Saturday, June 30, 2007
WEEKENDS !!!
i'm like super sleepy cause i slept at 3 plus last night... was up doingmy project and studying for my test... wanted to wake up at 6 plus to study again but i overslept... end up i woke up at 8 plus and have to take a cab down to school instead...
after the test, i went down to church... met Jarrold on the bus... then went to do L.A Unit stuff with Colin and Junwei... we went nuts doing our lil' L.A Unit corner... goodness, the youthroom is always so so messy... hahahah...
did my cell group thingy... was quite fun to just hangout with the girls...
then went for prayer... then service... it's awesome awesome... Samuel did an awesome job with worship leading =)
ate Bento box rice... not the yummiest but it's the friends... or more like it's Bel who make the bento yummy =)
after eating, we walk to the busstop... but Mr Y C Huang is somewhere in the office, we missed the bus... so we waited for quite a while and finally we see a bus 12 approaching... but it was full, so it just drove pass us... our faces turned -_-'''
then we waited and waited... laugh and joke at the busstop... just side track a lil'... Mr Huang killed some snails....
poor snails =(
anyways, tmr is sunday... and i checked with Hosea... dance have officially become free & easy... i hope that we'll go out tmr... sigh... sunday is now very very precious to me... like super precious... so i must enjoy as much as possible before a whole lot of work begins on monday...
anyways, i think like i'm a bombo right but... i don't know what to wear tmr... so stressful... ahahah... my clothes are so limited... ahhaha
alrighty, gonna sleep soon... nights people =)
<3
i'm like super sleepy cause i slept at 3 plus last night... was up doingmy project and studying for my test... wanted to wake up at 6 plus to study again but i overslept... end up i woke up at 8 plus and have to take a cab down to school instead...
after the test, i went down to church... met Jarrold on the bus... then went to do L.A Unit stuff with Colin and Junwei... we went nuts doing our lil' L.A Unit corner... goodness, the youthroom is always so so messy... hahahah...
did my cell group thingy... was quite fun to just hangout with the girls...
then went for prayer... then service... it's awesome awesome... Samuel did an awesome job with worship leading =)
ate Bento box rice... not the yummiest but it's the friends... or more like it's Bel who make the bento yummy =)
after eating, we walk to the busstop... but Mr Y C Huang is somewhere in the office, we missed the bus... so we waited for quite a while and finally we see a bus 12 approaching... but it was full, so it just drove pass us... our faces turned -_-'''
then we waited and waited... laugh and joke at the busstop... just side track a lil'... Mr Huang killed some snails....
poor snails =(
anyways, tmr is sunday... and i checked with Hosea... dance have officially become free & easy... i hope that we'll go out tmr... sigh... sunday is now very very precious to me... like super precious... so i must enjoy as much as possible before a whole lot of work begins on monday...
anyways, i think like i'm a bombo right but... i don't know what to wear tmr... so stressful... ahahah... my clothes are so limited... ahhaha
alrighty, gonna sleep soon... nights people =)
<3
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XOXO
praise God
i finally finish my BESE and SSM project parts... i just pray that the report that i do is ok... so i don't need to redo it during the weekends... sigh
i really need a break during the weekend...
anyways, the joy of the Lord is my strength...
monday will be a ok day i guess... then in the evening i will have to go for Victor and Esther's wedding Praise and Worship practise... hahaha... die lah... have to start practising already =)
now i need to study for TTO... it's already 1:34am....... i wanna sleep...............
gambatte maddy san....
i finally finish my BESE and SSM project parts... i just pray that the report that i do is ok... so i don't need to redo it during the weekends... sigh
i really need a break during the weekend...
anyways, the joy of the Lord is my strength...
monday will be a ok day i guess... then in the evening i will have to go for Victor and Esther's wedding Praise and Worship practise... hahaha... die lah... have to start practising already =)
now i need to study for TTO... it's already 1:34am....... i wanna sleep...............
gambatte maddy san....
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XOXO
Friday, June 29, 2007
sick
remember i said i wanted to sleep early cause i got headache... well, i didn't manage to sleep the whole night... had a majorly bad diarrhea... for the whole night till the next morning 7am, i ran from my room to toilet for more than 10 times... almost fainted and all...
it's so terrible...
after running in and out of toilet and feeling weak, i drag myself to school... put on like thick make up just to cover up my pale face... ahhaha... try to smile and cover up my pain....
that's what my teacher call professionalism... you have to be on your best form...
i love my BESE tutor lah... he's super funny, always tell us jokes and his past experiences... and he's awesome... he kinda inspire me to be the best lah... because the whole world is so indifferent, we HTM students should be different...
well, not trying to be mean or what... but most of the HTM students sucks big time... they a bunch of irritating, vulgar, unculture, lazy people.... they shouldn't even be in HTM... tsk...
so i wanna be better than them... even basic thing like attire, i wanna shine brighter than them...
anyways, after class i went to church... met Char and Ben L, Lucas and Mish at Tampines... we all took bus 10...
music prac was a lil' chaotic... but it's still good...
i still got quite a bit to study for my TTO test... sigh... then got BESE and SSM project to complete....
*faint*
p.s:
i'm ok now... i choose to not let things bother me... like Nehemiah to focus on what's right and what's more important now... leaving behind the schemes of the evil one and focus on the plans of God...
i will do my best... i will go all out... in every single aspect of my life, i will have a spirit of excellence... i will never throw in my white towel... i will run the race and fight the good fight...
remember i said i wanted to sleep early cause i got headache... well, i didn't manage to sleep the whole night... had a majorly bad diarrhea... for the whole night till the next morning 7am, i ran from my room to toilet for more than 10 times... almost fainted and all...
it's so terrible...
after running in and out of toilet and feeling weak, i drag myself to school... put on like thick make up just to cover up my pale face... ahhaha... try to smile and cover up my pain....
that's what my teacher call professionalism... you have to be on your best form...
i love my BESE tutor lah... he's super funny, always tell us jokes and his past experiences... and he's awesome... he kinda inspire me to be the best lah... because the whole world is so indifferent, we HTM students should be different...
well, not trying to be mean or what... but most of the HTM students sucks big time... they a bunch of irritating, vulgar, unculture, lazy people.... they shouldn't even be in HTM... tsk...
so i wanna be better than them... even basic thing like attire, i wanna shine brighter than them...
anyways, after class i went to church... met Char and Ben L, Lucas and Mish at Tampines... we all took bus 10...
music prac was a lil' chaotic... but it's still good...
i still got quite a bit to study for my TTO test... sigh... then got BESE and SSM project to complete....
*faint*
p.s:
i'm ok now... i choose to not let things bother me... like Nehemiah to focus on what's right and what's more important now... leaving behind the schemes of the evil one and focus on the plans of God...
i will do my best... i will go all out... in every single aspect of my life, i will have a spirit of excellence... i will never throw in my white towel... i will run the race and fight the good fight...
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XOXO
Thursday, June 28, 2007
sick + stress = mental breakdown
japan lesson is ok.... learn quite a bit of things... new words, new expressions... slowly but surely getting better and better... my next new project for jap is to come up with a skit in japanese for at least 6 mins...
my tutor told us that she likes love stories and sad stories... so.... i will write about a tragic love story.... muahahha... main purpose is to get the best marks possible... muahhahaha
i already got the storyline out... i will start writing soon... muahhaha... thanks to the millions of korean drama that i watch... ahhaha
my headache is killing me.... argh... stress from school, from home, from ministry........................
*faint*
alright, i'm gonna go to bed already... nights
i totally love earrings and necklaces...
japan lesson is ok.... learn quite a bit of things... new words, new expressions... slowly but surely getting better and better... my next new project for jap is to come up with a skit in japanese for at least 6 mins...
my tutor told us that she likes love stories and sad stories... so.... i will write about a tragic love story.... muahahha... main purpose is to get the best marks possible... muahhahaha
i already got the storyline out... i will start writing soon... muahhaha... thanks to the millions of korean drama that i watch... ahhaha
my headache is killing me.... argh... stress from school, from home, from ministry........................
*faint*
alright, i'm gonna go to bed already... nights
i totally love earrings and necklaces... Labels: =D
XOXO
i feel so much better emotionally...
school is kinda killing me slowly... i slept at 2am because of my entrepreurship and BESE assignment... i do until i wanna puke...
after completing my assignments, i did a short QT... then KO before i even pray for the things on my prayer list... haha...
woke up at 7:30am after my granny's abuse... pinch me and whack me... felt quite irritated by her style of waking people up... anyways, got headache... went to bathe... daddy left house without me... so i went to school on my own... on the bus i felt so drained...
reach school, the lecture theater is not open... so i stood outside and watch "200 pound beauty" on my ipod... after about 15 mins, the lecturer came... then we had lecture....
accounting is so confusing... i'm like so bad at it and the lecturer can't really teach... anyways, i spot my year 1 classmate playing solitaire during lecture just now... and she's not the only one playing games... ahahahah
anyways, it's gonna be lunch time soon... yippy! then i will have jap lessons and then school end at 6pm...
it's thrusday already... tmr is BESE test, jamming... i won't be going simpang after that cause i got test the next morning... so yup...
i hear the weekends coming =D
p.s: shoutout to CORAL
i love you dear... thank you for always being there to encourage me when i'm down...
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XOXO
FIRST I CRY...
THEN I KINDA CALM DOWN AND SUCK UP THE TEARS
THEN I KINDA CALM DOWN AND SUCK UP THE TEARS
FINALLY I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY...
THEN I CAN BE THE MADDY I USED TO BE... THE ONE WHO SMILES =)
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XOXO
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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sometimes i wish i could be someone else so that you can treat me like how you treat the others...
sometimes i wish that i never liked you...
i wanna run away from all these...
LORD LORD, SAVE ME PLEASE... I CAN'T BREATHE...
MAYBE IT'S THE STRESS...
OR THE HEARTACHE...
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sometimes i wish i could be someone else so that you can treat me like how you treat the others...
sometimes i wish that i never liked you...
i wanna run away from all these...
LORD LORD, SAVE ME PLEASE... I CAN'T BREATHE...
MAYBE IT'S THE STRESS...
OR THE HEARTACHE...
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XOXO
I can sing of Your love forever, Lord
today is a short day in school for me... had Apel lessons... after that is TTO project consultation... it was ok lah...
went home and started doing my entreprenuership assignment... brain dead
then got a call from my dad regarding my brother, Marcus... problematic kid
my brother marcus is so pampered that he shouted at his teacher because his teacher scolded him infront of the class because he did something wrong ... can you imagine how pampered is he? you can't scold him you know?
seriously like prince lor... stupid boy... well, who to blame but my dear parents who decide to spoil their dearest princes... that's why one is rebelious identity crisis boy, one is like a lil' gangster prince...
they are actually smart but super duper lazy... unlike me... i'm the least smart among them... but at least i work hard...
anyways, i was kinda like "sianz" when i heard about some stuff lah....
it's like you be nice and all, people won't even appreciate you but instead thinks that you're irritating lor... i obviously wasted my time, my effort and my money just to sms to show that i actually care and all...
see you like very sad, hoping that an sms will encourage you...
see you so bored, hoping that an sms will put a smile on your face...
fine fine... irritating right? then i shall stop being nice to you then...
asdfghfvgbhjk
hao xin mei hao bao... wo bu guan le...
wo bu yao zhuo hao ren le...
tsk.tsk.tsk
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XOXO
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
SUPER DUPER STRESS
SSM is killer... i didn't get to do my test in the end cause the restaurant is too busy... so it's postponed to next week for me... i heard that Mr Chia is super strict... i hope i get Mr Sim... he's like the best one around... muahhaha
anyways, today my role is cashier at Top Table... super stress... the captain orders are screwed... captains anyhow write, never write clearly... i key in also troublesome... then my "partner" cashier also screwed up... in the end, i need to do more job lah...
today it's a wierd experience with the lecturers... Mr Neo trust me more cause my partner is a goon... like seriously, Mr Neo and the other lecturers never stop scolding him... then Mr Goh is like ok with me today... work work work, stress stress stress... finally the long awaited closing time came... and then Mr Neo came to help me close the cashier and accounts lah...
then we realised that there's a missing $52... i panic like mad.... i was so so stressed up... then Mr Neo kept asking me questions... then i tried to explain things to him... panic panic... then i burst into tears... i cried like non-stop for like 20 - 30 seconds in front of all the Top Table people and Mr Neo and Mr Goh...
i breakdown super easily when i'm stressed... and somemore Mr Neo didn't understand what i'm trying to say... so cry lor... hahahah... it was so so embarressing... ahhahah
in the end, we found out that i did a double billing for a $52 thingy... sigh
after the whole drama, i went to Design canteen with Wen Jun and Jasmine... we talked about primary school days... i seriously miss the freedom... hahaha... after that we went for lecture... the lecture was........ well, i don't know how to explain but it ended in 10 mins...
so i took a bus with Fiona to Tampines... then take 38 to Simei for cell... met my cell, ate KFC, go through Habitudes, eat dessert, went to Pet Safari... i was so sad cause everytime i go, the pet shop ppl are cleaning the cage... cause their gonna close soon... so i didn't get to see the doggies... so sad
tomorrow is a short day... but after that i got to do my assignment and stuff... so it's busy busy day.... alright, i'm gonna stop here for today =)
till the next time
do you LOVE me?
i'm just retarded... muahahha
SSM is killer... i didn't get to do my test in the end cause the restaurant is too busy... so it's postponed to next week for me... i heard that Mr Chia is super strict... i hope i get Mr Sim... he's like the best one around... muahhaha
anyways, today my role is cashier at Top Table... super stress... the captain orders are screwed... captains anyhow write, never write clearly... i key in also troublesome... then my "partner" cashier also screwed up... in the end, i need to do more job lah...
today it's a wierd experience with the lecturers... Mr Neo trust me more cause my partner is a goon... like seriously, Mr Neo and the other lecturers never stop scolding him... then Mr Goh is like ok with me today... work work work, stress stress stress... finally the long awaited closing time came... and then Mr Neo came to help me close the cashier and accounts lah...
then we realised that there's a missing $52... i panic like mad.... i was so so stressed up... then Mr Neo kept asking me questions... then i tried to explain things to him... panic panic... then i burst into tears... i cried like non-stop for like 20 - 30 seconds in front of all the Top Table people and Mr Neo and Mr Goh...
i breakdown super easily when i'm stressed... and somemore Mr Neo didn't understand what i'm trying to say... so cry lor... hahahah... it was so so embarressing... ahhahah
in the end, we found out that i did a double billing for a $52 thingy... sigh
after the whole drama, i went to Design canteen with Wen Jun and Jasmine... we talked about primary school days... i seriously miss the freedom... hahaha... after that we went for lecture... the lecture was........ well, i don't know how to explain but it ended in 10 mins...
so i took a bus with Fiona to Tampines... then take 38 to Simei for cell... met my cell, ate KFC, go through Habitudes, eat dessert, went to Pet Safari... i was so sad cause everytime i go, the pet shop ppl are cleaning the cage... cause their gonna close soon... so i didn't get to see the doggies... so sad
tomorrow is a short day... but after that i got to do my assignment and stuff... so it's busy busy day.... alright, i'm gonna stop here for today =)
till the next time
do you LOVE me?
i'm just retarded... muahahhaLabels: stress
XOXO
Monday, June 25, 2007
tiring day... finally over
monday blues??? nah... it was a lil' better than what i thought...
on my way home, i was thinking of ways to lose weight... haha... and some changes i need to make in my life...
so, i will go jogging every monday, wednesday and thursday... then sunday have dance... i will try to eat vegetables... although it's like yucks... but i will still try...
i wanna be pretty and slim... muahahha... looking good is not a sin... as long as i don't place anything before God, it's good =)
at first i wanted to set my target, lose 10 kg by my birthday... but i realised that it's quite impossible... ahhahah... so i will try to lose 10 kg by next chinese new year which is early Feb... i'm looking forward to that day where i can wear a bikini and suntan... go shopping without worrying about sizes... dance without feeling like a hippo...
another reason is to gain confidence... yes, i have super low self esteem... working on it
=D
hahaha... anyways, just finish my dinner... my daddy is so crazy... he bought bananas home and then he kept asking me to eat... i eat until i wanna puke already... -_-
i'm gonna go and bathe, do QT then sleep already... tomorrow will be a super duper long day for me... and i'm having my service Skills Methodology Proficiency Test... several components... i pray that i will do well...
you don't know i love you
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever i LOVE you
Dedi-K-ted ~ for the glory of our Lord
Dedi-K-ted ~ our funny shot
me and BeL... love <3
monday blues??? nah... it was a lil' better than what i thought...
on my way home, i was thinking of ways to lose weight... haha... and some changes i need to make in my life...
so, i will go jogging every monday, wednesday and thursday... then sunday have dance... i will try to eat vegetables... although it's like yucks... but i will still try...
i wanna be pretty and slim... muahahha... looking good is not a sin... as long as i don't place anything before God, it's good =)
at first i wanted to set my target, lose 10 kg by my birthday... but i realised that it's quite impossible... ahhahah... so i will try to lose 10 kg by next chinese new year which is early Feb... i'm looking forward to that day where i can wear a bikini and suntan... go shopping without worrying about sizes... dance without feeling like a hippo...
another reason is to gain confidence... yes, i have super low self esteem... working on it
=D
hahaha... anyways, just finish my dinner... my daddy is so crazy... he bought bananas home and then he kept asking me to eat... i eat until i wanna puke already... -_-
i'm gonna go and bathe, do QT then sleep already... tomorrow will be a super duper long day for me... and i'm having my service Skills Methodology Proficiency Test... several components... i pray that i will do well...
you don't know i love you
though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever i LOVE you
Dedi-K-ted ~ for the glory of our Lord
Dedi-K-ted ~ our funny shot
me and BeL... love <3Labels: i will be hot
XOXO
Sunday, June 24, 2007
God's sense of humour...
hurts at times...
today is a really fun day... it's my last day of holidays...
went to church in the morning... met shenna on the bus... worship is just crazy mad... after service, i went to town with a whole bunch of mad people... wanted to watch shrek 3 but there's no more seats so... we didn't watch...
in the end, we went to Takashimaya and eat Pepper Lunch... it's super yummy... after eating, i was broke... sigh... anyways, after that we went window shopping at Wisma...
grace.sean lee.gaius.ying chuan.jossie.me
then we went to play pool at cineleisure... for 2 hours... then regina and stephen came to join us while sean lee goes home... after playing, we went down to meet michelle guna, gabsy, uncle tay, vaness, addy, joel ooi and isaac...
walk around for a while... some went back and all... then we got bored and went to play LAN games... we played CS... goodness... it's been forever since i played CS... it's so fun
grace.regina.ying chuan.gaius.isaac.joel ooi.me
stupid ying chuan keep killing me and all... tsk~ really no mercy one... hahahah... we played till 9 plus... then i took bus home.... at first i thought i will be alone on bus 14 all the way home... but thank God for joel and isaac... they decided to take bus to accompany me... i'm so so thankful for them... i was like so emo and all at first... then they came and brought joy =)
i have been thinking a lot recently... spend more time awake, talking to God and asking God stuff... things are getting tougher and tougher... but i will still press on...
there's so much that i want to say to you... but i can't put it into words... i'm afraid that what i say will change our friendship... we might drift further... you might start to hate me... i'm so scared...
Labels: i will still smile
XOXO
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Lord i've given You my all...
less of me, more of you
today is really awesome... i'm just really so so glad that i've found my saviour... i mean... it's been 2 years and like 3 months since the day i decided to follow God... i'm so so blessed, so so loved...
even when times where my pillars of support fall... there's always one that will always stand... and that's God... friends can fail... my family is never there for me... my 3 main support pillars... only 1 strong one, and that's God... i'm glad that it's God cause it makes me stronger... and it makes me grow
God never fails
well, today i woke up feeling super tired cause i did a super long QT last night... then pray etc etc... so was up till quite late... anyways, i woke up... bathe and then pack my bag... then realised that it's too late for me to take a bus and i will be late if i do... so i decided to take a cab instead...
the cab took forever to come... and then the taxi uncle is so so blur... i was like die........... panic... then i finally direct the uncle and reached church... then i ran up the stair to level 3 and then pwehhh... i was just in time...
in the end we all have to do 1 song of abs... 1/2 a song of jumping jacks, 25 push ups cause livia, rayvin and gaius were late... after that, we did the whole practise... then went to do our makeup...
after prac i felt quite breathless and my chest starts to hurt again... it might be chest infection... then i breakout in cold sweat... i quickly ran to the toilet to cool down and like breathe cause there's no one there...
after a while, i felt a lil' better... then i did my hair and Bel help me with my make up... then i ran to have music prac... it was awesome... awesome awesome =)
then after that we have the performance... i'm so glad that i didn't have any mistakes this time round... felt quite satisfied =)
then after that, i went to the youthroom and took a short break before YA pre-service prayer... it was so so funny to just hangout with the youths... hahaha... hilarious bunch of insane people... hahah... then we went for prayer... VANESSA IS AWESOME... love you vanessa (although you won't see this)
got a vision/word thing from God... which is quite cool lah... i mean, for all the things that i've shared or say right, it's really not me... i mean the Gift of Prophesy thing is cool... but sometimes it scares me... i've never been so near to God, to that extend to hear Him so so clearly... i know i might sound stupid but it really scares me...
anyways, praise and worship is crazy crazy... just sang my lungs out... then sermon was awesome... everything is good good... after service, we ate chicken rice... yummy... and we celebrated Meredith's birthday...
i believe that tomorrow will be awesome... i believe that the Holy Spirit will move so so mightily and everything will be awesome... anyways, i will be catching a movie with the gang... and i just pray for a fun time cause it's my last outing before school starts on monday...
no matter what, i'm gonna hang in there
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XOXO
Friday, June 22, 2007
i wanna look prettyhahahha... i really thank God for friends... let's start from thursday =)
THURSDAY
went to TM to meet Jossie and Marcus Goh... we watch Oceans 13... it's super nice... i love it man... muahhaha... the actors are all so so hot...
George Clooney is like so old (46 yrs old) but yet so so hot lah... i want my husband to age like him... like even we are old and need botox, he will still look good...muahahha
Brad Pitt is like sexy... i love his dress sense in the movie... so hot...
Matt Damon is super duper funny.. love him lah... ahhahah...
after the movie, we went to macs and have dinner... then we made our way down to church to meet the rest of the cool peeps...
Jossie.Marcus.Aiken.Joel Ooi.Coral.Char.Isaac.Ben Choo.Shenna.Me
we went to Marine Cove Macs... then sit down, eat and chat... hahaha... then walk to a patch of land and then lay down our mats and sit and chat... it was fun... although i was all sleepy and tired, i still had fun...
FRIDAY
we left east coast at about 6 plus 7am... then we go to Marine Terrace to eat breakfast... hahha... so fun... then we went back to church...
went to church... Marcus, Isaac and Shenna KO on the sofa... then me and coral were awake... then we hear the kids coming for Playgroup... i was so so happy to see my babies... they are so so cute... but my baby RuiXi is not around... she will only be back in July =(
i love kids lah... i want to have kids.... hahahha... super motherly now... i love to hold them, hug them... kiss them... take care of them... hahahha... i'm crazy
anyways, after that coral went home and isaac and marcus left... only me and shenna... just the 2 of us... we happily sleep till 4pm... hahahah... then we went SPC to buy something to eat... then we went home... i went back...
got scolded by my dad... sigh
then left house for music prac... Ying Chuan came back from Milan already... music prac was awesome... hahaha... my first time leading... it's so so scary... but i just don't care and go for it lah... although i feel so so lousy and all, but at least i tried...
music ended at 11 plus... it's too late already... so i didn't go to Simpang with the rest... wanted to be home in case my dad gets angry... so it's a prevent war strategy...
tomorrow... there's dance at 11am... till about 12 plus... then i will do my hair and maybe makeup... then go for music prac... then go for dance... then YA service...
busy busy... it's 1:22am already... i'm gonna sleep soon...
i feel so so tired... pretty much clueless about stuff lah... it's super easy for satan to attack me when i'm tired... by putting thoughts into my head and stuff...
and many times i battle with my own self esteem...
jossie, it's enough... it's ok... i know you want me to be happy but... there's not point... or at least i don't see the point... no need to do that lah, it's useless...
i rather stay alone... stay single than to love someone who doesn't even appreciate me or even one who tries to ignore me...
you used to put a smile on my face...
now it became a frown in my heart...
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XOXO
Thursday, June 21, 2007
scratch head
slept at 6am... goodness... then have some super wierd dream... then i remember waking up and sms then go back to sleep again... feeling super blur... then i dreamt that i was in some kinda of house made of bamboo... somewhat like those in Karen Refugee Camp... but the house is super long.... from one end to the other need to walk like quite far...
anyways, in my dream... i was frying an omelette... then when i wanted to flip the egg, it fell into a coal stove and then got burnt up... i panic like mad... and felt super sad that my omelette got destroyed... then suddenly i woke up when i receive a sms from Bel...
i woke up feeling confused... hahaha... then reply the sms... then reply Joel Chew's sms... hahaha... then blur blur went downstairs to the living room... switch on my laptop... blah blah blah...
actually wanted to watch Pirates with Mr Chew but then the timings are like super wierd... he wanted to go town but the show in town is like 10:05pm... so cannot watch cause he need to book in tonight...
oh well, maybe we will watch it next week if it's still on...
i can't wait for tonight... might be watching Ocean's 13 with Jossie and Marcus Goh... then meet Isaac, Coral and the rest and hangout and chat under the stars... cool huh?
it's my last few days of holiday... i don't wanna go back to school... i miss church camp... if only i can stay in church camp forever... i don't mind waking up at 6am every morning and be at prayer at 7am... then have 2 service per day... at least i can rest, dance, spend time with God, learn God's word...
or maybe be on a mission trip everyday... i miss Karen Camp and all the youths... maybe that explains why i dream of house made of bamboo... hahahha... it's so nice to be with the youths and spiritually so so close to God... although it's not the best environment to live in, everyday fearing that the Burmese soldiers will come and set the village on fire or something...
but i really wanna go back... i really do =(
some random pictures that i've found and did some editting...
(i want photoshop....)
romeo and juliet, a scene at the balcony
a super cool painting...
this is so sweet and cute... gives people an "awww" feeling
living in royalty...
i want to have angel's wings....
slept at 6am... goodness... then have some super wierd dream... then i remember waking up and sms then go back to sleep again... feeling super blur... then i dreamt that i was in some kinda of house made of bamboo... somewhat like those in Karen Refugee Camp... but the house is super long.... from one end to the other need to walk like quite far...
anyways, in my dream... i was frying an omelette... then when i wanted to flip the egg, it fell into a coal stove and then got burnt up... i panic like mad... and felt super sad that my omelette got destroyed... then suddenly i woke up when i receive a sms from Bel...
i woke up feeling confused... hahaha... then reply the sms... then reply Joel Chew's sms... hahaha... then blur blur went downstairs to the living room... switch on my laptop... blah blah blah...
actually wanted to watch Pirates with Mr Chew but then the timings are like super wierd... he wanted to go town but the show in town is like 10:05pm... so cannot watch cause he need to book in tonight...
oh well, maybe we will watch it next week if it's still on...
i can't wait for tonight... might be watching Ocean's 13 with Jossie and Marcus Goh... then meet Isaac, Coral and the rest and hangout and chat under the stars... cool huh?
it's my last few days of holiday... i don't wanna go back to school... i miss church camp... if only i can stay in church camp forever... i don't mind waking up at 6am every morning and be at prayer at 7am... then have 2 service per day... at least i can rest, dance, spend time with God, learn God's word...
or maybe be on a mission trip everyday... i miss Karen Camp and all the youths... maybe that explains why i dream of house made of bamboo... hahahha... it's so nice to be with the youths and spiritually so so close to God... although it's not the best environment to live in, everyday fearing that the Burmese soldiers will come and set the village on fire or something...
but i really wanna go back... i really do =(
some random pictures that i've found and did some editting...
(i want photoshop....)
romeo and juliet, a scene at the balcony
a super cool painting... this is so sweet and cute... gives people an "awww" feeling
living in royalty...
i want to have angel's wings....Labels: it's me and you
XOXO
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
what are you doing in far far away land?
today is a ok day... slept quite late last night, spend some time doing some bible research, prepare my sharing for L.A Unit and then do my Quiet Time... then i hop into bed and can't really sleep... so i prayed... for quite long lah... for a lot of people which i will not name...
so i woke up at 2pm instead of 11am... hahahah... woke up ate lunch, then went online... did some stuff... then bathe and went down to church...
well, the YMers were having prayer in Hall 3B so i decided to pop into 02-03 to encourage the kiddos who are studying... vaness, aiken, grace and ben choo... hahaha
manage to talk a while... told them about my O level experience... hahaha... it shocked Aiken and Vaness quite a bit... but oh well, when it's God's will, you better follow... hahaha
then finally the kiddos are down from prayer... then we went to 02-01 for meeting/sharing/prayer... well, it's tough speaking and getting attention... can't really command that kind of respect yet... well, i'm still learning... i hope that the kiddos got my message lah... i really try my best to make this ministry work... no matter what i will never give up...
after that i went to KFC with the kiddos... and then took bus 12 home... back to family warzone... today episode is my parents... they are crazy lah... anything and everything also quarrel... tsk~ don't understand why can't even give in... sigh
i pray that my future married life won't be like that... i pray for the fruits of the spirit and pray for a super godly husband... then things should be ok already... haha...
moving right on... i don't know what to do tmr... sigh... trying to not spend money... hahah... no school so no pocket money... i'm dying to stay alive without money... argh
i can't wait to graduate from poly... i'm dying lah... sigh...
me and my 6 years old brother, Malcolm...
we are the spokesperson for SK2... super fair right?
where did malcolm's eyes go?
Laugh Out Loud... we're funny
smile smile
funny faces
me and marcus leong
miss universe and Man United player
jun wei and me (wow, simplicity)
me and sean lee
today is a ok day... slept quite late last night, spend some time doing some bible research, prepare my sharing for L.A Unit and then do my Quiet Time... then i hop into bed and can't really sleep... so i prayed... for quite long lah... for a lot of people which i will not name...
so i woke up at 2pm instead of 11am... hahahah... woke up ate lunch, then went online... did some stuff... then bathe and went down to church...
well, the YMers were having prayer in Hall 3B so i decided to pop into 02-03 to encourage the kiddos who are studying... vaness, aiken, grace and ben choo... hahaha
manage to talk a while... told them about my O level experience... hahaha... it shocked Aiken and Vaness quite a bit... but oh well, when it's God's will, you better follow... hahaha
then finally the kiddos are down from prayer... then we went to 02-01 for meeting/sharing/prayer... well, it's tough speaking and getting attention... can't really command that kind of respect yet... well, i'm still learning... i hope that the kiddos got my message lah... i really try my best to make this ministry work... no matter what i will never give up...
after that i went to KFC with the kiddos... and then took bus 12 home... back to family warzone... today episode is my parents... they are crazy lah... anything and everything also quarrel... tsk~ don't understand why can't even give in... sigh
i pray that my future married life won't be like that... i pray for the fruits of the spirit and pray for a super godly husband... then things should be ok already... haha...
moving right on... i don't know what to do tmr... sigh... trying to not spend money... hahah... no school so no pocket money... i'm dying to stay alive without money... argh
i can't wait to graduate from poly... i'm dying lah... sigh...
me and my 6 years old brother, Malcolm...
we are the spokesperson for SK2... super fair right?
where did malcolm's eyes go?
Laugh Out Loud... we're funny
smile smile
funny faces
me and marcus leong
miss universe and Man United player
jun wei and me (wow, simplicity)
me and sean leewhen can i move on to "when boy meets girl"?
i'm still stuck in "i kiss dating goodbye"...
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XOXO
MORE PICTURES
Emmanuel dear with Vaness' Winnie the Murderous Pooh
Gracie dear with her "husband" Emmanuel =D
Char and Michelle
BeL and me
Livia and BeL
Part of the dancers at Kenny Rogers
another shot of us
Rayvin and Hosea
oppa, sarang heyo (inspired by Rain)
Livia and her coffee... so cute
my lil' sister shenna and her "husband" aikey-licious
cam whoring on the bus... i wonder how many pictures we took in total
someone taught Jossie how to smile... i wonder who...
sean lee and ben choo... hahha... what a blur look
the ever sexy aikey-licious
Emmanuel dear with Vaness' Winnie the Murderous Pooh
Gracie dear with her "husband" Emmanuel =D
Char and Michelle
BeL and me
Livia and BeL
Part of the dancers at Kenny Rogers
another shot of us
Rayvin and Hosea
oppa, sarang heyo (inspired by Rain)
Livia and her coffee... so cute
my lil' sister shenna and her "husband" aikey-licious
cam whoring on the bus... i wonder how many pictures we took in total
someone taught Jossie how to smile... i wonder who...
sean lee and ben choo... hahha... what a blur look
the ever sexy aikey-liciousoff to church for my L.A meeting =)
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