Thursday, November 30, 2006
JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE BELLS ROCK...
let us dance around the christmas tree...
then hold me close, near the fire place...
let me feel the love ...
i guess it won't a difference this year... i've always been "alone" during christmas... for 18 yrs... oh well... since my birthday, i'm gonna spend it "alone"... i won't be surprise to spend christmas "alone"...
my dearest friends, i still love you all... in fact, i love you guys a lot... but i need that "someone"...
today daddy took out all the christmas decor... the small tree, some christmas angels, bells, snow man... haha... it's so christmas... haha... then daddy wore the red santa hat that i made for my whole family last year... i wrote their names on the hat too... heehee... so daddy and malcolm wore the santa hat while doing the decor... haha... they look like santa's helper... hahah...
"all i want for christmas......"
many times things happen, and i accidentally get hurt... people don't know the degree of my wound, no one know how much it hurts... they all think that i'm a robot, a machine with no heart, no feelings, no emotions... sometimes, a simple jane like me will unknowingly become "a face" in the crowd...
"i want to be that angel on the top of the christmas tree... the prettiest, brightest and most uniquely made"
i will be away for a few days... so i won't blog till sunday... i can't wait... i am so so excited for what is to come during the retreat... so... hahha... for those who have been reading my blog, pls entertain yourself till i am back... i will promise to come back with the fullest details about my Ubin retreat... prepare yourself for a mind blowing post...
see you guys soon soon soon... heehee... love you all...
~princess maddy wants to be like bright lights~
p.s: sarang heyo... watashi aishiteru...
let us dance around the christmas tree...
then hold me close, near the fire place...
let me feel the love ...
i guess it won't a difference this year... i've always been "alone" during christmas... for 18 yrs... oh well... since my birthday, i'm gonna spend it "alone"... i won't be surprise to spend christmas "alone"...
my dearest friends, i still love you all... in fact, i love you guys a lot... but i need that "someone"...
today daddy took out all the christmas decor... the small tree, some christmas angels, bells, snow man... haha... it's so christmas... haha... then daddy wore the red santa hat that i made for my whole family last year... i wrote their names on the hat too... heehee... so daddy and malcolm wore the santa hat while doing the decor... haha... they look like santa's helper... hahah...
"all i want for christmas......"
many times things happen, and i accidentally get hurt... people don't know the degree of my wound, no one know how much it hurts... they all think that i'm a robot, a machine with no heart, no feelings, no emotions... sometimes, a simple jane like me will unknowingly become "a face" in the crowd...
"i want to be that angel on the top of the christmas tree... the prettiest, brightest and most uniquely made"
i will be away for a few days... so i won't blog till sunday... i can't wait... i am so so excited for what is to come during the retreat... so... hahha... for those who have been reading my blog, pls entertain yourself till i am back... i will promise to come back with the fullest details about my Ubin retreat... prepare yourself for a mind blowing post...
see you guys soon soon soon... heehee... love you all...
~princess maddy wants to be like bright lights~
p.s: sarang heyo... watashi aishiteru...
XOXO
TASK FORCE 2...... JIA YOU, JIA YOU
goodness... i'm so so dead tired.... gosh... it's school at 9am tmr, and i've gotta wake up like around 6plus so that my dad will send me to school... and it's 1:30am already.... gosh... i need strength to go on... especially tmr, it's like 9-7pm.... wah lau.... it's like major LONG DAY lor...
after school, i am gonna meet dawn and pass her my bag.... today we all had fun... during TF2 meeting and also dinner with addy, dawn, char and coral... it's nice sitting down and talking to them...
i'm like half watching a korean drama with my mum and half blogging... hahah... the show is quite nice... heehee... rather interesting... and as usual, there's the love love part... and i always get to watch the love love parts... hahaha... somehow nice but feel quite sad... it's like.... awww... where's my prince??? who is willing to wait for me? to slow down his speed to walk beside me?
sigh... i want my boyfriend soon.... my body clock is ticking... and it's like about 2-3 more weeks to my long awaited 18th birthday... where oh, where??? sigh.... boohoohoo...
i need you to hold me tight
~princess maddy needs you~
p.s: the day where i walk down the aisle with you...
goodness... i'm so so dead tired.... gosh... it's school at 9am tmr, and i've gotta wake up like around 6plus so that my dad will send me to school... and it's 1:30am already.... gosh... i need strength to go on... especially tmr, it's like 9-7pm.... wah lau.... it's like major LONG DAY lor...
after school, i am gonna meet dawn and pass her my bag.... today we all had fun... during TF2 meeting and also dinner with addy, dawn, char and coral... it's nice sitting down and talking to them...
i'm like half watching a korean drama with my mum and half blogging... hahah... the show is quite nice... heehee... rather interesting... and as usual, there's the love love part... and i always get to watch the love love parts... hahaha... somehow nice but feel quite sad... it's like.... awww... where's my prince??? who is willing to wait for me? to slow down his speed to walk beside me?
sigh... i want my boyfriend soon.... my body clock is ticking... and it's like about 2-3 more weeks to my long awaited 18th birthday... where oh, where??? sigh.... boohoohoo...
i need you to hold me tight
~princess maddy needs you~
p.s: the day where i walk down the aisle with you...
XOXO
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I HAD COMM SKILLS FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT !!!
goodness... i almost died in school... so tiring.... ended class at about 6plus... then went to bedok interchange to look for some Leaders' Retreat stuffs... then i met ADDY!!! heehee... that sweety is so so cute lah... heehee... love her so much... then we continue walking and walking... then we saw Lydia... haha... it's like some gathering... hahha... then we chatted for a while then went home...
exciting exciting... hahah... gotta burn some midnight oil today i think... loads of work to do before the retreat... gotta rush, rush, rush.... tomorrow is wednesday... it's gonna be a good day... hahah.... i claim tomorrow in Jesus' name... tomorrow WILL be a GOOD DAY... after school tmr, i'm gonna go down to church to test out the stretcher with my fellow warriors... heehee... TASK FORCE 2!!! heehee :)
AJA AJA FIGHTING, FIGHTING... heehee... i didn't go for dance cause i have to finish my work... gotta work hard, work hard :)
gotta stop here now... sorry for my boring entries recently... hahah...
~YC says that princess maddy is an angel~
p.s: maddy.maddy.maddy.maddy.maddy
goodness... i almost died in school... so tiring.... ended class at about 6plus... then went to bedok interchange to look for some Leaders' Retreat stuffs... then i met ADDY!!! heehee... that sweety is so so cute lah... heehee... love her so much... then we continue walking and walking... then we saw Lydia... haha... it's like some gathering... hahha... then we chatted for a while then went home...
exciting exciting... hahah... gotta burn some midnight oil today i think... loads of work to do before the retreat... gotta rush, rush, rush.... tomorrow is wednesday... it's gonna be a good day... hahah.... i claim tomorrow in Jesus' name... tomorrow WILL be a GOOD DAY... after school tmr, i'm gonna go down to church to test out the stretcher with my fellow warriors... heehee... TASK FORCE 2!!! heehee :)
AJA AJA FIGHTING, FIGHTING... heehee... i didn't go for dance cause i have to finish my work... gotta work hard, work hard :)
gotta stop here now... sorry for my boring entries recently... hahah...
~YC says that princess maddy is an angel~
p.s: maddy.maddy.maddy.maddy.maddy
XOXO
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, BEN CHOO aka GIRAFFE
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, VANESSA OH
today is the 2 peeps' birthday... we went to Kenny Rogers @ SUNTEC to celebrate... it was fun... talking and all... there were 3 tables... on my table, we have.... addy, coral, may, me, meimei, vanessa oh, dawn, mish, char... then the all boys table, ben L, nelson, joel chew and joel ooi, samuel, gaius and ben choo... then the mix table... haha... aiken, grace, nicole, vaness and joseph...
the cake was...... chocolate... hahah... a sunken cake... whenever you cut the cake, it will like be mashed up... hahah... wierd cake... hahha... then Joel Chew and Gaius (itchy hand) decided to push Ben Choo's face into the cake... hahah... so Ben Choo decided to take revenge... hahah... some of the guys took Joel Chew and Gaius down while Ben Choo took the cake and smash on their faces... it was super funny... hahah...
after that, we when to the Sky Garden where Ben Choo have to do something before he get his present... hahah... first all the guys threw Ben Choo into a shallow pool of water... it's covered with stones lah... so poor thing... then at first we gave him a soft toy monkey... it's so cute... the look on his face... hahah... then we said, ok ok... we'll give him the real one... but instead we gave him a mickey mouse party hat... hahah... hilarious... hahah... but after he wore the party hat and stand ON a water fountain, we decided that he did enough to earn his EXPENSIVE present... hahah... we gave him an I-POD... hhaah... something that he always wanted... so yup...
after that, we went to the arcade... and the 2 Joels decided to play some game... in the end, no one won... but Joel Ooi was the last to die... hahah... pretty cool... all the shooting, shooting games... ahhah... then it was rather late, so we went home...
i've got so many things to do before going for the retreat... projects etc etc.... ahhhhhh!!!!! God please help me... i'm like super sleepy now... it's like 1am... and even the comm for the camp ask me to sleep early... HOW TO ??? so much work to do..... sigh... there's dance tmr... so i will try to get as much sleep as possible... it's a battle against flesh.... wahhhh!!!!
~princess maddy POWER UP~
p.s: Ascension - For King and Kingdom_______For the GLORY of our LORD
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, VANESSA OH
today is the 2 peeps' birthday... we went to Kenny Rogers @ SUNTEC to celebrate... it was fun... talking and all... there were 3 tables... on my table, we have.... addy, coral, may, me, meimei, vanessa oh, dawn, mish, char... then the all boys table, ben L, nelson, joel chew and joel ooi, samuel, gaius and ben choo... then the mix table... haha... aiken, grace, nicole, vaness and joseph...
the cake was...... chocolate... hahah... a sunken cake... whenever you cut the cake, it will like be mashed up... hahah... wierd cake... hahha... then Joel Chew and Gaius (itchy hand) decided to push Ben Choo's face into the cake... hahah... so Ben Choo decided to take revenge... hahah... some of the guys took Joel Chew and Gaius down while Ben Choo took the cake and smash on their faces... it was super funny... hahah...
after that, we when to the Sky Garden where Ben Choo have to do something before he get his present... hahah... first all the guys threw Ben Choo into a shallow pool of water... it's covered with stones lah... so poor thing... then at first we gave him a soft toy monkey... it's so cute... the look on his face... hahah... then we said, ok ok... we'll give him the real one... but instead we gave him a mickey mouse party hat... hahah... hilarious... hahah... but after he wore the party hat and stand ON a water fountain, we decided that he did enough to earn his EXPENSIVE present... hahah... we gave him an I-POD... hhaah... something that he always wanted... so yup...
after that, we went to the arcade... and the 2 Joels decided to play some game... in the end, no one won... but Joel Ooi was the last to die... hahah... pretty cool... all the shooting, shooting games... ahhah... then it was rather late, so we went home...
i've got so many things to do before going for the retreat... projects etc etc.... ahhhhhh!!!!! God please help me... i'm like super sleepy now... it's like 1am... and even the comm for the camp ask me to sleep early... HOW TO ??? so much work to do..... sigh... there's dance tmr... so i will try to get as much sleep as possible... it's a battle against flesh.... wahhhh!!!!
~princess maddy POWER UP~
p.s: Ascension - For King and Kingdom_______For the GLORY of our LORD
XOXO
Sunday, November 26, 2006
I THANK GOD FOR AWESOME FRIENDS
i love my TRUE friends... namely, COTS.... and aiken and regina... love you guys loads and loads... (if your name is not here, don't worry... i still love you) thank you for standing by me when i'm down and all... you guys are so so awesome and i'm really blessed to have you guys as my friends... you guys mean a lot to me and you guys are always so so nice to me.... thank you, thank you for loving me the way i am...
well, there's nice people and obviously not so nice people.... so i don't care... don't wanna be bothered by the not nice people...
here's some thing for the NOT SO NICE PEOPLE:
thanks for " pretending" to accept me into your exclusive world.... for giving me the "fake" smile that cost less than a junk... for all the called me when you can't find someone else... for making me as a substitute for someone else and make use of me because i'm always so nice to you all...thank you for always trying means and ways to provoke me and make me EXPLODE...
alright before i kill someone, i think i better stop... let's talk about something else.... oh oh oh.... LEADERS RETREAT.... we have our first phrase of training... it's so so cool and i love it.... so so WAR-based and military based.... i guess for me, i'm cool with that... cause i love war... (not literally) and i'm used to the whole military thing cause i'm from st. john... so all the drills and all are familiar with all that... it's like wooohooohoo.... but one thing i hate...... the physical part lah... cause i accidentally sprain my ankle during praise and worship this morning... so it hurts when i stand and all... but i'm excited for the RETREAT... i hope God heal me quickly...
dance today was not too good lah... haha... partly because of my ankle and comments from others lah... like you're not good enough or like you will never be ther best... aiya... sucks lah...*maddy don't care* just now at studio, it's really no government.... hahha... cause Hosea is not around... so it was kinda chaotic... hahha... oh well
i'm gonna stop here and jump into bed soon... love you all (friend and foe alike)
~princess maddy roll around~
p.s: standing here now with my mind and emotions...
i make a vow to give all my devotions...
all my desires, i place you above...
You are my God, You are my very first love...
i love my TRUE friends... namely, COTS.... and aiken and regina... love you guys loads and loads... (if your name is not here, don't worry... i still love you) thank you for standing by me when i'm down and all... you guys are so so awesome and i'm really blessed to have you guys as my friends... you guys mean a lot to me and you guys are always so so nice to me.... thank you, thank you for loving me the way i am...
well, there's nice people and obviously not so nice people.... so i don't care... don't wanna be bothered by the not nice people...
here's some thing for the NOT SO NICE PEOPLE:
thanks for " pretending" to accept me into your exclusive world.... for giving me the "fake" smile that cost less than a junk... for all the called me when you can't find someone else... for making me as a substitute for someone else and make use of me because i'm always so nice to you all...thank you for always trying means and ways to provoke me and make me EXPLODE...
alright before i kill someone, i think i better stop... let's talk about something else.... oh oh oh.... LEADERS RETREAT.... we have our first phrase of training... it's so so cool and i love it.... so so WAR-based and military based.... i guess for me, i'm cool with that... cause i love war... (not literally) and i'm used to the whole military thing cause i'm from st. john... so all the drills and all are familiar with all that... it's like wooohooohoo.... but one thing i hate...... the physical part lah... cause i accidentally sprain my ankle during praise and worship this morning... so it hurts when i stand and all... but i'm excited for the RETREAT... i hope God heal me quickly...
dance today was not too good lah... haha... partly because of my ankle and comments from others lah... like you're not good enough or like you will never be ther best... aiya... sucks lah...*maddy don't care* just now at studio, it's really no government.... hahha... cause Hosea is not around... so it was kinda chaotic... hahha... oh well
i'm gonna stop here and jump into bed soon... love you all (friend and foe alike)
~princess maddy roll around~
p.s: standing here now with my mind and emotions...
i make a vow to give all my devotions...
all my desires, i place you above...
You are my God, You are my very first love...
XOXO
when i'm weak, You are strong.
You're my feet when i can't move on...
You're the light, in the dark.
You're the whisper inside my heart...
i love worship... well done Vanessa... *clap clap* i joined the team for prac this afternoon... it was good... very different from the YM practise... ahahah.... very very good...
then service was good... Pastor Mark is so so awesome lah... i feel that the message is very timely cause next week YA are gonna have Gift Of Love... so it's good...
we also reveiled the angel & mortal thingy... it was fun playing it... but at the same time, can be quite sad if your angel didn't do anything... but my adopted angel, Jozzie.... he's so nice and so so sweet... he got me Rain's new album and his poster... so nice.... thanks JOZZIE!!!
tomorrow, i'm gonna go for the Leaders Retreat briefing and training... so gotta sleep early and wake up early... so BYE BYE... sweet dreams...
~princess maddy love to smile and be happy~
p.s: a smile will make a difference
You're my feet when i can't move on...
You're the light, in the dark.
You're the whisper inside my heart...
i love worship... well done Vanessa... *clap clap* i joined the team for prac this afternoon... it was good... very different from the YM practise... ahahah.... very very good...
then service was good... Pastor Mark is so so awesome lah... i feel that the message is very timely cause next week YA are gonna have Gift Of Love... so it's good...
we also reveiled the angel & mortal thingy... it was fun playing it... but at the same time, can be quite sad if your angel didn't do anything... but my adopted angel, Jozzie.... he's so nice and so so sweet... he got me Rain's new album and his poster... so nice.... thanks JOZZIE!!!
tomorrow, i'm gonna go for the Leaders Retreat briefing and training... so gotta sleep early and wake up early... so BYE BYE... sweet dreams...
~princess maddy love to smile and be happy~
p.s: a smile will make a difference
XOXO
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Jesus,my savior...
sorry for not blogging yesterday cause my internet connection was down... now let me recall what i did yesterday....
school....
F&B lessons was pretty cool... learn all the new stuff... today we learn about Coffee n Tea ... cool... hahah... lecture was quite pathetic cause only about 30 people attended... ahahah... but it was ok lah... after the Christmas holiday, i will learn about Cocktail, Mocktails and Wine... pretty cool huh? hahah...
church...
after school, i came church... i row around... and slept for like less than 1 hour... then help Shaun and Ying Chuan do some top secret stuff... ahhah... they told me and Gaius to hide the thing but we heard as "go hide yourselves"... so funny lah... then i went up to Hall 3B where the Phileo family have a short jamming session... they are so so boyband... hahah...
dinner...
then meet Isaac, Coral, May and Addy for dinner at Lagoon... had so much fun... although we just sat down and eat and chat... it was rather fruitful... i just love being around them lah...
post-dinner...
we walk back to church... and saw the whole bunch of YM Muzos... so we sat down in the youthroom... talk and slack... pretty nice... hahah... then after a while, we decided to leave cause it's quite late already... hahah
that's about all that happened... will blog again tonight...
~princess maddy love people~
p.s: angel & mortal
sorry for not blogging yesterday cause my internet connection was down... now let me recall what i did yesterday....
school....
F&B lessons was pretty cool... learn all the new stuff... today we learn about Coffee n Tea ... cool... hahah... lecture was quite pathetic cause only about 30 people attended... ahahah... but it was ok lah... after the Christmas holiday, i will learn about Cocktail, Mocktails and Wine... pretty cool huh? hahah...
church...
after school, i came church... i row around... and slept for like less than 1 hour... then help Shaun and Ying Chuan do some top secret stuff... ahhah... they told me and Gaius to hide the thing but we heard as "go hide yourselves"... so funny lah... then i went up to Hall 3B where the Phileo family have a short jamming session... they are so so boyband... hahah...
dinner...
then meet Isaac, Coral, May and Addy for dinner at Lagoon... had so much fun... although we just sat down and eat and chat... it was rather fruitful... i just love being around them lah...
post-dinner...
we walk back to church... and saw the whole bunch of YM Muzos... so we sat down in the youthroom... talk and slack... pretty nice... hahah... then after a while, we decided to leave cause it's quite late already... hahah
that's about all that happened... will blog again tonight...
~princess maddy love people~
p.s: angel & mortal
XOXO
Thursday, November 23, 2006
sick.sick.sick.sick.sick
her royal highness is ill... very bad headache, fever, flu, throat infection... sob sob... didn't go to school today... was too ill to even wake up... i hope that i will recover soon.... boohoohoo... had so much things to do even at home... all my assignments, projects etc... sick patient also can't rest well... then i didn't go dance.....
one thing that i'm very happy about is that it's THURSDAY!!! whee~ cause tomorrow is friday... then WEEKENDS !!! freedom reign again... haha... so drama... ahaha... but apparently this week past very fast... cool cool coolness... then next week is the leaders retreat already... very very fast leh... i can't wait...
oh... the day after metamorphosis camp, we had metamorphosis bbq and shenna's surprise party... haha... me, may and mish went to swim before the rest came... ahahaha... then the rest came... it was fun... then at night, C.O.T.S (execpt lampy...in korea) and our dearest Aunty Ayelan sat down and chit chat... it was fun... ahhaha... we talk about a lot of stuff and it's really nice... hahah... Coral and Mishuelle arre so crazy about Gabriel and Ying Chuan lah... hahah... more obsessed than me... hahaha...
oh, mummy got me some new lip gloss and eye liner... hahah... maddy have become quite vain... muahah... oh, it's PSLE results today... i wonder how's Faithe's results? the highest is a Raffles Girls Primary 281... so smart lah... haha... unlike me, i got like only 178 for my PSLE... haha... i was happily playing during my PSLE lah... hahaha...
oh well, at least i realised that i need to work hard... so i studied very very hard for my N level and O level... and i'm very happy with my results... hahah... gotta stop here already...
here's some shoutout:
Isaac: hey hey, do take care of yourself ya? hope to see you soon...
Aiken: hey baby... don't know what you're going through now but just wanna say that maddy is here... and God understand ... so jia you *HUGS*
Coral: hey dear, i love you... no matter what, i know it hurts but when the perfect one comes along, it will be the BOMB! so just wait patiently... maddy will be waiting with you... hahah... rmb that maddy will be the last???
C.O.T.S: i love you girls a lot...
Gaius: gorgeous boy....
~princess maddy: love me the way i am~
p.s: it hurts to be around you...
or see you with someone else...
XOXO
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
METAMORPHOSIS CAMP'06 NIGHT 1
it's really fun to be with the kids... hahah... although i'm not in any comm or helper or anything but ijust decided to sit in and help them lah... hahah... service was mega awesome... Hosea's preaching was good good... i've decided to stayover at Hall 3B cause it was like very late already... could not sleep at all cause it was freezing cold.... i went home at about 8am... bathe then went to school...
school was so boring and draining.... sob sob... after school, i went to church...
METAMORPHOSIS CAMP'06 NIGHT 2
it was another mind blowing service... super duper good... well done, sarah! :)
omg... it's almost 1am and i'm super sleepy now... gotta go hit my bed now... whee~ nights....
~princess maddy love her friends~
p.s: Perseverance.Obedience.Praise
it's really fun to be with the kids... hahah... although i'm not in any comm or helper or anything but ijust decided to sit in and help them lah... hahah... service was mega awesome... Hosea's preaching was good good... i've decided to stayover at Hall 3B cause it was like very late already... could not sleep at all cause it was freezing cold.... i went home at about 8am... bathe then went to school...
school was so boring and draining.... sob sob... after school, i went to church...
METAMORPHOSIS CAMP'06 NIGHT 2
it was another mind blowing service... super duper good... well done, sarah! :)
omg... it's almost 1am and i'm super sleepy now... gotta go hit my bed now... whee~ nights....
~princess maddy love her friends~
p.s: Perseverance.Obedience.Praise
XOXO
Monday, November 20, 2006
I DON'T CARE WHAT EVER YOU SAY OR DO !!!
Before you comment about my obsession with Koreans esp Rain please see if you know me well enough or not... you guys know how much i love Rain and the other Koreans but DO YOU KNOW THE REASON BEHIND ALL THESE OBSESSION ??? huh huh ??? answer that before you comment anything... you guys don't know what i go through, you guys don't know how i feel about life, you guys don't know how i feel towards boys.... SO STOP COMMENTING FOR GOD'S SAKE...
and my "love" for koreans is NOT idolatry... fairly well go read my "princess profile"... after my name, it says "LOVE GOD"..... above dance, above singing.... i place God up there.... i love God with all my heart and all my soul... i won't be here typing this blog post if i don't have God... God saved me and i'm eternally thankful... i will never comment idolatry alright... SO SHUT UP!
if i don't love God, i will not even talk to you... because i love God, i have to obey His commands... to love my enemies... not that i want you to be my enemy but i'm trying to be nice... but being nice doesn't mean that you can push me around you know? don't see maddy as the nice and sweet girl... so the caring and patient medic... i've got my limit too yar? so don't try to push it...
give me a break will you? just let me stay in my dreamland, in my fantasy island can???
~princess maddy shuts her ears~
p.s: the greatest JOY of my life
walking beside Jesus...
holding His hands...
singing songs of love to the Lord Almighty...
hugs that showed me comfort and shelter...
kisses that prove His everlasting love...
i met God :)
Before you comment about my obsession with Koreans esp Rain please see if you know me well enough or not... you guys know how much i love Rain and the other Koreans but DO YOU KNOW THE REASON BEHIND ALL THESE OBSESSION ??? huh huh ??? answer that before you comment anything... you guys don't know what i go through, you guys don't know how i feel about life, you guys don't know how i feel towards boys.... SO STOP COMMENTING FOR GOD'S SAKE...
and my "love" for koreans is NOT idolatry... fairly well go read my "princess profile"... after my name, it says "LOVE GOD"..... above dance, above singing.... i place God up there.... i love God with all my heart and all my soul... i won't be here typing this blog post if i don't have God... God saved me and i'm eternally thankful... i will never comment idolatry alright... SO SHUT UP!
if i don't love God, i will not even talk to you... because i love God, i have to obey His commands... to love my enemies... not that i want you to be my enemy but i'm trying to be nice... but being nice doesn't mean that you can push me around you know? don't see maddy as the nice and sweet girl... so the caring and patient medic... i've got my limit too yar? so don't try to push it...
give me a break will you? just let me stay in my dreamland, in my fantasy island can???
~princess maddy shuts her ears~
p.s: the greatest JOY of my life
walking beside Jesus...
holding His hands...
singing songs of love to the Lord Almighty...
hugs that showed me comfort and shelter...
kisses that prove His everlasting love...
i met God :)
XOXO
Sunday, November 19, 2006
SARANG HEYO...I LOVE YOU
my daddy and mummy came back today... ahhaha... they got me stufff... they bought me KOREA Jersy... wheee~~~ true Korea fan... ahahha...LOVE IT... HAHAH...
somehow i've been thinking a lot... hahah... even in my dreams, i think... hahah... it's like... oh well, relationship and boys lah... i mean... i'm like turning a lil' despo already... hahah... and i know i shouldn't so i transfer all my thoughts and affection to people that are known as the "untouchable".. hahah... people like celebrities, like all my Korean EyeCandies... hahah... if i love those cute guys, i won't get hurt in return... but if i choose to love guys that i know and guys that are close to me, the percentage of getting hurt is like 99.999%... like you can say,"well, there's at least like 0.001%...."
oh please, don't make me start again... hahah... for now, i will just love those cute eye candies... heehee... i love them... so talented, seem so perfect, so good-looking... wheee~~~ hahaha... i'm turning lesbian or turning bi-sexual or anything... but i just don't wanna get hurt... i've got hurt enough and i just want things to stop...
~princess maddy shouts DAE HAN MIN GUK~
p.s: because i open my heart to love others,
i became vulnerable to heartbreak and heartaches...
my daddy and mummy came back today... ahhaha... they got me stufff... they bought me KOREA Jersy... wheee~~~ true Korea fan... ahahha...LOVE IT... HAHAH...
somehow i've been thinking a lot... hahah... even in my dreams, i think... hahah... it's like... oh well, relationship and boys lah... i mean... i'm like turning a lil' despo already... hahah... and i know i shouldn't so i transfer all my thoughts and affection to people that are known as the "untouchable".. hahah... people like celebrities, like all my Korean EyeCandies... hahah... if i love those cute guys, i won't get hurt in return... but if i choose to love guys that i know and guys that are close to me, the percentage of getting hurt is like 99.999%... like you can say,"well, there's at least like 0.001%...."
oh please, don't make me start again... hahah... for now, i will just love those cute eye candies... heehee... i love them... so talented, seem so perfect, so good-looking... wheee~~~ hahaha... i'm turning lesbian or turning bi-sexual or anything... but i just don't wanna get hurt... i've got hurt enough and i just want things to stop...
~princess maddy shouts DAE HAN MIN GUK~
p.s: because i open my heart to love others,
i became vulnerable to heartbreak and heartaches...
XOXO
Saturday, November 18, 2006
ABOVE ALL, I WILL LIVE FOR YOUR GLORY!
Food & Beverage lecture was such a killer... learnt about the types of fruits,berries,vegetables, mushrooms,cerals,grains etc etc... goodness... my brain is like exploding lah... and my head is just like spinning... so during a 10mins break, i went to Cheers to get REDBULL... like seriously, it became better after that... still tiring but it was more bearable... hahha
after school, i went to church... i was like sorting out the first aid supplies etc for all the camps... camps like meta, leaders retreat, YM, YA... so yup, i went to pack and all... after that, i went to the youth room and Colin, Joash and Odette was there... hahah... those boys are so "interesting" lah... young boys... so i tried to study psychology but failed... hahah... so i decided to doodle...
oh oh, remember i blog about my new teddy bear that looks like Alfred the bear from Goong??? i bought another 3 more teddies today... hahah... teddy madness... hahah... no lah... i've got a surprise lah... my aim: to make clothes for the teddies... something that fits their character... so yup, making clothes for teddies... heehee... not that i'm like very free so what, but i like to design and make clothes... haha... i still remember making wedding gowns for my barbie dolls a few years back... pretty cool... so yup... and since there's 4 teddies, i will make them my very own "GOONG" teddies... heehee... i will show you all once i finish making the clothes... heehee... how exciting... hahah
so after i doodle, i went for music prac... it was good... Sarah came to help guide me and melissa (meimei) with the harmonising... it's good... *thumbs up* LIKE YES AND FINALLY FRIDAY!!! hahha... it's like 2:27 am now... i'm gonna go watch my dvd on ballet (i borrowed from the library)... then i'm going to bed...
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENNA!
~princess maddy love you all~
p.s: madly in love with Korea and koreans
Food & Beverage lecture was such a killer... learnt about the types of fruits,berries,vegetables, mushrooms,cerals,grains etc etc... goodness... my brain is like exploding lah... and my head is just like spinning... so during a 10mins break, i went to Cheers to get REDBULL... like seriously, it became better after that... still tiring but it was more bearable... hahha
after school, i went to church... i was like sorting out the first aid supplies etc for all the camps... camps like meta, leaders retreat, YM, YA... so yup, i went to pack and all... after that, i went to the youth room and Colin, Joash and Odette was there... hahah... those boys are so "interesting" lah... young boys... so i tried to study psychology but failed... hahah... so i decided to doodle...
oh oh, remember i blog about my new teddy bear that looks like Alfred the bear from Goong??? i bought another 3 more teddies today... hahah... teddy madness... hahah... no lah... i've got a surprise lah... my aim: to make clothes for the teddies... something that fits their character... so yup, making clothes for teddies... heehee... not that i'm like very free so what, but i like to design and make clothes... haha... i still remember making wedding gowns for my barbie dolls a few years back... pretty cool... so yup... and since there's 4 teddies, i will make them my very own "GOONG" teddies... heehee... i will show you all once i finish making the clothes... heehee... how exciting... hahah
so after i doodle, i went for music prac... it was good... Sarah came to help guide me and melissa (meimei) with the harmonising... it's good... *thumbs up* LIKE YES AND FINALLY FRIDAY!!! hahha... it's like 2:27 am now... i'm gonna go watch my dvd on ballet (i borrowed from the library)... then i'm going to bed...
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENNA!
~princess maddy love you all~
p.s: madly in love with Korea and koreans
XOXO
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Take my hand and fly away,
let me dance among the stars...
As i dream of you,
i wonder where you are...
Your face seem so distant,
and your hand seem so far...
I no longer feel sad,
nor disappointed...
But thank God,
for the priceless memories that you've given to me...
you made my mind up for me,
when you started to ignore me...
you won't see a single tear,
i'm never gonna cry because of you anymore...
today is finally over.... i see the break of dawn... hahah *maddy tries to be a lil' drama mama*... hahah... tmr i have Food&Beverage tutorial and lecture then FINISH!!! whee~~~ looking forward...
after school, i went to PP Pastamania to celebrate PeiTing's birthday with my cell girls as well as Nasyitah and Eunice... it was fun... talking to the girls... heehee... had a nice time... then i went home cause i have to finish my work...
on my way home, on the bus i met Michelle Guna and Vanessa... heehee... my lovely leaders... heeeheee... it was nice seeing them... heehee... they put a smile on my tired and stoning face... heehee... love them a lot a lot...
~princess maddy dancing in the moonlight~
let me dance among the stars...
As i dream of you,
i wonder where you are...
Your face seem so distant,
and your hand seem so far...
I no longer feel sad,
nor disappointed...
But thank God,
for the priceless memories that you've given to me...
you made my mind up for me,
when you started to ignore me...
you won't see a single tear,
i'm never gonna cry because of you anymore...
today is finally over.... i see the break of dawn... hahah *maddy tries to be a lil' drama mama*... hahah... tmr i have Food&Beverage tutorial and lecture then FINISH!!! whee~~~ looking forward...
after school, i went to PP Pastamania to celebrate PeiTing's birthday with my cell girls as well as Nasyitah and Eunice... it was fun... talking to the girls... heehee... had a nice time... then i went home cause i have to finish my work...
on my way home, on the bus i met Michelle Guna and Vanessa... heehee... my lovely leaders... heeeheee... it was nice seeing them... heehee... they put a smile on my tired and stoning face... heehee... love them a lot a lot...
~princess maddy dancing in the moonlight~
p.s: the royal, the glamorous, the precious,
THE DUTCHESS
my new teddy bear... reminds me of Alfred, the bear from Goong
Jerry Yan... i've decided to promote him to be in my cute guy list...
the babes... (me, ziqi and christy)
XOXO
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
WHEN I DANCE, I FEEL ELECTRICITY RUNNING ALL OVER MY BODY
i finally watched Billy Elliot this afternoon... hahah... it was really nice... so so inspiring... love it, love it... heehee... and besides, the guy that act as Billy is Jamie Bell... he's quite good looking in the movie... heehee... love that accent too... hahah... alright, that's not what i'm suppose to write in my sociology report... hahah...
works and assignments continue to pile up... projects and deadline kept coming... time flies and crawl on its own, beyond my control... lack of sleep result in the inability to concentrate and focus... i just feel so pressured... up, down, left, right... i need some space to breathe... *maddy gasping for air*
i agree with Billy Elliot... when you dance, all things seems to stop... you feel like as if you're flying like a bird... For Billy, he dance to run away from social dscrimination... me? from everything.... i guess the pro stage of dance is when you can actually show your emotions through dance... and translate all your feelings into dance steps...
many people wants to come into Poly thinking it's better and less stressful...well, maybe for the other courses... but HTM just sucks lah.. freaking busy lor... this assignment, this project, this deadline, this tutorial, this PBL, this lecture, this quiz, this forum... my head is gonna burst!!! i can't take it anymore... it's just so tiring... no one understand me, people think that i'm enjoying myself... do you even know how much i have to go through?
i need a break before i breakdown... try handling 7 tough subjects... all subject have PBL, project, individual work, report, presentation, weekly assignment, test and exam... huh? easy??? my foot... God, why did You even put me in HTM? Why?
i just want to break free and dance all day... why do i feel this way? can anyone help me?
~made-licious~
p.s: hate my life now...
i finally watched Billy Elliot this afternoon... hahah... it was really nice... so so inspiring... love it, love it... heehee... and besides, the guy that act as Billy is Jamie Bell... he's quite good looking in the movie... heehee... love that accent too... hahah... alright, that's not what i'm suppose to write in my sociology report... hahah...
works and assignments continue to pile up... projects and deadline kept coming... time flies and crawl on its own, beyond my control... lack of sleep result in the inability to concentrate and focus... i just feel so pressured... up, down, left, right... i need some space to breathe... *maddy gasping for air*
i agree with Billy Elliot... when you dance, all things seems to stop... you feel like as if you're flying like a bird... For Billy, he dance to run away from social dscrimination... me? from everything.... i guess the pro stage of dance is when you can actually show your emotions through dance... and translate all your feelings into dance steps...
many people wants to come into Poly thinking it's better and less stressful...well, maybe for the other courses... but HTM just sucks lah.. freaking busy lor... this assignment, this project, this deadline, this tutorial, this PBL, this lecture, this quiz, this forum... my head is gonna burst!!! i can't take it anymore... it's just so tiring... no one understand me, people think that i'm enjoying myself... do you even know how much i have to go through?
i need a break before i breakdown... try handling 7 tough subjects... all subject have PBL, project, individual work, report, presentation, weekly assignment, test and exam... huh? easy??? my foot... God, why did You even put me in HTM? Why?
i just want to break free and dance all day... why do i feel this way? can anyone help me?
~made-licious~
p.s: hate my life now...
XOXO
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
DAE HAN MIN GUK
DANCE DANCE... it's like sauna in #02-04... like woah, sweat it out girls... cause the aircon system is down, so we all were like sweat sweat... haha.. dance till 10plus... then went home... haha... so freaking tired... but i still need to watch my sociology movie before class this thurs... it's like ever since school start, i'm like dead tired... lack of sleep but tons of work and activities to do done...
it's like killing me.... oh, my parents left for Bangkok this morning... holiday... so lucky... i want my holiday... boohoo... they are only coming back on saturday night... and my dearest granny indirectly "kick" me out of my room... malcolm conquered her bed while she took mine... so i'm gonna go to matthew's room and sleep there for the night... maddy is going korean again (sleeping on floor)
argh... i just want to serve God in dance and music team... and all day, i dance and sing and do youth stuff... and when Rach's dream counselling centre come true, i can be a counsellor there too... argh.... but for now, i will just wait till i graduate from poly...
gotta go now... catching billy eillot for sociology... dance&spin
~princess maddy goes all nuts about Korea~
p.s: there's never a right time to say goodbye
DANCE DANCE... it's like sauna in #02-04... like woah, sweat it out girls... cause the aircon system is down, so we all were like sweat sweat... haha.. dance till 10plus... then went home... haha... so freaking tired... but i still need to watch my sociology movie before class this thurs... it's like ever since school start, i'm like dead tired... lack of sleep but tons of work and activities to do done...
it's like killing me.... oh, my parents left for Bangkok this morning... holiday... so lucky... i want my holiday... boohoo... they are only coming back on saturday night... and my dearest granny indirectly "kick" me out of my room... malcolm conquered her bed while she took mine... so i'm gonna go to matthew's room and sleep there for the night... maddy is going korean again (sleeping on floor)
argh... i just want to serve God in dance and music team... and all day, i dance and sing and do youth stuff... and when Rach's dream counselling centre come true, i can be a counsellor there too... argh.... but for now, i will just wait till i graduate from poly...
gotta go now... catching billy eillot for sociology... dance&spin
~princess maddy goes all nuts about Korea~
p.s: there's never a right time to say goodbye
XOXO
Monday, November 13, 2006
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS...... YOU!
i don't know but the whole christmas feel is kinda here already... hahah... that means my birthday is reaching soon too... it's kinda cool hearing the girls talk about going clubbing on my birthday... but..... i need something more than that, you know... yes, i want to go clubbing to like experience how it really is like and stuff... but then.... i need someone... not that i don't like my friends (you guys are awesome and i really treasure you all)... but i want a partner... i know i shouldn't feel that way but..... oh well... *maddy should stop talking about this now*
i'm like watching channel U and they have this talk show call "cross talk"... and then they were discussing about Rain's concert ticket... wah lau! i was so angry with this stupid man in the show lah... stupid idiot, just because he's ugly and old fashion, he thinks that Korea go famous because of hunks and belles... wah lau... he thinks that some stupid old Sopprano is better than Rain because they spend long hours training their vocals... wah lau!!! Rain train hard too lor... dance and sing.... rap and all... NOT HARDWORK meh??? huh? try to explain that lah, stupid old man.... hate that stupid man lah... if i ever see him, i will give him a tight slap on his stupid fugly face lah... wah lau...
and besides, the $888 and $688 tickets are not sold to the public what? only Singapore Rain Fanclub members and CLOUD members (official club members) can buy mah! stupid fool! do some simple research before talking crap lah can? FOOLS... *maddy is fuming mad*
idiotic chin-na traditional fools....... fools!!!!!!!!!
then he went on to compare about JJ Lin and some National Volin player with Rappers and street dancers and hip hop dancers... i mean, to go for volin classes and singing classes need money right? those lucky children had a chance to go for such classes but people like Rain didn't have such privilege... those kids in US didn't have the chance too... he thinks that those ballroom dancers and volin player are BETTER and HIGHER CLASS... so dumb lor... that's discrimination lor... people appreciate BALLET and BALLROOM, they call it dance... then what about HIP HOP and BREAK DANCE? it's also dance what???
discrimination !!! it's like looking down on poor people... so idiotic lor... just because he's "someone" and his daughter can go for some extra classes like ballet and piano and whatever... i rather look at celebrities who start humble... like Rain... he learn dance on his own and tries his best to got a singing contract... he didn't get it easy... he goes hungry for days, so poor that he didn't bathe and yet he still continue to dance and train...
there's more to that hot body and handsome face okay? it's a strong character and mind...
~princess maddy: eternal rain~
p.s: say that you love me, stay with me till the end of time
i don't know but the whole christmas feel is kinda here already... hahah... that means my birthday is reaching soon too... it's kinda cool hearing the girls talk about going clubbing on my birthday... but..... i need something more than that, you know... yes, i want to go clubbing to like experience how it really is like and stuff... but then.... i need someone... not that i don't like my friends (you guys are awesome and i really treasure you all)... but i want a partner... i know i shouldn't feel that way but..... oh well... *maddy should stop talking about this now*
i'm like watching channel U and they have this talk show call "cross talk"... and then they were discussing about Rain's concert ticket... wah lau! i was so angry with this stupid man in the show lah... stupid idiot, just because he's ugly and old fashion, he thinks that Korea go famous because of hunks and belles... wah lau... he thinks that some stupid old Sopprano is better than Rain because they spend long hours training their vocals... wah lau!!! Rain train hard too lor... dance and sing.... rap and all... NOT HARDWORK meh??? huh? try to explain that lah, stupid old man.... hate that stupid man lah... if i ever see him, i will give him a tight slap on his stupid fugly face lah... wah lau...
and besides, the $888 and $688 tickets are not sold to the public what? only Singapore Rain Fanclub members and CLOUD members (official club members) can buy mah! stupid fool! do some simple research before talking crap lah can? FOOLS... *maddy is fuming mad*
idiotic chin-na traditional fools....... fools!!!!!!!!!
then he went on to compare about JJ Lin and some National Volin player with Rappers and street dancers and hip hop dancers... i mean, to go for volin classes and singing classes need money right? those lucky children had a chance to go for such classes but people like Rain didn't have such privilege... those kids in US didn't have the chance too... he thinks that those ballroom dancers and volin player are BETTER and HIGHER CLASS... so dumb lor... that's discrimination lor... people appreciate BALLET and BALLROOM, they call it dance... then what about HIP HOP and BREAK DANCE? it's also dance what???
discrimination !!! it's like looking down on poor people... so idiotic lor... just because he's "someone" and his daughter can go for some extra classes like ballet and piano and whatever... i rather look at celebrities who start humble... like Rain... he learn dance on his own and tries his best to got a singing contract... he didn't get it easy... he goes hungry for days, so poor that he didn't bathe and yet he still continue to dance and train...
there's more to that hot body and handsome face okay? it's a strong character and mind...
~princess maddy: eternal rain~
p.s: say that you love me, stay with me till the end of time
XOXO
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up, I’ll step up too
It don’t matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we’ll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It’s me and you
And when the symphony plays,
I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath,
you grab my hand
Spin me around and right before I fall
You catch me and you say,
baby, it’ll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day
STEP UP
I LOVE THE SONG... SO MEANINGFUL! hahah... dance today was crazy and madness...it's like sweat it all out and bear the pain session... the whole body aches...it's really killing our own body... hahah...
i just kinda finish my assignments so i can get to blog a bit... but i'm really tired... so i will only blog a short one today... i was late for C.E today cause i overslept and yea... then after service i went to block 12 with the peeps and then go back to church to dance at BASC Hall... then went to the studio to continue dancing... practiced wacking and then the girls' routine and then Kevin Maher's routine... hahah... super tiring....... wahhhhhhhh
hahah... but to think of it... all the hours of hard work, all the sweat, tears, time and effort, into a few mins showcase... although many people will think that it's just pure madness... i believe that it's passion... so just wanna let you know... THE AWESOME DANCERS ARE GONNA PERFORM FOR THE YOUNG ADULT CHRISTMAS PARTY ON 23TH DEC... AND "CHRISTMAS @ KATONG" ON THE 24TH... for more details, you can sms me or email me... madeline_xiong@yahoo.com.sg
~princess maddy jump into her bed~
p.s: if i had one wish
You step up, I’ll step up too
It don’t matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as we’ll be
Stepping on the dance floor
It’s me and you
And when the symphony plays,
I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath,
you grab my hand
Spin me around and right before I fall
You catch me and you say,
baby, it’ll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day
STEP UP
I LOVE THE SONG... SO MEANINGFUL! hahah... dance today was crazy and madness...it's like sweat it all out and bear the pain session... the whole body aches...it's really killing our own body... hahah...
i just kinda finish my assignments so i can get to blog a bit... but i'm really tired... so i will only blog a short one today... i was late for C.E today cause i overslept and yea... then after service i went to block 12 with the peeps and then go back to church to dance at BASC Hall... then went to the studio to continue dancing... practiced wacking and then the girls' routine and then Kevin Maher's routine... hahah... super tiring....... wahhhhhhhh
hahah... but to think of it... all the hours of hard work, all the sweat, tears, time and effort, into a few mins showcase... although many people will think that it's just pure madness... i believe that it's passion... so just wanna let you know... THE AWESOME DANCERS ARE GONNA PERFORM FOR THE YOUNG ADULT CHRISTMAS PARTY ON 23TH DEC... AND "CHRISTMAS @ KATONG" ON THE 24TH... for more details, you can sms me or email me... madeline_xiong@yahoo.com.sg
~princess maddy jump into her bed~
p.s: if i had one wish
XOXO
i call, You answer...
and You came to my rescue,
and i wanna be where You are...
Jesus' love NEVER FAILS !
hello everyone :) had an awesome time with God... it's like super nice meeting God and holding His hands...it's like a supernatural meeting that seem so impossible but the unbelievable part is that all YOU need is FAITH! as long as you have faith and believe that God will come and meet you, HE WILL!
how many of you knows that God actually love you? more than your family members, more than your friends?
He love you so so much and all He wants is to love you and hold you close...
need a crying shoulder?
Do you know that God actually collect all your tears... every single drop matters to Him... because you are precious in His sight
feel like a loser or insignificant?
God promise to make you the head and not the tail... the first and not the last... He have awesome plans for your life and all you need to do is allow Him to take control...
For me, God gave me the love that i've been seeking for the past almost 18 yrs... the love that i can't get from my family... the care and concern... He showed me that even when all leaves me and all things fails, He still love me and still stand beside me... He told me that i have a PURPOSE and that i'm beautifully and fearfully made... He's the one who shows me direction when i'm lost, gave me strength when i can't go on... JESUS NEVER FAILS... He's the TRUE best friend that we are looking for...
i just wanna let you all know that besides me, there's a heavenly daddy who loves you... He longs to see you and He longs to be close to you... just open up your heart and allow Him to come in... because, He's already knocking on the door of your heart...
~princess maddy love the King of kings & the Lord of lords~
p.s: bring hope into the life of others
and You came to my rescue,
and i wanna be where You are...
Jesus' love NEVER FAILS !
hello everyone :) had an awesome time with God... it's like super nice meeting God and holding His hands...it's like a supernatural meeting that seem so impossible but the unbelievable part is that all YOU need is FAITH! as long as you have faith and believe that God will come and meet you, HE WILL!
how many of you knows that God actually love you? more than your family members, more than your friends?
He love you so so much and all He wants is to love you and hold you close...
need a crying shoulder?
Do you know that God actually collect all your tears... every single drop matters to Him... because you are precious in His sight
feel like a loser or insignificant?
God promise to make you the head and not the tail... the first and not the last... He have awesome plans for your life and all you need to do is allow Him to take control...
For me, God gave me the love that i've been seeking for the past almost 18 yrs... the love that i can't get from my family... the care and concern... He showed me that even when all leaves me and all things fails, He still love me and still stand beside me... He told me that i have a PURPOSE and that i'm beautifully and fearfully made... He's the one who shows me direction when i'm lost, gave me strength when i can't go on... JESUS NEVER FAILS... He's the TRUE best friend that we are looking for...
i just wanna let you all know that besides me, there's a heavenly daddy who loves you... He longs to see you and He longs to be close to you... just open up your heart and allow Him to come in... because, He's already knocking on the door of your heart...
~princess maddy love the King of kings & the Lord of lords~
p.s: bring hope into the life of others
XOXO
Saturday, November 11, 2006
AT THE CROSS I BOW MY KNEES
i love music prac today.......... whee~~~ it's like the best moment of my entire week... cause my week have been all about school and assignments etc but today is just so mind blowing... heehee... it's my first music prac so i got to see how things are run and stuff... then because the YMs are having their prac so i just sat around... until Rach ask me to go join the singers on stage... there were Melissa (meimei), Emmanuel and Clara... so yup, i went to join them on stage...
BUT! i don't know how to like sing... like harmonised and all... but Rach says that aiken and vanessa will help us along the way... so yup... we started... then aiken was really nice and he helped me along... at first i really don't know how to harmonise and etc... but then suddenly i just started singing... and aiken said that i was actually harmonising along... and i got a shock... hahah... it was just awesome... then gabsy also came to help me by singing into my ears so that i kinda get the tune and stuff and make sure i know how to sing properly... then Rach came and help also...
it was really fun... really fun... i guess that's when you mix passion for music and passion for God together... it's like a ultimate combo!!! heehee... after music, we went to sempang for supper... i was so hungry that i ate a BOMB and Nasi Bryani... muahaha... so sinful... hahha... oh well... hahah...
oh my... it's already 2:47am... hahah... i'm gonna go to bed soon... love ya all
SHOUTOUTS
Isaac: hey gorgeous, thanks ... even random testimonials on friendster
Aiken: you're just one gifted child... rock on
Gaius: you're amazing...
Melissa (meimei): my cute and ever so funny meimei
Emmanuel: show me da face! there you go, PAP... hahah
Dawnie: just wanna do something random.. love ya :)
Rach: i don't think you will read this but just wanna say a big thank you for everything...
Michelle Guna: smiley face:)
Coral and Mishuelle: love you girls a lot... *huggies*
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: letting God take the wheels...
i love music prac today.......... whee~~~ it's like the best moment of my entire week... cause my week have been all about school and assignments etc but today is just so mind blowing... heehee... it's my first music prac so i got to see how things are run and stuff... then because the YMs are having their prac so i just sat around... until Rach ask me to go join the singers on stage... there were Melissa (meimei), Emmanuel and Clara... so yup, i went to join them on stage...
BUT! i don't know how to like sing... like harmonised and all... but Rach says that aiken and vanessa will help us along the way... so yup... we started... then aiken was really nice and he helped me along... at first i really don't know how to harmonise and etc... but then suddenly i just started singing... and aiken said that i was actually harmonising along... and i got a shock... hahah... it was just awesome... then gabsy also came to help me by singing into my ears so that i kinda get the tune and stuff and make sure i know how to sing properly... then Rach came and help also...
it was really fun... really fun... i guess that's when you mix passion for music and passion for God together... it's like a ultimate combo!!! heehee... after music, we went to sempang for supper... i was so hungry that i ate a BOMB and Nasi Bryani... muahaha... so sinful... hahha... oh well... hahah...
oh my... it's already 2:47am... hahah... i'm gonna go to bed soon... love ya all
SHOUTOUTS
Isaac: hey gorgeous, thanks ... even random testimonials on friendster
Aiken: you're just one gifted child... rock on
Gaius: you're amazing...
Melissa (meimei): my cute and ever so funny meimei
Emmanuel: show me da face! there you go, PAP... hahah
Dawnie: just wanna do something random.. love ya :)
Rach: i don't think you will read this but just wanna say a big thank you for everything...
Michelle Guna: smiley face:)
Coral and Mishuelle: love you girls a lot... *huggies*
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: letting God take the wheels...
XOXO
Thursday, November 09, 2006
PRINCESS MADDY IS KAWAII!!!
haha... i felt so retarded today... like tie my hair to the side and put a pink hairclip on my head... and like act super cute (what act? i'm cute) hahah... here i go again... hahah... maddy is the cute princess... heehee... *shows victory sign*
today is a MEGA and i mean MEGA tiring day...... had school from 9am-7pm... then after school, i rush down to Tampines to see if Challenger sells i-pod plug charger... cause Joel Chew got an i-pod as his birthday present but his computer got some problem so he can't charge his i-pod... so being the nice and sweet maddy, i wanted to buy him one... so yup, i rush down and they told me that there's no more stock... then they ask me to go Simei East Point... so i took the MRT to simei... and walk as fast as i ever could, and then....... NO MORE STOCK! wah lau................
so i walked out of the store feeling so so sad lah... wah lau... so i took bus 38 to tanah merah then change to bus 12 and go to church... went to church to dance... today's dance is rather slack... more like fellowship... haha... then we left at about 10pm... what a long day................
it's gonna be friday..... wheee~ i can't wait... oh, got Marketing group meeting at 10am tomorrow... then got F&B tutorial and lecture... end school at 4pm... then after that go down to church and finish my work... my comm skills presentation and assignment... then go for music prac at 7pm :)
busy busy busy... then saturday, i have to finish watching Billy Elliot (the show for my sociology project).... then after that continue to work on my assignment... then go for service etc... then sunday got C.E, then service, then Gift Of Love then Dance.... busy busy busy.....
alright gotta go now... have to do my work before i sleep... love ya peeps... below is some pictures that i took today... hahah
~princess maddy is that sweet girl who wants just want to have fun~
p.s: please don't ever let me cry
smack us on the wall... how stress can we get? (me, monica,grace)
My bestie friends... grace, me and monica
haha... i felt so retarded today... like tie my hair to the side and put a pink hairclip on my head... and like act super cute (what act? i'm cute) hahah... here i go again... hahah... maddy is the cute princess... heehee... *shows victory sign*
today is a MEGA and i mean MEGA tiring day...... had school from 9am-7pm... then after school, i rush down to Tampines to see if Challenger sells i-pod plug charger... cause Joel Chew got an i-pod as his birthday present but his computer got some problem so he can't charge his i-pod... so being the nice and sweet maddy, i wanted to buy him one... so yup, i rush down and they told me that there's no more stock... then they ask me to go Simei East Point... so i took the MRT to simei... and walk as fast as i ever could, and then....... NO MORE STOCK! wah lau................
so i walked out of the store feeling so so sad lah... wah lau... so i took bus 38 to tanah merah then change to bus 12 and go to church... went to church to dance... today's dance is rather slack... more like fellowship... haha... then we left at about 10pm... what a long day................
it's gonna be friday..... wheee~ i can't wait... oh, got Marketing group meeting at 10am tomorrow... then got F&B tutorial and lecture... end school at 4pm... then after that go down to church and finish my work... my comm skills presentation and assignment... then go for music prac at 7pm :)
busy busy busy... then saturday, i have to finish watching Billy Elliot (the show for my sociology project).... then after that continue to work on my assignment... then go for service etc... then sunday got C.E, then service, then Gift Of Love then Dance.... busy busy busy.....
alright gotta go now... have to do my work before i sleep... love ya peeps... below is some pictures that i took today... hahah
~princess maddy is that sweet girl who wants just want to have fun~
p.s: please don't ever let me cry
smack us on the wall... how stress can we get? (me, monica,grace)
My bestie friends... grace, me and monica
Gracie dear and me
Me and mon mon... heehee...
XOXO
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I LOVE PROJECT RUNWAY!!!
hahah... the whole tension and bitchyy-ness... hahha... funny... but some of the designs are really nice so yup... good good... it just make me want to change my course to apparel design... many of you knows that i love drawing, designing clothes and all... but because my parents thinks that designers don't have a good future, i must look for a course with "future"... so yup, no design courses for me... how i wish my family is more liberal.... sigh....
today is a tiring day... hahha... still got lots of work to do... still have my COMM SKILLS presentation to do and Resume and Cover letter to do... all by tuesday... usually my weekends are packed, so i need to try to finish EVERYTHING by saturday... rush rush... it's like already wednesday and thursday tomorrow...
tomorrow is gonna be a long long day.... 9am to 7pm... wwwwwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh........... (maddy screaming her lungs out)............... so sick of school.... Mr Ong Yi Jie Isaac will agree with me 100%.... like we both can't wait for our poly holiday to come... it's actually kinda fast... to think, school reopen for about 1 month now... fast huh? but then........ HOLIDAY!!! and i'm really looking forward to the awesome awesome YA Camp...
i can't wait for my first music practise too... this friday... after tomorrow, it will be ok... hahah... thursday is the killer... but i love fridays... hahha... and of course WEEKENDS! wooohoooo....
maddy have to plan her time well... so i'm gonna do up my time plan thingy to help me stay on track... but i think i will be able to finish my work by saturday... as long as i stay focus and stay in line with my time plan, i think i can finish... yup yup... i can do it... heehee... motivation
gotta stop here for now... will blog again tomorrow... hahah... if i still have the energy after school... hahah... snore away~~~
~princess maddy love to draw & design~
p.s: i'm really over you... all the memories will be buried deep inside my heart... no one will ever know...
hahah... the whole tension and bitchyy-ness... hahha... funny... but some of the designs are really nice so yup... good good... it just make me want to change my course to apparel design... many of you knows that i love drawing, designing clothes and all... but because my parents thinks that designers don't have a good future, i must look for a course with "future"... so yup, no design courses for me... how i wish my family is more liberal.... sigh....
today is a tiring day... hahha... still got lots of work to do... still have my COMM SKILLS presentation to do and Resume and Cover letter to do... all by tuesday... usually my weekends are packed, so i need to try to finish EVERYTHING by saturday... rush rush... it's like already wednesday and thursday tomorrow...
tomorrow is gonna be a long long day.... 9am to 7pm... wwwwwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh........... (maddy screaming her lungs out)............... so sick of school.... Mr Ong Yi Jie Isaac will agree with me 100%.... like we both can't wait for our poly holiday to come... it's actually kinda fast... to think, school reopen for about 1 month now... fast huh? but then........ HOLIDAY!!! and i'm really looking forward to the awesome awesome YA Camp...
i can't wait for my first music practise too... this friday... after tomorrow, it will be ok... hahah... thursday is the killer... but i love fridays... hahha... and of course WEEKENDS! wooohoooo....
maddy have to plan her time well... so i'm gonna do up my time plan thingy to help me stay on track... but i think i will be able to finish my work by saturday... as long as i stay focus and stay in line with my time plan, i think i can finish... yup yup... i can do it... heehee... motivation
gotta stop here for now... will blog again tomorrow... hahah... if i still have the energy after school... hahah... snore away~~~
~princess maddy love to draw & design~
p.s: i'm really over you... all the memories will be buried deep inside my heart... no one will ever know...
XOXO
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
loads to blog about but i'm like super tired...
first, on monday was Nicole and Joel Chew's birthday... so i went to Sunhaven to celebrate Joel's birthday with the rest of the peeps... had like so so so much fun lah... all the crazy things that we do and the topic that we talk about... goodness... pooor charmaine have to go through all the NC16 or even M18 stufff.... muahaha... but it was so much fun...
left Sunhaven at about 2AM! hahah... then we (vanessa,coral,mishuelle and me) walk from there till after Expo... for those who don't know where's Sunhaven, it's never Changi Court or SIA Training Centre... from Expo going towards Changi direction... we walk for almost 1 hour then we took a cab near Expo area ... hahah... it's seriously tiring... so by the time i reach home, it's about 3 plus... then i took a bathe and all and i think i fell asleep by 4AM...
woke up at 8:30am... felt so sleepy... muahah... then went to school... oh, one of my friend from my class, Sheena... she switch course from HTM to Applied Science School... cause she's one of the closest person whom i hang out with in class... she's always there to gossip about so and so... hahah... super fun but then... she's gone... so my "clique" only have me, monica and grace... pretty cool... we're like the same project group for EVERY CLASS SUBJECT... hahah
oh, the Talent Quest results is out... i'm not inside... hahah... actually i'm kinda ok with it... hahah... but then i talked to Rach about me joining Music Team already... i'm gonna start going for practise every friday... heehee... i'm like kinda excited... heehee...
got dance just now, that's why i'm feeling so drained now.... danced from about 5 plus 6 to 10 plus... then sat around and bum around till 11... hahah... now it's 1AM... i think i better go sleep soon... got school tomorrow... heehee...
~princess madeline sings her love song to God~
p.s: every second chance starts with a first step........... step up
first, on monday was Nicole and Joel Chew's birthday... so i went to Sunhaven to celebrate Joel's birthday with the rest of the peeps... had like so so so much fun lah... all the crazy things that we do and the topic that we talk about... goodness... pooor charmaine have to go through all the NC16 or even M18 stufff.... muahaha... but it was so much fun...
left Sunhaven at about 2AM! hahah... then we (vanessa,coral,mishuelle and me) walk from there till after Expo... for those who don't know where's Sunhaven, it's never Changi Court or SIA Training Centre... from Expo going towards Changi direction... we walk for almost 1 hour then we took a cab near Expo area ... hahah... it's seriously tiring... so by the time i reach home, it's about 3 plus... then i took a bathe and all and i think i fell asleep by 4AM...
woke up at 8:30am... felt so sleepy... muahah... then went to school... oh, one of my friend from my class, Sheena... she switch course from HTM to Applied Science School... cause she's one of the closest person whom i hang out with in class... she's always there to gossip about so and so... hahah... super fun but then... she's gone... so my "clique" only have me, monica and grace... pretty cool... we're like the same project group for EVERY CLASS SUBJECT... hahah
oh, the Talent Quest results is out... i'm not inside... hahah... actually i'm kinda ok with it... hahah... but then i talked to Rach about me joining Music Team already... i'm gonna start going for practise every friday... heehee... i'm like kinda excited... heehee...
got dance just now, that's why i'm feeling so drained now.... danced from about 5 plus 6 to 10 plus... then sat around and bum around till 11... hahah... now it's 1AM... i think i better go sleep soon... got school tomorrow... heehee...
~princess madeline sings her love song to God~
p.s: every second chance starts with a first step........... step up
XOXO
Sunday, November 05, 2006
my back hurts like mad!!!
argh... it's been aching for like long... hahah... a few days... even when i sit or stand or dance... hahaha... only when i rest on the sofa... or cushions... haha... it became worst after dancing aqnd krumping and wacking... hahah... today during dance, we learn new routine that Melissa just choreograph... it's good... we only learn like half of the dance because most of the time at studio, we practise wacking... haha...
i ate lunch with melissa and danellia today... cause livia decided to eat in so i went out to eat with my 2 meimei-s... heehee... love them so so much lah... hahaha.. it's been like forever since we last ate together... haha... guess where did we eat our lunch? KFC!!! hahah... i miss KFC... my cell don't really like fast food, so we always eat Beer... sometimes, i'm kinda sick of cooked food... hahaha... need those KFC and Macs... ahahh...
i'm so sleepy... hahah... oh oh, i wanted to post somemore pictures of my Korean cuties... but because they are so cute, i decided not to share it with you all.... especially Vaness!!! hahah... but here's some shoutouts before i go to bed... sweet dreams
SHOUTOUTS
VANESS: you crazy woman... nonsense watermelon... you're just jealous that i have so many cute Korean boyfriends... muahaha
CORAL, MISHUELLE,JOEL OOI,DAWN,JARROLD & THE OTHER O LEVEL PEOPLE: hey O level peeps!!! just wanna say JIA YOU!!! you can do it... you guys are AWESOME and i believe that God will reward all your hard work with your heart desires... have faith and believe yup... i will be praying for you all...
THOSE A LEVEL PEOPLE: hey you guys... just be cool ya? don't panic... just do your best and God will do the rest... have enough rest and don't mug too much k... excessive mugging is unhealthy... love you all...
DANCERS: well done sweeets... you guys are just so amazing... jia you, jia you... hahah...
TO THE REST OF THE WORLD: i love you all... every single one of you
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me...
what would you do ???
argh... it's been aching for like long... hahah... a few days... even when i sit or stand or dance... hahaha... only when i rest on the sofa... or cushions... haha... it became worst after dancing aqnd krumping and wacking... hahah... today during dance, we learn new routine that Melissa just choreograph... it's good... we only learn like half of the dance because most of the time at studio, we practise wacking... haha...
i ate lunch with melissa and danellia today... cause livia decided to eat in so i went out to eat with my 2 meimei-s... heehee... love them so so much lah... hahaha.. it's been like forever since we last ate together... haha... guess where did we eat our lunch? KFC!!! hahah... i miss KFC... my cell don't really like fast food, so we always eat Beer... sometimes, i'm kinda sick of cooked food... hahaha... need those KFC and Macs... ahahh...
i'm so sleepy... hahah... oh oh, i wanted to post somemore pictures of my Korean cuties... but because they are so cute, i decided not to share it with you all.... especially Vaness!!! hahah... but here's some shoutouts before i go to bed... sweet dreams
SHOUTOUTS
VANESS: you crazy woman... nonsense watermelon... you're just jealous that i have so many cute Korean boyfriends... muahaha
CORAL, MISHUELLE,JOEL OOI,DAWN,JARROLD & THE OTHER O LEVEL PEOPLE: hey O level peeps!!! just wanna say JIA YOU!!! you can do it... you guys are AWESOME and i believe that God will reward all your hard work with your heart desires... have faith and believe yup... i will be praying for you all...
THOSE A LEVEL PEOPLE: hey you guys... just be cool ya? don't panic... just do your best and God will do the rest... have enough rest and don't mug too much k... excessive mugging is unhealthy... love you all...
DANCERS: well done sweeets... you guys are just so amazing... jia you, jia you... hahah...
TO THE REST OF THE WORLD: i love you all... every single one of you
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me...
what would you do ???
XOXO
Saturday, November 04, 2006
hi guys!!!
today's service was really good... (i give it a million BITES)... heehee... i love saturdays... i've kinda made up my mind to join the worship team but before that i have to talk to Rach... so yup :)
i shared for Pre-service prayer today and i pray that somehow the message will impact those who are there... the message was " don't forget the source of blessings"... like many times we always forget to thank God for the countless times of God coming to save us and rescue us... so we must learn to be thankful people... and God also impressed upon my heart this sentence... here it goes: "when trials and troubles come, triumph will follow after..." hope it somehow will encourage you :)
feeling random but i love doodling... i love to doodle... heehee... love drawing... but didn't take design... haha... so wasted... hahah... hmmm... feeling random again... hahah... i love cute guys... heehee... i will post some pictures of them... wheee~
~princess maddy loves cute korean boys~
p.s: sweep me off my feet...
today's service was really good... (i give it a million BITES)... heehee... i love saturdays... i've kinda made up my mind to join the worship team but before that i have to talk to Rach... so yup :)
i shared for Pre-service prayer today and i pray that somehow the message will impact those who are there... the message was " don't forget the source of blessings"... like many times we always forget to thank God for the countless times of God coming to save us and rescue us... so we must learn to be thankful people... and God also impressed upon my heart this sentence... here it goes: "when trials and troubles come, triumph will follow after..." hope it somehow will encourage you :)
feeling random but i love doodling... i love to doodle... heehee... love drawing... but didn't take design... haha... so wasted... hahah... hmmm... feeling random again... hahah... i love cute guys... heehee... i will post some pictures of them... wheee~
~princess maddy loves cute korean boys~
p.s: sweep me off my feet...
My first choice: Rain
My second love: Kim Jung Hoon
My third love: Joo Ji Hoon
the 4th: Kwon Sang Woo
XOXO
Friday, November 03, 2006
OVER THE MOUNTAINS AND THE SEAS...
YOUR RIVER RUNS WITH LOVE FOR ME...
today is rather tiring... don't know why but it's just very sleepy and all... went to school as usual, then went to church to do my comm skills assignment... then i realised that my laptop now don't have Microsoft Office... so i can't do my Powerpoint slides... boohoohoo...
went for pentacost friday prayer... it was good... *thumbs up* hahah... after that Hosea and Rayvin and Joel Chew and Nelson decided to go watch "Step Up", a dance movie... i wanted to go with them.... but somehow they kinda decided to be exclusive... so whatever lor... i will go another day... like as if i want to tag along and hang out with them all the time... i just wanted to watch the movie cause i'm like so interested in dance and stuff... and since they are going, so i go also lor... but then.......
*narrator says* "welcome to the we are exclusive club!"
well, i can be exclusive too... but i'm not as childish as them and choose to be exclusive... do whatever you want! it doesn't bother me now...
so i went to Sempang with Shenna, Charmaine, Dawn, Colin, Jarrold, Joash and Bel... hahah... i finally can fulfill my craving for Nasi Bryani with loads and loads of sambal chilli... hahah... yummy... heehee...
it's 12:28am... and i'm still awake... ahha... doesn't sound shocking but whatever... haha... my idiotic brother Matthew decided to persecute me just now... with all the sacastic questions... so whatever...
~princess maddy love to be alone with God~
p.s: no matter what comes my way, i will fight it with my bare hands
YOUR RIVER RUNS WITH LOVE FOR ME...
today is rather tiring... don't know why but it's just very sleepy and all... went to school as usual, then went to church to do my comm skills assignment... then i realised that my laptop now don't have Microsoft Office... so i can't do my Powerpoint slides... boohoohoo...
went for pentacost friday prayer... it was good... *thumbs up* hahah... after that Hosea and Rayvin and Joel Chew and Nelson decided to go watch "Step Up", a dance movie... i wanted to go with them.... but somehow they kinda decided to be exclusive... so whatever lor... i will go another day... like as if i want to tag along and hang out with them all the time... i just wanted to watch the movie cause i'm like so interested in dance and stuff... and since they are going, so i go also lor... but then.......
*narrator says* "welcome to the we are exclusive club!"
well, i can be exclusive too... but i'm not as childish as them and choose to be exclusive... do whatever you want! it doesn't bother me now...
so i went to Sempang with Shenna, Charmaine, Dawn, Colin, Jarrold, Joash and Bel... hahah... i finally can fulfill my craving for Nasi Bryani with loads and loads of sambal chilli... hahah... yummy... heehee...
it's 12:28am... and i'm still awake... ahha... doesn't sound shocking but whatever... haha... my idiotic brother Matthew decided to persecute me just now... with all the sacastic questions... so whatever...
~princess maddy love to be alone with God~
p.s: no matter what comes my way, i will fight it with my bare hands
XOXO
I'M TALENTED!
hahah... that's what is written at the back of the TP Talent Quest shirt... hahah... i think it's pretty fun... hahah... like telling everyone that you are talented and all... hahah... oh well, maybe some of you thinks that i'm crazy now... hahah...
oh, my lappy crashed last night... thought that it was the end of my life... hahah... so drama... but then my daddy send it to ACER and the person teach my daddy how to re-configure the stuffs... so yup... all my old info are now GONE!!! boohoo... thanks to my C drive... arghhhh.... hahah
today is like super tiring.... rush rush rush.... but ok lah... still can cope... like what i always say to Pastor Mark, "still surviving..." hahah... then Pastor Mark will always say "can you be more than surviving?" .... hahah... i try, i try... got loads of things to do... work, projects etc etc... new friends, old friends, not too good friends, good friends... hahaha...
after lectures and all, i went for TP Talent Quest! hahah... i'm like no. 28! muahahha... i finish my audition at 9pm... so yup... it was ok i think... hahah... except the first verse... i think i screw it up a bit... hahaha... sound wierd... ahhah... i hope that i can get into the finals... heeheee...
by the time i got home and take my dinner, it's already 10pm.... hahah... super tired lah... so yup i will sleep early tonight!
~princess maddy is talented~
p.s: take the lead and sweep me off my feet
hahah... that's what is written at the back of the TP Talent Quest shirt... hahah... i think it's pretty fun... hahah... like telling everyone that you are talented and all... hahah... oh well, maybe some of you thinks that i'm crazy now... hahah...
oh, my lappy crashed last night... thought that it was the end of my life... hahah... so drama... but then my daddy send it to ACER and the person teach my daddy how to re-configure the stuffs... so yup... all my old info are now GONE!!! boohoo... thanks to my C drive... arghhhh.... hahah
today is like super tiring.... rush rush rush.... but ok lah... still can cope... like what i always say to Pastor Mark, "still surviving..." hahah... then Pastor Mark will always say "can you be more than surviving?" .... hahah... i try, i try... got loads of things to do... work, projects etc etc... new friends, old friends, not too good friends, good friends... hahaha...
after lectures and all, i went for TP Talent Quest! hahah... i'm like no. 28! muahahha... i finish my audition at 9pm... so yup... it was ok i think... hahah... except the first verse... i think i screw it up a bit... hahaha... sound wierd... ahhah... i hope that i can get into the finals... heeheee...
by the time i got home and take my dinner, it's already 10pm.... hahah... super tired lah... so yup i will sleep early tonight!
~princess maddy is talented~
p.s: take the lead and sweep me off my feet
XOXO
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hello *wave wave*
hahah.... i didn't know that the posts that i post a few days ago actually appeared... lol... hahah... anyways..... whatever lah... that's the past now...
yesterday, i was too too tired to blog or even go online... cause after school, i went down to church to meet Coral and the rest to go visit Shenna's granddad... we went to beer garden to eat before going... by the time we reach the hospital, it was already about 9pm... and apparently the visiting hour is suppose to be over but the security guard allowed us to go in... so yup, we went in... he's much much better and i believe it's really through supernatural intercession... cause the day before which means on monday afternoon, he was unconsicious and shenna's family rush him down to the hospital... and the doctor told them that he only have a few hours to live... so there was a mega sms and calling thing going around CFC to pray for shenna's granddad and yup, by God's grace he's now better... when we go down yesterday, he was awake and he smiled... Praise God! he look so peaceful and all... so yup, it's really GOOD!
somehow seeing Shenna's granddad in the hospital bed, it reminds me of my own granddad... he passed away when i was K2... because of TB and Lung Cancer i think... he was in TTSH... the old TTSH is really OLD! hahah... and the ward that my granddad is in, it's a ward for people who are dying... and yea... the sad part is that he don't know who is Jesus... i don't know if my aunty ever shared with him who Jesus is... so i don't know if he's in Heaven or hell... it's rather heartbreaking cause at least Shenna's granddad still have time to listen to the gospel and accept Jesus... but my granddad? it's over... and yea...
today! my daddy bought me Rain's new cd... called "Rain's World"... i love Rain lah... sarang heyo! heehee... and i signed up for TP Talent Quest! hahahha... thsi time round, i have sing with music... so i got the song from my friend... have to practise like mad... hahah... oh, the audition is TOMORROW!!! hahaha... i'm like dying .... i wonder did i make the right choice... hahah
somehow, i think maybe God give my a "good" voice so that i can sing praise to Him... so i'm not sure if i should join the Music team... it will require a lot of commitment and time... so..... i don't know... maddy is confused... and i don't think my voice is as good as Michelle Guna or Vanessa or Rach... my voice is just..................... hahahah
during my break today, i went to the library to read some books... on dance of course... hahah... i read on basic ballet... and like Waltz, Tango, Salsa, Samba, Foxtrot, Swing and Rumba... hahah... pretty cool but i'm confused with the steps... hahha... so i think i can't read and learn... ahha... i think i'm a more visual person... hahah... like moving and image kind... hahah
on my way home, i saw my MI friend, Daryl on bus 69! hahah... pretty cool cause it's been such a long time since i last saw him... hahha... then i saw this super good-looking guy... he got the Taiwan Idol kinda guy... like you can imagine him acting in the Taiwan idol dramas... nice features and he's tall... quite tanned and nice body... hahah... he took bus 229, same bus..... heehee... and he stay near my cousin at Chai Chee area... heehee...
i'll stop here for today... i will blog about my audition tomorrow night, so stay tuned for more... heehee
~princess maddy wants to be a superstar~
p.s: i will always be right by your side...
hahah.... i didn't know that the posts that i post a few days ago actually appeared... lol... hahah... anyways..... whatever lah... that's the past now...
yesterday, i was too too tired to blog or even go online... cause after school, i went down to church to meet Coral and the rest to go visit Shenna's granddad... we went to beer garden to eat before going... by the time we reach the hospital, it was already about 9pm... and apparently the visiting hour is suppose to be over but the security guard allowed us to go in... so yup, we went in... he's much much better and i believe it's really through supernatural intercession... cause the day before which means on monday afternoon, he was unconsicious and shenna's family rush him down to the hospital... and the doctor told them that he only have a few hours to live... so there was a mega sms and calling thing going around CFC to pray for shenna's granddad and yup, by God's grace he's now better... when we go down yesterday, he was awake and he smiled... Praise God! he look so peaceful and all... so yup, it's really GOOD!
somehow seeing Shenna's granddad in the hospital bed, it reminds me of my own granddad... he passed away when i was K2... because of TB and Lung Cancer i think... he was in TTSH... the old TTSH is really OLD! hahah... and the ward that my granddad is in, it's a ward for people who are dying... and yea... the sad part is that he don't know who is Jesus... i don't know if my aunty ever shared with him who Jesus is... so i don't know if he's in Heaven or hell... it's rather heartbreaking cause at least Shenna's granddad still have time to listen to the gospel and accept Jesus... but my granddad? it's over... and yea...
today! my daddy bought me Rain's new cd... called "Rain's World"... i love Rain lah... sarang heyo! heehee... and i signed up for TP Talent Quest! hahahha... thsi time round, i have sing with music... so i got the song from my friend... have to practise like mad... hahah... oh, the audition is TOMORROW!!! hahaha... i'm like dying .... i wonder did i make the right choice... hahah
somehow, i think maybe God give my a "good" voice so that i can sing praise to Him... so i'm not sure if i should join the Music team... it will require a lot of commitment and time... so..... i don't know... maddy is confused... and i don't think my voice is as good as Michelle Guna or Vanessa or Rach... my voice is just..................... hahahah
during my break today, i went to the library to read some books... on dance of course... hahah... i read on basic ballet... and like Waltz, Tango, Salsa, Samba, Foxtrot, Swing and Rumba... hahah... pretty cool but i'm confused with the steps... hahha... so i think i can't read and learn... ahha... i think i'm a more visual person... hahah... like moving and image kind... hahah
on my way home, i saw my MI friend, Daryl on bus 69! hahah... pretty cool cause it's been such a long time since i last saw him... hahha... then i saw this super good-looking guy... he got the Taiwan Idol kinda guy... like you can imagine him acting in the Taiwan idol dramas... nice features and he's tall... quite tanned and nice body... hahah... he took bus 229, same bus..... heehee... and he stay near my cousin at Chai Chee area... heehee...
i'll stop here for today... i will blog about my audition tomorrow night, so stay tuned for more... heehee
~princess maddy wants to be a superstar~
p.s: i will always be right by your side...
XOXO