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Madeline Xiong (Maddy)
Kuma Miyuki
Tower of Strength
Born on 21/12/1988
Graduated from TP HTM
Currently working at Citadines Mt Sophia
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

STUDYING KILLS.......



dying dying.... maddy is dying.... hahaha... it's almost 1am and i'm still studying... daddy says that i need to sleep... but............. STUDY!!!!!!! hahaahha

i really wanna do well for my exams.... study study study... seriously, studying can drive one crazy...

anyways, i was watching news with my daddy and they were reporting some bombing whatever nots in Thailand, Bangkok... daddy was kinda worried because i'm going for the mission trip... oh wells, i guess i will continue to pray about the situation there... and stuff like that lah...

shucks, nose bleeding.... ahhhhh!!!!! *maddy grabs a tissue*

ok, gtg now... sleep tight everyone...

~princess maddy thinking about you~

p.s: you brought so much smiles into my life...
please don't go...
please don't turn my world into complete darkness...


XOXO



HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i think i need Vitamin P.... hahah... That's what Hosea say... Vitamin Prayer... hahah... have been praying quite a bit... for my exams, my health and everything else... and i really thank God for coming to my rescue just now during my Marketing paper...

i'm so so excited for Karens Mission trip.... i will be fasting and praying for the trip so that i will equip myself to do God's work... and ask God to move so mightily there.... *pray pray*

i can't wait for my papers to be over... TOMORROW!!!! macroecons and F&B... jia you, jia you...

hahhah... i'm gonna go eat dinner already... will blog tomorrow.. *smile*

~princess maddy needs a hug from you~

p.s: loving you in silence


XOXO


Tuesday, February 27, 2007

YAWN & YAWN AGAIN...



studying marketing is so so tough... the tutorials may be fun and interesting, when it comes to the facts and all....... goodness.... got bad headache while studying in church, so i went home to take a nap and continue studying... it's just so tough lah...

now it's 12:12 midnight... i will go sleep soon then wake up earlier to study... sigh.... i can't wait for exams to be over... hate it to the core... i just emailed PanPacific for banquet waitressing... don't know if i will get it... but i'm still hoping for Conrad & Sons... at least Addy and Roland are working there... and i've worked there before... so more or less used to the working environment...

oh, i watched Hana Kimi Episode 14 on youtube... it's so nice... i can't wait for the final episode next week... hahahah... so nice... i love WuZun.... he's so so gorgeous... muahahha....

ok, i'm officially crazy already... see what studying can do to someone! just wanna say a HUGE thank you to Isaac, Coral, Michelle Guna, Livia, Peiting, Hosea, Ying Chuan and Clement for being so encouraging... thank you guys...

~princess maddy just want to be next to you~

p.s: i can't tell you how much i love you,
because i know it's impossible...


wake up maddy, stop dreaming......


XOXO



hello world



mondayblack................. not punkrock, not emo... just me.... in all black... how cool... hahha... but i can't find a bag that is black and big enough to put all my books and nonsense inside... so i look freakin' mismatch... like black cutesy dress with black tights with black heels... then one WHITE & PINK ROXY sling bag... ahhaha... even my daddy said so... ahhaha

i was like... you so rich huh? buy me one lah... ahhaha... my daddy is so cute lah... he's going to Malaysia later... which means, MORE DVDs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahhahahahah.... i'm gonna like what all during my holidays... i'm seriously counting down to my holidays...

Things to do TODAY:
study
study
study

Things to do during the HOLIDAYS:
go for mission trip to Karens (i'm so so excited)
party
chill out
dance
work my butt off
watch DVD
spend more time with God
read finish at least 1 christian book
exercise & lose weight

so many things to do and i can't wait.. YIPPY YIPPY... i'm trying to be so so positive and so full of God's joy... even though my POM exam is kinda like screwed by me and i won't say anything more about it... i will just continue to stay focus and have faith that God will help me through the other papers...

i'm like sitting in my school canteen alone with my laptop... hahah... bought a sprite which tasted like 2 shots of Vodka is added into it.... goodness... so bitter... what's wrong with me.... i'm like waiting for my friends to come and eat lunch with me... so hungry... oh wells... i will just wait...

will blog again tonight... love you all

~princess maddy stays positive~

p.s: everyday is sweeter, everyday is sweeter
with





JESUS


XOXO


Monday, February 26, 2007

everyday is sweeter with Jesus



today is just pure drama.... i slept at 4am... woke up at about 7am... bathe, change then go down to church and meet Shaun to do some L.A Unit stuff... then work work work till about 9plus... then Michelle Guna called me to help her with the pre-service prayer... i don't even know what i prayed for lah... ahhaha...

praise and worship is super powerful lah... staying awake through the sermon was a serious struggle... was like major stoning lah... hahahah... i did tried my best to stay awake k... hahaha... anyways, after service we went to Beer to eat... i got Tom Yam soup... hhahaha... yummy yummy... after that, went back to church to study...

then i realised something.... i forgot to bring my notes..... major problem lah... so i went to the subject website to download the mindmaps to revise.... i feel so stupid lah... goodness... but still i studied... Vicky and Sean lee were there too... joker lah... it's so funny studying with them... ahhaha

i feel so worried lah... cause i feel as if all that i studied is not enough... sighs... i really need God's divine help man... ok... there's no picture today... ahaha... i can see Sean Lee's relieved face... hahaha... but here's some shoutouts...

to Bel: hey sweets, i see that you've improved so much in dance... continue to work hard ya? i will try my best to help you :)

to Livia: hello my dearest cell leader, i'm so glad that you've completed all your assignments... thanks for all the encouragements...

to Vicky: hey babe... hope that you're doing ok... love you so so much dear... stay strong

to Mei Mei: hello hello *wave wave*... hahah... stay happy as always ya... maddy loves you... have a great week :)

to Coral and Mish: hey sexy ladies... we'll need to chill out soon... after my exams ya? *hugs*

to Regina: WORLD NO.1 KRUMP QUEEN!!! hahah...

to Ying Chuan: thanks for all the encouragements Chuan... thank you so so much... *hugs*

to Sean Lee: hey there White Tiger (bay hor)... don't think that you know my secret... hahah... what you know are just rumours... hahaha... "so friendly etc etc etc..." hahahah

to 1H02 peeps: study hard all you muggers... hahaha

to Isaac, Aiken and the rest of the cool peeps: have a great week ahead, hotties...

to shenna: hey my sweet lil' sister... all the best for your exams/tests... *hugs*

to Danellia: hey my new lil' sister... do take care of yourself ya? *hugs*

~princess maddy & her spiritual IPOD~

p.s: even when troubles come into my life,
i will not fear cause i know you're close by...
there's not a mountain that i cannot climb with you...


XOXO


Sunday, February 25, 2007

The power of praise...


today's L.A Unit meeting is rather short... but admin dept got lots of work to do... DIE MAN!!! panic panic... will have to let Ying Chuan know that i can't finish everything on my own... got exams next week somemore... then have to prepare for bible study... wahhh!!!!! hahahah

so Ying Chuan, Regina and me (& shenna) went to PP to eat KFC... hahah... then Shenna left cause she need to be back for leaders... so we went around PP... walk around, walk around... then we saw Roland shopping with his mum... so cute lah... hahah...

after PP, we took bus 15 to TM... hahah... continue to walk around and help Ying Chuan look for shoe... hahaha... then we left Tampines at around 5pm... then Regina and myself took bus 10 back to church.... Ying Chuan went for some family dinner... so yup

on our way back, we met some really irritating secondary school kids... argh.... feel like killing them man... hahahha... oh wells... so obviously i didn't study today lah... feel super duper stress lah... every minute that i spend on dancing and going out, my peers are like mugging like crazy... sigh... i pray that God will help me again... like what He did for my F&B term test...

ok, got lots of work to do... so i will stop here... will blog again soon... oh oh, tomorrow during Studio session, Vicky and meimei's mummy will come and comment on our dance performance on Friday... it's like kinda stress lah... ahhaha... cause Vicky's mummy and her friend are professional dancers and they went to watch us perform and they have like comments lah... i hope that the comments they give for me are ok... or maybe bad ones so that i can improve lah...

don't know what i'm talking about now... so i will stop... sweet dreams, lovelies...

~princess maddy love the way you are~

p.s: kiss you goodbye


after dance yesterday... *messy hair*

pout pout... hahaha
at Toy'Rus with Regina and Ying Chuan... Gina the police...
emmanuel and his ice cream...


XOXO


Saturday, February 24, 2007

Dancing before your throne, Lord


today is a long and tiring day... hahah... studied from 12pm to about 4pm... didn't have any appetite so i bought red bull and some hotdog buns from SPC... hahah...

we had dance practise and stuff then we made our way to Joo Chiat CC... we did our hair and make-up... panic panic... ahhaha... no time etc etc... poor Bel, she was panicking like crazy... hahah..

the dance i feel was not too bad... really thank God for the opportunity to shine for Him... after the performance, some of us went to Sempang for supper... hahaha... had fun hanging out and all... then i walk back with Coral, Mishuelle and Sarah lin... it's been so so long since i last talk to Sarah... kinda miss the old cell days...

below there are tons of pictures... so do take a look... yawnz... i'm feeling very tired already... tomorrow still got L.A Unit at 11am... so i better sleep early... love you all

~princess maddy love dancing~

p.s: i'm always there for you... whether you realise it or not...



my doodle for today... it's called " looking at you "


my sketch of Hana Kimi poster... base purely on my memory of the poster...

my beautiful hair and make-up besties...

my gorgeous meimei dear...

Danellia dear and me...

coral and the 2 Gan sisters... simply gorgeous

meimei and coral...


me and my Rain, Gaius darling...

me and my boy, Ian... so delicious


me and my emo lil' boy, Ben...
Kinder surprise??? Gaius' toy... hahah... i help him fixed it...


XOXO


Friday, February 23, 2007

S PHd
Serious Permenant Head Damage



i feel my brain overworking and slowly all my brain cells dying... Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot take it anymore lah... it's really........ boohoohoo...

ok, besides studying i practise a lil' with bel for tomorrow's show... my shoulders hurt so badly... did like 140 push-up on wednesday... so when i did whacking just now, my shoulders kinda made a wierd noise... hahaha

oh wells... tomorrow tomorrow... busy day!!! i will try to go down to church at like 10am, then study till around 3pm... then train with Bel till about 4pm... then train with the rest... then make our way down to Joo Chiat CC... then do the hair.... then make-up....

so i will try to sleep early tonight... of course spending time with God first lah... it really struck me when i did devotion yesterday night before i sleep... it was said:

" True joy will come from a holy, God-honoring life..."

which means, to be happy, we must abide in God's word and His laws... we must make ourselves holy before God and must spend time with him... material wealth and posessions doesn't bring real joy... only the presense of God and His loving touch...

so i will make sure i spend time with God despite my busy schedule... just some encouragement... to those who are studying/schooling, remember to put God first because He can really help you with your work... make you so efficient and effective and make your revision so fruitful...

that's all for today... love you all :)

~princess maddy secretly loving you~

p.s: i'm always walking behind you,
waiting for that day when you will turn around...
& realise that i'm always there for you...

look carefully... this is what isaac drew on the board... hahah

this is my doodle for today... hahah... it's called "right beside you"


XOXO


Thursday, February 22, 2007

studying kills 90% of my brain cells...


i studied from 1 pm to about 7pm today.... hahaha... although not as power as how i study for O levels lah... but then i still tried... it's so tough.... like after all the Chinese New Year celebration and overnight... hahahha... i studied Econs today... i will study POM tomorrow and a lil' F&B on friday.... my week is packed!!!

after dance, i went for supper with Isaac, Bel and Hosea... we met Randy on the bus... he look so different now... oh wells... so yup, we went to eat... then Bel and Isaac's dads came to pick them up... so me and Hosea decided to take a bus home.... we waited for very long and so we decided to walk to the Bus 38 busstop... we talk a lot... mostly about dance, about life... and it was good lah...

here's a short announcement!



love to dance???

love hip hop???

wanna see hot boys???

wanna see pretty babes???


love God and wanna see passionate young people dancing for Him???


BE THERE TO CATCH THE HOTTEST PEOPLE ON EARTH!
You don't wanna miss it...

i think it should be open to public... so yup, be @ Joo Chiat Community Club... our dance is at 8pm... so make sure you be there by 7:45...


that's all... hahah... will blog again about my studying journey part 2... ahhaha... love you all
<3


i doodle this when i was bored after studying for 5 hours... it's called Silent

it's suppose to be a girl standing in the wind, alone...

i'm not emo... it's a fact that i feel so lonely :(


XOXO


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

it's been so crazy


i really love having awesome friends... they can just seriously brighten my life... i thank God for them, each and every single one... here's what have been happening for the pass few days...


Monday, 19 Feb

i spend the whole day at home... slacking and like chit chat with my cousins... watch tv (even thought there's nothing much on)...

at about 6pm, Sean lee, Berttand and Ying Chuan came to accompany me play majong... they really made me so happy... my whole day was rather gloomy and stuff... they left at 7pm to go watch Norbit with the cousins...

then Mishuelle came at around 8 plus 9, then coral... then isaac and jozzie... it was fun lah... all the red bull, ribena, lime juice, coke and chemical X... then we ate... slack... then Ying Chuan and Sean lee came back...

we played cards, watch movies and played majong till 7am....

Tuesday, 20 Feb

we ended everything at around 7am... then we went to the coffee shop opposite my house for breakfast... we ate and talk and talk and TALK... hahahhha... then i got home at around 8 plus 9am... then SLEEP!!!!!!

hahah... i woke up at around 4pm... quickly change and go meet Coral and May at Tanah Merah to go to Pastor Mark's house...

got to Pastor Mark's place at around 5 plus 6pm... then we played some card games... then we ate... then we went to swim... it feels so so good.... like to just relax and chill... away from all the hustle and bustle of the fast pace life... thank God for a lil' time out...

after Pastor Mark's bbq... Aiken, Mishuelle, Coral, Emmanuel and me went to Sempang to eat... hahaha... we sat down and chat... we had so much fun lah...


i don't wanna study tmr... but my exams are next week... so Maddy have to Jia You Jia You...

it's already 2am... and i'm still awake and blogging... some problems that i'm struggling with... it's tough... it's gonna be painful... but then ... i will still walk God's walk...

~princess maddy tries not to cry anymore~

p.s: it hurts so badly inside...


XOXO


Monday, February 19, 2007

i can't explain how i feel...



hello everyone... Happy Lunar New Year!!! ahhaha... i didn't sleep till 6am... hahah... i was up helping my parents with some housework and decor stuff...

today is overall ok... had fun... eat, drink, play cards, watch tv, snack, chit chat... it's good....

tomorrow, my house will be open for visiting... all CFC peeps... regardless YA or YM, you guys are invited... for dinner... so yup :)

got home quite early... so i was bored... and then the "zi lian" habit came... i love taking pictures... just like Wu Zun... he always take pictures... hahaha

so there are some random pictures... hahah


it's me... it's me

what pictures should i take? *think think*

act cute??? (kawaii, with big eyes)

i've found a mascot... Mr Piggy

puffy face... like Mr piggy


loo loo loo loo.... *stare*


i'll eat you.... be my ba kua... ahahhaha


just joking... i still love Mr piggy... hahha

My WuZun said this to me and i will share it with you guys...

"It's pointless to keep thinking of the sad memories. Let bygones be bygones... so STOP THINKING OF IT because it's only you who choose whether you want a happy or sad life. I want you to be happy and I know you can achieve that! "



XOXO


Sunday, February 18, 2007

MAD ABOUT JIRO & WU ZUN




today will just be pictures.... don't feel like blogging too much... haven't been sleeping well these days...


anyways, the person who tag on my blog.... hahaha... YOU BETTER WATCH OUT...

WHY WOULD YOU EVEN VISIT MY BLOG WHEN YOU DON'T LIKE ME.... HAHAH... WHAT A JOKER.... IF YOU DARE, SHOW YOUR FACE AND REVEAL YOUR NAME...

don't push your luck... you better not provoke me... those who disturb me or bring me troubles will die a terrible death... let me warn you...

argh.... i don't need someone to make my life miserable k... seriously, if you wanna find trouble, go somewhere else right... i'm so sick of how people feel towards me...



i love that cute face of yours....

my high jump lover... so so hot...
latest drama addiction... muahahha



XOXO


Saturday, February 17, 2007

MADDY IS ON A MISSION...

ALL SHE'S GIVEN IS PAINT AND BRUSH AND SOME NEWSPAPER...

LET'S SEE WHAT'S HER REACTION!

SHOCK? OF COURSE....

TASK???

LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT AREA 1

Before:

After:

amazing? scroll down for more !


LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT AREA 2

Before:

After: cool huh?

i did everything with my own pair of hands... maddy is so so capable... all-rounded... hahaha... can cook, clean, take care of kids, paint, iron, fix stuff, organise and delegate stuff... muahhaha

in total, i painted my balcony... the common toilet and my parents' toilet... i scrape the door and peel off all old paint... hahaha... now my arms are aching like mad.... but NEVERMIND! i will continue to work hard...

later i will have to iron quite a lot of things... so JIA YOU, JIA YOU... heehee... MADDY, YOU CAN DO IT!

paint and dust fall on me,

with my hands i will show others who i can be...

all the praise goes to God alone,

because i didn't do it on my own...

~princess maddy love to write~

p.s: one day, my prince will come with the glass slipper




XOXO


Friday, February 16, 2007

HANA KIMI DVD SOLD OUT!!!


my daddy went to Malaysia to help me get the dvd... but it's so disappointing... it's SOLD OUT!

boohoohoo... nevermind, i'm watching it on youtube... i just finish watching episode 10.... wheeee~~~ 5 more episodes to go... i love the show lah.... makes me laugh out loud in the middle of the night... hahah

it's like 3am... i'm still bright awake... hahah...

NO SENTOSA for princess maddy... my Friday is packed.....

after school, go home and do ironing... after that i have to do some painting... poor maddy... oh wells, i'm a born Cinderella... so poor thing... sometimes it's just not fair lah...

how can Cinderella "ta han" the evil stepmother and stepsisters...

so sad.............. if only i have the freedom to do things that i like.... i don't like being controlled or have people pressing me for answers... if i wanna go for an event, i will let you know... if i wanna tell you something, i will let you know... hate it when you ask and ask...

sigh........ maddy is so "ku ming" (say it in chinese)... ok... this is just a random poem...

if only you can be beside me all the time,
so that i won't feel so alone...
if only you can know how i feel,
then you will realise that my feelings for you are just so real...

unlike the rest,
i can't tell you the truth...
what can i do,
just to be next to you?

let the romance come back once more,
i crave for your presence more than before...
poems and rhyme cannot explain,
what's the true meaning behind your name...

~princess maddy say goodbye to sentosa~

p.s: no one truely understand me except God


XOXO



you're the one,
who can put a smile on my face



maddy is just going crazy.... hahahah.... i finally finish all my presentation... wheee~~ sigh of relieve..... oh oh, my tutor told me that my psychology exam result is very good... i'm so happy... all my hard work... sociology is not too bad... but i hope that i will pass my sociology...

i haven't been eating a lot recently... hopefully i will lose some weight... hahhah... i feel so piggish... hahah... i wanna be really thin... like super thin... hahaha...

i can't wait to finish watching Hana-Kimi... muahahha.... the show is so so so good... i love WuZun.... muahhahahah...

nothing much to blog about today...

~princess maddy is a piggy~

p.s: no words can describe how i feel


XOXO


Thursday, February 15, 2007

i wanna hold your hands



the YA dinner is fun... although there's not much people but it's really good... love the games and the whole poem/song thingy... love the company as well... it's really good...

well done, Vanessa and Michelle Guna !!!

i suddenly feel so drained of my energy... must be because i didn't sleep last night... i don't think i can sleep tonight...

seriously there's something wrong with me... like smiling to myself... some might think that i'm mad or crazy.... but i can't control it... hahah...

i feel so happy... somehow what i prayed kinda came true... just like the drama... i just wanna stare at you and be close to you... i want to be your no.1 fan... you can count on me for support and encouragement... because i will make you feel so loved...

maybe the time is not now, but i will wait... even though i can't tell you that i love you... i will control and wait patiently for you... in God's time, things will start to fall into place :)

~princess maddy love hot bod~

p.s: it's too good to be true


XOXO



HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY



*beware of the stupid cupid*

hahhah.... the library seem so quiet today... hahah... i guess they are all out dating... hahha... no one will be like me... sitting in the library watching youtube... hahaha

cause my psychology project group members called off the meeting without letting me know... and yet they are still so arrogant... what the...... so i sat in the library and entertain myself with youtube... i'm watching Hana-Kimi on youtube... it's super good... muahahah

" come to me, all the cute guys of the world! "

i'm so so attracted to Fahrenheit.... heehee.... *drool drool*... esp Wu Zun and Jiro... maybe you guys who are reading my blog don't know who are they and even think that i'm like cheena.... or like love asian guys... ahhaha

i love chinese, korean, japanese.... so what... the same way you like hollywood celebrities... anyways... I AM ME... AND I'M UNIQUE...

i think i'm officially crazy... i will smile to myself.... hahha... just feel happy at random time of the day... like no one can make me angry when i'm in the happy state... that's kinda freaky but i don't know why lah...

i will blog again after the dinner... see you

~princess maddy lookin' hot~

p.s: smiling to myself



i love Wu Zun... he's super hot lah...

love Jiro too... he's so so funny


XOXO


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

RUB EYES & SNEEZE



i finally finish spring cleaning my room.... all i need to do is to clean the cupboards and edges... heehee.... i think my mummy don't allow me to go Sentosa on friday.... she wants me to do housework..................... booohoooohooo


oh, while cleaning my room... i found a church bulletin and it's on Proverbs 31... here it goes:

STRANDS OF PEARLS...

Characteristics of a Proverbs 31 Woman:
1. Virtue (v.10)
2. Faithfulness (v.11)
3. Reverence (v.12)
4. Goodness (v.12)
5. Willing worker (v.13)
6. Good manager (v.14-15)
7. Industrious (v.16)
8. Strength (v.17)
9. Endurance (v.18)
10. Well rounded (v.19)
11. Charitable (v.20)
12. Provider (v.21)
13. Well dressed (v.22)
14. Wife to a good husband (v.23)
15. Good business woman (v.24)
16. Honourable (v.25)
17. Wise (v.26a)
18. Kind (v.26b)
19. Good mother (v.27a)
20. Busy (v.27b)
21. Praiseworthy (v.28)
22. Attains to excels (v.29)
23. Fear of the Lord (v.30)

cool huh? each characteristics represent a pearl... the more of such characteristics you have, the longer your pearl necklace... super cool... i will strive to be a Proverbs 31 woman... wheee~~~

ok... i will go and try to sleep soon... of course after a short session of dance prac and physical training... tomorrow is YA Valentine's Day dinner... and i'm the only one from my cell that is going.... oh wells... maddy is alone... hahaha...

my dad is kinda funnily retarded... hahha... his friend send him some hp game... it's like tamagotchi... hahah... but in handphone form... hahha... and my daddy was like showing it to me and matthew... he's like so excited and all... hahah... his pet dog is a chihuahua, called BoBo... hahah... that's my dad... got the random-ness genes from him... hahah


~princess maddy decides to follow God~

p.s: it's not the right time to love you...
i will choose to walk God's way...
if we are meant to be,
God will reveal it to the both of us...


XOXO



only have feelings for you



hello hello world! hahah... a lil' crazy today... now i'm in the school library going online and blogging... hahha... still got 1 hour 45 mins to my next lessons... all thanks to the stupid irritating teacher... argh... nevermind, i will forgive that woman....

ok... i'm bored... hahah... i hope i can finish cleaning my room by today so that my parents will allow me to go Sentosa with the cool peeps on Friday... *pray hard*

hahah... i wanna lose weight.... hahaha... i was actually watching some videos on Youtube then i come across a video about Ella the girl from SHE... she's talking about how she lose so much weight... ah!!!!!!!!! hahah... one thing, i can't resist food... hahha... especially KFC... but i need to control....

NO fizzy drinks
NO cookies & snacks
NO fried stuff (KFC, fast food)

i will die.................... hahha... somemore CNY coming... hahah.... i will try to control myself... hahaha...

exercise exercise!!! DETOX DETOX!!! hahaha... i want worms!!!!!!!! ahahahah.... just joking lah... but it's super good lah, you eat and grow skinner.... muahhaha.... ok ok, i promise i won't go to that extend just to lose weight...

oh oh.... my NEW fav. band is Fahrenheit.... hahah... gorgeous gorgeous boys.... hahhaha... i like Wu Zun and Ah Dong (Jiro Wang).... heehee.... i got a thing for boys with sparkling eyes and awesome smile.... wahahhahaha....

what do i look for in a guy?

God Factors:
~ he must love God more than me
~ he must be spiritually strong
~ he must be passionate about God
~ he must be serving in ministry
~ he must be approved by Pastor Mark, Aunty Ayelan, Roland, Sarah Lin, Bel and Livia
(my respected leaders)

Character Factors:
~ he must be responsible
~ he must be caring
~ he must be super friendly
~ he must be romantic
~ he must be initiative
~ he must be charming

Physical Factors:
~ he must be taller than me
~ he must be stronger than me
~ he must be super charming
~ he must have awesome smiles
~ he must have sparkling eyes
~ he must have nice hair
~ he must have HOT bod

Misc Factors:
~ he must not SMOKE
~ he must not DRINK
~ he must have integrity
~ he must be super good with Kids
~ he must be financially stable
~ he must know how to sing or play an instrument
~ he must accept what i like... (eg. dancing and singing etc)
~ he must not fart or burp in front of me


hahha... what's that for, you ask? hahahha FOR FUN.... hahahhahahah

~princess maddy love being random~

p.s: i love the dream that i had last night :)


XOXO


Tuesday, February 13, 2007

where's my cookie?



hahah.... today is just a very very lazy day... muscles aching... but sadly, i had school.... so i made my way to school... was late for lecture cause the bus was so so slow....

nothing much happen today.... oh oh, i manage to pack my room.... ok lah, a bit of my room... will continue the rest of the cleaning tomorrow...

ok......... nothing to blog about today... oh.... YA valentine's day dinner... hahah... haven't decided what to wear yet... bought some stuff for the dinner just now... some red ribbons, red hairband and red heart shape ear studs... hahah... cause the theme is Red... i don't intend to wear red so i will wear red accessories instead...

the channel 8 9pm show very funny.... hahha... media is truely something lah... so many romantic movies, drama.... goodness... those attached couples will feel more loved... those single people will feel so depressed lah... not refering to me lah... but like as a whole...

oh well... i just don't care now...

~princess maddy love teddy bears~

p.s: words from your mouth touches my heart


XOXO


Monday, February 12, 2007

let the music flow


today is very ............. hahah... i don't know how to explain... it's ok lah... hahah... service short but good... then we went to Beer for lunch and then come back for dance.... vicky and meimei were studying lah... so i kinda lead them in warm-up.... i think i didn't go a good job lah... but i'm still learning mah... after warm-up, we did a lil' conditioning such as push-up and abs... we need 20 push-ups and abs to JT's "what goes around comes around" it's a 7 mins plus song... so the girls were like kinda dying and stuff... i think they hate me for asking them do that...

after dance, i went to the youthroom to slack but.................. coral, mishuelle, lucas and rayvin were happily disturbing me and bertrand... goodness lah.... there's nothing going on between us and they were like going on and on and on about it lah..... goodness....

then we went to studio and dance became more intense..... but it's good.... new routine but i thank God for helping me learn and remember the routine in such a short time... thank God for that... if that continues i think i can make it and go for O School lessons... cause learning dance there is really tough... only meimei get the steps lah... ahhaha... so yup, have to train hard...

after dance, we went to beer to eat and had fun... it's really fun just to take time off and sit down and chat... ok, now it's gonna be 2am soon... will go to bed early and wake up early to clean my room...

~princess maddy love roses~

p.s: let me love you secretly :)


XOXO


Sunday, February 11, 2007

when i see you, i can't help but smile :)


i'm feeling so so sleepy... hahha... such a bum bum... hahaha... there's dance tmr... yea yea... oh, that reminds me that i need to do my schedule thingy... muahhaha... my brain is malfunctioning...

hahah... Livia didn't come for YA service so i sat with Ying chuan and ben choo during service... Xiu Fang, one of my cell girl who is mentally slow, didn't want me to sit with her, so i just left her alone...

ate macs and then went home with Aiken, Ying chuan, joshua, vaness, winnie and rayvin... it's so funny because the bus is so packed and ying chuan and i were so squashed by the aunties and uncles... hahah...

i want to go suntanning... muahhaha... i hope that i can make it next friday and go with the cool peeps for suntanning at sentosa... muahhha... the sun and sand and sea with the babes and hunks....

it's almost 1am now... i think i better go to bed soon... see you all

~princess maddy love teddy bears~

p.s: you're too good to be true, can't take my eyes of you


XOXO



sun, sand and sea
where's maddy?



hahahah... i wanna go tanning... hate staying in buildings all day... i need to workout too... before i gain weight from excessive eating of CNY goodies... hahah...
prepared all the tanning oil and tankini, i'm ready to go... just give me a holla

i just watched Cinderella Part 3 - a twist in time... it's really cool.... and of course super fairytales... hahaha... all lovey-dovey and all.... sigh.... sometimes it's just so argh...

i will try to control my heart before it goes crazy again... i think it gotta do with my esteem... i just... you know, like how some people get more attention than others? i don't want to be another face in the crowd... for now, i only know that God doesn't feel that way about me... i want to be outstanding... not that i hate working behind the scene... i hate the feeling of being forgotten... the feeling of being forsaken...

like in the movie, the Prince knows it's "her" when he look into her eyes and touch her hand.... hahah... ok, i know it gets a lil' more mushy now... but it's just so sweet... i don't know why people can get together and breakup so so easily.... how they can get boys so easily... how they can make heads turn when they walk past...

my motto is tough huh... "i don't need a knight to make me feel loved"......... easier said than done... somehow, somewhere deep inside me is still searching for "the one"... ok, i don't want to be all holy and pure that i don't think of boys and stare at them... hahah... i'm also a girl right... at my age (19), many of my peers are getting attached and like found their "happiness" or some sort... me??? when is my turn???

sigh.... i'm just cinderella in the stage of washing the floor and being a maid... just waiting for the chance for me to put on the gown and capture the heart of my prince... dance with him and live happily ever after...

~princess maddy tries not to feel horrible~

p.s: everyone deserve to find true love


XOXO


Saturday, February 10, 2007

i try not to think about love


the only love that i will have if the love for God... i just don't wanna be hurt for nothing again... unless he's the ONE... unless God tells me and he hears from God too... like Mr Isaac says that he want to find his "wife" by 20 yrs old... that means by next year... hahaha... all i know is that i won't find "him" this year... this year is more of an expansion year for me...

a year when i rely on God for strength and guidance... unless God send "him" to help me... hahah... but i guess i will be more distracted lah.... so now i just focus on God and God alone...

it's 1:24AM... so i better go and sleep soon.... hahah... i pray that i won't be late for L.A Unit meeting... hahaha... or else Ying Chuan will kill me lah... hahaha

~princess maddy loves teddy bears~

p.s: cute and irresistable


XOXO



wheeee~~~
*maddy skipping around*


i manage to survive.... trying to study a little bit of F&B.... now it's almost 5pm.... which means i only have to suffer 1 more hour..... ok lah.... i just got whacked by God.... regarding the

"CHAMPIONS TRAIN & LOSERS COMPLAINT"

so.... i don't wanna be a loser.... hhahah.... so i better shut my big mouth and stop complaining to people about my life and my school and teacher etc etc... i will just run this race with God and keep my mouth shut....

ultimately, God already planned my life before hand... He knows what He is doing so i should not question His method etc... but just do it... Isaiah 45:9-10

~princess maddy wants to be God's neuclear bomb~

p.s: have Your way in my life Lord


XOXO



dream a little dream of me


hello everyone!!! i'm like in school's library blogging... feeling super bored... all thanks to my stupid Sociology tutor... because she wants to have the consultation at 6pm, i have to stay in school till 6pm just to meet her.... idiot...

i end at 1pm and i need to waste 5 hours of my life in the library trying to entertaining myself... argh... i'm so irritated by her... feel like killing her lah...... argh... ok ok, i will try to cool down...

can you feel that anger? please lor, if this happen to you, you sure angry one right? maddy is not a saint can? i do get angry as well...

oh, the O level results is out today... i wonder how well did the cool peeps did... hmmm....
have faith


i'm bored..... wah!!!!!! hahha... i wanted to bring my cinderella dvd to school so that i can watch it... hahah... my daddy bought it for me... muahahha... but i didn't bring it... i was rushing out of house lah... booohoo... i will try to study and then entertain myself with youtube...

oh my.... can you hear sound of rejoicing??? it's the weekends.... wheeee~~~

~princess maddy love the weekends~

p.s: i'm a piglet :)

bored after lecture??? this is what we do...

LIGHTS, CAMERA, POSE...


my cute lil' animal friends... (MADDY the piglet, MON MON the elephant, GRACE the sheep)

it's just us...


smile, smile and smile again...


funny faces brings cheers...

stay tuned for more



XOXO


Friday, February 09, 2007


fly me to the moon

&
let me play among the stars......



i'm not looking forward to Valentines' day if you ask me... don't wanna go out on that day... hahah... not trying to be emo or whatever... but what's the point of "celebrating"... hahha... oh wells...

school is crazy... it's madness... hate it 100%........................................

my stupid sociology tutor makes me mad.... so so angry.... feel like killing her can... that fool.............................................................

argh......................... i want to get out of school...

i need to sleep... only slept for a few hours but study the whole day...... my brain is overworking... i'm scared that my body will breakdown before exams...... when the pressure increases.......

i'm so tired... just want to sleep and be bored... i don't like feeling busy and packed with stuff to do...... so those who are complaining that you are bored, SHUT UP... you all should be thankful that you don't receive the pressure....

i want to break free...

~princess maddy loves piggy~

p.s: to me, you're the cutest :)

little miss piggy... that's me...


XOXO


Thursday, February 08, 2007

simply me...



today is pretty cool as there's no morning lectures... only have marketing revision lecture and F&B lecture... after that i went down to church to study a lil' F&B... we started bible study at 7:30pm...kinda funny and all.... haha... cause they all can't focus anymore... they were all sleepy and stuff... hahha

bible study was good... WELL DONE, YING CHUAN!

went back with Ying Chuan after bible study around 9plus... reach home at 10:05pm and ate my dinner... i will attempt to do some work, exercise and sleep early...

i don't like school... feel so trapped and so tired... boohoo... maddy is sad... exams are coming soon and i need to study... but got no time... how how??? i still have to re-pack my room... blah blah blah... i'm going crazy already...

ok, i will stop here and go do work... see you

~princess maddy want a hug~

p.s: just let me love you secretly


XOXO


Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Happy 17th Birthday, Michelle Tan!!!
*my sweet princess*
Happy 21st Birthday, Michelle Guna!!!
*gorgeous babe*


today is a tiring day... econs is so so........ *yucks*.... then we had comm skills role play... after school, i went to TM and meet my cousin, Carol... walk around... sit down and talk... then waited for Eunice and take a cab to Changi Chalet to Michelle's party...

it was ok... the party... sat down, talk to the girls etc etc... watch the channel 8 new show.... hahah... oh oh, the chalet area is full of cats... hahah... like a cats village... muahhaha...

after that, my dad drove my granny and brothers home... then send me to Stacey's place for Michelle Guna's party... hhhaha... busy busy... hectic social lifestyle... hahah... the cool peeps were all there... hahha... although it's only a short while, it's fun :)

gotta go to bed now... dead tired...

~princess maddy love sappy love songs~

p.s: simply sexy in black


scared of cats??? my cute lil' brother's reaction ( the lil' boy in green)
a really cute stitch plush toy...
a picture with the birthday girl..


XOXO


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

it's a crazy day....



crazy as in fun.... it's like... whoottt.... no more projects!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahha


*maddy pops champange*

hahahha... my whole class went mad... like seriously... hahah... esp my mon mon dear and grace dear... hahha... they are seriously nuts... love them lah... made my HTM year 1 so so fun... 2 weeks more and i will be year 2... it's been one year...

hahha... oh oh... i got into Service Ambassador... through the interview... hahah... really thank God for the opportunity to be better... and to represent Christ in the service industry...

my channel 8 ended already... hahah... last episode... hahah... ok, i seriously feel bored... took some pictures... ahhah... feelin' lame and retarded... ahhaha...

preparing myself for tomorrow... it's a new day with God...

~princess maddy love herself~

p.s: princess of the enchanted rose


stare into space... stone stone...

i'm still smiling :)

poutty lips... heehee... with big round eyes...

this is spastic... hahah... acting cute...


XOXO