Thursday, August 30, 2007
trying to rejoice in boredom
the thing that kept me really happy today are the songs from Hairspray... i though that a stupid Simpsons movie will cheer me up and make me smile... instead, i fell asleep... how sad can that get?
then i wanted to watch korean drama but i think my mum kept the vcd... so, no more korean movie...
i wanna dance my probs away ~ Sun Ho aka Geisha
the world keep spinning round and round,
i'm still here trying to sort out my life...
trying to tell myself that yesterday is history,
but my heart is still beating to the beat of sound...
tomorrow is a brand new day and you don't know what come next...
the thing that kept me really happy today are the songs from Hairspray... i though that a stupid Simpsons movie will cheer me up and make me smile... instead, i fell asleep... how sad can that get?
then i wanted to watch korean drama but i think my mum kept the vcd... so, no more korean movie...
i wanna dance my probs away ~ Sun Ho aka Geisha
the world keep spinning round and round,
i'm still here trying to sort out my life...
trying to tell myself that yesterday is history,
but my heart is still beating to the beat of sound...
tomorrow is a brand new day and you don't know what come next...
XOXO
so so INSPIRING
i was watching channel 5 and they were showing Extreme Makeover Home Edition... and they were helping this family... the eldest daughter is down with cancer and she's like only 7 years old... but she is so so cheerful, so happy and just so inspiring...
so the team renovated her house and her bedroom... but that's not all... because the little girl is really sick, most of the time she will be in the hospital and stuff... and while she is in the hospital, she would make necklaces out of beads and sell them to raise funds for Cancer Research programmes...
so awesome right???
she make the necklaces, sell them and try to help other children with cancer... she's such a young heroine... so because she makes necklaces so often, the team made a Beads Studio for her... the whole room is filled with beads and necklace materials... super cool
it just totally blew my mind after i watched that... we may be suffering and in tough situation but we must not be self-centred but instead reach out and try to touch as many lives as possible...
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i was tagged by my friend, Grace Sng to do this quiz thingy... so here it goes:
1. the person who tag you is
Grace Sng
2. your relationship with him/her is
She's my dear from HTM
3. your 5 impressions of him/her
Lame & Spastic, caring, encouraging and hardworking
4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
she done too many nice things already... but one would be when i told her and Monica (my another dear) that i want to eat Haagen Daz ice cream, they actually got me Haagen Daz voucher for my birthday... that really put a smile on my face
5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
dear, i love you... hee
6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
be a lesbian... i'm 100% straight
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
i don't know... be punctual???
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
i doubt so... i will befriend her again =)
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
demonic influence??? haha
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
Pray that she do well for the exams and that she's happy
11. your overall impression of him/her is
super caring
12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
ermmm... sometimes they will love,hate or bitch about me =D
13. the character you love of yourself are
i'm a tough cookie =) or more like a weed that can grow in tough environment =)
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
too emotional at times
15. the most ideal person you want to be is
i want to live for God and be the person God wants me to be... occupation wise, i want to be a air stewardess...
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
i thank God for you people and i love you like truck loads
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
{{they are not place in any preferance orders}}
1) Isaac
2) Coral
3) Joel Ooi
4) Bel
5) Ben Choo
6) Aiken
7) Kenneth Wilson
8) Grace Ke
9) James
10) Victoria (delirist)
somehow i know that they won't do... but for fun =)
11. who is no.6 having relationship with?
aiken. he's single & sexy
12. Is no.9 a male or female?
james. male.
13. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Kenneth & Victoria... they don't know each other
14. How about no.8 and 5?
Ben Choo & Grace... LOL
15. What is no.2 studying about?
coral... Business in SIM
16. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
joel ooi... less than 1 hour ago
17. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Grace love boybands...
18. Does no.1 has any siblings?
isaac... yes, 2 older sisters
19. Will you woo no.3?
joel ooi... ermmm.... hahah
20. How about no.7?
kenneth... ermmm... hahaha
21. Is no.4 single?
Bel... Yes
22. What's the surname of no.5?
BEN CHOO
23. What's the hobby of no.4?
ermmm... read and write...
24. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Ben & James... ermmm... they know each other but rarely talk i think
25. Where is no.2 studying at?
coral... SIM
26. Talk something casually about no.1
He's super nice and sweet... love you isaac
27. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
GRACE is my good friend =)
28. Where does no.9 live at?
james... ermmm... no idea
29. What color does no.4 like?
Bel... ermmm... no idea... she's super colourful
30. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
Ben Choo & Isaac... yea
31. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Kenneth & Coral... ermmmm.... hahahha
32. How do you get to know no.2?
She's my ex schoolfriend from KC, my ex cell leader, my bestfriend...
33. Does no.1 have any pets?
3 dogs... Allie, Buster, Puppy
34. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Kennth... he's so smart and smart is the new sexy
i was watching channel 5 and they were showing Extreme Makeover Home Edition... and they were helping this family... the eldest daughter is down with cancer and she's like only 7 years old... but she is so so cheerful, so happy and just so inspiring...
so the team renovated her house and her bedroom... but that's not all... because the little girl is really sick, most of the time she will be in the hospital and stuff... and while she is in the hospital, she would make necklaces out of beads and sell them to raise funds for Cancer Research programmes...
so awesome right???
she make the necklaces, sell them and try to help other children with cancer... she's such a young heroine... so because she makes necklaces so often, the team made a Beads Studio for her... the whole room is filled with beads and necklace materials... super cool
it just totally blew my mind after i watched that... we may be suffering and in tough situation but we must not be self-centred but instead reach out and try to touch as many lives as possible...
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i was tagged by my friend, Grace Sng to do this quiz thingy... so here it goes:
1. the person who tag you is
Grace Sng
2. your relationship with him/her is
She's my dear from HTM
3. your 5 impressions of him/her
Lame & Spastic, caring, encouraging and hardworking
4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
she done too many nice things already... but one would be when i told her and Monica (my another dear) that i want to eat Haagen Daz ice cream, they actually got me Haagen Daz voucher for my birthday... that really put a smile on my face
5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
dear, i love you... hee
6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
be a lesbian... i'm 100% straight
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
i don't know... be punctual???
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
i doubt so... i will befriend her again =)
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
demonic influence??? haha
10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is
Pray that she do well for the exams and that she's happy
11. your overall impression of him/her is
super caring
12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
ermmm... sometimes they will love,hate or bitch about me =D
13. the character you love of yourself are
i'm a tough cookie =) or more like a weed that can grow in tough environment =)
14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
too emotional at times
15. the most ideal person you want to be is
i want to live for God and be the person God wants me to be... occupation wise, i want to be a air stewardess...
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
i thank God for you people and i love you like truck loads
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
{{they are not place in any preferance orders}}
1) Isaac
2) Coral
3) Joel Ooi
4) Bel
5) Ben Choo
6) Aiken
7) Kenneth Wilson
8) Grace Ke
9) James
10) Victoria (delirist)
somehow i know that they won't do... but for fun =)
11. who is no.6 having relationship with?
aiken. he's single & sexy
12. Is no.9 a male or female?
james. male.
13. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Kenneth & Victoria... they don't know each other
14. How about no.8 and 5?
Ben Choo & Grace... LOL
15. What is no.2 studying about?
coral... Business in SIM
16. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
joel ooi... less than 1 hour ago
17. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Grace love boybands...
18. Does no.1 has any siblings?
isaac... yes, 2 older sisters
19. Will you woo no.3?
joel ooi... ermmm.... hahah
20. How about no.7?
kenneth... ermmm... hahaha
21. Is no.4 single?
Bel... Yes
22. What's the surname of no.5?
BEN CHOO
23. What's the hobby of no.4?
ermmm... read and write...
24. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Ben & James... ermmm... they know each other but rarely talk i think
25. Where is no.2 studying at?
coral... SIM
26. Talk something casually about no.1
He's super nice and sweet... love you isaac
27. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
GRACE is my good friend =)
28. Where does no.9 live at?
james... ermmm... no idea
29. What color does no.4 like?
Bel... ermmm... no idea... she's super colourful
30. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
Ben Choo & Isaac... yea
31. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Kenneth & Coral... ermmmm.... hahahha
32. How do you get to know no.2?
She's my ex schoolfriend from KC, my ex cell leader, my bestfriend...
33. Does no.1 have any pets?
3 dogs... Allie, Buster, Puppy
34. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Kennth... he's so smart and smart is the new sexy
XOXO
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finally, i got my studio photoshoot picture... hahahha
ok, i think i look wierd there... and i look super fair... hahahha...
anyways, i'm feeling super tired and i'm gonna go to bed now...
will blog soon... need to get my beauty sleep first...
you can't stop the rhythm & the beat in me
XOXO
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
BABY, IT'S RAINING
some pictures to explain what i did today...
we went Cold Storage shopping... LoL
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that's the red candy...
we did some really cool experiment with Perrier water and the red candy... can you see the bubbles that are produced?
after a while it became this...
then this... hahah
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Life is like the seasons with no summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer
Maddy, i'll be yours forever
Cause I never wanna be without love
Maddy, never set me free
Without love
Life is like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"
Darling, i'll be yours forever
Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling, throw away the key
i love that song...
i will always remember what Roland told me from Songs of Solomon...
Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires
i will not let myself be distracted and be sweeped off my path
some pictures to explain what i did today...
we went Cold Storage shopping... LoL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
while studying, we decided to do some fun things
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some spastic picture of me and gracie dear
that's the red candy...
we did some really cool experiment with Perrier water and the red candy... can you see the bubbles that are produced?
after a while it became this...
then this... hahah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sean lee is scared of this lil' cat at Beer Garden... quite funny
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so i studied and had fun... love shenna and gracie...
then sean lee came and join us after his POA paper... that poor boy look so tired and stone...
anyways i'm gonna start work next monday... from Monday to Friday, 9-5:30pm... and the pay is only $50 per day... it's ok lah... i'm not complaining because it's better to have a job and an income rather than nothing at all...
i'm feeling really tired already... will study and then QT then sleep cause my paper is at 9:30am tmr =)
someday i wish my boyfriend (husband-to-be) will sing this song to me...
Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Maddy, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
Cause...
Life is like the seasons with no summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without a drummer
Maddy, i'll be yours forever
Cause I never wanna be without love
Maddy, never set me free
Without love
Life is like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"
Darling, i'll be yours forever
Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darling, throw away the key
i love that song...
i will always remember what Roland told me from Songs of Solomon...
Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires
i will not let myself be distracted and be sweeped off my path
XOXO
Monday, August 27, 2007
Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!
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i watched High School Musical 2... it quite funny... but i prefer Hairspray... i'm kinda sick of seeing the look on Vanessa Ann Hudgens' face... in HSM1, i was awww... that's sweet... she's innocent and pretty...
now in HSM2, i'm like YUCKS! so act "pitiful" like as if Zac owe her anything... tsk... and i notice that she can't really dance... ahahha...
i like Ashley Tisdale better now... although in the show she's like Paris Hilton but she's way better than Vanessa Ann...
Hairspray is more inspiring while HSM2 is all about Zac and that stupid girl...
ok, i'm like super hyper now... so before my brain stop working, i'm gonna go off...
back to studying maddy
you're the music in my life
i'm not refering to who you think i like... it's just a song... dumb childish freaks
Good days give you Happiness.
Bad days give you Experiences.
Both are essential to life.
Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you Strong,
Sorrows keep you Human,
Failures keep you Humble,
Success keeps You Glowing,
But Only God keeps You Going!
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i watched High School Musical 2... it quite funny... but i prefer Hairspray... i'm kinda sick of seeing the look on Vanessa Ann Hudgens' face... in HSM1, i was awww... that's sweet... she's innocent and pretty...
now in HSM2, i'm like YUCKS! so act "pitiful" like as if Zac owe her anything... tsk... and i notice that she can't really dance... ahahha...
i like Ashley Tisdale better now... although in the show she's like Paris Hilton but she's way better than Vanessa Ann...
Hairspray is more inspiring while HSM2 is all about Zac and that stupid girl...
ok, i'm like super hyper now... so before my brain stop working, i'm gonna go off...
back to studying maddy
you're the music in my life
i'm not refering to who you think i like... it's just a song... dumb childish freaks
XOXO
A NEW DISCOVERY
Scientist Maddy have discovered what studying can do to anyone... from human to even lab rats...
however, Scientist Maddy decided to test it on a teddy bear instead...
(trying to save the lab rats from torture)
here's Teddy... at the start of the test with her stationaries and lecture notes...
this is what happen after 3 straight hours of studying...
Scientist Maddy have discovered what studying can do to anyone... from human to even lab rats...
however, Scientist Maddy decided to test it on a teddy bear instead...
(trying to save the lab rats from torture)
here's Teddy... at the start of the test with her stationaries and lecture notes...
this is what happen after 3 straight hours of studying...
teddy died!!!
therefore we conclude that studying kills not only humans but teddy bear too...
ok, you can tell that i'm super lame right? yes yes... that's the result of studying for 5 hours straight... i'm almost done with my lecture notes... i think i can finish everything by tonight... then will revise after the interview...
XOXO
BABY SURI IS 1 YEAR OLD ALREADY!
she's such a cute baby... i love her... so cute...
anyways, i woke up later than what i planned... but it's cool... i'm still gonna go down to church to study...
tmr morning i'm gonna get my butt down to clementi to meet Aunty Lilian, Pastor Mark's friend and discuss about my job... guess what time? 10:30am.... hahahah... but it's cool... all for the money...
i pray that i will get the job and also help Ben Choo get the job too...
alright i will blog again after i study and come home...
XOXO
Sunday, August 26, 2007
in love with the TRUE LOVE
although the past few days have been crazy... not enough sleep, serving in ministries, go to different places, blah blah blah... it was really tiring for me... then did something really stupid and then have a whole lot of things to clear... i was so angry with myself for making that stupid decision, but i guess God allow it to happen so that i can learn...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADDY =)
(ok, i know it's rather random)
i love playing RISK... hahaha... with the help of PR skills and being a very nice person myself, i manage to own, the WHOLE EUROPE, NORTH AMERICA, SOUTH AMERICA... the other winner is Isaac who owns, AFRICA, ASIA, AUSTRALIA... cool huh?
poor Nelson and Jarrold, me and Isaac destroyed them both... hahahah...
we celebrated addy's birthday at ThaiExpress then we went to Gelare... wanted to pack home KFC but they were closed... so we went to Bedok North Blk 85 to pack BBQ Chicken wings... we walked addy home, then shenna and then isaac walked me home...
no matter what happen or what is to come, i'm already prepared... i'm not gonna be the old maddy who will go all depressed when bad things strikes... i'm gonna be stronger and stronger and not be a whiny girl (no offense to anyone)...
here's some pictures... brace yourselves for shocks and unglam-ness... i still love you all
that's isaac and joel at simpy... note their t-shirt colour and the unbrella colour... (it's the same)
i love my oppa, addy... (sarang haeyo,oppa)
the "high jump" winner, Isaac
vaness... PLS don't kill me =D
my lil' crazy friend... i love you sweetheart
rayvin and his "just woke up" hair
my shenna babe... muack
although the past few days have been crazy... not enough sleep, serving in ministries, go to different places, blah blah blah... it was really tiring for me... then did something really stupid and then have a whole lot of things to clear... i was so angry with myself for making that stupid decision, but i guess God allow it to happen so that i can learn...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADDY =)
(ok, i know it's rather random)
i love playing RISK... hahaha... with the help of PR skills and being a very nice person myself, i manage to own, the WHOLE EUROPE, NORTH AMERICA, SOUTH AMERICA... the other winner is Isaac who owns, AFRICA, ASIA, AUSTRALIA... cool huh?
poor Nelson and Jarrold, me and Isaac destroyed them both... hahahah...
we celebrated addy's birthday at ThaiExpress then we went to Gelare... wanted to pack home KFC but they were closed... so we went to Bedok North Blk 85 to pack BBQ Chicken wings... we walked addy home, then shenna and then isaac walked me home...
no matter what happen or what is to come, i'm already prepared... i'm not gonna be the old maddy who will go all depressed when bad things strikes... i'm gonna be stronger and stronger and not be a whiny girl (no offense to anyone)...
here's some pictures... brace yourselves for shocks and unglam-ness... i still love you all
that's isaac and joel at simpy... note their t-shirt colour and the unbrella colour... (it's the same)
i love my oppa, addy... (sarang haeyo,oppa)
the "high jump" winner, Isaac
vaness... PLS don't kill me =D
my lil' crazy friend... i love you sweetheart
rayvin and his "just woke up" hair
my shenna babe... muacki'm happy the way i am because i made in my Daddy God's image...
i'm proud to be His daughter...
i think my Heavenly Father is so gorgeous and charming...
better than Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise...
i love my Daddy God...
XOXO
Friday, August 24, 2007
once again it's your fav. blogger, Maddy here with MUSIC IN YOUR LIFE!
meet a super talkative taxi uncle? shut up & drive
someday we'll know why this song is so happy...
don't talk to a stranger or even that cheeky candyman...
remember that big girls don't cry so wipe your tears away...
thinking of ways to break free? sweet escape will be a good choice
when you only have one wish, what else can you ask for?
too much dirty little secret is not healthy...
london bridge might not fall that easily...
don't like your girlfriend? don't think that you're irreplaceable
need to get to level 10? just push the button
so many times we wanna lead a glamorous life
alright, now it's time for me to say goodbye...
thank you listening to MUSIC IN YOUR LIFE!
next up we have, Life Story with Maddy...
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today's weather forecast: Rainy & Cold
remember to bring your umbrella and jacket =)
events happened & happening:
- a evil killer called Accounting is brought to captivity by a half dead FBI agent, Maddy
- FoodFest brought to you by our fav. KFC
- BigJam at Emmanuel AOG level 3 Hall B at 7:30pm...
- tentative visitation to Syed Simpy
- get down to the carpark and dirty our hands with Isaac as we "Paint-a-banner"
- "slumber party" in the youthroom tonight. RSVPed only
- grab your tissue and handmade cards down to Changi Airport as we send our good looking Pastor Mark off on Saturday
- the future UNITED Live will be practising at 1:30pm on saturday
- wanna be USHER? meet Chellie as she welcomes you with a BIG smile
- enjoy a GODzilla experience as Roland preach from the Sword
well folks, looks like our lives can never be boring with all things events happening...
that's all i have for you... be sure to catch the movie review of HAIRSPRAY later
XOXO
movie review of:
here's some pictures to narate...
WELCOME TO THE 60's
the dancing crew from Corny Collins Show hosted by James Marsden
another shot while dancing
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this is Brittany Snow as Amber Von Tussel... the evil bimbo
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this is Amanda Bynes as Penny Pingleton... the Lollipop Cutesy girl
here's some pictures to narate...
WELCOME TO THE 60's
the dancing crew from Corny Collins Show hosted by James Marsden
another shot while dancing ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the ever charming Zac Efron as Link Larkin...
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this is Brittany Snow as Amber Von Tussel... the evil bimbo
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this is Amanda Bynes as Penny Pingleton... the Lollipop Cutesy girl
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and our Heroine... Nicky Blonsky as Tracy Turnblad
last but NOT LEAST...
John Travolta as Edna Turnblad
Lyrics from the movie:
Without love life is like the season without a summer
Without love, life is rock & roll without a drummer
you can't stop the beat
XOXO
Thursday, August 23, 2007
PRETTY IN PINK
i'm such a fool
- studied accounting for 4 days straight
- help Bertrand and the YA Comm with the BBQ
- continue studying till i almost went crazy
- sunny called and told me his prelims results... i'm so proud of my son
- went to eat some of the BBQ food
- help to pack up
- my attempt of putting back the BBQ stuff which result in a fall and injured my left hip and hand
- Vanessa' sister drove me home =)
it still hurt lah... i'm like a slave to L.A Unit already... live L.A, die L.A... fall and injured but still stand up and continue packing... i'm glad aikey, ooi-ster and some others helped me with the packing...
i think i'm too fat and clumsy thus resulting in a fall... ahaha... but i will always try to comfort myself saying that i can be a poster model who don't need much photoshopping... try to think that i'm photogenic... LOL
anyways, tmr is the BIG day... i told God that i will just do my best and thr results is up to God to decide... whatever it is, i'm gonna treat myself to a delicious yummy KFC lunch tmr to mark the end of accounting =D
i'm looking forward to Travel Tour Operator paper though... how wierd... hahahah... i will spend my monday and tuesday studying for that paper... but i think it will be good lah...
roland say that i must sleep before 12 today... now it's 11:47pm... hmmmm... hahha... i will stop here and then run to take a bath cause i smell of BBQ... then go do QT and SNORE....
XOXO
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
another photoshopped picture
i'm so sick and tired of accounting... gosh, i hate it lah...
anyways, cell today was cool... ate at the foodcourt at Raffles City... i ate PepperLunch =D
Bel told us that "WE ARE GORGEOUS"... it's quite hard for me to believe... hahah... i mean, if you tell me Alicia, Yilin and Bel then i would agree... they are like so freakin slim and like pretty and all...
me???
trying to humor me???
i'm sorry but i just don't believe it... i can't be happy the way i am now... not to the extend of like going for plastic surgery and like Liposuction and stuff... but... i'm like so fat and ugly...
should i go back to pills or crash diet?
fade away
humans are so superficial. unlike God.
p.s: more accounting coming my way
XOXO
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
driving me crazy
accounting kills... but i'm slowly getting better, i think... i can't wait for accounting to be over... anyways, there's cell tomorrow!!! yippy... i'm looking forward to it...
anyways, the news reported another traveling coach in malaysia roll down the hill because the driver was half awake... i was so angry when i saw the news... just because one idiotic driver, 1 man dead and many injured...
oh... i'm no longer fighting with my mum already... i think she feel bad scolding me for nothing... then she started talking to me about her company sales... like the various product have what discount etc etc...
then she tell me that she bought this "body shaping lotin" to help burn fats... she claims that it's really good... so she's gonna get it for me... and some other stuff... lol
anyways, i'm gonna stop here and do some reading then do my QT and go to bed...
cheerios
after 2 years, stupid TP decide to have a diploma for psychology... thanks ah...
accounting kills... but i'm slowly getting better, i think... i can't wait for accounting to be over... anyways, there's cell tomorrow!!! yippy... i'm looking forward to it...
anyways, the news reported another traveling coach in malaysia roll down the hill because the driver was half awake... i was so angry when i saw the news... just because one idiotic driver, 1 man dead and many injured...
oh... i'm no longer fighting with my mum already... i think she feel bad scolding me for nothing... then she started talking to me about her company sales... like the various product have what discount etc etc...
then she tell me that she bought this "body shaping lotin" to help burn fats... she claims that it's really good... so she's gonna get it for me... and some other stuff... lol
anyways, i'm gonna stop here and do some reading then do my QT and go to bed...
cheerios
after 2 years, stupid TP decide to have a diploma for psychology... thanks ah...XOXO
I LOVE THE SHOW!!!
totally love it... it's so bizzare, so wierd, so funny...
still feel like sh!t inside
XOXO
i feel like such a fat and ugly bimbo... i didn't know that on youtube, there's 2 movie called HAIRSPRAY... one made in 1988 and the other in 2007... so i waited for very long for it to load and stuff... then finally the whole movie is done with loading then i realise that the cast is different...
so dumb right? gosh... i was like -_-'''
gosh, i can't stop day-dreaming... or maybe like "night-dreaming"... no lah... i've been like blog surfing... ex classmates and all... they are like "happy" and all... some a lil' depressed, out of love, in love, driving their own cars, rich, popular etc etc...
like coral will always use the example of someone who have guys buying donuts for her and queue for like 5 hours for the stupid donuts...
green with envy
(note: maddy is not always a nice angelic girl)
why some girls are more blessed than others?
what is it about them that attract so many guys to them?
their face?
their body?
their money?
when i question guys about this question they will always say "hey, there's really nothing about her..."
like hello, do i look like an idiot to you? if she got nothing, why ppl are flocking to her? why like that???
why why why?
sometimes i also don't understand why guys like the mean and bitchy girls... so wierd huh? blinded by love??? maybe...
i'm starting to hate myself... for being fat
i wish i could turn back time and be 45kg again...
XOXO
Monday, August 20, 2007
I WANNA BE A HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL DANCER
i was watching youtube on "the road to high school musical 2"... and they were like practising their dance routine and all... like a whole group of more than 20 people... they are like happy and so energetic and like a family... caring and cheering for each other...
i feel that... that should be how Dance Ministry is like... happy, fun, cheerful and ppl caring and cheering for one another...
anyways, my friend ask me if i want to go for DanceFest at Esplanade... i might got for the sunday 7pm ones... to just expose myself to more dance and to improve and be better...
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today i studied... like OMG... it was ok lah... i more or less kinda remember and understand the first few chapters...
tmr is gonna be another study day at Starbucks...
i saw some really interesting t-shirt prints... from David & Goliath
you can't stop the beat
XOXO
Sunday, August 19, 2007
LISTENING TO THE STILL SMALL VOICE... THE ONE THAT IS CALLING OUT MY NAME
my mum started war with me... as usual i will just shut up and let her scold me and blame me for the things i never did... this is my thorn, this is where i obey God and His commandments...
i got all the right in the world to "disown" my parents and run away but i did not BECAUSE OF GOD...
i know that i'm not string enough... but God sure is BIGGER than my situation and problems... He allow things like that to happen so that i can grow stronger...
so the war kinda destroy my mood for lunch... but i ate... went back to the youthroom and slack... Gaius did some CHINA WINE dance... super funny... then played RISK with Joel Chew (Chewy), YC and Nelson and we have Isaac as our war advisor...
it was stressful yet fun... hahaha...
after that i wanted to go for dance but last minute decided not to... i cannot take anymore "heartache"... my lil' broken heart will just stop pumping... so i decided to go dinner with coral and gang instead...
after the dinner, isaac, ben choo and me went to shenna's place... we got drinks and ice cream and we had fun... playing cards, surfing the net and just watching tv... it was good
my ROAD TO ACCOUNTING starts tmr... i have to work very hard so as to pass =D
gambatte, maddy san
yours faithfully,
XOXO
i found out the subjects that i'm taking next semester in Sentosa...
it's quite exciting =)
Management Accounting & Finance for Hospitality & Tourism
more accounting... *faints*
Club, Resort & Spa Business
this sounds cool =)
Travel Transport Business
i heard that it's quite tough...
Contemporary Special Interest Tourism
interesting
Festivals & Events Management
awesome =D
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HEALER
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
it's quite exciting =)
Management Accounting & Finance for Hospitality & Tourism
more accounting... *faints*
Club, Resort & Spa Business
this sounds cool =)
Travel Transport Business
i heard that it's quite tough...
Contemporary Special Interest Tourism
interesting
Festivals & Events Management
awesome =D
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HEALER
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands
XOXO
Saturday, August 18, 2007
CAN YOU GUESS WHO IS THAT?it's BRITNEY...
gosh, she look so freakin "sexy"... so different from her F.U.G.L.Y pictures... she look so so much better... what did they do to her? she is so slim and hot now... gosh
i need that man... whatever pills or slimming routines...
talking about FAT, i ate Chocolates for dessert... hahahha... i needed something sweet to munch on... i still didn't satisfy my ICE CREAM craving... hahaha...
i got all the reason in the world to say that i'm FAT... so all you skinny bones better HUSH YOUR MOUTH... anyways, yes... i need to lose weight... i feel so freaking fat for not dancing for months... slacking around on sundays instead of dancing my butt away...
so, i'm gonna go for dance on sunday evening, the studio slot... hosea, rayvin and meimei are gonna teach a routine from O School... so yup, i'm kinda excited!
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anyways, today... i feel so freakin left out and sad... a depressed lil' girl running back into the arms of Jesus...
maybe because it's in me, to like be with people and to be accepted and loved and cared for... but i never ever get it... NEVER... and so i have to feel so crushed and heartbroken (not the BGR one) and run back to God...
i feel so argh now
the whole worship i was just sobbing away... sermon was good... and we finished before 7pm... how cool is that man?
ate at beer with Vaness, Dawn, Addy and Peiting... we had so much fun talking about anything and everything...
then went over to GELARE for ice cream with Rach, Isaac, Aiken, Ben Choo, Emmanuel, Coral, Vanessa and Joel Ooi... i didn't eat because i wanted to save money =)
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i never knew that i could see that look in your eyes...
XOXO
MADDY WANTS TO A AIR STEWARDESS
i got my studio shots pictures already... many people say that i look like air stewardess... deep inside my heart i was like "yes, yes"... hahaha
i really wanna be a air stewardess =D
- BESE test was ok...
- my ipod earphone is gone... the right side is spoilt...
- went to church, help Sulynn with science...
- set up the hall for jamming and leaders training
- jamming
- went home and eat dinner... LOL
i feel super duper unappreciated and misunderstood... joel ooi, sunny and me set up the platforms and the music instruments for jamming so that jamming will be like "normal"... but people just complain and comment that it's so troublesome to set up and then pack up again... i mean like please lah huh...
you wanna jam with 4 platforms in the middle, piano and keys stuck together and the drums at the back and no place for guitars and bass?
we just ask you guys to pack... is that so hard? are you that handicapped?
what's wrong with youths huh? i feel super BUAY SONG... just so spoilt and so happy in your little cell groups and so protected... leaving everything to others... and then it became a L.A Unit's job...
then when it's time to give credit to the work done, you guys will be the first to run in the line to claim credit when the L.A people just stare...
i got no more comments... i just wanna wrap up by saying this...
i love my Heavenly Father so much that i want His house to look good... you can call me a perfectionist or whatever but i cannot afford to put my Father's name at stake... His house is a house of prayer, a place where people get touched and stuff... not a rubbish bin, not a locker room, not a lost & found box too...
XOXO
Thursday, August 16, 2007
FISHY!- School is like argh
- Japanese Skit was not too bad
- Went to church feeling dead
- Went for Usher Training with Joel Ooi
thanks isaac for the advice on cramps... ahahha
i'm rejoicing... it's the official last week of school =)
XOXO
*faints*
jia you, maddy... this week is going to end soon... it's thursday already!!!
aja aja fighting
kiss you goodbye
jia you, maddy... this week is going to end soon... it's thursday already!!!
aja aja fighting
kiss you goodbye
XOXO
PLAYGROUND TIME =)
we kinda help to be Jarrold's models...
there is Gaius...
and Colin Molin
and a pose while waiting for more instruction...
that's Gaius and Colin... for me... i'm suppose to take a water hose at spray at Teck Choon... it's quite funny... hahhaha...
cell was good... we finally moved from Habitudes to Cost of Discipleship... it's a super good book that can really make you study it like mad...
my cramps were/is killing me... when joel ooi and ben choo decided t0 be retarded and turn my sofa over and leave me hanging mid air and in a awkward position which ben jokingly call a "Killer Freeze"...
i was so fuming mad... but at the same time too tired to scold or kill anyone... too hungry also... i didn't eat anything since breakfast... and my dearest Gabsy jokingly say "eh, still fasting ah?"... hahah...
after waiting for a millions years, we finally took a bus to Simpang... and have our supper
i don't feel like going to school tomorrow... my body won't be able to take it... school from 9am to 6pm and then rush down to church for Ushers Meeting/Training till 10 pm...
but i got Jap Skit which is a huge component of my total marks.... maybe i'll just go down for Jap meeting/practise at 2pm... then till 6pm... i won't go to school in the morning...
die cramps die
i hate it
Pastor Mark says that i should stay far away from the 4 letter word called
B.O.Y.S
hahaha... i will definately listen to my mentors... Pastor Mark, Roland and Bel... all the awesome power pack people...
once again i fall in love with God,
when He sang a love song to me...
the feeling is so good,
when He wrap His arms around me...
when He whisper into my ears,
that He love me...
just to be by Your side
there is hope in my life
there is no greater freedom i'll find
so take my life,
all that i have to give.
take my world,
just to inhabit in all of it.
take my dreams,
make me assuredly Yours...
we kinda help to be Jarrold's models...
there is Gaius...
and Colin Molin
and a pose while waiting for more instruction...that's Gaius and Colin... for me... i'm suppose to take a water hose at spray at Teck Choon... it's quite funny... hahhaha...
cell was good... we finally moved from Habitudes to Cost of Discipleship... it's a super good book that can really make you study it like mad...
my cramps were/is killing me... when joel ooi and ben choo decided t0 be retarded and turn my sofa over and leave me hanging mid air and in a awkward position which ben jokingly call a "Killer Freeze"...
i was so fuming mad... but at the same time too tired to scold or kill anyone... too hungry also... i didn't eat anything since breakfast... and my dearest Gabsy jokingly say "eh, still fasting ah?"... hahah...
after waiting for a millions years, we finally took a bus to Simpang... and have our supper
i don't feel like going to school tomorrow... my body won't be able to take it... school from 9am to 6pm and then rush down to church for Ushers Meeting/Training till 10 pm...
but i got Jap Skit which is a huge component of my total marks.... maybe i'll just go down for Jap meeting/practise at 2pm... then till 6pm... i won't go to school in the morning...
die cramps die
i hate it
Pastor Mark says that i should stay far away from the 4 letter word called
B.O.Y.S
hahaha... i will definately listen to my mentors... Pastor Mark, Roland and Bel... all the awesome power pack people...
once again i fall in love with God,
when He sang a love song to me...
the feeling is so good,
when He wrap His arms around me...
when He whisper into my ears,
that He love me...
just to be by Your side
there is hope in my life
there is no greater freedom i'll find
so take my life,
all that i have to give.
take my world,
just to inhabit in all of it.
take my dreams,
make me assuredly Yours...
XOXO
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
My Torto stuffed toy makes me smile
i finally stop watching the drama at episode 13... hahaha...
the healing process was so fast... but i'm glad that it's all good now...
although my life is not wonderful, i'm not rich, i don't have a happy family and many other things but
I'M STRONG & I'VE GOD WITH ME, THAT'S WHY I'M STILL SMILING
i finally stop watching the drama at episode 13... hahaha...
the healing process was so fast... but i'm glad that it's all good now...
although my life is not wonderful, i'm not rich, i don't have a happy family and many other things but
I'M STRONG & I'VE GOD WITH ME, THAT'S WHY I'M STILL SMILING
XOXO
elvin ng said this is the channel 8 7pm show...
"you're not my no.1... but you're my ONLY ONE..."
wahhhhhh.... super sweet right? hee
*drools*
craving for macademia nut ice cream
"you're not my no.1... but you're my ONLY ONE..."
wahhhhhh.... super sweet right? hee
*drools*
craving for macademia nut ice cream
XOXO
*faints*
i can't even take care of myself
didn't go to school today cause i slept late last night and thus stress tension came back again... so i stayed at home the whole day... then i decided to entertain myself with Korean drama...
it's one of my mum's dvd... it's somewhat like Full House... not too bad... hahaha...
=)
i can't even take care of myself
didn't go to school today cause i slept late last night and thus stress tension came back again... so i stayed at home the whole day... then i decided to entertain myself with Korean drama...
it's one of my mum's dvd... it's somewhat like Full House... not too bad... hahaha...
=)
XOXO
Monday, August 13, 2007
pick myself up
hey hey hey
it's a really tiring but it's ok
school was super duper draining...
after that, PROJECT NIHON... *faints*
school tmr....
*double faints*
but i think it's gonna be good... so ya =D
regarding Vaness' tag on my board about the Karens...
it's good that the caountries are taking in the Karen Refugees and giving them a save and stable place to stay and provide them free education... but... they will only take the educated and knows how to speak english ones... they are like taking away the cream of the crop...
so the left behind people won't have a good leader to guide them.... so that's not good...
anyways, the Karens War is too far from home...
Current affairs: HOME news
i truely understand living in fear and waiting the second coming of Jesus everyday... sigh
hey hey hey
it's a really tiring but it's ok
school was super duper draining...
after that, PROJECT NIHON... *faints*
school tmr....
*double faints*
but i think it's gonna be good... so ya =D
regarding Vaness' tag on my board about the Karens...
it's good that the caountries are taking in the Karen Refugees and giving them a save and stable place to stay and provide them free education... but... they will only take the educated and knows how to speak english ones... they are like taking away the cream of the crop...
so the left behind people won't have a good leader to guide them.... so that's not good...
anyways, the Karens War is too far from home...
Current affairs: HOME news
i truely understand living in fear and waiting the second coming of Jesus everyday... sigh
XOXO
sorry for the drama...
to find strength in His word,
i'm all good now =)
anyways, someone said this to me before and i feel that it's so good...
to find rest in His arms,
it is the only rest i need, all other doesn't matter...
to find comfort in His lap,
it is the only comfort i need, all other doesn't matter...
to find strength in His word,
it is the only souce of strengh, all other doesn't matter...
i cannot let myself fall and miss the mark that God have set for me...
i still wanna be used by God to encourage others, to build His Kingdom up and tear down the forces of the enemy...
In 2 Timothy, Paul told Timothy who is a "young" leader the analogy of how a soldier should not stick their butts into civillian matters...
As a soldier for God, i should keep my head in the spiritual warfare and not affairs of the heart...
there's more important things to be done, maddy...
ok ok, maddy maddy aja aja fighting =)
i wanna go back to Karens... i miss all the youths... so many of them are gonna go to USA, Norway, Sweden and Australia... sigh
XOXO