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Madeline Xiong (Maddy)
Kuma Miyuki
Tower of Strength
Born on 21/12/1988
Graduated from TP HTM
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Today was ... hmmm ... how do i say ? interesting ? haha ...

In the morning i was so very ticked off by my mum cause my dad , mum and i suppose to leave house latest by 8.30am in order for me not to be late for my lecture .. but my irritating mum only started bathing at 8.30am and she took her own sweet time to take a bath , do her make-up etc ... my dad was also very ticked off thus we left without her ... she's such a *toot* ... argh ... thank God i was on time ... or else i would have killded her ... she knows that i HATE being late yet she .... argh ...nevermind about her for now ... ok , i reached school and the lecture is ECONS ! my "fav." subject ... ECONS reminds me of Poodle , she's my econ lecturer for the first 3 months thingy and it's because of her wierd looking hairstyle , we called her Poodle ... Doodle love to repeat herself for more than 5 times ... like "opportunity cost" , "PPF" or otherwise known as "PPC Curve" ... thinking that if i go poly , i don't have to take ECONS ... well , hahha ... still have to take it ... Laugh Out Loud ... i think Poodle will be so proud of me ... Laugh Out Loud ... oh i rmb something , Poodle always call me Ashley ... don't know why but she always calls me Ashley ... haha ... ok , back to the lecture ... SIMPLY BORING !!! *yawn yawn* ... then me , kenneth , michelle and lingwei went to desigh school's canteen for Brunch ... ate western food , yummy ... haha ... then we went to the bookshop and the library ... then Lingwei left cause she's not feeling well ... then Hardworking kenneth suggested that we finish our ECONS homework in the library ... so we sat down and do our homework ... Laugh Out Loud ... make me feel so hardworking ... muahaha ... then i saw Daryl , a friend from MI ... i got a shock ... didn't expect him to dye his hair blonde ... Laugh Out Loud ... as usual , he's slacking .. then he left ; and we completed our homework ... Hurray !!! haha ... then it started raining ... and that's not good , cause i'm wearing a rather translucent white top ... so i jokingly ask kenneth to stand beside me to block the rain ... Laugh out Loud ... i thought that he will think that i'm crazy and start laughing but he really walk beside me leh .. wow , a true gentleman ... haha ...then we went home ... haha ...

nothing happened till my dad got home ... he complained about my mum ... going out clubbing with her friends ... i'm like stunned ... my mum is 37 yrs old , a married woman with 4 kids at home , yet she still goes out at wee hours to club with her friends ... i feel like as if me and my mum switched roles ... i'm the one teaching my brother , looking after them ; and my mum goes shopping , clubbing etc ... what kind of family is this man ? i think my family won't last long lah ... my dad kinda give up on my mum already ... there's no love , no trust , no communication ... totally GONE ! the only thing that keeps my parents together is me and my siblings ... it's only the 4 of us ... sighs ... i got seriously no comments about my mum ...

*Jeremiah 29:12 - "Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord...


XOXO


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

hello everybody ...*hee hee* ... today is the second day of school ... coolness ... haha ... let me talk about what happened yesterday first ...

24th April 2006
today is the first day of school ... we only need to go for lectures on the first week so ... my lesson is only from 4pm-6pm , today ... wierd but still have to go ... my class meet at TM for lunch before we left for school ... we make a lot noise while we were at PizzaHut ; the poor auntie have to suffer while taking all our orders ... haha ... today is a rather "unlucky" day cause my i-pod hanged , and i took the wrong train to meet my friends so i end up wasting time and thus was late lah ... sighs ... how dumb can i get man ? haha ... ok , back to the lecture ... we are like recommended to buy this textbook which is like $51 ... it's like so expensive lah ... whatever ... haha ... lecture ended 30 mins earlier so i reached home at about 6 plus 7 ... i ate dinner and went to my cousin's granny's wake with my granny ... the pastor is super funny lah ... hahah ... so hyper-active ... i also got a chance to share about God with my cousin who is a non-believer ... Praise God ... i returned home and went to bed ... *snore snore*

25th April 2006
today , my class and i met at the bus stop near the main enterance ... sheena is CRAZY ... haha ... she's so hyper and so cheer-y ... haha ... we went to the classroom and found ourselves locked outside ... we sat outside the classroom for almost 20 mins then 2 teachers came to apologise ; saying that our teacher is not in school today so actually we can go home ... dots ... waste my time ... so we left the block and went to check out the laptops ... it's quite cool but expensive ah ... no money , no money ... hahah ... then i suddenly thought of going back to BASC to help out at playground ... so i rush down to church then i found out that Aunty Bin Xiang is not feeling well and Aunty Shirley had to take care of the class on her own ... haha , so i was there to help Aunty Shirley ... i miss the kids so much ... especially Ting Ting & Chris ... Ting Ting and Kieran wasn't around today ... hmmm ... i wonder how are they ... Chris is sooo cute ... besides the part he pee on the floor instead of the toiletbowl ... Charmaine today is so sweet , kept calling me "mummy" ... awwww ... so cute ...*hee hee* joel kept hugging me too ... oh oh and aaron ... they are so so cute lah ... but i guess from next week onwards , i can't help out already cause i've got to go school and stuff ... sighs ... after BASC , coral and i went to KFC for lunch ...yummy ! hahah then we went back to church to "study" ... we taught shenna social studies and i revise on my "introduction to Hospitality and Tourism" so good girl ah ... hahaha ... then Regina ask me out to catch a movie which i can't remember the title ... muahahaha... we watch it with Brendon , he's suppose to go back to camp at night so we met for movie then he left ... we also saw Joel Chew , issac , joseph , aiken , rachel guna at TM ... they are gonna have a meeting for Serenade ... so cool ... i went back home and ate dinner and here i am typing this ...haha ... what else happened ? let me think and try to recall ... oh oh , my parents quarrelled SUPER bad ... they always quarrel ... since i'm in kindergarten till now ... but it's not as bad as today lah ... and my dad kinda told me that they are gonna divorce or something lah .... i'm just speechless ...

*You mercy found me , upon the broken road & lifted me beyond my failing ; into Your glory , my sin and shame dissolve and now forever Yours i stand . In love never to end , to call You more than Lord , glorious friend . so i throw my life upon all that You are , cause i know You gave it all for me . when all else fades , my soul will dance with You ; where the love last forever


XOXO


Sunday, April 23, 2006

wow ! today is so so fun ... haha ... the YA debate was FUN ! very nervous but interesting lah ... i'm glad it went rather smoothly ... haha ... i don't believe that Roland thinks that i'm good cause he said that i "think on my feet" ... haha ... AWESOME ... the opposition team is so so fierce lar ... like what to kill us like that ... me , joel ooi and aiken were like so stunned lar when bertrand gave his speech ... hahah ... i learn quite a lot from YA today ... *hee hee* ... oh , today was carnival style right ? we've got Joseph , Joel Chew , Joel Ooi , Rayvin and Clement to dress up as clowns to welcome the youths ... it was really funny cause they all had so much make-up on , i can't even recognise them ... haha ... oh , a rather shocking news ... the mission team is back with 3 jammicans ... Mr Hosea , Mr Issac Ong and Mr Joel Chew who decided to do draglocks in Bangkok ... no comments man ... the whole sudden draglocks craze ... haha ...

and actually i attended my cousin , Carol's granny's wake ... she passed away yesterday ... i'm glad that she knew the Lord when she's still alive and have been a strong believer since then ... i believe that now , she will be in Heaven with God and Jesus ... I pray that God will continue to bless the entire family ...

yay , tnr is sunday ... and sunday is dance-day ... yippy !!! so fun ... i love dancing ... *hee hee* i can't wait ... oh oh , i also heard a shocking news ... the D&D is postponed to 2 weeks later ... i seriously got a SHOCK lah ... i actually kinda got things planned out but i guess there must be something wrong with the admin side with the leaders lah ... sighs ... all my hard work , is now postponed ... i thought it will work out just fine ... but in the end ... sighs ... oh well , nevermind ... in that case , i will be super busy in the weeks to come ... got school , church and so much things ...

*everlasting , Your light will shine when all else fades . Never ending , Your glory goes beyond all fame , and the cry of my heart is to bring You praise from inside out , Lord my soul cries out ...


XOXO


Friday, April 21, 2006

Hello everyone ... it's been so so long ... it's because i'm rather busy lately ... firstly , my orientation has already started (yesterday) and ended (today)... WOW ! Temasek poly is SUPER FUN ... it's really AWESOME ... i love every part of the programmes ... totally LOVE IT ! i also like my new classmates cum friends ... they are all very nice and friendly ... very easy to get along with ... oh oh , during TP's inter-school competition , BUSINESS SCHOOL WON !!! yeah yeah yeah ... i'm so so happy ... *hee hee* this orientation is better than what i thought it would be ... school is really more fun with fun people ... *hee hee* ... oh about my class , there's 24 students ... out if which , there's only 5 guys ... hmmm ... the guys must feel super SHIOK to be surrounded by girls everyday ... haha ...i got my timetable already ... the timing is rather INTERESTING ... hahah ...but i'm glad that my class is fun and we can bond so quickly ... we're going for lunch together on monday before going to school ... how cool is that ? cause our lesson is from 4pm-6pm ... Laugh Out Loud ...

the D&D for CFC is also coming real SOON ! gotta start buying and making the decor stuff already ... gotta meet up with chellie and the rest of the comm againb next week ... BUSY BUSY BUSY !!! it's Carnival style tomorrow followed by YM & YA ... i'm also in the YA debate tomorrow ... haha ... the topic is "should a couple show physical affection towards each other ? In public , in private and in church ." ... the question is so hard cause i'm in the group that AGREES ... stress !!! hahah ... i hope that my research and my statements will make sense to the Young Adults ... sighs ... hahah ...

well , can't wait for tomorrow ...


XOXO


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

hello everyone ! it's me again ... it's been so busy for me ... got lots of things to do ... but it's really exciting ...*hee hee* ... however , i got to know that when we are celebrating our VICTORIES , satan is working on the double to hurt us ... many people have been injured by satan's tricks but "you know what satan ? i'm not gonna let you win ...you stupid sore loser ! i'm gonna protect my friends and family and i'm not gonna let you hurt them"... so therefore lesson to learn , never put your alert spirit down ; you never know when stupid satan decide to strike again ... haha ... well , recently got lots of dreams ... haha ... must be too many issues in my head already ... hahaha ... so i'm gonna sleep early today ... now it's almost 1am ... gotta go now ... *snore snore*

p.s: can't wait for CFC's D&D night ! *hee hee*


XOXO


Friday, April 07, 2006

hey hey hey ! how's everyone doing ? great ? today i think is really AWESOME !

Firstly , it's pastor mark's birthday ... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PASTOR MARK , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!"

Secondly , i help out at BASC again ... i miss the kids ... they are all so so cute ... *hee hee* and i took pictures of them ...

Thirdly , i went back KC to teach my juniors First Aid ... although today's turn-out is not so good , i believe that more people will come and i promise to return to KC on fridays to teach them ... *hee hee*

God have been so great , blessing me with WONDERFUL friends and people around me... I strongly believe that everytime when you go through something real tough , stick your eyes on God and God only ... it really takes faith and faith is the key ... keep your eyes on God and the problems will look smaller and simpler ... although the problems won't disappear , but i believe that if God allow such a thing to happen , He must have His divine plan for it ... continue to BELIEVE that you'll see that rainbow after a storm ... God once told me this and i believe it's for many of us ... If you're tired and stress , run to God for rest and peace ; if you're broken and crushed , run to God and His river of LOVE will engulf you and heal your wounds ; God is always there , every minute of our life ... it's only whether you want to go closer to Him or not ... it says that if you take one step closer to Him , He will take a few steps closer to you ...

Just recently , God really gave me a heart of COMPASSION ... you know , one issue that God placed in my heart is "go and reach out to those who are hurt by divorce and those whose parents are seperated" ... at first i really thought it's hard cause i've never been through that and i don't know how it feels ... but i just feel that i really need to help them ... these poor children , they've done nothing wrong yet they had to suffer the consequences of their parents' decision ... and also for younger girls in my youth group , i really feel God telling me to spend time with them and find out what happened ... and pray with them or just talk to them and listen to them ...

I believe many people out there are LONELY , and they all have something to say ; however , those around them are too busy to stop and listen to what they have to say ... you know , whatever problems you're facing , you can tell me and share with me ... just simply email me at madeline_xiong@yahoo.com.sg or for those with my hp no. you guys can sms or call me ...

see you guys till the next time ...
p.s: for those going for the Karen Refugee Camp Mission Trip , God bless and i pray that you will be vessels for God and take care*hugs*i'll miss you


XOXO



hello hello everybody !!! *hee hee* it's been rather fun for the pass few days ... i went to help out at the childcare in my church , it's called BASC ... the kids are really young ; the classes are actually pre-kindergarten ... super cool right ? they have pre-school , now it's pre-kindergarten ... haha ... oh , the class that i took care of are the youngest ... if i'm not wrong they are only about 2-3 years old ... soooo cute !!! *hee hee* i kinda miss the class that i looked after last year ... the kids are really adorable ... oh and there's this girl in my present class , she kept calling me "mummy" and always ask me to carry her in my arms ... *awwww* soooo sweet ! that day , they were suppose to do art and craft / painting ... and seeing them do it , it's so cute ... and there's this Korean boy from Coral's class actually ended-up having paints all over his face ... and he still look so blur ...

Taking care of these kids makes me feel like having me own ... it's kinda fun taking care of children(based on experience) but it's also tiring ... to see my kids come running towards me ; i think the feeling is like so nice lah ... to spend time teaching them , talking to them and read bed-time stories to them is like so nice ... *awww* hee hee ...

Haha ... but must wait till my "prince charming" appear first ... hahah ... aiya , girls like me very hard to find husband one ... i'm like fat and short and ugly ; no guys will like one lah ... hahaha ... but somehow , with faith i believe that God will bring my prince charming to me , somehow or anyother ... cause in the bible it says that He had someone in mind for me and for everyone else already ... hee hee ... and like during YA i think , i learnt that you know , God bring Eve to Adam ... and so i believe that either God will bring me to my "adam" or He will bring my "adam" to me ...hee hee

Like the song that snow white sang in her show , "someday my prince will come..."; i believe that someday my prince will come too ... and we'll live happily ever after ...*awwww*


XOXO


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

hello everyone ! wow , my weekend have been great ... i will start by talking about saturday ... it's April Fools' Day ... as usual , i will get tricked ... argh !!! haha ... well , i'm not very angry at that person cause it's april fools' day ... if it's normal day , i would have killed that person ... haha ... just joking ... youth service was FUN !!! although we didn't have YA & YM , but we get to hear Hosea preach ... it's AMAZING !!! oh oh , and i got a vision from God ... it's super powerful ... then sunday , we have a guest speaker , Pastor Phillip from england ... he's really funny and the message is really mind-blowing ... and we have DANCE FELLOWSHIP after lunch ... it's really fun to dance together and get to know each other better ... after that , i went to the dance studio to continue practising my routines ... this time , we thought of like "our position/arrangement" and the "formation" ... it's really cool ... then we went for supper at Beer Garden ... then i went home ...*snore snore* ... and to end the day perfectly , my parents actually bought me a new handphone ... it's the Nokia 6111 and it's PINK !!! *hee hee* i totally LOVE IT !!! thanks mummy & daddy ... today i went to the hospital with my granny ... well there's GOOD NEWS !!! she's slowly recovering ... just have to go back in 6 weeks time to make sure she fully recovers ... and i ate KFC for dinner ... YUMMY ! *hee hee* ... oh ok , i rmb something bad ... marcus got scolding from my parents cause he skip tuition secretly ... my parents are like SUPER ANGRY when they found out ... cause my dad actually went to pick him up but he's not there ... well , what's new ... marcus tell lies everyday , almost every minute ... what to do , you tell me ? whatever lah ... don't really bother about him already ... now , it's so late but i still can't fall asleep so just now i decided to do a online IQ test ... i got 120 ... haha ... not very high but it's very similar to albert einistein's IQ result ... hahah ... SO CLEVER !!! haha ... and i also did a "unconscious mind" test ... this is my result:

Your Unconscious Mind Is Most Driven by Kindness.

You have a deep desire to be kind and fair to others. You are preoccupied with finding kindness in the world around you, far more than you may realise on a conscious level. This makes you unusually empathetic and very sensitive to other people's feelings. Your kind nature makes you an optimist at heart and allows you to see the best in the people around you.
Because you're not judgmental, others seek you out when they need a friend. Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are...


i will end here today ... will be blogging again soon ... see ya


XOXO


Saturday, April 01, 2006

hello everyone , today is kinda interesting actually ... *hee hee* ... although it kinda rained the whole afternoon but i'm in-doors all the time so it didn't affect me at all ... oh , i was in church with Pei Ting doing the song banners for the Karens Refugees Camp Youth Mission Trip ... i think it's really meaningful ... although i can't go with the team but i know my prayers and my love offeriings will go with them ... it's really nice to hear that Rachel is going to teach them english praise and worship songs ... at first i'm kinda shock cause the Karens are thai , but they're forced to live at the border between Thailand and some other country (opps , can't rmb)... so it's really poorthing ... not many Karens understand english so i think teaching them praise and worship songs will be a little tricky cause they won't be able to understand what's the words on the banners ... all i can do for the Karens now is to help make the banners , maybe next time i will be representing the Youths to go on a mission trip ... actually when Hosea(the youth worker) email us to tell us that they are looking for youths to go for this mission trip , i thought of joining them ... but i guess my parents won't really allow cause i just went to Bangkok recently with Coral and the rest so financially they won't be able to support me ... at that point i really wish to go , like it will truely be a fun and exciting experience for me ... BUT i guess God have His plan for me to stay in S'pore ... going through the things i suffer and all that happened made me a stronger person ... emotionally and spiritually ... it made me realise that my mission field is actually right here in S'pore , in my family ... and like what Pastor Mark told me , after all this that i go through , i can use it as a POWERFUL testimony to share with all the youths around the world and tell them HOW GREAT IS MY GOD ! i really feel that God's calling for me to be a pastor is stronger now ... at first pastor mark asked me what i want to be , i actually NEVER thought of being a pastor but now i actually don't mind as long as it's God's calling for me ... i just want to be a servant for God , maybe a missionary or someone that God can use to reach out to the lost ... i recently heard from my christian uncle (my mom's brother-in-law) that his niece is now a missionary who travels all over the whole to preach the gospel ... how cool can that be ? i mean isn't it great to see more and more people rising up for God's glory ... WOW WOW WOW ! this is so AWESOME ! i think the world really need a REVIVAL ... and one country or twon can't do it on it's own ... all the nations must come together and especially youths must rise up and carry the cross ... although the process of carrying the cross is very tiring and straining but for God's cause it's worth it and to see our family saved , our friends come to know God and our school coming to see the TRUTH , all the hardship is really worth it ...

For those who are reading this and you're not a Christian , i strongly encourage you guys to go to church ... Just a few questions for you guys to ponder about :
1. Have you found your true identity ?
2. Have know the really Truth of life ?
3. Have you found your purpose in life ?
4. Do you know that there's someone who loves you a lot ?
5. Do you know that there's someone who knows you even before you're born ?

Even if the whole world turn their back against you and leave you , God will never forsake or leave you ... because He loves you ... Do you know that your name is craved on His hand ? He love you so much ...

p.s: if you want to experience this wonderful feeling of being loved or just wanting to know your purpose on earth , you can email me at madeline_xiong@yahoo.com.sg


XOXO