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Enter into the world of drama and God's miracle... Maddy's fairytale =)
ABOUT ME

Madeline Xiong (Maddy)
Kuma Miyuki
Tower of Strength
Born on 21/12/1988
Graduated from TP HTM
Currently working at Citadines Mt Sophia
LOVE GOD
LOVE DANCE
LOVE SINGING
LOVE L.A UNIT
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I want to be a awesome dancer.
A super annointed singer.
An airstewrdess.
A Missionary.
A woman mightily used by God.
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

我不懂应该说些什么...
好想这可以是我所梦到的...



好希望别人的想法不是那么残忍...
我只是希望有人爱,有人疼...



该说些什么呢?
你们会明白我的感受吗?






好想好想和你在一起...


XOXO


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

hello once again after a long while!



it's my off day AGAIN so here i am blogging away... now i'm like a pro at reading loads and loads of emails...
life is good, God is good...
i'm loving Sanya! haha


XOXO


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

read and interpret my expression!









haha... living in Sanya is rather interesting now... loads and loads of stories... loads of fun stuff... loads of love love going on... living here doesn't seem so bad afterall... don't get me wrong but i still love singapore and my peeps back home...

it's my off day today thus i'm online... i will be posting my pictures on facebook... so you can go checkout my life in Sanya via Facebook...

i don't know how to say... but yeah.... haha... my life in Sanya now is way more interesting than those Taiwanese Idol love drama... hahaha.... everyday is very very "eventful"... the lifestyle over here is also rather different from singapore...


my days in the chinese restaurant just ended... i will be going to beach bar and lobby bar tomorrow for 10 days then to banquet and etc etc... i'm looking forward to beach bar
=)


to everyone in Singapore: i know i've said this a million times but i really miss you all... (i bet you guys miss me too)... i can't wait to be back home with you all... in the meantime, please take care... each and everyone of you...

loads of sunshine and love


XOXO


Thursday, October 09, 2008

i know that i'm loved









thank God for off days... i can finally rest and relax my tired and abused body... hahah... ahhhh... don't know what else to say... haha... ermmmm... one more day of rest before 4 more crazy madness... haha...
i'm getting to used to living in the hostel and working in sanya... but.... i still miss singapore like crap... hahah....
i will blog again soon


XOXO


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Wooohooo



finally after so long,i get to rest again。。。today was my third day at Food and Beverage department。。。 it was really tiring。。。



plus all the fear and stressful memory of SSM。。。 haha。。。 but okay lah。。。



anyways, my feet is much better now… now i struggle with the new leather court shoes… hahaha… my poor legs are getting abused… actually my whole body is being abused。。。 ahaha



anyways, it is almost like midnight and i better go off and bathe etc etc…



to all:i love and miss you all… i cannot wait to be back with you all… hugs and a million and one kisses from the other sunny island …


XOXO


Sunday, October 05, 2008

MORE OF SANYA =)
that's us about to go to the beach before typhoon strikes...
nice view eh?
hello everyone... it's been 3 weeks since i last stepped on Singapore soil... breathe the last mouth of Singapore oxygen... last see my love ones, my awesome hommies, my bed, my favourite food...
3 weeks... it's not that long, and it's not that short... how to say it... ermmm... even though i am adapting and stuff but somehow i really wish to be back home... a place where i can really call HOME...
(goodness, i almost teared! "suck it up maddy, everyone's looking...")
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i miss my "Ah Ma"... i miss sleeping with her and come home to know that she have cooked a wonderful dinner...
i miss my "Daddy"... i miss watching korean drama with him and commenting on the storyline while laughing at the stupid characters...
i miss my "Mummy"... i miss seeing her fall asleep while watching DVD, miss hearing her snore through the boring dramas...
i miss my brothers... i miss seeing them around... fighting over laptops, fighting over tv and Playstation...
i miss going to church almost everyday... miss attending cell group, music meeting, music prac, thursdy prayer, YA service, Sunday service...
i miss sitting in Meredith's car... miss listening to jap songs with that crazy energy ball...
i miss hanging out with my hommies... miss the late nights at our good old Simpang...
i miss eating at Beer garden... miss all the aunties and uncles there...
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life is okay here in Sanya... some people are nice... my roomies, Monica and Meizhu are super nice too... but i really miss Singapore... many times i still wish to cry myself to bed... but there's too many people in a room, so cannot cry, will disturb others...
i cried yesterday when i sprain my feet... it's not because of the pain... i cried because the incident cause me to feel so helpless... helplessly sitting on the floor, helplessly holding my feet, not realising that it was bleeding... just sitting there, clueless...
i cried...
my second time crying in Sanya... (the first time was on the bus after first week of work)... now, it's my third time, in the cyber cafe... i tried to hide my tears but it's so hard cause i'm surrounded by people... no amount of happy songs can cheer me up...
the pain is nothing compared to the pain of not being near your loved ones...
i acted strong... saying that it's ok... walk on even with the pain... smiled through the pain...
the quiet one became the silent one... a person of little words... it's all because i don't know how to express how i feel... i don't know who to tell execpt God...
many times i thought that people around me need me... they need my help, need my advice, they need me... but now... i know that I NEED THEM MORE... i need them to keep me sane, i need them to encourage me... i need them around...
i need them to pick me up when i trip and fall... i need them to help me iced my wounds...
i am just but only a human...
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it's not all sad and emo and depressed... there are happy and fun times too... when monica and meizhu tried to matchmake me with any and every china man...
to those who wish to come Sanya, WELCOME! hahah... it's a nice place... nice beaches, fresh air... very sunny if there's no typhoon...
and the KTV is mainly for Karaoke purpose, like KBOX... not those you find in Joo Chiat... hahah
i will stop here for now... i will post more pictures when the internet modem is done...


XOXO


Wednesday, October 01, 2008

(^ ^) Picture time (^ ^)


TP interns, TAS interns and Gloria Resort Sanya's Executive Comm
that's us at Cactus Resort, a sister resort of Gloria...
that's us after a super grand dinner at Cactus...
that's us on the day of our health check... hur hur
our KTV day outing
KTV is super cheap in China


group picture in the KTV!

group picture at the balcony of a suiteRondy our HR Trainer, Monica, Me, Meizhu and CaiLing... (Monica & Meizhu are my roomie)a view from the suite

This is taken at the beach bar... super nice beach...


XOXO



i'm loving my off days!!!



haha... even though there's only 2 more days left but i'm glad to have this break before moving into the Food&Beverage department...

just wanna thank God for a lot a lot of things... even for the trials along the way, because i know that my daddy God knows my limit and it will be okay because God is there...

*singing Exceeding Joy out loud*

this morning, God woke me up at 6am... i could not sleep no matter how tired i am... so i decided to read my book, listen to hillsongs... but God prompted me to worship... so i grab my song file and went to the little balcony... then i started singing and worshipping God...

i know it might be bizzare and wierd for my 2 friends (who are not christians) and my china colleague... btw, they were still sleeping... i sang softly (i think...) but somehow they still can hear me...

seriously... being in China is worst than home... at least i can sing and worship God at night and do my QT to as late as possible... well, being in a foreign country, i have to understand and move more or less along with it...

after worshipping for more than 30 mins with just my voice, i feel so much release... so much joy, love and strength...





my soul magnifies the Lord,
my heart joys in God my Savior...
like a David, i will sing, i will dance...
whether in the courts or wilderness,
my lips will not shortchange You of praise...


XOXO