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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Psalm 51
A Contrite Sinner's Prayer for Pardon.
For the choir director.

A Psalm of David, when Nathan the prophet came to him, after he had gone in to Bathsheba.

1Be gracious to me, O God, according to Your lovingkindness;
According to the greatness of Your compassion blot out my transgressions.
2Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity
And cleanse me from my sin.
3For I know my transgressions,
And my sin is ever before me.
4Against You, You only, I have sinned
And done what is evil in Your sight,
So that You are justified when You speak
And blameless when You judge.
5Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity,
And in sin my mother conceived me.
6Behold, You desire truth in the innermost being,
And in the hidden part You will make me know wisdom.
7Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
8Make me to hear joy and gladness,
Let the bones which You have broken rejoice.
9Hide Your face from my sins
And blot out all my iniquities.
10Create in me a clean heart, O God,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11Do not cast me away from Your presence
And do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.
12Restore to me the joy of Your salvation
And sustain me with a willing spirit.
13Then I will teach transgressors Your ways,
And sinners will be converted to You.
14Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, the God of my salvation;
Then my tongue will joyfully sing of Your righteousness.
15O Lord, open my lips,
That my mouth may declare Your praise.
16For You do not delight in sacrifice, otherwise I would give it;
You are not pleased with burnt offering.
17The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
A broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise.
18By Your favor do good to Zion;
Build the walls of Jerusalem.
19Then You will delight in righteous sacrifices,
In burnt offering and whole burnt offering;
Then young bulls will be offered on Your altar.

XOXO

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

when you hold me in your arms and spin me around, i see a rainbow

hello world, once again it's my off day... work is slowly increasing its speed in my life... i pray that it will not take full reign over me... don't really wanna be a workaholic...

My supervisor, Xiao Ping is now my "jie jie" or also known as older sister... she really takes care of me... and i thank God for helping me gain favour in "jie jie" eyes...

my "shifu" or also known as mentor, Michaele is very nice to me... sometimes she can be very fierce and straight forward but she is awesome... a cute friend and crazy partner in crime... haha

my other colleagues are very friendly... helping me and guiding me along... it's not easy working at Front Office... You not only have to handle guest complain and stuff, you also need to work with the stupid computer system with a whole lot of reports etc etc... and they have been very patient...

it's fun working with colleagues from different department too... Like the supervisor of housekeeping, Eddy... The guys from Engineering... from Security...

:)

when you looked at me
when you held my hand

when you told me it's alright

when you hold me in your arms
when you pick me up and spin me around

XOXO

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

When was the last time you truly laughed?

all it takes was 2 hours with a totally retarded person, half a chicken, 2 plates of rice,1 small plate of vegetables, 2 cups of barley then 2 cups of soya bean...

i thank God for that special someone who brought so much joy and laughter into my life... you might not know but you really brighten up my spirit... (as you can see from my previous post)

thank you so much for cranking all those stupid jokes and always ready to accommodate my randomness and retarded laughter... did i tell you that i love long walks? even though it was like "long long" but it's good enough...

i can't wait for the next dinner date! hee...

XOXO

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Sometimes i wonder who am i...

then i realised that i'm defined by my friends...

Slowly i feel seperated from them...

my hommies, my dears and all...

i try to be part of everything...

try to make up for my absence...

but all that only increase the loneliness in me...

i'm not at my best now...

now is not a time where you throw all the things you know about God at me...

i can't take tough love now...

i can't take that at all...

show me love before you throw your beliefs, views and criticism at me...

XOXO

Monday, April 20, 2009

I can hear the wedding bells ringing...

18/11/09 - Emil and Sarah's Wedding

pretty sarah...

me and my twin, Fang Xian

Gorgeous Cell picture...

11/04/09 - Adrian and Valerie's Wedding

Yilin, Annabel and me

Damian and me

2 weeks...

2 weddings...

2 pairs of happy couples...

i feel so happy for them... to be able to find someone you love, and someone who loves you... and above all, someone who love God... i slowly realised the strong importance of a godly relationship... where God becomes the centre pillar of both...

more and above the riches, looks and talents... it's the godly factor that attracts...

i've been working at Citadines for 20 days already... after 3 weeks of work, i have to thank God for every single step in my career... for good colleagues, nice superiors, and of course many learning pitstops...

there were smiles and tears but all for the better... to mould me into someone whom God will be pleased to smile upon...

p.s: looking forward to our chicken rice dinner date :)

XOXO

Monday, April 13, 2009

Hello everyone, i'm back to blog a little... haha... it's finally my off day again and so i decide to kinda slack and catch up with my dearies, Momo and Zhu Zhu... it was just lunch, chats and laughs... which was nice after a long while...

feels nice to be close to them... afterall, we were once roomies... so we are tight y'all! haha

growing up seems to take full control over me... now that i'm done with school and is in the working society... haha... but it's not all gloomy... i get to meet people, see more of the world and perhaps have greater impact in society someday...

well, just a lil' reply to II/LL... is my blog that emo??? i thought i was longer over the relationship issue... LOL... anyways, thanks for the concern whomever it may be :)

tomorrow, i will be back at work and then it will be busy week until Sarah Seow's wedding on saturday... i can't wait for the swedish party!!! btw, the Lide family are a cool bunch...

work isn't so bad... just getting used to all the procedures and getting to know the people better... nice people, nice environment help when guests are not so nice :)

cheers to a great week ahead!

hope for the anguish,
light for those in darkness,
love for the hurting...

XOXO

Monday, April 06, 2009

Bird Brain & Pork
P.S: The title might sound like disgusting but note that I'm not referring to food... or the actual thing itself...

Anyways, today was my first A Shift which is the 0700-1600... waking up at 0445 is TOTALLY OMG! but thank God i got through the day without much problems...

tomorrow will be 0700-1600 again... after work will be cell at Grace's house...
*faint*

Wednesday + Thursday = 1400-2300
No night cycling for me :(

Friday + Saturday = 2230-0730
Thank God, at least i can make it for Good Friday Service and Adrian's wedding...

Sunday + Monday = OFF DAY!!!
Finally rest day AGAIN! Hope that i can meet up with Momo and Zhu on monday...

My Future Expenditures!!!

My Tropical Holiday - End July 2009

I'm gonna save up and then go for a one-week getaway to the lovely tropical island in Southern China... where there is only the sun, sand, sea, shopping and me! muahaha... i just love to think about the time i will spend on the beach, tanning, swimming, reading and drawing!

My Pink Earphones - April 2009

I will buy those when i get my first pay!!! my retarded earphones are dying and i need to replace them quickly... and guess i have found those perfect looking pink ones on the shelves...

My Pink Digital Camera - June 2009

It's amazing that i never have a camera but i desire for one... of course, colour code is pink so as to match my phone and my "so-to-be" pink earphone... anyways, i will get them in June so that i can bring them to my holiday in July... think that there will be a IT Fair in June so i hope to get cheap deals...

btw, which brand should i get??? my budget is not more than $300... Sony/Panasonic/Casio/Samsung/others???

XOXO

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

0645hrs - Ringing alarm and Sleepy head
i only manage to get about 4 hours of sleep due to my obsession with watching drama online...well, i felt quite energetic; unlike someone who is deprived of sleep... i pick myself up and headed for my wardrobe, then into the toilet...

0750hrs - Liner, Blush and Glossy Lips
With my neat bun and make up on, i thought i was ready... i left house and walked towards the bus stop and waited for bus 14 which will bring me to town... the whole ride was 1 hour due to the heavy road and human traffic...

0900hrs - Hi, my name is......
I arrived at my workplace and was told to change into the t-shirt because my tailor-made uniform is not ready... after changing, i was then instructed to go into the office to read the Policy and Procedure... that whole stack of paper is 2.5 inches thick... after spending 1 hour reading that bible-like thing, we had a mini birthday celebration for my colleague Yvonne... it was only after the celebration that my supervisor Xiao Ping introduce me to the rest of the staffs...

1300hrs - System crash!
I didn't know that the company have so many staffs from TP... The Sales and Marketing manager, Remy is my senior senior senior... it's quite funny... then sometime not so funny happened... The company system is down since 11am... because of that, it cause quite a bit of confusion and stuff... after waiting and waiting, my supervisor decided to let me go for my lunch break first...

1400hrs - Hello there, Klutz!
after coming back from lunch, i met another colleague, Jimmy... Jimmy is a very nice guy but a major klutz... He can knock into anything and everything... That poor fella... But we can hit off quite well cause he is klutz and i'm random... haha

1800hrs - Tick Tock Ringggggg!!!
the system was still down and poor Jimmy is stressing out... then i was called to Housekeeping to help out a little... i finally got my locker etc etc and soon it was time to knock off...

first day at work wasn't so bad... i'm looking forward to tomorrow and friday before i have 2 days off... thank God for nice colleagues...

XOXO