Thursday, May 31, 2007
i'm obsessed with myself... not
hahahha... i love taking pictures... and if you're wondering why only the face... well, i think it's the nicest part of me... cause through my face, you can see my super obvious emotions and my reaction and stuff... hahaha
it's a wierd wierd world with wierd wierd people... saying wierd wierd things about me... but oh well... i still thank God for them because without them, i won't know how precious my close friends are to me...
shenna.colin.sunny.odette.sean lee.isaac.coral.bel
these are just some names...
the rest of my dearies, i love you... like mish, michelle lam, may, gracie, livia, pei ting etc etc...
for my cell girls, alicia & yilin... love you guys a lot a lot...
for the love hate friendship with "you know who"... oh well, i'm glad that you don't have your mood swings anymore... hope that you can treat me the same as the other girls...
*just need to say that*
i can't wait for :
Emerge.Habitudes.Accounting test.Dance.Church camp.Holidays
=)
life of a drama princess
hahahha... i love taking pictures... and if you're wondering why only the face... well, i think it's the nicest part of me... cause through my face, you can see my super obvious emotions and my reaction and stuff... hahaha
it's a wierd wierd world with wierd wierd people... saying wierd wierd things about me... but oh well... i still thank God for them because without them, i won't know how precious my close friends are to me...
shenna.colin.sunny.odette.sean lee.isaac.coral.bel
these are just some names...
the rest of my dearies, i love you... like mish, michelle lam, may, gracie, livia, pei ting etc etc...
for my cell girls, alicia & yilin... love you guys a lot a lot...
for the love hate friendship with "you know who"... oh well, i'm glad that you don't have your mood swings anymore... hope that you can treat me the same as the other girls...
*just need to say that*
i can't wait for :
Emerge.Habitudes.Accounting test.Dance.Church camp.Holidays
=)
life of a drama princess Labels: drama mama
XOXO
went to school today... super tired... boring lectures.... sigh
anyways, i check with Little Red Dot academy already... now they don't offer internship... so sad lah.... the person ask me to join a hotel or whatever first then after graduation then join them =(
i'm a 102% teenager =)
[x] Held hands with someone
[x] Lost someone.
[x] Never got a chance to tell someonesomething important.
[x] Cried your heart out.
[x] Danced.
Total: 5
[x] Rejected someone.
[x] Been called a wh0re/$lu+/man wh0re.
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself.
[x] Hurt someone emotionally.
[x] Hurt someone physically
Total: 5
[x] Got involved in a sport.
[x] Been called a dork.
[x] Fell in love.
[x] Went to a funeral.
[x] Know someone who has tried to or did commit suicide.
Total: 5
[x] Wrote a love note.
[x] Went through a phase.
[x] Got ditched.
[x] Know someone really stupid and/orannoying.
[x] Got in a fist fight with familymember.
Total: 5
[x] Drank soda everyday
[x] Made a mistake.
[x] Think/thought you found the one.
[x] Been dumped.
[x] Lied to your parents.
Total: 5
[x] Felt like dying.
[x] Had a crush.
[x] Been lied to.
[x] Felt like the happiest person inthe world.
[x] Told the person you liked that you liked them.
Total: 5
[x] Prayed.
[x] Texted in class.
[ ] Smoked a cigarette.
[x] Had more than one crush at a time.
[x] Disliked someone.
Total: 4
Add all together =34
Multiply by three... (you can tell that i'm bored right?)
i must tell myself to stop thinking about you
anyways, i check with Little Red Dot academy already... now they don't offer internship... so sad lah.... the person ask me to join a hotel or whatever first then after graduation then join them =(
i'm a 102% teenager =)
[x] Held hands with someone
[x] Lost someone.
[x] Never got a chance to tell someonesomething important.
[x] Cried your heart out.
[x] Danced.
Total: 5
[x] Rejected someone.
[x] Been called a wh0re/$lu+/man wh0re.
[x] Heard a rumor about yourself.
[x] Hurt someone emotionally.
[x] Hurt someone physically
Total: 5
[x] Got involved in a sport.
[x] Been called a dork.
[x] Fell in love.
[x] Went to a funeral.
[x] Know someone who has tried to or did commit suicide.
Total: 5
[x] Wrote a love note.
[x] Went through a phase.
[x] Got ditched.
[x] Know someone really stupid and/orannoying.
[x] Got in a fist fight with familymember.
Total: 5
[x] Drank soda everyday
[x] Made a mistake.
[x] Think/thought you found the one.
[x] Been dumped.
[x] Lied to your parents.
Total: 5
[x] Felt like dying.
[x] Had a crush.
[x] Been lied to.
[x] Felt like the happiest person inthe world.
[x] Told the person you liked that you liked them.
Total: 5
[x] Prayed.
[x] Texted in class.
[ ] Smoked a cigarette.
[x] Had more than one crush at a time.
[x] Disliked someone.
Total: 4
Add all together =34
Multiply by three... (you can tell that i'm bored right?)
i must tell myself to stop thinking about you
Labels: loo loo loo
XOXO
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
it's such a good day...
stay at home and rest... manage to do some stuff...
watched some MV on youtube... it's nice...
i like S.H.E 五月天 MV... super sweet... heehe... love it, love it
不如趁早放手
Lights, Camera, ACTION
the life of a drama princess
geek?
*pls note that i don't wear specs*
model??? any modelling agency wants to scout me for ads or anything? haha
dance. love it. breathe it. speak with it.
my ipod. plug in
love to smile. 
simply playful =D
stay at home and rest... manage to do some stuff...
watched some MV on youtube... it's nice...
i like S.H.E 五月天 MV... super sweet... heehe... love it, love it
不如趁早放手
Lights, Camera, ACTION
the life of a drama princess
geek? *pls note that i don't wear specs*
model??? any modelling agency wants to scout me for ads or anything? haha
dance. love it. breathe it. speak with it.my ipod. plug in
love to smile. simply playful =DXOXO
Would You Be There
If I were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
i love the song.... heehee...
woke up, got very bad headache... didn't go for SSM... stay home the whole day to rest...
i'm so glad that coral is back home... *get well soon dear, love you so so much*
you still makes me smile.
If I were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
i love the song.... heehee...
woke up, got very bad headache... didn't go for SSM... stay home the whole day to rest...
i'm so glad that coral is back home... *get well soon dear, love you so so much*
you still makes me smile.
Labels: =)
XOXO
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
hey guys, please pray for coral...
she's going for an ap at 12am to remove a lump on her right leg.
pray that everything will go well and she will recover fast.
Lord, we need Your healing power
protect her oh Lord
she's going for an ap at 12am to remove a lump on her right leg.
pray that everything will go well and she will recover fast.
Lord, we need Your healing power
protect her oh Lord
Labels: i claim healing
XOXO
2, 3, 4, cha cha cha...
school is ok... super tired but it's cool... because of awesome classmates, lessons are much more fun... laughing and learning at the same time =)
went for Ballroom class... super fun lah... we did the CHA CHA... i love dancing lah... we learn quite a lot of things today =)
came home... super tired lah...
SSM tmr........... *sob sob* i don't wanna go to school =(
let's do the CHA CHA...
super duper yummy chocolate... thank you, Mr Pras
my classmate, Ming Feng...
here's Ben... haha...
class would be boring without them...
*jasmine- ah foong is missing from the picture*
school is ok... super tired but it's cool... because of awesome classmates, lessons are much more fun... laughing and learning at the same time =)
went for Ballroom class... super fun lah... we did the CHA CHA... i love dancing lah... we learn quite a lot of things today =)
came home... super tired lah...
SSM tmr........... *sob sob* i don't wanna go to school =(
let's do the CHA CHA...
super duper yummy chocolate... thank you, Mr Pras
my classmate, Ming Feng...
here's Ben... haha...
class would be boring without them...*jasmine- ah foong is missing from the picture*
Labels: let's do the CHA CHA
XOXO
Monday, May 28, 2007
You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom?
Who can fathom the depth of Your love?
Sunday Service...
it's awesome... Holy Spirit come, fall on me
Hosea's birthday celebration...
it's cool... we order macs and sakae sushi... yummy
Dance @ BASC Hall...
it's good... but i feel that we need to practise a lot more... jia you, jia you
Global Day Of Prayer @ Kallang Stadium...
it's cool... for the first time we are so so close to Pastor Kong... coolness =)
took bus 10 with Hosea, Kenneth, Joel Ooi, Rayvin and Sunny... was really drained lah... really need to go home, bathe and rest... there's lessons tmr from 11am - 6pm... then have dance lessons from 6pm - 7pm... then go home for dinner... eat dinner and rest for tuesday's SSM...
i'm just too tired to even be angry at you
i will stop trying because i did my best... yet you didn't bother and choose to walk away... so be it then... maybe what isaac say is true... i'm too nice... too nice to ppl like you who doesn't even appreciate it at all... you used to call me an angel and stuff but no longer... now it's just ignore...
since you walked away, there's no point for me to stay on...
i'm doing this for God and for myself...
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom?
Who can fathom the depth of Your love?
Sunday Service...
it's awesome... Holy Spirit come, fall on me
Hosea's birthday celebration...
it's cool... we order macs and sakae sushi... yummy
Dance @ BASC Hall...
it's good... but i feel that we need to practise a lot more... jia you, jia you
Global Day Of Prayer @ Kallang Stadium...
it's cool... for the first time we are so so close to Pastor Kong... coolness =)
took bus 10 with Hosea, Kenneth, Joel Ooi, Rayvin and Sunny... was really drained lah... really need to go home, bathe and rest... there's lessons tmr from 11am - 6pm... then have dance lessons from 6pm - 7pm... then go home for dinner... eat dinner and rest for tuesday's SSM...
i'm just too tired to even be angry at you
i will stop trying because i did my best... yet you didn't bother and choose to walk away... so be it then... maybe what isaac say is true... i'm too nice... too nice to ppl like you who doesn't even appreciate it at all... you used to call me an angel and stuff but no longer... now it's just ignore...
since you walked away, there's no point for me to stay on...
i'm doing this for God and for myself...
Labels: hao tong ku
XOXO
Sunday, May 27, 2007
make me assuredly Yours
Gift of Love is cool... some aunties and uncles are nice... some are very very hostile... but it's good lah =)
after that, rush back to church for music prac... songs are in A key... goodness... my voice is like FCHJGUFVHJBHU.... hahhaha
then we had an awesome time of prayer.... well done Isaac... it was awesome !
service was good... but i just feel that it can be better... maybe because it's not time for God to pour his 100% onto us... but i believe that as YA, we'll press in... like the apostles in the upper room waiting for the Holy Spirit... they didn't know when the Holy Spirit will come so they waited and waited... we must learn to have that patience lah...
went to beer with isaac and the rest... ate dinner...
my throat feels wierd... i think i'm gonna be down with like throat infection again... tsk~
gonna go to bed now... it's a super long day tmr...
do you know that you're slowly killing me?
Gift of Love is cool... some aunties and uncles are nice... some are very very hostile... but it's good lah =)
after that, rush back to church for music prac... songs are in A key... goodness... my voice is like FCHJGUFVHJBHU.... hahhaha
then we had an awesome time of prayer.... well done Isaac... it was awesome !
service was good... but i just feel that it can be better... maybe because it's not time for God to pour his 100% onto us... but i believe that as YA, we'll press in... like the apostles in the upper room waiting for the Holy Spirit... they didn't know when the Holy Spirit will come so they waited and waited... we must learn to have that patience lah...
went to beer with isaac and the rest... ate dinner...
my throat feels wierd... i think i'm gonna be down with like throat infection again... tsk~
gonna go to bed now... it's a super long day tmr...
do you know that you're slowly killing me?
Labels: fang shou
XOXO
Saturday, May 26, 2007
i will rejoice and be glad
what a day... rather interesting... had BESE for 4 hours... ahhaha... *faint*
took mrt to Bukit Gombak for Saturate Conference... seriously it was foreign land... ahhahaha
but the conference was GREAT... awesome awesome... i'm so glad i went for it... it's worth the travelling =) learn a lot and really receive a lot...
tmr will be a long day... but it will be good...
0830 - wake up
0930 - leave house
1030 - Gift Of Love
1330 - Music Prac for YA
1630 - break?
1830 - sound check @ Hall 3A or Pre-service prayer
1900 - sound check / prac before YA service
1930 - YA's Holy Spirit encounter =)
*i'm so excited*
i choose to be the gate keeper...
unlocking the gates of blessing and power...
believing for more power from on high...
because of the authority given to me by my Lord...
i choose to stand up firm, not back away...
no matter what i will give praise...
if you see a smile on my face,
it's the joy of the Lord...
what a day... rather interesting... had BESE for 4 hours... ahhaha... *faint*
took mrt to Bukit Gombak for Saturate Conference... seriously it was foreign land... ahhahaha
but the conference was GREAT... awesome awesome... i'm so glad i went for it... it's worth the travelling =) learn a lot and really receive a lot...
tmr will be a long day... but it will be good...
0830 - wake up
0930 - leave house
1030 - Gift Of Love
1330 - Music Prac for YA
1630 - break?
1830 - sound check @ Hall 3A or Pre-service prayer
1900 - sound check / prac before YA service
1930 - YA's Holy Spirit encounter =)
*i'm so excited*
i choose to be the gate keeper...
unlocking the gates of blessing and power...
believing for more power from on high...
because of the authority given to me by my Lord...
i choose to stand up firm, not back away...
no matter what i will give praise...
if you see a smile on my face,
it's the joy of the Lord...
Labels: fill every part of me with You
XOXO
woke up at 8:30am... because my granny thought that i had school like in the morning...
my lesson is at 1pm............ sEDFVGYHNBJUYHTGFRDCVbhytgfrdcvbn
hahaha... nevermind... so i woke up and then switch on my laptop... read my mails
well, in one sentence i will summarised how i feel k... (so that you guys won't think that i whine too much)
read mail, got hurt, jump into defense mode (not my fault mentality), sad and disappointed...
my lesson is at 1pm............ sEDFVGYHNBJUYHTGFRDCVbhytgfrdcvbn
hahaha... nevermind... so i woke up and then switch on my laptop... read my mails
well, in one sentence i will summarised how i feel k... (so that you guys won't think that i whine too much)
read mail, got hurt, jump into defense mode (not my fault mentality), sad and disappointed...
Labels: =(
XOXO
Friday, May 25, 2007
came back from dance...
it's awesome...
*love you shenna babe*
ate my dinner...
feel super tired...
school tmr.... *faint*
have to wear formal somemore... then got Saturate Conference...
i'm gonna go snore snore already... =)
it's awesome...
*love you shenna babe*
ate my dinner...
feel super tired...
school tmr.... *faint*
have to wear formal somemore... then got Saturate Conference...
i'm gonna go snore snore already... =)
Labels: go to sleep my little darling
XOXO
oh, happy day =)
PRAISE GOD
heehee....
ok, i'm crazy... that's how maddy should be... a happy and cheerful child =)
i know you might find this irritating but i really think that SHE songs are nice... muahahha... they make me feel even happier... the happy tunes... =)
anyways, i will be having my Jap "show & tell" later... heehee... haven't prepared but it's gonna be good =)
PRAISE GOD
heehee....
ok, i'm crazy... that's how maddy should be... a happy and cheerful child =)
i know you might find this irritating but i really think that SHE songs are nice... muahahha... they make me feel even happier... the happy tunes... =)
anyways, i will be having my Jap "show & tell" later... heehee... haven't prepared but it's gonna be good =)
i can't wait for dance tonight =)
not just a pretty face =)
Labels: 一句堅定的誓言
XOXO
Thursday, May 24, 2007
謝謝你的溫柔
捧著愛情靜靜等候
我的雙手 其實同樣在顫抖
但我能給你什麼
我只是一個他遺忘的我
心被一掃而空
我會把你种在我心中
也許某天會終於再次長出一個夢
不知道, 不明了
不想要, 為什麼
我的心
明明是想靠近
卻孤單到黎明
不知道, 不明了
不想要, 為什麼
我的心
那愛情的綺麗
總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你
謝謝你如此溫柔
點著笑容的燈火
只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬
還沒決定往哪走
才所以不能答應你陪我
怕你會變成我
我會把你种在我心中
也許某天會終於再次長出一個夢
i'm not love sick... it's just a song that i really love... by SHE feat Fahrenheit =)
說你愛我 Say you love me
下著雨讓塵氣稀釋回憶
我靠著你不出聲音
看著你看著斑駁的甜蜜
愛你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙傷口
隱隱作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也讓我精神腐朽
說你愛我變成一種問候
不如趁早放手
把愛墜落讓滿地鮮紅
說你愛我變成一種折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承擔不起你的承諾
this song is really sad... written by Hebe... super good... i love the lyrics because it's very meaningful and really expressive...
SHE songs are getting better... the lyrics makes more sense... vocals are getting better... esp Ella... she can rap better now... and Selina and Hebe's harmonises very nicely =)
i will give a 10/10 for SHE's new album PLAY
捧著愛情靜靜等候
我的雙手 其實同樣在顫抖
但我能給你什麼
我只是一個他遺忘的我
心被一掃而空
我會把你种在我心中
也許某天會終於再次長出一個夢
不知道, 不明了
不想要, 為什麼
我的心
明明是想靠近
卻孤單到黎明
不知道, 不明了
不想要, 為什麼
我的心
那愛情的綺麗
總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你
謝謝你如此溫柔
點著笑容的燈火
只溫暖而不打擾我的寒冬
還沒決定往哪走
才所以不能答應你陪我
怕你會變成我
我會把你种在我心中
也許某天會終於再次長出一個夢
i'm not love sick... it's just a song that i really love... by SHE feat Fahrenheit =)
說你愛我 Say you love me
下著雨讓塵氣稀釋回憶
我靠著你不出聲音
看著你看著斑駁的甜蜜
愛你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙傷口
隱隱作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也讓我精神腐朽
說你愛我變成一種問候
不如趁早放手
把愛墜落讓滿地鮮紅
說你愛我變成一種折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承擔不起你的承諾
this song is really sad... written by Hebe... super good... i love the lyrics because it's very meaningful and really expressive...
SHE songs are getting better... the lyrics makes more sense... vocals are getting better... esp Ella... she can rap better now... and Selina and Hebe's harmonises very nicely =)
i will give a 10/10 for SHE's new album PLAY
Labels: nice song
XOXO
XOXO
inductive bible study
love the clouds in the sky
it's so cool... although i was trying my best to stay awake... Rev Stephen is a funny man... and he makes it sound so interesting... it's gonna be really tough but i will try...
school is still draining me... but i'm gonna hold on to God no matter what... btw, i only have 1 test this sem... ACCOUNTING
anyways, i'm gonna be going for a ballroom dancing class with my new classmates... it's a class by Melvin and Sharon from The Dance Floor... so cool... i'm so excited...
tmr i have dance in church... so i will have to bring my dance stuff to school... and after a long and tiring day... jia you, maddy =)
heehee... God just really made my day... all i need was a simple sms to make me feel so so much better... because i know i surrendered my everything to God and let Him take control... i'm so glad =)
thank you Lord
love the clouds in the sky
Labels: smile
XOXO
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
so so tired
woke up and have a bad headache... tried to think of reasons why i should not go to school for SSM... but then i decided to go no matter what...
still feel a lil' faint but SSM was fun...
after SSM, i was really K.O already... but then have to go for lecture... then after lecture was Gift Of Love meeting at meredith's house... we ate dinner there too... ate like a lot of things lah... ahhaha
super duper tired... i will go to bed soon... but before that, i got work to do =(
my laptop is going crazy... i need a new lappy... sigh... if only i have the money
*can someone bless me with a new laptop?*
alrighty, that's all for now...
woke up and have a bad headache... tried to think of reasons why i should not go to school for SSM... but then i decided to go no matter what...
still feel a lil' faint but SSM was fun...
after SSM, i was really K.O already... but then have to go for lecture... then after lecture was Gift Of Love meeting at meredith's house... we ate dinner there too... ate like a lot of things lah... ahhaha
super duper tired... i will go to bed soon... but before that, i got work to do =(
my laptop is going crazy... i need a new lappy... sigh... if only i have the money
*can someone bless me with a new laptop?*
alrighty, that's all for now...
Labels: snore snore
XOXO
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
desperate for all You are
today is a good day... at least i think it is...
woke up, had breakfast, went online for a while... then went to school, had accounting lessons... it was confusing lah, but i manage to kinda understand the topic so it's ok... my classmate, Ben and Calvin are like so sick lah... (sick in the head) but it's fun to have them around lah... somehow i click better with them then the girls... they are rather different... oh well...
after accounting, we had entrepreneurship lesson... it was a fun lesson... laugh and laugh... it's extremely painful because my whole body esp my stomach hurts... due to dance... my arm became numb every few minutes...
then there was jap lecture... then i rush down to beer garden to meet Roland for our mentor and mentee session... it's really good to listen to roland and learn things from him... i hope that i will be wiser...
lesson learnt: THINK CLEVER
there's SSM tmr... then Gift of Love meeting... tmr will be a tiring day but God is my strength...
=)
today is a good day... at least i think it is...
woke up, had breakfast, went online for a while... then went to school, had accounting lessons... it was confusing lah, but i manage to kinda understand the topic so it's ok... my classmate, Ben and Calvin are like so sick lah... (sick in the head) but it's fun to have them around lah... somehow i click better with them then the girls... they are rather different... oh well...
after accounting, we had entrepreneurship lesson... it was a fun lesson... laugh and laugh... it's extremely painful because my whole body esp my stomach hurts... due to dance... my arm became numb every few minutes...
then there was jap lecture... then i rush down to beer garden to meet Roland for our mentor and mentee session... it's really good to listen to roland and learn things from him... i hope that i will be wiser...
lesson learnt: THINK CLEVER
there's SSM tmr... then Gift of Love meeting... tmr will be a tiring day but God is my strength...
=)
Labels: need more of You
XOXO
Monday, May 21, 2007
Holy Spirit come,
come and breathe on me...
the journey is getting tougher and the road up the holy hill is getting narrower and steeper... as i climb higher, it gets harder to breathe... my muscles work through the long hours and days... every single fibre in my hurts... physically weak, mentally trying to stay strong...
but i choose to praise God
had a short L.A meeting after service... it was horrible... i almost died... for about 3 seconds my heart stop pumping and i stop breathing... (it's true... not making a story here)...
he was not there to help me or give encouragement... i just sat there beside that huge polar bear stuffed toy... if i were to close my eyes, i would have fainted... no one knew... only God
in the midst of the meeting, he walked away without saying anything to me... left me there... just there alone with the kiddos... after that i went to Beer Garden to meet my cell... wasn't feeling "okay"... but still try and put a smile on my face
then went back to church and rest before dance... the word to describe is "ignore"... then i went for dance... it was ok... only me, mishuelle and coral from the girls team... so i lead them in a short session of physical conditioning...
it was good... spend like a short few minutes talking... then soon it was 5pm and we went to the youthroom before we make our way to SPC then studio... studio slot was awesome... i seriously gave my ALL, my EVERYTHING to learn the new routine and kinda master it and stuff... really wanna thank God for everything...
after dance, we went to Beer to eat dinner/supper... didn't eat a lot cause i don't feel like eating too much... we sat down, chat and all... then we went back...
got a chance to sit down and talk to Bertrand while Hosea, Char and Ben Choo figure out some puzzle thingy... it was good... i never really get to sit down and talk to Bertrand before but it's good lah...
thank you for those who are concern about me... i will continue to run no matter what... but it's just that at times i really feel so tired and i really feel drained... so if you see me cry, please give me a hug... i really need it... (not attention seeking or anything)
thank you meredith for the choco baby... i love it =)
we aim to be God's annointed diamonds... precious stones that undergo tough training and come out beautiful and precious in the sight of its maker and people...
my watermelon Vaness and me...
me and meimei... i love you to bits ya...
come and breathe on me...
the journey is getting tougher and the road up the holy hill is getting narrower and steeper... as i climb higher, it gets harder to breathe... my muscles work through the long hours and days... every single fibre in my hurts... physically weak, mentally trying to stay strong...
but i choose to praise God
had a short L.A meeting after service... it was horrible... i almost died... for about 3 seconds my heart stop pumping and i stop breathing... (it's true... not making a story here)...
he was not there to help me or give encouragement... i just sat there beside that huge polar bear stuffed toy... if i were to close my eyes, i would have fainted... no one knew... only God
in the midst of the meeting, he walked away without saying anything to me... left me there... just there alone with the kiddos... after that i went to Beer Garden to meet my cell... wasn't feeling "okay"... but still try and put a smile on my face
then went back to church and rest before dance... the word to describe is "ignore"... then i went for dance... it was ok... only me, mishuelle and coral from the girls team... so i lead them in a short session of physical conditioning...
it was good... spend like a short few minutes talking... then soon it was 5pm and we went to the youthroom before we make our way to SPC then studio... studio slot was awesome... i seriously gave my ALL, my EVERYTHING to learn the new routine and kinda master it and stuff... really wanna thank God for everything...
after dance, we went to Beer to eat dinner/supper... didn't eat a lot cause i don't feel like eating too much... we sat down, chat and all... then we went back...
got a chance to sit down and talk to Bertrand while Hosea, Char and Ben Choo figure out some puzzle thingy... it was good... i never really get to sit down and talk to Bertrand before but it's good lah...
thank you for those who are concern about me... i will continue to run no matter what... but it's just that at times i really feel so tired and i really feel drained... so if you see me cry, please give me a hug... i really need it... (not attention seeking or anything)
thank you meredith for the choco baby... i love it =)
we aim to be God's annointed diamonds... precious stones that undergo tough training and come out beautiful and precious in the sight of its maker and people...
my watermelon Vaness and me...
me and meimei... i love you to bits ya... Labels: Holy Spirit
XOXO
Sunday, May 20, 2007
A WORLD WITHOUT LOVE
today was a rather wierd day... hahahha...
but i really want to thank God for friends and my "children"...
Shoutout to
Michelle Guna:
thank you so so much for just listening to me... let's go random shopping again ya?
My L.A Unit children:
thank you dears for standing by me and always encouraging me. i love you guys so so much. you guys mean a world to me and i really appreciate all that you've done =)
Coral:
i love you dear
Hosea:
although i know that you won't be reading this but i just wanna say THANK YOU, for always encouraging me... whether in dance or even just normal stuff, you're really inspiring =)
just seriously giving God extravagant praise and extravagant worship... no matter how i feel or what happen... the true joy of the Lord
i'm waiting for my breakthrough
my fav. Kit Kat... muahhaha
today was a rather wierd day... hahahha...
but i really want to thank God for friends and my "children"...
Shoutout to
Michelle Guna:
thank you so so much for just listening to me... let's go random shopping again ya?
My L.A Unit children:
thank you dears for standing by me and always encouraging me. i love you guys so so much. you guys mean a world to me and i really appreciate all that you've done =)
Coral:
i love you dear
Hosea:
although i know that you won't be reading this but i just wanna say THANK YOU, for always encouraging me... whether in dance or even just normal stuff, you're really inspiring =)
just seriously giving God extravagant praise and extravagant worship... no matter how i feel or what happen... the true joy of the Lord
i'm waiting for my breakthrough
my fav. Kit Kat... muahhaha Labels: giving praise
XOXO
please don't make me hate you,
it will not be a good thing at all...
stop avoiding me because it's only gonna hurt me more...
you think i can't read between the lines and analyse your actions...
it will not be a good thing at all...
stop avoiding me because it's only gonna hurt me more...
you think i can't read between the lines and analyse your actions...
Labels: =(
XOXO
Saturday, May 19, 2007
HEAL ME HEART & MAKE IT CLEAN
hello hello everyone! i got a new blogskin... muahhaah... long story but i will explain it...
woke up super early just to make sure i'm not late for my group meeting in school at 9am... so i reach school around 8plus and waited... and waited.... waited till 10am... for 1 freakin' hour i was doing nothing...
all thanks to my "awesome" group members, i get to change my blogskin... i was so bored until i decided to change it... hahah... so yea... we had meeting till almost 2pm... then my group mate, Calvin and me went to Mensa 1 for lunch... then went to church...
it was kinda funny cause i really KO on the bus... took bus 10 from Tampines to church... BUT... because i KO on the bus... i missed my stop... by the time i woke up, the bus is at Holy Family Church which is at Katong... hahah... i got a shock and got off the bus... went opposite and take a bus back to church...
Bertrand, Shenna and Sunny was there in church... Bert is super funny lah... him & macik toothpaste... muahahha... he's kinda crazy lah... smile to himself and all... hahaha... then he went up to office to do his work and then he send me a picture of macik toothpaste... so cute lah... it was sweet of him... he said this "this is for you... since you like it so much... hope you like it... haha..."
then help shenna with some Gift of Love stuff... then Michelle Guna came after work... then went up for music prac... it was ok... we had jamming till 11 plus... then i decided to go home cause it's late already and i got work to do... so yup
it's already 1:11am... sigh... will go and sleep soon... don't know what time to go to church... hmmm... i think afternoon lah... ok ok, will stop here =)
even though i know you won't be there,
i will still look through the crowds for you.
even though i know you won't be online,
i will still look through my list of friends just to find you.
i don't know why...
but it hurt so much everytime i try to forget you...
Macik Toothpaste... my fav. polar bear
our photo, our promise to God...
Ben Choo, my forever casualty...
my son, sunny =)
the ever awesome Nelson...
Char Char... acting like May...
you see the lights? it's our job, it's our pride... L.A Unit
hello hello everyone! i got a new blogskin... muahhaah... long story but i will explain it...
woke up super early just to make sure i'm not late for my group meeting in school at 9am... so i reach school around 8plus and waited... and waited.... waited till 10am... for 1 freakin' hour i was doing nothing...
all thanks to my "awesome" group members, i get to change my blogskin... i was so bored until i decided to change it... hahah... so yea... we had meeting till almost 2pm... then my group mate, Calvin and me went to Mensa 1 for lunch... then went to church...
it was kinda funny cause i really KO on the bus... took bus 10 from Tampines to church... BUT... because i KO on the bus... i missed my stop... by the time i woke up, the bus is at Holy Family Church which is at Katong... hahah... i got a shock and got off the bus... went opposite and take a bus back to church...
Bertrand, Shenna and Sunny was there in church... Bert is super funny lah... him & macik toothpaste... muahahha... he's kinda crazy lah... smile to himself and all... hahaha... then he went up to office to do his work and then he send me a picture of macik toothpaste... so cute lah... it was sweet of him... he said this "this is for you... since you like it so much... hope you like it... haha..."
then help shenna with some Gift of Love stuff... then Michelle Guna came after work... then went up for music prac... it was ok... we had jamming till 11 plus... then i decided to go home cause it's late already and i got work to do... so yup
it's already 1:11am... sigh... will go and sleep soon... don't know what time to go to church... hmmm... i think afternoon lah... ok ok, will stop here =)
even though i know you won't be there,
i will still look through the crowds for you.
even though i know you won't be online,
i will still look through my list of friends just to find you.
i don't know why...
but it hurt so much everytime i try to forget you...
Macik Toothpaste... my fav. polar bear
our photo, our promise to God...
Ben Choo, my forever casualty...
my son, sunny =)
the ever awesome Nelson...Char Char... acting like May...
you see the lights? it's our job, it's our pride... L.A UnitLabels: feel like............
XOXO
Friday, May 18, 2007
i gain strength as i dance
didn't go O School in the end... maybe it's not time yet... anyways, i will be going for a dance mass workshop with Rayvin and Hosea in June at the EXPO... should be confirmed lah... unless they decide to not bring me along... hahaha... if that happens, i will hate them forever... hahah... no lah
jap class is fun... learn a lot of new stuff... muahahha... wait till one day i'm super good in speaking jap... muahhaha... then i can speak in a code that is unknown to the people around me... muahhaha...
ate dinner... taught Malcolm his spelling for tmr... ate my potong ice cream and watch tv.. i think i will watch STOMP THE YARD later... haha
alrighty, that's all for today... below are some pictures =)
yummy mango lemon...
this is mine... Raspberry =)
this picture is blur... the MRT is moving, that's why
quickly, we grab the chance to take 1 proper picture when the train stop at Simei
pieces of me...
didn't go O School in the end... maybe it's not time yet... anyways, i will be going for a dance mass workshop with Rayvin and Hosea in June at the EXPO... should be confirmed lah... unless they decide to not bring me along... hahaha... if that happens, i will hate them forever... hahah... no lah
jap class is fun... learn a lot of new stuff... muahahha... wait till one day i'm super good in speaking jap... muahhaha... then i can speak in a code that is unknown to the people around me... muahhaha...
ate dinner... taught Malcolm his spelling for tmr... ate my potong ice cream and watch tv.. i think i will watch STOMP THE YARD later... haha
alrighty, that's all for today... below are some pictures =)
yummy mango lemon...
this is mine... Raspberry =)
this picture is blur... the MRT is moving, that's why
quickly, we grab the chance to take 1 proper picture when the train stop at Simei
pieces of me... Labels: ready for take off
XOXO
it's raining
today daddy drove me to school... reached at 8:30am... so i sat down and used my lappy and eat the cupcake that mummy bought... then went for Accounting lecture... the lecturer is so retarded lor... tsk~
after lecture, i went for group meeting at Sugarloaf... bought like $6 worth of stuff... so expensive lah i think.. then not full at all... tsk~
after that i walk back to library to meet Mon Mon dear... later i have jap class at 4pm... i hope that it will end early...
anyways, my friend ask me if i want to go O School tonight for lyrical hiphop class... i don't know if i'm going... but i don't think so lah... i'm scared i'm too slow at learning... maybe i will go with mei mei/hosea/rayvin the next time...
i spend like hours on the internet looking at hip hop / dance ... BoA's routine is super cool but Hosea would say that the style is too sexy... well, most secular dance are sexy lah... hahaha... then i watched TP dance video also... and then O School's dance video... super cool lah...
somehow i feel like joining TP dance... but i know it will mean less time for ministry and school work cause i'm kinda struggling to strike a balance already... but that would means great improvement in dance because of professional instructors and also more exposure to the different styles... jazz, hip hop, lyrical, modern etc etc...
sigh... if only i can stop studying and just dance and sing... muahahha... i wish... so many times i wish i could have more opportunities... to go for dance lessons and vocal lessons etc etc... money and time... sigh
today daddy drove me to school... reached at 8:30am... so i sat down and used my lappy and eat the cupcake that mummy bought... then went for Accounting lecture... the lecturer is so retarded lor... tsk~
after lecture, i went for group meeting at Sugarloaf... bought like $6 worth of stuff... so expensive lah i think.. then not full at all... tsk~
after that i walk back to library to meet Mon Mon dear... later i have jap class at 4pm... i hope that it will end early...
anyways, my friend ask me if i want to go O School tonight for lyrical hiphop class... i don't know if i'm going... but i don't think so lah... i'm scared i'm too slow at learning... maybe i will go with mei mei/hosea/rayvin the next time...
i spend like hours on the internet looking at hip hop / dance ... BoA's routine is super cool but Hosea would say that the style is too sexy... well, most secular dance are sexy lah... hahaha... then i watched TP dance video also... and then O School's dance video... super cool lah...
somehow i feel like joining TP dance... but i know it will mean less time for ministry and school work cause i'm kinda struggling to strike a balance already... but that would means great improvement in dance because of professional instructors and also more exposure to the different styles... jazz, hip hop, lyrical, modern etc etc...
sigh... if only i can stop studying and just dance and sing... muahahha... i wish... so many times i wish i could have more opportunities... to go for dance lessons and vocal lessons etc etc... money and time... sigh
Labels: opportunities
XOXO
Thursday, May 17, 2007
dance
God just reminded me that we only have about 3 - 4 weeks left to church camp...
i'm kinda starting to feel nervous... although it's not my first performance or whatever... but i believe that this time, it's gonna be a breakthrough... so i kinda wanna work and improve myself so that when it's breakthrough time, it would be great...
the fact hits when i know that the secular world out there are just so strong... even TP dance is quite good... i have to admit... and i just found out that one of my classmate goes to O School like super often... i haven't seen her dance before... but to be able to learn routines from O School, you gotta be good...
Melissa (meimei) and Hosea are the best dancers in CFC... they can get the routines... it kinda dash my dream a lil'... i know it's my mind playing tricks on me... telling myself this:
who you think you are?
why do you want to go O School?
do you think you can learn fast enough?
you wanna make a fool out of yourself in front of the pros?
so i decide to start small... be the best that i can be during BASC and Studio slots... then try to find some time out of my busy schedule to practise and practise...
i will never stop trying
God just reminded me that we only have about 3 - 4 weeks left to church camp...
i'm kinda starting to feel nervous... although it's not my first performance or whatever... but i believe that this time, it's gonna be a breakthrough... so i kinda wanna work and improve myself so that when it's breakthrough time, it would be great...
the fact hits when i know that the secular world out there are just so strong... even TP dance is quite good... i have to admit... and i just found out that one of my classmate goes to O School like super often... i haven't seen her dance before... but to be able to learn routines from O School, you gotta be good...
Melissa (meimei) and Hosea are the best dancers in CFC... they can get the routines... it kinda dash my dream a lil'... i know it's my mind playing tricks on me... telling myself this:
who you think you are?
why do you want to go O School?
do you think you can learn fast enough?
you wanna make a fool out of yourself in front of the pros?
so i decide to start small... be the best that i can be during BASC and Studio slots... then try to find some time out of my busy schedule to practise and practise...
i will never stop trying
XOXO
Your love last forever
today is very different... like what Bel says, it's peaceful... i guess i really need that... everything is moving so fast until i'm quite overwhelmed... got Ministry recruitment stuff, L.A Unit stuff, Gift of Love, school, school and more school... i need a break...
somehow it's good cause i won't be thinking about a certain stuff too much... too many other important things that needs my attention... so it's good...
school work is slowly killing me... hate studying and all... can't wait for weekends to come, for holiday to come... and even for internship to come... somehow i prefer to work... like how i enjoy working in retail @ ROBINSON and do an office job in CONRAD & SONS...
sigh... i still have to do my jap assignment outline... have to hand in tmr... then have to send a email to YM and YA regarding Gift of Love... i have to do it quickly don't have much time left...
oh, after school today, i went out with my new cell... with Bel, Yi Lin and Alicia... Winnie was ill so she didn't come... we ate dinner, then Alicia went to watch movie with Bertrand's cell... then Bel, Yi lin and me went to Century Sq for dessert... we went to some organic restaurant for youghurt... it's so so yummy... heehee
then we went home... alrighty, that's all for now... i will go off now... will blog again soon =)
everyone, my phone line is kinda cut off... so i can't call / sms... but i still can receive your sms and can still answer the phone if you call me... so please take note ya?
here's some photo which i took while doing my SSM yesterday...
yummy fruit tarts
fruit salad
SugarLoaf... super cool
getting ready for opening...
super yummy Tiramisu =D (why is it empty? because i finished it)
today is very different... like what Bel says, it's peaceful... i guess i really need that... everything is moving so fast until i'm quite overwhelmed... got Ministry recruitment stuff, L.A Unit stuff, Gift of Love, school, school and more school... i need a break...
somehow it's good cause i won't be thinking about a certain stuff too much... too many other important things that needs my attention... so it's good...
school work is slowly killing me... hate studying and all... can't wait for weekends to come, for holiday to come... and even for internship to come... somehow i prefer to work... like how i enjoy working in retail @ ROBINSON and do an office job in CONRAD & SONS...
sigh... i still have to do my jap assignment outline... have to hand in tmr... then have to send a email to YM and YA regarding Gift of Love... i have to do it quickly don't have much time left...
oh, after school today, i went out with my new cell... with Bel, Yi Lin and Alicia... Winnie was ill so she didn't come... we ate dinner, then Alicia went to watch movie with Bertrand's cell... then Bel, Yi lin and me went to Century Sq for dessert... we went to some organic restaurant for youghurt... it's so so yummy... heehee
then we went home... alrighty, that's all for now... i will go off now... will blog again soon =)
everyone, my phone line is kinda cut off... so i can't call / sms... but i still can receive your sms and can still answer the phone if you call me... so please take note ya?
here's some photo which i took while doing my SSM yesterday...
yummy fruit tarts
fruit salad
SugarLoaf... super cool
getting ready for opening...
super yummy Tiramisu =D (why is it empty? because i finished it)XOXO
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
0% energy left
didn't sleep last night cause i was up till 3 plus with my borther... talking about some stuff and trying to help him... by the time i went to bed, i could not sleep... although my body is feeling very tired
went to school... major thunder storm... was drenched... then went for SSM... got super bad cramps... almost fainted... legs ache like mad... my lower back hurt like crazy... just felt so so sick...
after a long day, i went for lecture... can't stop snoozing in lecture... tried my very best to stay awake...
after school, i rush down to bedok BK for Gift of Love meeting with michelle guna, meredith and shenna... it was goody goody
then took bus 38 home.. bathe, ate dinner... blah blah blah... i will sleep early today cause i'm feeling very very drained................
oh no, just remembered need to do some stuff... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! God help me
would you be there for me when there's a thunder storm?
would you let me sleep in your arms to find warmth?
would you kiss my pain away?
would you be mine?
Labels: the vulnerable
XOXO
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
God is my solution
wanna give God praise... cause i have been praying that my parents will allow me to go for church camp... and just now, i asked my daddy and he didn't say NO... his reply was the same one that he gave when i ask him if i can go for missions...
although he hasn't agreed but i know that God is definitely working something... i know that God will miraculously open doors for me... like how He open the door for me to go for missions... because i choose to trust God with everything =)
school is ok today... lessons and classes as usual... after class, i went to town with my classmate Ming Feng because she told me that Isetan will be having a private sale this thursday so she's gonna go down and reserve some clothes then she will buy it on thursday...
this church camp, the last night will be kinda like a Gala Night... so we kinda need to dress up and i always wanted to get a new formal dress... like something black in colour... hahha... because in CFC, the girls always wear black and i will be the only PINK colour person... hahah..
so i grab the chance... since there's a sale, i decided to buy a dress from IS... after discount, it's about $44... hahhaha... cheap right? it's a very simple dress but cute lah... i wanted to get a tube dress, but it makes me look very mature... and it's quite sexy and i'm not sexy; so i kinda look like a dumpling in the tube dress... hahah...
left town at about 8 plus... then took bus 14 back home... ate dinner... and watched tv with my daddy...
now my whole family is asleep... only me... muahhaha... finally i can play my new Hillsong United songs... muahhaha... i will saturate my house with God's presence and remove those demonic forces...
tmr will be a killer day... my first SSM duty as a waitress at Sugarloft... goodness... i pray that everything goes smoothly and it won't be crowded... after school, i will have Gift of Love meeting...
this week is a busy week, but everything will be good... because all things works well for those who love God =)
this is the dress i bought... (i look so fat lah, need to photoshop this fat picture man.....)
wanna give God praise... cause i have been praying that my parents will allow me to go for church camp... and just now, i asked my daddy and he didn't say NO... his reply was the same one that he gave when i ask him if i can go for missions...
although he hasn't agreed but i know that God is definitely working something... i know that God will miraculously open doors for me... like how He open the door for me to go for missions... because i choose to trust God with everything =)
school is ok today... lessons and classes as usual... after class, i went to town with my classmate Ming Feng because she told me that Isetan will be having a private sale this thursday so she's gonna go down and reserve some clothes then she will buy it on thursday...
this church camp, the last night will be kinda like a Gala Night... so we kinda need to dress up and i always wanted to get a new formal dress... like something black in colour... hahha... because in CFC, the girls always wear black and i will be the only PINK colour person... hahah..
so i grab the chance... since there's a sale, i decided to buy a dress from IS... after discount, it's about $44... hahhaha... cheap right? it's a very simple dress but cute lah... i wanted to get a tube dress, but it makes me look very mature... and it's quite sexy and i'm not sexy; so i kinda look like a dumpling in the tube dress... hahah...
left town at about 8 plus... then took bus 14 back home... ate dinner... and watched tv with my daddy...
now my whole family is asleep... only me... muahhaha... finally i can play my new Hillsong United songs... muahhaha... i will saturate my house with God's presence and remove those demonic forces...
tmr will be a killer day... my first SSM duty as a waitress at Sugarloft... goodness... i pray that everything goes smoothly and it won't be crowded... after school, i will have Gift of Love meeting...
this week is a busy week, but everything will be good... because all things works well for those who love God =)
this is the dress i bought... (i look so fat lah, need to photoshop this fat picture man.....)Labels: all of the above
XOXO
Monday, May 14, 2007
because i choose to give praise
to those who read my previous post... you can tell that i'm not the maddy that many of you actually know... haha... well, it was my valley of dry bones yesterday... it was just bad
didn't feel like doing anything at all... but when i woke up this morning, God reminded me about praise... it's quite ridiculous because i just feel very very "not myself"... but i choose to praise Him through my circumstances and whatever i'm going through...
and when the precious move... God moves
during worship, God drop a word in me... very very clear word... the exact same word that Ps Khoon Mei had about the church being cold and far from God...
it just blew my mind... God is so awesome...
after service, i signed up for church camp... hahaha... by faith i believe that i can go... i'm just so so excited on what God is gonna do in my church and in my life... unleash your potential
then we had Gift Of Love... went to block 12 and do our thing... then we visited the BERT park... hahahha... i love their doggie, Max... hahah... it's so so cute lah...
then we had lunch and went back to church... slack slack slack... then clean up the BASC with Hosea, Coral and Gaius... then slack and chat... then Coral decided to go home and change and so we made our way to Gelare first...
coral, gaius, isaac, shenna, emmanuel, joel ooi and me...
then went to Hongkong cafe to eat... and sat there for almost 4 hours... hahaha... it was nice to just sit down, eat and chat... it's really good
school tmr......... ahhhhhhhhhh... i always hate it when it's sunday night... argh... knowing that there's school the next day etc etc... i pray that this week will pass very soon and things will be good...
最爱还是你...
Emmanuel and his ice cream...
that's Gaius
to those who read my previous post... you can tell that i'm not the maddy that many of you actually know... haha... well, it was my valley of dry bones yesterday... it was just bad
didn't feel like doing anything at all... but when i woke up this morning, God reminded me about praise... it's quite ridiculous because i just feel very very "not myself"... but i choose to praise Him through my circumstances and whatever i'm going through...
and when the precious move... God moves
during worship, God drop a word in me... very very clear word... the exact same word that Ps Khoon Mei had about the church being cold and far from God...
it just blew my mind... God is so awesome...
after service, i signed up for church camp... hahaha... by faith i believe that i can go... i'm just so so excited on what God is gonna do in my church and in my life... unleash your potential
then we had Gift Of Love... went to block 12 and do our thing... then we visited the BERT park... hahahha... i love their doggie, Max... hahah... it's so so cute lah...
then we had lunch and went back to church... slack slack slack... then clean up the BASC with Hosea, Coral and Gaius... then slack and chat... then Coral decided to go home and change and so we made our way to Gelare first...
coral, gaius, isaac, shenna, emmanuel, joel ooi and me...
then went to Hongkong cafe to eat... and sat there for almost 4 hours... hahaha... it was nice to just sit down, eat and chat... it's really good
school tmr......... ahhhhhhhhhh... i always hate it when it's sunday night... argh... knowing that there's school the next day etc etc... i pray that this week will pass very soon and things will be good...
最爱还是你...
Emmanuel and his ice cream...
that's GaiusLabels: 最爱还是你
XOXO
Sunday, May 13, 2007
silence
nothing but silence
nothing to say,
no topic to share...
don't know what's wrong...
maybe we are just tired...
i'm hurting deep inside...
Father Lord, please help me...
it's getting harder for me to breathe...
it's getting harder for me to talk to people...
it's getting harder for me to even smile...
我好想哭
nothing left... no more... no longer there
nothing but silence
nothing to say,
no topic to share...
don't know what's wrong...
maybe we are just tired...
i'm hurting deep inside...
Father Lord, please help me...
it's getting harder for me to breathe...
it's getting harder for me to talk to people...
it's getting harder for me to even smile...
我好想哭
nothing left... no more... no longer there
Labels: 沒有別的願望
XOXO
Saturday, May 12, 2007
hosanna
school was tiring...
group assignments/projects are such a chore...
Shiseido workshop is interesting...
Bus ride from Tampines to church is essential...
(knock my head so many times)
jamming was awesome...
(we finally have a CHOIR)
simpang is good...
(so so hungry)
cab home... and gonna go bathe and wash up now...
SATURDAY & SUNDAY= BUSY DAYS
but it's cool... will be singing tmr... Rach is leading... music prac at 2pm... but will most probably go down early to see if anyone need help with anything...
see you, hunks & babes
school was tiring...
group assignments/projects are such a chore...
Shiseido workshop is interesting...
Bus ride from Tampines to church is essential...
(knock my head so many times)
jamming was awesome...
(we finally have a CHOIR)
simpang is good...
(so so hungry)
cab home... and gonna go bathe and wash up now...
SATURDAY & SUNDAY= BUSY DAYS
but it's cool... will be singing tmr... Rach is leading... music prac at 2pm... but will most probably go down early to see if anyone need help with anything...
see you, hunks & babes
Labels: heal my heart
XOXO
Friday, May 11, 2007
i got bored... so i decided to do a little art... hahah...
in the midst of the valley of dry bones, do you see HOPE?
no one knows that an angel came and left... he left this for me
out in the open, i see OPPORTUNITY
looking beyond my face and straight into my heart... 
KAREN: all they wanted was freedom... a cry for their own nation
i see a precious jewel... what did you see?
enjoy
let me know if you like it... feel free to tag on my blog =)
in the midst of the valley of dry bones, do you see HOPE?
no one knows that an angel came and left... he left this for me
out in the open, i see OPPORTUNITY
looking beyond my face and straight into my heart... KAREN: all they wanted was freedom... a cry for their own nation
i see a precious jewel... what did you see?Labels: a piece of art
XOXO
staring into space
i'm so sleepy... feel so so drained... will try to sleep asap before i KO... \
feel so empty... so confused...
don't know where to go...
don't know what to do...
don't know what i want...
who will come and lend me a crying shoulder?
who will come and give me a hug?
who will come and listen to how i feel?
the answer is NO ONE
empty classroom...
empty corridor... 
empty me...
Labels: empty
XOXO