Wednesday, February 25, 2009
on a stage, you could be an actress, a dancer, a singer or just something else...
you can see emotions being portrayed; joy and sorrow...
only on stage i feel home...
close to my dreams, close to my goals...
it's hard to get my feet back on the ground...
times like this i really want to give up...
(would someone bring me more chocolates?)
在舞台上的星星，闪闪发光。
我要成为那颗星星。
完成我的梦想，达到我的目标。
回到台上的路很长，很难。
有时我真的很想放弃。
难过的时候吃巧克力真的能让我开心吗?
我不能忘记你的每一个“对不起”，每一个“请原谅我”。
你说的“我爱你”为什么那么痛?
可能我对你的要求太多，太高；
突然想起你的时候，你不在。
就像你说的，
我就是那样傻傻的，笨笨的。
天天拿着手机，
时时看着电脑，
只希望能看到你。
最怕没有你，
最怕听不到你，
最怕看不见你，
最怕最后说放手的人是我。
XOXO
歌 林 多 前 書 13:4-8
爱 是 恒 久 忍 耐 ， 又 有 恩 慈 ； 爱 是 不 嫉 妒 ； 爱 是 不 自 夸 ， 不 张 狂 ，不 做 害 羞 的 事 ， 不 求 自 己 的 益 处 ， 不 轻 易 发 怒 ， 不 计 算 人 的 恶 ，不 喜 欢 不 义 ， 只 喜 欢 真 理 ； 凡 事 包 容 ， 凡 事 相 信 ， 凡 事 盼 望 ， 凡 事 忍 耐 。爱 是 永 不 止 息 。
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
XOXO
Reasons why i love you...
- you are willing to walk down the whole street just to get chocolate milk tea for me to satisfy my chocolate craving... i was very very touched...
- you sing funny songs and create your own lyrics to cheer me up :)
- you are the only guy who can tolerate my random spurts of emotions :p
- you are willing to spend all your off days and free time with me :)
- you don't mind me being this size, yet you always make me feel confident as myself...
- you always protect me and are always concern about my everything... even a cough...
- you always try to make me laugh with your horrible english...
- you changed your bad habits just for me...
- you keep every note and drawing that i gave you...
- you get super duper touched by my little efforts... you even teared...
- you are the cheerful sunshine who never fails to fill my life with laughter...
- you are not afraid to apologize when you done something wrong...
我爱你的原因
- 你愿意走几条街，为我买巧克力奶茶。那时候我很感动。
- 你会唱歌哄我开心。
- 你是唯一能忍受我的坏脾气的人。
- 你愿意用你所有休假的时间来陪我。
- 你不在意我胖胖的体型，你还让我感到很有自信。
- 你一直保护我，关心我。连一个普通的咳嗽都能让你担心。
- 你常常很努力的用英文来逗我开心。
- 为了我，你把坏习惯改掉了。
- 我给你的每一个小纸条和图画你都会好好的收藏。
- 你很容易就被我的小举动感动到流眼泪。
- 你是我生命中的太阳，把我的心照亮了。
- 当你作错事，你会认错和道歉。
我就喜欢你叫我老婆，叫我宝宝。。。
能听到你的声音，能听到你的笑声让我感到很开心。。。
爱你怎么能了，缘难了，情难了。。。
因为命中注定，我爱你。。。
- you are willing to walk down the whole street just to get chocolate milk tea for me to satisfy my chocolate craving... i was very very touched...
- you sing funny songs and create your own lyrics to cheer me up :)
- you are the only guy who can tolerate my random spurts of emotions :p
- you are willing to spend all your off days and free time with me :)
- you don't mind me being this size, yet you always make me feel confident as myself...
- you always protect me and are always concern about my everything... even a cough...
- you always try to make me laugh with your horrible english...
- you changed your bad habits just for me...
- you keep every note and drawing that i gave you...
- you get super duper touched by my little efforts... you even teared...
- you are the cheerful sunshine who never fails to fill my life with laughter...
- you are not afraid to apologize when you done something wrong...
我爱你的原因
- 你愿意走几条街，为我买巧克力奶茶。那时候我很感动。
- 你会唱歌哄我开心。
- 你是唯一能忍受我的坏脾气的人。
- 你愿意用你所有休假的时间来陪我。
- 你不在意我胖胖的体型，你还让我感到很有自信。
- 你一直保护我，关心我。连一个普通的咳嗽都能让你担心。
- 你常常很努力的用英文来逗我开心。
- 为了我，你把坏习惯改掉了。
- 我给你的每一个小纸条和图画你都会好好的收藏。
- 你很容易就被我的小举动感动到流眼泪。
- 你是我生命中的太阳，把我的心照亮了。
- 当你作错事，你会认错和道歉。
我就喜欢你叫我老婆，叫我宝宝。。。
能听到你的声音，能听到你的笑声让我感到很开心。。。
爱你怎么能了，缘难了，情难了。。。
因为命中注定，我爱你。。。
XOXO
Monday, February 23, 2009
these are precious friends who walked with me for about 3 years and more...
thank you guys for everything :)
XOXO
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i had a dream.
it felt so real.
i wish it could be real.
昨天我做了梦。
梦很真。
我好希望那个梦能成真。
please take me back...
可以带我回到从前吗?
XOXO
a child-like faith,
a simple prayer,
a new start...
a simple prayer,
a new start...
i will make my way up...
XOXO
Saturday, February 14, 2009
老公，我爱你。。。
XOXO
Friday, February 13, 2009
it's friday the 13th! i only realize it when i was at the Singapore Post Office... oh, and valentines day is tomorrow... haha...anyways, since it's valentines day tomorrow, i will post something about what i like, what i love and what i always wish for... here we go........
I Like 我喜欢:
- anything that is chocolate
巧克力
- roses
玫瑰花
- teddy bears/stuffed animals
小熊娃娃
- strawberries
草莓
- red juicy watermelons
西瓜
- red bull vodka
红牛伏特加
- rainbows
彩虹
- beautiful fireworks
烟火
- anything pink
粉红色
- boots
靴子
- dresses
连衣裙
- heels
高跟鞋
- bedtime stories
童话故事
- beach
海边
- watch sunrise
看日出
- watch sunset
看日落
- count stars
数星星
I Love 我爱:
Francis 符思强
XOXO
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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love makes my world go roundfinally my thesis is DONE! all i have to do now is prepare for the interview next week and it's finally over... 3 years of crazy madness is finally coming to an end... relieved...
somehow there is still a cold war among me and my parents... i don't want to fight with them because of my future... i hate to be in this situation...
"why are you disagreeing to my plan? if you are so smart, why don't you suggest something..."
valentines day is in 3 days time... every year, i will take time off to make gifts and cards for friends but this year, valentines day somehow lost it's attractiveness... hope that my hommies can make that day a better one...
today i overheard a group of secondary school boys debating about the authenticity of their friend's PSP game that was claimed to be "limited edition"... after a whole 10 odd minutes, i can conclude the whole drama with one word...
-superficial-
XOXO
Friday, February 06, 2009
说好的幸福呢?
i waited by my phone, by my laptop... waiting for a sign that he is near... waited...after hours and hours of waiting, i finally got to call him after he knock off... but all i hear was a weak voice, a voice that is too tired to do anything... i wasn't angry... i didn't cry... but my heartache so bad...
XOXO
Thursday, February 05, 2009
超级喜欢
navigation.direction.moving forward
time and time again those precious memories appears in front of my eyes... it brings smiles, it bring laughter as well as tears... i wish it could never end... i wish that it could stay that way forever...
i wish...
那些美好的回忆常常浮现在我眼前。。。它们带来快乐，带来欢笑，带来泪水。。。
我好希望那一切不会结束。。。我好希望能永远那样。。。
我希望。。。
XOXO
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
a rose for Juliet朱丽叶的玫瑰
this is the last lap for school and i have to put in all my effort to do well... my future, my plans, my dream are all with God... because i believe that His plans are far greater and better...
i manage to go for cell today... it was really refreshing... to fight the inertia is definitely tough but i will show Goliath, who is the real boss... the untapped power of the Holy Spirit cannot stay unused in me... it's time to face it and use it...
i still remember my "warrior princess" days... the times when i persevere on for the prize... because i always know that at the end of the race God is there waiting... even though i was off track, kinda fell, kinda lost focus, but i know that it's time to return to who i was...
whatever happens in the future, i know that God is in control...
这是我在学校的最后冲刺而我要努力加油，把一切作到最好。。。我把自己的未来，
梦想都交给了神。。。因为我相信他为我计划的一切都是最好的。。。
我怀念以前的我。。。那个很有自信，有目标的女孩。。。虽然我在人生的道路迷
失了方向，我相信现在是回到跑道的时候了。。。
不管将来是怎么样，我知道全部由神来掌管。。。
XOXO
looking for a rainbow in the rain在雨中寻找我的彩虹
XOXO