspaper just to read about him ... hahha... and a chinese and english magazine... hahhaa... just for Rain's article... hahaha...
anyways, it continue to rain and rain... kinda make me sleepy and restless... i just feel a lil' disorientated ... hahah... don't know what to do next... today started a lil' wierd and off track... but it's not too bad lah...
i just want to have fun...
anyways, i MIGHT go to the airport to see Rain... still not sure.. hahah... i don't wanna fight with those aunties... and start pushing them and shouting "eh, obasan... "
hahaha... my korean friend is really nice... she translated my chinese name to korean... so my name is Geum Myung Dan... cool huh... then i'm learning korean language from her as well... it's more like a step by step process... so i'm learning all the korean vowels and consonant now... she will teach me the daily words next... cool cool... heehee....
gotta go and do stuff now... practise my korean ... do my socio report... do marketing slides... do econs tutorial...
~princess myung dan~
p.s: dancing... spinning around
Rain got injured during his first concert in HongKong... he fell off the stage into this 1.83m "hole"... he injure his left arm and all... but then he got up and carry on dancing... it's so awesome right? he only got to the hospital much later after the concert... he stayed in the hospital for X ray etc etc and only got back to his hotel at about 2am... the worst thing, Rain have a concert on the next day... he barely slept and went on stage to dance again... that boy... so so awesome right?
goodness lah... i bought a chinese newspaper just to read about him ... hahha... and a chinese and english magazine... hahhaa... just for Rain's article... hahaha...
anyways, it continue to rain and rain... kinda make me sleepy and restless... i just feel a lil' disorientated ... hahah... don't know what to do next... today started a lil' wierd and off track... but it's not too bad lah...
i just want to have fun...
anyways, i MIGHT go to the airport to see Rain... still not sure.. hahah... i don't wanna fight with those aunties... and start pushing them and shouting "eh, obasan... "
hahaha... my korean friend is really nice... she translated my chinese name to korean... so my name is Geum Myung Dan... cool huh... then i'm learning korean language from her as well... it's more like a step by step process... so i'm learning all the korean vowels and consonant now... she will teach me the daily words next... cool cool... heehee....
gotta go and do stuff now... practise my korean ... do my socio report... do marketing slides... do econs tutorial...
~princess myung dan~
p.s: dancing... spinning around
XOXO
Monday, January 15, 2007
what a day...
today is a crazy day... full of EVERYTHING... happiness, boredom, sadness, disappointed, arguements, smiles, agreement... whatever you think can happen to someone, i see it all in ONE DAY...
firstly, i went for service... it was really good... i sat beside Roland... i really admire Roland... such an awesome man of God... like somehow while praying, i ask God for double portion of annointing... because like i speak to Roland before and i really want to be his disciple... Roland is cool about it and i want to... but i don't really know what to do about it... whether to change cell or something... somehow i think God is not done with me in Livia's cell... the cell is still in it's teething stage... unlike other cells in YA, my cell is very very young... and i guess i will just stay on until God tells me specifically... or when Pastor Mark or any leader come and approach me about it... ppl don't get me wrong but i really love my cell girls... i do
after service, i was too lazy to go out for lunch so a few of us decided to order in Macs... we ordered and waited and waited... goodness... we waited for like almost 2 hours... me and dawn almost died waiting for our food... hahaha... so yup, we finally ate our macs... then i changed and got ready for dance... but Hosea was talking to the tumbis in the BASC... so me and regina waited in the youthroom... hahah... then FINALLY they finish talking... so we went to dance... i dance a lil'... krump a lil'... then wave a lil'... that's all... then i help to clean up BASC... then i sat in the youthroom and wait for my dad to come and pick me up...
my daddy came and brought me to my mummy's work place, Raffles City... we went to do some shopping... anyways, haha... something really funny lah... cause i never share a changing room with my mum before... then somemore we are trying on undergarments... i feel a lil' wierd and all... ahhah...
so i got some undergarments, a sports bra for dance... and also a 3/4 sports pants thingy for dance... hahah... then me and daddy went round looking at his clothes and shoes etc etc... the trend for men leather shoes are really wierd... haha... it's like some Macdonald shoe with a pointed tip... super wierd... hahah... so we continue to walk around until my mummy knock off...
after my mummy knock off, we went for supper at Roxy square... and then came home... that's when the volcano kinda exploded and stuff... my dearest smart brother decided to get his 4th tattoo... what a "smart" choice... so of course he got scolded by my parents and of course argue argue... there's nothing i can do, so i shut up and sit there and blog... so yup, i'm here blogging...
many things happen today and i don't wish to blog about everything... anyways, change subject... hmmm... oh oh, i'm going on a media fast... fast from TV, music, unneccesary internet and phone usage... don't worry i will still blog... because this blog is actually suppose to be my reflective journal of my daily life... to monitor my emotions... haha...
so yup... and thank God that school start at 2pm for me on Mondays... hahah... oh, i'm going VIVO with my mummy on tuesday... gonna go shop for clothes... hahhaha
ok ok, i can't concentrate on blogging now... hearing what my brother is saying to Xiao Ping on the phone... anyways, i think i blog enough for today... will blog again soon...
~princess maddy wanna fly~
p.s: i don't understand why people hate the airlines industry... why Junior? why do you think that way? then what can i do?
today is a crazy day... full of EVERYTHING... happiness, boredom, sadness, disappointed, arguements, smiles, agreement... whatever you think can happen to someone, i see it all in ONE DAY...
firstly, i went for service... it was really good... i sat beside Roland... i really admire Roland... such an awesome man of God... like somehow while praying, i ask God for double portion of annointing... because like i speak to Roland before and i really want to be his disciple... Roland is cool about it and i want to... but i don't really know what to do about it... whether to change cell or something... somehow i think God is not done with me in Livia's cell... the cell is still in it's teething stage... unlike other cells in YA, my cell is very very young... and i guess i will just stay on until God tells me specifically... or when Pastor Mark or any leader come and approach me about it... ppl don't get me wrong but i really love my cell girls... i do
after service, i was too lazy to go out for lunch so a few of us decided to order in Macs... we ordered and waited and waited... goodness... we waited for like almost 2 hours... me and dawn almost died waiting for our food... hahaha... so yup, we finally ate our macs... then i changed and got ready for dance... but Hosea was talking to the tumbis in the BASC... so me and regina waited in the youthroom... hahah... then FINALLY they finish talking... so we went to dance... i dance a lil'... krump a lil'... then wave a lil'... that's all... then i help to clean up BASC... then i sat in the youthroom and wait for my dad to come and pick me up...
my daddy came and brought me to my mummy's work place, Raffles City... we went to do some shopping... anyways, haha... something really funny lah... cause i never share a changing room with my mum before... then somemore we are trying on undergarments... i feel a lil' wierd and all... ahhah...
so i got some undergarments, a sports bra for dance... and also a 3/4 sports pants thingy for dance... hahah... then me and daddy went round looking at his clothes and shoes etc etc... the trend for men leather shoes are really wierd... haha... it's like some Macdonald shoe with a pointed tip... super wierd... hahah... so we continue to walk around until my mummy knock off...
after my mummy knock off, we went for supper at Roxy square... and then came home... that's when the volcano kinda exploded and stuff... my dearest smart brother decided to get his 4th tattoo... what a "smart" choice... so of course he got scolded by my parents and of course argue argue... there's nothing i can do, so i shut up and sit there and blog... so yup, i'm here blogging...
many things happen today and i don't wish to blog about everything... anyways, change subject... hmmm... oh oh, i'm going on a media fast... fast from TV, music, unneccesary internet and phone usage... don't worry i will still blog... because this blog is actually suppose to be my reflective journal of my daily life... to monitor my emotions... haha...
so yup... and thank God that school start at 2pm for me on Mondays... hahah... oh, i'm going VIVO with my mummy on tuesday... gonna go shop for clothes... hahhaha
ok ok, i can't concentrate on blogging now... hearing what my brother is saying to Xiao Ping on the phone... anyways, i think i blog enough for today... will blog again soon...
~princess maddy wanna fly~
p.s: i don't understand why people hate the airlines industry... why Junior? why do you think that way? then what can i do?
XOXO
Sunday, January 14, 2007
take me to the secret place Lord
today is my second time traveling to Sengkang... hahha... still quite foreign but anyways... it rain non-stop the whole day and i'm like frozen on my way to Sengkang... hahha... my fingers were so numb that i can't even sms my friends...
so yup, the project went well... quite a bit of NGs and like laughters... super funny... we finish the filming etc at about 6pm... then i rush down for service... i made it... although i was late but i still made it... hahah... service was really good... God spoke and was really awesome... then we went for dinner at Beer... then went home...
there was this really friendly bus driver... the uncle greeted everyone who went on the bus and then bid farewell to those who alighted... very very nice man... that is what i call true GEMS... someone who is really serious about Going the Extra Mile for Service... i salute to that uncle... despite working at such a late shift, i think it's the last shift of the day and yet he is so so enegetic and all...
my daddy went for a wedding dinner at M Hotel and he brought back the gifts and it's really cute... my daddy gave me this handphone keychain thingy... very cute :)
it's 1 am now... and i'm still not sleeping... hahahah... i WILL read my bible before i sleep... very very determined!!!
gotta go now... will blog again tmr...
~princess maddy & Jesus, the King~
p.s: hold me in Your arms and never let me go
today is my second time traveling to Sengkang... hahha... still quite foreign but anyways... it rain non-stop the whole day and i'm like frozen on my way to Sengkang... hahha... my fingers were so numb that i can't even sms my friends...
so yup, the project went well... quite a bit of NGs and like laughters... super funny... we finish the filming etc at about 6pm... then i rush down for service... i made it... although i was late but i still made it... hahah... service was really good... God spoke and was really awesome... then we went for dinner at Beer... then went home...
there was this really friendly bus driver... the uncle greeted everyone who went on the bus and then bid farewell to those who alighted... very very nice man... that is what i call true GEMS... someone who is really serious about Going the Extra Mile for Service... i salute to that uncle... despite working at such a late shift, i think it's the last shift of the day and yet he is so so enegetic and all...
my daddy went for a wedding dinner at M Hotel and he brought back the gifts and it's really cute... my daddy gave me this handphone keychain thingy... very cute :)
it's 1 am now... and i'm still not sleeping... hahahah... i WILL read my bible before i sleep... very very determined!!!
gotta go now... will blog again tmr...
~princess maddy & Jesus, the King~
p.s: hold me in Your arms and never let me go
XOXO
Saturday, January 13, 2007
MADDY WANTS TO BE AN AIR STEWARDESS
heehee... my new career route... to be an air stewardess... cool huh? i went for the career fair... it was really cool...
Ritz Carlton: pretty good... i don't mind working there
The Ascott: very interesting... worth considering
Singapore Airlines: very very very cool... but HR Manager quite cocky... hmpf... but still prestigious... i want to be a "Singapore Girl"... thank God i made it for the height requirements... ahah... as long as i lose weight then should be ok...
The Little Red Dot Learning Centre: a training centre, a interview place... basically a consultation company for Tiger Airways and JetStar Asia... so they were also recruiting air steward and stewardess... it's not tooo bad... although budget airlines but still quite good mah... i want to go there for internship :)
CAAS: it's doesn't sound too interesting but i don't mind working in the airport
DFS: quite ok
The Coriander Leaf: a new concept restuarant with a bar... sound very vibrant, young and exciting... so i intend to work there with my friends during the holiday... heehee
NUS: ok... quite ok
NTU: seems good...
SMU: super cocky
UNSW: the person is just not bothered...
hahah... there's like more companies there lah... but i just list out a few which i think i might consider... i really want to be an air stewardess... my daddy says ok... heehee... so cool right?
i pray that i will get into Tiger Airways or Jetstar Asia for internship... then get the experience for like a few months of attachment... then after i graduate, i can join SIA... if not, i can join Cathay or SilkAir... heehee...
at least i can fly around the world and serve customers... i love travelling so i don't mind flying and flying... heehe... i don't get home sick easily so i don't mind leaving home for world frequently...
i can get paid to do things i love :)
tmr i will have to wake up early for lecture then travel to Sengkang for project work... i pray that we end early... goodness... hahah... i'm feeling like super tired lah... and i don't wanna miss YA service... hahha.. so i pray that we end early so that i can go for service.. heehee
gotta go now... see ya hunks & babes :)
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: God, i surrender all to You
heehee... my new career route... to be an air stewardess... cool huh? i went for the career fair... it was really cool...
Ritz Carlton: pretty good... i don't mind working there
The Ascott: very interesting... worth considering
Singapore Airlines: very very very cool... but HR Manager quite cocky... hmpf... but still prestigious... i want to be a "Singapore Girl"... thank God i made it for the height requirements... ahah... as long as i lose weight then should be ok...
The Little Red Dot Learning Centre: a training centre, a interview place... basically a consultation company for Tiger Airways and JetStar Asia... so they were also recruiting air steward and stewardess... it's not tooo bad... although budget airlines but still quite good mah... i want to go there for internship :)
CAAS: it's doesn't sound too interesting but i don't mind working in the airport
DFS: quite ok
The Coriander Leaf: a new concept restuarant with a bar... sound very vibrant, young and exciting... so i intend to work there with my friends during the holiday... heehee
NUS: ok... quite ok
NTU: seems good...
SMU: super cocky
UNSW: the person is just not bothered...
hahah... there's like more companies there lah... but i just list out a few which i think i might consider... i really want to be an air stewardess... my daddy says ok... heehee... so cool right?
i pray that i will get into Tiger Airways or Jetstar Asia for internship... then get the experience for like a few months of attachment... then after i graduate, i can join SIA... if not, i can join Cathay or SilkAir... heehee...
at least i can fly around the world and serve customers... i love travelling so i don't mind flying and flying... heehe... i don't get home sick easily so i don't mind leaving home for world frequently...
i can get paid to do things i love :)
tmr i will have to wake up early for lecture then travel to Sengkang for project work... i pray that we end early... goodness... hahah... i'm feeling like super tired lah... and i don't wanna miss YA service... hahha.. so i pray that we end early so that i can go for service.. heehee
gotta go now... see ya hunks & babes :)
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: God, i surrender all to You
XOXO
Friday, January 12, 2007
Jesus, You're my super hero
You're my star, my best friend
better than superman, better than spiderman
better than batman, better than barbie
BETTER THAN ANYONE!!!
this post will just be dedicated to my Lord Jesus...
Dear Jesus,
i'm know i don't need to introduce myself because You know who i am... i'm so sorry Lord for all the empty promises, for those times when i promise You something and fail to do or complete it.
i'm sorry for running away from Your arms of grace and mercy; and start running to the hurricane of school and friends. sorry for only treating You as a fair weather friend. Lord, i wanna be close to You again. i know that You still love me and You know every single thought in my heart; all my struggles and hurts, You know best.
Lord, i want to be obedient to You. i want to listen to Your audible voice, feel Your tangible touch and smell Your sweet presence Lord. Lord, i want to run back into Your arms.
i just wanna say i love You Lord and i never want to leave You.
love Your daughter,
Madeline
i just want to hold Your hands and walk down the crazy "road of Life"
XOXO
MADDY, BRACE YOURSELF FOR WAR !!!
this sentence kept ringing in my head... of course the leading actor and actress... MOM & DAD!
well, this time round everyone got shot by my MOM's bullet MOUTH... all my brothers and even my granny... well, as usual she says the usual stuff... nag nag nag, bark bark bark... well, she says it well "don't think that i'm a bulldog".... hahha...
i think my dad is pretty "seriously injured" by my MOM's atomic bomb...
well, i will continue to speak to God... then will post again...
~princess maddy put on the armour of God~
p.s: i don't need a knight to fight along side me... i just need the Holy Spirit
this sentence kept ringing in my head... of course the leading actor and actress... MOM & DAD!
well, this time round everyone got shot by my MOM's bullet MOUTH... all my brothers and even my granny... well, as usual she says the usual stuff... nag nag nag, bark bark bark... well, she says it well "don't think that i'm a bulldog".... hahha...
i think my dad is pretty "seriously injured" by my MOM's atomic bomb...
well, i will continue to speak to God... then will post again...
~princess maddy put on the armour of God~
p.s: i don't need a knight to fight along side me... i just need the Holy Spirit
XOXO
Thursday, January 11, 2007
feeling hungry and empty
I HATE THE STUPID FEELING... THE HUNGER AND EMPTINESS OF YOUR STOMACH...
everytime when i'm like super duper hungry and waiting to get home for an awesome dinner, somehow it will disappoint me... i'm like super hungry and stuff, looking forward to a filling and yummy dinner prepared by my granny.... BUT ! i am so so disappointed... she cook chicken "rice" and then bought the chicken from the stall... i'm like *sick*....... wah lau.... so many times me and my family told her that it's not nice already... so FREAKING MANY TIMES !!! and i hate it!!! somemore she didn't fry the chicken cutlet that i like.... so besides the "bought" chicken, there's only vegetables... so obviously besides the rice, i don't wanna eat anything... so sick lah.... FREAK MAN... have a hard day at school and i can't even have a proper meal at home...
so i heat up some hotdogs to go with my rice... IDIOT.... argh.... feel like as if everyone hates me or something... even the stupid aunty who was walking infront of me at Bedok Interchange... that aunty kept stopping to look at stuff and like the pathway is so narrow that only one person can walk at a time... so i kept standing behind her waiting for her to finish looking... so irritating lah...
ok, i think i should better calm down before i kill anyone... oh, my daddy bought lots of chocolates... it kinda made my day cause i've been craving for chocolate like mad...
i hate school... like seriously... all the projects and all... hate school, hate school... i can't wait to get out of it... boohoohoo...
someone please come and rescue me...
~princess maddy just wanna rest, just wanna roll around~
p.s: more and more project deadlines... please let it stop
I HATE THE STUPID FEELING... THE HUNGER AND EMPTINESS OF YOUR STOMACH...
everytime when i'm like super duper hungry and waiting to get home for an awesome dinner, somehow it will disappoint me... i'm like super hungry and stuff, looking forward to a filling and yummy dinner prepared by my granny.... BUT ! i am so so disappointed... she cook chicken "rice" and then bought the chicken from the stall... i'm like *sick*....... wah lau.... so many times me and my family told her that it's not nice already... so FREAKING MANY TIMES !!! and i hate it!!! somemore she didn't fry the chicken cutlet that i like.... so besides the "bought" chicken, there's only vegetables... so obviously besides the rice, i don't wanna eat anything... so sick lah.... FREAK MAN... have a hard day at school and i can't even have a proper meal at home...
so i heat up some hotdogs to go with my rice... IDIOT.... argh.... feel like as if everyone hates me or something... even the stupid aunty who was walking infront of me at Bedok Interchange... that aunty kept stopping to look at stuff and like the pathway is so narrow that only one person can walk at a time... so i kept standing behind her waiting for her to finish looking... so irritating lah...
ok, i think i should better calm down before i kill anyone... oh, my daddy bought lots of chocolates... it kinda made my day cause i've been craving for chocolate like mad...
i hate school... like seriously... all the projects and all... hate school, hate school... i can't wait to get out of it... boohoohoo...
someone please come and rescue me...
~princess maddy just wanna rest, just wanna roll around~
p.s: more and more project deadlines... please let it stop
XOXO
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i'm a cyborg but it's ok
hello everyone... goodness... today is just pure madness... a lot of stress, feelin' sick & tired, lots of laughter and feelin' super happy... it's just a mix feeling day for me...
after school i went home to kinda chill a lil' then change and went out to Town to meet the cool peeps... haha... we kinda had a farewell for Samuel (going back to aust) and Joel Chew (going into NS)...
so here's the cool peeps namelist:
Joel Chew (chee ko pek)
Gabriel (that's HOT)
Ying Chuan (seriously HOT!)
Bertrand (physics)
Samuel ("pure" powerpack)
Lucas (Ang Ku Kueh)
Isaac (Old Bird)
Nelson (Joo Chiat Effect)
Aiken (Sodelicious)
Jozzie (Tiger)
Shaun (Commando)
Gaius (Gorgeous boy)
Coral (Miss Diva)
Mishuelle (Fox)
May (Ferrero)
Michelle Lam (Mrs _____)
Regina (macbeth)
Lorraine (Mrs ____)
Rach (HoTneSS)
Bel (Belly Tots)
Nicole (Cap girl)
hahah... don't worry if you're not on the list cause you're still hot... hahah...
i can't wait for friday to come... tmr is gonna be a short day... thursday is a crazy day then it's friday with music prac... yippy!!!
oh oh, i'm going for a career talk by SIA for Cabin Crew... it's so cool right? CABIN CREW leh ? i wish i can be an air stewardess... height and weight??? BIG ISSUE... hahah... i'm only 1.58m i think not even 1.6m... and i'm like so HUGE compared to the "singapore girls"... they are not skinny... they are punny... beyond skinny... hahah... so must lose weight if i really want to be part of a Cabin Crew... i still got like 2 yrs before i graduate, so i have 2 years to lose all the weight i want to lose... hahah
gotta run into my bed now... love ya all and sweet dreams
~princess maddy & her dream guy~
p.s: i pray that God You answer my prayer...heehee
hello everyone... goodness... today is just pure madness... a lot of stress, feelin' sick & tired, lots of laughter and feelin' super happy... it's just a mix feeling day for me...
after school i went home to kinda chill a lil' then change and went out to Town to meet the cool peeps... haha... we kinda had a farewell for Samuel (going back to aust) and Joel Chew (going into NS)...
so here's the cool peeps namelist:
Joel Chew (chee ko pek)
Gabriel (that's HOT)
Ying Chuan (seriously HOT!)
Bertrand (physics)
Samuel ("pure" powerpack)
Lucas (Ang Ku Kueh)
Isaac (Old Bird)
Nelson (Joo Chiat Effect)
Aiken (Sodelicious)
Jozzie (Tiger)
Shaun (Commando)
Gaius (Gorgeous boy)
Coral (Miss Diva)
Mishuelle (Fox)
May (Ferrero)
Michelle Lam (Mrs _____)
Regina (macbeth)
Lorraine (Mrs ____)
Rach (HoTneSS)
Bel (Belly Tots)
Nicole (Cap girl)
hahah... don't worry if you're not on the list cause you're still hot... hahah...
i can't wait for friday to come... tmr is gonna be a short day... thursday is a crazy day then it's friday with music prac... yippy!!!
oh oh, i'm going for a career talk by SIA for Cabin Crew... it's so cool right? CABIN CREW leh ? i wish i can be an air stewardess... height and weight??? BIG ISSUE... hahah... i'm only 1.58m i think not even 1.6m... and i'm like so HUGE compared to the "singapore girls"... they are not skinny... they are punny... beyond skinny... hahah... so must lose weight if i really want to be part of a Cabin Crew... i still got like 2 yrs before i graduate, so i have 2 years to lose all the weight i want to lose... hahah
gotta run into my bed now... love ya all and sweet dreams
~princess maddy & her dream guy~
p.s: i pray that God You answer my prayer...heehee
XOXO
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
hahah... this is my second post today... hahah...
there's blackout at home cause the fridge broke down... then my dad COMMANDED me to email LG and ask them to send someone to fix the fridge... i'm like "can't you do it yourself ?".... hahah... i didn't say that lah, of course... if i did, i won't be like died by now... my dad would cruxify me upside down... so i email the person of course....
oh oh, i don't know what went into me... i was happy taking pictures of myself.... hahah... and guess where? hahah...
THE TOILET !!!
hahaha... don't ask why in the toilet... hahah... it's not what you think... obviously i can be taking pictures infront of my dad right? hahahah... or with my granny sleeping in the background... hahaha
that was when i realise something... i always smile for the camera... or like make funny faces... hahah... i never fit an emo sort of picture... ahhah... don't know why but it's just nicer when i smile... so i always smile :) heehee
~princess maddy & strawberry~
p.s: never fail to smile
XOXO
boys, who do you prefer?
a) someone smart & witty
b) someone sweet & cute
c) someone sexy & hot
d) someone who can cook & wash
it's a very common question isn't it? i just happen to watch the Tyra Show just now while my dad channel surf... on the show, many many ladies where discussing the topic about BODIES... like whether you're sexy or hot or are you attractive a not... the ladies on the show have such low self esteem that they think that if they are "fat" and curvy, they are not sexy...
but some guys were interviewed and was shown a variety of pictures of ladies' figures... and their comment?
"As long as they are confident about themselves and stop comparing themselves to others..."
so to all the girls out there reading my blog (ok, not that many people read me blog), be confident about yourselves... love yourself because you are fearfully and wonderfully made... don't diet and hate yourself because of some comments made by brainless boys... the Mr Right that God planned for you will love you the way you are... tall or short, curvy or slim...
so yup... anyways, i just got back from school and have been fasting for dance ministry and YA... it's really tough cause you will tend to eat a lot more when you are tired and stress... but it's really a start to deny my flesh... i will also try to cut down my intake of snacks... especially because i tend to snack a lot more when i'm, stress... ahhaha...
i also made a pack with shenna to lose weight! not dieting or anything but to be healthy... cause my BMI is above average so that's not good... and also because we want to be good and healthy dancer for God so we must take good care of our bodies... as the bible say our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, we are responsible in taking good care of this temple...
oh oh, one more thing... i want to thank God for my POM results... hahaha... the FIRST time in my poly life i got an A!!! hahaha... i got 36/40... the top girl, Lingwei got 37/40... so that makes me the second... this time i really rely on God's strength... and also God's wisdom...
i still waiting to get my Econs and F&B papers back... i pray that there will be more chance for me to give God glory :)
i'm gonna go and eat now... then go and do some work... see ya all goregous people :)
~princess maddy loves chocolates~
p.s: i love myself
a) someone smart & witty
b) someone sweet & cute
c) someone sexy & hot
d) someone who can cook & wash
it's a very common question isn't it? i just happen to watch the Tyra Show just now while my dad channel surf... on the show, many many ladies where discussing the topic about BODIES... like whether you're sexy or hot or are you attractive a not... the ladies on the show have such low self esteem that they think that if they are "fat" and curvy, they are not sexy...
but some guys were interviewed and was shown a variety of pictures of ladies' figures... and their comment?
"As long as they are confident about themselves and stop comparing themselves to others..."
so to all the girls out there reading my blog (ok, not that many people read me blog), be confident about yourselves... love yourself because you are fearfully and wonderfully made... don't diet and hate yourself because of some comments made by brainless boys... the Mr Right that God planned for you will love you the way you are... tall or short, curvy or slim...
so yup... anyways, i just got back from school and have been fasting for dance ministry and YA... it's really tough cause you will tend to eat a lot more when you are tired and stress... but it's really a start to deny my flesh... i will also try to cut down my intake of snacks... especially because i tend to snack a lot more when i'm, stress... ahhaha...
i also made a pack with shenna to lose weight! not dieting or anything but to be healthy... cause my BMI is above average so that's not good... and also because we want to be good and healthy dancer for God so we must take good care of our bodies... as the bible say our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, we are responsible in taking good care of this temple...
oh oh, one more thing... i want to thank God for my POM results... hahaha... the FIRST time in my poly life i got an A!!! hahaha... i got 36/40... the top girl, Lingwei got 37/40... so that makes me the second... this time i really rely on God's strength... and also God's wisdom...
i still waiting to get my Econs and F&B papers back... i pray that there will be more chance for me to give God glory :)
i'm gonna go and eat now... then go and do some work... see ya all goregous people :)
~princess maddy loves chocolates~
p.s: i love myself
XOXO
Monday, January 08, 2007
i can sing of Your love forever, Jesus
today, i was really unwell... a lil' fainty and a lil' off-condition... but i still went to church and all... many of them say that i look very sick and pale... hahah... well, i still believe that God will heal me... hahah...
i can't afford to take a break or slow down cause everyone and everything are moving so fast... once i stop, that's the end... it will take more to catch up with them then to stay in pace with them... so i just keep running... even if it's like breathless and all your muscles are tearing apart, just press in cause you won't know your limit...
i went to Beer for lunch alone... my cell went to HongKong cafe but i didn't join them... need to be back at the youthroom for L.A Unit work... we manage to finish quite a lot... and that's good... it was a fun time fellowshipping and working together...
shoutout to L.A UNIT: i love you guys a lot... heeehee
then after that we had dance meeting/briefing... it is something we are all clueless about... so we really have to depend on God more than ever... so yup... i will continue to dance for God, no matter what...
joel chew is going to NS soon... hahah... on the 11th... aiya, that chee ko peh... hahah...
oh, i have steamboat for dinner... reach home at about 9:30pm then ate my dinner... the soup is super sweet lah... heehee... i like....hahaha
now i have like a bad headache so i will go and sleep soon... see you all hunks & babes...
~princess maddy love huge teddy~
p.s: walking closer and closer to God... like never before
today, i was really unwell... a lil' fainty and a lil' off-condition... but i still went to church and all... many of them say that i look very sick and pale... hahah... well, i still believe that God will heal me... hahah...
i can't afford to take a break or slow down cause everyone and everything are moving so fast... once i stop, that's the end... it will take more to catch up with them then to stay in pace with them... so i just keep running... even if it's like breathless and all your muscles are tearing apart, just press in cause you won't know your limit...
i went to Beer for lunch alone... my cell went to HongKong cafe but i didn't join them... need to be back at the youthroom for L.A Unit work... we manage to finish quite a lot... and that's good... it was a fun time fellowshipping and working together...
shoutout to L.A UNIT: i love you guys a lot... heeehee
then after that we had dance meeting/briefing... it is something we are all clueless about... so we really have to depend on God more than ever... so yup... i will continue to dance for God, no matter what...
joel chew is going to NS soon... hahah... on the 11th... aiya, that chee ko peh... hahah...
oh, i have steamboat for dinner... reach home at about 9:30pm then ate my dinner... the soup is super sweet lah... heehee... i like....hahaha
now i have like a bad headache so i will go and sleep soon... see you all hunks & babes...
~princess maddy love huge teddy~
p.s: walking closer and closer to God... like never before
XOXO
Sunday, January 07, 2007
i live for Jesus!
today i went for socio project meeting... we sat down and watch Billy Elliot together... didn't eat anything execpt the Zinger Burger meal that i bought to church... so hungry... when i reach church, it's about 12 plus so i ate then watch Billy Elliot AGAIN... then i got a bad headache... so i fell asleep in the youthroom... so really tired and stuff...
then i rest for a while then the YA worship team came down... then i woke up... then i used my laptop... then Ying Chuan also went online using his laptop... and it was so funny cause i was really bored... so me and ying chuan chatted on MSN... hahah... and both of us are in the youthroom... muahhaha... serious boredom... hahah
then we went for prayer... Chellie shared and i think it's really good... then we went for service... when service started, there was only about 12 ppl according to Roland because a lot of people were late... so yup... service was awesome... worship was simply amazing...
Shoutout to Michelle Guna: well done babe! you did a great job :)
gotta go to bed soon... love ya all...
~princess maddy wants a HUGE teddy~
p.s: feeling super duper tired... pls let me rest
today i went for socio project meeting... we sat down and watch Billy Elliot together... didn't eat anything execpt the Zinger Burger meal that i bought to church... so hungry... when i reach church, it's about 12 plus so i ate then watch Billy Elliot AGAIN... then i got a bad headache... so i fell asleep in the youthroom... so really tired and stuff...
then i rest for a while then the YA worship team came down... then i woke up... then i used my laptop... then Ying Chuan also went online using his laptop... and it was so funny cause i was really bored... so me and ying chuan chatted on MSN... hahah... and both of us are in the youthroom... muahhaha... serious boredom... hahah
then we went for prayer... Chellie shared and i think it's really good... then we went for service... when service started, there was only about 12 ppl according to Roland because a lot of people were late... so yup... service was awesome... worship was simply amazing...
Shoutout to Michelle Guna: well done babe! you did a great job :)
gotta go to bed soon... love ya all...
~princess maddy wants a HUGE teddy~
p.s: feeling super duper tired... pls let me rest
XOXO
Saturday, January 06, 2007
i am Yours Lord...
suddenly, after so so long... God spoke to me again... rather random... cause i was walking from the bus 12 bus stop where i've alighted to my block... then suddenly, God put the song in my head... about how much He love me, He hears me when i call and pray, He catches me when i'm falling and He told me that i belong to Him...
it's not just a feeling thing or emotions thing... but it's knowing that i actually have a Daddy God who cares... even when my earthly parents fail me, friends abandon me etc etc... i have decided...
my new year resolution: to grow closer to God... to hear from Him... get inspired by Him... and draw strength from Him...
today was a very very fruitful day... and of course with God's help and strength, i manage to finish a lot a lot of my assignments... so it's very good... i'm still kinda sick... major nose block... thus causing my ears to be blocked as well... so if you think that i'm shouting at you, pls forgive me cause i don't know how loud i am... hahah
went to church after school... then Joel Ooi came... then Michelle Guna... then Gabriel... we had fun chatting and all... about almost anything and everything... hahha... then we went for dinner at KFC together... continue talking etc etc... then we came back for Pentacost...
Pentacost ended at 10pm... then i came home.. i just took some cold tablets and gonna go to bed soon... cause i have project tmr morning... the coming days and weeks will be crazy, but i will get through it because i have God... so yup...
~Princess Maddy, daughter of the Heavenly King~
p.s: i want to stay in Your everlasting embrace
suddenly, after so so long... God spoke to me again... rather random... cause i was walking from the bus 12 bus stop where i've alighted to my block... then suddenly, God put the song in my head... about how much He love me, He hears me when i call and pray, He catches me when i'm falling and He told me that i belong to Him...
it's not just a feeling thing or emotions thing... but it's knowing that i actually have a Daddy God who cares... even when my earthly parents fail me, friends abandon me etc etc... i have decided...
my new year resolution: to grow closer to God... to hear from Him... get inspired by Him... and draw strength from Him...
today was a very very fruitful day... and of course with God's help and strength, i manage to finish a lot a lot of my assignments... so it's very good... i'm still kinda sick... major nose block... thus causing my ears to be blocked as well... so if you think that i'm shouting at you, pls forgive me cause i don't know how loud i am... hahah
went to church after school... then Joel Ooi came... then Michelle Guna... then Gabriel... we had fun chatting and all... about almost anything and everything... hahha... then we went for dinner at KFC together... continue talking etc etc... then we came back for Pentacost...
Pentacost ended at 10pm... then i came home.. i just took some cold tablets and gonna go to bed soon... cause i have project tmr morning... the coming days and weeks will be crazy, but i will get through it because i have God... so yup...
~Princess Maddy, daughter of the Heavenly King~
p.s: i want to stay in Your everlasting embrace
XOXO
i am Yours Lord...
suddenly, after so so long... God spoke to me again... rather random... cause i was walking from the bus 12 bus stop where i've alighted to my block... then suddenly, God put the song in my head... about how much He love me, He hears me when i call and pray, He catches me when i'm falling and He told me that i belong to Him...
it's not just a feeling thing or emotions thing... but it's knowing that i actually have a Daddy God who cares... even when my earthly parents fail me, friends abandon me etc etc... i have decided...
my new year resolution: to grow closer to God... to hear from Him... get inspired by Him... and draw strength from Him...
today was a very very fruitful day... and of course with God's help and strength, i manage to finish a lot a lot of my assignments... so it's very good... i'm still kinda sick... major nose block... thus causing my ears to be blocked as well... so if you think that i'm shouting at you, pls forgive me cause i don't know how loud i am... hahah
went to church after school... then Joel Ooi came... then Michelle Guna... then Gabriel... we had fun chatting and all... about almost anything and everything... hahha... then we went for dinner at KFC together... continue talking etc etc... then we came back for Pentacost...
Pentacost ended at 10pm... then i came home.. i just took some cold tablets and gonna go to bed soon... cause i have project tmr morning... the coming days and weeks will be crazy, but i will get through it because i have God... so yup...
~Princess Maddy, daughter of the Heavenly King~
p.s: i want to stay in Your everlasting embrace
suddenly, after so so long... God spoke to me again... rather random... cause i was walking from the bus 12 bus stop where i've alighted to my block... then suddenly, God put the song in my head... about how much He love me, He hears me when i call and pray, He catches me when i'm falling and He told me that i belong to Him...
it's not just a feeling thing or emotions thing... but it's knowing that i actually have a Daddy God who cares... even when my earthly parents fail me, friends abandon me etc etc... i have decided...
my new year resolution: to grow closer to God... to hear from Him... get inspired by Him... and draw strength from Him...
today was a very very fruitful day... and of course with God's help and strength, i manage to finish a lot a lot of my assignments... so it's very good... i'm still kinda sick... major nose block... thus causing my ears to be blocked as well... so if you think that i'm shouting at you, pls forgive me cause i don't know how loud i am... hahah
went to church after school... then Joel Ooi came... then Michelle Guna... then Gabriel... we had fun chatting and all... about almost anything and everything... hahha... then we went for dinner at KFC together... continue talking etc etc... then we came back for Pentacost...
Pentacost ended at 10pm... then i came home.. i just took some cold tablets and gonna go to bed soon... cause i have project tmr morning... the coming days and weeks will be crazy, but i will get through it because i have God... so yup...
~Princess Maddy, daughter of the Heavenly King~
p.s: i want to stay in Your everlasting embrace
XOXO
goodness.... hahah...
i'm like in school now... it's 8 am in the morning... hahaha... got some stupid make up lesson... blehhh.... hahahha.... my daddy drove me to school... the moment i step into school, i saw the BIG digital clock outside the library that shows "7:42AM"
i was like *jaw drop*.... who on planet earth goes to POLY so early??? wah lau... i think i'm the first student ton step into Business School cause for Business school, the first lesson is at 9am... so besides the cleaning aunties, i think i'm the only human... hahha
until about close to 8, my friend Monica came... otherwise, i would be the only idiot that will come so early... hahaha
my lesson is SUPPOSE to start at 8am... but apparently, we all know that they will be late... even the teacher... hahah... so what's the point of putting it in the morning... hahha.... anyways, the teacher herself is late... hahha... the latest time they can arrive is 8:30am... after that they are considered ABSENT... hahaha... so let's see who will be under that category... hahha...
ok, seriously I'M BORED!!!
the only thing that kept me entertained is Rain's cd... hahah... the new album... the songs are so so good... i think it's one of the best albums he ever have... ahahah... esp the RnB ballads... super good... hahha
after school, i'm gonna go down to church to do my work... and try to finish my assignments etc etc... waahhhhh!!! hahaha... serious BRAIN DAMAGE! hahaha... then go for Pentacost then go home for dinner... then try to see if i can sleep early cause i have sociology project meeting on saturday at 9am in school.... boohooohooo....
blehh~~~
~Maddy love Rain~
p.s: the amount of work i have is SKY HIGH!
MY RAIN!!!
(suddenly i rmb a lame joke Michelle Lam told me... "do you know why is it raining so heavily recently?" don't need to think of some geog terms etc etc... cause it's seriously lame... wanna know the answer??? )
because
RAIN IS COMING! *just for laugh*
XOXO
Friday, January 05, 2007
crazy world...
i'm living in a crazy world;
full of crazy, irritating, bossy people...
my stupid mum continues to boss me around...
"madeline, pour water..."
"madeline, wash the dishes..."
"madeline, take your brother's medicine here..."
"madeline, help matthew bring his food to the living room..."
MADELINE, MADELINE, MADELINE..................
argh.......... i'm not your slave or servant or maid ok???
school was crazy... long hours etc etc... got lots of projects coming up... feel so breathless... i'm still quite sick... my nose is still block, still coughing... headache here and there... sighs...
i think i will have to burn mid-night oil again tonight... to try and finish some work etc etc...
~i'm just maddy~
p.s: pile up on me...
i'm living in a crazy world;
full of crazy, irritating, bossy people...
my stupid mum continues to boss me around...
"madeline, pour water..."
"madeline, wash the dishes..."
"madeline, take your brother's medicine here..."
"madeline, help matthew bring his food to the living room..."
MADELINE, MADELINE, MADELINE..................
argh.......... i'm not your slave or servant or maid ok???
school was crazy... long hours etc etc... got lots of projects coming up... feel so breathless... i'm still quite sick... my nose is still block, still coughing... headache here and there... sighs...
i think i will have to burn mid-night oil again tonight... to try and finish some work etc etc...
~i'm just maddy~
p.s: pile up on me...
XOXO
Thursday, January 04, 2007
SHUT UP...
i don't wanna hear a word from you... and you... and you...
that's enough... no more...
please leave me alone, will you?
i don't wanna what you're doing...
don't wanna know who you're with...
do whatever you want and leave me alone...
go and have your happily ever after...
i will be fine the way i am, the way God made me...
you make me hate myself... make me look down on myself...
make feel like a total loser and inferior to others...
please don't come and crush me after i start to love myself again...
keeping silent...
letting go of the past that stills haunt...
XOXO
cough & sneeze
went to school today... only have one lecture in the morning at 10am... what an ungodly hour in the morning... hahahah... so yup, i went... i thought i was late so i took a cab... spend like $7 on the cab.... my heart-pain man... so expensive... hahaha
so i went for lecture alone... then i met my friend, monica for lunch... then she pass me my birthday present... it's so so sweet of them... they got me a git voucher for Haagen Daz... YIPPY! now i can eat ice-cream... heehee...
shoutout to SHEENA, MONICA, GRACE:
hey babes, thanks a lot for the gift... really love it... heehee... thanks a lot <3
tomorrow is thursday... after tmr, i can see weekends coming again... wheee~~~ hahaha... tomorrow is a LONG LONG Day... hahaha... 9am to 7pm.... wahhhhh..... hahha... but after that, it's so so awesome already...
friday will be good cause of Music Prac... i hope that Rach will let me sing for service soon... like make me an official singer...
then saturday is YA service... awesome awesome
then sunday... no C.E cause my module ended some time ago... so have to wait for instruction from Pastor Mark... so service at 10:15am... then lunch with cell... then don't know if there's dance... Hosea haven't make the "dance core team" thingy official yet... so don't know lor... don't know if i can get into the core team...
anyways, i was talking to my daddy about CNY shopping... cause every year my parents especially my mum will bring us go shopping for clothes... for me, all my clothes are chosen by my mum... somehow my mummy got an "ah lian" taste... all the clothes she choose is so so "ah lian" and i hate it lah... goodness... and we always go Bugis and Far East and Heeren's ah lian shops... *tsk tsk*
so i told my daddy... so he say we might go shopping this sunday... i said VIVO cause there's Topshop and Dorothy Perkins... we might go Suntec, Parkway Parade or town... maybe this year for a change, there's some Europe style instead of HongKong or Taiwan...
hahaha... i can't wait for shopping... it's been like since Sep... so it's like 3 months already lor... wah!!!!! hahah... must save money for shopping... so yup...
~princess maddy love ice-cream~
p.s: So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable
went to school today... only have one lecture in the morning at 10am... what an ungodly hour in the morning... hahahah... so yup, i went... i thought i was late so i took a cab... spend like $7 on the cab.... my heart-pain man... so expensive... hahaha
so i went for lecture alone... then i met my friend, monica for lunch... then she pass me my birthday present... it's so so sweet of them... they got me a git voucher for Haagen Daz... YIPPY! now i can eat ice-cream... heehee...
shoutout to SHEENA, MONICA, GRACE:
hey babes, thanks a lot for the gift... really love it... heehee... thanks a lot <3
tomorrow is thursday... after tmr, i can see weekends coming again... wheee~~~ hahaha... tomorrow is a LONG LONG Day... hahaha... 9am to 7pm.... wahhhhh..... hahha... but after that, it's so so awesome already...
friday will be good cause of Music Prac... i hope that Rach will let me sing for service soon... like make me an official singer...
then saturday is YA service... awesome awesome
then sunday... no C.E cause my module ended some time ago... so have to wait for instruction from Pastor Mark... so service at 10:15am... then lunch with cell... then don't know if there's dance... Hosea haven't make the "dance core team" thingy official yet... so don't know lor... don't know if i can get into the core team...
anyways, i was talking to my daddy about CNY shopping... cause every year my parents especially my mum will bring us go shopping for clothes... for me, all my clothes are chosen by my mum... somehow my mummy got an "ah lian" taste... all the clothes she choose is so so "ah lian" and i hate it lah... goodness... and we always go Bugis and Far East and Heeren's ah lian shops... *tsk tsk*
so i told my daddy... so he say we might go shopping this sunday... i said VIVO cause there's Topshop and Dorothy Perkins... we might go Suntec, Parkway Parade or town... maybe this year for a change, there's some Europe style instead of HongKong or Taiwan...
hahaha... i can't wait for shopping... it's been like since Sep... so it's like 3 months already lor... wah!!!!! hahah... must save money for shopping... so yup...
~princess maddy love ice-cream~
p.s: So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable
XOXO
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
SENGKANG ~ the foreign land
today is my first time going to Sengkang... goodness... hahah... to me, it's seriously a foreign land to me... hahaha... first i took bus 229 to bedok interchange then take bus 87 to Sengkang Interchange... the whole journey from my house to Sengkang is about 90mins...
hahah... it's really interesting how different the "east" is from the "north-east"... hahaha... anyways, i went to my groupmate's house and we did the filming and stuff... so it's good...
left at about 5pm... got home at around 6 plus... my daddy brought malcolm and marcus for a hair cut... matthew went to skate so i'm at home with my granny... heehe... i love my granny... heehee...
gonna eat dinner soon... tmr is the first day of school again!!! hahahha... not really looking forward but i believe that this year will be so so awesome... so i'm excited about what is to come... although exams and tests and projects will start pouring in like tsunami, i believe that God will pull me through and be victorious...
yup yup, it will be... have faith and all things will come to pass...
~princess maddy love being herself~
p.s: irreplaceable
today is my first time going to Sengkang... goodness... hahah... to me, it's seriously a foreign land to me... hahaha... first i took bus 229 to bedok interchange then take bus 87 to Sengkang Interchange... the whole journey from my house to Sengkang is about 90mins...
hahah... it's really interesting how different the "east" is from the "north-east"... hahaha... anyways, i went to my groupmate's house and we did the filming and stuff... so it's good...
left at about 5pm... got home at around 6 plus... my daddy brought malcolm and marcus for a hair cut... matthew went to skate so i'm at home with my granny... heehe... i love my granny... heehee...
gonna eat dinner soon... tmr is the first day of school again!!! hahahha... not really looking forward but i believe that this year will be so so awesome... so i'm excited about what is to come... although exams and tests and projects will start pouring in like tsunami, i believe that God will pull me through and be victorious...
yup yup, it will be... have faith and all things will come to pass...
~princess maddy love being herself~
p.s: irreplaceable
XOXO
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!!!
Sennett stayover
after watch night service (11pm +++), we only have like 30 mins get our butts to Sennett... but as usual, youths being youths... we took our own sweet time to leave the sanctuary then make our way to SPC and realise that we only have less than 10 mins to get to Sennett... but there's only one counter at SPC that is open... so we have to queue up and stuff... we got to Sennett just in time for the countdown... hahah...
party poppers, sparklers, shouts and hugs...
we had loads of fun and fellowship... oh oh, i have to mention this...
we (aiken, coral, addy, char, shenna, me) invented a game... because sennett road is a slope down leading to the main road and we took a skateboard and skate down the slope... it so so fun... love it... although it's hard to control left and right, we still had fun... many fell and hit their bum (e.g Aiken)... hahah... some got minor wounds (e.g Coral) but all were happy... heehee... oh oh, Alvin aka Uncle Tay , Rach, Isaac and Samuel played the game too... hahah...
i went back with Rayvin and aiken and joel chew on the cab at about 6 plus... the Queks and Emmanuel decided to take bus 12 instead... thanks Aiken and Rayvin for the ride home... Mr Chew didn't pay for the cab... hahah... as usual...
Family Gathering
i went home at about 7am... then bathe and fall asleep... then woke up at 2pm and get ready to go to my aunt's new house for a family gathering... it was great catching up with one another... looking through old pictures... of me and my cousins... goodness... hahahha
my brothers and younger cousin went for a swim... while i stick my butt on the chair and start eating non-stop... i'm like seriously hungry... cause i didn't eat dinner, didn't eat breakfast and lunch... so yup... i ate quite a lot... hahhahah
went home and watch Little Nicky... super funny... hhahhaha.... and as usual, my mummy, the QUEEN continue to boss my around while she sit down on her "throne" and watch TV... like goodness lah...
anyways, i still kinda sick and i have to go to one of my groupmate's house at SENGKANG, to film our project.. so yup... i will sleep soon and make sure i have enough rest before HELL (school) start again on wednesday... hahhaha
SHOUTOUTS:
to aiken: hey gorgeous, love you loads... hahah... (love it when Rach thought we had something going on... hahhaha... hilarious)
to COTS: you girls are so so precious to me...
to my cell: continue to grow in God ya? no matter what, GOD IS FAITHFUL...
to the rest of the world: have a great and blessed year ahead... God bless
~princess maddy love chocolates~
p.s: start afresh
Sennett stayover
after watch night service (11pm +++), we only have like 30 mins get our butts to Sennett... but as usual, youths being youths... we took our own sweet time to leave the sanctuary then make our way to SPC and realise that we only have less than 10 mins to get to Sennett... but there's only one counter at SPC that is open... so we have to queue up and stuff... we got to Sennett just in time for the countdown... hahah...
party poppers, sparklers, shouts and hugs...
we had loads of fun and fellowship... oh oh, i have to mention this...
we (aiken, coral, addy, char, shenna, me) invented a game... because sennett road is a slope down leading to the main road and we took a skateboard and skate down the slope... it so so fun... love it... although it's hard to control left and right, we still had fun... many fell and hit their bum (e.g Aiken)... hahah... some got minor wounds (e.g Coral) but all were happy... heehee... oh oh, Alvin aka Uncle Tay , Rach, Isaac and Samuel played the game too... hahah...
i went back with Rayvin and aiken and joel chew on the cab at about 6 plus... the Queks and Emmanuel decided to take bus 12 instead... thanks Aiken and Rayvin for the ride home... Mr Chew didn't pay for the cab... hahah... as usual...
Family Gathering
i went home at about 7am... then bathe and fall asleep... then woke up at 2pm and get ready to go to my aunt's new house for a family gathering... it was great catching up with one another... looking through old pictures... of me and my cousins... goodness... hahahha
my brothers and younger cousin went for a swim... while i stick my butt on the chair and start eating non-stop... i'm like seriously hungry... cause i didn't eat dinner, didn't eat breakfast and lunch... so yup... i ate quite a lot... hahhahah
went home and watch Little Nicky... super funny... hhahhaha.... and as usual, my mummy, the QUEEN continue to boss my around while she sit down on her "throne" and watch TV... like goodness lah...
anyways, i still kinda sick and i have to go to one of my groupmate's house at SENGKANG, to film our project.. so yup... i will sleep soon and make sure i have enough rest before HELL (school) start again on wednesday... hahhaha
SHOUTOUTS:
to aiken: hey gorgeous, love you loads... hahah... (love it when Rach thought we had something going on... hahhaha... hilarious)
to COTS: you girls are so so precious to me...
to my cell: continue to grow in God ya? no matter what, GOD IS FAITHFUL...
to the rest of the world: have a great and blessed year ahead... God bless
~princess maddy love chocolates~
p.s: start afresh
XOXO