Friday, December 28, 2007
today i had my family outing... we went for a hair cut then went to Sakae Sushi for buffet... i ate so so much... haha... fat fatafter that, they went to Raffles City to do some shopping while i made my way to PS to meet Bert's cell for a combine cell thingy...
hanging out with them is so funny lah... those boys are really.... hahah (no comments)... i will post the pictures soon, once alicia send it to me...
for now, here's some that is taken today...
my kissing brother... he's like crazy, keep trying to kiss me
me eating the strawberry ice-cream
me and granny... (it's kinda blur)
and i went for a HAIR CUT!
TADAH! it's now neater and shorter... haha
XOXO
Thursday, December 27, 2007
hello world!
for the past few days i've been like slacking and all... feel so wasted... hahah... but soon school is gonna like reopen, so that's gonna be HELL...
i seriously wonder what 2008 will bring...
do you know what you've said really hurt me? oh well, i should have known, idiotic guys like you always hurt others... hmmm... maybe not, the ones you love/like... but to others, you just don't care... how selfish~
i hate being abandoned or being left behind... i am a human being too, i'm a girl too... i got feelings too, you know... oh well, who will even bother about me...
i'm not bitchy enough to fight for attention...
not confident enough to gain them,
not pretty enough to get them...
i'm just a little girl who yearns to be accepted and loved
for the past few days i've been like slacking and all... feel so wasted... hahah... but soon school is gonna like reopen, so that's gonna be HELL...
i seriously wonder what 2008 will bring...
do you know what you've said really hurt me? oh well, i should have known, idiotic guys like you always hurt others... hmmm... maybe not, the ones you love/like... but to others, you just don't care... how selfish~
i hate being abandoned or being left behind... i am a human being too, i'm a girl too... i got feelings too, you know... oh well, who will even bother about me...
i'm not bitchy enough to fight for attention...
not confident enough to gain them,
not pretty enough to get them...
i'm just a little girl who yearns to be accepted and loved
XOXO
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
i will marry........... pretty boys!
ho ho ho
thanks to meredith's awesome christmas present, i'm so in love with jap boys... hahah... they are so so gorgeous and like so romantic and nice... unlike the boys i know...
YAMAPI is one of the boys i love (below)
gorgeous right???
and of course... this one that you're about to see may look like a girl but NO, he is a GUY!
YUYA
ho ho ho
thanks to meredith's awesome christmas present, i'm so in love with jap boys... hahah... they are so so gorgeous and like so romantic and nice... unlike the boys i know...
YAMAPI is one of the boys i love (below)
gorgeous right???and of course... this one that you're about to see may look like a girl but NO, he is a GUY!
YUYA
he look so.... awwww.... hey, i'm not lesbian ok? i love boys but they all happen to be pretty boys...
ho ho ho
shenna was so cute lah... she asked me yesterday at PP when the girls went to toilet... "Maddy, you really wanna marry japanese huh?"....
so cute right?
it's not like i die die must marry japanese... and I'M NOT MATERIALISTIC... my boyfriend (who will be my husband) don't have to be good looking, don't have to be rich, don't have to be tall and tanned...
as long as he love me, love God, really caring, have a heart of compassion, a heart wanting to build up God's kingdom... he must be responsible, must be thoughtful and really nice... being sweet and romantic would be a bonus... oh oh, he must be true to his own feelings... he don't have to act macho or act tough... he can appear to feel lonely or sick in front of me...
but oh well, i don't have anyone in mind now... so.... haha
ok, i will go do some work before i meet coral and the rest to go to chalet...
XOXO
Monday, December 24, 2007
the space between,
empty.
the air circulates,
still.
a heart yearns to breathe once more...
empty.
the air circulates,
still.
a heart yearns to breathe once more...
XOXO
the shiny dancing light i had so much fun dancing for God today at Christmas @ Katong... although it's not my first time performing but i feel so so nervous... so i went up stage and gave it my best shot... haha... it was so so amazing...
just to see all the super talents that we have in CFC is just crazy... all the amazing singers, musicians, drama kings and queens, dancers, designers and efficient admin and IT personnel...
it's Christmas eve already... so fast right??? and i still have uncompleted assignments... and i hate school... argh... i hate doing all those stupid reports and ridiculous projects... sigh
i can't wait to graduate from TP...
ok, i'm super tired now... will go wash up and do QT and sleep...
Things to do on 24th Dec:
1) try and complete assignments
2) finish project research
3) go out with my homies
XOXO
Sunday, December 23, 2007
i don't want to be "almost there" or "almost make it"
i will try and learn to get over my low self esteem issues... i know it's the very thing that keeps me away from leadership roles...
i will try and change...
anyways, i went shopping with Isaac and Nelson today... it was so so fun... hahaha... i bought like 3 tops and they cost less than $50... good buy huh? hahaha... i'm always so price sensitive... but i really never regret getting them... hahah...
i seriously have a fetish for dresses... ahhaha... i wish i could wear a dress everyday... hahaha... i'm a princess... ho ho ho... i wanna buy a small tiara for fun... hahah... total randomness
alrighty, gotta go spend some time with God then go to bed... there's performance on sunday... at Katong Shopping Centre @ around 8:45pm... be there early!
NOTE: i officially changed my hp no. to 82238577... please note hor!
XOXO
Saturday, December 22, 2007
hello all, just wanna say a huge thank you to all..
In no specific order:
Bel
Vicky
Meimei
Shenna
Isaac
Coral
May
Michelle Lam
Rach Guna
Rach Ong
Alena
Aiken
Ben Choo
Ying Chuan
Grace
Vaness
Livia
Nelson
Sunny
Odette
Ian
Colin
Jarrold
Gaius
Joel Ooi
Joseph
Bertrand
Alvin
Clement
Gidsy
Junwei
Michelle Guna
Char
Sean Lee
Kristie
Marcus Goh
Alex
Fangxian
James
Brendon
Yilin
Alicia
Carey
those who were at dance and at Cafe Cartel... and to those who sms me, called me, left me a comment on Friendster or a msg or gift on Facebook... thank you all
i'm ok, not disappointed or anything... and i really appreciate it... a lot
Specific Shoutouts:
The dancers: thank you for the awesome chocolate cake... it's so good =)
Bel: thank you for the flowers... i love them... hee... oh, and the gift pack too...
Vicky & Meimei: thank you for the lil' gift... it's really pretty
Isaac: for being there for me, for gathering the people at Cartel... for collecting dinner money and do such a good job... for spilling May's drink on me... hahha... above all, i love you =)
Coral, May & Michelle: thank you babes for being there... your presence means a lot to me...
Ying Chuan: you never fail to make me hate you... ahhaha... make the birthday girl fall... hahah... well, you're just like your twin who happen to smash my toes...
Grace: i saw the shoutout on your blog... thanks dear
XOXO
Friday, December 21, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MADDY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
good afternoon world!
hahah... yeah! it's finally my 19th birthday... truly, 2007 have been a long year full of UPs and DOWNs but God is so so faithful...
i woke up so early this morning despite sleeping so late last night... then i had like diaherra... run in and out of toilet... hahaha... what a way to start my birthday... hahha
so i was up and i couldn't sleep, i decided to go watch some drama... and then the lucky drama is Romantic Princess... hahha... yes yes, maddy is back to her drama... well, at least it's my lil' escape to my fantasy world...
like how i always wish that i was somehow royalty... like daughter of someone great who is kidnap by some bad guys...
but the truth is, I AM ROYALTY... the precious daughter of the most high God, stolen by the prince of the world but now i'm back with my Daddy God and i will always be with my Daddy God and no one can ever seperate me from Him ever again...
yes, now i'm princess maddy... hahah... for those who really know me, i am a princess... hahah... love the whole royalty and wear dresses all day, get all the perks and enter royal academy... get to learn how to play the piano (it's my dream) and like learn all the waltz and stuff...
so fun right???
ok, i'm nuts... i think seriously i'm one of the wierd few who will actually like staying in a palace... like how some people can detest rules and authority... but i'm like fine with them... hahaha...
and so yes, Princess Maddy is 19 today... and i thank God for awesome friends... one by one, all the sms came in... and i really really appreciate it =)
the first to wish me was Sulynn... that bum bum stayed awake to wish me... ahhaha... then finally she cannot tahan and then went to bed... i love you sweetheart and thank you for everything...
then was gidsy... i love you lah blurblock! he's so so funny...
thank you all... so so much... i love you guys and i've always love you guys... even if you don't plan me a party or celebration (i'm serious)... even there's no presents or gifts... i still love you... you guys got no idea how important you are to me... each and every one of you...
so anyways, i'm eating lunch now... then i will continue to watch my drama, then go for dance... hee
i get to spend my birthday doing things that i like =)
thank you Daddy God for everything...
for family,
for friends,
for just being there for me when i really need you...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MADDY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
good afternoon world!
hahah... yeah! it's finally my 19th birthday... truly, 2007 have been a long year full of UPs and DOWNs but God is so so faithful...
i woke up so early this morning despite sleeping so late last night... then i had like diaherra... run in and out of toilet... hahaha... what a way to start my birthday... hahha
so i was up and i couldn't sleep, i decided to go watch some drama... and then the lucky drama is Romantic Princess... hahha... yes yes, maddy is back to her drama... well, at least it's my lil' escape to my fantasy world...
like how i always wish that i was somehow royalty... like daughter of someone great who is kidnap by some bad guys...
but the truth is, I AM ROYALTY... the precious daughter of the most high God, stolen by the prince of the world but now i'm back with my Daddy God and i will always be with my Daddy God and no one can ever seperate me from Him ever again...
yes, now i'm princess maddy... hahah... for those who really know me, i am a princess... hahah... love the whole royalty and wear dresses all day, get all the perks and enter royal academy... get to learn how to play the piano (it's my dream) and like learn all the waltz and stuff...
so fun right???
ok, i'm nuts... i think seriously i'm one of the wierd few who will actually like staying in a palace... like how some people can detest rules and authority... but i'm like fine with them... hahaha...
and so yes, Princess Maddy is 19 today... and i thank God for awesome friends... one by one, all the sms came in... and i really really appreciate it =)
the first to wish me was Sulynn... that bum bum stayed awake to wish me... ahhaha... then finally she cannot tahan and then went to bed... i love you sweetheart and thank you for everything...
then was gidsy... i love you lah blurblock! he's so so funny...
thank you all... so so much... i love you guys and i've always love you guys... even if you don't plan me a party or celebration (i'm serious)... even there's no presents or gifts... i still love you... you guys got no idea how important you are to me... each and every one of you...
so anyways, i'm eating lunch now... then i will continue to watch my drama, then go for dance... hee
i get to spend my birthday doing things that i like =)
thank you Daddy God for everything...
for family,
for friends,
for just being there for me when i really need you...
XOXO
Thursday, December 20, 2007
these kids taugh me how to treasure family... even the little children from the Batam Orphanage...
even though my parents are not perfect, but at least i know that they are there...
i will learn to love my parents
XOXO
INFACTED
- awesome encounter with God
- sore throat (sound like a tranny now)
i thank God for everything... for just choosing me and allowing me to be His princess... just allowing me this chance to know Him and have a close relationship with Him...
in a few hours time will be my birthday... hahha... well, birthday is not something i look forward to... hahah... i'm not emo or what... haha
i remember planning and paying for my birthday since primary 4... my parents refuse to let me have a party so i would pay my granny to cook and do all the planning and inviting on my own... by the end of the day i would feel super happy because i can celebrate with my friend...
but now... well, birthday is like a "thank God for bringing me into this world and allowing me to be alive to do great things for You and Your kingdom"...
i just wanna thank God for friends... friends means a whole to me... because i grow up in a dsyfunctional family, i got most of my love from my friends... so to me, friends are like my family members...
but like what i promise God during camp, i will walk in His plan even of no one follow or believe in the dream... even if i have to walk alone, i will not give up... i will continue to do so much for Him...
- awesome encounter with God
- sore throat (sound like a tranny now)
i thank God for everything... for just choosing me and allowing me to be His princess... just allowing me this chance to know Him and have a close relationship with Him...
in a few hours time will be my birthday... hahha... well, birthday is not something i look forward to... hahah... i'm not emo or what... haha
i remember planning and paying for my birthday since primary 4... my parents refuse to let me have a party so i would pay my granny to cook and do all the planning and inviting on my own... by the end of the day i would feel super happy because i can celebrate with my friend...
but now... well, birthday is like a "thank God for bringing me into this world and allowing me to be alive to do great things for You and Your kingdom"...
i just wanna thank God for friends... friends means a whole to me... because i grow up in a dsyfunctional family, i got most of my love from my friends... so to me, friends are like my family members...
but like what i promise God during camp, i will walk in His plan even of no one follow or believe in the dream... even if i have to walk alone, i will not give up... i will continue to do so much for Him...
XOXO
Monday, December 17, 2007
IT'S ONLY 7 HOURS MORE TO CAMP!!!!
WOOTS =D
ok, i'm seriously looking forward to it besides the fact that i have to do my work during the camp... BUT BUT... i think camp will be great...
anyways, i love my cell group... each and every one of them... they are all so so cute and i seriously mean it...
Kingdom INspired GirlS INC
Bel- my awesome cell leader
Alicia- the creative painter
Yilin- the quiet Bambi-looking girl
and now... we have the new addition to this small family...
Vicky- the great dancer
Shenna- the not-so-cheem, laugh non-stop crazy animal
i can't wait for camp... and oh, i got a NEW PHONE NO. it is 82238577... so please note the change... it will take effect from my birthday onwards... 21st DEC (not hinting anything)... and yes, i didn't get a new phone... my mum did... LOL
will blog about camp on thursday night when i'm back =)
WOOTS =D
ok, i'm seriously looking forward to it besides the fact that i have to do my work during the camp... BUT BUT... i think camp will be great...
anyways, i love my cell group... each and every one of them... they are all so so cute and i seriously mean it...
Kingdom INspired GirlS INC
Bel- my awesome cell leader
Alicia- the creative painter
Yilin- the quiet Bambi-looking girl
and now... we have the new addition to this small family...
Vicky- the great dancer
Shenna- the not-so-cheem, laugh non-stop crazy animal
i can't wait for camp... and oh, i got a NEW PHONE NO. it is 82238577... so please note the change... it will take effect from my birthday onwards... 21st DEC (not hinting anything)... and yes, i didn't get a new phone... my mum did... LOL
will blog about camp on thursday night when i'm back =)
XOXO
Saturday, December 15, 2007
very tired... snore~
so many things going on, less sleep, low immune... but i still thank God for everything...
1) Jossie went into NS
2) CFFF
ahhhh.... NOSE BLEED!!!!
*grabs a tissue*
i think i will go to bed... sunday service tmr!!!!!!!! have to wake up early or something =)
XOXO
Friday, December 14, 2007
lucas told me that he got recruited by SIA as a pilot already... all he have to do now is to get over NS and finish his lying school... then he asked me if i'm already accepted into SIA...
well, that kept me thinking for very long...
i love to fly, i love to service... so i thought being a cabin crew will be the best job...
but questions kept bugging me... i'm too fat & can't fit into those tiny kebaya, might not be tall enough... not pretty enough... oh man....
well, i didn't get depressed and emo... but i really wanna lose weight... i mean, ok like how isaac and shenna always tell me i'm fine and i'm okay... but... sometimes such careers need you to be of a certain criteria...
so starting Jan 08, i will go on a regular running/skipping/workout plan... with strict diet... i need to lose at least 10kg... so by Dec 08, when i become 20 years old, i wanna be slim, hot and sexy... and when i go for my interviews in 2009, the airlines will be fighting with each other to hire me...
haha
not really but i wanna look good, or at least feel good...
XOXO
Thursday, December 13, 2007
HELLO BOO BOOs and DOO DOOs...
haha
ok, i'm crazy... i'm super crazy nowadays... like doing wierd things and try to make people happy... hahhaa...
like yesterday i made a super huge ring and bangle (made of straws) for Shenna... then today i made a star wand (made of straws, paper and rafia strings) for Grace... then a charm bracelet with tag (made of rafia strings and can ring) for my human pet, Berty... then a necklace with a 'J' pendant (made of rafia strings and can ring) for my one and only Asam Joel...
i love to think how they would react seeing it... i mean, it's all made of cheap recycled stuff but it's just so sweet i think cause it's personalised... hee... ok, i'm mad...
after spending some time doing stuff in church, i decided to go home for dinner cause i was really hungry... and when i reach home, i found out that idiot matthew took my laptop out without permission... seriously i was quite pissed lah... he always take my stuff and either spoil them or lost them... and i hate it lah... like how he lost my sweater, the one that Bel gave me and it's like only 2 weeks old... and how he spoil my old laptop wires and my every other property...
not that i'm petty but i expect people to take good care of the things i lend them... there should be some sort of responsibility... but oh well, he's an idiot... ok, talking about him only make me more angry and pissed off...
now about happy stuff... my dad and malcolm are so funny lah... they were playing BOMB and like they threw this yellow plastic ball at each other pretending it to be a granade... it was so so funny laughing at those 2 dumb dumb play... hahaha
i just love making people happy but that doesn't make me a slave to them... when they are happy, that will make me happy; naturally... and i'm not lying here... i'm serious... when i see a small child smile at me, it makes my heart explode into millions of fireworks... when i see the happy faces of the girls i hugged, it makes me wanna hug them even more...
i thank God for making me this way so that i will always put others before me and always be outward looking... not that i don't need care and concern, i just know that my Daddy God will always take care of that part of my life =)
i'm gonna go think of more sweet things to do just to bless someone else... see you guys soon... i don't think i will blog soon cause i'll be staying over from friday to sat for CFFF...
till saturday then...
crazy people, funny pictures...
1,2,3 KAWAII~
(notice how the lights become gracie's mickey mouse ears)... hahahah
we are so lame... hahaha
poke poke
making the "SHENNA" face
*stare*
CHINA MAN.CHINA MAN
Distorted Faces (i didn't even use hands)
wierdo girls
-BUCK TOOTH-
upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
haha
ok, i'm crazy... i'm super crazy nowadays... like doing wierd things and try to make people happy... hahhaa...
like yesterday i made a super huge ring and bangle (made of straws) for Shenna... then today i made a star wand (made of straws, paper and rafia strings) for Grace... then a charm bracelet with tag (made of rafia strings and can ring) for my human pet, Berty... then a necklace with a 'J' pendant (made of rafia strings and can ring) for my one and only Asam Joel...
i love to think how they would react seeing it... i mean, it's all made of cheap recycled stuff but it's just so sweet i think cause it's personalised... hee... ok, i'm mad...
after spending some time doing stuff in church, i decided to go home for dinner cause i was really hungry... and when i reach home, i found out that idiot matthew took my laptop out without permission... seriously i was quite pissed lah... he always take my stuff and either spoil them or lost them... and i hate it lah... like how he lost my sweater, the one that Bel gave me and it's like only 2 weeks old... and how he spoil my old laptop wires and my every other property...
not that i'm petty but i expect people to take good care of the things i lend them... there should be some sort of responsibility... but oh well, he's an idiot... ok, talking about him only make me more angry and pissed off...
now about happy stuff... my dad and malcolm are so funny lah... they were playing BOMB and like they threw this yellow plastic ball at each other pretending it to be a granade... it was so so funny laughing at those 2 dumb dumb play... hahaha
i just love making people happy but that doesn't make me a slave to them... when they are happy, that will make me happy; naturally... and i'm not lying here... i'm serious... when i see a small child smile at me, it makes my heart explode into millions of fireworks... when i see the happy faces of the girls i hugged, it makes me wanna hug them even more...
i thank God for making me this way so that i will always put others before me and always be outward looking... not that i don't need care and concern, i just know that my Daddy God will always take care of that part of my life =)
i'm gonna go think of more sweet things to do just to bless someone else... see you guys soon... i don't think i will blog soon cause i'll be staying over from friday to sat for CFFF...
till saturday then...
crazy people, funny pictures...
1,2,3 KAWAII~
(notice how the lights become gracie's mickey mouse ears)... hahahah
we are so lame... hahaha
poke poke
making the "SHENNA" face
*stare*
CHINA MAN.CHINA MAN
Distorted Faces (i didn't even use hands)
wierdo girls
-BUCK TOOTH-
upside down, bouncing off the ceilingit's a secret~
XOXO
i could have died....
hahah... but PRAISE GOD!
so many things happening, people screaming, someone trying to raise the dead (literally), things breaking and nose bleeding (oh, that's me)... hahah...
The Start of Great Madness!
thank God that Managerial Accounting is out of the way... CFFF coming soon... Trash Bags coming through... the thought of clearing up after CFFF (without Mr YC)... YA CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm all ready to be INFACTED! i even dream about camp... Ho Ho Ho
i think i must find a way to NOT have dreams... cause it's kinda killing me... when i have a dream, i never sleep well cause like when you dream your brain is constantly working and you never get to stop and like rest...
anyways, i'm gonna go pluck my eyebrows with Gracie dear!!! then pop down to church and then TRASH Bags all the way... hahaha
ja mata minna san~
i love you Jesus, more than anything
hahah... but PRAISE GOD!
so many things happening, people screaming, someone trying to raise the dead (literally), things breaking and nose bleeding (oh, that's me)... hahah...
The Start of Great Madness!
thank God that Managerial Accounting is out of the way... CFFF coming soon... Trash Bags coming through... the thought of clearing up after CFFF (without Mr YC)... YA CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm all ready to be INFACTED! i even dream about camp... Ho Ho Ho
i think i must find a way to NOT have dreams... cause it's kinda killing me... when i have a dream, i never sleep well cause like when you dream your brain is constantly working and you never get to stop and like rest...
anyways, i'm gonna go pluck my eyebrows with Gracie dear!!! then pop down to church and then TRASH Bags all the way... hahaha
ja mata minna san~
i love you Jesus, more than anything
XOXO
Monday, December 10, 2007
when you feel alone in this cold cold world,a world full of people who don't understand,
people who don't see you as a human being,
humans who are just so blind...
i will wait... patiently for the day their eyes will be opened by God and then they will realise how foolish and wrong they have been...
SHOUTOUT:
thanks shenna babe... hahah... the queen is going through some drama again... haha... thank you for lending me your ears and shoulder.... i love love love you so much
the one who seem the most friendly is usually the most lonely one
XOXO
First Snow that's the name of this picture today marks the start of a busy busy season... a season of events, camp, assignments, projects, test and many many crazy stuff...
accounting.... oh man... but i really need to study if not.... i'll be dead man... so....
MONDAY
1) study for accounting (part 1)
2) do up the trash bags
3) study (part 2)
TUESDAY
1) study (part 3)
2) Field Trip to Northwest Airlines
3) dinner
4) study (part 4)
WEDNESDAY
1) study (final part 5)
2) meet Michelle for Orphanage thing
3) meeting with the rest of the team
THURSDAY
no agenda YET
FRIDAY
1) project meeting
2) pack my bag for camp
SATURDAY
1) CFFF!!!
SUNDAY
1) do up logistics with Gabsy
2) dance dance dance
3) pack my bags for camp
ganbatte everyone... you guys rock
XOXO
Sunday, December 09, 2007
mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fattest one of all?haha... ok ok... i'm super tired now and i don't intend to blog long... hahah... now i don't know what to say... LOL
goodnight then, gotta wake up super early tomorrow
i'm just waiting for someone to love me for me
XOXO
Thursday, December 06, 2007
freezing this winter
i need music and an umbrella
school is slowing coming to an end but i feel like as if i can't really enjoy my holiday this time round... i have 3 assignment due when school reopen and those are HUGE assignments... and i also got a test after the deadline...
school sucks... especially TP... they seriously make use of every opportunity to load you with work... can the tutors be more merciful? i have like so many modules so struggle with... not just 1 or 2...
heartless idiots...
i think i need to bring my laptop to YA Camp in batam =(
give me a break please?
i can't wait to graduate from stupid TP... argh...
what will 2008 bring???
new hope?
XOXO
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
when the weather outside is turning cold,
all i want to do is to fall asleep in your arms...
Heavy Rain for the whole day... gloomy gloomy...
Field trip to Fort Siloso is a bit wierd cause it's raining and we can't see much stuff... bought some random stuff... hahahha... went to Vivo Kopitiam for lunch... sudden blackout at Kopitiam... super "romantic"... hahahha
went back to TAS for lecture... after lecture, walk around Vivo... bought a scarf for only $2 from Daiso... it's such a good buy!
went all the way to Tampines to help Sarah Lin look for some stuff for YM... then i realise Sarah don't need it already... so i went back to CityHall for cell... had cell for a while then i went home...
feeling super sleepy and tired... but still gotta do work and study for my friday test...
Gambatte ne, miyuki~
oh oh, yesterday while going home from sentosa, i saw a whole group of Japanese High School students... like 50 to 60 of them... and 1 or 2 are quite cute... but that's not all, this morning while going to Fort Siloso, i saw another group of Japanese students at Underwater world... this time round, a lot of them are good looking lah....
*drool drool*
then there were some japanese men at Cityhall... i think me and japanese are meant to be...
Ho Ho Ho
ok, gotta go now... i will leave you all with a picture of NEWS...
yuya kun(2nd) and yamapi kun(4th) are gorgeous...
all i want to do is to fall asleep in your arms...
Heavy Rain for the whole day... gloomy gloomy...
Field trip to Fort Siloso is a bit wierd cause it's raining and we can't see much stuff... bought some random stuff... hahahha... went to Vivo Kopitiam for lunch... sudden blackout at Kopitiam... super "romantic"... hahahha
went back to TAS for lecture... after lecture, walk around Vivo... bought a scarf for only $2 from Daiso... it's such a good buy!
went all the way to Tampines to help Sarah Lin look for some stuff for YM... then i realise Sarah don't need it already... so i went back to CityHall for cell... had cell for a while then i went home...
feeling super sleepy and tired... but still gotta do work and study for my friday test...
Gambatte ne, miyuki~
oh oh, yesterday while going home from sentosa, i saw a whole group of Japanese High School students... like 50 to 60 of them... and 1 or 2 are quite cute... but that's not all, this morning while going to Fort Siloso, i saw another group of Japanese students at Underwater world... this time round, a lot of them are good looking lah....
*drool drool*
then there were some japanese men at Cityhall... i think me and japanese are meant to be...
Ho Ho Ho
ok, gotta go now... i will leave you all with a picture of NEWS...
yuya kun(2nd) and yamapi kun(4th) are gorgeous...XOXO
Monday, December 03, 2007
Once again it's my break time...
i'm going crazy lah... studying for my stupid CSIT test tomorrow... (bloop)...
Mental status: Low batt
Physical status: Sleeping
Emotional status: (unknown)
the only thing that keeps me awake while studying is the voices of all the gorgeous japanese guys whom isaac thinks looks like crap... oh well~
i just watched Witch Yoo Hee on Channel U... it looks so nice... hahahha...
i just wanna stop studying NOW! poly sucks lah... argh... i rather work as a full-time in church or go for YM Camp than studying... argh...
HANG IN THERE, MADDY!!!
next week will be test week and then it will be HOLIDAYS!
15 Dec - CFFF
17-20th Dec - YA Camp
21st Dec - birthday
23rd Dec - Christmas @ Katong
24th Dec - Christmas Eve
25th Dec - CHRISTMAS
i'm going crazy lah... studying for my stupid CSIT test tomorrow... (bloop)...
Mental status: Low batt
Physical status: Sleeping
Emotional status: (unknown)
the only thing that keeps me awake while studying is the voices of all the gorgeous japanese guys whom isaac thinks looks like crap... oh well~
i just watched Witch Yoo Hee on Channel U... it looks so nice... hahahha...
i just wanna stop studying NOW! poly sucks lah... argh... i rather work as a full-time in church or go for YM Camp than studying... argh...
HANG IN THERE, MADDY!!!
next week will be test week and then it will be HOLIDAYS!
15 Dec - CFFF
17-20th Dec - YA Camp
21st Dec - birthday
23rd Dec - Christmas @ Katong
24th Dec - Christmas Eve
25th Dec - CHRISTMAS
XOXO
my memories of 2007~
it's already december... how fast time have passed... i just wanna start counting my blessings and many happy memories and be grateful =)
---Picture Time---
CHURCH CAMP
Our dreams... yet to be fulfilled
My new Year 2 classmates
C.O.T.S & Vanessa
Fun times @ Changi Airport
that's church camp again... with my 2 beautiful leaders
my first ever A380 experience
spending time with shenna & gracie dear
CELL GROUP!
Loads of laughters
spending Depavali with a bunch of night owls
happy smiles
Dance performance =)
My cute lil' BASC babies
Ben's birthday
CNY Majong session @ my house
Roland's birthday surprise!
Royal Rangers Beach Carnival
Fun in the sun with coral and shenna
YA 1st Anniversary
it's already december... how fast time have passed... i just wanna start counting my blessings and many happy memories and be grateful =)
---Picture Time---
CHURCH CAMP
Our dreams... yet to be fulfilled
My new Year 2 classmates
C.O.T.S & Vanessa
Fun times @ Changi Airport
that's church camp again... with my 2 beautiful leaders
my first ever A380 experience
spending time with shenna & gracie dear
CELL GROUP!
Loads of laughters 
spending Depavali with a bunch of night owls
happy smiles
Dance performance =) My cute lil' BASC babies
Ben's birthday
CNY Majong session @ my house Roland's birthday surprise!
Royal Rangers Beach Carnival
Fun in the sun with coral and shenna
YA 1st Anniversary---Thoughts---
i'm just so thankful for everything... even though i haven't really sleep for the past few days and i feel my body starting to breakdown but i know it's all worth it...
i won't go into details and make it sound like as if i'm a great person or whatever, but before i do anything, i will always think "what Jesus would do?"... then i will do it...
my teacher say that the concept map that i did was IMPRESSIVE and of course thanks to my groupmates who really contributed =)
i first entered CFC in March 2005, a shy, timid girl who don't know what God think about me and what great plans He have for me... but through this 2 years plus, i've grown so much... no longer a girl who gets bullied, not someone who will run away when things get tough...
today, i stand as someone who knows that there's nothing impossible for the great God i serve...
moving forward with a great big smile
XOXO