Saturday, March 31, 2007
Jesus, i surrender
seriously God, i mean it...
today is good, i guess... went to church around 3 plus to burn some Karens DVD... spend like almost 4 hours on 2 DVDs... goodness... almost died of boredom... but i helped Lydia and Colin with some YM Meta Grad stuff... hahah... then i doodle a lil'... and then around 7 plus, i went for music...
music is really cool... Gabsy personally trained me and meimei for the harmony part for "Jesus, I surrender"... so many times i laugh and laugh... hahah... i feel a lil' like lousy also lah... cause i'm not like really good and stuff... but i'm glad that somehow i think i'm improving lah... cause sometimes when i harmonise, i just anyhow do it... meimei learn the "oto harmonise" while i learn the "tennon harmonise"... hahahha
it was really really confusing lah... especially because i'm a scatter brain... hahaha... i hope that Rach won't kill me if i sing real bad... and i told addy to lower my microphone so that even if i sing real bad, no one can hear... hahha
i know lah it's retarded... but i'm seriously not confident at all... goodness...
ok, like what Joel Ooi say to me "just worship and do it for God..."
we went to sempang after music... not Syed but some Meditteranian BBQ place... i ate till i almost puked... goodness... we also request for the uncle to switch the channel from WWE to MTV... muahhaha... first up was avril... GIRLFRIEND
here's some shoutouts:
coral & aiken: you 2 ah... shut your mouths before i kill you both... goodness... hint hint hint somemore... i can understand codes k... or perhaps i can read your minds...
joel ooi: thanks for all the encouragements... i really needed that :)
sarah lin: i know you will read this... just wanna say even when you approve and know some stuff, i will stay focus!!!
Gabsy: don't think you will see this but... just wanna say you're a great teacher, i'm a bad student... laugh and laugh non-stop :)
I'M SO EXCITED FOR KARENS!!!!!!!!!
WHEE~~~~
COUNTDOWN: 10 MORE DAYS....
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: just wanna be with you...
torture colin part 1...
the great master hairstylist, maddy and her work of art!!!
seriously God, i mean it...
today is good, i guess... went to church around 3 plus to burn some Karens DVD... spend like almost 4 hours on 2 DVDs... goodness... almost died of boredom... but i helped Lydia and Colin with some YM Meta Grad stuff... hahah... then i doodle a lil'... and then around 7 plus, i went for music...
music is really cool... Gabsy personally trained me and meimei for the harmony part for "Jesus, I surrender"... so many times i laugh and laugh... hahah... i feel a lil' like lousy also lah... cause i'm not like really good and stuff... but i'm glad that somehow i think i'm improving lah... cause sometimes when i harmonise, i just anyhow do it... meimei learn the "oto harmonise" while i learn the "tennon harmonise"... hahahha
it was really really confusing lah... especially because i'm a scatter brain... hahaha... i hope that Rach won't kill me if i sing real bad... and i told addy to lower my microphone so that even if i sing real bad, no one can hear... hahha
i know lah it's retarded... but i'm seriously not confident at all... goodness...
ok, like what Joel Ooi say to me "just worship and do it for God..."
we went to sempang after music... not Syed but some Meditteranian BBQ place... i ate till i almost puked... goodness... we also request for the uncle to switch the channel from WWE to MTV... muahhaha... first up was avril... GIRLFRIEND
here's some shoutouts:
coral & aiken: you 2 ah... shut your mouths before i kill you both... goodness... hint hint hint somemore... i can understand codes k... or perhaps i can read your minds...
joel ooi: thanks for all the encouragements... i really needed that :)
sarah lin: i know you will read this... just wanna say even when you approve and know some stuff, i will stay focus!!!
Gabsy: don't think you will see this but... just wanna say you're a great teacher, i'm a bad student... laugh and laugh non-stop :)
I'M SO EXCITED FOR KARENS!!!!!!!!!
WHEE~~~~
COUNTDOWN: 10 MORE DAYS....
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: just wanna be with you...
torture colin part 1... 
the great master hairstylist, maddy and her work of art!!! XOXO
Friday, March 30, 2007
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
today seem to be more fruitful... hahaha... went to church around 4plus to meet Bertrand... He taught me some DV Camera stuff... all those gadgets and cables etc etc... hahah... i'm so not IT girl... hahaha... that fool thinks that i'm a BIMBO! wah lau... ahhaha ok lah...
then i met Coral and we went to PP to meet Vanessa and Mishuelle for dinner... ate at foodcourt, kinda sick of fastfood... hahaha... we kinda made our way to Church of Singapore for Gabsy's graduation... ahhah... Coral got a red rose for him while i got a pink one... alright, you guys will say like "duh, maddy=pink...."
hello, the point is that it's nicely bloomed... not because it's pink... hahaha
so we went and cheered for him... we even have a Gabsy Fan Club... he's such a hottie... muahhah... me and coral and mish were saying that he is one of the top eligible bachelor lah... goodnesss
after that, we went to the basement for some refreshment and we saw someone who really look like one of KC's teacher... it was so so funny... her laughter is just madness... made me, coral and mishuelle crazy... we laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop... me and coral almost wanted to puke while laughing.. it was that bad...hahaha
then we made our way home... Bel, Joel Ooi and Ying Chuan took a cab home... while coral and i walk mish home and then walk all the way from Church of Singapore (PP there) to coral's house which is near church... hahaha... me in heels... hahahah... we met Far'ain at her house bus stop... it was nice seeing her again :)
then i took a bus from church... hahah... the bus kinda broke down when i'm 1 stop away from my stop... hahha... i'm feeling sleepy already... tomorrow is gonna be a long long day... gonna go down to church to burn the dvd, then jamming, discuss games with Chuan... yawn
PUNK PRINCESS... the style, the attitude
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
today seem to be more fruitful... hahaha... went to church around 4plus to meet Bertrand... He taught me some DV Camera stuff... all those gadgets and cables etc etc... hahah... i'm so not IT girl... hahaha... that fool thinks that i'm a BIMBO! wah lau... ahhaha ok lah...
then i met Coral and we went to PP to meet Vanessa and Mishuelle for dinner... ate at foodcourt, kinda sick of fastfood... hahaha... we kinda made our way to Church of Singapore for Gabsy's graduation... ahhah... Coral got a red rose for him while i got a pink one... alright, you guys will say like "duh, maddy=pink...."
hello, the point is that it's nicely bloomed... not because it's pink... hahaha
so we went and cheered for him... we even have a Gabsy Fan Club... he's such a hottie... muahhah... me and coral and mish were saying that he is one of the top eligible bachelor lah... goodnesss
after that, we went to the basement for some refreshment and we saw someone who really look like one of KC's teacher... it was so so funny... her laughter is just madness... made me, coral and mishuelle crazy... we laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop... me and coral almost wanted to puke while laughing.. it was that bad...hahaha
then we made our way home... Bel, Joel Ooi and Ying Chuan took a cab home... while coral and i walk mish home and then walk all the way from Church of Singapore (PP there) to coral's house which is near church... hahaha... me in heels... hahahah... we met Far'ain at her house bus stop... it was nice seeing her again :)
then i took a bus from church... hahah... the bus kinda broke down when i'm 1 stop away from my stop... hahha... i'm feeling sleepy already... tomorrow is gonna be a long long day... gonna go down to church to burn the dvd, then jamming, discuss games with Chuan... yawn
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: laughters heal my broken heart
PUNK PRINCESS... the style, the attitude
ok, i'm born to smile... it's hard to act cool... 
cheesy... hee
emo? nope, i'm too cool for that :)
trying to make it look nice...
so delicate... so precious
in the midst of a fast pace society, no one actually notice that rose...
try to be creative... take nice arty pictures
XOXO
Thursday, March 29, 2007
laughter
today i went to PP to meet Coral and Mishuelle... but we happen to meet Shaunster too... so we went to KFC together... sat down and ate lunch, chit chat... it was quite ok... then we walk around to scout for some Karen mission trip stuff...
after that we made our way back to church cause Coral and Mishuelle got YM prayer... i spend 5 mins in the Pastor Resource Room then i got bored and went to the youthroom instead... spend about 1 hour drawing out some random sketches... for CHARM of course...
drew about almost 10 sketches then coral and i made our way to Far East to meet Ying Chuan and Isaac... poor Ying Chuan have to wait for almost 30 mins cause the rest of us were like late... goodness, i totally agree with what Coral say... Town have the wierdest people... hahaha...
then we walk from Far East to Lucky Plaza... and then saw Steven Lim... the guy who wore yellow thongs to perform strip shows and free lance eye brow plucker... ahhahah... like totally ignore him... only Isaac and Ying Chuan were so interested lah... kept staring at him... hahha
then we met Gabsy on the bus... super funny.... cause the boys were at first talking about driving and about cars... me and coral were like "we don't care... we just need boyfriends who can drive..." hahaha
total bimbo lah... hahah... oh wells...
my mum is getting more and more... argh... she's so so freakin irritating lah... like what the hell is her problem... i'm the one washing the dishes and keeping the food etc, she have to nag and nag... i will do it what... wah lau... not like as if she does all the housework lor...
wanted to box her lah... or take the chopper and chop her up... idiot... if not for the love of God, what i said in the previous sentence will happen... but God gave me compassion... compassion to love those who irritate me... muahhaha
oh wells... that teaches me how to love the unlovable... muahhahah
i'm gonna go draw somemore sketches... hahah... getting inspiration from the magzines... the spring summer collection...
when i was in town, i saw the Singapore Fashion Festival tents outside Ngee Ann City... and i was like... "one day... designs from CHARM will be showcased there..."
~princess maddy tries very very hard~
p.s: i'm doing my best, to stop myself from loving you
i'm bored...
really bored...
really really bored...
today i went to PP to meet Coral and Mishuelle... but we happen to meet Shaunster too... so we went to KFC together... sat down and ate lunch, chit chat... it was quite ok... then we walk around to scout for some Karen mission trip stuff...
after that we made our way back to church cause Coral and Mishuelle got YM prayer... i spend 5 mins in the Pastor Resource Room then i got bored and went to the youthroom instead... spend about 1 hour drawing out some random sketches... for CHARM of course...
drew about almost 10 sketches then coral and i made our way to Far East to meet Ying Chuan and Isaac... poor Ying Chuan have to wait for almost 30 mins cause the rest of us were like late... goodness, i totally agree with what Coral say... Town have the wierdest people... hahaha...
then we walk from Far East to Lucky Plaza... and then saw Steven Lim... the guy who wore yellow thongs to perform strip shows and free lance eye brow plucker... ahhahah... like totally ignore him... only Isaac and Ying Chuan were so interested lah... kept staring at him... hahha
then we met Gabsy on the bus... super funny.... cause the boys were at first talking about driving and about cars... me and coral were like "we don't care... we just need boyfriends who can drive..." hahaha
total bimbo lah... hahah... oh wells...
my mum is getting more and more... argh... she's so so freakin irritating lah... like what the hell is her problem... i'm the one washing the dishes and keeping the food etc, she have to nag and nag... i will do it what... wah lau... not like as if she does all the housework lor...
wanted to box her lah... or take the chopper and chop her up... idiot... if not for the love of God, what i said in the previous sentence will happen... but God gave me compassion... compassion to love those who irritate me... muahhaha
oh wells... that teaches me how to love the unlovable... muahhahah
i'm gonna go draw somemore sketches... hahah... getting inspiration from the magzines... the spring summer collection...
when i was in town, i saw the Singapore Fashion Festival tents outside Ngee Ann City... and i was like... "one day... designs from CHARM will be showcased there..."
~princess maddy tries very very hard~
p.s: i'm doing my best, to stop myself from loving you
i'm bored...
really bored...
really really bored...XOXO
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
HELLO WORLD!!!
hahah... well, i'm like wide awake at 1:58am... hahaha... putting into consideration a long day ahead... hahaha... oh well, i just finish watching the world series of Tokyo Juliet... like finally one drama down... at least i fulfill what i told God...
i also drew out 9 new designs for CHARM... pretty cool... if i still can't sleep after i blogged, i will continue drawing...
manage to listen to 3/4 of Jeanne Mayo's audio sermon... quite cool... the Curse of Insecurity...
i guess i have to agree with her that everyone faces insecurity... try so hard to please someone... someone you love, someone you hate, someone you don't even know...
~ the fear of responsibility
~ the fear of failure
~ the fear of letting someone get real close to you in a relationship
it robs us from being who God made us to be... it drives us to be someone who is fake thus becoming a copy of someone else...
i guess i'm still struggling with that... try so hard to make heads turn, try so hard to make people be amazed by me... trying to hide those flaws, hide those scars...
well, i know that as long as i stay rooted to the WORD, i will be who God wants me to be... the woman who is loving, confident, encouraging and a LIGHTHOUSE to many...
someone once said, "Champions are not those who never fail, but those who never quit!"
BE REAL
~princess maddy stop running for love~
p.s: please don't let me build a defensive barrier around my heart
hahah... well, i'm like wide awake at 1:58am... hahaha... putting into consideration a long day ahead... hahaha... oh well, i just finish watching the world series of Tokyo Juliet... like finally one drama down... at least i fulfill what i told God...
i also drew out 9 new designs for CHARM... pretty cool... if i still can't sleep after i blogged, i will continue drawing...
manage to listen to 3/4 of Jeanne Mayo's audio sermon... quite cool... the Curse of Insecurity...
i guess i have to agree with her that everyone faces insecurity... try so hard to please someone... someone you love, someone you hate, someone you don't even know...
~ the fear of responsibility
~ the fear of failure
~ the fear of letting someone get real close to you in a relationship
it robs us from being who God made us to be... it drives us to be someone who is fake thus becoming a copy of someone else...
i guess i'm still struggling with that... try so hard to make heads turn, try so hard to make people be amazed by me... trying to hide those flaws, hide those scars...
well, i know that as long as i stay rooted to the WORD, i will be who God wants me to be... the woman who is loving, confident, encouraging and a LIGHTHOUSE to many...
someone once said, "Champions are not those who never fail, but those who never quit!"
BE REAL
~princess maddy stop running for love~
p.s: please don't let me build a defensive barrier around my heart
XOXO
wind it up
whee~~~
hahaha... not that i'm in love with Gwen Steffani... hahaha... but some songs can be quite addictive... like avril lagvine's new song, Girlfriend... goodness, hahah... the song is like stuck in my head lor...
spend a whole day doing nothing... but i'm go do some designing later... and pop in a audio sermon...
~princess maddy~
p.s: i want you to know, you make me happy
whee~~~
hahaha... not that i'm in love with Gwen Steffani... hahaha... but some songs can be quite addictive... like avril lagvine's new song, Girlfriend... goodness, hahah... the song is like stuck in my head lor...
spend a whole day doing nothing... but i'm go do some designing later... and pop in a audio sermon...
~princess maddy~
p.s: i want you to know, you make me happy
XOXO
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
standing firm
whoosh~
hahah... feeling random @ 3:49am... it's a tuesday morning.. whee~~~ it will be a lovely lovely day...
finally decided to stop watching Tokyo Juliet... now i'm at episode 13... 4 more episode to go... but that can wait...
what am i gonna do TODAY???
well, no idea... perhaps go hangout with coral... check out the karen stuff @ PP and Bedok or Tampines...
la la la... have a great day, everyone!
:)
~princess maddy loves K.O 92~
p.s: thinking of you
whoosh~
hahah... feeling random @ 3:49am... it's a tuesday morning.. whee~~~ it will be a lovely lovely day...
finally decided to stop watching Tokyo Juliet... now i'm at episode 13... 4 more episode to go... but that can wait...
what am i gonna do TODAY???
well, no idea... perhaps go hangout with coral... check out the karen stuff @ PP and Bedok or Tampines...
la la la... have a great day, everyone!
:)
~princess maddy loves K.O 92~
p.s: thinking of you
XOXO
POP CULTURE???
just watch a sermon Pastor Kong from City Harvest... it's really good... many many interesting facts and awesome revelations... now it further motivates me to work towards my dream of being in the media... be the LEADER OF POP CULTURE!!!
went to church in the late afternoon to help Isaac with the tuition stuff... somewhat got some stuffs finalised... hahah... after all the calling and sms and planning... then i made my way home for dinner...
as i enter the gates of my prison, i saw my queen... sitting there in her precious throne, snacking on melon seeds... doing nothing but bossing people around... people like me...
she... refuses responsibility... simple chore like feeding her son, the prince some medicine would literally kill her... she relies on her personal male slave, my father... well, he could be the king... sitting beside her and doing nothing... but i thank God that it didn't happen today...
well, i'm still in prison... but i thank God for MSN that i can still communicate with people... for internet so that i can listen to Pastor Kong's sermon... thank God for friends... thank God for the Holy Spirit who is my comforter...
i'm gonna treat myself with some nice dvd before i sleep... muahhaha...
~princess maddy love everyone~
p.s: hint!
i feel so loved everytime you care for me...
just standing up for me, sending a simple sms that doesn't mean much...
being online and chatting with me...
tolerating my crazy nonsense...
thank you...
i can smile because of you...
just watch a sermon Pastor Kong from City Harvest... it's really good... many many interesting facts and awesome revelations... now it further motivates me to work towards my dream of being in the media... be the LEADER OF POP CULTURE!!!
went to church in the late afternoon to help Isaac with the tuition stuff... somewhat got some stuffs finalised... hahah... after all the calling and sms and planning... then i made my way home for dinner...
as i enter the gates of my prison, i saw my queen... sitting there in her precious throne, snacking on melon seeds... doing nothing but bossing people around... people like me...
she... refuses responsibility... simple chore like feeding her son, the prince some medicine would literally kill her... she relies on her personal male slave, my father... well, he could be the king... sitting beside her and doing nothing... but i thank God that it didn't happen today...
well, i'm still in prison... but i thank God for MSN that i can still communicate with people... for internet so that i can listen to Pastor Kong's sermon... thank God for friends... thank God for the Holy Spirit who is my comforter...
i'm gonna treat myself with some nice dvd before i sleep... muahhaha...
~princess maddy love everyone~
p.s: hint!
i feel so loved everytime you care for me...
just standing up for me, sending a simple sms that doesn't mean much...
being online and chatting with me...
tolerating my crazy nonsense...
thank you...
i can smile because of you...
XOXO
Monday, March 26, 2007
even when things are bad,
even when my world crumbles,
i choose to remember what You did on the cross...
IT WAS FOR ME...
i can't explain how wonderful God is... simply can't deny the fact that He love us... ALL OF US... things that our earthly parents can't fulfil, He can...
just really want to encourage all of you, if you feel like you're in the pits of hell or like pig sty, God can rescue you out of it... just reach out to Him and cry out...
back to what i did today... service was good... missions meeting is awesome awesome... dance is good good... we happily played with Ian's hp... muahhahah... take pictures and all... hahaha
after studio, i went dinner with Mish, Char and Shenna... it was fun talking to them... just relax and all... sharing lives with one another...
came home and was chatting with Victoria, my HTM senior... and it was really good :)
oh, i'm tagged by Victoria to do a blog thingy... so here it goes...
These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
1. i don't like guys who farts, burp or dig their nose in front of me... i detest it... many says that if i continue to stay strong with this principle, i will never get married... ahhaha... where got guys who don't burp or fart in public one... Chuan burps, Gaius farts, someone dig their nose...
2. i sleep facing down... like flat on my face... hahah... wierd huh? wonder how i can breathe??? well, i don't even know... hahaha
3. i love war shows... lots of blood and fight fight... shows like Band of Brothers & 300 are my fav.... muahhah... i'm actually quite violent... hahha... if i ever use a cushion or worst an umbrella to whack you, i do it with love... muahhaha
4. i love to sing chinese songs... many of my fav. songs are in mandarin... love KBox... muahhah... why is it wierd cause people always think that i'm very english (ang moh), esp those who don't really know me...
5. i love barbie shows/movies... i made my dad buy me the whole set of dvd... in love with the animation and also the storyline... like how much i love disney princess... hahah.. strawberry shortcakes, care bears etc etc...
6. although many of you guys know that i'm like a first aider/medic... not afraid of broken bones, amputated limps, burnt flesh, blood, accidents... BUT, i'm VERY VERY SCARED OF INJECTION... hahaha... wierd right???
alright, after thinking for so long for the 6 wierd things... now i tag:
Coral
Aiken
Isaac
why only 3 and not 6? because i'm nice... muahahhah
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: don't worry dear, i'm always cheering you on...
dance dance... (from left: meimei, me, mish, regina)
funny faces...
our fav. birthday bear...
LOVE THIS PICTURE!!! simply gorgeous
even when my world crumbles,
i choose to remember what You did on the cross...
IT WAS FOR ME...
i can't explain how wonderful God is... simply can't deny the fact that He love us... ALL OF US... things that our earthly parents can't fulfil, He can...
just really want to encourage all of you, if you feel like you're in the pits of hell or like pig sty, God can rescue you out of it... just reach out to Him and cry out...
back to what i did today... service was good... missions meeting is awesome awesome... dance is good good... we happily played with Ian's hp... muahhahah... take pictures and all... hahaha
after studio, i went dinner with Mish, Char and Shenna... it was fun talking to them... just relax and all... sharing lives with one another...
came home and was chatting with Victoria, my HTM senior... and it was really good :)
oh, i'm tagged by Victoria to do a blog thingy... so here it goes...
These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
1. i don't like guys who farts, burp or dig their nose in front of me... i detest it... many says that if i continue to stay strong with this principle, i will never get married... ahhaha... where got guys who don't burp or fart in public one... Chuan burps, Gaius farts, someone dig their nose...
2. i sleep facing down... like flat on my face... hahah... wierd huh? wonder how i can breathe??? well, i don't even know... hahaha
3. i love war shows... lots of blood and fight fight... shows like Band of Brothers & 300 are my fav.... muahhah... i'm actually quite violent... hahha... if i ever use a cushion or worst an umbrella to whack you, i do it with love... muahhaha
4. i love to sing chinese songs... many of my fav. songs are in mandarin... love KBox... muahhah... why is it wierd cause people always think that i'm very english (ang moh), esp those who don't really know me...
5. i love barbie shows/movies... i made my dad buy me the whole set of dvd... in love with the animation and also the storyline... like how much i love disney princess... hahah.. strawberry shortcakes, care bears etc etc...
6. although many of you guys know that i'm like a first aider/medic... not afraid of broken bones, amputated limps, burnt flesh, blood, accidents... BUT, i'm VERY VERY SCARED OF INJECTION... hahaha... wierd right???
alright, after thinking for so long for the 6 wierd things... now i tag:
Coral
Aiken
Isaac
why only 3 and not 6? because i'm nice... muahahhah
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: don't worry dear, i'm always cheering you on...
dance dance... (from left: meimei, me, mish, regina)
funny faces...
our fav. birthday bear...
LOVE THIS PICTURE!!! simply gorgeousXOXO
Sunday, March 25, 2007
rain drops
i love walking in the rain... hahaha... some might think that i'm mad and crazy... but i just simply love it... ahhaha... if not for my bag, i would have happily stand under the pouring rain...
i feel so refreshed after being drenched...
my dad thought that i was drunk cause i can't open the door properly... ahhah... the lock and key is screwed... then my dad was so retarded lah, he ask me whether i'm drunk... i'm like NO... hahha... wierd dad...
so i went to the kitchen to get a drink and then God just told me "be drunk in the Spirit" and i was like COOL!!!
it's awesome awesome to stay so close to God... like seriously i'm like "ARGH, God give me more spiritual giftings... activate those gifts... open my spiritual eyes and ears..."
step by step, as i go closer to God i can see and hear clearer... and that's really awesome... more of You Lord...
i finally got my mission letter out... THANKS ISAAC!!! awesome awesome
gotta go sleep soon... bye bye
~Maddy love KO. 92~
p.s: i wanted to give you a hug so so much...
maybe my love language is not touch, but service (action)...
i love walking in the rain... hahaha... some might think that i'm mad and crazy... but i just simply love it... ahhaha... if not for my bag, i would have happily stand under the pouring rain...
i feel so refreshed after being drenched...
my dad thought that i was drunk cause i can't open the door properly... ahhah... the lock and key is screwed... then my dad was so retarded lah, he ask me whether i'm drunk... i'm like NO... hahha... wierd dad...
so i went to the kitchen to get a drink and then God just told me "be drunk in the Spirit" and i was like COOL!!!
it's awesome awesome to stay so close to God... like seriously i'm like "ARGH, God give me more spiritual giftings... activate those gifts... open my spiritual eyes and ears..."
step by step, as i go closer to God i can see and hear clearer... and that's really awesome... more of You Lord...
i finally got my mission letter out... THANKS ISAAC!!! awesome awesome
gotta go sleep soon... bye bye
~Maddy love KO. 92~
p.s: i wanted to give you a hug so so much...
maybe my love language is not touch, but service (action)...
XOXO
Saturday, March 24, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAWNIE & LIZZIE!!!
well, today is a bum bum day... as usual... but i went to church to look for isaac to help with my mission fund letter... ahhah...
i agreed to help glanis and the Royal Rangers with their beach carnival... pretend to be a pirate... hahaha... so cute lah... i wonder what should i wear! what do pirates wear??? muahahha
music sharing was awesome... really really good... it just re-enforces me to stay close to God... cause like many many stuff lah.. so, i'm working hard... working on this relationship with God...
Chuan reminded me to ask Rach about my probation... and guess what? i'm gonna sing for YA service next week... cause tomorrow Michelle Guna is leading, i think... so next week, Rach will be leading and she will teach me and coach me along... so so awesome! hahaha
oh, let me tell you guys a lil' about what happen yesterday... cause last night i can't sleep... so i decided to draw some stuff... If you guys don't know, i wanted to be a FASHION DESIGNER!!! to have my own label and fashion show... to create dresses for girls/ladies which will boost their esteem and will make them feel so loved; whether fat, slim or skinny... letting them know that they don't need to be like size 1, 3 or 5 to be accepted... they can be size 12, 14, 16 or whatever and God will still love them... i want to tear away devil's deceptions...
so, the moment i started sketching on dresses from my imagination, i never stop... ideas kept coming... i even thought of the fabric to use and the different cuttings etc etc... and God even gave me a name for my label... it's called CHARM... it's Christ-Headed, Apparel & Retail, designs by Maddy... COOL HUH? hahahha... so i spent like hours on my label design etc etc... if you scroll down, you will see some pictures... yup... that's only part of what i drew... i have like a whole ring file full of sketches... believing that one day, these sketches will be real dresses, on models who are walking down a runway...
*all the dresses i drew since a few years ago are purely from my imagination... not copied from magazines... they are God-inspired*
i guess i blogged enough... will stop here and go to bed... gonna wake up early and get my butt to church at 9am for Ps Benny Ho's seminar!!! it's gonna be power power!!!
~princess maddy loves design~
p.s: more of God, less of me...
Dawnie & her balloons...
M for Maddy!!! my very own trademark...
First sketch for my label: Charm
Second sketch... wanted to draw like floral designs but it end up looking at jewels :)
one of the many dresses that i drew... with cool lighting effects
some others... (i love the one on the left!)
from another angle...
well, today is a bum bum day... as usual... but i went to church to look for isaac to help with my mission fund letter... ahhah...
i agreed to help glanis and the Royal Rangers with their beach carnival... pretend to be a pirate... hahaha... so cute lah... i wonder what should i wear! what do pirates wear??? muahahha
music sharing was awesome... really really good... it just re-enforces me to stay close to God... cause like many many stuff lah.. so, i'm working hard... working on this relationship with God...
Chuan reminded me to ask Rach about my probation... and guess what? i'm gonna sing for YA service next week... cause tomorrow Michelle Guna is leading, i think... so next week, Rach will be leading and she will teach me and coach me along... so so awesome! hahaha
oh, let me tell you guys a lil' about what happen yesterday... cause last night i can't sleep... so i decided to draw some stuff... If you guys don't know, i wanted to be a FASHION DESIGNER!!! to have my own label and fashion show... to create dresses for girls/ladies which will boost their esteem and will make them feel so loved; whether fat, slim or skinny... letting them know that they don't need to be like size 1, 3 or 5 to be accepted... they can be size 12, 14, 16 or whatever and God will still love them... i want to tear away devil's deceptions...
so, the moment i started sketching on dresses from my imagination, i never stop... ideas kept coming... i even thought of the fabric to use and the different cuttings etc etc... and God even gave me a name for my label... it's called CHARM... it's Christ-Headed, Apparel & Retail, designs by Maddy... COOL HUH? hahahha... so i spent like hours on my label design etc etc... if you scroll down, you will see some pictures... yup... that's only part of what i drew... i have like a whole ring file full of sketches... believing that one day, these sketches will be real dresses, on models who are walking down a runway...
*all the dresses i drew since a few years ago are purely from my imagination... not copied from magazines... they are God-inspired*
i guess i blogged enough... will stop here and go to bed... gonna wake up early and get my butt to church at 9am for Ps Benny Ho's seminar!!! it's gonna be power power!!!
~princess maddy loves design~
p.s: more of God, less of me...
Dawnie & her balloons...M for Maddy!!! my very own trademark...
First sketch for my label: Charm
Second sketch... wanted to draw like floral designs but it end up looking at jewels :)
one of the many dresses that i drew... with cool lighting effectssome others... (i love the one on the left!)from another angle...there's more to these dresses... so unique (love the middle one...)
XOXO
Friday, March 23, 2007
Rainy Day
didn't really do much today... feel so dead.... hahahha... then i decided to send out the mission meeting minutes... hahha... hmmm.... feel quite aimless now... but i really thank God for these holiday so that i can rest well... or else i won't get enough rest during the missions...
school will also start soon after the trip... so i better have all the sleep i need... ahhaha... somehow i'm not looking forward for school to start... don't know what i will be facing in the future... what other torturing subjects and projects etc etc...
oh well... hahah... i guess i just have to equip myself with the Holy Spirit... for missions and also for school... i will go listen to one more sermon later after dinner...
there will be music sharing tomorrow... kinda look forward to it... Rach is such an awesome speaker, i love it everytime she shares... i wonder when will i start singing for service... cause after mission meeting yesterday, Isaac asked me when will i start singing... i'm like "don't know"...
don't know how long is my probation... Chuan says that it's 1 month... but it's about 3 months already... don't know lah... hahaha... well, it's not up to me to decide... and also there are so many good singers like Gabriel, Vanessa, Michelle Guna and Ying chuan around to sing for YA... sigh
~princess maddy feel so~
p.s: i try to not say negative to myself
didn't really do much today... feel so dead.... hahahha... then i decided to send out the mission meeting minutes... hahha... hmmm.... feel quite aimless now... but i really thank God for these holiday so that i can rest well... or else i won't get enough rest during the missions...
school will also start soon after the trip... so i better have all the sleep i need... ahhaha... somehow i'm not looking forward for school to start... don't know what i will be facing in the future... what other torturing subjects and projects etc etc...
oh well... hahah... i guess i just have to equip myself with the Holy Spirit... for missions and also for school... i will go listen to one more sermon later after dinner...
there will be music sharing tomorrow... kinda look forward to it... Rach is such an awesome speaker, i love it everytime she shares... i wonder when will i start singing for service... cause after mission meeting yesterday, Isaac asked me when will i start singing... i'm like "don't know"...
don't know how long is my probation... Chuan says that it's 1 month... but it's about 3 months already... don't know lah... hahaha... well, it's not up to me to decide... and also there are so many good singers like Gabriel, Vanessa, Michelle Guna and Ying chuan around to sing for YA... sigh
~princess maddy feel so~
p.s: i try to not say negative to myself
XOXO
Thursday, March 22, 2007
MUMMY IS BACK FROM HONGKONG!!!
hahahah... she's back with lots of stuff... bags, belts, jeans (S$6 only) and random stuffs... she got me some stuff... hahaha.... love it <3>
i went to SunHaven with coral and mish for a swim today... was a good time to hangout and catch up with one another... we fiddled with ps mark's high tech TV and DVD player... goodness... we are like 3 bimbos lah... can't figure out how to use the remote control... muahhaha
we swam for a while... talk in the pool... simply enjoying and relaxing... then we went back to ps mark's place to bathe and then help clean up the place... then we went back to church... bible study was awesome... Ying Chuan is showing improvement...
hey chuan, if you're reading this... just wanna let you know that you're really awesome and one day those L.A Unit kiddos will be greatly impacted by you... stay awesome
after bible study, we had mission trip meeting... goodness... this team of people are just crazy... muahhaha... we are like all mad... hahah... Isaac and Rach thinks that i look like a Karen person... i was speechless... hahah... discussed quite a bit of stuff... we ended like at 11:30pm...
Chuan and i took bus 12 home... goodness... by the time we got on the bus, it was 12 midnight... we were super duper tired... that poor boy got like loads of stuff to do... ahhaha... jia you
anyways, it's late... gotta go now... love you all
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: simply gorgeous
hahahah... she's back with lots of stuff... bags, belts, jeans (S$6 only) and random stuffs... she got me some stuff... hahaha.... love it <3>
i went to SunHaven with coral and mish for a swim today... was a good time to hangout and catch up with one another... we fiddled with ps mark's high tech TV and DVD player... goodness... we are like 3 bimbos lah... can't figure out how to use the remote control... muahhaha
we swam for a while... talk in the pool... simply enjoying and relaxing... then we went back to ps mark's place to bathe and then help clean up the place... then we went back to church... bible study was awesome... Ying Chuan is showing improvement...
hey chuan, if you're reading this... just wanna let you know that you're really awesome and one day those L.A Unit kiddos will be greatly impacted by you... stay awesome
after bible study, we had mission trip meeting... goodness... this team of people are just crazy... muahhaha... we are like all mad... hahah... Isaac and Rach thinks that i look like a Karen person... i was speechless... hahah... discussed quite a bit of stuff... we ended like at 11:30pm...
Chuan and i took bus 12 home... goodness... by the time we got on the bus, it was 12 midnight... we were super duper tired... that poor boy got like loads of stuff to do... ahhaha... jia you
anyways, it's late... gotta go now... love you all
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: simply gorgeous
SUNHAVEN!!! by the pool side...
looking your direction
XOXO
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I FINALLY FINISH WATCHING KO. ONE!!!
it's about a group of high school kids which many deem as "hopeless" students but what many fail to see was the hidden power inside them... every single one have their own magical powers and battle weapons...
the cool part is that, there is a ranking board which ranks all those kids... starting with KO. 1 as the best and it goes on and on... most of the characters in the show had supernatural powers... even the principle of the school, the pastor and his wife, the stall uncle and the old ageing uncle that sells old broken stuff...
in that show, there was such strong unity... classmates standing up for one another... telling each other "i've got your back"... and be there for them when there's trouble...
i'm simply crazy... but the last part was so sweet... it was so "awww"... there's this girl in the show was is willing to give up this supernatural "pearl" to save the guy she love... with the "pearl", the guy don't have to be in the demon's control...
however, without the "pearl" the girl will die... it was actually a one sided love...
the girl -> love -> the guy
but the guy slowly fell in love with her... was touched by what she did for him... in the end, they fought the demon together with a whole group of friends with supernatural powers... and of course they won...
but after the battle, all their magical powers are gone... but they lived happily... as friends... as lovers...
~princess maddy love KO. 92~
p.s: if that could be true...
XOXO
the letter of the day is...... C
i woke up super early today... and went to BASC to help... Coral woke up late and Aunty Pat is on leave so i have to look after LOVE class... i love my babies lah...
surprisingly, annabel (a super duper hyper active girl) was so quiet and still when i carry her... awww... maternal instinct... muahhaha... the my baby RuiXi started crying because Liv was crying... so i talk to them and they stop crying... cool right? maddy is so so motherly... muahhaha
my first day in LOVE class was cool... hahah... i manage to make this girl call Grace (super quiet girl) to smile at me... she never smile or show any facial expression... but i manage to make her smile... it was so so fulfilling...
i love the kids.... like hugging them... colouring with them, watch them eat, play with them etc etc... it's so awwww... hahhah... feel like having kids NOW! hahah... of course that's quite impossible lah... only after i get married blah blah blah... hahaha
ok, i don't know what else to blog about... hahah... will go watch some sermon now... bye bye
~princess maddy love kids~
p.s: the joy of my life
the kids having fun with the car and cat...
my handsome chinese boy, Jun Zhe... i love him so so much lah...
my personal fav. Annika...
i woke up super early today... and went to BASC to help... Coral woke up late and Aunty Pat is on leave so i have to look after LOVE class... i love my babies lah...
surprisingly, annabel (a super duper hyper active girl) was so quiet and still when i carry her... awww... maternal instinct... muahhaha... the my baby RuiXi started crying because Liv was crying... so i talk to them and they stop crying... cool right? maddy is so so motherly... muahhaha
my first day in LOVE class was cool... hahah... i manage to make this girl call Grace (super quiet girl) to smile at me... she never smile or show any facial expression... but i manage to make her smile... it was so so fulfilling...
i love the kids.... like hugging them... colouring with them, watch them eat, play with them etc etc... it's so awwww... hahhah... feel like having kids NOW! hahah... of course that's quite impossible lah... only after i get married blah blah blah... hahaha
ok, i don't know what else to blog about... hahah... will go watch some sermon now... bye bye
~princess maddy love kids~
p.s: the joy of my life
the kids having fun with the car and cat...
my handsome chinese boy, Jun Zhe... i love him so so much lah...
my personal fav. Annika... XOXO
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Jesus, i surrender
didn't do much today... didn't go help out at BASC because i overslept... so i slept till 2plus... super shiok... dream and dream... then ying chuan sms me about movies... so yup, went for movies with Chuan, Berty, Bel and Hosea...
300
awesome awesome awesome show... love it... all the killing and war... muahaha... some of you might wonder why maddy likes such killing show... well, the truth is that I LOVE IT!!! hahah... after all, maddy is not all lovey dovey and cutie pie and kawaii kawaii... hahah
besides the sex scenes and close to naked woman, the show is good... it's M18... but i feel that it should be R21... goodness..... hahahha... it was awkward... cause i'm sitting between Chuan and Berty... 2 guys.................... *jaw drop*
even through the show, God spoke to me... hahah... how special... well, i love walking close to God... especially now when i need God's annoiting to do awesome awesome stuff in Karens...
after that, Hosea went back to batam while Berty went for dinner... the sleepy 3 (me, bel, chuan) made our way to the mrt station... took MRT back but decided to pop by TM to meet Coral, Mish, Lucas aka Lucy, Jossie, Isaac and Sarah lin... sat down at BK and talk for a while... they can't stop making fun of me... goodness... oh well, i love all of them...
i told myself that i really need to wale up for BASC tmr... i must lah... or else it will just means sleep in... which equates to lazy... so yup...
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: don't know what to say when i'm with you...
just wanna sit beside you...
and let you know that there's someone you can count on...
didn't do much today... didn't go help out at BASC because i overslept... so i slept till 2plus... super shiok... dream and dream... then ying chuan sms me about movies... so yup, went for movies with Chuan, Berty, Bel and Hosea...
300
awesome awesome awesome show... love it... all the killing and war... muahaha... some of you might wonder why maddy likes such killing show... well, the truth is that I LOVE IT!!! hahah... after all, maddy is not all lovey dovey and cutie pie and kawaii kawaii... hahah
besides the sex scenes and close to naked woman, the show is good... it's M18... but i feel that it should be R21... goodness..... hahahha... it was awkward... cause i'm sitting between Chuan and Berty... 2 guys.................... *jaw drop*
even through the show, God spoke to me... hahah... how special... well, i love walking close to God... especially now when i need God's annoiting to do awesome awesome stuff in Karens...
after that, Hosea went back to batam while Berty went for dinner... the sleepy 3 (me, bel, chuan) made our way to the mrt station... took MRT back but decided to pop by TM to meet Coral, Mish, Lucas aka Lucy, Jossie, Isaac and Sarah lin... sat down at BK and talk for a while... they can't stop making fun of me... goodness... oh well, i love all of them...
i told myself that i really need to wale up for BASC tmr... i must lah... or else it will just means sleep in... which equates to lazy... so yup...
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: don't know what to say when i'm with you...
just wanna sit beside you...
and let you know that there's someone you can count on...
XOXO
Monday, March 19, 2007
days of my life
as my dad mention the word "hotel" to my brother, matthew... i knew that war was raging... father and son fighting over cigarette... and many other topics of war... tattoo, going out...
"the more tattoo you have on your body, the less of my love for you"
how do you feel after reading this? awww... sad???
welcome to my life, ladies and gentlemen...
the world where:
parents fight over 4D and TOTO
siblings fight over the most ridiculous games and tv shows
a world without love, encouragements, patience...
i guess many of you wonder why recent i've decided to stop eating... skip certain meals... i'm not dieting, not anorexic or bulimic... i just........ don't have money...
if you guys ask me out and i say NO... not that i hate you, or i don't like to spend time with you... but you will have to realise that everytime i go out, all the transport, food and etc etc cost money... and i don't have money...
because it's the school holidays, i don't get pocket money... don't pity me or anything... i say this because i don't want misunderstandings... because of the LACKS in my life, God taught me how to treausre every single blessing and every little thing in my life...
because of all these sufferings, i am able to relate to many... thank God for that too... because God has helped me in one way or another or because i overcame that and i know how it feels...
to those out there who are facing tough situation:
stay close to God because HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN HELP YOU... only Him and Him alone can pull you out of the pits... only He can send help to rescue you... only He can heal the wounds in your heart that is unseen to people...
~princess maddy praise God~
p.s: i choose to believe that God can provide all my needs
as my dad mention the word "hotel" to my brother, matthew... i knew that war was raging... father and son fighting over cigarette... and many other topics of war... tattoo, going out...
"the more tattoo you have on your body, the less of my love for you"
how do you feel after reading this? awww... sad???
welcome to my life, ladies and gentlemen...
the world where:
parents fight over 4D and TOTO
siblings fight over the most ridiculous games and tv shows
a world without love, encouragements, patience...
i guess many of you wonder why recent i've decided to stop eating... skip certain meals... i'm not dieting, not anorexic or bulimic... i just........ don't have money...
if you guys ask me out and i say NO... not that i hate you, or i don't like to spend time with you... but you will have to realise that everytime i go out, all the transport, food and etc etc cost money... and i don't have money...
because it's the school holidays, i don't get pocket money... don't pity me or anything... i say this because i don't want misunderstandings... because of the LACKS in my life, God taught me how to treausre every single blessing and every little thing in my life...
because of all these sufferings, i am able to relate to many... thank God for that too... because God has helped me in one way or another or because i overcame that and i know how it feels...
to those out there who are facing tough situation:
stay close to God because HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN HELP YOU... only Him and Him alone can pull you out of the pits... only He can send help to rescue you... only He can heal the wounds in your heart that is unseen to people...
~princess maddy praise God~
p.s: i choose to believe that God can provide all my needs
XOXO
touching lives, changing hearts
this was what God told me... i feel that it's really like what Bel shared during dance exhortation to stop the pity-paty thing and go meet needs... i feel strongly that i should be reaching out to others... esp those younger girls... feel that there's a need for a "big" sister to pray for them, encourage them and be a real good example...
running with the same vision as Bel for girls ministry!
to my beloved CFC girls: i love you all so so much... all of you are really special in my eyes... so beautiful and unique... never let ANYONE put you down or make you feel less of yourself...
got a dream... to be a superstar to shine God's glory in the media industry... using music and stuff to create awareness in the world... if possible, go to taiwan... sing and dance... might even act in one of those idol dramas... and then use blogs to spread God's love and faithfulness...
i feel that we really need strong christians to be in the media industry... *isaac will be nodding his head* hahah... and being in the media industry will be a really good platform... cause when you are a superstar, people notice you... people will want to read your blog, find out about your lifestyle... and when they know that you're so awesome and God have been helping you along the way, i believe that somehow the fans will believe...
you can laugh at my dream... because i don't have really good voice, good looks, good dance moves or grooves... but until i get a confirmation from God, i will work hard to stay close to God and dance and sing everyday so that i can be better...
today is such a lazy day but still i decided to be hardworking and diligent instead... went to church... pastor mark's sermon was awesome... mission prayer was awesome... train hard for dance and all... i'm gonna go help out at BASC tomorrow... heehee... can't wait to meet the kids... love them so so much...
HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME???
TAKE THIS TEST!!!
http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=070318113339-654463
that's all for today... will blog tomorrow night :)
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: just friends
this was what God told me... i feel that it's really like what Bel shared during dance exhortation to stop the pity-paty thing and go meet needs... i feel strongly that i should be reaching out to others... esp those younger girls... feel that there's a need for a "big" sister to pray for them, encourage them and be a real good example...
running with the same vision as Bel for girls ministry!
to my beloved CFC girls: i love you all so so much... all of you are really special in my eyes... so beautiful and unique... never let ANYONE put you down or make you feel less of yourself...
got a dream... to be a superstar to shine God's glory in the media industry... using music and stuff to create awareness in the world... if possible, go to taiwan... sing and dance... might even act in one of those idol dramas... and then use blogs to spread God's love and faithfulness...
i feel that we really need strong christians to be in the media industry... *isaac will be nodding his head* hahah... and being in the media industry will be a really good platform... cause when you are a superstar, people notice you... people will want to read your blog, find out about your lifestyle... and when they know that you're so awesome and God have been helping you along the way, i believe that somehow the fans will believe...
you can laugh at my dream... because i don't have really good voice, good looks, good dance moves or grooves... but until i get a confirmation from God, i will work hard to stay close to God and dance and sing everyday so that i can be better...
today is such a lazy day but still i decided to be hardworking and diligent instead... went to church... pastor mark's sermon was awesome... mission prayer was awesome... train hard for dance and all... i'm gonna go help out at BASC tomorrow... heehee... can't wait to meet the kids... love them so so much...
HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME???
TAKE THIS TEST!!!
http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=070318113339-654463
that's all for today... will blog tomorrow night :)
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: just friends
XOXO
Sunday, March 18, 2007
SYNERGISE
power pack.... super duper good....
awesome speakers: Matthew Barnett & Jeanne Mayo
awesome worship team: Jeff Deyo and group
awesome God!!!
during the 3 days of conference, we went to Isaac's house for our very own Synergise Camp... muahhaha... on the first night, only me and coral... we shared isaac's bed... we squeeze in a single bed... muahhhaa
the second night, me and coral slept on the bed again...mishuelle took the sofa thingy... ying chuan on the floor and isaac in the living room... hahha...
it was fun staying over... but super tiring... cause we didn't really sleep... we sleep at like around 3am everyday and then wake up super early... so we only get to sleep less than 4 hours...
i love isaac's dogs... super cute... Ally, Buster and Puppy... on the second night, we brought all of them to the playground for a walk... super funny cause there were 2 couples making out... then we just happily bring the dogs there and start to run here and there... hahah
it's 1:14am... i think i better quickly go to bed soon... there's service tomorrow and Pastor Mark is preaching... after that, dance.... so yup, need to sleep :)
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: to the one who get hints!
power pack.... super duper good....
awesome speakers: Matthew Barnett & Jeanne Mayo
awesome worship team: Jeff Deyo and group
awesome God!!!
during the 3 days of conference, we went to Isaac's house for our very own Synergise Camp... muahhaha... on the first night, only me and coral... we shared isaac's bed... we squeeze in a single bed... muahhhaa
the second night, me and coral slept on the bed again...mishuelle took the sofa thingy... ying chuan on the floor and isaac in the living room... hahha...
it was fun staying over... but super tiring... cause we didn't really sleep... we sleep at like around 3am everyday and then wake up super early... so we only get to sleep less than 4 hours...
i love isaac's dogs... super cute... Ally, Buster and Puppy... on the second night, we brought all of them to the playground for a walk... super funny cause there were 2 couples making out... then we just happily bring the dogs there and start to run here and there... hahah
it's 1:14am... i think i better quickly go to bed soon... there's service tomorrow and Pastor Mark is preaching... after that, dance.... so yup, need to sleep :)
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: to the one who get hints!
XOXO
Thursday, March 15, 2007
cause i had a bad day
but i still continue to sing God's praise... and He continue to show me that He is faithful...
woke up and got all the bad stuff thrown at me... first an sms from a friend... then an sms on my exams results... then my parents...
i wanna thank Coral and Bel who encouraged me... and thank God that He is still faithful...
got confirmation from my parents that they allow me to go for Karens Mission... although finances is still a problem... but i pray that God will really be Jehovah Jireh, the one who provides... since He opened door for me to go, i believe that He will continue to help me...
gonna go for synergise tomorrow then stayover at someone's house... coolness...
before i forgot... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALCOLM!!!
nights :)
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: kiss dating goodbye...
but i still continue to sing God's praise... and He continue to show me that He is faithful...
woke up and got all the bad stuff thrown at me... first an sms from a friend... then an sms on my exams results... then my parents...
i wanna thank Coral and Bel who encouraged me... and thank God that He is still faithful...
got confirmation from my parents that they allow me to go for Karens Mission... although finances is still a problem... but i pray that God will really be Jehovah Jireh, the one who provides... since He opened door for me to go, i believe that He will continue to help me...
gonna go for synergise tomorrow then stayover at someone's house... coolness...
before i forgot... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MALCOLM!!!
nights :)
~princess maddy love God~
p.s: kiss dating goodbye...
XOXO
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
awesome in POWER
IGNITE'07 is just so awesome... praise & worship is mega crazy... night services are mind blowing... i can't wait for next year's IGNITE!!! heehee...
from Thurs till Sat, there will be SYNERG!SE'07... also mind blowing... i can't wait... slowly, i'm getting more and more in tuned with God... trying to stay on track and in sync with the Holy Spirit...
i can't wait for missions too... although i'm quite scared and all... but still i believe that God will protect us and use all of us so so mightily...
after service just now, we went to Siglap's HongKong Cafe... coral, me and isaac... it was really fun... hanging out and talking about anything and everything... we sat there till about 2am... then we went home...
ok, i'm done talking about what happen... so i will finish my food and watch youtube and then go to bed... muahhaha
~princess maddy loves bo lo bun~
p.s: my heart belongs to You, Lord
HK cafe... yummy food!!!
IGNITE'07 is just so awesome... praise & worship is mega crazy... night services are mind blowing... i can't wait for next year's IGNITE!!! heehee...
from Thurs till Sat, there will be SYNERG!SE'07... also mind blowing... i can't wait... slowly, i'm getting more and more in tuned with God... trying to stay on track and in sync with the Holy Spirit...
i can't wait for missions too... although i'm quite scared and all... but still i believe that God will protect us and use all of us so so mightily...
after service just now, we went to Siglap's HongKong Cafe... coral, me and isaac... it was really fun... hanging out and talking about anything and everything... we sat there till about 2am... then we went home...
ok, i'm done talking about what happen... so i will finish my food and watch youtube and then go to bed... muahhaha
~princess maddy loves bo lo bun~
p.s: my heart belongs to You, Lord
HK cafe... yummy food!!!
XOXO
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
deeper in love with Jesus
today i didn't much... stayed at home and entertianed myself with Youtube... watched KO ONE episode 11 already... hahah... it's so funny and so nice... love the show...
had super bad headache for almost 3 days already... on the right side of my head, above my ears... super painful... boohoohoo... stil believing for healing lah... don't know what's wrong but hope that it's nothing major...
my parents and granny is still bugging me to look for a job... it's not my fault if people don't want to hire me... i already tried my best... besides, it's holidays... why can't i take a break? i will be working for the rest of my life, can't i enjoy myself?
went to Bedok to meet Chuan... then meet Bel, Jossie, Shu Jing, Lydia, Nelson, Hosea and Lee Seng... then we go to Bethesda Cathedral together... IGNITE IS AWESOME AWESOME... super duper good... *thumbs and toes up*
i can't wait for tomorrow's service :)
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: taking back my heart from you and giving it to God for safe-keeping...
simply sweet... princess maddy
today i didn't much... stayed at home and entertianed myself with Youtube... watched KO ONE episode 11 already... hahah... it's so funny and so nice... love the show...
had super bad headache for almost 3 days already... on the right side of my head, above my ears... super painful... boohoohoo... stil believing for healing lah... don't know what's wrong but hope that it's nothing major...
my parents and granny is still bugging me to look for a job... it's not my fault if people don't want to hire me... i already tried my best... besides, it's holidays... why can't i take a break? i will be working for the rest of my life, can't i enjoy myself?
went to Bedok to meet Chuan... then meet Bel, Jossie, Shu Jing, Lydia, Nelson, Hosea and Lee Seng... then we go to Bethesda Cathedral together... IGNITE IS AWESOME AWESOME... super duper good... *thumbs and toes up*
i can't wait for tomorrow's service :)
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: taking back my heart from you and giving it to God for safe-keeping...
*stare* looking beyond the blur-ness
simply sweet... princess maddyXOXO
Monday, March 12, 2007
when it hurts.......
what do you do after someone reject you or doesn't love you???
1) stay in fellowship with God
2) do your job well
3) refused to be swayed by temptations
4) remain committed even when treated unfairly...
well, rejection by people always happen...
smile even when it hurts... never let that tear roll down
what do you do after someone reject you or doesn't love you???
1) stay in fellowship with God
2) do your job well
3) refused to be swayed by temptations
4) remain committed even when treated unfairly...
well, rejection by people always happen...
smile even when it hurts... never let that tear roll down
XOXO
*SCREAM*
i need to do just that... it's been crazy crazy... emotions go up and down, up and down... somehow like stocks and shares.... hahah... but i'm trying my best k... to control all my feelings and be who God intend me to be...
today we had a mission prayer meeting... so Pastor Mark, Roland, Rach, Isaac, Gabriel, Hosea, Ying Chuan, Sarah Lin and me... it was major WARFARE! while praying, i already feel the pressure in the spiritual realm... but i guess it's really good cause through this God can use me to impact lives and also to grow spiritually...
i want to keep myself pure and consecrated for God... making sure that my spiritual eyes and ears are in sync with God... will start fasting and praying and also doing regular QT and spend more time talking to God...
for now, my focus is on God... it's God and God alone... nothing can grab my attention, not even boys...
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: tryin' to tell myself that it's ok
i need to do just that... it's been crazy crazy... emotions go up and down, up and down... somehow like stocks and shares.... hahah... but i'm trying my best k... to control all my feelings and be who God intend me to be...
today we had a mission prayer meeting... so Pastor Mark, Roland, Rach, Isaac, Gabriel, Hosea, Ying Chuan, Sarah Lin and me... it was major WARFARE! while praying, i already feel the pressure in the spiritual realm... but i guess it's really good cause through this God can use me to impact lives and also to grow spiritually...
i want to keep myself pure and consecrated for God... making sure that my spiritual eyes and ears are in sync with God... will start fasting and praying and also doing regular QT and spend more time talking to God...
for now, my focus is on God... it's God and God alone... nothing can grab my attention, not even boys...
~princess maddy love Jesus~
p.s: tryin' to tell myself that it's ok
XOXO
Sunday, March 11, 2007
i'm no other girl...
the past few days have been great with awesome friends around... seriously, without them my life would be nothing but POOP!.... hahahhaha... overall, i will rate my past few days 9/10... hahah... although there are some random heartaches, but overall is very good...
love the music, love the dancing, love the company...
went to YWCA to see how the Heart of God ppl do their logistics... helped them a little... hahah... then we hang out @ PS and saw TMNT and took a picture with them... oh, how retarded... hahah... then we took a bus back to church for music...
watched movie during music fellowship... ate pizza and stuff... then Chuan, Coral and Mish came over to my place for a short session of majong and cam whoring... hahah... we took about 40 pictures... muahhaha...
then they went back at 4:30am... and it was snore snore time for me...
then i met Chuan and went town together... many funny happenings on the bus... hilarious!
met Roland, Bel, Livia and Pei Ting for movie... we watched Pursuit of Happyness... i think it's nice but a lil' draggy... hahaha... then we went to YWCA for a combine service with Heart of God church...
it was not too bad... sermon was good... hahah... after that we went to PS Kopitiam for dinner... ahhaha... had so so much fun... hahhaha... then we walk around and then took MRT with aikey, jossie, ah OOi, Joshua Khor, livia, rayvin, ben choo and chuan...
i'm gonna try and force myself to sleep... hopefully i have a good dream... muahahah...
~princess maddy love the smile on your face~
p.s: if only i can fall asleep in your arms
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles... mish, gaius and me... 
what do you think you are doing? look at coral and chuan!!!
Chuan is a half awake state... muahahha
ARMPITS!!!!!!!!
my girlfriends... so sexy
coral in her cool centre-parting... love it, love it
majong night with maddy, coral, mishuelle and chuan...
the crazy people!
SCREAM!!!
smile at 3am...
Chuan KO... while the girls have fun taking pictures...
the past few days have been great with awesome friends around... seriously, without them my life would be nothing but POOP!.... hahahhaha... overall, i will rate my past few days 9/10... hahah... although there are some random heartaches, but overall is very good...
love the music, love the dancing, love the company...
went to YWCA to see how the Heart of God ppl do their logistics... helped them a little... hahah... then we hang out @ PS and saw TMNT and took a picture with them... oh, how retarded... hahah... then we took a bus back to church for music...
watched movie during music fellowship... ate pizza and stuff... then Chuan, Coral and Mish came over to my place for a short session of majong and cam whoring... hahah... we took about 40 pictures... muahhaha...
then they went back at 4:30am... and it was snore snore time for me...
then i met Chuan and went town together... many funny happenings on the bus... hilarious!
met Roland, Bel, Livia and Pei Ting for movie... we watched Pursuit of Happyness... i think it's nice but a lil' draggy... hahaha... then we went to YWCA for a combine service with Heart of God church...
it was not too bad... sermon was good... hahah... after that we went to PS Kopitiam for dinner... ahhaha... had so so much fun... hahhaha... then we walk around and then took MRT with aikey, jossie, ah OOi, Joshua Khor, livia, rayvin, ben choo and chuan...
i'm gonna try and force myself to sleep... hopefully i have a good dream... muahahah...
~princess maddy love the smile on your face~
p.s: if only i can fall asleep in your arms
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles... mish, gaius and me... what do you think you are doing? look at coral and chuan!!!Chuan is a half awake state... muahahha
ARMPITS!!!!!!!!
my girlfriends... so sexy
coral in her cool centre-parting... love it, love it
majong night with maddy, coral, mishuelle and chuan...
the crazy people!SCREAM!!!
smile at 3am...
Chuan KO... while the girls have fun taking pictures...XOXO