Monday, October 30, 2006
Jesus, beautiful savior...
Many thing happen throughout the course of the past 3 days... because blogger have been down, i can't post any latest blog.... so yup...
too lazy to say everything down... hahaha
~princess maddy: let it go~
p.s: i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare....
Many thing happen throughout the course of the past 3 days... because blogger have been down, i can't post any latest blog.... so yup...
too lazy to say everything down... hahaha
~princess maddy: let it go~
p.s: i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare....
XOXO
Jesus, beautiful savior...
Many thing happen throughout the course of the past 3 days... because blogger have been down, i can't post any latest blog.... so yup...
too lazy to say everything down... hahaha
~princess maddy: let it go~
p.s: i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare....
Many thing happen throughout the course of the past 3 days... because blogger have been down, i can't post any latest blog.... so yup...
too lazy to say everything down... hahaha
~princess maddy: let it go~
p.s: i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare....
XOXO
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Jesus, beautiful savior...
I no longer feel unloved or alone because i know that Jesus is always there to hold my hand...
last night, i tried to blog twice but blogger was down... dawnie faces the same problem... hahah... i only fell asleep at like 4am ... then wake up at 7 for C.E class... so i have like super little sleep... but i was rather awake :)
lots of things happened... very drama... but it's all over and it's a start of a new chapter... yup yup, maddy is a strong girl... an overcomer!
went to Block 12 with peachy and aikey and shenna babe... just the 4 of us to comb the whole block... so we splitted to shenna and aikey, then me and peachy... it was tiring and hungry but was fruitful... then i went home to tutor my brother for his exams... then i rush down to studio for dance... dance was good... i was a lol' disorientated when i reach studio but after a while it was ok... dance and dance then we went to eat at Beer Garden... i ate chicken chop rice with loads and loads of chilli sauce... heehee...then i took bus 12 back with Joyce... it was fun... the day was........ fruitful
maddy loves dancing... feel like trying all the different types of dance... like ballet, ballroom, waltz etc etc... so fun... heehee... mad about dance
~princess maddy love the King of Kings~
p.s: i've decided with all my heart to let you go...
I no longer feel unloved or alone because i know that Jesus is always there to hold my hand...
last night, i tried to blog twice but blogger was down... dawnie faces the same problem... hahah... i only fell asleep at like 4am ... then wake up at 7 for C.E class... so i have like super little sleep... but i was rather awake :)
lots of things happened... very drama... but it's all over and it's a start of a new chapter... yup yup, maddy is a strong girl... an overcomer!
went to Block 12 with peachy and aikey and shenna babe... just the 4 of us to comb the whole block... so we splitted to shenna and aikey, then me and peachy... it was tiring and hungry but was fruitful... then i went home to tutor my brother for his exams... then i rush down to studio for dance... dance was good... i was a lol' disorientated when i reach studio but after a while it was ok... dance and dance then we went to eat at Beer Garden... i ate chicken chop rice with loads and loads of chilli sauce... heehee...then i took bus 12 back with Joyce... it was fun... the day was........ fruitful
maddy loves dancing... feel like trying all the different types of dance... like ballet, ballroom, waltz etc etc... so fun... heehee... mad about dance
~princess maddy love the King of Kings~
p.s: i've decided with all my heart to let you go...
XOXO
THIS JUST SUCKS
Thanks man, mum & dad... idiots
all i want to do is dance.... is it so hard to get your permission?
is girls more inferior to boys???
why do you treat me differently from my brothers, huh?
Thanks man, mum & dad... idiots
all i want to do is dance.... is it so hard to get your permission?
is girls more inferior to boys???
why do you treat me differently from my brothers, huh?
XOXO
Saturday, October 28, 2006
PRAISE & WORSHIP
today's Praise & Worship night was AWESOME! a true heart of worship... God's presence was just so really... so tangible... have faith and your breakthrough will come...
dinner was cool... haha... some of the YAs cooked dinner in the kitchen... curry chicken with other side dishes... corns and eggs and sausages... nice... pretty yummy... but the rice is kinda sticky and mashy... hahah... ok, i'll give Peachy Ooi the credit also... that boy help cook the curry... hahah... GOOD JOB PEACHY... hahah
went home and my mum told me that i need to be home to tutor my brother tmr afternoon... i was like........ SHUCKS MAN! hate it lah... which means i will have to go home after Gift Of Love... sigh........... why must it be me??? argh.......... dance is my passion, why must they stop me????????? why why why????????????? where got parents like that one? i'm not doing anything bad or what, i just want to dance... dance also cannot... it must always be their sons first.... daughter is the last.... it's not fair lor! idiots!
IDIOTS!
if you guys don't know, i'm a 100% feminist... cause of my family, i've grown into a woman who is willing to stand up for our rights! i don't understand why man gets it easy??? why parents prefer boys over girls? isn't both their own flesh and blood? huh? are they stupid? this makes me very very angry... very very mad.... don't understand why?
IDIOTS!IDIOTS!IDIOTS!IDIOTS!IDIOTS!IDIOTS!IDIOTS!
Maddy's evil plan 1:
wait till i have a stable job etc.... i will abandon them to their PRECIOUS SONS... see if their PRECIOUS SONS will take care of them... i bet they will crawl to me and beg me to take care of them... those idiotic boys............................... argh!
now all i hear is my mum's snoring... wah lau... like thunder... like seriously... not trying to be sacastic or anything... don't understand why she don't want to sleep in her room... always sleep in the living room and snore and snore.. like freaking noisy lor.... louder than the TV...
Maddy's evil plan 2:
feel like killing her with a pillow... snore so loud... wah lau!
it's 1:31am... and i don't feel like sleeping... i hate my parents... just wish that i can die lah... i think if you interview them and ask them their life mission statement, it will be "to torture madeline till she dies..." fav. hobby: to torture madeline....
sighs
~princess maddy~
p.s: just my thoughts
XOXO
OUCH!
the word of the day is OUCH! got my "horror of the month" today.... shucks man... hate it! get really really bad cramps... and i mean seriously bad cramps... so bad that i will start rolling on the floor , screaming etc etc.... so the smart-alec maddy decided to counter-attack the cramps by going JOGGING! like how smart of maddy to do something like that...
jogging made it worst... i started feeling super dizzy and faint-ish... and like puke-ish too... i'm like so asking for it right? hahah... instead of like sitting down resting, i went to jog! hahah... so the whole night i'm like..... OUCH!
totally got no appetite... felt like puking most of the time... but i guess pretended that i was ok... put on a smile etc etc... besides, even if i like "complain" to like the boys , Hosea,Rayvin and Ian... they will just like ignore me... and Bel won't even bother about me... she'll just smile and return to their conversation topic... so yup... Maddy decides to stay strong...
oh... OUCH also because of muscle aches... haha... my legs and arms... was also training my arms with weights... hahaha... then Hosea decided that we should all train our abs... imagine the pain from cramps and pain from training abs COMBINE! it's like 1000 times painful............
walked back to church from Lagoon... then Bel's daddy send me home... got home and my mom is watching the Taiwanese Drama Shen Qing Mi Ma (silence)... it's such a sad story... and it's like the final episode... so the guy, Vic Zhou (Zai Zai from F4) died... how tragic... must story end with a tragic note? stories with happily ever after are known as fairytale... so is reality that TRAGIC?
maddy is getting sad and emotional.... hahah... aiya... whatever lor... don't happily ever after then don't lor... sad then sad lor... tragic then tragic lor.... like for me... so many times, i've been searching for THE GUY! but he don't seem to be around... or even exisiting... so many times, esp in school you see couples and then you think of yourself being alone and stuff... then even in church, you see couples around then you think about yourself AGAIN and you don't have anyone... like for me, i just need someone there who really cares about me... don't mind if i whin a bit... be crazy and all... that's all... but now, whatever lah... alone then alone lor! no big deal already...... no one will be able to sick-track me... no one will disturb my relationship with God...
similarly, i got over the part about dressing up for school... i mean, i don't wanna dress to impress... impress who? my friends? for what? crazy.... i just wear what i like and what i feel comfortable in... don't have to wear those killer heels and those expensive Topshop and Zara clothes... those Levis jeans and those Mango or Topshop bags... besides, i can't afford them...
my daddy proclaim that i'm cinderella .... not the hardworking part or the princessy part... but the coming home late part... hahah... today i got home at like 12 midnight... ON THE DOT ... hahah...
alright, gotta go to bed now... pray that my cramps will be gone by tomorrow... sweet dreams
~princess maddy in pain~
p.s: you guys seems to be made for one another, so i'll be nice to step back and let you two be together... stop telling me that you guys are just friends because you both don't act like friends... stop telling me that you guys don't match, because the 2 of you just click... you are my close friend and he's the one i love... i will choose to give him up, alright... let you guys have a chance for happily ever after... sick of being stuck in between... sick of hearing your craps... just do whatever you like k?
XOXO
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i kinda like psychology and sociology!!!
whee~ heehee... the tutorials are interesting... the sad part.... my thursday timetable is madness... hahah... then i have to rush from business school to engineering school and then back to business school again.... how can we like rush from one place to another without being late? it's kinda stupid.... cause most of the classes will tend to over shot... so how do we "rush" from one school to another... even if we climb the stairs, we'll still be late... and then late for more than 15mins is ABSENT!
i got lost in Engineering school today... the blocks are so confusing... like the first block i saw was 10, then 14 then 18.... my class is at block 17... so i was like "where the *toot* is the freaking block?" then my classmate's engineering friend told us that block 17 is like at the side... like an extended wing...... i was like *stone*
finally.... it's gonna be friday.... whee~ jog jog... exercise exercise!!!
~princess madeline is magnificant maddy~
p.s: i'm not your dog so don't clap your hands in front of me and try to train me to follow your orders...
i'm not your side kick nor substitute when someone else is not around...
am i a mute or are you just simply deaf?
why it seems to me that no one bothers to hear what i am trying to say?
whee~ heehee... the tutorials are interesting... the sad part.... my thursday timetable is madness... hahah... then i have to rush from business school to engineering school and then back to business school again.... how can we like rush from one place to another without being late? it's kinda stupid.... cause most of the classes will tend to over shot... so how do we "rush" from one school to another... even if we climb the stairs, we'll still be late... and then late for more than 15mins is ABSENT!
i got lost in Engineering school today... the blocks are so confusing... like the first block i saw was 10, then 14 then 18.... my class is at block 17... so i was like "where the *toot* is the freaking block?" then my classmate's engineering friend told us that block 17 is like at the side... like an extended wing...... i was like *stone*
finally.... it's gonna be friday.... whee~ jog jog... exercise exercise!!!
~princess madeline is magnificant maddy~
p.s: i'm not your dog so don't clap your hands in front of me and try to train me to follow your orders...
i'm not your side kick nor substitute when someone else is not around...
am i a mute or are you just simply deaf?
why it seems to me that no one bothers to hear what i am trying to say?
XOXO
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
school was tiring and stuff....
snore........ had my first psychology and marketing lectures..... cool and kinda fun...... haha... i'm not really looking forward for tomorrow's lessons.... hahaha... studying is really killer... especially HTM! super hard and tough lah.......... sighs..... i wonder who's in my sociology class..... feel so alone and lost lah.... hahah... somemore the class will be at Engineering school...... i will be so lost and all alone........ boohoooohoooo
poly sucks lah........... esp HTM...............................................
i can't wait for weekends to come ... like dying to get more rest! oh, my friend ask me to join TP's Talent Quest.... it's like singing and dance competition... singing have individual and group but dance only have group... hahaha... any type of songs also can... any language also can....
the prize?
$500
or
10 $100 worth of CD Hamper
or
a contract with Warners Music Company...
cool huh? i don't mind joining ... hahah... only 2 rounds... audition then finals.... hahah... unlike Project Superstar so many million rounds... hmmm... really wanna know how is it like being a star... like a singer/dancer....... and like have your own concert, own album, own fan club, own poster, own MV etc etc... cool huh? then like appear on TV shows etc.... *dream dream*
-hey peeps, should i join? tag on my blog to let me know your comments ya?-
so sick of my life now........... i want to be a princess........ like FOR REAL
~maddy is just a simple girl who wants to have fun~
p.s: can you tell me that you love me? can you stay with me till forever?
snore........ had my first psychology and marketing lectures..... cool and kinda fun...... haha... i'm not really looking forward for tomorrow's lessons.... hahaha... studying is really killer... especially HTM! super hard and tough lah.......... sighs..... i wonder who's in my sociology class..... feel so alone and lost lah.... hahah... somemore the class will be at Engineering school...... i will be so lost and all alone........ boohoooohoooo
poly sucks lah........... esp HTM...............................................
i can't wait for weekends to come ... like dying to get more rest! oh, my friend ask me to join TP's Talent Quest.... it's like singing and dance competition... singing have individual and group but dance only have group... hahaha... any type of songs also can... any language also can....
the prize?
$500
or
10 $100 worth of CD Hamper
or
a contract with Warners Music Company...
cool huh? i don't mind joining ... hahah... only 2 rounds... audition then finals.... hahah... unlike Project Superstar so many million rounds... hmmm... really wanna know how is it like being a star... like a singer/dancer....... and like have your own concert, own album, own fan club, own poster, own MV etc etc... cool huh? then like appear on TV shows etc.... *dream dream*
-hey peeps, should i join? tag on my blog to let me know your comments ya?-
so sick of my life now........... i want to be a princess........ like FOR REAL
~maddy is just a simple girl who wants to have fun~
p.s: can you tell me that you love me? can you stay with me till forever?
XOXO
just got home from town........
feeling super sleepy and all... hahah... but we had so much fun at Fish and Co.
ate a lot, laugh a lot.... hahah...
then when most of the people went home, a few of us went to PS Starbucks to continue chilling... hahah... continue talking and laughing... hahaha
then it was about 11 plus so we decided to go home... took bus 14... sat beside Peachy... hahah... laugh at all the pictures that they took during dinner... hahah... all the super candid shots and the blur looks... hahah... ultra funny
gotta go to bed now... got school at 10 tmr.... candy dreams...
~princess maddy loves you~
p.s: someone special
feeling super sleepy and all... hahah... but we had so much fun at Fish and Co.
ate a lot, laugh a lot.... hahah...
then when most of the people went home, a few of us went to PS Starbucks to continue chilling... hahah... continue talking and laughing... hahaha
then it was about 11 plus so we decided to go home... took bus 14... sat beside Peachy... hahah... laugh at all the pictures that they took during dinner... hahah... all the super candid shots and the blur looks... hahah... ultra funny
gotta go to bed now... got school at 10 tmr.... candy dreams...
~princess maddy loves you~
p.s: someone special
XOXO
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
hi guys!
just got back from the stayover at Senett... it was so fun... hhhahaha... yesterday was my first day of school... feels wierd... hahaha... then while waiting for my friends to come, i was just like people watching and suddenly it feels like TP is a runway for everyone... everyone seem to be like a model ... in their own clothes with their very own taste and style... it's like you see from "punk wannabes" to like cute tiny skirts to like "ah lian" bugis street style... hahah... very interesting... then i was like looking at their dressing and wondered how long they took to get dressed and all.... cause like the girls, some did their hair, their make-up and like even nails... like from top to toe, it's like MATCHED... hahaha
but whatever... i ended school at about 3... then Fatty Chew called me to rent some vcd so that we can watch it at senett... so i spend like 1 hour thinking of what show to watch... hahah... then the aunty told me that i need to be a member so i was like ok... then she told me that i need to put a deposite of $20 because i don't stay in Tampines... then i was like "thanks ah, auntie! i spend 1 whole hour searching like mad then NOW you tell me!".... so i called isaac and isaac told me to call Lorraine and yup Lorraine came to my rescue cause she have an account there at the shop... hahah...
then me and Lorraine are suppose to meet the C.O.T.S at Paya Lebar to go for the hari raya puasa festival pasat malam thingy at 5... so we thought we'll be like super late and all, so we took a cab down and we reach there at about 5:30... and guess what? NONE of them were there! me and Lorraine were like *diao*.......... hahah... then one by one they came, and yup we were set to explore!!! and omg, the place is super oily, stuffy and crowded........it was like madness... hahah.... we each got Ramly burgers and like snacks... Cheese hotdogs, otah, fish cracker and some pan cake thingy... hahah... because Mishuelle and Lorraine are both quite dark so like we made a joke... that the muslims there will stone them to death with Ramly burgers... because the muslims are suppose to fast till like 7pm... then we were like happily eating there so like some people will give us the "eye" thing... was funny... then somemore, our dearest Mish wore t-shirt and SHORTS! then Lorraine wore some Lacey spagetti top.. then we say the muslims will throw Ramly burgers at us... for our dressing and for eating before they break fast.... hahahah.. don't know why ramly burgers but yup.... hahahha...
after that, we took bus 13 to senett... we reached there at about 9... so we watched channel 8... muahaha... then we change it to channel 5.... wheee~ ANTM.......
Aunty Ann's dog, Joy is crazy... she's also a guy fanatic... hahaha... at first i was really scared of her... like super... cause she barks and all... super hyper.... hahah... so Emmanuel, me and Vaness started a Anti-Joy club... ahhaha... but somehow after a while, i'm ok with Joy already... hhahah... one thing i hate about her....... she barks........... like mad.... bark and bark...
we made like super a lot of noise so we decided to go to the nearby playground so that Aunty Ann can sleep cause she need to catch a flight to Taiwan the next morning... while walking to the playground, there's this IDIOTIC dog that bark non-stop.... worst than Joy.... then ALL and i mean ALL the dogs in the whole Senett neighbourhood started barking and barking.... i was like WAH LAU!!!!
at the playground, we played Blind mice... i was the last to be caught... so funny cause they were like who's not caught yet... then all of them shouted MADDY! then the catchers aimed to get me... somehow... the tricky part, we aren't suppose to touch the sand... so we climb and hook and all lah... ahhaha... after blind mice, we played ice and water.... SUPER TIRING lah........... hahahah... then i stop and they played for a while then we all decided to go back cause it's already 3 plus... oh oh, the main comm came over like twice... so funny... the first time, i just came out from the showers and was drying my hair then someone shouted MAIN COMM! then gaius LEAPED OVER the hall to switch off the lights and we pretended to sleep... hahah... i was like *diao*... hahaa
after a while, everyone including me started to knock out... hahaha... then a huge group of them left, took a cab and went home... Hosea, Jozzie and Shaun slept in Hosea's room... Joash, Isaac and Joel Chew slept on a L shape sofa... Nelson slept on a chair (so poorthing)... then Emmanuel, Rayvin, Ben Choo, me and Lydia slept on the floor... Aiken took a small sofa... hahah... it's like freezing lah.... the marble floor is like ice cold! hahah... then somehow, Nelson came and took over Ben Choo's place after he left... then someone gave me and Nelson a blanket... hahah... whoever he/she is, "THANK YOU"... haha... after getting kicked by Joash, Joel decided to sleep on the floor too.. he gave me a shock cause i was sleeping then suddenly got one pair of hairy legs above my head... hahahah...
we started to clean up and all and leave senett by like 9plus... then took a bus home... hahah... now i just finish my breakfast... hahah... later might watch some shows then sleep then wake up and go out to celebrate Regina and Joel Ooi's birthday.... hahah...
will blog again.....
~princess maddy and her gang of awesome friends~
p.s: love that smile on your face....
just got back from the stayover at Senett... it was so fun... hhhahaha... yesterday was my first day of school... feels wierd... hahaha... then while waiting for my friends to come, i was just like people watching and suddenly it feels like TP is a runway for everyone... everyone seem to be like a model ... in their own clothes with their very own taste and style... it's like you see from "punk wannabes" to like cute tiny skirts to like "ah lian" bugis street style... hahah... very interesting... then i was like looking at their dressing and wondered how long they took to get dressed and all.... cause like the girls, some did their hair, their make-up and like even nails... like from top to toe, it's like MATCHED... hahaha
but whatever... i ended school at about 3... then Fatty Chew called me to rent some vcd so that we can watch it at senett... so i spend like 1 hour thinking of what show to watch... hahah... then the aunty told me that i need to be a member so i was like ok... then she told me that i need to put a deposite of $20 because i don't stay in Tampines... then i was like "thanks ah, auntie! i spend 1 whole hour searching like mad then NOW you tell me!".... so i called isaac and isaac told me to call Lorraine and yup Lorraine came to my rescue cause she have an account there at the shop... hahah...
then me and Lorraine are suppose to meet the C.O.T.S at Paya Lebar to go for the hari raya puasa festival pasat malam thingy at 5... so we thought we'll be like super late and all, so we took a cab down and we reach there at about 5:30... and guess what? NONE of them were there! me and Lorraine were like *diao*.......... hahah... then one by one they came, and yup we were set to explore!!! and omg, the place is super oily, stuffy and crowded........it was like madness... hahah.... we each got Ramly burgers and like snacks... Cheese hotdogs, otah, fish cracker and some pan cake thingy... hahah... because Mishuelle and Lorraine are both quite dark so like we made a joke... that the muslims there will stone them to death with Ramly burgers... because the muslims are suppose to fast till like 7pm... then we were like happily eating there so like some people will give us the "eye" thing... was funny... then somemore, our dearest Mish wore t-shirt and SHORTS! then Lorraine wore some Lacey spagetti top.. then we say the muslims will throw Ramly burgers at us... for our dressing and for eating before they break fast.... hahahah.. don't know why ramly burgers but yup.... hahahha...
after that, we took bus 13 to senett... we reached there at about 9... so we watched channel 8... muahaha... then we change it to channel 5.... wheee~ ANTM.......
Aunty Ann's dog, Joy is crazy... she's also a guy fanatic... hahaha... at first i was really scared of her... like super... cause she barks and all... super hyper.... hahah... so Emmanuel, me and Vaness started a Anti-Joy club... ahhaha... but somehow after a while, i'm ok with Joy already... hhahah... one thing i hate about her....... she barks........... like mad.... bark and bark...
we made like super a lot of noise so we decided to go to the nearby playground so that Aunty Ann can sleep cause she need to catch a flight to Taiwan the next morning... while walking to the playground, there's this IDIOTIC dog that bark non-stop.... worst than Joy.... then ALL and i mean ALL the dogs in the whole Senett neighbourhood started barking and barking.... i was like WAH LAU!!!!
at the playground, we played Blind mice... i was the last to be caught... so funny cause they were like who's not caught yet... then all of them shouted MADDY! then the catchers aimed to get me... somehow... the tricky part, we aren't suppose to touch the sand... so we climb and hook and all lah... ahhaha... after blind mice, we played ice and water.... SUPER TIRING lah........... hahahah... then i stop and they played for a while then we all decided to go back cause it's already 3 plus... oh oh, the main comm came over like twice... so funny... the first time, i just came out from the showers and was drying my hair then someone shouted MAIN COMM! then gaius LEAPED OVER the hall to switch off the lights and we pretended to sleep... hahah... i was like *diao*... hahaa
after a while, everyone including me started to knock out... hahaha... then a huge group of them left, took a cab and went home... Hosea, Jozzie and Shaun slept in Hosea's room... Joash, Isaac and Joel Chew slept on a L shape sofa... Nelson slept on a chair (so poorthing)... then Emmanuel, Rayvin, Ben Choo, me and Lydia slept on the floor... Aiken took a small sofa... hahah... it's like freezing lah.... the marble floor is like ice cold! hahah... then somehow, Nelson came and took over Ben Choo's place after he left... then someone gave me and Nelson a blanket... hahah... whoever he/she is, "THANK YOU"... haha... after getting kicked by Joash, Joel decided to sleep on the floor too.. he gave me a shock cause i was sleeping then suddenly got one pair of hairy legs above my head... hahahah...
we started to clean up and all and leave senett by like 9plus... then took a bus home... hahah... now i just finish my breakfast... hahah... later might watch some shows then sleep then wake up and go out to celebrate Regina and Joel Ooi's birthday.... hahah...
will blog again.....
~princess maddy and her gang of awesome friends~
p.s: love that smile on your face....
XOXO
Sunday, October 22, 2006
tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah... have been really tired recently... with dance and all... the whole of saturday afternoon was used for dance meeting... from 11-3pm....... then ate brunch and then went off to do other stuff... the YMs were having some fruits party... so cute... hahah.... so i went to help the people in charge cut some fruits lah...
then went for prayer and then YA service... YA service was ROOCCKINGGG.... (for those who don't understand, it means ROCKING).... hahha... God moved so mightily... and Aiken is just so awesome... darling, you're like born to do emcee... hahha... love it, love it... all the sexy back.... hahaha... and Gabsy... hahah
i went home straight after service because my family is celebrating my brother, Marcus' birthday... ate chocolate cake... yummy... the daddy got me dinner from SushiTei... it was yummy... heehee... jap food
i slept at about 2 plus 3 last night... watched Windtalker on Channel 5... it's all about war... kinda cool... i love war movies... muahahah... all the blood and wounds... muahahah... ok, now i sound like some sadistic person... hahah
woke up at 7 to get ready for church... reached the Youthroom like super early and guess who i saw... my dearest Dawnie Wawnie... hahah... the Miss Late Queen is for once SUPER DUPER early... hahah... well done , dawn! hahah... so we went to get breakfast since we're like super early... then dawn told me that the volleyball got over to the "other" side (the Hitachi Chemical factory)... so me and dawn wanted to like grab the uncle's attention... but he drove away... hahah...
alvin came for C.E... after 2 weeks of not seeing him around... hahha... then he shares with us all the funny stories, the ghost stories and etc etc... it was a nice time listening to what alvin have to say... cause like girls don't have to go NS, so we will not experience the thing that guys go through... so yup... we spend like more than 1 hour talking about army... hahah... then we went up for service...
recently, i've been very very sick... down with a lot of stuff... like Gastritis... which is like major killer... then my shoulder and neck hurts... the pain in my knee is kinda coming back again... then i nose bleed everyday! not because it's heaty or whatever but ya... like very random one... like suddenly just nose bleed... hahaha... what a sickly child... but i'm believing God for miracles... like for my gastritis that God will somehow just neutralise the acid in my stomach, that God will heal me and take away the nose bleeding thing... so that i can dance in peace... like just now at studio halfway while dancing, my nose bleed a bit..... like so random... but then it stopped...
school starts tomorrow... how sad... hahahahah... i'm not really looking forward to the reopening of school... hahah... but well, we must move on... and yup, it's my second semester... hahah... can't wait to graduate... hahahah
it's gonna be 1:15am... and i'm dying to go to bed... so yup.... sweet dreams everyone...
shoutouts:
addy: love you babe... a lot... have faith and courage and BELIEVE!
shenna: backside! heehee... move that thang!!! shake it, shake it... heehee
vaness: hello Queen Watermelon... hahhaa... Rain will definately choose me as his dancer... then i will see him 24/7... so what you're the 1st wife... i'm cool and i'm always training with him... i'll be the apple in his eyes...muahaha... so what you're the 1st... you're not the favourite one... muahah
livia: my cell leader is such a blur block... hahah... a crazy and random girl... nicely match Mr Teng... hahah... same pattern one... hahah
Bel: well done!!! i'll try to write down the dance steps for you so that you can practise in your mind...
Mandy: you're such a MOO...
Joel Chew: het our Fatty Chew is going in army... muahahah...
Rayvin: hey there smalll BOY!
Ben Leung: Xiao Ben!!!!!! my cute xiao ben
Ian: sexy leg kor kor....
Bertrand: Physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Joash: FUJI APPLE.....
all DANCERS: WELL DONE PEOPLE!!! GREAT JOB!
aiken: sexy back
gauis: hello my sexy boy.......*waave wavve*
mei mei: thanks for everything:)
~princess maddy knock out in 3,2,1....~
p.s: sorry of your name is not included, i'm too tired to think... all i think of is my korean bed... hahha... fyi... i'm like sleeping in my brothers' room cause there's aircon but because there's not enough bed space, i have to sleep on the floor with a sleeping bag and pillow... so i't kinda like how Koreans sleep... so yup... i'm preparing for my Korean life with Rain... muahaha
hahah... have been really tired recently... with dance and all... the whole of saturday afternoon was used for dance meeting... from 11-3pm....... then ate brunch and then went off to do other stuff... the YMs were having some fruits party... so cute... hahah.... so i went to help the people in charge cut some fruits lah...
then went for prayer and then YA service... YA service was ROOCCKINGGG.... (for those who don't understand, it means ROCKING).... hahha... God moved so mightily... and Aiken is just so awesome... darling, you're like born to do emcee... hahha... love it, love it... all the sexy back.... hahaha... and Gabsy... hahah
i went home straight after service because my family is celebrating my brother, Marcus' birthday... ate chocolate cake... yummy... the daddy got me dinner from SushiTei... it was yummy... heehee... jap food
i slept at about 2 plus 3 last night... watched Windtalker on Channel 5... it's all about war... kinda cool... i love war movies... muahahah... all the blood and wounds... muahahah... ok, now i sound like some sadistic person... hahah
woke up at 7 to get ready for church... reached the Youthroom like super early and guess who i saw... my dearest Dawnie Wawnie... hahah... the Miss Late Queen is for once SUPER DUPER early... hahah... well done , dawn! hahah... so we went to get breakfast since we're like super early... then dawn told me that the volleyball got over to the "other" side (the Hitachi Chemical factory)... so me and dawn wanted to like grab the uncle's attention... but he drove away... hahah...
alvin came for C.E... after 2 weeks of not seeing him around... hahha... then he shares with us all the funny stories, the ghost stories and etc etc... it was a nice time listening to what alvin have to say... cause like girls don't have to go NS, so we will not experience the thing that guys go through... so yup... we spend like more than 1 hour talking about army... hahah... then we went up for service...
recently, i've been very very sick... down with a lot of stuff... like Gastritis... which is like major killer... then my shoulder and neck hurts... the pain in my knee is kinda coming back again... then i nose bleed everyday! not because it's heaty or whatever but ya... like very random one... like suddenly just nose bleed... hahaha... what a sickly child... but i'm believing God for miracles... like for my gastritis that God will somehow just neutralise the acid in my stomach, that God will heal me and take away the nose bleeding thing... so that i can dance in peace... like just now at studio halfway while dancing, my nose bleed a bit..... like so random... but then it stopped...
school starts tomorrow... how sad... hahahahah... i'm not really looking forward to the reopening of school... hahah... but well, we must move on... and yup, it's my second semester... hahah... can't wait to graduate... hahahah
it's gonna be 1:15am... and i'm dying to go to bed... so yup.... sweet dreams everyone...
shoutouts:
addy: love you babe... a lot... have faith and courage and BELIEVE!
shenna: backside! heehee... move that thang!!! shake it, shake it... heehee
vaness: hello Queen Watermelon... hahhaa... Rain will definately choose me as his dancer... then i will see him 24/7... so what you're the 1st wife... i'm cool and i'm always training with him... i'll be the apple in his eyes...muahaha... so what you're the 1st... you're not the favourite one... muahah
livia: my cell leader is such a blur block... hahah... a crazy and random girl... nicely match Mr Teng... hahah... same pattern one... hahah
Bel: well done!!! i'll try to write down the dance steps for you so that you can practise in your mind...
Mandy: you're such a MOO...
Joel Chew: het our Fatty Chew is going in army... muahahah...
Rayvin: hey there smalll BOY!
Ben Leung: Xiao Ben!!!!!! my cute xiao ben
Ian: sexy leg kor kor....
Bertrand: Physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Joash: FUJI APPLE.....
all DANCERS: WELL DONE PEOPLE!!! GREAT JOB!
aiken: sexy back
gauis: hello my sexy boy.......*waave wavve*
mei mei: thanks for everything:)
~princess maddy knock out in 3,2,1....~
p.s: sorry of your name is not included, i'm too tired to think... all i think of is my korean bed... hahha... fyi... i'm like sleeping in my brothers' room cause there's aircon but because there's not enough bed space, i have to sleep on the floor with a sleeping bag and pillow... so i't kinda like how Koreans sleep... so yup... i'm preparing for my Korean life with Rain... muahaha
XOXO
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I LOVE THE AIRPORT!
hahah... today i went to the airport to send Vicky off... she's going england for 2 months... and she will meet her dance troupe then travel around Europe during the 2 months... cool huh? i guess that's really a GREAT opportunity for her...
shoutout to vicky: i'll miss you a lot!!! JIA YOU!
we ate Popeyes.. heehee... yummy but i think it's too oily or something for my stomach so my stupid gastritis came back... i atually wanted to go Simpang with Coral and the rest but i guess i better rush home and stay near to my fav place in the house..... TOILET!
it's 1:18am... and i'm still awake... haha... not very sleepy though.... hmmm... oh oh, i've gotta tell you guys something really interesting... cause Bel told me about this website where you go and upload your picture then they will compare your pictures to international celebrities... then they will show you which celebrity looks like you... hahah... interesting but deceiving... hahahah
so i uploaded my picture... the one on my MSN and Friendster... and guess what's the result? i tell you, you will never believe it... people, brace yourself!
here it goes...
1st, Kana... a japanese celeb who is also a Gothic lolita ( girls who dress up as french dolls or french maids).... result is 90%
2nd, Lee Hyori... a Korean Pop star... sing and dance... coolness...result is 83%
3rd, Matsu Takako... some japanese... result is 80%
4th, Fudaka Kyoko... some japanese... result is 76%
5th, with the result of 73%............ Keira Knightley....
most of the results are japanese celeb or korean... but the 5th one is like...... SHOCK!!!
hahahahha... if you wanna try... here's the webby.... www.myheritage.com you have to sign-up and stuff ...maybe you'll look like some hot superstar... hahah...
oh... i was wondering did i blog about my new time table... hmmm i guess i didn't... my CDS (cross disciplinary subjects) are Psychology and Sociology.. cool huh... hahha... i can't wait to learn new stuff... esp things that i'm interested in... my timetable seem quite ok... execpt thursday! it's major bad... school from 9am-7pm.... how bad can it get... hahha... stuper tiring lor...but other than that, it's ok lah... hahah...
ok... it's gonna be 2am... i better go now... sweet dreams everyone...
~princess maddy kiss you goodnight~
p.s: sexy back
hahah... today i went to the airport to send Vicky off... she's going england for 2 months... and she will meet her dance troupe then travel around Europe during the 2 months... cool huh? i guess that's really a GREAT opportunity for her...
shoutout to vicky: i'll miss you a lot!!! JIA YOU!
we ate Popeyes.. heehee... yummy but i think it's too oily or something for my stomach so my stupid gastritis came back... i atually wanted to go Simpang with Coral and the rest but i guess i better rush home and stay near to my fav place in the house..... TOILET!
it's 1:18am... and i'm still awake... haha... not very sleepy though.... hmmm... oh oh, i've gotta tell you guys something really interesting... cause Bel told me about this website where you go and upload your picture then they will compare your pictures to international celebrities... then they will show you which celebrity looks like you... hahah... interesting but deceiving... hahahah
so i uploaded my picture... the one on my MSN and Friendster... and guess what's the result? i tell you, you will never believe it... people, brace yourself!
here it goes...
1st, Kana... a japanese celeb who is also a Gothic lolita ( girls who dress up as french dolls or french maids).... result is 90%
2nd, Lee Hyori... a Korean Pop star... sing and dance... coolness...result is 83%
3rd, Matsu Takako... some japanese... result is 80%
4th, Fudaka Kyoko... some japanese... result is 76%
5th, with the result of 73%............ Keira Knightley....
most of the results are japanese celeb or korean... but the 5th one is like...... SHOCK!!!
hahahahha... if you wanna try... here's the webby.... www.myheritage.com you have to sign-up and stuff ...maybe you'll look like some hot superstar... hahah...
oh... i was wondering did i blog about my new time table... hmmm i guess i didn't... my CDS (cross disciplinary subjects) are Psychology and Sociology.. cool huh... hahha... i can't wait to learn new stuff... esp things that i'm interested in... my timetable seem quite ok... execpt thursday! it's major bad... school from 9am-7pm.... how bad can it get... hahha... stuper tiring lor...but other than that, it's ok lah... hahah...
ok... it's gonna be 2am... i better go now... sweet dreams everyone...
~princess maddy kiss you goodnight~
p.s: sexy back
XOXO
Friday, October 20, 2006
CLEAN CLEAN!
heehee... today i clean nmy room... after like one thousand years... hahah... threw away lots of stuffs... especially my precious stuffed toys, cause my granny kept complaining and nagging about them... like they collect dust and take up space etc etc... they are my precious but NO ONE understood why they are so precious to me... NO ONE know the reason...
as a child, i was very introvet... i never talk to people besides my family members... and when everyone are busy, i will talk to my stuffed toys... they are my friends, someone that stand by me... someone whom i can share my problems and secrets to... stuffed toys always put a smile on my face, even until now... everytime someone hurt me, i will talk to my stuffies... and they always make me smile... so since young, i believe that the only people or things that understand how i truely feel, it's my stuffed toys...
but today i have to part with them... after years of collection, i have to give them away... i remember especially one doll that i call Huggy... she's my first doll... she still looks nice and new.. then all my Hello Kitty... my teddy... my puppies... stuffed toys from HongKong, Australia, from Thailand, Japan and Korea... sighs.... it's like letting go myself...
i'm gonna give them to the Salvation Army... i hope that my stuffies can bless someone less fortunate... i hope that those stuffies can bring smiles to kids lives... the way they did to mine...
i pack my room for hours... then i to Bedok Interchange for a while... then i saw KIM JUNG HOON's cd... i'm like woohoooo!!!!!! then i saw High School Musical VCD... then i'm like WOOOHOOOHOOO!!! so i bought the CD and VCD... i quickly went home and watch the VCD... and it's AWESOME!!!!!!! it was so so so so nice.... heehee... thumbs up!
KIM JUNG HOON's cd is not bad... quite good actually... very sentimental... unlike Rain's RnB style... Kim Jung Hoon is the romantic songwriter who sings love songs... the whole time all i hear is "sarang haeyo"... hahah... it means "i love you" in korean... slow and romantic songs... i love it... heehee... i can imagine me and him... muahahahha
after watching High School Musical, i went down to church to have my dance training... i told myself that i have to really put in 100% for dance... so yup, i have extra practise... BUT... when i reach church, i saw a few injured youths... muahaha... it was actually quite funny cause they actually went to ECP with the P6 kids for a camp then they came back injured... i'm like "goodness, what did they do to you all"... hahah... joking lah... the kids didn't harm them but because of their retarded actions, they got injured... especially Mr Joel Chew.. he's shoulder got injured because he cycle down a long flight of stairs... that show off guy... must be trying to show off infront of the girls... hahha.... no lah... so he got injured... Coral was helping him massage but then i took over lah... so poorthing... hahah... then Jozzie had a punctured wound on his feet because someone's skates pierce his feet... ouch man... hahah... so i help him clean up the wound... then my dearest Joash complained to me that his backache... cause someone wack his back...
i got a shock when Joash sounded so nice when he ask me to help him... i'm like "eh, i thought you want to beat me up or like punch me?"... cause a few nights ago, he actually threaten to beat me up but he said this "wait till Hosea is not around..." and i was like "if you dare, hit me infront of Hosea..." but he didn't lah... oh oh, shoutout to CORAL, well done sweet... my temp medic... heehee... when i'm not around at least got Coral... hahha...
i learnt a new routine from Digital Dancers... it's super tough... very very fast routine... i can only do the slow motion version ... hahah... Hosea said he took about 2 hours to learn it... i took 1 hour to get the basics... but without the essence and the POW! kinda thing.... hahah.. then Rayvin came like after i finish learning the routine... then Livia came... Livia was studying for the Basic Theory... haha... Rayvin is just mad... hahah... oh oh, Rayvin taught me how to do the "mat" dance... but i think it's so wierd... hahah... we dance till about 10 plus 11... then we left... we ran after bus 12... sadly AGAIN... hahah... got wierd uncles on the bus but who cares... hahha...
oh, this afternoon, i was reading Ben Choo's blog about the PSI and he created this new Noise PSI... hahah... thanks to the kids... i totally agree with him... cause when i was going to Bedok Interchange, i was in the lift with this family... a mum and her 3 daughters... 2 primary school and one about 4 years old... and OMG... they scream at the top of their lungs in the lift lah... i was like...............*stare* wah lau... you don't own the lift lor... shout what shout! idiots... the mum didn't even do anything... wah lau..... so i agree with Ben Choo that at that point in the lift Noise PSI is 999.... try it man... a small lift with 3 kids screaming at the top if their lungs...
next time i will train my kids to be good and civilised... goodness... if my kids ever dare to run around and shout and scream, i will wack them... madeline's kids will be the BEST kids on earth... the kids that teachers and members of the public will love...
~princess maddy love Korea~
p.s: deep within the sun
heehee... today i clean nmy room... after like one thousand years... hahah... threw away lots of stuffs... especially my precious stuffed toys, cause my granny kept complaining and nagging about them... like they collect dust and take up space etc etc... they are my precious but NO ONE understood why they are so precious to me... NO ONE know the reason...
as a child, i was very introvet... i never talk to people besides my family members... and when everyone are busy, i will talk to my stuffed toys... they are my friends, someone that stand by me... someone whom i can share my problems and secrets to... stuffed toys always put a smile on my face, even until now... everytime someone hurt me, i will talk to my stuffies... and they always make me smile... so since young, i believe that the only people or things that understand how i truely feel, it's my stuffed toys...
but today i have to part with them... after years of collection, i have to give them away... i remember especially one doll that i call Huggy... she's my first doll... she still looks nice and new.. then all my Hello Kitty... my teddy... my puppies... stuffed toys from HongKong, Australia, from Thailand, Japan and Korea... sighs.... it's like letting go myself...
i'm gonna give them to the Salvation Army... i hope that my stuffies can bless someone less fortunate... i hope that those stuffies can bring smiles to kids lives... the way they did to mine...
i pack my room for hours... then i to Bedok Interchange for a while... then i saw KIM JUNG HOON's cd... i'm like woohoooo!!!!!! then i saw High School Musical VCD... then i'm like WOOOHOOOHOOO!!! so i bought the CD and VCD... i quickly went home and watch the VCD... and it's AWESOME!!!!!!! it was so so so so nice.... heehee... thumbs up!
KIM JUNG HOON's cd is not bad... quite good actually... very sentimental... unlike Rain's RnB style... Kim Jung Hoon is the romantic songwriter who sings love songs... the whole time all i hear is "sarang haeyo"... hahah... it means "i love you" in korean... slow and romantic songs... i love it... heehee... i can imagine me and him... muahahahha
after watching High School Musical, i went down to church to have my dance training... i told myself that i have to really put in 100% for dance... so yup, i have extra practise... BUT... when i reach church, i saw a few injured youths... muahaha... it was actually quite funny cause they actually went to ECP with the P6 kids for a camp then they came back injured... i'm like "goodness, what did they do to you all"... hahah... joking lah... the kids didn't harm them but because of their retarded actions, they got injured... especially Mr Joel Chew.. he's shoulder got injured because he cycle down a long flight of stairs... that show off guy... must be trying to show off infront of the girls... hahha.... no lah... so he got injured... Coral was helping him massage but then i took over lah... so poorthing... hahah... then Jozzie had a punctured wound on his feet because someone's skates pierce his feet... ouch man... hahah... so i help him clean up the wound... then my dearest Joash complained to me that his backache... cause someone wack his back...
i got a shock when Joash sounded so nice when he ask me to help him... i'm like "eh, i thought you want to beat me up or like punch me?"... cause a few nights ago, he actually threaten to beat me up but he said this "wait till Hosea is not around..." and i was like "if you dare, hit me infront of Hosea..." but he didn't lah... oh oh, shoutout to CORAL, well done sweet... my temp medic... heehee... when i'm not around at least got Coral... hahha...
i learnt a new routine from Digital Dancers... it's super tough... very very fast routine... i can only do the slow motion version ... hahah... Hosea said he took about 2 hours to learn it... i took 1 hour to get the basics... but without the essence and the POW! kinda thing.... hahah.. then Rayvin came like after i finish learning the routine... then Livia came... Livia was studying for the Basic Theory... haha... Rayvin is just mad... hahah... oh oh, Rayvin taught me how to do the "mat" dance... but i think it's so wierd... hahah... we dance till about 10 plus 11... then we left... we ran after bus 12... sadly AGAIN... hahah... got wierd uncles on the bus but who cares... hahha...
oh, this afternoon, i was reading Ben Choo's blog about the PSI and he created this new Noise PSI... hahah... thanks to the kids... i totally agree with him... cause when i was going to Bedok Interchange, i was in the lift with this family... a mum and her 3 daughters... 2 primary school and one about 4 years old... and OMG... they scream at the top of their lungs in the lift lah... i was like...............*stare* wah lau... you don't own the lift lor... shout what shout! idiots... the mum didn't even do anything... wah lau..... so i agree with Ben Choo that at that point in the lift Noise PSI is 999.... try it man... a small lift with 3 kids screaming at the top if their lungs...
next time i will train my kids to be good and civilised... goodness... if my kids ever dare to run around and shout and scream, i will wack them... madeline's kids will be the BEST kids on earth... the kids that teachers and members of the public will love...
~princess maddy love Korea~
p.s: deep within the sun
XOXO
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
it's my last day at work...
somehow i feel a lil' lost... i mean... because i've been working and all, so i'm kinda customised to the life of a working adult... like waking up at a certain time and like the routine life... taking mrt to tanjong pagar and all...
suddenly i realised how much people love me... so many times, people just get to caught up looking for their life partner that they forget all about the friends... the people that truely stand by you through all your ups and downs... people that encourages you and cares for you...
i read a few blogs just now... hmmm... interesting... haha... then i came across dawnie wawnie's blog... she bloged about last sunday's C.E... i was like *jaw drop*... somehow i think i'm not a good teacher... i don't know... i never understood why alvin and michelle guna pick me to teach the class... i mean... like i'm also one of the students... as clueless as the rest of the class, i have to explain and teach them... and i'm like not very good with my bible knowledge unlike alvin and not as good a speaker as michelle guna... i always get tongue tied and all... although i'm the oldest in the class but...... i'm still kinda clueless...
but dawn's post really encourage me... i've only teach C.E twice and it was really a good experience... and everytime i teach, Pastor Mark will pay us a visit... hahah... this time round, he stayed for about 10 mins and listen to what i have to say to the class... and OMG i totally freak out... mega freak out... hahahah... but i think it's good training for missions... like pastor mark once told me that if we go on missions and we have to split to the different churches to preach, he will make sure he send me all alone so that i will have a chance to preach... i'm like *jaw drop*... hahaha... but it's good to always be prepared... so teaching C.E is like a step closer to preaching to a crowd...
the nagging from my parents are starting again... i better leave soon... hahah... oh, my mum told me that one japanese hair stylist is coming to town this friday to do a show... he's looking for a model at least 20 yrs old... long hair... pretty face... lol... haha.... in japan, if you want him to cut your hair, you have to pay at least S$500... so freaking expensive lah... haha.. too bad i'm not 20 and i'm not pretty... hahaha
tomorrow is spring cleaning day... prepare to wake up at about 10 then quickly clean up by lunch time... muahaha... aja aja fighting, princess maddy...
~princess maddy~
p.s: washing and cleaning
somehow i feel a lil' lost... i mean... because i've been working and all, so i'm kinda customised to the life of a working adult... like waking up at a certain time and like the routine life... taking mrt to tanjong pagar and all...
suddenly i realised how much people love me... so many times, people just get to caught up looking for their life partner that they forget all about the friends... the people that truely stand by you through all your ups and downs... people that encourages you and cares for you...
i read a few blogs just now... hmmm... interesting... haha... then i came across dawnie wawnie's blog... she bloged about last sunday's C.E... i was like *jaw drop*... somehow i think i'm not a good teacher... i don't know... i never understood why alvin and michelle guna pick me to teach the class... i mean... like i'm also one of the students... as clueless as the rest of the class, i have to explain and teach them... and i'm like not very good with my bible knowledge unlike alvin and not as good a speaker as michelle guna... i always get tongue tied and all... although i'm the oldest in the class but...... i'm still kinda clueless...
but dawn's post really encourage me... i've only teach C.E twice and it was really a good experience... and everytime i teach, Pastor Mark will pay us a visit... hahah... this time round, he stayed for about 10 mins and listen to what i have to say to the class... and OMG i totally freak out... mega freak out... hahahah... but i think it's good training for missions... like pastor mark once told me that if we go on missions and we have to split to the different churches to preach, he will make sure he send me all alone so that i will have a chance to preach... i'm like *jaw drop*... hahaha... but it's good to always be prepared... so teaching C.E is like a step closer to preaching to a crowd...
the nagging from my parents are starting again... i better leave soon... hahah... oh, my mum told me that one japanese hair stylist is coming to town this friday to do a show... he's looking for a model at least 20 yrs old... long hair... pretty face... lol... haha.... in japan, if you want him to cut your hair, you have to pay at least S$500... so freaking expensive lah... haha.. too bad i'm not 20 and i'm not pretty... hahaha
tomorrow is spring cleaning day... prepare to wake up at about 10 then quickly clean up by lunch time... muahaha... aja aja fighting, princess maddy...
~princess maddy~
p.s: washing and cleaning
XOXO
today is a great day!
work was ok... tiring but ok... i'm like trying to clear as much work as possible cause tomorrow will be my last day... so yup... i will surely miss my colleagues... they treat me to lunch at International Plaza opposite my office building... we ate at some chinese place ... spend almost $100... John, Shi Shi, WeiTing, Erica and Stella...
after work, i went down to church to meet Coral, Mishuelle, Michelle and May... coral and michelle are so funnny, they started drawing out Mishuelle's future family tree... super funny... hahah... they wanted to draw May's but then we decided that we should leave soon cause we are all starving... haha... after eating at Lagoon, i feel like puking... don't know whether it's gastritis or indigestion... hahahha... after eating, we send May back... tried to ask the Uncles if we can have 5 people in a cab cause May thought of sending us to church... but then all the uncles said NO... so Coral, Mishuelle, Michelle and me decided to walk back... well, it's good exercise... hahaha...
we went to Coral's house and sat at her garden... because Coral's house is beside church, from the garden we can see Hosea and Rayvin dance in #02-04... hahaha... like some stalker... muahahah.... in her garden, we played with grass and candles... hahaha... chit chat and stuff... it was fun... fun haging out with you guys... love you babes!
we only left Coral's house at about 11pm... was late lah but the boys were still training... so we all met at the bus stop... while sending mishuelle home at the opposite bus stop, coral saw her cute lawyer neighbour... the sad part... he's married... hahah... well, there's always a sad part to everything... hahha... took bus 12 home with Rayvin and Michelle Lam... Rayvin is so nonsensical... hahah...
it's 1:06am... and i'm still awake... gastritis strikes.... sigh
~princess maddy... can't take my eyes off you~
p.s: i love it when you can recognise my voice...hee
PICTURES!!!
playing with candles at Coral's garden
work was ok... tiring but ok... i'm like trying to clear as much work as possible cause tomorrow will be my last day... so yup... i will surely miss my colleagues... they treat me to lunch at International Plaza opposite my office building... we ate at some chinese place ... spend almost $100... John, Shi Shi, WeiTing, Erica and Stella...
after work, i went down to church to meet Coral, Mishuelle, Michelle and May... coral and michelle are so funnny, they started drawing out Mishuelle's future family tree... super funny... hahah... they wanted to draw May's but then we decided that we should leave soon cause we are all starving... haha... after eating at Lagoon, i feel like puking... don't know whether it's gastritis or indigestion... hahahha... after eating, we send May back... tried to ask the Uncles if we can have 5 people in a cab cause May thought of sending us to church... but then all the uncles said NO... so Coral, Mishuelle, Michelle and me decided to walk back... well, it's good exercise... hahaha...
we went to Coral's house and sat at her garden... because Coral's house is beside church, from the garden we can see Hosea and Rayvin dance in #02-04... hahaha... like some stalker... muahahah.... in her garden, we played with grass and candles... hahaha... chit chat and stuff... it was fun... fun haging out with you guys... love you babes!
we only left Coral's house at about 11pm... was late lah but the boys were still training... so we all met at the bus stop... while sending mishuelle home at the opposite bus stop, coral saw her cute lawyer neighbour... the sad part... he's married... hahah... well, there's always a sad part to everything... hahha... took bus 12 home with Rayvin and Michelle Lam... Rayvin is so nonsensical... hahah...
it's 1:06am... and i'm still awake... gastritis strikes.... sigh
~princess maddy... can't take my eyes off you~
p.s: i love it when you can recognise my voice...hee
PICTURES!!!
playing with candles at Coral's garden
a little self-obsessed! hahah
SEAWEED!!! wheee~
I think this is so cute... muahah... i <3>
this is the BMW show that Rain is in... totally love the car
RAIN!!! in the BMW advertisement... cool guy with cool car... love both
XOXO
Monday, October 16, 2006
HAZE!!!
today's PSI is 130... although not as bad as 2 weeks ago which was 150... but still... how insensative can those people be? those farmers who burn up their land so that new crops can grow... wah lau... because of their selfish deeds, millions of people have to suffer the consequences... all the haze and all... people fall ill because of that, asthamatic people have to be on the alert... why can't they just use their brains... burning only brings harm to others... not only people in their country but also the people from neighbouring countries... stupid fools
sorry for not blgging yesterday... was quite sick... i didn't go studio yesterday, went back home after BASC session... after i got home, i started watching like a lot of madtv shows on Youtube... super funny... all the spoofs of like tv shows and celebrities... totally hilarious... laugh non-stop man... hahah ... gonna watch somemore tonight! heehee...
i love seaweed!!! heehee... whee~~~
i bought like 2 big packs of seaweed today... muahah... yummy yum yum!
i love "so you think you can dance".... watching it on channel 5 now... i think just so cool... there's really some power dancers... with style and substance... super good... my aim, is to be as good as them :)
heehee... especially benji and his cousin heidi... when they do the couple thingy.... it's just so AWESOME! it's like POW!!! it's just so stress for them... have to learn like a real tough routine within 1 hour then go on stage to perform for the judges... just a rather random thought... hahah... the medics in the show are rather busy... hahah... always sending people to hospital... muahahah
my colleagues are so sweet... they are going to have a "farewell" for me tomorrow during lunch... i'm like awwww... heehee... they are really nice and sweet people and i really am very very blessed to work with them...
it's the 17 tomorrow!!! whee~
i can't wait to go out with the girls... coral, mishuelle, michelle lam and may... heehee... my royal friends... lovelies...
~princess maddy put on her dance gear~
p.s: rockin' & dancin'
today's PSI is 130... although not as bad as 2 weeks ago which was 150... but still... how insensative can those people be? those farmers who burn up their land so that new crops can grow... wah lau... because of their selfish deeds, millions of people have to suffer the consequences... all the haze and all... people fall ill because of that, asthamatic people have to be on the alert... why can't they just use their brains... burning only brings harm to others... not only people in their country but also the people from neighbouring countries... stupid fools
sorry for not blgging yesterday... was quite sick... i didn't go studio yesterday, went back home after BASC session... after i got home, i started watching like a lot of madtv shows on Youtube... super funny... all the spoofs of like tv shows and celebrities... totally hilarious... laugh non-stop man... hahah ... gonna watch somemore tonight! heehee...
i love seaweed!!! heehee... whee~~~
i bought like 2 big packs of seaweed today... muahah... yummy yum yum!
i love "so you think you can dance".... watching it on channel 5 now... i think just so cool... there's really some power dancers... with style and substance... super good... my aim, is to be as good as them :)
heehee... especially benji and his cousin heidi... when they do the couple thingy.... it's just so AWESOME! it's like POW!!! it's just so stress for them... have to learn like a real tough routine within 1 hour then go on stage to perform for the judges... just a rather random thought... hahah... the medics in the show are rather busy... hahah... always sending people to hospital... muahahah
my colleagues are so sweet... they are going to have a "farewell" for me tomorrow during lunch... i'm like awwww... heehee... they are really nice and sweet people and i really am very very blessed to work with them...
it's the 17 tomorrow!!! whee~
i can't wait to go out with the girls... coral, mishuelle, michelle lam and may... heehee... my royal friends... lovelies...
~princess maddy put on her dance gear~
p.s: rockin' & dancin'
XOXO
Sunday, October 15, 2006
KISS KISS
hahahha... i tried looking for romantic kissing pictures on Yahoo! , Corbis and Photobucket BUT they all end up showing me pictures of girls kissing girls, men kiss men... touchy pictures... pictures that are NC16 or even M18... hahahah... so i finally decided to choose the one above! hahah... from little mermaid... it's G.... perfect for ALL ages... hahaha
today is a KISS KISS day... hahahaha... cause it's Aunty Ayelan's birthday... and we gave her a surprise lah... her present? a kiss from Pastor Mark... so sweet right? hahaha... to make it even more interesting, Hosea took our a lipstick and apply it for Pastor Mark before he kiss Aunty Ayelan... heehee... and like OMG, the kiss is like so long lah.... hahahah... we laugh and laugh like mad.... hahahha... after the celebration, we went off for YA service...
Worship was so so so AWESOME!!! God was so real and His presence is so strong... Isaac is such an AMAZING MC... hahah... he's so so funny... and he gave some Road Safety talk... hahah... hilarious... service was Good!!! it's about PURPOSE... like what's your purpose in life and what will people say about you when they attend your funeral... kinda morbid but i think it's relevant... i mean like what is the impact you make in people's life kinda thing...
we had MACS for dinner... and during dinner, Aunty Ayelan brought in 2 tiny mooncakes with candles on top... it's for Roland and Chellie... it's their ONE year wedding anniversary... so fast time flies... hahah... and AGAIN... Kiss Kiss... hahah... so our lipstick boy, Hosea went up and help Roland apply the lipstick... then a wierd thought went into Roland's mind, to kiss Hosea on the forehead... muahahha... so funny lah... hahha... poor hosea... hahah... then yes, Roland kiss Chellie... hahah... then Roland kiss Rayvin cause Rayvin was the one that suggested the Kiss Kiss thingy... hahah... then the HIGHLIGHT of the NIGHT! Joash and Jozzie!!!! muahahahha... Joash french Jozzie ON THE CHEEK... hahahah... it was so so so so funny...
what a night! hahahah... Kiss Kiss... hahahha... gotta go now... btw, if you are reading my blog, please remember to leave a note on the tag board.... heehee... really appreciate that ya! :)
~princess maddy in love with the Prince of Peace~
p.s: going back to my first love, Lord Jesus Christ...
XOXO
Saturday, October 14, 2006
MAJOR NEWS
RAIN'S CONCERT TICKETS ARE MADNESS!!! THE MOST EXPENSIVE IS $888, CHEAPEST IS $188 (NOTE: THERE'S NO TYPO ERROR)
goodness... i'm so sad over this lah... it's so so freaking expensive... i can't afford... and i guess, i rather go for missions than to go for the concert... it's madness... hahah... Hosea say that we'll buy the DVD and watch it with the rest... ahhaha... budget
RUNNING RUNNING!!!
heehee... today's jogging wasn't very fruitful... we ran to Marine Cove again but then we decided to walk back... my knee hurts like mad.... sighs... at the Marine Cove area, we saw this really cute puppy and the owner is like trying to choke the puppy by pulling the choker upwards and the whole puggy is held by the neck... so poor thing... i teared after seeing that... but Bel and Livia claimed that the owner is training the puppy... but but... it's abuse!!! boohoo... poor puppy ... after a while, we decided to head back cause it's almost 10... on our way back, we saw this 2 ladies blading and one fell down and strained her muscle... so Livia, Bel and me went over to help them... Bel and Livia went to get ice from the chalet nearby and i helped her... there was a bit of swelling but not too bad i guess... so we accompanied the injured girl while her friend skate back to the car which is parked quite far away...
we got to know abit more about her and her friend while waiting with her... her name is Kelly and her friend is Jess... she works in a magzine company that produce pet magazine... it's quite cool... and she got a cute doggy... hahha... it's on her hp wallpaper... hahah... after about almost 1 hour, her friend came with the car and sent her to the hospital... she just sms me telling me that her x-ray looks fine... i pray that she will be healed.... while icing her injured leg, i was praying like mad in my heart....
after that, we went back to look for Hosea and Rayvin... muahah... we ate like a lot of stufff... i think it's like a feast... muahah... we got 2 fried omelet, sambal sotong, stingray, vegetable and rice... hahahah... i think it's a lot for "after exercise"... ahah... we left Lagoon at about 12:10 midnight... then we walk back to church... hahah... we were really retarded... me and livia race each other up the "wide gap" stairs near the field... then me, livia and hosea race up the stairs at the overhead bridge... hahaha... and when we were reaching church, we saw bus 12... then me, livia and rayvin run like mad to chase after the bus... the unlce is really really nice to us.... he stop the bus at the next bus stop and waited for us... so nice huh...
the cooler thing, after i got down the bus at my stop... the bus almost broke down... the uncle could not start the engine... hahah... i saw the bus stop at my bus stop, i felt curious so i sms livia and ask her what happened... she told me what happened and she said that i was really blessed.. haha... thank God ... hahah...
also recently, i've been talk to Roland a lot... and like he ask me if i want to be a youth leader in the future and stuff like that... and i really thought through... i have to really set my mind and my heart right... to really stop being so caught up with my emotions and all the "BGR" problems... i realise that the moment i stop, i will be able to spend more time with God then i can grow to be really powerful... so i'm kinda set to be a really good disciple and to grow so so much stronger spiritually and to do more great things for God... and also, have more physical training... to be fit and to be able to dance well and glorify God through dancing...
maddy have to work very very hard to make her dream come true... and maddy will JIA YOU... heehee... the korean way AJA AJA HUITIEN(FIGHTING).... heehee...
~princess maddy is more than a conqueror~
p.s: i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.......
RAIN'S CONCERT TICKETS ARE MADNESS!!! THE MOST EXPENSIVE IS $888, CHEAPEST IS $188 (NOTE: THERE'S NO TYPO ERROR)
goodness... i'm so sad over this lah... it's so so freaking expensive... i can't afford... and i guess, i rather go for missions than to go for the concert... it's madness... hahah... Hosea say that we'll buy the DVD and watch it with the rest... ahhaha... budget
RUNNING RUNNING!!!
heehee... today's jogging wasn't very fruitful... we ran to Marine Cove again but then we decided to walk back... my knee hurts like mad.... sighs... at the Marine Cove area, we saw this really cute puppy and the owner is like trying to choke the puppy by pulling the choker upwards and the whole puggy is held by the neck... so poor thing... i teared after seeing that... but Bel and Livia claimed that the owner is training the puppy... but but... it's abuse!!! boohoo... poor puppy ... after a while, we decided to head back cause it's almost 10... on our way back, we saw this 2 ladies blading and one fell down and strained her muscle... so Livia, Bel and me went over to help them... Bel and Livia went to get ice from the chalet nearby and i helped her... there was a bit of swelling but not too bad i guess... so we accompanied the injured girl while her friend skate back to the car which is parked quite far away...
we got to know abit more about her and her friend while waiting with her... her name is Kelly and her friend is Jess... she works in a magzine company that produce pet magazine... it's quite cool... and she got a cute doggy... hahha... it's on her hp wallpaper... hahah... after about almost 1 hour, her friend came with the car and sent her to the hospital... she just sms me telling me that her x-ray looks fine... i pray that she will be healed.... while icing her injured leg, i was praying like mad in my heart....
after that, we went back to look for Hosea and Rayvin... muahah... we ate like a lot of stufff... i think it's like a feast... muahah... we got 2 fried omelet, sambal sotong, stingray, vegetable and rice... hahahah... i think it's a lot for "after exercise"... ahah... we left Lagoon at about 12:10 midnight... then we walk back to church... hahah... we were really retarded... me and livia race each other up the "wide gap" stairs near the field... then me, livia and hosea race up the stairs at the overhead bridge... hahaha... and when we were reaching church, we saw bus 12... then me, livia and rayvin run like mad to chase after the bus... the unlce is really really nice to us.... he stop the bus at the next bus stop and waited for us... so nice huh...
the cooler thing, after i got down the bus at my stop... the bus almost broke down... the uncle could not start the engine... hahah... i saw the bus stop at my bus stop, i felt curious so i sms livia and ask her what happened... she told me what happened and she said that i was really blessed.. haha... thank God ... hahah...
also recently, i've been talk to Roland a lot... and like he ask me if i want to be a youth leader in the future and stuff like that... and i really thought through... i have to really set my mind and my heart right... to really stop being so caught up with my emotions and all the "BGR" problems... i realise that the moment i stop, i will be able to spend more time with God then i can grow to be really powerful... so i'm kinda set to be a really good disciple and to grow so so much stronger spiritually and to do more great things for God... and also, have more physical training... to be fit and to be able to dance well and glorify God through dancing...
maddy have to work very very hard to make her dream come true... and maddy will JIA YOU... heehee... the korean way AJA AJA HUITIEN(FIGHTING).... heehee...
~princess maddy is more than a conqueror~
p.s: i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.......
XOXO
Thursday, October 12, 2006
it has a sad ending...
i finally finish watching "a love to kill"... hahah... i can hear Chaan Loung having a sigh of relieve... hahah... it's nice... my darling Rain cried so many times in the show.... awww... he's so so cool and sweet and all... muahah... the ending is quite saddening but somewhat sweet... he died because he gave the girl his jacket; the girl was unconsciencious, lying there in the "forest" in the cold winter... because he gave her the jacket, he frozen to death... when i watch that, i was like awwww...
hahah.... well, that only happens in show... not really life... haha... today is a happy day... no reason why i'm especially happy... oh oh, i met Rach at Tanah Merah MRT station and i chatted with her till i reached Tanjong Pagar... it was fun chatting with her... haha...
my company have this Lunch Fellowship this afternoon and some people from City Harvest (my boss' friends) came and we had a short preaching... after that, i quickly ran across the road to grab my lunch... today is so so so so so so tiring... yawn and yawn like a million times... haha...
i will sleep super early today... too tired already... haha...
~princess maddy still think of you~
p.s: you will always be a part of me
A Love To Kill
she's not really that pretty but why does 3 guys love her??? just because she's a SUPERSTAR?
i finally finish watching "a love to kill"... hahah... i can hear Chaan Loung having a sigh of relieve... hahah... it's nice... my darling Rain cried so many times in the show.... awww... he's so so cool and sweet and all... muahah... the ending is quite saddening but somewhat sweet... he died because he gave the girl his jacket; the girl was unconsciencious, lying there in the "forest" in the cold winter... because he gave her the jacket, he frozen to death... when i watch that, i was like awwww...
hahah.... well, that only happens in show... not really life... haha... today is a happy day... no reason why i'm especially happy... oh oh, i met Rach at Tanah Merah MRT station and i chatted with her till i reached Tanjong Pagar... it was fun chatting with her... haha...
my company have this Lunch Fellowship this afternoon and some people from City Harvest (my boss' friends) came and we had a short preaching... after that, i quickly ran across the road to grab my lunch... today is so so so so so so tiring... yawn and yawn like a million times... haha...
i will sleep super early today... too tired already... haha...
~princess maddy still think of you~
p.s: you will always be a part of me
A Love To Kill
My Rain.... he look so cool when he fights... to those who say that the fighting scenes are fake, SHUT UP & take a look at this picture...
the nice brother, sweet boyfriend and the cool bodyguard...
she's not really that pretty but why does 3 guys love her??? just because she's a SUPERSTAR?XOXO
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
ACHES & PAINS
hahah... my whole body is aching from yesterday... ahha... especially my shoulder... and arms... must be too much of basketball and captains ball... hahah...
i was like freezing in my office lah... goodness... like ICE AGE! it was already very cold and my boss actually scolded and said that we MUST switch on ALL the aircon... and then he turn ALL the aircons to 18 degree ... i was like *shiver shiver*... i think he's mad... everybody in the office are like freezing ...
roland drove me home from work... we talk about stuff and i really learn a lot from him... i love talking to roland... hehee...
after this i'm gonna eat my dinner, then watch some tv... then do my Quiet Time and spend time talking to God... then i will finish watching my dvd... and GO TO BED...
too tired to blog too much now... so yup... love you peeps...
~princess maddy love chocolate~
p.s: Jesus, the name above every name...
hahah... my whole body is aching from yesterday... ahha... especially my shoulder... and arms... must be too much of basketball and captains ball... hahah...
i was like freezing in my office lah... goodness... like ICE AGE! it was already very cold and my boss actually scolded and said that we MUST switch on ALL the aircon... and then he turn ALL the aircons to 18 degree ... i was like *shiver shiver*... i think he's mad... everybody in the office are like freezing ...
roland drove me home from work... we talk about stuff and i really learn a lot from him... i love talking to roland... hehee...
after this i'm gonna eat my dinner, then watch some tv... then do my Quiet Time and spend time talking to God... then i will finish watching my dvd... and GO TO BED...
too tired to blog too much now... so yup... love you peeps...
~princess maddy love chocolate~
p.s: Jesus, the name above every name...
XOXO
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
SENTOSA DAY!!!
whee~ went to sentosa today... it was so so fun... heehee... sun-tanned, played captains ball, volleyball, basketball and all.. wheee~ i feel so healthy... like finally i feel the sun... the whole day in office and all... although there's aircon but i still need the sun... hahah...
so fun.... so fun.... so fun
now my whole body is aching... hahah... too much exercise already... muahaha... ever since i joined dance, i only dance dance dance... i stop playing basketball etc.... now i'm like trying to get the hang of shooting the ball... and i think i did well with basketball today... i scored quite a lot... so yup :)
my volleyball skills are in a mess... haha... totally forget how to play... goodness... it's beeen so so long since i last touch a volleyball... hahah... i totally suck at it now... hahah... just stand and watch them play... hahha...
captains ball was fierce... at first it was strictly for girls cause we wanted to have "war"... so it's like so funny... the "field" was so huge... and there's only 3 players in each team excluding the catcher... hahah... have to run here, run there... so tiring
dinner was madness... laugh and laugh and laugh... so so funny... i love addy, coral, mish, lampy and vanessa... hahah... had so so much fun...
Chaan Loung came with us to sentosa too... that stalker was happily taking my picture while i play captains ball... hahah... "you think i don't know right?"... hahah...
ok.... i'm very sleepy already... sweet dreams everyone...
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: sweet sweet stalker
whee~ went to sentosa today... it was so so fun... heehee... sun-tanned, played captains ball, volleyball, basketball and all.. wheee~ i feel so healthy... like finally i feel the sun... the whole day in office and all... although there's aircon but i still need the sun... hahah...
so fun.... so fun.... so fun
now my whole body is aching... hahah... too much exercise already... muahaha... ever since i joined dance, i only dance dance dance... i stop playing basketball etc.... now i'm like trying to get the hang of shooting the ball... and i think i did well with basketball today... i scored quite a lot... so yup :)
my volleyball skills are in a mess... haha... totally forget how to play... goodness... it's beeen so so long since i last touch a volleyball... hahah... i totally suck at it now... hahah... just stand and watch them play... hahha...
captains ball was fierce... at first it was strictly for girls cause we wanted to have "war"... so it's like so funny... the "field" was so huge... and there's only 3 players in each team excluding the catcher... hahah... have to run here, run there... so tiring
dinner was madness... laugh and laugh and laugh... so so funny... i love addy, coral, mish, lampy and vanessa... hahah... had so so much fun...
Chaan Loung came with us to sentosa too... that stalker was happily taking my picture while i play captains ball... hahah... "you think i don't know right?"... hahah...
ok.... i'm very sleepy already... sweet dreams everyone...
~princess maddy smiles~
p.s: sweet sweet stalker
XOXO
Monday, October 09, 2006
KIM JUNG HOON, SARANG HEYO!!!!
oh my gosh... why is he so cute? goodness.... *faint faint* my korean boy..... muahahahah.... like he's seriously cute.... muahaha... cute-ness....
i'm gonna finish watching my dvd by tonight... it's rain's new show after FULL HOUSE... it's called A LOVE TO KILL.... it' so nice... heehee... cry cry, smile smile, laugh and laugh... heehee...
because i dont' get LOVE in reality, i have to get my dosage of LOVE from dvd ... haha... actually it's not that bad... i mean, i can dream about the lead actors and me.... muahah... like RAIN & ME.... or KIM JUNG HOON & ME.... or let me see....... aiya... ALL THE CUTE KOREANS & ME???? muahahha.... i'm going crazy man... hahah.... i'm seriously gonna learn korean and go korea again... i love korea... love the food, the place, the culture.... THE PEOPLE!!!! whee~
i'm going sentosa tomorrow.... wheee~ i can't wait to go tanning... heehee... wheeee~~~~
till tomorrow.......
~princess maddy love korean boys~
p.s: i've got an eye for cute guys.... muahahah
XOXO
Sunday, October 08, 2006
THE MEGA FACE DOWN OF THE YEAR
PRINCESS MADDY VS SATAN
because of the stupid satan and his lame retarded thoughts that he put into my head to make me feel so insignificant and so useless, i went to "cut" my wrist with my own finger nail... this is not to teach you people how to do it or encourage you guys to "cut" your wrist... but instead... to stand face to face with satan... there's no use running away cause he will always find us...
after 2 days of making me feel so EMO.... i decided to fight him... he made me feel that God has left me alone and God is just like standing in Heaven and just watching and doing nothing... during times of troubles, that's when it really tests your faith level... whether you still hang on to God or to turn to satan... many times we try to rely on our own human strength but we fail... like during worship today, i just cried.... i cry out to God like why did he abandon me... i USED to feel Him holding my hands... USED to feel Him giving me a hug when i'm down... but not this week... and as i reached out my hands to Heaven, i still didn't feel Him reaching down for me like He used to... so i continue to cry and told God that i'm gonna continue to keep my hands up until He touches me... that i'm not gonna give up... so i lifted my hands for quite long and it started to hurt like mad... because of dance, my shoulders have been in bad condition so i can't lift my hands straight up for more than 1 min... then suddenly i felt God putting His robe on my shoulders... because i choose to put on a GARMENT OF PRAISE to God and decided to hang on, God came and meet me...
i believe that many times in our lives, such things happen... and just wanna say that you're not alone... because God is always in control... because of this whole incident, it drew me closer to God... just want to encourage you all to press on... in whatever situation... whether is it family problems, relationship problems, exams etc... remember that as long as you keep your hands up and reach out to God... HE WILL COME AND MEET YOU.... FOR SURE... God is a gentleman and He never break a promise ... He promise that as long as we seek Him, we WILL find Him...
many times it's us that refuse to take the step closer to God ... so we must tell ourselves that no matter what, i will NOT look to the right or left for answers ... but i will look up to Heaven for answers....
~princess maddy WON because of the help from the King of Kings & the Lord of Lords, JESUS~
p.s: Lord, i lift Your name up high...
PRINCESS MADDY VS SATAN
because of the stupid satan and his lame retarded thoughts that he put into my head to make me feel so insignificant and so useless, i went to "cut" my wrist with my own finger nail... this is not to teach you people how to do it or encourage you guys to "cut" your wrist... but instead... to stand face to face with satan... there's no use running away cause he will always find us...
after 2 days of making me feel so EMO.... i decided to fight him... he made me feel that God has left me alone and God is just like standing in Heaven and just watching and doing nothing... during times of troubles, that's when it really tests your faith level... whether you still hang on to God or to turn to satan... many times we try to rely on our own human strength but we fail... like during worship today, i just cried.... i cry out to God like why did he abandon me... i USED to feel Him holding my hands... USED to feel Him giving me a hug when i'm down... but not this week... and as i reached out my hands to Heaven, i still didn't feel Him reaching down for me like He used to... so i continue to cry and told God that i'm gonna continue to keep my hands up until He touches me... that i'm not gonna give up... so i lifted my hands for quite long and it started to hurt like mad... because of dance, my shoulders have been in bad condition so i can't lift my hands straight up for more than 1 min... then suddenly i felt God putting His robe on my shoulders... because i choose to put on a GARMENT OF PRAISE to God and decided to hang on, God came and meet me...
i believe that many times in our lives, such things happen... and just wanna say that you're not alone... because God is always in control... because of this whole incident, it drew me closer to God... just want to encourage you all to press on... in whatever situation... whether is it family problems, relationship problems, exams etc... remember that as long as you keep your hands up and reach out to God... HE WILL COME AND MEET YOU.... FOR SURE... God is a gentleman and He never break a promise ... He promise that as long as we seek Him, we WILL find Him...
many times it's us that refuse to take the step closer to God ... so we must tell ourselves that no matter what, i will NOT look to the right or left for answers ... but i will look up to Heaven for answers....
~princess maddy WON because of the help from the King of Kings & the Lord of Lords, JESUS~
p.s: Lord, i lift Your name up high...
XOXO
keeping slent......
it's a rather silent day for me... keeping quiet... watching people, listen to their comments about stuff in life... just didn't feel like talking.... just feel like sinking into bed... or falling into a swimming pool and float and drift away... i don't know why i felt that way...
somehow it brings me back to my primary school days... how i stay away from crowds and from people... how i sit alone at some corner, looking up at the sky...... during dinner just now, i'm just like eating my chicken rice and just listening.... drifting further and further away from people... into my own world...............alone
~princess madeline drifting away~
p.s: how you got me blinded is still a mystery
it's a rather silent day for me... keeping quiet... watching people, listen to their comments about stuff in life... just didn't feel like talking.... just feel like sinking into bed... or falling into a swimming pool and float and drift away... i don't know why i felt that way...
somehow it brings me back to my primary school days... how i stay away from crowds and from people... how i sit alone at some corner, looking up at the sky...... during dinner just now, i'm just like eating my chicken rice and just listening.... drifting further and further away from people... into my own world...............alone
~princess madeline drifting away~
p.s: how you got me blinded is still a mystery
XOXO
Saturday, October 07, 2006
it's friday.... wheee~
hahah... work is quite slack today.... heehee... today in office, my "clique" had a farewell unch for 3 of my colleagues... for evelyn, stella and erica... sigh... most of the peeps from my "clique" is quitting... don't know why... i guess without them, office life will be kinda boring leh... when Irin left, it's kinda quiet already... now the 3 of them.... sighs
after work, Roland send me to Katong area cause i wanted to go cut my hair...so i met May and Mish and we cut our hair... heehee... then Michelle Lam came and join us... we went to church for pentacost and it ended at about 9pm like that... then we went to the 1st floor... oh my gosh.... it's like major haze....... so so hazy.... then i started coughing like mad.... haha
went to Sempang with Jozzie, Joash, Joel Chew,Rayvin, Taz, C.O.T.S and meredith... met Chaan Loung and ate dinner & supper... so hungry... hahah... Chaan Loung say i ate a lot... i only ordered Nasi Bryani ... a lot meh??? then i pass Chaan Loung his birthday present... hahah... i hope he like it... seriously didn't know what to get him... and he actually got me a gift... a make-up set... hahha... how random...
he's really sweet... paid for my dinner... got me something when it's his birthday... oh oh... he walk me to my door step... Coral, May , Mish and meredith took a cab home while Jozzie and Michelle Lam shared a cab... Chaan Loung and i took bus2 to tanah merah and walk back to my house ... we chatted along the way... what a funny guy... haha... by the time i got home, it's almost 12 midnight ... so i decided to give him a call and be the 1st to wish him happy birthday... but who knows there's already so many people who sms him... but then he "cheer" me up by saying that i'm the first to call him and wish him... hahaha... lol
we talk on the phone for about 1 hour then we decided to go and bath... so yea... by the time i came out from the bathroom, he sms me saying that his older brother is using the computer... so we change to sms... haha...
it's 2:21am now... i think he should be asleep now... haha... he's gonna go down to Ubi tomorrow morning to sign-up for driving lessons... Eh Chaan Loung, you MUST get your license k? then you can drive me to school... haha...
i'm feeling so sleepy now... gotta go... love~
~princess madeline goes to bed~
p.s: i think i will just let you go... i will stop myself from loving you... i will stop hurting myself.... because of you
hahah... work is quite slack today.... heehee... today in office, my "clique" had a farewell unch for 3 of my colleagues... for evelyn, stella and erica... sigh... most of the peeps from my "clique" is quitting... don't know why... i guess without them, office life will be kinda boring leh... when Irin left, it's kinda quiet already... now the 3 of them.... sighs
after work, Roland send me to Katong area cause i wanted to go cut my hair...so i met May and Mish and we cut our hair... heehee... then Michelle Lam came and join us... we went to church for pentacost and it ended at about 9pm like that... then we went to the 1st floor... oh my gosh.... it's like major haze....... so so hazy.... then i started coughing like mad.... haha
went to Sempang with Jozzie, Joash, Joel Chew,Rayvin, Taz, C.O.T.S and meredith... met Chaan Loung and ate dinner & supper... so hungry... hahah... Chaan Loung say i ate a lot... i only ordered Nasi Bryani ... a lot meh??? then i pass Chaan Loung his birthday present... hahah... i hope he like it... seriously didn't know what to get him... and he actually got me a gift... a make-up set... hahha... how random...
he's really sweet... paid for my dinner... got me something when it's his birthday... oh oh... he walk me to my door step... Coral, May , Mish and meredith took a cab home while Jozzie and Michelle Lam shared a cab... Chaan Loung and i took bus2 to tanah merah and walk back to my house ... we chatted along the way... what a funny guy... haha... by the time i got home, it's almost 12 midnight ... so i decided to give him a call and be the 1st to wish him happy birthday... but who knows there's already so many people who sms him... but then he "cheer" me up by saying that i'm the first to call him and wish him... hahaha... lol
we talk on the phone for about 1 hour then we decided to go and bath... so yea... by the time i came out from the bathroom, he sms me saying that his older brother is using the computer... so we change to sms... haha...
it's 2:21am now... i think he should be asleep now... haha... he's gonna go down to Ubi tomorrow morning to sign-up for driving lessons... Eh Chaan Loung, you MUST get your license k? then you can drive me to school... haha...
i'm feeling so sleepy now... gotta go... love~
~princess madeline goes to bed~
p.s: i think i will just let you go... i will stop myself from loving you... i will stop hurting myself.... because of you
XOXO
Thursday, October 05, 2006
today..... went to pluck my eye brows... haha... i think it looks wierd... but who cares.. heehee... now i'm like watching dvd, blogging , smsing and cahtting all at the same time.... let me think of what to wear tomorrow... heehee...
i will be eating supper with Chaan Loung tmr... it's my first time eating with Chaan Loung and i'm so excited... heehee... i can't wait.... ah!!!! so happy... it's friday... wheee~ hahaha... i went to PS with my supervisor Wei Ting aka Da Jie... i bought birthday presents.... hahah... and i didn't realise that it's already 9pm... so i went BK to eat my dinner... hahaha... walk around PS to look for presents... hahah... yawn yawn... very sleepy leh... haha... i left PS at about 9 plus 10... took bus 14... i've got a feeling that i will meet someone i know... and i met my St John junior, Hui Qi... she's selling mooncake at TAKA... so cute lah... talk to her all the way... hahah...
yawn... sleepy sleepy... hahah... i'm gonna go to bed now...
~princess maddy learns a new Boomerang Theory~
p.s: to love you, i have to let you go... it's hard... but i will try...
here's some random pictures again.. haha
My cell sweeties... (me, pei ting, ziqi, adeline bong and livia)
the MI days... the peeps i hang out with... i miss them... my crazy friends
DANCE DANCE!!! not the full team... but yea... @ Asian Idol
Circle Of Trust... i love you all
@ project superstar... (sandy, me and ziqi and cindy)made new friends... heehee
i will be eating supper with Chaan Loung tmr... it's my first time eating with Chaan Loung and i'm so excited... heehee... i can't wait.... ah!!!! so happy... it's friday... wheee~ hahaha... i went to PS with my supervisor Wei Ting aka Da Jie... i bought birthday presents.... hahah... and i didn't realise that it's already 9pm... so i went BK to eat my dinner... hahaha... walk around PS to look for presents... hahah... yawn yawn... very sleepy leh... haha... i left PS at about 9 plus 10... took bus 14... i've got a feeling that i will meet someone i know... and i met my St John junior, Hui Qi... she's selling mooncake at TAKA... so cute lah... talk to her all the way... hahah...
yawn... sleepy sleepy... hahah... i'm gonna go to bed now...
~princess maddy learns a new Boomerang Theory~
p.s: to love you, i have to let you go... it's hard... but i will try...
here's some random pictures again.. haha
My cell sweeties... (me, pei ting, ziqi, adeline bong and livia)
the MI days... the peeps i hang out with... i miss them... my crazy friends
DANCE DANCE!!! not the full team... but yea... @ Asian Idol
Circle Of Trust... i love you all
@ project superstar... (sandy, me and ziqi and cindy)made new friends... heeheeXOXO
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Princess Maddy going on a SHOPPING SPREE!
hahah... went shopping with regina after work today... spend like almost $80 on clothes from Topshop and Dorothy Perkins... wanted to get something from Miss Selfrige (don't know how to spell) but they look so small and hard to match... so i went Topshop instead... i tried on this Khakis bustier... like my boobs are seriously small... sorry to the guys reading this, but when i tried it on... the tummy area is just nice(ok) but the boobs part is like so loose... muahahha.... me and regina laugh like mad in the changing room... i wanted to buy nike shoes... but there's no bigger sizes... so i will go down to Queenstown one day... hahah
me and regina also bought girl boxers... hahaha... i bought a pink one with monkey prints on it... so cute... i still need to buy bottoms (jeans..), a huge bag (as big as the N.U.M bag), dancing shoes... i'm gonna cut my hair and pluck my eye brows on saturday... hope it will turn out well... hahah... i think i need to pay more attention to how i look... like my dressing etc... so maybe i might start wearing light make-up... (that's so not me...)
it's wednesday already... weekends are coming soon... yippy!!! i can't wait... work is now like madness... it's a never ending work... hahah... lots of things to do... i fell asleep while my supervisor was explaining some stuff to me... so pai seh lah... i really fell asleep while sitting... and i was sitting up straight... hahah... then she shook me and wake me up... haha... i guess i was too too tired... haha
i will go and sleep soon... hahah... nights... btw check this out... regarding the article on IJ Girls http://www.todayonline.com/articles/143587.asp
~princess madeline thinking of you~
p.s: you leave me feeling confused... Because Of Something Sad
some pictures... feel random... i need a digi cam... if you guys don't know, i'm using my handphone camera... hahah...
carls jr... muahaha... i love the star... look so so happy... the burger is like MEGA huge... as big as my hands opened...
my office lovelies... (from left: evelyn, stella, wei ting(da jie), erica and shi shi(tam tam)
they are so cute... feel the lantern festival ... hahah they are at chinatown... (jeremy on the right)
hahah... went shopping with regina after work today... spend like almost $80 on clothes from Topshop and Dorothy Perkins... wanted to get something from Miss Selfrige (don't know how to spell) but they look so small and hard to match... so i went Topshop instead... i tried on this Khakis bustier... like my boobs are seriously small... sorry to the guys reading this, but when i tried it on... the tummy area is just nice(ok) but the boobs part is like so loose... muahahha.... me and regina laugh like mad in the changing room... i wanted to buy nike shoes... but there's no bigger sizes... so i will go down to Queenstown one day... hahah
me and regina also bought girl boxers... hahaha... i bought a pink one with monkey prints on it... so cute... i still need to buy bottoms (jeans..), a huge bag (as big as the N.U.M bag), dancing shoes... i'm gonna cut my hair and pluck my eye brows on saturday... hope it will turn out well... hahah... i think i need to pay more attention to how i look... like my dressing etc... so maybe i might start wearing light make-up... (that's so not me...)
it's wednesday already... weekends are coming soon... yippy!!! i can't wait... work is now like madness... it's a never ending work... hahah... lots of things to do... i fell asleep while my supervisor was explaining some stuff to me... so pai seh lah... i really fell asleep while sitting... and i was sitting up straight... hahah... then she shook me and wake me up... haha... i guess i was too too tired... haha
i will go and sleep soon... hahah... nights... btw check this out... regarding the article on IJ Girls http://www.todayonline.com/articles/143587.asp
~princess madeline thinking of you~
p.s: you leave me feeling confused... Because Of Something Sad
some pictures... feel random... i need a digi cam... if you guys don't know, i'm using my handphone camera... hahah...
carls jr... muahaha... i love the star... look so so happy... the burger is like MEGA huge... as big as my hands opened...
my office lovelies... (from left: evelyn, stella, wei ting(da jie), erica and shi shi(tam tam)
they are so cute... feel the lantern festival ... hahah they are at chinatown... (jeremy on the right)XOXO
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY!
today is a rushy rushy day... had lots of work to do... but i got my pay... whee~ hahah... but i still have to give my parents and granny money... hahah... after work, i went to Raffles City to eat dinner with my parents and my brother and his girlfriend... we ate at Sushi Tei... it was okay lah... spend $100+++ there... haha...
then we went Bugis... goodness... there's like so many china people there... haha... then there's this irritating china lady in the shop, my mum went in so i follow her... then the lady was serving her... then she turn to me and said this to me "hello, this is a new range. you can take a look, AUNTIE!"... i'm like *toot*............call me AUNTIE??? i'm like younger than her lor... she's like at least 28 years old... i'm 18 lor!!! i was so mad... just because i wear a suit at bugis doesn't mean that i'm a AUNTIE right??? so irritating lor.... idiot! the fashion is so.... disgusting... nautical... anchors... gold and silver... red and blue... strips and polka dots... i'm like.......*yucks*... hahahha...i'm so not a bugis street person... definately not a "ah lian"... haha
the whole of today, i've been feeling very confused... a lot of mix feelings... my heart feels very uneasy... irregular heart beat... i know something is troubling me but i don't know what to do... people can advice me and try to comfort me and i really appreciate that... but somehow, it's just between me, that person and God... i need to get over it but i don't know how...
~princess madeline: accidentally in love with the "wrong" person~
p.s: Dear God, i need You... i need Your divine help.. i feel very sad and uneasy... why do i feel so empty inside? lots of why and how... i need to overcome all these with Your help... i don't know how to explain how i feel but i know that You knew every single feelings and emotions that i have in me... i need You God...
here are some pictures... enjoy
this is my cubical... my desktop, puppy, phone, files, calculator, stationery... haha...
the right side of my cubical... all the files... trays... stamps... cheque box
my brother, Matthew and his girlfriend at Sushi Tei
the food... it's the first time i ate so much vegetable and raw stuff...
my parents...
the XIONG family
it's the yummy birthday cake...
my daddy :)
the KIDS... hahah... (me:18, malcolm:5, marcus:11, matthew:16)
our SUPER dad...
today is a rushy rushy day... had lots of work to do... but i got my pay... whee~ hahah... but i still have to give my parents and granny money... hahah... after work, i went to Raffles City to eat dinner with my parents and my brother and his girlfriend... we ate at Sushi Tei... it was okay lah... spend $100+++ there... haha...
then we went Bugis... goodness... there's like so many china people there... haha... then there's this irritating china lady in the shop, my mum went in so i follow her... then the lady was serving her... then she turn to me and said this to me "hello, this is a new range. you can take a look, AUNTIE!"... i'm like *toot*............call me AUNTIE??? i'm like younger than her lor... she's like at least 28 years old... i'm 18 lor!!! i was so mad... just because i wear a suit at bugis doesn't mean that i'm a AUNTIE right??? so irritating lor.... idiot! the fashion is so.... disgusting... nautical... anchors... gold and silver... red and blue... strips and polka dots... i'm like.......*yucks*... hahahha...i'm so not a bugis street person... definately not a "ah lian"... haha
the whole of today, i've been feeling very confused... a lot of mix feelings... my heart feels very uneasy... irregular heart beat... i know something is troubling me but i don't know what to do... people can advice me and try to comfort me and i really appreciate that... but somehow, it's just between me, that person and God... i need to get over it but i don't know how...
~princess madeline: accidentally in love with the "wrong" person~
p.s: Dear God, i need You... i need Your divine help.. i feel very sad and uneasy... why do i feel so empty inside? lots of why and how... i need to overcome all these with Your help... i don't know how to explain how i feel but i know that You knew every single feelings and emotions that i have in me... i need You God...
here are some pictures... enjoy
this is my cubical... my desktop, puppy, phone, files, calculator, stationery... haha...the right side of my cubical... all the files... trays... stamps... cheque box
my brother, Matthew and his girlfriend at Sushi Tei
the food... it's the first time i ate so much vegetable and raw stuff...
my parents...
the XIONG family
it's the yummy birthday cake...
my daddy :)
the KIDS... hahah... (me:18, malcolm:5, marcus:11, matthew:16)
our SUPER dad...XOXO
it's the happiest day of my life...
i had so much fun... so so so much fun that it takes my tiredness and monday blues away...
just wanna be close to you but i'm afraid of getting hurt... you say that i'm daring, actually i'm not... if i am, then i would have told you that i like you... deep in my heart, you're the one i love... no one else... absolutely no one else...
~princess maddy skipped away~
p.s: i just wanna hold you tight, every day and night. be the one by your side, stay with you till it's night. you're the my dream boy, the one that comes and take my heart away...
aja aja fighting
i had so much fun... so so so much fun that it takes my tiredness and monday blues away...
just wanna be close to you but i'm afraid of getting hurt... you say that i'm daring, actually i'm not... if i am, then i would have told you that i like you... deep in my heart, you're the one i love... no one else... absolutely no one else...
~princess maddy skipped away~
p.s: i just wanna hold you tight, every day and night. be the one by your side, stay with you till it's night. you're the my dream boy, the one that comes and take my heart away...
aja aja fighting
XOXO
Monday, October 02, 2006
hahah... lazy maddy... no lah... i'm just very very tired...
on saturady, we had YA and YM bible quiz... it's so so fun... learnt a lot of things that i never knew... the YA team have FangXian, Gabriel, Bertrand, Meredith, Adeline Lee (addy), Glanies, Isaac and me... Addy is so so awesome... Gabsy is just like wooohooo... answering the questions like so easy like that... hahah... the YM are also real good... they have Ben Choo, Gaius, Grace, Daryl Ooi, Jarrold, Emmanuel, Ben Leung and Eileen... power power... it was a tough fight... then there's this round where it's open to the floor... there's this YM boy who is only i think 12 yrs old... he's like a bible freak... he's from Dawn's cell but i've never seen him around before... haha... he's like crazy... he knows the answer to like almost all the questions... many of the other YMs and YAs don't even know the answer and he knew it lah... i'm like *gaw drop*
that was for saturady... for sunday... we had C.E at Siglap Macs... met them at 8:30am... *snore* hahah... so sleepy but because it's alvin's last lesson before he enter NS... haha... ate BIG BREAKFAST and i almost exploded... haha... so full... so we decided to walk back to church... after we reach church, michelle and me went to the church office to print some thingies for Gift Of Love... and when i walk pass Hosea's cubicle, i saw Joel Chew sleeping on the floor... he looks like as of he's died... hahah... gave me a shock... hahah... after that we went for service... wah... i almost fell alseep... *snore*... hahah... that Pei ting forever sleeping during service... naughty girl... hahah...my cell is just so crazy lah... i love them so much...
went lunch with Regina, Shenna and Danellia... haha... they are so cute lah... especially dan dan... haha... guess what we eat? MACS!!! hahaha... i ate McChicken... hahah.. then we went back to church for dance... then clean up BASC at 5pm and went to studio... today's dance is so FIERCE... hahha... trained like mad... hahah... everyone is like going crazy already... especially hosea... so poorthing... he's like so tired and all... Fatty Chew is just like sleeping on the studio floor and stuff... oh oh... Taz was there at studio too... we ended studio at about 9:40pm... then me, regina, hosea and taz went to beer garden for supper... had fun just having random chats... then hosea and me took a bus home... the haze is so so bad... while walking home, i'm like goodness... look up the sky and like the haze is just so overwhelming...
gonna go to bed soon... feeling super sleepy... *snore snore*
~princess maddy loves 04060703020~
p.s: i love it when you look into my eyes...
i love it when you care for me...
i love it when you encourage me...
i love it when you come close to me...
here are some random pictures that i took... heehee... enjoy...( i will try to put more pictures to make my blog more interesting okay?)
wierd rayvin... like always
feeling star wars... hahah.. queen regina... so cute
my woman... regina (oei, stop looking at cute ang moh boys!)
My dearest mei mei, shenna... (shenna shenna shenna)
oh danellia darling... *she look so innocent*
on saturady, we had YA and YM bible quiz... it's so so fun... learnt a lot of things that i never knew... the YA team have FangXian, Gabriel, Bertrand, Meredith, Adeline Lee (addy), Glanies, Isaac and me... Addy is so so awesome... Gabsy is just like wooohooo... answering the questions like so easy like that... hahah... the YM are also real good... they have Ben Choo, Gaius, Grace, Daryl Ooi, Jarrold, Emmanuel, Ben Leung and Eileen... power power... it was a tough fight... then there's this round where it's open to the floor... there's this YM boy who is only i think 12 yrs old... he's like a bible freak... he's from Dawn's cell but i've never seen him around before... haha... he's like crazy... he knows the answer to like almost all the questions... many of the other YMs and YAs don't even know the answer and he knew it lah... i'm like *gaw drop*
that was for saturady... for sunday... we had C.E at Siglap Macs... met them at 8:30am... *snore* hahah... so sleepy but because it's alvin's last lesson before he enter NS... haha... ate BIG BREAKFAST and i almost exploded... haha... so full... so we decided to walk back to church... after we reach church, michelle and me went to the church office to print some thingies for Gift Of Love... and when i walk pass Hosea's cubicle, i saw Joel Chew sleeping on the floor... he looks like as of he's died... hahah... gave me a shock... hahah... after that we went for service... wah... i almost fell alseep... *snore*... hahah... that Pei ting forever sleeping during service... naughty girl... hahah...my cell is just so crazy lah... i love them so much...
went lunch with Regina, Shenna and Danellia... haha... they are so cute lah... especially dan dan... haha... guess what we eat? MACS!!! hahaha... i ate McChicken... hahah.. then we went back to church for dance... then clean up BASC at 5pm and went to studio... today's dance is so FIERCE... hahha... trained like mad... hahah... everyone is like going crazy already... especially hosea... so poorthing... he's like so tired and all... Fatty Chew is just like sleeping on the studio floor and stuff... oh oh... Taz was there at studio too... we ended studio at about 9:40pm... then me, regina, hosea and taz went to beer garden for supper... had fun just having random chats... then hosea and me took a bus home... the haze is so so bad... while walking home, i'm like goodness... look up the sky and like the haze is just so overwhelming...
gonna go to bed soon... feeling super sleepy... *snore snore*
~princess maddy loves 04060703020~
p.s: i love it when you look into my eyes...
i love it when you care for me...
i love it when you encourage me...
i love it when you come close to me...
here are some random pictures that i took... heehee... enjoy...( i will try to put more pictures to make my blog more interesting okay?)
wierd rayvin... like always
feeling star wars... hahah.. queen regina... so cute
my woman... regina (oei, stop looking at cute ang moh boys!)
My dearest mei mei, shenna... (shenna shenna shenna)
oh danellia darling... *she look so innocent*XOXO