Sunday, December 31, 2006
GAIUS HAVE MOOBS!!!
hahaha... my changi prison friend... hahah... he's so so funny lah... trying to like "bully" shenna and i was like "eh eh why you bully my meimei?"... then he stick out his chest at my face... hahah... then i started poking him... then i was like "OH MY.... GAIUS GOT MOOBS (man boobs)...."
hahahah... he's so funny lah... shoutout to Gaius: i still love you, gorgeous boy
today, we had THANKSGIVING SERVICE! it's really good... loads of people came up to give their testimony... giving God all the glory and thanking Him for His faithfulness in 2006...
well, it's already the last day of the year... i just thought of like all the breakthroughs that i have this year and it's like really a lot... and i really want to thank God for everything...
THANK GOD FOR:
1) for Him being so so faithful and always there for me...
2) for family... even though we still fight and argue but we are still together
3) for awesome friends... for putting a smile on my face
4) for my O level results and posting results... although it's not where i want to be but He has the best plan on earth for me...
5) for a chance to perform on stage for Him... reaching out to the masses through dance...
6) for the chance to teach C.E... even though i'm still a student myself but i get to teach and learn at the same time...
7) for the opportunity to kinda help Livia with the cell group...
8) for the chance to go for Leaders' Retreat... to really take one step up
9) for the opportunity to be the medic of CFC and help others
10) for God's calling to Music team
11) for God's hand of protection over my life... esp when i was in Bangkok with the girls... God kept us safe even when the whole Thaksin thingy was going on...
12) for seeing me through my tests and exams...
there's so much more to thank God for... and i believe that you guys have a lot of things to thank God for as well... learn to be thankful and grateful people ya?
alright, i think i better go and sleep early... might not blog tonight cause i might go to Sennett for the stayover cum countdown... HUNKS & BABES are welcomed... i told aiken, "hey, HUNKS (aiken) and BABES (me)... hahhah"
~princess maddy leaving the past behind & start afresh~
p.s: a new start without you in my life
hahaha... my changi prison friend... hahah... he's so so funny lah... trying to like "bully" shenna and i was like "eh eh why you bully my meimei?"... then he stick out his chest at my face... hahah... then i started poking him... then i was like "OH MY.... GAIUS GOT MOOBS (man boobs)...."
hahahah... he's so funny lah... shoutout to Gaius: i still love you, gorgeous boy
today, we had THANKSGIVING SERVICE! it's really good... loads of people came up to give their testimony... giving God all the glory and thanking Him for His faithfulness in 2006...
well, it's already the last day of the year... i just thought of like all the breakthroughs that i have this year and it's like really a lot... and i really want to thank God for everything...
THANK GOD FOR:
1) for Him being so so faithful and always there for me...
2) for family... even though we still fight and argue but we are still together
3) for awesome friends... for putting a smile on my face
4) for my O level results and posting results... although it's not where i want to be but He has the best plan on earth for me...
5) for a chance to perform on stage for Him... reaching out to the masses through dance...
6) for the chance to teach C.E... even though i'm still a student myself but i get to teach and learn at the same time...
7) for the opportunity to kinda help Livia with the cell group...
8) for the chance to go for Leaders' Retreat... to really take one step up
9) for the opportunity to be the medic of CFC and help others
10) for God's calling to Music team
11) for God's hand of protection over my life... esp when i was in Bangkok with the girls... God kept us safe even when the whole Thaksin thingy was going on...
12) for seeing me through my tests and exams...
there's so much more to thank God for... and i believe that you guys have a lot of things to thank God for as well... learn to be thankful and grateful people ya?
alright, i think i better go and sleep early... might not blog tonight cause i might go to Sennett for the stayover cum countdown... HUNKS & BABES are welcomed... i told aiken, "hey, HUNKS (aiken) and BABES (me)... hahhah"
~princess maddy leaving the past behind & start afresh~
p.s: a new start without you in my life
XOXO
Saturday, December 30, 2006
COME HOLY SPIRIT, FALL IN THIS PLACE...
I NEED MORE AND MORE OF YOU...
i went for music prac just now... sharing was really good... God really revealed a lot to me... visions and stuff... it was really good... today i didn't jam with them cause they were practising for tomorrow's thanksgiving service...
so i went to SPC with rest of the musicians... and then eat outside Hall 3A... it was so funny cause Dawn bought a pack of the prawns snack and she could not open the packet... so Mr Ben Leung decided to BE A MAN and help Dawn... but he could not open it... so i told him to pass the thing to me and let me try... he said "if i cannot open this, how can you???"
haahhah... so finally he decided to pass it to me... and guess what?
I OPENED IT!!!
hahah... i tell you... Ben must felt like the worst person alive lah... hahaha... and he's so so funny... ahhaha... trying to "seduce" me and all... aiyo... i must stay faithful to my boy, Ian... hahah...
shoutout to Mishuelle:
Ben likes me.... muahahhahaha
so yup... we chilled outside Hall 3A... then played Bridge... it was just fellowship lor... everything went well and good... then it's about 11pm... so we all went back... most of them went to Sempang for supper while Ying Chuan, Clara and myself decided to go home... so we took bus 12... heehee....
YING CHUAN !!!! hahahhaha... *mish & coral screams in the background*
hahahah... my YC... heehee...
~Princess Maddy love Ferrero Rocher~
p.s: holding on to the promises of God
I NEED MORE AND MORE OF YOU...
i went for music prac just now... sharing was really good... God really revealed a lot to me... visions and stuff... it was really good... today i didn't jam with them cause they were practising for tomorrow's thanksgiving service...
so i went to SPC with rest of the musicians... and then eat outside Hall 3A... it was so funny cause Dawn bought a pack of the prawns snack and she could not open the packet... so Mr Ben Leung decided to BE A MAN and help Dawn... but he could not open it... so i told him to pass the thing to me and let me try... he said "if i cannot open this, how can you???"
haahhah... so finally he decided to pass it to me... and guess what?
I OPENED IT!!!
hahah... i tell you... Ben must felt like the worst person alive lah... hahaha... and he's so so funny... ahhaha... trying to "seduce" me and all... aiyo... i must stay faithful to my boy, Ian... hahah...
shoutout to Mishuelle:
Ben likes me.... muahahhahaha
so yup... we chilled outside Hall 3A... then played Bridge... it was just fellowship lor... everything went well and good... then it's about 11pm... so we all went back... most of them went to Sempang for supper while Ying Chuan, Clara and myself decided to go home... so we took bus 12... heehee....
YING CHUAN !!!! hahahhaha... *mish & coral screams in the background*
hahahah... my YC... heehee...
~Princess Maddy love Ferrero Rocher~
p.s: holding on to the promises of God
XOXO
wheee~~~
hahah... i'm insane... just got home from my psychology project meeting... it was interesting... trying to fit in and all... cause my group have 4 members including myself... and the 3 of them are friends already... like that are quite close and stuff... so i'm kinda left out and all... but who cares... just as long as i do my project and get good grades will do...
anyways, on my way home i met Danellia on the bus... she's going to somerset to meet Meimei and Ian and colin... how cute... and guess what will they be doing?
that's right!
hahah... it's like some mega crazy bshopping season for all... both boys and girls, young and old... or maybe not so old... hahah... anyways, i'm just like "alright! enjoy yourself"
hahah... i'm gonna eat my lunch now... will blog again after music prac later...
love
~princess maddy & dragon rider~
p.s: they are all memories now
hahah... i'm insane... just got home from my psychology project meeting... it was interesting... trying to fit in and all... cause my group have 4 members including myself... and the 3 of them are friends already... like that are quite close and stuff... so i'm kinda left out and all... but who cares... just as long as i do my project and get good grades will do...
anyways, on my way home i met Danellia on the bus... she's going to somerset to meet Meimei and Ian and colin... how cute... and guess what will they be doing?
that's right!
SHOPPING!!!
hahah... it's like some mega crazy bshopping season for all... both boys and girls, young and old... or maybe not so old... hahah... anyways, i'm just like "alright! enjoy yourself"
hahah... i'm gonna eat my lunch now... will blog again after music prac later...
love
~princess maddy & dragon rider~
p.s: they are all memories now
XOXO
Friday, December 29, 2006
it's a GIRLS' NIGHT!
it's been like raining non-stop since forever... hahah... feels like winter or something.... the wind and rain and all... hahah... anyways, i went out with COTS at 4pm today... thinking that i will be like late, i sms coral tell her that... she felt guilty and didn't reply... why? cause when i sms her, she's still at home... ahhah... so yup, i was the first among all to arrive at Parkway Parade... Mishuelle just slept on the bus and miss her stop... hahah... so yup...
we went to TopShop, Dorothy Perkins and Mango sale; and all of them got stuff... hahah... i just stood there feeling poor and yup... stand there... hahaha.... after all the shopping, we went to BK to eat dinner... it was fun until Mr Shaun Tupaz decided to book out and meet May... so yup, May decided to meet him... so we quickly walk to Mishuelle's house and start playing bridge... in the course of walking to Mish's house from PP, the 3 bimbos (coral,mish&michelle) have a whole bimbotic commotion... super hilarious... me and May just laugh... hahah
we played bridge till Lorraine came after work... we went to the 7-11 near PP to meet her and got some snacks... then go back to Mish's house... we didn't do much but we just chat... about anything and everything... was fun... we also made popcorn... ahha... *pop pop pop*
ahahha... we stay there till about 3am... then took a cab home... now it's 3:40am... hahah... gotta wake up early to choose my CDS for next yr and then go to school and do project... so yup i will sleep like now!!! hahah...
sweet dreams everyone... *hugs & kisses*
~princess maddy & teddy~
p.s: i love you and you love someone else
it's been like raining non-stop since forever... hahah... feels like winter or something.... the wind and rain and all... hahah... anyways, i went out with COTS at 4pm today... thinking that i will be like late, i sms coral tell her that... she felt guilty and didn't reply... why? cause when i sms her, she's still at home... ahhah... so yup, i was the first among all to arrive at Parkway Parade... Mishuelle just slept on the bus and miss her stop... hahah... so yup...
we went to TopShop, Dorothy Perkins and Mango sale; and all of them got stuff... hahah... i just stood there feeling poor and yup... stand there... hahaha.... after all the shopping, we went to BK to eat dinner... it was fun until Mr Shaun Tupaz decided to book out and meet May... so yup, May decided to meet him... so we quickly walk to Mishuelle's house and start playing bridge... in the course of walking to Mish's house from PP, the 3 bimbos (coral,mish&michelle) have a whole bimbotic commotion... super hilarious... me and May just laugh... hahah
we played bridge till Lorraine came after work... we went to the 7-11 near PP to meet her and got some snacks... then go back to Mish's house... we didn't do much but we just chat... about anything and everything... was fun... we also made popcorn... ahha... *pop pop pop*
ahahha... we stay there till about 3am... then took a cab home... now it's 3:40am... hahah... gotta wake up early to choose my CDS for next yr and then go to school and do project... so yup i will sleep like now!!! hahah...
sweet dreams everyone... *hugs & kisses*
~princess maddy & teddy~
p.s: i love you and you love someone else
XOXO
Thursday, December 28, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BEL!!!
today, i am suppose to wake up at 10am to clean my room and then go to church for YA Unit meeting at 1pm... but i woke up at 12:32pm instead... ahahha... so i didn't get to clean my room then i rush down to church for the meeting...
only a few people were there... sean lee, ian, ben leung, sunny, elizabeth and ying chuan... regina is late and Gaius is like major late, claiming that he didn't know about the meeting... we ordered canadian pizza for lunch and ate together... hahah... then at 4pm, the YMs went off for prayer...
while the YMs were having prayer, Ying Chuan, Regina and me just chill in the youthroom... it was funny... just chatting and singing some old skool songs.. pretty fun... i can hear coral and mishuelle screaming... hahah... sorry girls, Ah Chuan is mine... muahahha
we left church at about 5pm cause Ah Chuan is going to Ubi for driving lessons... so regina and me go to Parkway Parade to window shop and i thought of getting Bel a lil' present for her birthday... so i went to TopShop and Dorothy Perkins to look at some accessories and i saw one black jewel bangle from Dorothy Perkins and got it for Bel... then Regina and me went to try on some clothes for fun... ahhah... nothing better to do...
then we saw this balloon stall and i got a "happy birthday" balloon for Bel... then Regina's parents came to pick us up and send us back to church... i went back to the youthroom to make a card out of a styrofoam plate... haha... pretty cool...hahaha... then i went up the office to pass it to Bel... when i step into the office, there was a whole commotion at Uncle Henry's cubicle... feelin' curious so i went forward to see...
UNCLE HENRY'S CPU IS ON FIRE!!!
there's like smoke seriously white smoke coming out of the CPU... it's so funny lah... then i left church... hahah
~princess maddy love Ferrero Rocher ~
p.s: yummy chocolates gives me sugar rush
here's some pictures of today!!!
the "cleaner" youthroom after LA UNIT's attempt of cleaning
Regina and Ying Chuan chilling out after cleaning... listening to old skool songs
black corset from Dorothy Perkins
today, i am suppose to wake up at 10am to clean my room and then go to church for YA Unit meeting at 1pm... but i woke up at 12:32pm instead... ahahha... so i didn't get to clean my room then i rush down to church for the meeting...
only a few people were there... sean lee, ian, ben leung, sunny, elizabeth and ying chuan... regina is late and Gaius is like major late, claiming that he didn't know about the meeting... we ordered canadian pizza for lunch and ate together... hahah... then at 4pm, the YMs went off for prayer...
while the YMs were having prayer, Ying Chuan, Regina and me just chill in the youthroom... it was funny... just chatting and singing some old skool songs.. pretty fun... i can hear coral and mishuelle screaming... hahah... sorry girls, Ah Chuan is mine... muahahha
we left church at about 5pm cause Ah Chuan is going to Ubi for driving lessons... so regina and me go to Parkway Parade to window shop and i thought of getting Bel a lil' present for her birthday... so i went to TopShop and Dorothy Perkins to look at some accessories and i saw one black jewel bangle from Dorothy Perkins and got it for Bel... then Regina and me went to try on some clothes for fun... ahhah... nothing better to do...
then we saw this balloon stall and i got a "happy birthday" balloon for Bel... then Regina's parents came to pick us up and send us back to church... i went back to the youthroom to make a card out of a styrofoam plate... haha... pretty cool...hahaha... then i went up the office to pass it to Bel... when i step into the office, there was a whole commotion at Uncle Henry's cubicle... feelin' curious so i went forward to see...
UNCLE HENRY'S CPU IS ON FIRE!!!
there's like smoke seriously white smoke coming out of the CPU... it's so funny lah... then i left church... hahah
~princess maddy love Ferrero Rocher ~
p.s: yummy chocolates gives me sugar rush
here's some pictures of today!!!
the "cleaner" youthroom after LA UNIT's attempt of cleaning
Regina and Ying Chuan chilling out after cleaning... listening to old skool songs
black corset from Dorothy Perkinsa super low cut dress from Dorothy Perkins
super nice green tube dress from TopShop
XOXO
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
p.s: sorry, i love you
XOXO
what a day!
hahah... my granny woke me up at 11plus this morning and i was too tired to get off the bed so i carry on sleeping... i slept a while longer and then dreamt of something real random... oh wells, i am a rather random person... hahhah...
i woke up and it was like 4pm.... hahaha... then i went down to the kitchen to see if there's food for me but nope... nothing for me to eat... so i decided to eat cup noodles with a can of chilli tuna... hahah
then watch tv and went online... goodness... so bored lah! but i know i have to finish doing my online quiz by 30 or 31st dec... hahah... i will try to attempt some tonight and tomorrow... then my mummy asked me to clean and pack my room for the whole of tomorrow... BORING!
hahaha... i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy clothes and accessories and stuff... can't wait for Chinese New Year so that i can buy new clothes... hahah.. in the meantime, i will take the opportunity to save more money so that i can spend it on the clothes i want from TopShop and Forever 21... heehee...
i think i need to go send my heels to the cobbler soon... hahah... get them fixed and i can wear them again... hahah... i sound like a typical bimbo lah... hahah... buying clothes, shoes etc etc... hahah... i need to get my hair cut as well... ad you can see in the recent pictures, my fringe are like........... *duh*.... they have a life on its own... ahhaha... so out of place!
i seriously need to save money man... hahaha... let me tell you my plans for next year!
Princess Maddy's plan for 2007:
1) go to Korea with Vaness & the rest after her O Level
estimated cost: $1800 (including shopping)
2) go shopping for CNY clothes
estimated cost: $150-200
3)SONY camera
estimated cost: $599
4) 2007 Christmas presents
estimated cost: $100
total cost: $2700
HOW TO SAVE SO MUCH MONEY???
Plan 1: work during the holidays! march and sep holidays...
Plan 2: save $10 per week... so by the end of 2007, i will have around $400...
Plan 3: don't buy unnecessary stuff... be super THRIFTY!
Plan 4: cut down on expensive food... eg. Kenny Rogers, Fish & Co.
Plan 5: DO ALL OF THE ABOVE! hahahh
ok, i can hear my mummy nagging and scolding and nagging and scolding already... did i mention that she took a 1 week leave??? good Lord! i will die with her around for the whole week can!
gotta go now... love you all gorgeous people... if you're reading my blog, pls remember to tag ya?
~princess maddy & her pink teddy~
p.s: my obsession with pink
my new pink forever friends teddy... thanks Clement :)
i forgot to upload this picture yesterday... emmanuel & me after service
hahah... my granny woke me up at 11plus this morning and i was too tired to get off the bed so i carry on sleeping... i slept a while longer and then dreamt of something real random... oh wells, i am a rather random person... hahhah...
i woke up and it was like 4pm.... hahaha... then i went down to the kitchen to see if there's food for me but nope... nothing for me to eat... so i decided to eat cup noodles with a can of chilli tuna... hahah
then watch tv and went online... goodness... so bored lah! but i know i have to finish doing my online quiz by 30 or 31st dec... hahah... i will try to attempt some tonight and tomorrow... then my mummy asked me to clean and pack my room for the whole of tomorrow... BORING!
hahaha... i wanna go shopping... i wanna buy clothes and accessories and stuff... can't wait for Chinese New Year so that i can buy new clothes... hahah.. in the meantime, i will take the opportunity to save more money so that i can spend it on the clothes i want from TopShop and Forever 21... heehee...
i think i need to go send my heels to the cobbler soon... hahah... get them fixed and i can wear them again... hahah... i sound like a typical bimbo lah... hahah... buying clothes, shoes etc etc... hahah... i need to get my hair cut as well... ad you can see in the recent pictures, my fringe are like........... *duh*.... they have a life on its own... ahhaha... so out of place!
i seriously need to save money man... hahaha... let me tell you my plans for next year!
Princess Maddy's plan for 2007:
1) go to Korea with Vaness & the rest after her O Level
estimated cost: $1800 (including shopping)
2) go shopping for CNY clothes
estimated cost: $150-200
3)SONY camera
estimated cost: $599
4) 2007 Christmas presents
estimated cost: $100
total cost: $2700
HOW TO SAVE SO MUCH MONEY???
Plan 1: work during the holidays! march and sep holidays...
Plan 2: save $10 per week... so by the end of 2007, i will have around $400...
Plan 3: don't buy unnecessary stuff... be super THRIFTY!
Plan 4: cut down on expensive food... eg. Kenny Rogers, Fish & Co.
Plan 5: DO ALL OF THE ABOVE! hahahh
ok, i can hear my mummy nagging and scolding and nagging and scolding already... did i mention that she took a 1 week leave??? good Lord! i will die with her around for the whole week can!
gotta go now... love you all gorgeous people... if you're reading my blog, pls remember to tag ya?
~princess maddy & her pink teddy~
p.s: my obsession with pink
my new pink forever friends teddy... thanks Clement :)
i forgot to upload this picture yesterday... emmanuel & me after serviceXOXO
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
i finally found someone with the same birthday as me!!!
Edward Speleers
the cute actor from ERAGON.... gosh... take my breath away man... hahah.... *sizzle sizzle*
hahaha... he's 1 year older than me... and that's hot... and he's 1.82m.... he plays football, rugby and saxophone... so hot right? and he's from Chichester, England
~maddy melts to the floor~
XOXO
Merry Christmas, everyone
goodness... i slept at like 3am this morning and then woke up like 9:30am... i thought i was late for service... jump out of bed in shock... i know many of you guys out there will understand how it feels...
so yup, it's christmas morning and my cell group decided to wear a dress for service and yup we did... hahah... it was quite funny cause PeiTing wore a black dress with a red stocking.... and unknowingly, Bel wore the same thing... hahha... anyways, was feeling kinda bad not giving gifts this year... hahha...
shoutout: thank you guys for all the presents...
service ended at about 12 plus... then went to KFC for lunch... then move on to VIVO City with Livia, PeiTing, Bel, Hosea, Rayvin, Bertrand and Danellia... we all went shopping but me being broke decided to just window shop... hahha
we watched movie too... ERAGON.... it's so cool... i love it... heehee... then we ate dinner and went home... i took bus 10 all alone... hahah... my first time taking a bus from VIVO CITY all alone... usually with friends... and somemore it's christmas... hahah... well, i don't wanna say what happen...
hahah... i'm happy the way i am... anyways... i'm feeling very very tired already... need to sleep like soon... will blog again
~princess maddy & her dragon rider~
p.s: i love being who i am... a friend to all... even though i feel alone
Vaness, my lil' watermelon
snoring away on Bus 10...
Forever 21... window shopping
my dinner at FoodRepublic... korean style
goodness... i slept at like 3am this morning and then woke up like 9:30am... i thought i was late for service... jump out of bed in shock... i know many of you guys out there will understand how it feels...
so yup, it's christmas morning and my cell group decided to wear a dress for service and yup we did... hahah... it was quite funny cause PeiTing wore a black dress with a red stocking.... and unknowingly, Bel wore the same thing... hahha... anyways, was feeling kinda bad not giving gifts this year... hahha...
shoutout: thank you guys for all the presents...
service ended at about 12 plus... then went to KFC for lunch... then move on to VIVO City with Livia, PeiTing, Bel, Hosea, Rayvin, Bertrand and Danellia... we all went shopping but me being broke decided to just window shop... hahha
we watched movie too... ERAGON.... it's so cool... i love it... heehee... then we ate dinner and went home... i took bus 10 all alone... hahah... my first time taking a bus from VIVO CITY all alone... usually with friends... and somemore it's christmas... hahah... well, i don't wanna say what happen...
hahah... i'm happy the way i am... anyways... i'm feeling very very tired already... need to sleep like soon... will blog again
~princess maddy & her dragon rider~
p.s: i love being who i am... a friend to all... even though i feel alone
Vaness, my lil' watermelon
snoring away on Bus 10...Forever 21... window shoppingmy dinner at FoodRepublic... korean style
taken from Roland's camera... YA Christmas
XOXO
Monday, December 25, 2006
hey guys! it's like 2:45am... just had like a FUSION party at home... hahah... i invited the dancers and some other YAs over for dinner and chilling while my brother, Matthew decided to bring his gang of PUNK & EMO peeps... oh wells... it's a FUSION
the church peeps took the living room while the EMO peeps took the dining room and platform... hahha... was rather interesting cause the way we behave is very different... like when my daddy ask the peeps whether anyone wants like wine & stuff, we said NO... but the minute Matthew's friends step into the doors, they took a glass of alcohol each... i'm like goodness... hahah... Joel Chew and Ben Choo was so tempted to drink lah... but we didn't ... hahah... my daddy........
we watched LOVE ACTUALLY on channel 5... it's so awwww... anyways, then we watch MATERIAL GIRLS... it's so so bimbotic... can't stand it...
anyways, well... no more dance for this year... ahhaha... it's kinda sad and all cause it's the last performance before the split of 12... i'm just so so lazy... this week is gonna be crazy cause i have to finish my psychology and sociology online tests.... oh well...
gotta sleep soon... here's some pictures before the performance... taken at Katong Mall... i promise i will get the better pics from Roland... will upload soon... *hugs*
~princess maddy & her boy~
p.s: step up...... one step higher
my boy Ian, me and Xiao Ben... hahah
the buddy meal... Ian & Ben
Bel getting Regina styled for the performance...
Gaius trying to do some stretching... he can't help but smile at EVERY camera
that's coral... peace out
the church peeps took the living room while the EMO peeps took the dining room and platform... hahha... was rather interesting cause the way we behave is very different... like when my daddy ask the peeps whether anyone wants like wine & stuff, we said NO... but the minute Matthew's friends step into the doors, they took a glass of alcohol each... i'm like goodness... hahah... Joel Chew and Ben Choo was so tempted to drink lah... but we didn't ... hahah... my daddy........
we watched LOVE ACTUALLY on channel 5... it's so awwww... anyways, then we watch MATERIAL GIRLS... it's so so bimbotic... can't stand it...
anyways, well... no more dance for this year... ahhaha... it's kinda sad and all cause it's the last performance before the split of 12... i'm just so so lazy... this week is gonna be crazy cause i have to finish my psychology and sociology online tests.... oh well...
gotta sleep soon... here's some pictures before the performance... taken at Katong Mall... i promise i will get the better pics from Roland... will upload soon... *hugs*
~princess maddy & her boy~
p.s: step up...... one step higher
my boy Ian, me and Xiao Ben... hahah
the buddy meal... Ian & Ben
Bel getting Regina styled for the performance...
Gaius trying to do some stretching... he can't help but smile at EVERY camera
that's coral... peace outXOXO
Sunday, December 24, 2006
The Eastern Star~ where the party's at
YA Christmas was awesome... all the crazy hard work today and yesterday (overnight) ... it's all worth it... the dance was good, the live performance during dinner was good... well done Rach, Ben Choo, Aiken, Gabriel...
the dance floor was steaming... goodness... it was like rockin'
the dinner was cool... some Indian food... real cool... the whole place was pretty middle east... got that Aladdin feel... hahha... thanks to the Royal Rangers, we got like about 5 wooden structure from like only a few sticks... Kenny, Brendon, Glanis and friend: you guys are awesome!
here's some pictures that will do the talking:
hot babes: me, lorraine, coral,may (goodness... my face)
me and my crazy cell leader
cheers!
trying to be like COOL....
ben choo & me (medic & patient)
3 guys, 1 girl and a Joel Ooi (me, gaius, ben, aiken, joel)
that's HOT! the HOT ONES
lippy!!! muahahh...
YA Christmas was awesome... all the crazy hard work today and yesterday (overnight) ... it's all worth it... the dance was good, the live performance during dinner was good... well done Rach, Ben Choo, Aiken, Gabriel...
the dance floor was steaming... goodness... it was like rockin'
the dinner was cool... some Indian food... real cool... the whole place was pretty middle east... got that Aladdin feel... hahha... thanks to the Royal Rangers, we got like about 5 wooden structure from like only a few sticks... Kenny, Brendon, Glanis and friend: you guys are awesome!
here's some pictures that will do the talking:
hot babes: me, lorraine, coral,may (goodness... my face)
me and my crazy cell leader
cheers!
trying to be like COOL....
ben choo & me (medic & patient)
3 guys, 1 girl and a Joel Ooi (me, gaius, ben, aiken, joel)
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that's HOT! the HOT ONES
lippy!!! muahahh...
there's still some more pictures in someone else' camera... so i will upload again once i receive them... but in the meantime, enjoy these... i love hanging out with the HOT ONES! love ya all... every single one of you :)
alright, gotta sleep soon... still have to bathe, remove my make-up, do mask, do QT then sleep and wake up for service... hahah... and it's almost 2am now... so have to like hurry hurry... hahah
~princess maddy love to dance~
p.s: Jesus, the reason for this season
XOXO
Friday, December 22, 2006
::hearts::
i'm so so touched... it's such an awesome birthday... today was good ... the YM girls did an awesome job while dancing for the senior citizens minstry...
shoutout:
well done babes! i'm so proud of you all... *hugs*
after their performance, we went to Fish & Co. for lunch with :
Coral
Mishuelle
May
Michelle Lam
Lorraine
Isaac
Livia
Ying Chuan
Melissa (meimei)
Danellia
Ben Choo
Joseph
Ben Leung
Ian (my boy)
Nelson
sorry if i left anyone out cause my brain is like kinda dead now... hahah
anyways, i had to earn my present so they made me do the "HEY MICKEY" dance in Fish&Co.... omg... it's so so embarresing lah... hahah... and yup i did it and got my prezzie! it's GUCCI ENVY ME... hahah... envy me!
love you guys so so much... for all the gifts, the sms, the calls, the lovely handshake, warmth hugs, dazzling smiles, Parkway Parade Balloons (Ying Chuan & Nelson)... thank you guys... love you guys so so much... *muacks*
and yup, gaius gave all the dance peeps a HUGE present... cause every minute that we are late, we are suppose to do 10 push-ups... so MR GAIUS GAY was late for 38mins... so that's 380 push-ups... we just cleared the previous 200 push-ups today... cause he was late on tuesday fro 20mins... so that's 200... now another 380 more... that's it man....
oh, peachy... congrats... you are officially the last one to wish me... hahah... i bet you were like burning in your heart to wish me happy birthday... hahah... go BRUSH!
i'm gonna sleep like now... feeling super tired... it's gonna be a long day but i will press in... btw, pls pray for Victoria (vicky) cause flights are unable to take-off in England due to fog... so pls pray that God will clear the fog and provide good weather & protection...
~princess maddy: just wanna be me~
p.s: i never knew this about you
i'm so so touched... it's such an awesome birthday... today was good ... the YM girls did an awesome job while dancing for the senior citizens minstry...
shoutout:
well done babes! i'm so proud of you all... *hugs*
after their performance, we went to Fish & Co. for lunch with :
Coral
Mishuelle
May
Michelle Lam
Lorraine
Isaac
Livia
Ying Chuan
Melissa (meimei)
Danellia
Ben Choo
Joseph
Ben Leung
Ian (my boy)
Nelson
sorry if i left anyone out cause my brain is like kinda dead now... hahah
anyways, i had to earn my present so they made me do the "HEY MICKEY" dance in Fish&Co.... omg... it's so so embarresing lah... hahah... and yup i did it and got my prezzie! it's GUCCI ENVY ME... hahah... envy me!
love you guys so so much... for all the gifts, the sms, the calls, the lovely handshake, warmth hugs, dazzling smiles, Parkway Parade Balloons (Ying Chuan & Nelson)... thank you guys... love you guys so so much... *muacks*
and yup, gaius gave all the dance peeps a HUGE present... cause every minute that we are late, we are suppose to do 10 push-ups... so MR GAIUS GAY was late for 38mins... so that's 380 push-ups... we just cleared the previous 200 push-ups today... cause he was late on tuesday fro 20mins... so that's 200... now another 380 more... that's it man....
oh, peachy... congrats... you are officially the last one to wish me... hahah... i bet you were like burning in your heart to wish me happy birthday... hahah... go BRUSH!
i'm gonna sleep like now... feeling super tired... it's gonna be a long day but i will press in... btw, pls pray for Victoria (vicky) cause flights are unable to take-off in England due to fog... so pls pray that God will clear the fog and provide good weather & protection...
~princess maddy: just wanna be me~
p.s: i never knew this about you
XOXO
Thursday, December 21, 2006
FINALLY 18
hahah... thank you guys...
now we have a billboard:
1st: Regina
2nd: Chaan Loung
3rd: Monica
4th: Jossie
5th: Vanessa Oh
6th: Michelle Guna
7th: Aunty Elizabeth (mel's mummy)
8th: May, Coral, Mishuelle
9th: Daddy
10th: Clement
that's the top 10... thank you everyone for all the phone call and sms... and staying up till 12 midnight to msg and call me... love ya all
hahah... thank you guys...
now we have a billboard:
1st: Regina
2nd: Chaan Loung
3rd: Monica
4th: Jossie
5th: Vanessa Oh
6th: Michelle Guna
7th: Aunty Elizabeth (mel's mummy)
8th: May, Coral, Mishuelle
9th: Daddy
10th: Clement
that's the top 10... thank you everyone for all the phone call and sms... and staying up till 12 midnight to msg and call me... love ya all
XOXO
hi all...
i'm back from church... had fun during the dinner... we ate sushi... hahah... it was good... we also sort out the dance costume... and yup, it was good... hahah
my birthday party at MOS was cancelled due to some reasons... haha... so yup... no party...
ermmm... what else.... it just feels wierd.... i don't know... my birthday seems so.......... i don't know how to put my feelings to words... i know that people care for me... my family, my friends, and God too... but.......
it's not about the presents or parties...... not about the cakes and dinners.....
i wish i didn't have a birthday... it's pretty much no difference from any other day... hahah... oh, what am i saying? hhahahh...
i think i'm crazy... hahah... i should go and spend more time with God... sweet dreams
~princess maddy dance~
p.s: hit the dance floor
i'm back from church... had fun during the dinner... we ate sushi... hahah... it was good... we also sort out the dance costume... and yup, it was good... hahah
my birthday party at MOS was cancelled due to some reasons... haha... so yup... no party...
ermmm... what else.... it just feels wierd.... i don't know... my birthday seems so.......... i don't know how to put my feelings to words... i know that people care for me... my family, my friends, and God too... but.......
it's not about the presents or parties...... not about the cakes and dinners.....
i wish i didn't have a birthday... it's pretty much no difference from any other day... hahah... oh, what am i saying? hhahahh...
i think i'm crazy... hahah... i should go and spend more time with God... sweet dreams
~princess maddy dance~
p.s: hit the dance floor
XOXO
hello hello....
hahah... i'm just feelin' random... just finish eating my brunch... ahhaha... at 4pm... hahah... anyways, my mummy help me pluck my eyebrows... and i did a facial mask... hahah... my mummy's order... hahah...
*princess maddy tries to pretend to be like the queen*
"aiyo, look at your face huh? so oily and one dot, one dot..."
for your info, i don't have oily face... hahaha... my mummy is just crazy about how i look... once she scolded me when i go suntanning... and ask me to use Whitening lotion after that... hahah... it's so like duh... hahahah...
anyways... tomorrow is my birthday... hahah... many other people seem more excited than me... i'm just like.......... i don't know...... i'm cool with going to MOS with the rest... but... i'm just.... i don't know... i really don't know... things somehow didn't seem too good for me... "disagreement" with friends... and different thoughts and all... i just.... lost
~princess maddy's wishes & dreams~
p.s: i don't know the feelings that i have now
hahah... i'm just feelin' random... just finish eating my brunch... ahhaha... at 4pm... hahah... anyways, my mummy help me pluck my eyebrows... and i did a facial mask... hahah... my mummy's order... hahah...
*princess maddy tries to pretend to be like the queen*
"aiyo, look at your face huh? so oily and one dot, one dot..."
for your info, i don't have oily face... hahaha... my mummy is just crazy about how i look... once she scolded me when i go suntanning... and ask me to use Whitening lotion after that... hahah... it's so like duh... hahahah...
anyways... tomorrow is my birthday... hahah... many other people seem more excited than me... i'm just like.......... i don't know...... i'm cool with going to MOS with the rest... but... i'm just.... i don't know... i really don't know... things somehow didn't seem too good for me... "disagreement" with friends... and different thoughts and all... i just.... lost
~princess maddy's wishes & dreams~
p.s: i don't know the feelings that i have now
XOXO
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hey all... i'm back!!!
woohoo... camp was so so fun... love it, love it... brace yourselves for an ULTRA LONG POST!
Day 1 (Sat)
we met in church at 8am... and as usual, Joseph and MR ISAAC was late... Joseph was late cause of Isaac, he went to wake him up... so it's ok... but MR ISAAC... hahaha... we got into our groups there and then... my group, Sam Lim, Marcus Goh, Joseph, Wilbert, Pei Ting, Shu Jing and me... heehee... our group name? 94251128.... why? cause Sam was our leader and that's his handphone number... super funny right? hahah... so anyways... the first activity... MASS DANCE! hahah... our dearest awesome dancer, Rayvin Teng and Gabriel... they taught us the cheer leading steps... it's so so funny... we did the routine to "OH, MICKEY"... super funny :) love it so much lah...
after mass dance, the AMAZING RACE begins... first stop: Tampines Interchange... second stop: Tanah Merah Mrt Station... third stop: Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal... final stop: the MOE CHANGI ADVENTURE CAMP.... although my group was the last cause we wasted too much time at the 3rd stop looking for the treasure hunt thingy... but even though my group was like the last to arrive, everyone cheered for us as we run the last 90m... it was really touching cause some of the comm came out to the road to run with us... the other groups stand on the side of the road to cheer us on... it was really heartwarming... although you are really tired and like thirsty and like getting heatstroke, we still run on... just because of these awesome people...
after amazing race, we went to our "rooms" and change into comfy clothes... then we did rafting... it was interesting cause no one in my group built a raft before... so we kinda like came up with wierd designs etc etc... but it was good lah... we kinda got burnt cause the weather was like freaking hot... ahhaha...
after rafting, we went to wash up then dinner then go for service... worship and service was awesome... Pastor Jeremy Seaward came to preach and it was really good... then we went back to our campsite at about 11plus 12.... then most of us got knocked out after that... hahah... btw, i didn't mention that i was the medic for the camp... hahah... yes i was... and it was pretty funny... hahah... love ben choo lah... hahah... and every 5 mins a plane will fly pass... and because they are so low, it was like really loud... like crashing... hahaha
Day 2 (Sun)
we woke up at 6:30am and then had mass dance at 7am... hahha.. was really funny... then we had cell devotion which i think was really good... me, livia and pei ting... aunty ayelan join us for cell devotion and it was really fruitful... then we had breakfast then had WORKSHOP 1... Rach came and share and we did some group activity with was rather interesting... hahah... then WORKSHOP 2 by Aunty Ayelan.. it was really good as well... then we had lunch... and then the FUN begins....
we did rock climbing and because it was raining so we did the indoors one... i tell you, the safety harness is so so ugly... hahah... the worst fashion ever!!! ahah... we nade a joke for project runway... the task? to redesign the safety gear... ahhaha... although i didn't like go all the way up the wall... but i guess at least i manage to confront my fear of height and give it a try... Joel Chew was my "belayer" someone who holds your rope when you are up... hahah... thank God i didn't fall and die... hahaha... after the rocks, we went to the high ropes... goodness.. hahah... me and livia went together lah... she did the "trunk walk"... it's a tree trunk that it hung like about 5 or 6 metres off the ground... goodness... no ropes or anything lah... you have to walk across the trunk lah... and yup, she did it pretty fast... when it's my turn i was so so scared... and when i took my first step on the trunk, goodness... the whole thing shook like mad... but still, with God's strength i walk across... i guess just with my own human strength, i won't be able to get across...
after that, we went to wash up and then go for service... as yes, it was power pack... super GOOD!!! and yup...
Day 3 (Mon)
as usual, woke up at 6:30am then suppose to have games at 7am... but the boys woke up late lah... but we still played games.. haha... then we had devotion... i tell you, devotion was so good, everyone is just so open and participating... we can have devotion for the whole day... hahah... then we had breakfast... then i shall call it "survival workshop"... by Aunty Ayelan... it was really interesting... it provoke people to think ... hahhaha... the situation was "we crash landed at the northern part of canada... and we are suppose to get to this other place with it like quite far from our present location... the weather is cloudy and super cold... cause it's at the sub-artic region... and we need to think of survival skills lah... we were suppose to think as individual and as a group whether to move to the other place or stay there... and like rank which items are the most important and least important..." my group got the lousiest score... hahah... but it's ok cause even if we will die due to poor survival skills, we might still make it cause we have one another... it's the group dynamics against forces of nature...
then we had lunch... then we had games... hahah... there was 3 stations... the first one we went to was "Fine Dinning" and we were suppose to use our mouths and take out all the sweets from a bucket of mixture which consist water, tea, coffee and whipped cream... ahha... then after that, the whole group must put a banana in our mouths (without chewing it) and then sing ONE WAY... it's so so funny... hahha... love it lah...
then the second station is "Fine Art"... we were suppose to draw anything on a piece of drawing block as an individual... then come together as a group and tell a story that links all the pictures together... haha... hilarious... hahah... Joseph drew a tiger... hilarious... hahah
the last one was "Marketing Jingle"... on the first day of camp, we were suppose to use the $3 that the comm gave us to buy something random... and my group bought a back scratcher and massage stick... and for the game, we were suppose to do an ad for that item... and we promote it as "Microback"... we used the concept of a worship leader who want to scratch their back during worship... and yup, it's a microphone and a back sractcher... hahah... it so good...
after all the games, we had some free time and some of us went to play captain's ball while some went for soccer and some just went to bed... hahah...
team UNDERDOGS:
coral
may
emmanuel
isaac
colin
faithe
ben choo
team HUNKS & BABES:
gabriel
ying chuan
me!!! maddy
Joyce
bertrand
wilbert
joseph
it was so so fun... hhaha... love it, love it... hahah... then we went to wash-up and then SERVICE!
it was truely an HOLY SPIRIT ENCOUNTER NIGHT! the hunger of people going beyond their flesh... we were all so very tired but he hunger in our hearts for God to touch us and do a work in our lives really changes the spiritual atmoshpere... we very going beyond the outer courts of worship but entering into the Holy of Holy... and then there was an altar call for those who wish to get the Gift of Tongues... and a few of the new people went up to receive the divine gift... it was reall impactful... full amour, full annointing and full force God's army...
then after that, we went back to our campsite for BBQ dinner.. thank God for colin, andrew and charlotte who offered to help us with the BBQ so that when we go back we will have food... then after dinner, we sat around and chit chat.. it was really nice to fellowship... the suddenly gabriel and the girls brought the cake right infront of me... everyone started singing the birthday song for me... i was so shock... cause i was kind blur at that point, i was still thinking whose birthday was it and i clap along... muhahah... such a dumbo... hahha...
THANK YOU, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU... I'M REALLY TOUCHED :)
Day 4 (Tues)
i slept at around 3 plus 4 that "night"... hahah... then woke up at about 8plus... hahah... then we had water baptism... it was something really awesome and memorial... livia, joyce, stacey,dawn and angela went for water baptism... and while pastor mark and their leader baptise them in the water, the rest of the YA stood there singing praise songs and worship God... although it rained, the sea was stormy and all... but still we press on... rach sang, ben choo played the guitar and broke 2 strings... gaius, me and aiken and sam and the rest was like the back-up singers... really good...
after that we went back to our "rooms" to pack then break camp...
POST CAMP
the dancers went to bedok interchange to check out the costume and then to have lunch as well... bedok interchange didn't have like enough tracks for all the dancers so Regina and May went to Peninsular to get black Cargo pants instead... then me, nicole, livia and nelson slept in Hall 3A... super tired... hahah... then woke up at 7pm... hahah... just before dance prac and pack the place etc etc... we didn't really dance dance but we made like a lot of plans etc... like formation, costume, make-up and groupings etc... so yup
we only left church at 10 plus... Bel, livia and vaness took the cab while me and rayvin took bus 12... hahah... now it's like 1:47am... gonna go sleep soon... this while be super crazy and hectic... so must rest well...
there's dance prayer and dinner fellowship tomorrow night... from next year on, Hosea said that it will only be the main like project team that will undergo tough trainings... and the max is 12... so yea... kinda worried of i will be in the 12 or not... cause there are better dancer around... but if it's God plan for me to be dance ministry, i believe that He will open doors of opportunities for me... so it's gonna be good :)
~princess maddy & her carebear~
p.s: maddy will work hard and do her best... not to please man but God... putting God first in everything i do... on guy on earth, not even my future husband and overtake the place Jesus have in my heart...
woohoo... camp was so so fun... love it, love it... brace yourselves for an ULTRA LONG POST!
Day 1 (Sat)
we met in church at 8am... and as usual, Joseph and MR ISAAC was late... Joseph was late cause of Isaac, he went to wake him up... so it's ok... but MR ISAAC... hahaha... we got into our groups there and then... my group, Sam Lim, Marcus Goh, Joseph, Wilbert, Pei Ting, Shu Jing and me... heehee... our group name? 94251128.... why? cause Sam was our leader and that's his handphone number... super funny right? hahah... so anyways... the first activity... MASS DANCE! hahah... our dearest awesome dancer, Rayvin Teng and Gabriel... they taught us the cheer leading steps... it's so so funny... we did the routine to "OH, MICKEY"... super funny :) love it so much lah...
after mass dance, the AMAZING RACE begins... first stop: Tampines Interchange... second stop: Tanah Merah Mrt Station... third stop: Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal... final stop: the MOE CHANGI ADVENTURE CAMP.... although my group was the last cause we wasted too much time at the 3rd stop looking for the treasure hunt thingy... but even though my group was like the last to arrive, everyone cheered for us as we run the last 90m... it was really touching cause some of the comm came out to the road to run with us... the other groups stand on the side of the road to cheer us on... it was really heartwarming... although you are really tired and like thirsty and like getting heatstroke, we still run on... just because of these awesome people...
after amazing race, we went to our "rooms" and change into comfy clothes... then we did rafting... it was interesting cause no one in my group built a raft before... so we kinda like came up with wierd designs etc etc... but it was good lah... we kinda got burnt cause the weather was like freaking hot... ahhaha...
after rafting, we went to wash up then dinner then go for service... worship and service was awesome... Pastor Jeremy Seaward came to preach and it was really good... then we went back to our campsite at about 11plus 12.... then most of us got knocked out after that... hahah... btw, i didn't mention that i was the medic for the camp... hahah... yes i was... and it was pretty funny... hahah... love ben choo lah... hahah... and every 5 mins a plane will fly pass... and because they are so low, it was like really loud... like crashing... hahaha
Day 2 (Sun)
we woke up at 6:30am and then had mass dance at 7am... hahha.. was really funny... then we had cell devotion which i think was really good... me, livia and pei ting... aunty ayelan join us for cell devotion and it was really fruitful... then we had breakfast then had WORKSHOP 1... Rach came and share and we did some group activity with was rather interesting... hahah... then WORKSHOP 2 by Aunty Ayelan.. it was really good as well... then we had lunch... and then the FUN begins....
we did rock climbing and because it was raining so we did the indoors one... i tell you, the safety harness is so so ugly... hahah... the worst fashion ever!!! ahah... we nade a joke for project runway... the task? to redesign the safety gear... ahhaha... although i didn't like go all the way up the wall... but i guess at least i manage to confront my fear of height and give it a try... Joel Chew was my "belayer" someone who holds your rope when you are up... hahah... thank God i didn't fall and die... hahaha... after the rocks, we went to the high ropes... goodness.. hahah... me and livia went together lah... she did the "trunk walk"... it's a tree trunk that it hung like about 5 or 6 metres off the ground... goodness... no ropes or anything lah... you have to walk across the trunk lah... and yup, she did it pretty fast... when it's my turn i was so so scared... and when i took my first step on the trunk, goodness... the whole thing shook like mad... but still, with God's strength i walk across... i guess just with my own human strength, i won't be able to get across...
after that, we went to wash up and then go for service... as yes, it was power pack... super GOOD!!! and yup...
Day 3 (Mon)
as usual, woke up at 6:30am then suppose to have games at 7am... but the boys woke up late lah... but we still played games.. haha... then we had devotion... i tell you, devotion was so good, everyone is just so open and participating... we can have devotion for the whole day... hahah... then we had breakfast... then i shall call it "survival workshop"... by Aunty Ayelan... it was really interesting... it provoke people to think ... hahhaha... the situation was "we crash landed at the northern part of canada... and we are suppose to get to this other place with it like quite far from our present location... the weather is cloudy and super cold... cause it's at the sub-artic region... and we need to think of survival skills lah... we were suppose to think as individual and as a group whether to move to the other place or stay there... and like rank which items are the most important and least important..." my group got the lousiest score... hahah... but it's ok cause even if we will die due to poor survival skills, we might still make it cause we have one another... it's the group dynamics against forces of nature...
then we had lunch... then we had games... hahah... there was 3 stations... the first one we went to was "Fine Dinning" and we were suppose to use our mouths and take out all the sweets from a bucket of mixture which consist water, tea, coffee and whipped cream... ahha... then after that, the whole group must put a banana in our mouths (without chewing it) and then sing ONE WAY... it's so so funny... hahha... love it lah...
then the second station is "Fine Art"... we were suppose to draw anything on a piece of drawing block as an individual... then come together as a group and tell a story that links all the pictures together... haha... hilarious... hahah... Joseph drew a tiger... hilarious... hahah
the last one was "Marketing Jingle"... on the first day of camp, we were suppose to use the $3 that the comm gave us to buy something random... and my group bought a back scratcher and massage stick... and for the game, we were suppose to do an ad for that item... and we promote it as "Microback"... we used the concept of a worship leader who want to scratch their back during worship... and yup, it's a microphone and a back sractcher... hahah... it so good...
after all the games, we had some free time and some of us went to play captain's ball while some went for soccer and some just went to bed... hahah...
team UNDERDOGS:
coral
may
emmanuel
isaac
colin
faithe
ben choo
team HUNKS & BABES:
gabriel
ying chuan
me!!! maddy
Joyce
bertrand
wilbert
joseph
it was so so fun... hhaha... love it, love it... hahah... then we went to wash-up and then SERVICE!
it was truely an HOLY SPIRIT ENCOUNTER NIGHT! the hunger of people going beyond their flesh... we were all so very tired but he hunger in our hearts for God to touch us and do a work in our lives really changes the spiritual atmoshpere... we very going beyond the outer courts of worship but entering into the Holy of Holy... and then there was an altar call for those who wish to get the Gift of Tongues... and a few of the new people went up to receive the divine gift... it was reall impactful... full amour, full annointing and full force God's army...
then after that, we went back to our campsite for BBQ dinner.. thank God for colin, andrew and charlotte who offered to help us with the BBQ so that when we go back we will have food... then after dinner, we sat around and chit chat.. it was really nice to fellowship... the suddenly gabriel and the girls brought the cake right infront of me... everyone started singing the birthday song for me... i was so shock... cause i was kind blur at that point, i was still thinking whose birthday was it and i clap along... muhahah... such a dumbo... hahha...
THANK YOU, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU... I'M REALLY TOUCHED :)
Day 4 (Tues)
i slept at around 3 plus 4 that "night"... hahah... then woke up at about 8plus... hahah... then we had water baptism... it was something really awesome and memorial... livia, joyce, stacey,dawn and angela went for water baptism... and while pastor mark and their leader baptise them in the water, the rest of the YA stood there singing praise songs and worship God... although it rained, the sea was stormy and all... but still we press on... rach sang, ben choo played the guitar and broke 2 strings... gaius, me and aiken and sam and the rest was like the back-up singers... really good...
after that we went back to our "rooms" to pack then break camp...
POST CAMP
the dancers went to bedok interchange to check out the costume and then to have lunch as well... bedok interchange didn't have like enough tracks for all the dancers so Regina and May went to Peninsular to get black Cargo pants instead... then me, nicole, livia and nelson slept in Hall 3A... super tired... hahah... then woke up at 7pm... hahah... just before dance prac and pack the place etc etc... we didn't really dance dance but we made like a lot of plans etc... like formation, costume, make-up and groupings etc... so yup
we only left church at 10 plus... Bel, livia and vaness took the cab while me and rayvin took bus 12... hahah... now it's like 1:47am... gonna go sleep soon... this while be super crazy and hectic... so must rest well...
there's dance prayer and dinner fellowship tomorrow night... from next year on, Hosea said that it will only be the main like project team that will undergo tough trainings... and the max is 12... so yea... kinda worried of i will be in the 12 or not... cause there are better dancer around... but if it's God plan for me to be dance ministry, i believe that He will open doors of opportunities for me... so it's gonna be good :)
~princess maddy & her carebear~
p.s: maddy will work hard and do her best... not to please man but God... putting God first in everything i do... on guy on earth, not even my future husband and overtake the place Jesus have in my heart...
XOXO
Saturday, December 16, 2006
hey guys, got back from the ballet performance... it's nice... really good... haha... besides the part where the males wear quilts.. the scotish "skirts" cause the story is based in scotland... and the males actually where leotards lah... so when they spin and tirl... it's like whoa!!! i see everything!!! hahha... me and bel just giggle and giggle... hahah... i think that the "supporting actor" is quite cute... heehee... he's funny and he's japanese... muahahhaha...
ok... anyways... yup, it's a good show... after the show, we went to Thai Express to eat...yummy.... then bel's brother send me home... so yup... i think i should sleep early... hahha... oh... my parents are like watching JUON on channel U... so scary lah... i don't dare to look at the tv... ah!!! scream.... goodness... i hate horror movies... sick...
ok ok... i will try to sleep soon... heehee
~princess maddy wants to be a fairy~
here's some pictures:
this is the cover for the book...
that's me in front of the poster...
oh... that's bel...
ok... anyways... yup, it's a good show... after the show, we went to Thai Express to eat...yummy.... then bel's brother send me home... so yup... i think i should sleep early... hahha... oh... my parents are like watching JUON on channel U... so scary lah... i don't dare to look at the tv... ah!!! scream.... goodness... i hate horror movies... sick...
ok ok... i will try to sleep soon... heehee
~princess maddy wants to be a fairy~
here's some pictures:
this is the cover for the book...that's me in front of the poster...
oh... that's bel...
yummy thai snack... some mango with sticky rice
hey guys, this is GOONG 2!!! with se7en inside... ermmm... no longer the same crew... this time round, the guys and girls are not much of eye candies... hahah
for those who don't know who is se7en, this is him... yup... the next picture is also him...
anyways, se7en can't beat Rain... my Rain is like better... muahahha...
XOXO
I'M A FREE BIRD!!! wheee~~~
i'm like whoa!!!! whee~~~~~ hhahha...
it's really by God's grace... cause like when i was on my way to school for the paper, i suddenly got a very very bad headache... it's like major bad... then i felt super puke-y... and i didn't feel well at all... so i sms bel to pray for me and then i prayed as well... i change those hip-hop songs to praise and worship songs... and then after a while it became better...
then i thought i will be late cause my buses took like ultra long to come... so i walk like mega fast to the lecture theater... and yup, i was just in time... so i look at my paper and then whoa!!! i know almost all the questions... it's like yay!!! hahah...
like what meimei's mummy said: " instead of being discourage by the headache, i continue to stay faithful to pray and worshipped God... our God is a faithful God so He helped me..." i think it's so so true... everytime God helped me or bless me or rescued me, it builds on my faith... so when sometime "bad" happen, i know that MY GOD will come to my rescue cause He help me before...
it's less than 24hrs to camp... whee~~~ so exciting... a note to take, i will be away at camp till tuesday.. so i won't be blogging from tomorrow onwards ... i will blog again tonight after the ballet performance... so yup :)
~princess maddy love prince yul~
p.s: Kim Jung Hoon is so so cute... i can never get sick of looking at his face :)
i'm like whoa!!!! whee~~~~~ hhahha...
it's really by God's grace... cause like when i was on my way to school for the paper, i suddenly got a very very bad headache... it's like major bad... then i felt super puke-y... and i didn't feel well at all... so i sms bel to pray for me and then i prayed as well... i change those hip-hop songs to praise and worship songs... and then after a while it became better...
then i thought i will be late cause my buses took like ultra long to come... so i walk like mega fast to the lecture theater... and yup, i was just in time... so i look at my paper and then whoa!!! i know almost all the questions... it's like yay!!! hahah...
like what meimei's mummy said: " instead of being discourage by the headache, i continue to stay faithful to pray and worshipped God... our God is a faithful God so He helped me..." i think it's so so true... everytime God helped me or bless me or rescued me, it builds on my faith... so when sometime "bad" happen, i know that MY GOD will come to my rescue cause He help me before...
it's less than 24hrs to camp... whee~~~ so exciting... a note to take, i will be away at camp till tuesday.. so i won't be blogging from tomorrow onwards ... i will blog again tonight after the ballet performance... so yup :)
~princess maddy love prince yul~
p.s: Kim Jung Hoon is so so cute... i can never get sick of looking at his face :)
XOXO
Friday, December 15, 2006
HOURS OF STUDYING CAN KILL...
hahah... it's driving me crazy... hahah... goodness... hahah... a lil' stone-y and like ya... just crazy... hahah... i went home at about 9plus... waited for the stupid bus 12 for eternity... hahah... then finally home for dinner... hahah... then yup, got some sacastic remarks from dad... oh, what's new? hahah
i can't wait for tomorrow to come... after tmr's paper, at 2pm... i'm a FREE PERSON!!! wheee~~~ then i can go and enjoy a night of ballet at Esplanade... then saturday is CAMP already!!! wheee~~~
can't wait.... heehee... there's like so many different thoughts running through my tiny brain... hahaha... no wonder i'm a confused child... hahah... oh oh, recently i did my IQ test... ahha... the result... 132... not that bad... it's above average but... ahhah... ok, i'm not that smart lah... if not, i don't have to study so hard for my tests and exams... hahah...
gotta stop here and carry on studying now... love ya all
~oppa, sarang heyo - with you, i'm not alone~
p.s: love actually
hahah... it's driving me crazy... hahah... goodness... hahah... a lil' stone-y and like ya... just crazy... hahah... i went home at about 9plus... waited for the stupid bus 12 for eternity... hahah... then finally home for dinner... hahah... then yup, got some sacastic remarks from dad... oh, what's new? hahah
i can't wait for tomorrow to come... after tmr's paper, at 2pm... i'm a FREE PERSON!!! wheee~~~ then i can go and enjoy a night of ballet at Esplanade... then saturday is CAMP already!!! wheee~~~
can't wait.... heehee... there's like so many different thoughts running through my tiny brain... hahaha... no wonder i'm a confused child... hahah... oh oh, recently i did my IQ test... ahha... the result... 132... not that bad... it's above average but... ahhah... ok, i'm not that smart lah... if not, i don't have to study so hard for my tests and exams... hahah...
gotta stop here and carry on studying now... love ya all
~oppa, sarang heyo - with you, i'm not alone~
p.s: love actually
XOXO
goodness...
it's 7:25pm... i'm still in church studying F&B... stuck with all the pasta and peas and seeds and fats.... goodness... i've decided not to go for dance today cause i seriously can't finish studying if i go for dance prac....
ah!!!! i'm so so hungry.... for the whole day, i only ate mee siam at like 12noon... i'm like about to faint already... cam't wait to finish studying and go home for dinner... ah!!!!
in between my breaks, i treat myself to some nice videos on YOUTUBE... it acts as some motivation for me... hahah... all the Rain and Kim Jung Hoon videos... wheee~~~ hahah
will blog again when i get home... in the meantime, aja aja fighting!!!
it's 7:25pm... i'm still in church studying F&B... stuck with all the pasta and peas and seeds and fats.... goodness... i've decided not to go for dance today cause i seriously can't finish studying if i go for dance prac....
ah!!!! i'm so so hungry.... for the whole day, i only ate mee siam at like 12noon... i'm like about to faint already... cam't wait to finish studying and go home for dinner... ah!!!!
in between my breaks, i treat myself to some nice videos on YOUTUBE... it acts as some motivation for me... hahah... all the Rain and Kim Jung Hoon videos... wheee~~~ hahah
will blog again when i get home... in the meantime, aja aja fighting!!!
XOXO
ADDY IS SO SO SWEET...
THANK YOU, ADDY!!!
addy got me Kim Jung Hoon's japanese album.... i was like studying half-way in church then she came in and gave me the cd and say that it's a early birthday present... i almost cried lah... addy!!!!!
anyways, i'm like now in church's classroom... 02-01 studying.... goodness... Food & Beverage Fundamentals is driving me up the wall... hahaha... bare with it for a while more and it will be over... whee~~~
gonna have dance later... so yup... aja aja fighting!!!
~princess maddy thank God for friends~
p.s: my motivation to study...
THANK YOU, ADDY!!!
addy got me Kim Jung Hoon's japanese album.... i was like studying half-way in church then she came in and gave me the cd and say that it's a early birthday present... i almost cried lah... addy!!!!!
anyways, i'm like now in church's classroom... 02-01 studying.... goodness... Food & Beverage Fundamentals is driving me up the wall... hahaha... bare with it for a while more and it will be over... whee~~~
gonna have dance later... so yup... aja aja fighting!!!
~princess maddy thank God for friends~
p.s: my motivation to study...
XOXO
Thursday, December 14, 2006
my heart is bleeding........
for what?
i don't know....
it's not depression....
it just hurt....
so so badly....
Jesus i need You to heal that wound...
tears rolling down my cheek...
in the silence
for what?
i don't know....
it's not depression....
it just hurt....
so so badly....
Jesus i need You to heal that wound...
tears rolling down my cheek...
in the silence
XOXO
i am so so angry....
so so angry with my granny... she's like....... argh!!!!!!!!!!
she threw away my barbie dolls... like 8 dolls and a house and a travelling box and all the accessories... it's so so freaking irritating lah!!!! argh...........
this is like her freaking 3rd time throwing my barbie dolls away in my freaking lifetime... first time was when i was Primary 1... because we were moving house, so she happily threw about 10 dolls and the doll house and car away...
the second time is when i was secondary 3... i even pain-takingly made dresses and clothes for my dolls and she threw them away AGAIN!!! i had about 5 dolls.... and all the dresses etc etc etc...
the freaking 3rd time is NOW!!! i also made dresses etc etc... what's her freaking problem lah....
idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!!
i feel like killing her lah... and the worst thing, she quietly threw it away... and i just happen to open the cardboard and i saw that all my stuff are missing... idiot!!! then she still dare to shout at me... look who's at fault huh? still dare to raise her voice at me? and think that it's not her fault??? wah lau
argh.............................
anyways, i did a new costume for my teddy...
here's a picture:
it's kinda half done... a purple dress with cape... still need some stitching and all to do...
so so angry with my granny... she's like....... argh!!!!!!!!!!
she threw away my barbie dolls... like 8 dolls and a house and a travelling box and all the accessories... it's so so freaking irritating lah!!!! argh...........
this is like her freaking 3rd time throwing my barbie dolls away in my freaking lifetime... first time was when i was Primary 1... because we were moving house, so she happily threw about 10 dolls and the doll house and car away...
the second time is when i was secondary 3... i even pain-takingly made dresses and clothes for my dolls and she threw them away AGAIN!!! i had about 5 dolls.... and all the dresses etc etc etc...
the freaking 3rd time is NOW!!! i also made dresses etc etc... what's her freaking problem lah....
idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!! idiot!!!
i feel like killing her lah... and the worst thing, she quietly threw it away... and i just happen to open the cardboard and i saw that all my stuff are missing... idiot!!! then she still dare to shout at me... look who's at fault huh? still dare to raise her voice at me? and think that it's not her fault??? wah lau
argh.............................
anyways, i did a new costume for my teddy...
here's a picture:
it's kinda half done... a purple dress with cape... still need some stitching and all to do...
XOXO
YAY! 2 DOWN, 1 MORE TO GO.....
wheeee~~~ i can hear the sound of freedom... yippy yippy yippy...
hahaha... ok, i'm seriously going crazy... i'm gonna go down to church to study tmr afternoon... then go for dance in the evening... hahah... like what hosea say "let's kill our flesh..."
should work like super hard to train and be better at dance... and be physically stronger... all the push-ups and abs training and stretching and all.. hahah
i love kim jung hoon ... he's super duper cute... i wanna be his girlfriend... heehee... although he's 8 years older, i still love him... muahahah... he have his first japanese album called "5 stella lights"... got no idea why the name is that but anyways... hahah... the songs are nice... here's a MV... go watch it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T2_5rzwQn6k
today is gonna be a break day... will pack my bag for camp later... hahah... i'm so so in love with Kim Jung Hoon... *dream dream* goodness... i think sooner or later he will over take the place Rain have in my heart... muahahha...
~princess maddy and prince yul forever~
p.s: your face and your smile still exist in my head
wheeee~~~ i can hear the sound of freedom... yippy yippy yippy...
hahaha... ok, i'm seriously going crazy... i'm gonna go down to church to study tmr afternoon... then go for dance in the evening... hahah... like what hosea say "let's kill our flesh..."
should work like super hard to train and be better at dance... and be physically stronger... all the push-ups and abs training and stretching and all.. hahah
i love kim jung hoon ... he's super duper cute... i wanna be his girlfriend... heehee... although he's 8 years older, i still love him... muahahah... he have his first japanese album called "5 stella lights"... got no idea why the name is that but anyways... hahah... the songs are nice... here's a MV... go watch it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T2_5rzwQn6k
today is gonna be a break day... will pack my bag for camp later... hahah... i'm so so in love with Kim Jung Hoon... *dream dream* goodness... i think sooner or later he will over take the place Rain have in my heart... muahahha...
~princess maddy and prince yul forever~
p.s: your face and your smile still exist in my head
XOXO
one down. two more to go...
wheee~~~ econs is like finally over.... thank God... hahah... the paper is not too bad... i think i should be able to pass but it's whether i do well anot... i think that macroecons is easier than microecons... hahah
anyways, i'm in my school library... a lil' slacking around... i got 5 hours to the next paper... POM... sighs... i seriously don't know how to study POM... gosh... kinda brain dead now... after econs... ahhaha... but just have to AJA AJA FIGHTING!!! hahahah...
i could not sleep last night... kept flipping around... i guess my brain kinda overworked... and somehow like engine, it became like hot while studying... hahah... like as if i have fever... hahah... i think i only fell asleep at about 2 plus... then woke up at 7 to go to school this morning...
hahah... ok... i think i better go and study now... haha... goodness... my brain... EXPLODING!!!
~princess maddy and her crazy dance moves~
p.s: Rain's songs motivates me... muahahha... Kim Jung Hoon too...
wheee~~~ econs is like finally over.... thank God... hahah... the paper is not too bad... i think i should be able to pass but it's whether i do well anot... i think that macroecons is easier than microecons... hahah
anyways, i'm in my school library... a lil' slacking around... i got 5 hours to the next paper... POM... sighs... i seriously don't know how to study POM... gosh... kinda brain dead now... after econs... ahhaha... but just have to AJA AJA FIGHTING!!! hahahah...
i could not sleep last night... kept flipping around... i guess my brain kinda overworked... and somehow like engine, it became like hot while studying... hahah... like as if i have fever... hahah... i think i only fell asleep at about 2 plus... then woke up at 7 to go to school this morning...
hahah... ok... i think i better go and study now... haha... goodness... my brain... EXPLODING!!!
~princess maddy and her crazy dance moves~
p.s: Rain's songs motivates me... muahahha... Kim Jung Hoon too...
XOXO
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
it's only a few days away from my birthday!!! *hint hint*
hahah... well, i'm not really excited... i mean... aiya... mixed feelings lah... excited because we're gonna go clubbing and all.. but then... i just wanna spend time with the people i love, perhaps over dinner like eat and chat and chill... going clubbing kinda eliminate those underage kids... people like shenna, aiken, danellia, vaness can't go... i didn't wanna make it like some exclusive outing or like party... hmmm... i don't know lah..
anyways, our dearest dance head, Mr Hosea told us our dance programme plan just now... we will have trainings on 14, 19, 21 dec from 7:30pm till 10pm... which means, on 19th, after camp we will have to come back for dance.... he says that camp end in the morning so we can go home and come back again... *no comments* and also, on my birthday, i will have to go back for dance prac... *major no comments*
performance dates: 21st, the Senior Citizens invited us to dance for their Christmas party... so it's performance at 1pm then prac at 7:30pm.... what a splendid birthday present!
then next is 22nd, YM Christmas Party... only the YM dancers will be dancing... Mishuelle asked me if i wanna be in their YM christmas skit.. so i'm not sure if i'm doing anything for the YM christmas party...
anyways, on 23rd... there's YA Christmas party... i'm gonna be dancing so yup... and probably help Livia and Bel with decor and etc etc...
then 24th, we will have service in church then gonna go down to Katong and perform at 7:55pm... then go to another stage, also in Katong to perform at about 9plus... hahah... what a busy day...
that's all... ahhah... gonna be like training like mad... hahah... oh wells... tmr is my first 2 papers... macroecons and POM... i pray that the paper will be easy... cause i'm not very confident... pray hard.....
i can't wait for friday to come... my last paper and then go Esplande to watch ballet performance... wheee~~~ exciting... exciting...
ok, gotta go hit my books again... will blog tmr... love ya
~princess maddy love korean boys~
p.s: birthday wish?
i want him !!! oppa, sarang heyo :)XOXO
Monday, December 11, 2006
this is so so exciting!!!
meimei's mummy actually ask me to go to the Esplande to watch a ballet performance...
La Sylphide
i'm so so excited!!! can't wait for friday!!!
hmmm... but somehow i'm afraid that i will have music prac.... oh no... then it would be a decision thingy again...
pray hard, pray hard...
p.s: i've updated my profile... *hint* my birthday wishlist!
meimei's mummy actually ask me to go to the Esplande to watch a ballet performance...
La Sylphide
i'm so so excited!!! can't wait for friday!!!
hmmm... but somehow i'm afraid that i will have music prac.... oh no... then it would be a decision thingy again...
pray hard, pray hard...
p.s: i've updated my profile... *hint* my birthday wishlist!
XOXO
Macroeconomics..........
goodness... guess what's after a day of dancing? a whole body of aches and pains... every part of my body hurt... every joint and muscle... gosh... my tailbone hurt so so badly that i can't pull myself out of bed, i have to literally roll out... my calf is like.....................ouch!
hahah... oh well, it's ok... all ok... just as long as i practise hard, dance hard, and glorify God through the dance will do...
went to church to study just to study... i studied econs... it's so so tiring lah... hahah... but i pulled through... 6 chapters... then i did a trial paper, and i got 62/100 .... hahah... not too good but can do better... hahah... jia you, jia you...
oh, i read ben choo's blog about us dancing lah... it's so hilarious lah... ahah... oh, my brother, matthew's friends came over for movies today... they watched "open season"... it's so cute... ahhah... i want to be the bear... ahhah... oh, i am the bear, xiong xiong... hahaha
oh oh, i saw this really cute lil' boy on the bus... he's so so adorable... i think he's about 3 years old, then he wore crocs... crocs on him is so cute, so attractive... and somehow i was so attracted to him the minute he got on the bus... heehee... i want my baby!!! hahha... ok i think too much studying makes me crazy... haha... but he's so adorable... hmmm... i think my baby will be quite cute... ahha... cause genetic mah... i'm cute, my future husband is sure to be super duper gorgeous... hahah... i can't wait to save up money for next year... i'm gonna go korea with vaness and whoever that wish to go... i'm gonna like meet all the hot and gorgeous korean boys... wheee~~~ hahah... i'm going crazy... i can't wait!!!
today is my first day of "daniel fast"... hmmm... it's kinda ok i guess... i ate rice with tofu and potato for lunch... then dinner i had french fries and whipped potato... hahah... i wonder what should i eat tmr... hmmm... rice and ______ ??? tomorrow is dance again... hmmm... i will have to sleep early then go church and study then go dance...
~princess maddy wants to be slim~
p.s: take it to the dance floor
goodness... guess what's after a day of dancing? a whole body of aches and pains... every part of my body hurt... every joint and muscle... gosh... my tailbone hurt so so badly that i can't pull myself out of bed, i have to literally roll out... my calf is like.....................ouch!
hahah... oh well, it's ok... all ok... just as long as i practise hard, dance hard, and glorify God through the dance will do...
went to church to study just to study... i studied econs... it's so so tiring lah... hahah... but i pulled through... 6 chapters... then i did a trial paper, and i got 62/100 .... hahah... not too good but can do better... hahah... jia you, jia you...
oh, i read ben choo's blog about us dancing lah... it's so hilarious lah... ahah... oh, my brother, matthew's friends came over for movies today... they watched "open season"... it's so cute... ahhah... i want to be the bear... ahhah... oh, i am the bear, xiong xiong... hahaha
oh oh, i saw this really cute lil' boy on the bus... he's so so adorable... i think he's about 3 years old, then he wore crocs... crocs on him is so cute, so attractive... and somehow i was so attracted to him the minute he got on the bus... heehee... i want my baby!!! hahha... ok i think too much studying makes me crazy... haha... but he's so adorable... hmmm... i think my baby will be quite cute... ahha... cause genetic mah... i'm cute, my future husband is sure to be super duper gorgeous... hahah... i can't wait to save up money for next year... i'm gonna go korea with vaness and whoever that wish to go... i'm gonna like meet all the hot and gorgeous korean boys... wheee~~~ hahah... i'm going crazy... i can't wait!!!
today is my first day of "daniel fast"... hmmm... it's kinda ok i guess... i ate rice with tofu and potato for lunch... then dinner i had french fries and whipped potato... hahah... i wonder what should i eat tmr... hmmm... rice and ______ ??? tomorrow is dance again... hmmm... i will have to sleep early then go church and study then go dance...
~princess maddy wants to be slim~
p.s: take it to the dance floor
XOXO
Sunday, December 10, 2006
fruitful day!!!
haha... firstly, i had my C.E test and i scored 18/20... wasn't too bad, so yup... good job maddy *pat on the back* well done to dawn and char who scored 19/20... and to the rest of the class... shenna, lizzie, sean lee and danellia good job...
then after that, my dearest cell leader, livia reminded me that we were suppose to fast from 12-6 today... so livia, pei ting and me went to SPC to buy SNAPPLE to lunch... hahah... SNAPPLE IS ON SALE $1 EACH!!! hahah...
then i had dance at BASC Hall... mei mei taught us some new dance steps and i think it's really good... good job mei mei dear... then after BASC, we went to studio to dance... it was really good... like doing all the "warm-up"... can you believe that we almost died during warm-up... maybe most of you will think that "how bad can warm-up be?"... i tell you, the warm-up that Hosea did was HORRIBLE... it's super duper painful and you can SO SO feel the stretch lah... hahah... we continue dancing till about 9pm... and all of us were like kinda dead by then...
so after dance, i went home... gosh, i was super like whosh!!! hahah... my whole body is like tearing and breaking apart... hahah... but it's good... hahah... i'm gonna go down to church to study tmr afternoon for my exams... so i will sleep like soon... after my QT and my time management etc... hmm... i will try to sleep before 12:30... hahah...
here's some shoutouts:
Mei Mei: here dearie, well done with the choreography... it's really good... be confident about yourself cause you're so so awesome!
Shenna: sexy babe!
C.O.T.S: hey my dearest, we should seriously meet for our 17 soon... i miss the old 17 times... i know like you all can't wait for my birthday when we can go you know where... woohoo... in the mean while, control that animal in you... muahah
C.E Peeps:omg... we've just went through another module... it's my great pleasure to be in the same class as you guys... love ya loads.. let's complete the whole C.E thingy together ya?
Isaac:all the best for your test... jia you
Aikey:countdown to the day when you take off your space cadet vest... *hugs*
~princess maddy krumps~
p.s: kiss you good night on your cheeks... sleep tight my dearie
haha... firstly, i had my C.E test and i scored 18/20... wasn't too bad, so yup... good job maddy *pat on the back* well done to dawn and char who scored 19/20... and to the rest of the class... shenna, lizzie, sean lee and danellia good job...
then after that, my dearest cell leader, livia reminded me that we were suppose to fast from 12-6 today... so livia, pei ting and me went to SPC to buy SNAPPLE to lunch... hahah... SNAPPLE IS ON SALE $1 EACH!!! hahah...
then i had dance at BASC Hall... mei mei taught us some new dance steps and i think it's really good... good job mei mei dear... then after BASC, we went to studio to dance... it was really good... like doing all the "warm-up"... can you believe that we almost died during warm-up... maybe most of you will think that "how bad can warm-up be?"... i tell you, the warm-up that Hosea did was HORRIBLE... it's super duper painful and you can SO SO feel the stretch lah... hahah... we continue dancing till about 9pm... and all of us were like kinda dead by then...
so after dance, i went home... gosh, i was super like whosh!!! hahah... my whole body is like tearing and breaking apart... hahah... but it's good... hahah... i'm gonna go down to church to study tmr afternoon for my exams... so i will sleep like soon... after my QT and my time management etc... hmm... i will try to sleep before 12:30... hahah...
here's some shoutouts:
Mei Mei: here dearie, well done with the choreography... it's really good... be confident about yourself cause you're so so awesome!
Shenna: sexy babe!
C.O.T.S: hey my dearest, we should seriously meet for our 17 soon... i miss the old 17 times... i know like you all can't wait for my birthday when we can go you know where... woohoo... in the mean while, control that animal in you... muahah
C.E Peeps:omg... we've just went through another module... it's my great pleasure to be in the same class as you guys... love ya loads.. let's complete the whole C.E thingy together ya?
Isaac:all the best for your test... jia you
Aikey:countdown to the day when you take off your space cadet vest... *hugs*
~princess maddy krumps~
p.s: kiss you good night on your cheeks... sleep tight my dearie
XOXO
i can do it... jia you, jia you, jia you!!!
no matter what, just hold on...
with people supporting you or not,
just hold on to all the promises of God...
human will fail but God won't...
He knows what's on your mind even before you say anything...
i should be leading a vibrant life...
a life that should explode with joy...
it will start today...
so what if troubles come,
i have God on my side...
as the song goes:
even when troubles come into my life,
i will not fear cause i know You're close by.
there's not a mountain that i cannot climb,
with You, with You.
standing here now with my mind and emotions,
i make a vow to give all my devotions.
all my desires i place You above,
You are my God,
You are my very first love.
~princess maddy biting the bullets and pulling out the arrows~
p.s: going back to the first love of my life
no matter what, just hold on...
with people supporting you or not,
just hold on to all the promises of God...
human will fail but God won't...
He knows what's on your mind even before you say anything...
i should be leading a vibrant life...
a life that should explode with joy...
it will start today...
so what if troubles come,
i have God on my side...
as the song goes:
even when troubles come into my life,
i will not fear cause i know You're close by.
there's not a mountain that i cannot climb,
with You, with You.
standing here now with my mind and emotions,
i make a vow to give all my devotions.
all my desires i place You above,
You are my God,
You are my very first love.
~princess maddy biting the bullets and pulling out the arrows~
p.s: going back to the first love of my life
XOXO
Saturday, December 09, 2006
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME... NO ONE...
GOT SCOLDING FROM MY DAD... AS IF IT'S MY FAULT LIKE THAT...
I'M LIKE THE CHOSEN SCAPEGOAT...
WHO SHOULD I BLAME? WHO?
ME? GOD? MY PARENTS? MY FAMILY?
GOT SCOLDING FROM MY DAD... AS IF IT'S MY FAULT LIKE THAT...
I'M LIKE THE CHOSEN SCAPEGOAT...
WHO SHOULD I BLAME? WHO?
ME? GOD? MY PARENTS? MY FAMILY?
XOXO
Friday, December 08, 2006
how to shine brighter than other???
sorry ah, this is like my second post today... but i really feel that i should blog about the feelings that i have now...
regarding the tag by JUNIOR: well, they are children of God too... i don't wanna doubt the power and ability of God but... they got more... they got things that i don't have... training since young, great dance exposure, lots of professional help and rich family background... not trying to lie to myself but i'm poor... in everything... i can pray and ask God to help, they can do it too... i can practise hard, they can too... what can i do? i don't wanna be just a dancer or just a backup... i want to be the star, to shine bright... to make sure of my "talent" and shine for God... i'm happy for those who are much more talented because we serve the same God... but i just wanna do better... this is no ordinary God i serve, my God, the king of kings and lord of lords... He deserve nothing but THE BEST and i want to be the BEST....
i don't know but i just feel so emo or whatever you call it... being fat, being "stupid" and not the best out there... a few days ago, i wore my mum's dress... she didn't scold me but she said something really sacastic which kinda hurt me... she ask "when you wear the dress, the area near your arms not tight meh?".... although i'm fat and all, i myself know what size i can fit into... i won't force myself into something that doesn't fit... she thinks that i love wearing her clothes huh? or is she proud that she's skinnier than me? so many times when she go shopping, she will say "should we buy this? we can SHARE this..."............. like hello, i repeat again k... she said SHARE... like the what the hack... *toot*
size issues... it's like whatever lah.... you think i don't wanna be slim and all meh? huh? you think i like being fat? you think i like it when people give me that look??? huh? i'm also trying to lose weight and all right? huh? well, maybe because you all are so slim that you didn't realise that... oh well... but that doesn't mean that you can look down or treat "fatter" people differently what???
the slimmer ones, cuter ones, younger ones, innocent looking ones and the more unique and attractive ones get all the attention... people want to hangout with them... go out with them.. dance with them... talk to them... eat with them... somehow people think that they are cooler and better with those "attractive" ones... sorry lor, i'm not one of the "attractive" one... too bad for myself lor...
i hate feeling outcast, ignored, forgotten, invisible... hate it like mad... why must you all do this to me? why all the nicer or prettier people get all the nice things? why?
~princess maddy cry herself to sleep~
p.s: i'm just a prop on stage... hidden.covered.unseen.unknown.
sorry ah, this is like my second post today... but i really feel that i should blog about the feelings that i have now...
regarding the tag by JUNIOR: well, they are children of God too... i don't wanna doubt the power and ability of God but... they got more... they got things that i don't have... training since young, great dance exposure, lots of professional help and rich family background... not trying to lie to myself but i'm poor... in everything... i can pray and ask God to help, they can do it too... i can practise hard, they can too... what can i do? i don't wanna be just a dancer or just a backup... i want to be the star, to shine bright... to make sure of my "talent" and shine for God... i'm happy for those who are much more talented because we serve the same God... but i just wanna do better... this is no ordinary God i serve, my God, the king of kings and lord of lords... He deserve nothing but THE BEST and i want to be the BEST....
i don't know but i just feel so emo or whatever you call it... being fat, being "stupid" and not the best out there... a few days ago, i wore my mum's dress... she didn't scold me but she said something really sacastic which kinda hurt me... she ask "when you wear the dress, the area near your arms not tight meh?".... although i'm fat and all, i myself know what size i can fit into... i won't force myself into something that doesn't fit... she thinks that i love wearing her clothes huh? or is she proud that she's skinnier than me? so many times when she go shopping, she will say "should we buy this? we can SHARE this..."............. like hello, i repeat again k... she said SHARE... like the what the hack... *toot*
size issues... it's like whatever lah.... you think i don't wanna be slim and all meh? huh? you think i like being fat? you think i like it when people give me that look??? huh? i'm also trying to lose weight and all right? huh? well, maybe because you all are so slim that you didn't realise that... oh well... but that doesn't mean that you can look down or treat "fatter" people differently what???
the slimmer ones, cuter ones, younger ones, innocent looking ones and the more unique and attractive ones get all the attention... people want to hangout with them... go out with them.. dance with them... talk to them... eat with them... somehow people think that they are cooler and better with those "attractive" ones... sorry lor, i'm not one of the "attractive" one... too bad for myself lor...
i hate feeling outcast, ignored, forgotten, invisible... hate it like mad... why must you all do this to me? why all the nicer or prettier people get all the nice things? why?
~princess maddy cry herself to sleep~
p.s: i'm just a prop on stage... hidden.covered.unseen.unknown.
XOXO
Mission one accomplished!
Finally, I finished my marketing report. The moment my report was handed to my tutor, a sigh of relieve... after working on it for about 4 days and 3 long nights, all the hard work and energy put in... haha... next wave will be the exams! although I only have to sit for 3 papers, I still have to study like mad...
Finally, I finished my marketing report. The moment my report was handed to my tutor, a sigh of relieve... after working on it for about 4 days and 3 long nights, all the hard work and energy put in... haha... next wave will be the exams! although I only have to sit for 3 papers, I still have to study like mad...
macroeconomics, principle of management and food & beverage fundamentals
It's like 3 major theory topics... hahah... must jia you jia you... heehee
Gonna meet my psychology project group tomorrow to discuss about our project... I hope that all of them will appear... cause many times we can't meet because of one or two fail to make it... so yup... then after that, I will go down to church to study a little before service etc etc...
Sunday will be dance dance dance... I really pray that all things will work well... the performance is coming up and the routines are still in a mess... still need to teach, brush up and all... sigh... in the midst of practice, the burden of exams... nevermind... as long as I study hard, pray hard and dance hard, I believe that God will reward me with the desires of my heart...
Somehow, I still think of my mystery dream guy... I wonder who is he??? Where is he??? I can't wait to meet him... hahah... although it's just a dream, I believe that there might be a chance that he actually exist and I will get to meet him... somehow or other... hahaha
Oh oh, did I tell you all how good my husband is??? Hahah... yes the cute Korean swimmer... hahah... I'm like going crazy about him... hahah... hmmmm... somehow I realized that I got something for small eyes guys, hot bod, nice hair and a cute face... muahahah... if you are reading my blog an you happen to fit ALL the criteria stated above, I wanna get to know you ... ahhaha... the major plus point: if you are a Korean or you speak korean language or you look korean!!! Hahahah...
or how bout a guideline...
Gonna meet my psychology project group tomorrow to discuss about our project... I hope that all of them will appear... cause many times we can't meet because of one or two fail to make it... so yup... then after that, I will go down to church to study a little before service etc etc...
Sunday will be dance dance dance... I really pray that all things will work well... the performance is coming up and the routines are still in a mess... still need to teach, brush up and all... sigh... in the midst of practice, the burden of exams... nevermind... as long as I study hard, pray hard and dance hard, I believe that God will reward me with the desires of my heart...
Somehow, I still think of my mystery dream guy... I wonder who is he??? Where is he??? I can't wait to meet him... hahah... although it's just a dream, I believe that there might be a chance that he actually exist and I will get to meet him... somehow or other... hahaha
Oh oh, did I tell you all how good my husband is??? Hahah... yes the cute Korean swimmer... hahah... I'm like going crazy about him... hahah... hmmmm... somehow I realized that I got something for small eyes guys, hot bod, nice hair and a cute face... muahahah... if you are reading my blog an you happen to fit ALL the criteria stated above, I wanna get to know you ... ahhaha... the major plus point: if you are a Korean or you speak korean language or you look korean!!! Hahahah...
or how bout a guideline...
if you look like:
Rain...
Kim Jung Hoon
Joo Ji Hoon
Kim Jae Won
Jerry Yan
Park Tae Hwan
or other cute/gorgeous/hot/charming/attractive person.... heehee
~princess maddy love to stare at cute guys~
p.s: so what if you think that i'm living in fantasy? you will never understand how i truely feel... i'd rather love those listed above than the people i know... i'm all over you, idiots
XOXO
IT'S MY LAST FEW LAPS... my report then exams!
it's friday morning at 1:30am... hahah... still alive, still awake... hahah... thank God for stength to go through my thursday... went to dance prac feeling super worn out and like not in the mood but i carried on dancing lah... recaped a old routine which i kinda forgot... hmmm during which there was a lil' conflict... hmmm... maybe not conflict lah, but like disagreement or like a spark! hahah... cause me and regina went to watch the Serenade video to recap our old girls routine... because bel didn't learn the routine so we need to teach her and because livia can't really rmb the routine, we also need to like "teach" from the start lah...
so there was a spark when me and regina tried to recall while livia and bel was a lil' inpatient... i don't blame them, or anyone else... this is not trying to push the fault to anyone but i think when everyone is stressed and tired, we kinda crank up... so yea... so bel and livia decided to kinda like practise on their own... while me and regina started krumping lah... so it was wierd... like livia is my cell leader, bel and regina are my good friends... so i was kinda like sandwiched in between...
oh wells... anyways, i kinda finished my marketing report... and yup, exams is coming in like a few days time... don't ask me if i've studied... i say NOPE... don't say that i'm lazy... i've got NO TIME... don't think that i'm lazy cause i really try my best... to study hard etc etc... every single thing i do, i do it with 100% of my heart... i put in my heart and soul in every single thing... so it hurts when people comment about the things i do...
like during dance, i didn't understand why hosea have to single me out and correct me like infront of all the girls... i mean i'm cool if he correct me cause i don't wanna do some mistake on stage... but why ONLY me? he didn't even comment on the other girls... not trying to show off or whatever but i think i'm not the worst dancer there... if he is commenting for the sake of the whole team, then correct the others lah... not JUST ME!!! don't know lah... all i know is that I DID MY BEST!!!
haha... i'm like watching the Asian Games Doha 2006... somehow because of Park Tae Hwan, my husband... hahah... he's so so good lah... anyways, i almost died watching singapore vs korea in badminton... i wanted to kill the singapore player lah... Xing ai ying... wah lau... so irritating lor... in the end, the Korean won... hahah... nevermind lor... hahaha...
will go to bed soon... so yup... love ya all... aja aja fighting
~princess maddy love all her eye candies~
p.s: i know that i'm just a plain jane; unlike the rest.
it's friday morning at 1:30am... hahah... still alive, still awake... hahah... thank God for stength to go through my thursday... went to dance prac feeling super worn out and like not in the mood but i carried on dancing lah... recaped a old routine which i kinda forgot... hmmm during which there was a lil' conflict... hmmm... maybe not conflict lah, but like disagreement or like a spark! hahah... cause me and regina went to watch the Serenade video to recap our old girls routine... because bel didn't learn the routine so we need to teach her and because livia can't really rmb the routine, we also need to like "teach" from the start lah...
so there was a spark when me and regina tried to recall while livia and bel was a lil' inpatient... i don't blame them, or anyone else... this is not trying to push the fault to anyone but i think when everyone is stressed and tired, we kinda crank up... so yea... so bel and livia decided to kinda like practise on their own... while me and regina started krumping lah... so it was wierd... like livia is my cell leader, bel and regina are my good friends... so i was kinda like sandwiched in between...
oh wells... anyways, i kinda finished my marketing report... and yup, exams is coming in like a few days time... don't ask me if i've studied... i say NOPE... don't say that i'm lazy... i've got NO TIME... don't think that i'm lazy cause i really try my best... to study hard etc etc... every single thing i do, i do it with 100% of my heart... i put in my heart and soul in every single thing... so it hurts when people comment about the things i do...
like during dance, i didn't understand why hosea have to single me out and correct me like infront of all the girls... i mean i'm cool if he correct me cause i don't wanna do some mistake on stage... but why ONLY me? he didn't even comment on the other girls... not trying to show off or whatever but i think i'm not the worst dancer there... if he is commenting for the sake of the whole team, then correct the others lah... not JUST ME!!! don't know lah... all i know is that I DID MY BEST!!!
haha... i'm like watching the Asian Games Doha 2006... somehow because of Park Tae Hwan, my husband... hahah... he's so so good lah... anyways, i almost died watching singapore vs korea in badminton... i wanted to kill the singapore player lah... Xing ai ying... wah lau... so irritating lor... in the end, the Korean won... hahah... nevermind lor... hahaha...
will go to bed soon... so yup... love ya all... aja aja fighting
~princess maddy love all her eye candies~
p.s: i know that i'm just a plain jane; unlike the rest.
he's my number one!!! gosh... he's like a fish... hahah... so good at swimming... won like so many gold medals for korea... so so talented... plus points: tall (181cm), cute face, hot bod... hotness...
BUT!
HE'S MINE!!!
XOXO
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i don't know why some humans like my dad can be so freaking stubborn.... are they idiots or what? stupid fools.....
the week is coming to an end soon... very very soon... it's already wednesday... half way there! jia you, maddy! jia you, maddy!!! aja aja fighting!!!
exams are coming soon... my report will end by friday... everything is like VOOOM VOOM VOOM... sighs... my brain is like overworked!!! running 24hrs NON-STOP lah.... sighs... i need to sleep!!! everyday, i will have some random and wierd dreams... i don't want anymore dreams, i want to sleep....
my motivation: my cute husband...wo ai ni
~princess maddy <3>
p.s: can't wait to see you again, my mystery guy :)
the week is coming to an end soon... very very soon... it's already wednesday... half way there! jia you, maddy! jia you, maddy!!! aja aja fighting!!!
exams are coming soon... my report will end by friday... everything is like VOOOM VOOM VOOM... sighs... my brain is like overworked!!! running 24hrs NON-STOP lah.... sighs... i need to sleep!!! everyday, i will have some random and wierd dreams... i don't want anymore dreams, i want to sleep....
my motivation: my cute husband...wo ai ni
~princess maddy <3>
p.s: can't wait to see you again, my mystery guy :)
XOXO
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
SHOUT!
i need a break.... gosh... so much work, so little time... i need some time off... need to pace myself but everything is moving too too fast... how can i cope? dying....................
daddy wants to go on a family holiday after christmas... i wasn't very keen... not that i don't want to spend time with my family but... my family have 7 members leh... if we travel, it will cost quite a bit... my family hasn't been doing too well as in financially... and yet my parents want to spend money... not long ago, my parents went to bangkok... now they want to bring the whole family overseas... i'm like "pls use your brains can?"... i know that there's no more money in the bank account... i know that we are seriously dead broke... BUT WHY THEY WANNA SPEND EXTRA MONEY??? then owe the bank money etc etc... all the interest etc.... sigh... why can't they think huh? just use their brains....
i still have to pay for my school fees cause stupid TP says that i didn't hand in the CPF form so my dad need to pay my school fees through GIRO which is through his POSB account... there's nothing left in that account already... how to pay my school fees??? still want to go holiday???
i seriously don't know what they are thinking man... then my dad was happily using my laptop while i need to rush my report that is due tmr... i was like "stop wasting my time lah"... sigh.... why must i be so "clever" and have the ability to see the full picture while the rest of my family still live in fantasy land??? i feel so stressed by them lah.... different brain wave length...
i'm just so tired... so so tired.... have the war started? why am i feeling so drained?
~princess maddy need strength... falling~
p.s: what that smile for? are you flirting with me?
i need a break.... gosh... so much work, so little time... i need some time off... need to pace myself but everything is moving too too fast... how can i cope? dying....................
daddy wants to go on a family holiday after christmas... i wasn't very keen... not that i don't want to spend time with my family but... my family have 7 members leh... if we travel, it will cost quite a bit... my family hasn't been doing too well as in financially... and yet my parents want to spend money... not long ago, my parents went to bangkok... now they want to bring the whole family overseas... i'm like "pls use your brains can?"... i know that there's no more money in the bank account... i know that we are seriously dead broke... BUT WHY THEY WANNA SPEND EXTRA MONEY??? then owe the bank money etc etc... all the interest etc.... sigh... why can't they think huh? just use their brains....
i still have to pay for my school fees cause stupid TP says that i didn't hand in the CPF form so my dad need to pay my school fees through GIRO which is through his POSB account... there's nothing left in that account already... how to pay my school fees??? still want to go holiday???
i seriously don't know what they are thinking man... then my dad was happily using my laptop while i need to rush my report that is due tmr... i was like "stop wasting my time lah"... sigh.... why must i be so "clever" and have the ability to see the full picture while the rest of my family still live in fantasy land??? i feel so stressed by them lah.... different brain wave length...
i'm just so tired... so so tired.... have the war started? why am i feeling so drained?
~princess maddy need strength... falling~
p.s: what that smile for? are you flirting with me?
XOXO
Monday, December 04, 2006
back to school...
all things seems wierd... hmm... oh well, at least for once i learn how to love my classmates more... sometimes they can be vulgur and like irritating... but them can be quite nice and fun... so yup... especially my classmate, TAN PUAY BOON aka AH BOON... cause today i wore a red adidas t-shirt and quiksilver boardshorts to school... then he said "eh, madeline, you going to tiao bu(dance in hokkien) ah?"... i'm like "no...why leh?"... the he said "eh, i ask you... why you ask me huh?"... i'm like.......... no comments... he can be quite retarded lah... i still rmb during orientation cause AH BOON was my dance partner... and it was so so fun... like having him as a friend and all... he was so nice and quiet... but not for long... he became like super vulgur and rude lah... so he became kinda like a turn-off... at first i still think that he's quite attractive like all tanned, tall, built cause he's in dragonboat... but now.......... *maddy got no comments*
oh wells... hahahah... cause i told mishuelle lah... i had a dream last night... i dreamt that i love this guy... ok, let me describe him... he's tall, a lil' tanned, i specifically rmb that he got nice and broad chest... he's kinda got a naughty boy face, cheeky smile, nice wax hair... and guess what, this mystery guy love me too... heehee... it's like so so AWESOME right? but that's not all... my bestie, MISHUELLE liked him too... it's like a choice between love and friendship... well, the dream didn't go on cause i woke up... but i sms mishuelle to tell her this lah... if it happens in real life, i would give the guy up... cause i will choose friendship over any relationship...
if the guy is real.... oh my gosh... he's really a uber good catch lah... besides, i still haven't get to see my previous mystery guy... the guy that i dreamt hugging me at a overhead brigde and overlooking a huge white victorian style mansion... why do i kept dreaming of cute guys??? muahahah... i don't even see them in real life... they only appear in my dreams... wierd... hahaha... now i have 2 mystery guys... i hope that i meet them... and one of them tells me that he's the one... heehee... i will seriously faint lah... muahahah... so gorgeous leh... i think if you girls see them , you will drool lah... hahaha
oh... on my way back from school... i was on bus 69... then there was this indian/eurasian couple sitting infront of me... they were about i think 40... then they were happily making out lah... i'm like "wah lau".... hug and kiss and then stare at each other for like almost 1 minute... goodness... get a room lah... then i went home...
gotta go do my QT soon... tmr is YM camp... a shoutout for those going for YM camp... JIA YOU and i will miss you alll.... love <3
~princess maddy love sexy guys~
p.s: it's just my fantasy
here's a picture of the KOREAN swimmer... Park Tae Hwan he's only 17... but who cares... he's hot and cute and he can swim... can save me when i drown... muahahah... a gold medalist somemore...
all things seems wierd... hmm... oh well, at least for once i learn how to love my classmates more... sometimes they can be vulgur and like irritating... but them can be quite nice and fun... so yup... especially my classmate, TAN PUAY BOON aka AH BOON... cause today i wore a red adidas t-shirt and quiksilver boardshorts to school... then he said "eh, madeline, you going to tiao bu(dance in hokkien) ah?"... i'm like "no...why leh?"... the he said "eh, i ask you... why you ask me huh?"... i'm like.......... no comments... he can be quite retarded lah... i still rmb during orientation cause AH BOON was my dance partner... and it was so so fun... like having him as a friend and all... he was so nice and quiet... but not for long... he became like super vulgur and rude lah... so he became kinda like a turn-off... at first i still think that he's quite attractive like all tanned, tall, built cause he's in dragonboat... but now.......... *maddy got no comments*
oh wells... hahahah... cause i told mishuelle lah... i had a dream last night... i dreamt that i love this guy... ok, let me describe him... he's tall, a lil' tanned, i specifically rmb that he got nice and broad chest... he's kinda got a naughty boy face, cheeky smile, nice wax hair... and guess what, this mystery guy love me too... heehee... it's like so so AWESOME right? but that's not all... my bestie, MISHUELLE liked him too... it's like a choice between love and friendship... well, the dream didn't go on cause i woke up... but i sms mishuelle to tell her this lah... if it happens in real life, i would give the guy up... cause i will choose friendship over any relationship...
if the guy is real.... oh my gosh... he's really a uber good catch lah... besides, i still haven't get to see my previous mystery guy... the guy that i dreamt hugging me at a overhead brigde and overlooking a huge white victorian style mansion... why do i kept dreaming of cute guys??? muahahah... i don't even see them in real life... they only appear in my dreams... wierd... hahaha... now i have 2 mystery guys... i hope that i meet them... and one of them tells me that he's the one... heehee... i will seriously faint lah... muahahah... so gorgeous leh... i think if you girls see them , you will drool lah... hahaha
oh... on my way back from school... i was on bus 69... then there was this indian/eurasian couple sitting infront of me... they were about i think 40... then they were happily making out lah... i'm like "wah lau".... hug and kiss and then stare at each other for like almost 1 minute... goodness... get a room lah... then i went home...
gotta go do my QT soon... tmr is YM camp... a shoutout for those going for YM camp... JIA YOU and i will miss you alll.... love <3
~princess maddy love sexy guys~
p.s: it's just my fantasy
here's a picture of the KOREAN swimmer... Park Tae Hwan he's only 17... but who cares... he's hot and cute and he can swim... can save me when i drown... muahahah... a gold medalist somemore...
XOXO
ASCENCION: NIGHT TOPO MISSION
it was a super long, super tiring journey... things we were unsure of... imagine walking through jungles in the dark without torchlight... all you have are trees and the moonlight... goodness... and not everyone have like super good eyepower... but we still made it... although we have ppl "blinded" from time to time... bel sprain her ankle, i had quite bad muscle pull on my left leg.... so in the midst of the mission, we stop a lot... forgetting to like take a picture at the checkpoints, so we have to run back etc etc... forget to pick up wood, stones, coconuts etc... so have to collect it last minute...
by the time we reached, we were all tired, emotionally unstable and brain dead... i know coral for one for emotionally unstable, cause she saw cats and she hates cats like mad... then got one cat was infront of her then she started crying... i know that i was emo... i cried silently while Roland scold us... kinda discouraged and all...
ASCENSION: SECOND DAY
i became kinda sick... feel pukish in the morning... so i was excused from the morning run... then i join them for devotion later... after devotion was games... there were 3 games, the tree climbing games (joel), black widows web (roland), electric bulbed wire/prison break (hosea)... it was fun but tough... we got through all the games sucessfully... then was lunch, we ate bread and noodles and some canned food... we had to start fire on our own... very fun... hahah... after lunch was group game... we were divided into 4 groups... 2 task group into 4... the game is called MINE FIELD (sarah lin)... we didn't complete the game but we learnt to rely on each group for power and support... after that we had to build our own raft... with whatever material we can find... so we kinda made one... so we launch it... then our dearest Ying Chuan, got stinged by something in the sea... then we send him back to mainland... now, he's fine, so PRAISE GOD...
after a while, i realised what made me feel so so weak and sick... MY PERIOD!!! goodness... i hate it lah.... i kinda became my group's burden or something... sighs... after YC is gone... then around 7pm, we had to capture "satan's communications tower" and steal our flag back... my group aka TASK FORCE 2 is God's army... and the YMs aka TASK FORCE 1 is satan's soldiers... guess what??? we won!!! i stealed the flag and we won... heehee... the power of working as a team... after that, God knows what time, we went back to our "Promised Land", our campsite... then i don't know why i felt super dizzy and i broke out into cold sweat... i knelt down and like almost died... mishuelle and sarah lin quickly lift me up and bring me to the HQ shelter to sit down and drink so water... Aunty Ayelan quickly came over and fan me... then i felt a lil' better... i join the group for dinner and etc... then after that, we went to bed... me, addy, mish and shu jing share a sleeping place... then because the first night, we were sleeping on INSECT INFESTED place, we decided to sleep in the open... so we moved our ground sheets and bags and etc... then felt deep in sleep...
ASCENSION: SECOND NIGHT MISSION @ 2:30AM
after we all fell into a deep deep sleep... the COMM woke us up at 2:30AM... they ask us to pack our stuff and "half-left down" which is men push-up position with all our bags etc... and because it's only 2 plus, there's no light... so we pack our staff in darkness.. we got scolding from the COMM like over and over again... had to do the push up position thingy for like almost 5 times... then we moved out.... we walked for hours then finally reached another hut where we prepare for the next mission... we were suppose to capture "satan's second tower" this time round, my group is satan's army... so TASK FORCE 1 have to steal their flags from us...
however, i was too sick to join my group for that mission so i joined the HQ and stay in the hut while the rest play the war game... at around 8am... they came back... and TASK FORCE 2 won again... TASK FORCE 1 failed to get their flag... so yup... it was good... after resting in the hut for some time, i felt much much better...
ASCENSION: FINAL MARCH
after eating breakfast, we moved out... it was our final road back home... we took our bags and all and march out of ubin in glory... it was a good 3 days retreat... we took a ferry back to changi village and we had our own SERVICE...
ASCENSION: SERVICE....
it was so awesome... God had been so good to us... it didn't rain for the 3 days in UBIN until our final march out... thank God for everything... we left the place at about 12noon... mish, coral ,grace and me took a cab home... it was a tiring trip... but it's one step up... closer to God and better in leadership, unity and able to see my blindspots more... it's all worth it...
through this, i manage to push my physical abilities to a notch higher... even though i had my period, i still played the games... usually when i had my period, i will just sit around and sleep around... like nothing too physical... but this time, i ran, played games etc etc... so it's GOOD!!! heehee... didn't reallly eat much... didn't have comfy bed... didn't have enough sleep... didn't have proper toilets... we pee in the bushes... it was like SURVIVER... hahaha... getting bites everywhere... hahah... even on my face...hahah... it's WORTH IT...
i've gotta go to school soon... will blog again soon... love you all...
~princess maddy grows in leadership~
p.s: that Korean swimmer is so so cute and goodlooking... gosh *blush*
it was a super long, super tiring journey... things we were unsure of... imagine walking through jungles in the dark without torchlight... all you have are trees and the moonlight... goodness... and not everyone have like super good eyepower... but we still made it... although we have ppl "blinded" from time to time... bel sprain her ankle, i had quite bad muscle pull on my left leg.... so in the midst of the mission, we stop a lot... forgetting to like take a picture at the checkpoints, so we have to run back etc etc... forget to pick up wood, stones, coconuts etc... so have to collect it last minute...
by the time we reached, we were all tired, emotionally unstable and brain dead... i know coral for one for emotionally unstable, cause she saw cats and she hates cats like mad... then got one cat was infront of her then she started crying... i know that i was emo... i cried silently while Roland scold us... kinda discouraged and all...
ASCENSION: SECOND DAY
i became kinda sick... feel pukish in the morning... so i was excused from the morning run... then i join them for devotion later... after devotion was games... there were 3 games, the tree climbing games (joel), black widows web (roland), electric bulbed wire/prison break (hosea)... it was fun but tough... we got through all the games sucessfully... then was lunch, we ate bread and noodles and some canned food... we had to start fire on our own... very fun... hahah... after lunch was group game... we were divided into 4 groups... 2 task group into 4... the game is called MINE FIELD (sarah lin)... we didn't complete the game but we learnt to rely on each group for power and support... after that we had to build our own raft... with whatever material we can find... so we kinda made one... so we launch it... then our dearest Ying Chuan, got stinged by something in the sea... then we send him back to mainland... now, he's fine, so PRAISE GOD...
after a while, i realised what made me feel so so weak and sick... MY PERIOD!!! goodness... i hate it lah.... i kinda became my group's burden or something... sighs... after YC is gone... then around 7pm, we had to capture "satan's communications tower" and steal our flag back... my group aka TASK FORCE 2 is God's army... and the YMs aka TASK FORCE 1 is satan's soldiers... guess what??? we won!!! i stealed the flag and we won... heehee... the power of working as a team... after that, God knows what time, we went back to our "Promised Land", our campsite... then i don't know why i felt super dizzy and i broke out into cold sweat... i knelt down and like almost died... mishuelle and sarah lin quickly lift me up and bring me to the HQ shelter to sit down and drink so water... Aunty Ayelan quickly came over and fan me... then i felt a lil' better... i join the group for dinner and etc... then after that, we went to bed... me, addy, mish and shu jing share a sleeping place... then because the first night, we were sleeping on INSECT INFESTED place, we decided to sleep in the open... so we moved our ground sheets and bags and etc... then felt deep in sleep...
ASCENSION: SECOND NIGHT MISSION @ 2:30AM
after we all fell into a deep deep sleep... the COMM woke us up at 2:30AM... they ask us to pack our stuff and "half-left down" which is men push-up position with all our bags etc... and because it's only 2 plus, there's no light... so we pack our staff in darkness.. we got scolding from the COMM like over and over again... had to do the push up position thingy for like almost 5 times... then we moved out.... we walked for hours then finally reached another hut where we prepare for the next mission... we were suppose to capture "satan's second tower" this time round, my group is satan's army... so TASK FORCE 1 have to steal their flags from us...
however, i was too sick to join my group for that mission so i joined the HQ and stay in the hut while the rest play the war game... at around 8am... they came back... and TASK FORCE 2 won again... TASK FORCE 1 failed to get their flag... so yup... it was good... after resting in the hut for some time, i felt much much better...
ASCENSION: FINAL MARCH
after eating breakfast, we moved out... it was our final road back home... we took our bags and all and march out of ubin in glory... it was a good 3 days retreat... we took a ferry back to changi village and we had our own SERVICE...
ASCENSION: SERVICE....
it was so awesome... God had been so good to us... it didn't rain for the 3 days in UBIN until our final march out... thank God for everything... we left the place at about 12noon... mish, coral ,grace and me took a cab home... it was a tiring trip... but it's one step up... closer to God and better in leadership, unity and able to see my blindspots more... it's all worth it...
through this, i manage to push my physical abilities to a notch higher... even though i had my period, i still played the games... usually when i had my period, i will just sit around and sleep around... like nothing too physical... but this time, i ran, played games etc etc... so it's GOOD!!! heehee... didn't reallly eat much... didn't have comfy bed... didn't have enough sleep... didn't have proper toilets... we pee in the bushes... it was like SURVIVER... hahaha... getting bites everywhere... hahah... even on my face...hahah... it's WORTH IT...
i've gotta go to school soon... will blog again soon... love you all...
~princess maddy grows in leadership~
p.s: that Korean swimmer is so so cute and goodlooking... gosh *blush*
XOXO