2 days 2 nights at Batam with Bel, Hosea and Shaun was awesome... it's been so so long since i really enjoyed myself and relax for a bit... doing random and spontenous stuff is totally fun :)
cell was awesome on Wednesday :)
meet up with shenna today :) yummy dinner and quality time together :)
it's almost friday already... it means back to work, back to the battle ground...
the whole time at batam, i thought through a lot... is it worth it to sacrifice my ministries, my cell time and my God-time for work... i miss being at music prac, miss sunday dance slots, miss my L.A Unit boys...
miss the days when the spirit-filled maddy minister to the young ones, at missions and just so so so in love with Jesus... the maddy was balance school, home and ministry...
but Lord, i trust in You... in Your time, i will be back to serve... but for now, i will listen and obey Your call to be a witness for You at my workplace, my mission field...
GOALS:
- complete 2 years of experience in the industry (end: 2010)
- get my 1 year degree majoring in Hospitality Tourism and Marketing (start: 2011)
By 2012, i would have experience and my degree... by then, i would be strong enough to strive at my career... bringing church to the marketplace, bringing people closer to Jesus...
for 1 whole month, after sorting out relationship issues, i really have to thank God... by His mercy and grace, i'm still alive today... searching for my first love once more...
Lord, i thank You for saving me... for loving me, for protecting me, for guiding me... Father, i pray that You teach me how to love You more each day... remind me to put You first place in my heart, in my life...
it's not the makeup, not the clothes,
but the godly character that should shine...
love+joy+peace+patience+kindness+goodness+faithfulness+gentleness+self-control