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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

random cuteness, random findings...

as usual, it's close to impossible for me to just fall asleep... even though i'm super tired... but i've found some really really random stuff...

enjoy!

Top 5 most expensive cities in Asia:
1) Tokyo, Japan
2) Seoul, South Korea
3) Hongkong
4) Osaka, Japan
5) Singapore

Nepalese Twin Dead
One of the Nepalese conjoined twin that came to Singapore 7 years ago for the seperation op passed away... it's quite sad lah...

18 children + 2 parent = too much
44 year old British lady, livia was reported to just receive the 18th child into the already very big family... mega madness...

News reader and the fly
This quite bizzare that a fly flew into the news recording studio and so happen to land on the news reader's face... the very next day, singapore's ever so efficient chinese newspaper started mocking that poor news reader...

Soy and Sperm
Eating or drinking too much product that contain soy and isoflavones can result in reduced sperm count! hahaha

XOXO

something white, something pink, something blue
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just like a perfect fairytale story...

i feel like as if i'm floating into my dreamland already... blurred eye sight, contagious yawning, and dozing off on bus rides...

i think i just will...

XOXO

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I'VE GOT SUNSHINE ON A CLOUDY DAY!

lodging test yesterday is really screwed up... the stupid server crashed like more than 3 times during the 1 hour long test...

XOXO

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

SOME PICTURES FROM A FEW DAYS AGO...

Grace dear's birthday... we got her a Mamegoma seal(bumble bee), totoro card and totoro t-shirt

(made by me)

Grace and the totoro t-shirt...
me and one of the mamegoma seal (bunny)
this is a picture taken at the Budget terminal when monica dear came to send me off...
THE SANYA GIRLS~ monica and me
paying attention in class...
like as if... hur hur

GREAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!

HANA YORI DANGO MOVIE out on 4th Sept!!!

i can't wait to watch it after my exams... i'm like fighting the temptation to watch japanese drama... (i'm fasting from jap dramas).... tough tough...

after the whole 40 days thingy, it will soon be my exams... so i don't think i will have time to watch any dramas... i will probably watch after my exams... my last paper is on 28th Aug...

looking forward to that day...

XOXO

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

HAI~ GANBARIMASU!!!

it will end soon... i'm finally seeing the light as all the project deadlines comes to an end...

revision week...
study week...
exam week...
holiday week...
packing week...
meeting-up-with-people-before-leaving week...

today i went jogging after school... even though it's like nothing much but i really need to lose weight... something really funny, my friend Gen ask me if i can do ONE cosmetic surgery, what will i want...

without thinking i answered her, if i got the money i will do LIPO... haha

it's not like as if i will really go do that... i don't even have the money to fly to Korea (the cheapest and safest country) and then pay for all the treatment... haha

but something someone said today really made me smile... i can never see myself as "pretty" or "attractive" and for someone to tell me that i look good or i look like a certain celebrity really is something... haha...

today someone said that i can be a model... i mean, this might sound so silly but it really made me smile... i know that i'm far from being a model... i don't even have the figure to be a stewardess, what more a model...

but it made me smile... it's not that i think that i'm ugly because i know that i'm fearfully and wonderfully made by God ^ ^

leaving by faith and living with faith
~ my dream

XOXO

Monday, July 21, 2008

I WANNA GO JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!

IS THERE ANY KIND SOUL WHO WISH TO BLESS ME WITH A TRIP TO JAPAN???

oh Lord, i don't know if it's in Your will for me...

but i will keep praying...

the lost country will one day see the rising Son...

XOXO

staring at the sky and i wonder why...

tiring tiring day in school... but i bought lil' gifts for myself to cheer myself up, oh oh, i also bought meiji chocolates to comfort myself too...

it's such a nice day with nice cool weather for sleeping... but.... i have to prepare for DPD issue presentation... sigh...

i'm still holding on...

XOXO

Saturday, July 19, 2008

IT'S 4.06 AM (SATURDAY)...

FINALLY! it's the weekends... i thank God for weekends... at least there's no school and not much work to do...

I LOVE MY JAP VIDEOS... aikey will say that his comfort is cheese fries... but for me, it's not food but my jap videos and dramas... and i thank God that i can actually watch them... hur hur... and i was like trying to learn the new dance steps from the music videos... but my brother is around so cannot like actually do the dance and all...

anyways i will be doing a jap drama fast.... OH GOD......... it's my precious...........

oh oh, my departure date is more or less confirm already... i will be leaving on the 15th sept (monday) and probably a afternoon flight... i'm like 50% excited and 50% sad & scared... but i will still learn to trust God...

alrighty, i'm gonna go to bed already...

p.s: i really wanna bring God into the lives of the japanese... send me, Lord... i will be fasting and praying for that opportunity because i'm serious about it... i can't believe the whole of Japan have less than 1% of Christians...

XOXO

Thursday, July 17, 2008

I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!

thanks to all the projects and reports and presentations, my eye bags and dark ciclres intensified... my pimple outbreak is just simply madness...

i need my sleep and sanity...

and when you're down, satan never fails to make you so destroy until you're kinda like out of the race... battling with my mind and killing my flesh is just so so (i don't know what to say)... sometimes i wish that all that could stop...

the things that i hate can stop... and i'm just given that chance to do the things that i like... things like "drawing, design and sewing", dance, sing etc etc... i hate studying, i hate reports and project... i feel like as if i'm forced into the world system...

where's my freedom to dance, to sing, to do the things that i love...

sometimes when i look at others, i wonder what is really wrong with me... i wonder why bad girls get super nice guys, why normal plain girls get a happy relationship... i know i know.... it's all in God's timing but.......... will i ever be happy?

there's so many things that i want to do but never had the chance... i've always wanted to learn ballet, learn how to play the piano, learn photography etc etc...

as i prepares for my internship, i have to stop dance... because of the workload and exams etc etc... by the time i'm back in dance i will be 21 years old (2009)... how far can i develop my skills? can i develop in the first place when i start working?

my path might never be God's path... and that's what i've learnt in the 3 years of being a christian... the moment you allow God to take charge, there's no such things as "I want to"...

there's no turning back...

XOXO

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

cosplay???

a comment from someone:
"eh, you look like the type who will do cosplay!"

haha... i wish i had the pretty face, big huge eyes and that ultra small body frame... but i thank God that at least i'm not handicap or whatever...

anyways, i overheard a super funny conversation... it's a conversation of 2 boys from Temasek Poly (on bus 69)... Boy A was like talking to Boy B about plastic surgery... things like nose job, cheek bone, liposuction and even double eye-lid surgery...

it's really quite funny cause it's 2 BOYS! not like girls or ladies or aunties... hahah... the moment the conversation ended at Bedok Interchange, i though... "VANITY!!!!!!!!" hahah...

oh oh, i was like talking to my groupmate, Gen who also like pretty boys... we were like going crazy and like i was telling her about my jap crushes... hur hur... i seriously love Yamapi (Yamashita Tomohisa) for his hotness and sexy-ness... and i love Yama-chan (Yamada Ryosuke) for his pretty face and manly-ness @ only 15 years old... both of them are so talented, so humble and so so hardworking...

anyways, yes... i will end here and proceed on to my report... *faints*
God give me strength!

XOXO

Monday, July 14, 2008

KAWAII!!!!!!!!!

hee

Konnichiwa minna san... (Hello everyone)
i'm just so hyper and happy that i'm set free to do the things that God have in mind for me... i know that i'm now stronger, loved and have so much joy and energy...

even though school and many other things are not as "happy" as it should be but i know that it will end super fast... i was counting and i counted that i will be in Singapore for another like 7-8 more weeks and i will be off to Sanya, China... hahah

it's like actually quite fast... i'm already starting to miss my friends and all... i will definately miss all the hangout times and all the crazy sign games =)

even though it might be "painful" but i know that God have something arranged for me already, so i will go...

anyways, I WENT TO HOKKAIDO FAIR!!! of course with my dearest Meredith chan... it's so funny to like squeeze in and out of the huge crowd... but the food is super yummy... (honto oiishi)

i can't wait for the day i visit Japan and save the whole J-Pop culture... ahhaha... i will just wait for God's timing for all of that...

alrighty, i've slack enough, i'm off to compile my report already!!! (JA MATA)

XOXO

Saturday, July 12, 2008

i feel that this stuffed animal... wondering and clueless...

but i know that God's promises are true and it will stand

XOXO

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

GUESS WHO'S BACK???

hello singapore, i'm back from my India Mission Trip!!! i miss home so much this time round... i like it there in India but i really look forward about coming home... even though it's a short trip, i really think that it's awesome and all is worth it...

not being racist or anything but i REALLY MISS LOOKING AT MY JAP GUYS!!!

it's like 9am so i won't be resting/sleeping but i will eat breakfast soon, then bathe and head down to school... busy, sleepy but GOOD!

i will post up some of the pictures soon yeah... will blog again when i have the time =)

my lil' crush - president
*smiles*

XOXO

Friday, July 04, 2008

hello all, i'm now in the ever-so-wonderful Temasek Poly library... BLOGGING!!! hahah...

anyways, i wanna leave a song with you guys...

Desert Song-Brooke Frase, Hillsong

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow.

XOXO

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

roar roar, rainbow girl!!!

i finally broke fast... eating never feel so good... went dinner with bel, Yilin and Shenna... it was a nice dinner even though we were drowning in the smoke...

things to do tomorrow....... a lot... hahah...

friday........ super packed.... rush rush rush... but i'm super excited...

p.s: thank you Lord for always providing for my needs

XOXO

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

these are the food that i want to eat...

BUT,

because of these precious people...

i'm willing to give up eating and start fasting...

those who have met me today would have heard me whine... i'm seriously hungry and seriously dying of acid burns in my stomach... but i know that all is worth it...

it's just less than 24 hours more...

XOXO